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I Am Heart Broken

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    Not So Happy Ever After

    I started dating when i was sixteen years old and was in a relationship with him for about twenty months (we'll call him Chad). I broke up with him because we argued too much and we just were not getting along anymore, which happened in October 2012. I started a new job in August...
    psp0815 psp0815 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 6, 2013

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    I just found my boyfriend (Now my ex

    as of this evening) in bed with my bestfriend :'(
    MorticansDaughter98 MorticansDaughter98 16-17, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Leave the curtain shut I prefer to be cut Off

    from the outside I needed you like the sunshine Fill my cup with the memory of you And us You and us You're all I ever needed I don't know how to be the one that used to be your entirety Wake from my sleep Tears rolling down Remind myself to breath Open my eyes and turn...
    angiede angiede 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 21

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    She Shattered Me

    Hi. I am bi. I was just in a lesbian relationship. She is the love of my life and she broke my heart two days ago. We started out talking because of her Facebook status. She tried coming out to somebody and they wouldn't accept it. She posted on Facebook something like "you like...
    Raven2o11 Raven2o11 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 16, 2012

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    Wellp... Just about to dipset from the exs new

    place... Smells like some other ***** on his pillow. What should I care? I don't think I really care anymore. Just hurts just a lil..
    DesiredUsername23 DesiredUsername23 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 2

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    Two months ago, my best friend

    and significant other decided to no longer see each other. We were together for 2.5 years, lived together for 1.5 years, had two dogs together and our families were certain we would be forever. After two months he has moved on with someone new, and I am left here wondering if...
    NicoletteBach NicoletteBach 22-25, F 2 Responses May 19

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    I'm So Hurt

    I feel so hurt and broken inside. My boyfriend left me 3 weeks ago and instead of letting me move on he keeps getting in touch with me for various things and this just destroys me. And everytime he says how much pain he's going through but when I ask why he left me then he says...
    Ella3000 Ella3000 36-40, F 37 Responses Jul 3, 2013

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    Another Heartbreak....

     it wasnt even that serious.....i let my hope get the best of me....fooled once again....it literally makes me feel sick....he'll go on living his life and i'll probably never cross his mind again while i'll still be sitting here, heartbroken analyzing every second we had...
    dotta415 dotta415 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 14, 2009

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    How could you not remember?

    Just two weeks ago you told me you loved me every night. Every day. Every morning. Just two weeks ago you'd meet me in the media center every day. Three weeks ago you snuck past two principals to be with me for ten minutes. Two weeks ago you invited me to your moms house to...
    briannab0723 briannab0723 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 20

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    redandbluessweater redandbluessweater 16-17, M Jun 5

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    Wiltingflower Wiltingflower 36-40, F Oct 27

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    As I sit here and cry this has to be one of the

    hardest things I've ever dealt with. The love of my life and I are over and I couldn't be more sad. We have tried to make it work but he has grown so distant from me and is now saying he is unsure if he wants to be with me so I walked away. It hurts so much because everything I...
    TheDiva3 TheDiva3 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 1

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    Missing my wife so bad.

    .. Wish we did not separate, hope we can work it out.. Love her so much.
    Cnfsddad Cnfsddad 31-35, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    After a month of ups

    and downs and then a week being straight up lied to and ignored... I broke up with my girlfriend today. We spent 6 months in bliss, we both had kids but everyone genuinely loved everyone else, and we were forming together as a unit as a family. Making plans for a future...
    thesingledad thesingledad 31-35, M 3 Responses Aug 21

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    i lost my crush 13 years ago,

    i never meant anything to him, he left me. now i cant imagine to suffer for the rest of my life. i think im going crazy cos of this pain.
    angel8i angel8i 31-35, F 6 days ago

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    Currently talking to the ex on the phone.

    .. Wish he would shut the **** up and die, lol. "I mean, like, I dunno cuz like, the blah blah and like.." **** off douchebag. -_-
    DesiredUsername23 DesiredUsername23 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 7

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    You may or may not have known

    that last night was the Blood Moon Lunar Eclipse. It started at 1:48 am and lasted until 3:00 am. I watched the moon shadow over by the earth and slowly turn a deep orange. It was beautiful. I starred out the kitchen while occasionally glancing over at you sleeping. I wanted...
    angiede angiede 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 15

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    It Just Keeps Hurting More...

    A few years ago I fell in love with the most romantic, caring, and compassionate man I had ever met. We ended up getting engaged, moving half across the country and we have the most amazing (yet trying at times) daughter. We've made plans, we've been so happy, the couple that...
    Knudsenbrazee Knudsenbrazee 26-30 2 Responses Jul 22, 2011

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    Kind of an update on my love story

    because I got atleast 9 messages about how it ended and we found eachother but she had a bf... I think I'm ok with it but never an easy thing to hear
    rainbowtornado rainbowtornado 13-15, M Nov 2

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    For All The Broken Hearted

    I just want to share a quote that helped me get through the day. Hope this would help. "I was, but then I realized that I was holding onto  something that didn't exist anymore. That the person I missed didn't exist anymore. People change. The things we like and dislike change...
    cataleyarestrepo cataleyarestrepo 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 8, 2013

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    Let me be the one to break it up

    so you won't have to make excuses
    wwerizan23 wwerizan23 16-17, M Nov 3

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    He always works late,

    and then I remember why I don't want to be with him. He can't and won't ever just be faithful or honest with me. His testosterone levels are too high. He's a fake. But he takes care of me and he's always at my beck and call. He's the only one I can really rely on in times of...
    DesiredUsername23 DesiredUsername23 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 29

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    My heart has been broken again.

    .. by my MM. I never imagined this would happen. I must say this is has come as a huge shock to me as I didn't expect it. Am left with a huge hole in my heart that am failing to breath. How will I get past this? I knew from the beginning that he would not leave his wife for me...
    Keysha1974 Keysha1974 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 27

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    You told me you need you space,

    how about a thousand miles?
    KenzieKenzBoo KenzieKenzBoo 13-15, F Oct 20

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    Almost three years later.

    I got dumped by a boyfriend who I thought would never even consider the idea of leaving me. I have developed severe anxiety because of it and am on prescription medication. It is hardly helping. I feel an immense amount of pain every day. I still feel to this day that i am like...
    gskellington gskellington 18-21, F 7 Responses Jul 8

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    You were warned about me.

    By the others. But you fell for me anyways. That's sad. It's sad I fell for you too. I don't mean to. I show you all these beautiful things, and make you feel so loved, but deep down I'm dying and trying to escape. Sooner or later I would have broken you too. I...
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 19

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    My husband left me. I miss him.

    I'm scared and broken. I can't get past the pain. I'm not living right now. I'm simply surviving. I never knew I could love someone this much. I never knew I could hurt this badly.
    CLKM CLKM 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 3

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    Take your heart away,

    Leave mine all alone. Was love ever present? I will never know. Let your new companion, Be that stupid phone. Maybe its just time, To finally let you go. How do you do it? Turn that ugly switch. To be so cold with your words, My heart is in a ditch. Your not who I thought you...
    Mindlabyrinth Mindlabyrinth 41-45, M Oct 22

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    She Almost Killed Me

    I had a crush on this girl for a bit of time and finally got the courage to tell her how I feel. She gave me her number, we texted everyday and we were at the stage that's not officially boyfriend and girlfriend. We were sort of feeling it out. We talked more and more, had lots...
    ShadowFallx ShadowFallx 13-15, M 2 Responses May 31, 2013

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    This is the first time I feel

    that my love story with A7mad is over. Never thought that I was living a fake love story.  My love left me with clod heart, he didn't care if I'm sad or in pain, he didn't care that I love him so much and that I'm watching him every day.  He hurt me and killed me, he...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 23

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    It hurts me to say, but I was right.

    Right about everything. It was too good to be true. And like clockwork, just like everything else, it ended. I stood there, frozen, as I watched the floors underneath our feet crumbling, the walls we built together tumbling. And I still stood there holding up the roof, because...
    AshtonnnJ AshtonnnJ 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 22

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    Why does life have to be unfair?

    I fell in love with a guy that I though will love me the same way I love him but I was wrong. Ever since we met I've been so cruel to myself. I've been forcing myself to him even if I know that he don't truly love me. I did all my best only to find myself alone at the end.
    blackisbitter blackisbitter 18-21, F 6 Responses May 31

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    Okay, I met this guy on here.

    .. Mind you I am married. Well after talking to him a couple months were finally met. I decided I liked him way more than I ever did my husband so I came clean to my hubby about it and basically my marriage is over. Everything was really good with this guy at first. I loved being...
    Gtschick Gtschick 18-21, F Nov 11

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    You Know What Sucks? The Fact That I Want You

    But You Don't Want Me Back.. The Fact That All Ive Been Trying To Do Is Love You.. And All You've Ever Wanted Was Someone Else.. Well Anyone Else But Me.. Maybe I Wasn't Good Enough To Be Shown Reciprocity.. But When You Told Me You Loved Me Knowing You Didn't Mean It.. That...
    HopelessLoveHer HopelessLoveHer 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 5

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    I thought you were going to fix my cracked

    heart, you knew how much I liked you , but then you decide that she is better , thankyou for destroying it with a sludge hammer . Broken once again . Never to be fixed this time
    sommer02 sommer02 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 27

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    Sigh... You know... I don't know what to

    even put about this. He just... You just... Sigh. Idk maybe we would have worked out if you just... Tried. If you tried a little harder, maybe I wouldn't have given up. It was me, who fought all of my fiber to keep us alive, but our fire was burning out and I couldn't...
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F Oct 17

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    There is tons of help

    for the "other woman", and for the spouse of the person having an affair, but what about the help for the spouse that was in an affair, who ended the affair? Of course, I know most people believe the person who sinned deserves no help. But I'm still sitting here heartbroken...
    Saetka Saetka 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 17

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    Okay, I met this guy on here.

    .. Mind you I am married. Well after talking to him a couple months were finally met. I decided I liked him way more than I ever did my husband so I came clean to my hubby about it and basically my marriage is over. Everything was really good with this guy at first. I loved being...
    Gtschick Gtschick 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 11

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    I knew her for a very short time

    and didn't know she wasn't interested got ripped apparat I guess i raised my hopes too high
    cherenet cherenet 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 25

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    The perfect girl you

    once loved is gone. Her faith is broken. Her body is covered in scars that will never fade. Her heart is locked up in chains so tight, even Houdini couldn't escape. Her crystal blue eyes no longer shimmer like the sea. Her smile is plastered on like a tattoo, so no one can see...
    justakookiegirl justakookiegirl 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    To Help Us Let Go

    I didn't write this. I wish I did. It's credited to lots of different people, most frequently someone named Reverand Safire Rose. Whoever wrote it, it's breathtakingly beautiful...so I wanted to share it with you. Without a thought or a word, she let go. She let go of fear. She...
    cataleyarestrepo cataleyarestrepo 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 27, 2013

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    Going On Nine..

    Years with the same person. At first I thought I had it all and it could never go away, then it quietly slipped away leaving my heart like a ball of unraveled yarn left for me to pull back into my body. I naively ignored the clues and tried to hold it together like glue. It wasn...
    Goodbadladywoman Goodbadladywoman 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 16, 2013

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    So, here I am again, on the verge of crying.

    Funny thing was, he was never mine to begin with and I let my delusion cloud my judgement. I've been busying myself playing games on my gadgets, eating more than I should, reading books that aren't related to school. In short, I'm not sure what to feel, I mean, there's this...
    LeoNyxus LeoNyxus 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    She took my heart and ripped apart.

    I feel absolutely crushed. "How did I not see this coming?" I keep asking myself. I guess when you're so in love with someone you look completely beyond their flaws and their 'bad side' and you only see what your heart wants you to see. I don't know if I will ever fully get...
    cyclingmaniac cyclingmaniac 18-21, M Mar 27

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    diepu diepu 18-21, M Oct 27

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    7 years... You were my first at 17.

    I was so clueless about being in a relationship. I took the risk and let you into my life 3 months after we laid eyes on each other. Your "bad boy" side attracted me.. But it was mainly your personality. You made me laugh, you made me blush, you made me open up more, & you made...
    SleepyRose22 SleepyRose22 22-25, F 6 Responses Mar 7

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    I Don'T Think I Will Ever Find Someone.

    I have come to terms with the fact that I will always be single. I always like men who don't like me back. I think I am always going to be that woman who men will just want something physical with but nothing more. It makes me very sad to think this way because I think I am a...
    glittergirlinnyc glittergirlinnyc 36-40, F 6 Responses Jan 31, 2013

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    Okay, I met this guy on here.

    .. Mind you I am married. Well after talking to him a couple months were finally met. I decided I liked him way more than I ever did my husband so I came clean to my hubby about it and basically my marriage is over. Everything was really good with this guy at first. I loved being...
    Gtschick Gtschick 18-21, F Nov 11

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    So i did heroine yesterday

    for the first time.. I planned to overdose but instead I just got really sick and couldn't walk. Didn't make it to work this morning cuz I've been throwing up. It was a really ****** high, I don't see how people like the drug at all, other than using it for the possibility of...
    DesiredUsername23 DesiredUsername23 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    About three months ago my boyfriend had broken

    up with me. I wish I could say things work differently this time, a guy who has been my best friend for over a year still stays with me, and we still watching the sunsets like we used to. I didn't talk to him over the 3 months. He didn't replied any of my messages or calls. I...
    butterfliesndut butterfliesndut 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 3

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    I don't want to love anymore.

    I don't want to say I love you anymore. I don't want to give anybody love, I don't trust anybody who tells me they love me. I don't want anybody to take interest in me. I won't trust those people. You will make me fall in love with you and you will trick me. And then you're...
    buddiesheart buddiesheart 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 3

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