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I Am Heart Broken

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    I'm love with a guy 10 years older

    than me...He is Christian as I am...I think I love him. I met him 18 months ago and every time I see him my heart jumps of joy! I went to a camp this weekend and we have been 24 hours together + other Christian people...He has been so nice to me...very attentive on what I do or...
    RonOE RonOE 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    It's always the worst at night.

    All I do is think about him. He's in my every thought and I'm so tired of crying. The worst part is the memories I have and the plans we had. I don't think I will ever love another the way that I loved him.
    TheDiva3 TheDiva3 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    Going On Nine..

    Years with the same person. At first I thought I had it all and it could never go away, then it quietly slipped away leaving my heart like a ball of unraveled yarn left for me to pull back into my body. I naively ignored the clues and tried to hold it together like glue. It wasn...
    Goodbadladywoman Goodbadladywoman 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 16, 2013

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    About three months ago my boyfriend had broken

    up with me. I wish I could say things work differently this time, a guy who has been my best friend for over a year still stays with me, and we still watching the sunsets like we used to. I didn't talk to him over the 3 months. He didn't replied any of my messages or calls. I...
    butterfliesndut butterfliesndut 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 3

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    I think one of the saddest things is

    when two people really get to know each other: their secrets, their fears, their favourite things, what they love, what they hate, literally everything, and then they go back to being strangers. It’s like you have to walk past them and pretend like you never knew them, never...
    butterfliesndut butterfliesndut 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 26

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    I sit here alone in the dark surrounded by

    haunting visions that rip at my heart and soul. Screams echo in silence. Tears fall while demons scorn. Why must the pain flood? Why must I live without ever knowing what it is to be loved? Why must I only know fear and pain? Why? Why? Why was I born? Childhood dreams lie...
    budkelly budkelly 41-45, M May 30

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    MrsCarlileAtYourService MrsCarlileAtYourService 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    How could you not remember?

    Just two weeks ago you told me you loved me every night. Every day. Every morning. Just two weeks ago you'd meet me in the media center every day. Three weeks ago you snuck past two principals to be with me for ten minutes. Two weeks ago you invited me to your moms house to...
    briannab0723 briannab0723 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 20

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    The perfect girl you

    once loved is gone. Her faith is broken. Her body is covered in scars that will never fade. Her heart is locked up in chains so tight, even Houdini couldn't escape. Her crystal blue eyes no longer shimmer like the sea. Her smile is plastered on like a tattoo, so no one can see...
    justakookiegirl justakookiegirl 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    Why did you have to leave?

    You promised you won't. You said you won't ever. You said forever you and me.
    Togepi07 Togepi07 18-21, F Jun 23

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    LonelyAJ LonelyAJ 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 10

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    redandbluessweater redandbluessweater 16-17, M Jun 5

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    You Know What Sucks? The Fact That I Want You

    But You Don't Want Me Back.. The Fact That All Ive Been Trying To Do Is Love You.. And All You've Ever Wanted Was Someone Else.. Well Anyone Else But Me.. Maybe I Wasn't Good Enough To Be Shown Reciprocity.. But When You Told Me You Loved Me Knowing You Didn't Mean It.. That...
    HopelessLoveHer HopelessLoveHer 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 5

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    For All The Broken Hearted

    I just want to share a quote that helped me get through the day. Hope this would help. "I was, but then I realized that I was holding onto  something that didn't exist anymore. That the person I missed didn't exist anymore. People change. The things we like and dislike change...
    cataleyarestrepo cataleyarestrepo 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 8, 2013

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    So I feel like I guess I just need to get out

    everything that happened to I guess ask y'all what I should do? Okay so I met the love of my life, the one, (and don't say he wasn't after I tell you what happened because I know he's the one, unfortunately.) in August of 2012. And we Decided to be in a relationship December...
    rayelizabeth rayelizabeth 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 26

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    My husband left me. I miss him.

    I'm scared and broken. I can't get past the pain. I'm not living right now. I'm simply surviving. I never knew I could love someone this much. I never knew I could hurt this badly.
    CLKM CLKM 31-35, F 5 Responses Mar 3

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    I left my husband of three years!

    !! We relocated to his home state to open a business and something inside of him changed. He became a very angry person. I tried to do everything in my power to help him/us nothing worked. I cried every night, I was miserable, lonely,bored, broke basically starting to lose myself...
    oldyella33 oldyella33 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 30

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    We first began chatting via text some 10 months

    ago. From the start he capitivated me. He was one of those people who emanate charisma; a true Leo, a real extrovert. Everything that as a quiet, introverted Capricorn I am not. We met in person a few times and spent time laughing and talking... growing close. I always felt like...
    UrbanBoheme UrbanBoheme 26-30, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    7 years... You were my first at 17.

    I was so clueless about being in a relationship. I took the risk and let you into my life 3 months after we laid eyes on each other. Your "bad boy" side attracted me.. But it was mainly your personality. You made me laugh, you made me blush, you made me open up more, & you made...
    TearfulNights22 TearfulNights22 22-25, F 6 Responses Mar 7

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    Everyday, on my way home i always think about a

    reason why i should be home. Or i can't even call it home, it's an empty place with a bed i can sleep on and a shower to keep me clean. It's an empty place filled with memories from past, a place where i built our dreams but it's all gone. Everyday, i am always sorry for all...
    apetz apetz 26-30, F Jul 2

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    I am so shattered that I am shutting down,

    feeling nothing- numb. My husband had an affair and we have been trying to work at our marriage. I haven't reacted the way I thought I would- kicking and screaming. But I have been fairly controlled and understanding. He though is slowly falling apart. He suffers with mental...
    Tess6 Tess6 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 15

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    I Don'T Think I Will Ever Find Someone.

    I have come to terms with the fact that I will always be single. I always like men who don't like me back. I think I am always going to be that woman who men will just want something physical with but nothing more. It makes me very sad to think this way because I think I am a...
    glittergirlinnyc glittergirlinnyc 36-40, F 6 Responses Jan 31, 2013

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    She Almost Killed Me

    I had a crush on this girl for a bit of time and finally got the courage to tell her how I feel. She gave me her number, we texted everyday and we were at the stage that's not officially boyfriend and girlfriend. We were sort of feeling it out. We talked more and more, had lots...
    ShadowFallx ShadowFallx 13-15, M 3 Responses May 31, 2013

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    Why does life have to be unfair?

    I fell in love with a guy that I though will love me the same way I love him but I was wrong. Ever since we met I've been so cruel to myself. I've been forcing myself to him even if I know that he don't truly love me. I did all my best only to find myself alone at the end.
    blackisbitter blackisbitter 18-21, F 6 Responses May 31

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    The guy I love doesn't love me back.

    And it's so easy for someone to say "just find someone else" but it's actually hard for me because I am 20, have low self esteem, I really don't go out much because I don't like it and I work full time. I just wish he felt the same way about me as I do about him. I am really...
    naddo630 naddo630 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 28

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    My friend is leaving

    for three months and we don't know if she'll have internet in her temporary home... Originally I thought to just deal with it, but I can't. It's starting to hit me as the days roll by. Honestly I don't know why I'm so attached, but I am. I can't imagine these next three months...
    Coffeycup Coffeycup 16-17, M Jun 29

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    As I sit here and cry this has to be one of the

    hardest things I've ever dealt with. The love of my life and I are over and I couldn't be more sad. We have tried to make it work but he has grown so distant from me and is now saying he is unsure if he wants to be with me so I walked away. It hurts so much because everything I...
    TheDiva3 TheDiva3 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 1

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    It Just Keeps Hurting More...

    A few years ago I fell in love with the most romantic, caring, and compassionate man I had ever met. We ended up getting engaged, moving half across the country and we have the most amazing (yet trying at times) daughter. We've made plans, we've been so happy, the couple that...
    Knudsenbrazee Knudsenbrazee 26-30 2 Responses Jul 22, 2011

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    Two months ago, my best friend

    and significant other decided to no longer see each other. We were together for 2.5 years, lived together for 1.5 years, had two dogs together and our families were certain we would be forever. After two months he has moved on with someone new, and I am left here wondering if...
    NicoletteBach NicoletteBach 22-25, F 2 Responses May 19

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    I'm So Hurt

    I feel so hurt and broken inside. My boyfriend left me 3 weeks ago and instead of letting me move on he keeps getting in touch with me for various things and this just destroys me. And everytime he says how much pain he's going through but when I ask why he left me then he says...
    Ella3000 Ella3000 36-40, F 37 Responses Jul 3, 2013

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    It's been just over a month

    since I lost my first love and best friend. We dated for 3 years and had an apartment and our own fur babies. I loved him more than anything.. I still do. I never thought he would ever tell me he didn't love me anymore until that day. It feels like yesterday. I don't believe him...
    needemerise needemerise 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 23

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    I'm confused and don't know what I want,

    except you. It's hard to move on when I still want you. I shouldn't waste my time on someone who broke my heart like you did though, should I? I wish you could give me an answer.
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 Jul 7

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    princess2114 princess2114 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 22

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    My Sister Has Turned My Niece Against Me And My Family.

    Years ago, my sister had a baby Girl and she was an awesome child. My sister had problems, she still does, but back then it was drinking, carousing and partying all the time. My parents adopted my Niece to make sure she was taken care of and my sister had no problem signing over...
    HurtAtWork HurtAtWork 41-45, M 3 Responses Jun 13, 2010

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    Saying goodbye was really hurtful I just needed

    a hug so bad. But i can't keep putting myself through days like these. I'm Tired too which doesn't help I'm rather dramatic too lol but aren't most women. I have a side to me which I can not control. But just don't break my heart then you'll be ok.
    samscleverbox samscleverbox 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    Almost three years later.

    I got dumped by a boyfriend who I thought would never even consider the idea of leaving me. I have developed severe anxiety because of it and am on prescription medication. It is hardly helping. I feel an immense amount of pain every day. I still feel to this day that i am like...
    gskellington gskellington 18-21, F 7 Responses Jul 8

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    That's simple that's how I feel I have the

    whole world on my shoulders and I cry every day because of that.
    MatildaBlack MatildaBlack 13-15, F Jul 7

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    I Let Him Go

    I feel silly and like I am too old to be in this group, but I am so heartbroken.  I love this man so much and I know he loves me, but despite all our efforts we cannot seem to make it work.  I am sure I wont ever be as attracted to, comfortable with, or love another...
    Mareola Mareola 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 10, 2010

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    Not So Happy Ever After

    I started dating when i was sixteen years old and was in a relationship with him for about twenty months (we'll call him Chad). I broke up with him because we argued too much and we just were not getting along anymore, which happened in October 2012. I started a new job in August...
    psp0815 psp0815 18-21, F 9 Responses Feb 6, 2013

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    ttn18 ttn18 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 6

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    When I was in 6th grade,

    I used to have an ultimate crush... Let's just say his name is Daniel... Daniel here is my classmate since 3rd grade... He is actually one of my boy best friends, since I am part of a group of boys... As we age up, I start to have a crush on him... When we were in 5th grade, let...
    DarkAngel483 DarkAngel483 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    My ex-boyfriend and I of 4 years broke up about

    three months ago. We met our freshman year of high school and ended our senior year. It was an on and off relationship with a lot of bumps. He was my first boyfriend. My family met him, I met his, our "first" time was with each other, and we both had never told anyone i love you...
    yourgirlmarlene yourgirlmarlene 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    She Shattered Me

    Hi. I am bi. I was just in a lesbian relationship. She is the love of my life and she broke my heart two days ago. We started out talking because of her Facebook status. She tried coming out to somebody and they wouldn't accept it. She posted on Facebook something like "you like...
    Raven2o11 Raven2o11 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 16, 2012

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    To Help Us Let Go

    I didn't write this. I wish I did. It's credited to lots of different people, most frequently someone named Reverand Safire Rose. Whoever wrote it, it's breathtakingly beautiful...so I wanted to share it with you. Without a thought or a word, she let go. She let go of fear. She...
    cataleyarestrepo cataleyarestrepo 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 27, 2013

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    My ex-boyfriend of 4 years cheated on me with

    multiple girls for 2 years and now we're broken up. It's been 3 months and I still miss him. i feel like an idiot. I won't take him back EVER but sometimes I wish that he still tried, that he missed me way more than i miss him.
    yourgirlmarlene yourgirlmarlene 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    For all those years we've been together,

    for all the happy memories we made together, 4 years and you walk away from 'us'. You came back and ask for friendship. Actually you wanted us to become bestfriends. I swallowed a chunk of saying "sure, you can be my bestfriend". I haven't got the chance to move on yet, and here...
    apetz apetz 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 1

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    You may or may not have known

    that last night was the Blood Moon Lunar Eclipse. It started at 1:48 am and lasted until 3:00 am. I watched the moon shadow over by the earth and slowly turn a deep orange. It was beautiful. I starred out the kitchen while occasionally glancing over at you sleeping. I wanted...
    angiede angiede 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 15

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    Conflicted

    It really sucks to like a friend more than you should, especially when its more than a crush. Im basically in that position... it really sucks. Most days i cant even get my mind off her, and even at night it can be hard not to dream about her.... a while back there was a week or...
    FightingTheWorld123 FightingTheWorld123 13-15, M 4 Responses May 27, 2012

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    Another Heartbreak....

     it wasnt even that serious.....i let my hope get the best of me....fooled once again....it literally makes me feel sick....he'll go on living his life and i'll probably never cross his mind again while i'll still be sitting here, heartbroken analyzing every second we had...
    dotta415 dotta415 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 14, 2009

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    Me and my boyfriend have broken up.

    I feel so bad I hurt him so much, because I had a dating site and was talking to other people but I was all talk I never cheated or met up with anyone. Now he thinks of me as a h.o.e I don't blame him but he thinks I ****** loads of people when I have ever only had sex him. I...
    rubina18 rubina18 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 16

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    I realize that writing letters to you no longer

    has the same appeal as it did when we first fell in love, but it could be therapy for me nonetheless, so here it goes. It is another restless night filled with nonsensical thoughts and ideas which then branch out to irrational thoughts and fears that result in me feeling...
    angiede angiede 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    I fell in love with the guy

    that made me his. I fell so deeply in love, eventually he fell out of love and left me hanging. I was the last to know. The last to know he no longer love me. He made me love him and left me. When he first said the break up words, I couldn't believe it. I almost laughed. And I...
    Togepi07 Togepi07 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 3

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    I loved this guy for two years I'll say his

    name is bob. Still do love him. I lost my viringinty to him. He's still is the only person I've been with. We have never dated just been involved with each other. But yesterday we got into a really big fight because me and his best friend have been talking. And I really do like...
    Hiimamyimdead Hiimamyimdead 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 24

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