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I Am Heart Broken

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    Some days feel ok, I'm at peace inside.

    other days I just can't handle all that feeling of loss. Sometimes I just wish I could turn it off
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M Apr 13

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    You may or may not have known

    that last night was the Blood Moon Lunar Eclipse. It started at 1:48 am and lasted until 3:00 am. I watched the moon shadow over by the earth and slowly turn a deep orange. It was beautiful. I starred out the kitchen while occasionally glancing over at you sleeping. I wanted...
    angiede angiede 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 15, 2014

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    I knew her for a very short time

    and didn't know she wasn't interested got ripped apparat I guess i raised my hopes too high
    cherenet cherenet 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 25, 2014

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    I will always believe

    that you were my worst mistake
 but I will say your name in my sleep and wake up screaming thinking you were there 
I will still have your name humming in my ******* veins,
 your touch forever on my hands that have now grown cold, just like you,
 I will still be able to...
    wordful wordful 18-21, F Mar 28

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    I'm So Hurt

    I feel so hurt and broken inside. My boyfriend left me 3 weeks ago and instead of letting me move on he keeps getting in touch with me for various things and this just destroys me. And everytime he says how much pain he's going through but when I ask why he left me then he says...
    Ella3000 Ella3000 36-40, F 38 Responses Jul 3, 2013

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    Conflicted

    It really sucks to like a friend more than you should, especially when its more than a crush. Im basically in that position... it really sucks. Most days i cant even get my mind off her, and even at night it can be hard not to dream about her.... a while back there was a week or...
    FightingTheWorld123 FightingTheWorld123 13-15, M 4 Responses May 27, 2012

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    7 years... You were my first at 17.

    I was so clueless about being in a relationship. I took the risk and let you into my life 3 months after we laid eyes on each other. Your "bad boy" side attracted me.. But it was mainly your personality. You made me laugh, you made me blush, you made me open up more, & you made...
    SweetRose22 SweetRose22 22-25, F 6 Responses Mar 7, 2014

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    Day 1 of officially getting myself over him.

    Still have that sick feeling every time I think of him and his new gf. Appetite is lost and I'm in a not-so-great mood. Good morning
    Fierrrrce Fierrrrce 18-21, F 3 Responses May 7

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    It hurts me to say, but I was right.

    Right about everything. It was too good to be true. And like clockwork, just like everything else, it ended. I stood there, frozen, as I watched the floors underneath our feet crumbling, the walls we built together tumbling. And I still stood there holding up the roof, because...
    AshtonnnJ AshtonnnJ 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 22, 2014

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    Even when i realized i could not trust you,

    i still could not stop myself from loving you. Even when i realized you don't deserve me, i still felt like i deserved you. Because i had already given so much of me, and invested so much time and energy, that it just didn't seem fair to have to walk away with nothing.
    Jhayz Jhayz 26-30, F 4 Responses Apr 27

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    I have once again let somebody into my heart

    and they tore it out. I am done with letting people in I am done with broken hearts i am done with life
    LovelessKid LovelessKid 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 29

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    The perfect girl you

    once loved is gone. Her faith is broken. Her body is covered in scars that will never fade. Her heart is locked up in chains so tight, even Houdini couldn't escape. Her crystal blue eyes no longer shimmer like the sea. Her smile is plastered on like a tattoo, so no one can see...
    justakookiegirl justakookiegirl 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 18, 2014

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    Hey ! On Thursday morning I woke up too some

    very sad news!!!!!!!! A man at my church I knew ( not very well ) had died. He left a wife ( Mary ) and 3 kids Kiethly 12( I think that's her name ) Mary Mackenzie 10 Piercen 7 ( the only boy) He was very very involved at our church. It was tough going today. Please pray for...
    Dollfan32 Dollfan32 31-35, F 5 Responses Apr 20

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    It's always the worst at night.

    All I do is think about him. He's in my every thought and I'm so tired of crying. The worst part is the memories I have and the plans we had. I don't think I will ever love another the way that I loved him.
    TheDiva3 TheDiva3 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 2, 2014

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    yeah there s not a lot to say about it.

    ...she made me fall in love just to break me down....
    HerBatman HerBatman 16-17, M 3 Responses Mar 31

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    In tears once again..

    .... I'm so sick of this. Sick of being an option, being lied to. I hate dating. I hate love. It's all a big lie. I give up
    Fierrrrce Fierrrrce 18-21, F May 3

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    Still feeling strongly

    for my ex. He may be has a slight shadow of feelings in return but is seemingly fighting them and so probably doesn't want to get back together. However, to absolutely be sure, I ask him directly: do you want to be with me? He beats about the bush, doesn't say 'no', doesn't say...
    one2talk one2talk 31-35 3 Responses Mar 28

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    Me and this guy have been talking recently

    and with the way he was acting I thought he liked me. Every time I'd look up at him he would already be looking at me and smiling. He'd tease me and touch my shoulder. He seemed to get nervous around me sometimes too. He has a girl friend of two weeks and he still does this...
    ashlynn1014 ashlynn1014 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 12

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    She Almost Killed Me

    I had a crush on this girl for a bit of time and finally got the courage to tell her how I feel. She gave me her number, we texted everyday and we were at the stage that's not officially boyfriend and girlfriend. We were sort of feeling it out. We talked more and more, had lots...
    ShadowFallx ShadowFallx 13-15, M 2 Responses May 31, 2013

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    tomorrow's the day, the day

    that you take all your stuff out of my house, you lied to me you deceived me you made me believe that I was stronger than I actually am, you manipulated me in order to get what you wanted you've broken my heart in ways that I can't even imagine, why? you said I was a good person...
    ddmagnum ddmagnum 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 24

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    Youareallbeautiful Youareallbeautiful 18-21, F 10 Responses Oct 31, 2014

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    I know i made a promise to myself to live life

    to the fullest without him and believed i would, but last night i dreamt about him then i woke up at midnight then i can`t remember how did my tears burst that i`m holding back since he left. I can`t help but to hug myself tightly, it hurts so badly. I can`t breathe, my heart`s...
    kishmishshekhar kishmishshekhar 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 26

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    We had everything. We'd dated

    for two years. We were each others first love, kiss, everything. He went away to college, and everything changed. He took a complete 360 and changed into someone I barely knew. He started ignoring me for days on end and smoking weed. It took me a long time to have proof that he...
    laxgirl3 laxgirl3 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 22

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    Today is the day that my wife moves out.

    She leaves behind her husband and two children ages one and four. I can't even begin to explain the heart ache I am feeling. I just want to go into a room and sleep the night away. I cannot do that because I have two children that I Love dearly to worry about. Actually if I did...
    Cnfsddad Cnfsddad 31-35, M 7 Responses Apr 1

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    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 26, 2014

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    KidLeftInTheDark KidLeftInTheDark 13-15, F Mar 2

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    I met this girl in grade 7,

    lets just call her J. I didn't really get to know her that well till grade 9 but I did know that something about her seemed different to me than the rest of the girls... or at least that's what i felt. I became friends with her in the beginning of grade 9 and she seemed pretty...
    thatonegirlinthecorner thatonegirlinthecorner 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 16

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    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    You Know What Sucks? The Fact That I Want You

    But You Don't Want Me Back.. The Fact That All Ive Been Trying To Do Is Love You.. And All You've Ever Wanted Was Someone Else.. Well Anyone Else But Me.. Maybe I Wasn't Good Enough To Be Shown Reciprocity.. But When You Told Me You Loved Me Knowing You Didn't Mean It.. That...
    HopelessLoveHer HopelessLoveHer 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 5, 2014

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    I write this with tears streaming down my face.

    I ****** up! I'm taking full responsibility for my **** up! I've learned a valuable lesson however I lost a GREAT man in the process. I LOVE him with all my heart and I always will. He's unable to forgive me for not being honest which it's 110% my fault. I wish I could take...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses May 13

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    On my recent previous post,

    I discussed about my boyfriend ( at the time, now ex) struggling with Bipolar 2. When I posted that blog, I was looking for any advice to help me understand this brain disorder. Thanks for a few people on here, they sent me the links for support and the experiences in their...
    kc248753 kc248753 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 7

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    I'm waiting for nothing.

    ...He promised that he will do something,  he promised that he will try to fix everything and somehow he gave me a little hope again.  The one I love never wanted me for real and will never fight for me. He chose to be with someone else and days will prove to him that  she is...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 12

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    Shai15 Shai15 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 8, 2014

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    I am losing you, your warmth,

    your embrace, your smile. I have nothing left, since you turned your back at me and declared your lost feeling for me. This pain....is so exquisite I thought I could die from it.
    reachoutmydream reachoutmydream 26-30, F 4 Responses Apr 28

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    I fell for a girl. I have been chasing her

    for two years but she won't give me a chance. She has played with my feelings and i told her this past two years have been a waste of time. She refuses to give me a chance but when i try to leave all she says is that she misses me i don't believe her because to me she only is...
    ska4Life11 ska4Life11 22-25, M a week ago

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    I don't want anyone else

    if it's not you.
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F Apr 18

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    Going On Nine..

    Years with the same person. At first I thought I had it all and it could never go away, then it quietly slipped away leaving my heart like a ball of unraveled yarn left for me to pull back into my body. I naively ignored the clues and tried to hold it together like glue. It wasn...
    Goodbadladywoman Goodbadladywoman 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 16, 2013

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    As I sit here and cry this has to be one of the

    hardest things I've ever dealt with. The love of my life and I are over and I couldn't be more sad. We have tried to make it work but he has grown so distant from me and is now saying he is unsure if he wants to be with me so I walked away. It hurts so much because everything I...
    TheDiva3 TheDiva3 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 1, 2014

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    Don’t try too hard to bring the old romance

    back. It’s not worth it. Love should be effortless and mutual, and even if you try to force it, it’ll just slip away again, causing you more pain.
    Shai15 Shai15 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 14, 2014

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    About three months ago my boyfriend had broken

    up with me. I wish I could say things work differently this time, a guy who has been my best friend for over a year still stays with me, and we still watching the sunsets like we used to. I didn't talk to him over the 3 months. He didn't replied any of my messages or calls. I...
    butterfliesndut butterfliesndut 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 3, 2014

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    Two months ago, my best friend

    and significant other decided to no longer see each other. We were together for 2.5 years, lived together for 1.5 years, had two dogs together and our families were certain we would be forever. After two months he has moved on with someone new, and I am left here wondering if...
    NicoletteBach NicoletteBach 22-25, F 1 Response May 19, 2014

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    How could you not remember?

    Just two weeks ago you told me you loved me every night. Every day. Every morning. Just two weeks ago you'd meet me in the media center every day. Three weeks ago you snuck past two principals to be with me for ten minutes. Two weeks ago you invited me to your moms house to...
    briannab0723 briannab0723 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 20, 2014

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    Cubeball Cubeball 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 17

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    if he put his hand into my chest

    and pulled my heart out in his fist, I still don't think it would hurt as bad as his parting words.
    bethany444 bethany444 46-50, F 3 Responses Mar 22

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    How do I get over you?

    You had my heart for 2 and a half years and still do to this day. You are my love and so out of reach. What was wrong with me that breaking up didn't even cause sadness within you? I love you and I always will
    msebok msebok 18-21, F Mar 27

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    I thought I would miss him

    but I just miss the way I felt when I was with him. I am bored. I am unhappy and nervous for reasons that have nothing to do with him. I miss the distraction he provided. I miss the excitement. I miss the butterflies. I missed the drugged up dizzy feelings. But I don't miss him...
    CountessDawn CountessDawn 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 19

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