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I Am Heart Broken

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    Not because he left,

    but because he's here. Never been with someone I love so much, but can't touch, and hold and make love to. I'm throwing in the towel. It's too much for me. I thought I could be strong enough. It's somehow less painful to let him go, and be by myself, and let another assuage my...
    TheRightFitforLife TheRightFitforLife 46-50, F 6 Responses Aug 27, 2015

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    How do you even begin to live without someone

    you dedicated your life to for so long? I just can't envision it... I need guidance.. I need strength to move on.
    hiddennlove hiddennlove 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 30, 2015

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    I'm So Hurt

    I feel so hurt and broken inside. My boyfriend left me 3 weeks ago and instead of letting me move on he keeps getting in touch with me for various things and this just destroys me. And everytime he says how much pain he's going through but when I ask why he left me then he says...
    Ella3000 Ella3000 36-40, F 37 Responses Jul 3, 2013

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    She Shattered Me

    Hi. I am bi. I was just in a lesbian relationship. She is the love of my life and she broke my heart two days ago. We started out talking because of her Facebook status. She tried coming out to somebody and they wouldn't accept it. She posted on Facebook something like "you like...
    Raven2o11 Raven2o11 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 16, 2012

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    My boyfriend and I broke up a month

    and a half ago after dating for 9 months. After we broke up we continued as friends with benefits and recently he told me again that he loved me and i hesitated because i don't feel the same as i did and i feel like im trying to hold on. He was controlling and is was verbally...
    samanthajk samanthajk 16-17, F Jan 17

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    I'm so alone I'm sitting here in bed trying to

    get myself together and all I can think about is how alone and sad I am. I want nothing more than to go as far away as possible and start a new life but I can't I have no money, no job, no car so I sit here and replay every bad thing that has brought me here to this moment and...
    befuddledninja befuddledninja 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 22, 2015

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    It ain't the whiskey,

    that's killing me.
    countryboyhyde countryboyhyde 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 24, 2015

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    Sometimes the person you fall

    for is not ready to catch you. When this happens you should be have a safety net ready otherwise you wind up like Humpty Dumpty. Why do we let ourselves fall even though we see the red flags? I read something “We accept the love we think we deserve” and I think by accepting...
    afreakanflow afreakanflow 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 18

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    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 13, 2015

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    I trusted him but he didn't.

    . that's how it all started.. he gave me options to prove myself to him.. but I failed every time.. he ended up calling me a fake person.. I didn't care.. cos he was more important to me.. but I didn't know he could call it a meaningless online relationship.. it hurts.. I'm...
    amazingmoment90 amazingmoment90 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 24, 2015

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    Damn I love you Just had to hold you One last

    time Although you were never really mine
    jiltedgirl jiltedgirl 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2015

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    And it is ok. I just need to remind myself why.

    So: 1. I love myself more 2. I am a priority in my life. 3. You are very bad for me (even if you are a good person) 4. Hanging around you made me delusional. 5. I care for myself and for my needs 6. I want to enjoy my life too 7. It is not the end to lose your company (which I...
    StrongWoman9 StrongWoman9 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 14, 2015

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    Life doesn’t always introduce you to the

    people you WANT to meet. Sometimes,#life puts you in touch with the people you NEED to meet to Help You, to Hurt You, to Guide You, to Leave You, to Love You, and to gradually Strengthen You into the Person You Were Meant to Become.
    YokoOnosVision YokoOnosVision 36-40, M 2 Responses Jul 19, 2015

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    The perfect girl you

    once loved is gone. Her faith is broken. Her body is covered in scars that will never fade. Her heart is locked up in chains so tight, even Houdini couldn't escape. Her crystal blue eyes no longer shimmer like the sea. Her smile is plastered on like a tattoo, so no one can see...
    justakookiegirl justakookiegirl 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 18, 2014

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    To have your heart ripped apart by the person

    you thought you wanted to spend the rest of your life with is such incomprehensible pain. I'd rather be numb.
    courtneyyyx331 courtneyyyx331 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    How could you what did I do!

    No thought to what I would feel? I am crushed, devastated, I will wait for your return , I know yourr will come back!!
    thisisthemiddle thisisthemiddle 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 27, 2015

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    Not a day goes by without me wondering what

    could have possibly went wrong. I've spent most of my days since we last spoke almost 2 weeks ago, attempting to get ahold of him. I know nobody who knows him and the only way i can get ahold of him is through him! At 01.30am today, i logged onto skype ( another place where i...
    HazelLancaster HazelLancaster 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 28

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    I try not to think about it,

    but it hurts when someone goes from "I love you" one day, to "we shouldn't be around each other" the next.
    SimplyEm SimplyEm 22-25, F Dec 4, 2015

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    Why do we fall for people we can't have?

    Even worse when you are so right for each other. So tired of feeling so alone.
    HonestAndHopeful HonestAndHopeful 36-40, F Oct 26, 2015

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    It's always the worst at night.

    All I do is think about him. He's in my every thought and I'm so tired of crying. The worst part is the memories I have and the plans we had. I don't think I will ever love another the way that I loved him.
    TheDiva3 TheDiva3 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 2, 2014

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    Shai15 Shai15 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 8, 2014

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    As I sit here and cry this has to be one of the

    hardest things I've ever dealt with. The love of my life and I are over and I couldn't be more sad. We have tried to make it work but he has grown so distant from me and is now saying he is unsure if he wants to be with me so I walked away. It hurts so much because everything I...
    TheDiva3 TheDiva3 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 1, 2014

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    Youareallbeautiful Youareallbeautiful 18-21, F 9 Responses Oct 31, 2014

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    I hope you find someone

    who is brave enough to enter your storm, and respects you enough to love the size of your waves. I hope you find someone who will relish the calm you can have, and who is eager to set sail on the expanse of your mind.... I hope you find someone who cant escape the love they have...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 24, 2015

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    No, I do not have a relationship,

    but I am broken in another way. There was this person I met, and I've never met a person like him ever in my life. The chances of us meeting were very slim, yet we met despite the sea of different people. I've never met anyone with that mind. We wanted to change the world, we...
    Birdielle Birdielle 16-17, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I have once again let somebody into my heart

    and they tore it out. I am done with letting people in I am done with broken hearts i am done with life
    LovelessKid LovelessKid 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 29, 2015

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    Lost my wife of 28 years a month ago to

    pancreatic cancer. I miss her dearly. We will unite one day again. She is with me every day. Visions of her final moments makes it very hard. You see I expected her to live longer and then she had a massive stroke cause by a clot that was caused by the cancer. She lost all...
    NooLife NooLife 61-65, M 2 Responses Sep 19, 2015

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    bethccaa bethccaa 26-30, F Dec 24, 2015

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    Hey ! On Thursday morning I woke up too some

    very sad news!!!!!!!! A man at my church I knew ( not very well ) had died. He left a wife ( Mary ) and 3 kids Kiethly 12( I think that's her name ) Mary Mackenzie 10 Piercen 7 ( the only boy) He was very very involved at our church. It was tough going today. Please pray for...
    Dollfan32 Dollfan32 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 20, 2015

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    I could never say we were just friends.

    Not by the way you set alarms off in every sleeping nerve in my body. Not by the way your body became a temple for my eyes. Not by the way I’d suffocate at the idea of you belonging to someone else. Not by the way bloodbaths would rush through my veins because my heart...
    SabaKeeyan SabaKeeyan 18-21, T Jan 3

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    About three months ago my boyfriend had broken

    up with me. I wish I could say things work differently this time, a guy who has been my best friend for over a year still stays with me, and we still watching the sunsets like we used to. I didn't talk to him over the 3 months. He didn't replied any of my messages or calls. I...
    butterfliesndut butterfliesndut 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 3, 2014

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    For All The Broken Hearted

    I just want to share a quote that helped me get through the day. Hope this would help. "I was, but then I realized that I was holding onto  something that didn't exist anymore. That the person I missed didn't exist anymore. People change. The things we like and dislike change...
    cataleyarestrepo cataleyarestrepo 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 8, 2013

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    Im a 19 y/o gay man who fell deeply in love

    with my bromance best friend. My best friend and I knew each other for three years. He knows that i am gay and claims himself to be straight. Occasionally, he would tell me that he is bi sexual and would lead me on multiple ways. I fell for it . He and I are good friends but we...
    poomiepoom poomiepoom 18-21, M Jan 24

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    It comes in waves, Im fine

    and then I remember how much it hurts.. I want to cry but.... I ran out of tears days ago, now its just silent tearless weeping....
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 24, 2015

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    I knew her for a very short time

    and didn't know she wasn't interested got ripped apparat I guess i raised my hopes too high
    cherenet cherenet 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 25, 2014

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    Why does life have to be unfair?

    I fell in love with a guy that I though will love me the same way I love him but I was wrong. Ever since we met I've been so cruel to myself. I've been forcing myself to him even if I know that he don't truly love me. I did all my best only to find myself alone at the end.
    blackisbitter blackisbitter 18-21, F 5 Responses May 31, 2014

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    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 26, 2014

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    Yesterday... he went to my place to pick some

    of his stuff up...I thought he would be away right away after getting his stuff. . Ut he stayed and we talked...I talked about how I felt..and I wanna know if we he still care for me..and he said..my heart is locked, nobody knows what's inside... I kept on insisting him to tell...
    Christy5789 Christy5789 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 3, 2015

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    I have been in a relationship

    for 3 years. I don't think it's going to make it to the fourth. In the beginning and for a large amount of the time we were together, everything was perfect. We were even engaged. But in the past months, maybe since October things have changed dramatically. He doesn't talk to me...
    srmfinity srmfinity 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 21

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    natalieccaa natalieccaa 26-30, F Jan 5

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    I'm only 15 years old

    and I always mock when kids my age say "I love you or "oh I'm so heartbroken" but last Christmas I started talking to a boy... it's been almost a year And we are still talking.. lots of things have happened during all this time, I fell so deeply in love with him that it hurts so...
    Alltimefreak Alltimefreak 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 4, 2015

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    Two months ago, my best friend

    and significant other decided to no longer see each other. We were together for 2.5 years, lived together for 1.5 years, had two dogs together and our families were certain we would be forever. After two months he has moved on with someone new, and I am left here wondering if...
    NicoletteBach NicoletteBach 26-30, F 1 Response May 19, 2014

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    if he put his hand into my chest

    and pulled my heart out in his fist, I still don't think it would hurt as bad as his parting words.
    bethany444 bethany444 46-50, F 2 Responses Mar 22, 2015

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    Trying to understand,

    being brave isn't my strong suit. Although my words would suggest otherwise. I waited for you to say...No, I cannot be without you. For 6 mins, let a lot 6 months, 6 years...but you didn't. Because, leaving me is the easiest thing for you. Yes, I know you say I am on your mind...
    MsRebel MsRebel 31-35, F Nov 26, 2015

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    Before my ex and I dated we were friends

    for 5 years and good friends for 1 year. He was smart, nerdy like me, and we enjoyed doing a lot of the same things. He has a three year old son who I loved and treated like my own blood. I planned on marrying him and being a family. I found out by one of my close friends that...
    courtneyyyx331 courtneyyyx331 22-25, F 7 Responses Jan 27

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