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I Am Heart Broken

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    It hurts me to say, but I was right.

    Right about everything. It was too good to be true. And like clockwork, just like everything else, it ended. I stood there, frozen, as I watched the floors underneath our feet crumbling, the walls we built together tumbling. And I still stood there holding up the roof, because...
    AshtonnnJ AshtonnnJ 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 22, 2014

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    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 4 Responses Nov 26, 2014

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    It's always the worst at night.

    All I do is think about him. He's in my every thought and I'm so tired of crying. The worst part is the memories I have and the plans we had. I don't think I will ever love another the way that I loved him.
    TheDiva3 TheDiva3 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 2, 2014

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    Today is the day that my wife moves out.

    She leaves behind her husband and two children ages one and four. I can't even begin to explain the heart ache I am feeling. I just want to go into a room and sleep the night away. I cannot do that because I have two children that I Love dearly to worry about. Actually if I did...
    Cnfsddad Cnfsddad 31-35, M 3 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I thought I would miss him

    but I just miss the way I felt when I was with him. I am bored. I am unhappy and nervous for reasons that have nothing to do with him. I miss the distraction he provided. I miss the excitement. I miss the butterflies. I missed the drugged up dizzy feelings. But I don't miss him...
    CountessDawn CountessDawn 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    The love of my life. We were together three

    years and some months. It was love at first sight. We spoke and we just connected on a whole different level. I saw him for who we was. Not how he looked. I could see into his body. I saw his soul. It was like I knew. I dont know what I knew, but I knew. It was like we had...
    DeluxedEdition DeluxedEdition 18-21, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    I sit here alone in the dark surrounded by

    haunting visions that rip at my heart and soul. Screams echo in silence. Tears fall while demons scorn. Why must the pain flood? Why must I live without ever knowing what it is to be loved? Why must I only know fear and pain? Why? Why? Why was I born? Childhood dreams lie...
    budkelly budkelly 41-45, M May 30, 2014

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    yeah there s not a lot to say about it.

    ...she made me fall in love just to break me down....
    HerBatman HerBatman 16-17, M 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    My mother is an alcoholic.

    But has hidden it v well. She beat me up last night. Stood on me. Pulled out clumps of my hair. I hit her back. I never should have. No one believes me. Because who would hit their mother. She is a pathological liar. I can't compete with her.
    allie7350 allie7350 36-40, F 6 Responses Mar 8

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    KidLeftInTheDark KidLeftInTheDark 13-15, F Mar 2

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    I should of never even showed you this world

    that I kept a lock on,purple hearted scar garden harvesing my thoughts.It's over, but my endless list of problems still shamefully exsist, at least the death of my depression will prevent another fatal kiss.
    JustBeYourSelff JustBeYourSelff 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 2

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    Well my wife finally went

    and got an apartment.. :( she told me yesterday she is leaving April 1. She is leaving me and the kids behind. I can't begin to explain how I am feeling at this moment.
    Cnfsddad Cnfsddad 31-35, M 3 Responses Feb 13

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    Oh joy...the only reason I ever joined this

    site, and I'm at it again. Let's keep this short and sweet: When they say she's not worth it, think about it. Loving someone who doesn't love you back, but cared for you, and now just acts like you don't exist is just a terrible thing.
    emilesfault emilesfault 16-17, M Mar 2

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    Conflicted

    It really sucks to like a friend more than you should, especially when its more than a crush. Im basically in that position... it really sucks. Most days i cant even get my mind off her, and even at night it can be hard not to dream about her.... a while back there was a week or...
    FightingTheWorld123 FightingTheWorld123 13-15, M 4 Responses May 27, 2012

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    She Almost Killed Me

    I had a crush on this girl for a bit of time and finally got the courage to tell her how I feel. She gave me her number, we texted everyday and we were at the stage that's not officially boyfriend and girlfriend. We were sort of feeling it out. We talked more and more, had lots...
    ShadowFallx ShadowFallx 13-15, M 2 Responses May 31, 2013

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    As I sit here and cry this has to be one of the

    hardest things I've ever dealt with. The love of my life and I are over and I couldn't be more sad. We have tried to make it work but he has grown so distant from me and is now saying he is unsure if he wants to be with me so I walked away. It hurts so much because everything I...
    TheDiva3 TheDiva3 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 1, 2014

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    I met what I think is/was the love of my life

    when I was 16. We had a wonderful friendship in the 5 years prior to our relationship. But even though it was just a friendship back then, I loved him with all my heart. About 3 years ago we were both at a stage in our lives when we were both single and we fell in love (I got...
    skullyme skullyme 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 15

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    You may or may not have known

    that last night was the Blood Moon Lunar Eclipse. It started at 1:48 am and lasted until 3:00 am. I watched the moon shadow over by the earth and slowly turn a deep orange. It was beautiful. I starred out the kitchen while occasionally glancing over at you sleeping. I wanted...
    angiede angiede 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 15, 2014

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    About three months ago my boyfriend had broken

    up with me. I wish I could say things work differently this time, a guy who has been my best friend for over a year still stays with me, and we still watching the sunsets like we used to. I didn't talk to him over the 3 months. He didn't replied any of my messages or calls. I...
    butterfliesndut butterfliesndut 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 3, 2014

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    Don’t try too hard to bring the old romance

    back. It’s not worth it. Love should be effortless and mutual, and even if you try to force it, it’ll just slip away again, causing you more pain.
    Shai15 Shai15 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 14, 2014

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    Youareallbeautiful Youareallbeautiful 18-21, F 10 Responses Oct 31, 2014

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    How could you not remember?

    Just two weeks ago you told me you loved me every night. Every day. Every morning. Just two weeks ago you'd meet me in the media center every day. Three weeks ago you snuck past two principals to be with me for ten minutes. Two weeks ago you invited me to your moms house to...
    briannab0723 briannab0723 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 20, 2014

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    Almost three years later.

    I got dumped by a boyfriend who I thought would never even consider the idea of leaving me. I have developed severe anxiety because of it and am on prescription medication. It is hardly helping. I feel an immense amount of pain every day. I still feel to this day that i am like...
    gskellington gskellington 18-21, F 7 Responses Jul 8, 2014

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    I was in a great relationship with this guy

    named Raymond, he meant the world to me, he was my everything but my mom separated us and she didn't want us to keep talking but we still did one day he calls me and brakes up with me that was the worst day of my life , after a week I found out he has a new girlfriend and he was...
    cinnamonpearl cinnamonpearl 13-15, F Mar 6

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    She Shattered Me

    Hi. I am bi. I was just in a lesbian relationship. She is the love of my life and she broke my heart two days ago. We started out talking because of her Facebook status. She tried coming out to somebody and they wouldn't accept it. She posted on Facebook something like "you like...
    Raven2o11 Raven2o11 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 16, 2012

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    I am heart broken coz i feel in love with my

    friend who doeant care about me hahaha
    aloneme79 aloneme79 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 2

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    My first love broke my heart

    and I can't get over it 😔
    Marleylove07 Marleylove07 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 16

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    How do I get over you?

    You had my heart for 2 and a half years and still do to this day. You are my love and so out of reach. What was wrong with me that breaking up didn't even cause sadness within you? I love you and I always will
    msebok msebok 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    7 years... You were my first at 17.

    I was so clueless about being in a relationship. I took the risk and let you into my life 3 months after we laid eyes on each other. Your "bad boy" side attracted me.. But it was mainly your personality. You made me laugh, you made me blush, you made me open up more, & you made...
    SleepyRose22 SleepyRose22 22-25, F 6 Responses Mar 7, 2014

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    Going On Nine..

    Years with the same person. At first I thought I had it all and it could never go away, then it quietly slipped away leaving my heart like a ball of unraveled yarn left for me to pull back into my body. I naively ignored the clues and tried to hold it together like glue. It wasn...
    Goodbadladywoman Goodbadladywoman 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 16, 2013

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    redandbluessweater redandbluessweater 16-17, M Jun 5, 2014

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    My ex best friend that I've known

    since grade seven got a new boyfriend. Me and her were really good friends. We were as close as you can get with a person. I am a bisexual and I caught feelings but I never showed it. she got a new boyfriend and she told him about me.he obviously got jealous and told her to...
    statiictv statiictv 16-17, F Mar 1

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    MrsCarlileAtYourService MrsCarlileAtYourService 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 27, 2014

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    Why does life have to be unfair?

    I fell in love with a guy that I though will love me the same way I love him but I was wrong. Ever since we met I've been so cruel to myself. I've been forcing myself to him even if I know that he don't truly love me. I did all my best only to find myself alone at the end.
    blackisbitter blackisbitter 18-21, F 6 Responses May 31, 2014

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    The perfect girl you

    once loved is gone. Her faith is broken. Her body is covered in scars that will never fade. Her heart is locked up in chains so tight, even Houdini couldn't escape. Her crystal blue eyes no longer shimmer like the sea. Her smile is plastered on like a tattoo, so no one can see...
    justakookiegirl justakookiegirl 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 18, 2014

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    He's got stress in his life,

    so much on his mind, so much but so little of me. He pushed me away, unknowingly he played, and my heart began to cry. I said we need to talk and he did agree. Who was more sad him or me? I was going to fight for things to stay, but his mind thought things a little differently...
    Stormymusic599 Stormymusic599 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 14

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    sixfiveguy sixfiveguy 26-30, M 2 Responses Feb 15

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    Me and this girl went to Disney together

    because our band goes to disney every year, so my best friend asks me to set him up with her (knew it wouldn't happen) well as it happened she liked me, so when I tried to get them together, she fell in love with me (talk about a toll backfire ) and then he finds out he's all in...
    Bigwillyk Bigwillyk 13-15, M 2 Responses Mar 2

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    I knew her for a very short time

    and didn't know she wasn't interested got ripped apparat I guess i raised my hopes too high
    cherenet cherenet 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 25, 2014

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    Still feeling strongly

    for my ex. He may be has a slight shadow of feelings in return but is seemingly fighting them and so probably doesn't want to get back together. However, to absolutely be sure, I ask him directly: do you want to be with me? He beats about the bush, doesn't say 'no', doesn't say...
    one2talk one2talk 31-35 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    my ex and I of 5 years just mutually ended

    things. We both decided we weren't happy. He lost his mom last year an awful tragic unjust death and I lost myself trying to make him happy on the process. I realize only he can do that and he needs time to grief. we always come back to eachother but I'm afraid this time it's...
    cherry108 cherry108 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 2

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    We had everything. We'd dated

    for two years. We were each others first love, kiss, everything. He went away to college, and everything changed. He took a complete 360 and changed into someone I barely knew. He started ignoring me for days on end and smoking weed. It took me a long time to have proof that he...
    laxgirl3 laxgirl3 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 22

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    Two months ago, my best friend

    and significant other decided to no longer see each other. We were together for 2.5 years, lived together for 1.5 years, had two dogs together and our families were certain we would be forever. After two months he has moved on with someone new, and I am left here wondering if...
    NicoletteBach NicoletteBach 22-25, F 1 Response May 19, 2014

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    I like this guy, and he just recently messaged

    me telling me he doesn't want us to talk anymore. am I really that awful of a person to him..?
    pxthetic pxthetic 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 1

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    I met this girl in grade 7,

    lets just call her J. I didn't really get to know her that well till grade 9 but I did know that something about her seemed different to me than the rest of the girls... or at least that's what i felt. I became friends with her in the beginning of grade 9 and she seemed pretty...
    thatonegirlinthecorner thatonegirlinthecorner 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 16

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    For All The Broken Hearted

    I just want to share a quote that helped me get through the day. Hope this would help. "I was, but then I realized that I was holding onto  something that didn't exist anymore. That the person I missed didn't exist anymore. People change. The things we like and dislike change...
    cataleyarestrepo cataleyarestrepo 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 8, 2013

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    I'm So Hurt

    I feel so hurt and broken inside. My boyfriend left me 3 weeks ago and instead of letting me move on he keeps getting in touch with me for various things and this just destroys me. And everytime he says how much pain he's going through but when I ask why he left me then he says...
    Ella3000 Ella3000 36-40, F 38 Responses