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I Am Heart Broken

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    * This is me releasing emotions * I am not

    happy. You should be on vacation until the 9th of August, which then you will show up to work and I will be in second shift. I was relieved that I won't see you yet .. After your sudden drop at my door, the confession and our last talk, it just was horrible. I hate what I had...
    StrongWoman9 StrongWoman9 26-30, F 18 hrs ago

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    Almost three years later.

    I got dumped by a boyfriend who I thought would never even consider the idea of leaving me. I have developed severe anxiety because of it and am on prescription medication. It is hardly helping. I feel an immense amount of pain every day. I still feel to this day that i am like...
    gskellington gskellington 18-21, F 7 Responses Jul 8, 2014

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    O girl wish you would have not broken my

    heart cause now i have stopped feeling the beat cant feel the wind cant enjoy the colors love is amazing when i fell i started to enjoy these colors world seemed so magical and now i cant feel anything i say nothing but this i wish no body heart ever gets broken...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 8

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    Today is the day that my wife moves out.

    She leaves behind her husband and two children ages one and four. I can't even begin to explain the heart ache I am feeling. I just want to go into a room and sleep the night away. I cannot do that because I have two children that I Love dearly to worry about. Actually if I did...
    Cnfsddad Cnfsddad 31-35, M 7 Responses Apr 1

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    If I had to choose between loving you

    and breathing… I would save my last breath to say I love you.
    Boxerlove2 Boxerlove2 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    So recently me and this guy i've been talking to

    for about 2years split up. Im not taking this departure pretty well. Im so unhappy with out him. Ive msg me since then but , he seems so uninterested. I told him that i missed him and i think about him a lot. He replied and said "i can't say the seem, but ypu have crossed my...
    rainee12 rainee12 16-17, F 2 Responses May 6

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    How could you not remember?

    Just two weeks ago you told me you loved me every night. Every day. Every morning. Just two weeks ago you'd meet me in the media center every day. Three weeks ago you snuck past two principals to be with me for ten minutes. Two weeks ago you invited me to your moms house to...
    briannab0723 briannab0723 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 20, 2014

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    I have once again let somebody into my heart

    and they tore it out. I am done with letting people in I am done with broken hearts i am done with life
    LovelessKid LovelessKid 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 29

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    7 years... You were my first at 17.

    I was so clueless about being in a relationship. I took the risk and let you into my life 3 months after we laid eyes on each other. Your "bad boy" side attracted me.. But it was mainly your personality. You made me laugh, you made me blush, you made me open up more, & you made...
    SweetRose22 SweetRose22 22-25, F 6 Responses Mar 7, 2014

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    I’m proud of my heart.

    It’s been played, stabbed, cheated, burned, and broken…but somehow still works.
    vjeneva vjeneva 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 18

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    Life doesn’t always introduce you to the

    people you WANT to meet. Sometimes,#life puts you in touch with the people you NEED to meet to Help You, to Hurt You, to Guide You, to Leave You, to Love You, and to gradually Strengthen You into the Person You Were Meant to Become.
    YokoOnosVision YokoOnosVision 36-40, M 3 Responses Jul 19

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    Bobbie Kristina So sad to hear of Bobbie

    Kristina's death:(😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭! Praying for her whole family ! She's with her gorgeous mother again...
    Dollfan32 Dollfan32 31-35, F 1 day ago

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    Shai15 Shai15 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 8, 2014

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    You asked me in a letter one time "what I would

    do with out you?" What would I do with out you? What am I doing with out you? Do you want to know? Do you want to know what its like for me, with out you? Its like drowning, gasping for air with no way to the top. Its like suffocating on my own words, trying to breathe after...
    skinbaby69 skinbaby69 18-21, F 1 Response May 16

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    It hurts to know the person you love,

    love someone else. You're not the reason behind his smile. You're not one he miss. You're not someone he consider beautiful.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 24

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    Going On Nine..

    Years with the same person. At first I thought I had it all and it could never go away, then it quietly slipped away leaving my heart like a ball of unraveled yarn left for me to pull back into my body. I naively ignored the clues and tried to hold it together like glue. It wasn...
    Goodbadladywoman Goodbadladywoman 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 16, 2013

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    Yesterday, I went to my ex boyfriend's house to

    get my things out of his apartment. We broke up last month. Although we only went out for 8 months, those were the happiest moments I've ever had. We had disagreements, but we never fought. We were happy. Promises were made. Then when my parents came here, he started changing...
    khsaga9 khsaga9 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 17

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    Truthfully. Never been this hurt before.

    Today. I got abused. Put down. Treated like ****. Made me feel like nothing. By the one who so call "Loves" me. She called me a moron and that I always ruin her mood & that she's sick of me being depressed & she accused me of liking one of her friends & she lead me on...
    Caine135 Caine135 13-15, M Jun 26

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    I knew her for a very short time

    and didn't know she wasn't interested got ripped apparat I guess i raised my hopes too high
    cherenet cherenet 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 25, 2014

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    And it is ok. I just need to remind myself why.

    So: 1. I love myself more 2. I am a priority in my life. 3. You are very bad for me (even if you are a good person) 4. Hanging around you made me delusional. 5. I care for myself and for my needs 6. I want to enjoy my life too 7. It is not the end to lose your company (which I...
    StrongWoman9 StrongWoman9 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 14

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    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 26, 2014

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    As I sit here and cry this has to be one of the

    hardest things I've ever dealt with. The love of my life and I are over and I couldn't be more sad. We have tried to make it work but he has grown so distant from me and is now saying he is unsure if he wants to be with me so I walked away. It hurts so much because everything I...
    TheDiva3 TheDiva3 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 1, 2014

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    About three months ago my boyfriend had broken

    up with me. I wish I could say things work differently this time, a guy who has been my best friend for over a year still stays with me, and we still watching the sunsets like we used to. I didn't talk to him over the 3 months. He didn't replied any of my messages or calls. I...
    butterfliesndut butterfliesndut 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 3, 2014

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    Don’t try too hard to bring the old romance

    back. It’s not worth it. Love should be effortless and mutual, and even if you try to force it, it’ll just slip away again, causing you more pain.
    Shai15 Shai15 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 14, 2014

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    The love of my life. We were together three

    years and some months. It was love at first sight. We spoke and we just connected on a whole different level. I saw him for who we was. Not how he looked. I could see into his body. I saw his soul. It was like I knew. I dont know what I knew, but I knew. It was like we had...
    DeluxedEdition DeluxedEdition 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 26

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    I write this with tears streaming down my face.

    I ****** up! I'm taking full responsibility for my **** up! I've learned a valuable lesson however I lost a GREAT man in the process. I LOVE him with all my heart and I always will. He's unable to forgive me for not being honest which it's 110% my fault. I wish I could take...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses May 13

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    Hi there! I would like to keep myself anonymous

    because this entrée is too personal and just so recent. I haven’t fully recovered but I hope, in the light of my experience, I hope you get to find inspiration and I too, comfort in shared experiences. Its been a month and two weeks, and I never hard the utmost courage to...
    zuzabeck10 zuzabeck10 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 17

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    I'm Broken... I've been PLAYED,

    LIED TO, CHEATED ON and FORCED. I've had hard times with letting ppl go, and letting ppl in. I've been AFRAID of being hurt and left like everyone else. I'm AFRAID to be loved, because I won't be LOVED back in the same RESPECT. I FAKE a smile everywhere I go because I think...
    CandyCrushers CandyCrushers 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 16

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    Youareallbeautiful Youareallbeautiful 18-21, F 10 Responses Oct 31, 2014

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    kidLeftInTheDark kidLeftInTheDark 13-15, F Mar 2

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    Why does life have to be unfair?

    I fell in love with a guy that I though will love me the same way I love him but I was wrong. Ever since we met I've been so cruel to myself. I've been forcing myself to him even if I know that he don't truly love me. I did all my best only to find myself alone at the end.
    blackisbitter blackisbitter 18-21, F 5 Responses May 31, 2014

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    LittleMsGreenEyes LittleMsGreenEyes 18-21, F May 31

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    redandbluessweater redandbluessweater 16-17, M Jun 5, 2014

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    For All The Broken Hearted

    I just want to share a quote that helped me get through the day. Hope this would help. "I was, but then I realized that I was holding onto  something that didn't exist anymore. That the person I missed didn't exist anymore. People change. The things we like and dislike change...
    cataleyarestrepo cataleyarestrepo 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 8, 2013

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    I'm So Hurt

    I feel so hurt and broken inside. My boyfriend left me 3 weeks ago and instead of letting me move on he keeps getting in touch with me for various things and this just destroys me. And everytime he says how much pain he's going through but when I ask why he left me then he says...
    Ella3000 Ella3000 36-40, F 37 Responses Jul 3, 2013

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    When will it get better?

    When will I be able to feel anything other than hurt? When...why...how... - are some of the questions I find myself asking over and over again to that imaginary someone who took refuge inside my head. Could it be the old, little, naive me from back when my heart was still whole...
    cocomenow cocomenow 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 23

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    I just dont know what to do anymore,

    i know i cant have him back and ive lost him for good. Im soo upset i hate this feeling :( plus he has a baby on the way with another women...i dont know how to deal with all this stuff. Just sometimes wish i never existed. I cannot stop crying every night and theres never a...
    KBeexo KBeexo 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 2

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    She Shattered Me

    Hi. I am bi. I was just in a lesbian relationship. She is the love of my life and she broke my heart two days ago. We started out talking because of her Facebook status. She tried coming out to somebody and they wouldn't accept it. She posted on Facebook something like "you like...
    Raven2o11 Raven2o11 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 16, 2012

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    Hey ! On Thursday morning I woke up too some

    very sad news!!!!!!!! A man at my church I knew ( not very well ) had died. He left a wife ( Mary ) and 3 kids Kiethly 12( I think that's her name ) Mary Mackenzie 10 Piercen 7 ( the only boy) He was very very involved at our church. It was tough going today. Please pray for...
    Dollfan32 Dollfan32 31-35, F 4 Responses Apr 20

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    astrudcc11 astrudcc11 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    I just think emotions tend to overwhelm us.

    Having a conversation today with a friend I met on EP, I came to have another view over my situation. What hurts me : 1. I lied to myself. 2. At times I was needy and hurt. I needed care, love and attention. I was broken inside and I didn't have enough self love to heal my...
    StrongWoman9 StrongWoman9 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 16

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    have a feeling to just go somewhere else

    where i will not see or feels anything..
    jez999 jez999 22-25, F May 28

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    You may or may not have known

    that last night was the Blood Moon Lunar Eclipse. It started at 1:48 am and lasted until 3:00 am. I watched the moon shadow over by the earth and slowly turn a deep orange. It was beautiful. I starred out the kitchen while occasionally glancing over at you sleeping. I wanted...
    angiede angiede 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 15, 2014

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    Day 1 of officially getting myself over him.

    Still have that sick feeling every time I think of him and his new gf. Appetite is lost and I'm in a not-so-great mood. Good morning
    Fierrrrce Fierrrrce 18-21, F 3 Responses May 7

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    if he put his hand into my chest

    and pulled my heart out in his fist, I still don't think it would hurt as bad as his parting words.
    bethany444 bethany444 46-50, F 3 Responses Mar 22

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    I've never had a boyfriend untill I was

    absolutely sure that a relationship is something I can handle. I've always been a firm believer that you should 'get to know yourself before you start sharing your life with someone else'. One of my classmate has been in love with me for quite a long time now, it must have been...
    liveinadream liveinadream 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 16

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