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I Am Heart Broken

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    Yesterday, I went to my ex boyfriend's house to

    get my things out of his apartment. We broke up last month. Although we only went out for 8 months, those were the happiest moments I've ever had. We had disagreements, but we never fought. We were happy. Promises were made. Then when my parents came here, he started changing...
    khsaga9 khsaga9 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 17

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    From the outside, we are the couple everyone

    wants to be. We seem put together and super happy, but our relationship has been slowly falling apart. We both jumped in head first and didn't realize how shallow the water was. Now we are on the verge of breaking up. I don't know what to do anymore.
    aroseforleah aroseforleah 18-21, F Aug 21

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    Don’t try too hard to bring the old romance

    back. It’s not worth it. Love should be effortless and mutual, and even if you try to force it, it’ll just slip away again, causing you more pain.
    Shai15 Shai15 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 14, 2014

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    astrudcc11 astrudcc11 26-30, F Jul 27

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    The love of my life. We were together three

    years and some months. It was love at first sight. We spoke and we just connected on a whole different level. I saw him for who we was. Not how he looked. I could see into his body. I saw his soul. It was like I knew. I dont know what I knew, but I knew. It was like we had...
    DeluxedEdition DeluxedEdition 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 26

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    It hurts to know the person you love,

    love someone else. You're not the reason behind his smile. You're not one he miss. You're not someone he consider beautiful.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 24

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    As I sit here and cry this has to be one of the

    hardest things I've ever dealt with. The love of my life and I are over and I couldn't be more sad. We have tried to make it work but he has grown so distant from me and is now saying he is unsure if he wants to be with me so I walked away. It hurts so much because everything I...
    TheDiva3 TheDiva3 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 1, 2014

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    Two months ago, my best friend

    and significant other decided to no longer see each other. We were together for 2.5 years, lived together for 1.5 years, had two dogs together and our families were certain we would be forever. After two months he has moved on with someone new, and I am left here wondering if...
    NicoletteBach NicoletteBach 26-30, F 1 Response May 19, 2014

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    When will it get better?

    When will I be able to feel anything other than hurt? When...why...how... - are some of the questions I find myself asking over and over again to that imaginary someone who took refuge inside my head. Could it be the old, little, naive me from back when my heart was still whole...
    cocomenow cocomenow 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 23

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    * This is me releasing emotions * I am not

    happy. You should be on vacation until the 9th of August, which then you will show up to work and I will be in second shift. I was relieved that I won't see you yet .. After your sudden drop at my door, the confession and our last talk, it just was horrible. I hate what I had...
    StrongWoman9 StrongWoman9 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 27

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    Right now, I would love nothing more

    than some Novocain in my heart—I want to be completely numb and never feel an ounce of pain ever again.I guess what I’m trying to say is that I feel like the distance has officially caught up with my boyfriend and I.Yes, we broke up.We were together for a long while...
    sunatdawn214 sunatdawn214 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 12

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    For All The Broken Hearted

    I just want to share a quote that helped me get through the day. Hope this would help. "I was, but then I realized that I was holding ontoΒ  something that didn't exist anymore. That the person I missed didn't exist anymore. People change. The things we like and dislike change...
    cataleyarestrepo cataleyarestrepo 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 8, 2013

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    Almost three years later.

    I got dumped by a boyfriend who I thought would never even consider the idea of leaving me. I have developed severe anxiety because of it and am on prescription medication. It is hardly helping. I feel an immense amount of pain every day. I still feel to this day that i am like...
    gskellington gskellington 18-21, F 7 Responses Jul 8, 2014

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    About three months ago my boyfriend had broken

    up with me. I wish I could say things work differently this time, a guy who has been my best friend for over a year still stays with me, and we still watching the sunsets like we used to. I didn't talk to him over the 3 months. He didn't replied any of my messages or calls. I...
    butterfliesndut butterfliesndut 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 3, 2014

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    You may or may not have known

    that last night was the Blood Moon Lunar Eclipse. It started at 1:48 am and lasted until 3:00 am. I watched the moon shadow over by the earth and slowly turn a deep orange. It was beautiful. I starred out the kitchen while occasionally glancing over at you sleeping. I wanted...
    angiede angiede 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 15, 2014

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    Bobbie Kristina So sad to hear of Bobbie

    Kristina's death:(😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭! Praying for her whole family ! She's with her gorgeous mother again...
    Dollfan32 Dollfan32 31-35, F Jul 27

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    I hate being alone with my thoughts

    before going to bed at night... I hate crying myself to sleep over something I can't control.
    hiddennlove hiddennlove 18-21, F Aug 15

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    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 26, 2014

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    kidLeftInTheDark kidLeftInTheDark 13-15, F Mar 2

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    Derryodell Derryodell 22-25, M 3 Responses Jul 28

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    amelcc11 amelcc11 26-30, F Aug 3

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    Not because he left,

    but because he's here. Never been with someone I love so much, but can't touch, and hold and make love to. I'm throwing in the towel. It's too much for me. I thought I could be strong enough. It's somehow less painful to let him go, and be by myself, and let another assuage my...
    TheRightFitforLife TheRightFitforLife 46-50, F 7 Responses 4 days ago

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    Truthfully. Never been this hurt before.

    Today. I got abused. Put down. Treated like ****. Made me feel like nothing. By the one who so call "Loves" me. She called me a moron and that I always ruin her mood & that she's sick of me being depressed & she accused me of liking one of her friends & she lead me on...
    Caine135 Caine135 13-15, M Jun 26

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    Shai15 Shai15 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 8, 2014

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    I dated a girl for almost half a year

    until she broke up with me because she was getting married even though I asked her to marry me I thought I finally found the love of my life...I told her everything I tried so hard to get her back but I failed miserably she was my everything and now I'm just broken... After...
    Musicrules14 Musicrules14 13-15, F Jun 14

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    The perfect girl you

    once loved is gone. Her faith is broken. Her body is covered in scars that will never fade. Her heart is locked up in chains so tight, even Houdini couldn't escape. Her crystal blue eyes no longer shimmer like the sea. Her smile is plastered on like a tattoo, so no one can see...
    justakookiegirl justakookiegirl 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 18, 2014

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    I'm So Hurt

    I feel so hurt and broken inside. My boyfriend left me 3 weeks ago and instead of letting me move on he keeps getting in touch with me for various things and this just destroys me. And everytime he says how much pain he's going through but when I ask why he left me then he says...
    Ella3000 Ella3000 36-40, F 37 Responses Jul 3, 2013

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    If I had to choose between loving you

    and breathing… I would save my last breath to say I love you.
    Boxerlove2 Boxerlove2 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    LittleMsGreenEyes LittleMsGreenEyes 18-21, F May 31

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    if he put his hand into my chest

    and pulled my heart out in his fist, I still don't think it would hurt as bad as his parting words.
    bethany444 bethany444 46-50, F 3 Responses Mar 22

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    Conflicted

    It really sucks to like a friend more than you should, especially when its more than a crush. Im basically in that position... it really sucks. Most days i cant even get my mind off her, and even at night it can be hard not to dream about her.... a while back there was a week or...
    FightingTheWorld123 FightingTheWorld123 13-15, M 4 Responses May 27, 2012

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    She Almost Killed Me

    I had a crush on this girl for a bit of time and finally got the courage to tell her how I feel. She gave me her number, we texted everyday and we were at the stage that's not officially boyfriend and girlfriend. We were sort of feeling it out. We talked more and more, had lots...
    ShadowFallx ShadowFallx 13-15, M 2 Responses May 31, 2013

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    I just dont know what to do anymore,

    i know i cant have him back and ive lost him for good. Im soo upset i hate this feeling :( plus he has a baby on the way with another women...i dont know how to deal with all this stuff. Just sometimes wish i never existed. I cannot stop crying every night and theres never a...
    KBeexo KBeexo 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 2

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    I just think emotions tend to overwhelm us.

    Having a conversation today with a friend I met on EP, I came to have another view over my situation. What hurts me : 1. I lied to myself. 2. At times I was needy and hurt. I needed care, love and attention. I was broken inside and I didn't have enough self love to heal my...
    StrongWoman9 StrongWoman9 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 16

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    I’m proud of my heart.

    It’s been played, stabbed, cheated, burned, and broken…but somehow still works.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 18

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    AhmedShujah AhmedShujah 22-25, M 3 Responses Aug 6

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    It's always the worst at night.

    All I do is think about him. He's in my every thought and I'm so tired of crying. The worst part is the memories I have and the plans we had. I don't think I will ever love another the way that I loved him.
    TheDiva3 TheDiva3 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 2, 2014

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    7 years... You were my first at 17.

    I was so clueless about being in a relationship. I took the risk and let you into my life 3 months after we laid eyes on each other. Your "bad boy" side attracted me.. But it was mainly your personality. You made me laugh, you made me blush, you made me open up more, & you made...
    SweetRose22 SweetRose22 22-25, F 6 Responses Mar 7, 2014

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    I've never had a boyfriend untill I was

    absolutely sure that a relationship is something I can handle. I've always been a firm believer that you should 'get to know yourself before you start sharing your life with someone else'. One of my classmate has been in love with me for quite a long time now, it must have been...
    liveinadream liveinadream 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 16

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    Youareallbeautiful Youareallbeautiful 18-21, F 10 Responses Oct 31, 2014

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    And it is ok. I just need to remind myself why.

    So: 1. I love myself more 2. I am a priority in my life. 3. You are very bad for me (even if you are a good person) 4. Hanging around you made me delusional. 5. I care for myself and for my needs 6. I want to enjoy my life too 7. It is not the end to lose your company (which I...
    StrongWoman9 StrongWoman9 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 14

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    I'm Broken... I've been PLAYED,

    LIED TO, CHEATED ON and FORCED. I've had hard times with letting ppl go, and letting ppl in. I've been AFRAID of being hurt and left like everyone else. I'm AFRAID to be loved, because I won't be LOVED back in the same RESPECT. I FAKE a smile everywhere I go because I think...
    CandyCrushers CandyCrushers 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 16

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    This is true I am heart broken

    for Anna duggar right now! Her husband cheated on her with women off the Ashley Maddison website! I mean come on jerk she's given u 4 beautiful kids! Apparently he didn't love her as much as he said he did or he wouldn't have gone on the website. If you ask me she should leave...
    Dollfan32 Dollfan32 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    She Shattered Me

    Hi. I am bi. I was just in a lesbian relationship. She is the love of my life and she broke my heart two days ago. We started out talking because of her Facebook status. She tried coming out to somebody and they wouldn't accept it. She posted on Facebook something like "you like...
    Raven2o11 Raven2o11 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 16, 2012

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    Hey ! On Thursday morning I woke up too some

    very sad news!!!!!!!! A man at my church I knew ( not very well ) had died. He left a wife ( Mary ) and 3 kids Kiethly 12( I think that's her name ) Mary Mackenzie 10 Piercen 7 ( the only boy) He was very very involved at our church. It was tough going today. Please pray for...
    Dollfan32 Dollfan32 31-35, F 4 Responses Apr 20

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    Why does life have to be unfair?

    I fell in love with a guy that I though will love me the same way I love him but I was wrong. Ever since we met I've been so cruel to myself. I've been forcing myself to him even if I know that he don't truly love me. I did all my best only to find myself alone at the end.
    blackisbitter blackisbitter 18-21, F 5 Responses May 31, 2014