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I Am Heart Broken

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    As I sit here and cry this has to be one of the

    hardest things I've ever dealt with. The love of my life and I are over and I couldn't be more sad. We have tried to make it work but he has grown so distant from me and is now saying he is unsure if he wants to be with me so I walked away. It hurts so much because everything I...
    TheDiva3 TheDiva3 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 1

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    Today has not been a good day.

    Ive been in bed all day long so much my body aches. I just have no ambition, motivation or drive to get up and do much of anything. Plus my funds are low, as always, so that also contributes to the countless weekends looking at the walls but i try to still remain grateful i have...
    emagynethat emagynethat 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 22

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    I know what I did. Love me

    for today. Hate feeling this way. Y use it.
    Jasmin1108 Jasmin1108 36-40, M 1 Response Dec 4

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    There's this man at work,

    he is so kind to me and so thoughtful , we always talk about everything and sometimes he would say good things about me and even asked my best friend about my likes and anything. One time he told me that I look beautiful and great...I don't like to assume but I can't help to...
    nbsbgal nbsbgal 22-25, F 50 mins ago

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    The perfect girl you

    once loved is gone. Her faith is broken. Her body is covered in scars that will never fade. Her heart is locked up in chains so tight, even Houdini couldn't escape. Her crystal blue eyes no longer shimmer like the sea. Her smile is plastered on like a tattoo, so no one can see...
    justakookiegirl justakookiegirl 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    Okay, I met this guy on here.

    .. Mind you I am married. Well after talking to him a couple months were finally met. I decided I liked him way more than I ever did my husband so I came clean to my hubby about it and basically my marriage is over. Everything was really good with this guy at first. I loved being...
    Gtschick Gtschick 18-21, F Nov 11

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    The affection is all cut off.

    .. he doesn't reply to my messages and yet calls means and chats like a "friend". We've always been more than friends.. but it's like he's trying to make it just a friendship and nothing more. I can't do that with him. My feelings run too deep.. but i'm scared to cut things...
    BlueRose77 BlueRose77 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 2

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    It's always the worst at night.

    All I do is think about him. He's in my every thought and I'm so tired of crying. The worst part is the memories I have and the plans we had. I don't think I will ever love another the way that I loved him.
    TheDiva3 TheDiva3 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    Let me be the one to break it up

    so you won't have to make excuses
    wwerizan23 wwerizan23 16-17, M Nov 3

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    How could you not remember?

    Just two weeks ago you told me you loved me every night. Every day. Every morning. Just two weeks ago you'd meet me in the media center every day. Three weeks ago you snuck past two principals to be with me for ten minutes. Two weeks ago you invited me to your moms house to...
    briannab0723 briannab0723 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 20

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    I just found my boyfriend (Now my ex

    as of this evening) in bed with my bestfriend :'(
    MorticansDaughter98 MorticansDaughter98 16-17, F 4 Responses Nov 14

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    I hate you making me feel this way.

    .....why you give up just because of the distance. We always say to each other that someday we will be together and it will be worth it. You said you love me and still think about me everyday. But where are you now? You are with someone else, because she is there and you want...
    Shai15 Shai15 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 3

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    johnpaulcuevas johnpaulcuevas 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 2

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    Another Heartbreak....

     it wasnt even that serious.....i let my hope get the best of me....fooled once again....it literally makes me feel sick....he'll go on living his life and i'll probably never cross his mind again while i'll still be sitting here, heartbroken analyzing every second we had...
    dotta415 dotta415 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 14, 2009

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    You may or may not have known

    that last night was the Blood Moon Lunar Eclipse. It started at 1:48 am and lasted until 3:00 am. I watched the moon shadow over by the earth and slowly turn a deep orange. It was beautiful. I starred out the kitchen while occasionally glancing over at you sleeping. I wanted...
    angiede angiede 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 15

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    She Shattered Me

    Hi. I am bi. I was just in a lesbian relationship. She is the love of my life and she broke my heart two days ago. We started out talking because of her Facebook status. She tried coming out to somebody and they wouldn't accept it. She posted on Facebook something like "you like...
    Raven2o11 Raven2o11 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 16, 2012

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    Okay, I met this guy on here.

    .. Mind you I am married. Well after talking to him a couple months were finally met. I decided I liked him way more than I ever did my husband so I came clean to my hubby about it and basically my marriage is over. Everything was really good with this guy at first. I loved being...
    Gtschick Gtschick 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 11

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    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 5 Responses Nov 26

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    Conflicted

    It really sucks to like a friend more than you should, especially when its more than a crush. Im basically in that position... it really sucks. Most days i cant even get my mind off her, and even at night it can be hard not to dream about her.... a while back there was a week or...
    FightingTheWorld123 FightingTheWorld123 13-15, M 4 Responses May 27, 2012

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    If I didn't have kids it would be

    so easy to end it all..
    BlueRose77 BlueRose77 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 6

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    thegrasswillgetgreener thegrasswillgetgreener 16-17, F Dec 9

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    I don't want to love anymore.

    I don't want to say I love you anymore. I don't want to give anybody love, I don't trust anybody who tells me they love me. I don't want anybody to take interest in me. I won't trust those people. You will make me fall in love with you and you will trick me. And then you're...
    buddiesheart buddiesheart 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 3

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    redandbluessweater redandbluessweater 16-17, M Jun 5

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    For All The Broken Hearted

    I just want to share a quote that helped me get through the day. Hope this would help. "I was, but then I realized that I was holding onto  something that didn't exist anymore. That the person I missed didn't exist anymore. People change. The things we like and dislike change...
    cataleyarestrepo cataleyarestrepo 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 8, 2013

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    diepu diepu 18-21, M Oct 27

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    Missing my wife so bad.

    .. Wish we did not separate, hope we can work it out.. Love her so much.
    Cnfsddad Cnfsddad 31-35, M 2 Responses Nov 18

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    Two months ago, my best friend

    and significant other decided to no longer see each other. We were together for 2.5 years, lived together for 1.5 years, had two dogs together and our families were certain we would be forever. After two months he has moved on with someone new, and I am left here wondering if...
    NicoletteBach NicoletteBach 22-25, F 2 Responses May 19

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    Shai15 Shai15 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 8

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    Why does life have to be unfair?

    I fell in love with a guy that I though will love me the same way I love him but I was wrong. Ever since we met I've been so cruel to myself. I've been forcing myself to him even if I know that he don't truly love me. I did all my best only to find myself alone at the end.
    blackisbitter blackisbitter 18-21, F 6 Responses May 31

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    Okay, I met this guy on here.

    .. Mind you I am married. Well after talking to him a couple months were finally met. I decided I liked him way more than I ever did my husband so I came clean to my hubby about it and basically my marriage is over. Everything was really good with this guy at first. I loved being...
    Gtschick Gtschick 18-21, F Nov 11

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    Don’t try too hard to bring the old romance

    back. It’s not worth it. Love should be effortless and mutual, and even if you try to force it, it’ll just slip away again, causing you more pain.
    Shai15 Shai15 22-25, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Going On Nine..

    Years with the same person. At first I thought I had it all and it could never go away, then it quietly slipped away leaving my heart like a ball of unraveled yarn left for me to pull back into my body. I naively ignored the clues and tried to hold it together like glue. It wasn...
    Goodbadladywoman Goodbadladywoman 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 16, 2013

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    Almost three years later.

    I got dumped by a boyfriend who I thought would never even consider the idea of leaving me. I have developed severe anxiety because of it and am on prescription medication. It is hardly helping. I feel an immense amount of pain every day. I still feel to this day that i am like...
    gskellington gskellington 18-21, F 7 Responses Jul 8

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    each one of us dreams of having our own prince

    charming but what happens when he leaves when he gets too tierd of having you when you arnt the reason he wakes up in the morning anymore?what do you do ?Do you sobb in mysery or do you stand up and show you dont need him .But deep inside he wa steh best mistake you ever made...
    karlita12345678 karlita12345678 18-21, F Dec 2

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    7 years... You were my first at 17.

    I was so clueless about being in a relationship. I took the risk and let you into my life 3 months after we laid eyes on each other. Your "bad boy" side attracted me.. But it was mainly your personality. You made me laugh, you made me blush, you made me open up more, & you made...
    SleepyRose22 SleepyRose22 22-25, F 6 Responses Mar 7

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    My love is 23 years older

    than me. We met a few years ago online via AgeMeet.com. It was totally platonic but I broke off contact due to doing other things in my life, I wasn't quite ready to explore my spirituality. At the beggining of the year we got back into contact and basically fell in love over...
    candycc12 candycc12 26-30, F Dec 8

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    Not So Happy Ever After

    I started dating when i was sixteen years old and was in a relationship with him for about twenty months (we'll call him Chad). I broke up with him because we argued too much and we just were not getting along anymore, which happened in October 2012. I started a new job in August...
    psp0815 psp0815 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 6, 2013

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    MrsCarlileAtYourService MrsCarlileAtYourService 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 27

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    Youareallbeautiful Youareallbeautiful 18-21, F 11 Responses Oct 31

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    About three months ago my boyfriend had broken

    up with me. I wish I could say things work differently this time, a guy who has been my best friend for over a year still stays with me, and we still watching the sunsets like we used to. I didn't talk to him over the 3 months. He didn't replied any of my messages or calls. I...
    butterfliesndut butterfliesndut 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 3

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    Kind of an update on my love story

    because I got atleast 9 messages about how it ended and we found eachother but she had a bf... I think I'm ok with it but never an easy thing to hear
    rainbowtornado rainbowtornado 13-15, M Nov 2

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    So, here I am again, on the verge of crying.

    Funny thing was, he was never mine to begin with and I let my delusion cloud my judgement. I've been busying myself playing games on my gadgets, eating more than I should, reading books that aren't related to school. In short, I'm not sure what to feel, I mean, there's this...
    LeoNyxus LeoNyxus 18-21, M Nov 19

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    Wiltingflower Wiltingflower 36-40, F Oct 27

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    She Almost Killed Me

    I had a crush on this girl for a bit of time and finally got the courage to tell her how I feel. She gave me her number, we texted everyday and we were at the stage that's not officially boyfriend and girlfriend. We were sort of feeling it out. We talked more and more, had lots...
    ShadowFallx ShadowFallx 13-15, M 2 Responses May 31, 2013

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    Months ago, I met this boy.

    From the very first time we hung out, I knew I wanted him to be mine. Something about him was just so different from anyone I have ever known. He made me feel special, and like for once I actually meant something to someone. I spent every single day and every single night with...
    troublelover08 troublelover08 18-21, F Nov 25

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    I am feeling extremely heart broke.

    .. Yesterday was me and my loves 9th month anniversary and I we haven't gotten to see each other in I think 5 month now almost 6 minus the time we snuck out on the 10th of October to spend time together... And it's just so heart braking knowing I can't see her that I can't hold...
    ECrierie ECrierie 16-17, M Nov 23

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    If me leaving you alone

    for good makes you happy, then fine. But I hope karma bites you in the ***. Become the broken hearted guy.
    Togepi07 Togepi07 18-21, F Sep 11

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    I thought you were going to fix my cracked

    heart, you knew how much I liked you , but then you decide that she is better , thankyou for destroying it with a sludge hammer . Broken once again . Never to be fixed this time
    sommer02 sommer02 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 27

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    It Just Keeps Hurting More...

    A few years ago I fell in love with the most romantic, caring, and compassionate man I had ever met. We ended up getting engaged, moving half across the country and we have the most amazing (yet trying at times) daughter. We've made plans, we've been so happy, the couple that...
    Knudsenbrazee Knudsenbrazee 26-30 2 Responses Jul 22, 2011

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    It hurts me to say, but I was right.

    Right about everything. It was too good to be true. And like clockwork, just like everything else, it ended. I stood there, frozen, as I watched the floors underneath our feet crumbling, the walls we built together tumbling. And I still stood there holding up the roof, because...
    AshtonnnJ AshtonnnJ 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 22

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    I am 22 and my ex is 21.

    We split on Nov 1 because he fell in love with our next door neighbor. We've been together for 6 years and I now have no idea how to move on or even MEET other people. I'm out of school, I work from home, I have no friends in the area I moved to, and I am quite a bit bigger than...
    lilmego2010 lilmego2010 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    I knew her for a very short time

    and didn't know she wasn't interested got ripped apparat I guess i raised my hopes too high
    cherenet cherenet 16-17, M 1 Response