I Am Heart Broken

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 2,526 People

    And it is ok. I just need to remind myself why.

    So: 1. I love myself more 2. I am a priority in my life. 3. You are very bad for me (even if you are a good person) 4. Hanging around you made me delusional. 5. I care for myself and for my needs 6. I want to enjoy my life too 7. It is not the end to lose your company (which I...
    StrongWoman9 StrongWoman9
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jul 14, 2015

    I am told that loving her is cheating on my

    wife. I will accept that. I love her more than anyone I have ever known. I am married but am cut out of my wife's life for eleven years now. This love has helped me out of years of loneliness and depression. Even though she has more or less stopped talking to me, I am still in...
    boldtimer boldtimer
    66-70, M
    Apr 20

    I didn't think I have the capacity to fall in

    love again but I did.. At least now I know I still can... still hurts just the same. When you can't stop thinking about someone you hardly know and you wake up anxious with your heart going to explode. It hurts the most when this person is so confusing with their words but their...
    foolinlovegirl foolinlovegirl
    36-40, F
    1 Response Mar 13

    Conflicted

    It really sucks to like a friend more than you should, especially when its more than a crush. Im basically in that position... it really sucks. Most days i cant even get my mind off her, and even at night it can be hard not to dream about her.... a while back there was a week or...
    FightingTheWorld123 FightingTheWorld123
    13-15, M
    4 Responses May 27, 2012

    How do you even begin to live without someone

    you dedicated your life to for so long? I just can't envision it... I need guidance.. I need strength to move on.
    hiddennlove hiddennlove
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 30, 2015

    She Shattered Me

    Hi. I am bi. I was just in a lesbian relationship. She is the love of my life and she broke my heart two days ago. We started out talking because of her Facebook status. She tried coming out to somebody and they wouldn't accept it. She posted on Facebook something like "you like...
    Raven2o11 Raven2o11
    22-25, F
    1 Response Aug 16, 2012

    Her reply broken my heart.

    And I can't bear it........
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 16

    I hope you find someone

    who is brave enough to enter your storm, and respects you enough to love the size of your waves. I hope you find someone who will relish the calm you can have, and who is eager to set sail on the expanse of your mind.... I hope you find someone who cant escape the love they have...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 24, 2015

    I knew her for a very short time

    and didn't know she wasn't interested got ripped apparat I guess i raised my hopes too high
    cherenet cherenet
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Aug 25, 2014

    My boyfriend and I broke up a month

    and a half ago after dating for 9 months. After we broke up we continued as friends with benefits and recently he told me again that he loved me and i hesitated because i don't feel the same as i did and i feel like im trying to hold on. He was controlling and is was verbally...
    samanthajk samanthajk
    16-17, F
    Jan 17

    I have been in a relationship

    for 3 years. I don't think it's going to make it to the fourth. In the beginning and for a large amount of the time we were together, everything was perfect. We were even engaged. But in the past months, maybe since October things have changed dramatically. He doesn't talk to me...
    srmfinity srmfinity
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jan 21

    About three months ago my boyfriend had broken

    up with me. I wish I could say things work differently this time, a guy who has been my best friend for over a year still stays with me, and we still watching the sunsets like we used to. I didn't talk to him over the 3 months. He didn't replied any of my messages or calls. I...
    butterfliesndut butterfliesndut
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 3, 2014

    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    carinaccaa carinaccaa
    26-30, F
    Mar 1

    Last year in March, i met a guy on Facebook.

    I didn't know exactly what he looked like as he had old childhood pictures of him on his page but I really fell in love with his mind. He's post about stuff that initiate mind sex. He was just brilliant! He inboxed me one day and we've been talking ever since. I learned that he...
    HazelLancaster HazelLancaster
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 27

    if he put his hand into my chest

    and pulled my heart out in his fist, I still don't think it would hurt as bad as his parting words.
    bethany444 bethany444
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Mar 22, 2015

    Today I found out that we are moving back to

    our home town and back in with my in-laws. I hope I can handle this. We talked about it and agreed this is the best route to fix the financial mess he has put us in. But not that it's time to pack, I can't help feeling that I am giving up so much more than him in this move. I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Mar 22

    No, I do not have a relationship,

    but I am broken in another way. There was this person I met, and I've never met a person like him ever in my life. The chances of us meeting were very slim, yet we met despite the sea of different people. I've never met anyone with that mind. We wanted to change the world, we...
    Birdielle Birdielle
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Feb 3
    Shai15 Shai15
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 8, 2014
    kidLeftInTheDark kidLeftInTheDark
    13-15, F
    Mar 2, 2015

    How could you what did I do!

    No thought to what I would feel? I am crushed, devastated, I will wait for your return , I know yourr will come back!!
    MikeMorganTrucker MikeMorganTrucker
    31-35, M
    1 Response Dec 27, 2015

    It ain't the whiskey,

    that's killing me.
    countryboyhyde countryboyhyde
    22-25, M
    1 Response Dec 24, 2015

    Not because he left,

    but because he's here. Never been with someone I love so much, but can't touch, and hold and make love to. I'm throwing in the towel. It's too much for me. I thought I could be strong enough. It's somehow less painful to let him go, and be by myself, and let another assuage my...
    TheRightFitforLife TheRightFitforLife
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Aug 27, 2015

    It's always the worst at night.

    All I do is think about him. He's in my every thought and I'm so tired of crying. The worst part is the memories I have and the plans we had. I don't think I will ever love another the way that I loved him.
    TheDiva3 TheDiva3
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jul 2, 2014

    Not So Happy Ever After

    I started dating when i was sixteen years old and was in a relationship with him for about twenty months (we'll call him Chad). I broke up with him because we argued too much and we just were not getting along anymore, which happened in October 2012. I started a new job in August...
    psp0815 psp0815
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Feb 6, 2013

    Each night before I fall into slumber I see

    that wonderful dazzling Irish smile, Comfort and sorrow Katie gone but never forgotten!!
    LarasLament LarasLament
    26-30, F
    Mar 9

    I have once again let somebody into my heart

    and they tore it out. I am done with letting people in I am done with broken hearts i am done with life
    LovelessKid LovelessKid
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 29, 2015

    To have your heart ripped apart by the person

    you thought you wanted to spend the rest of your life with is such incomprehensible pain. I'd rather be numb.
    courtneyyyx331 courtneyyyx331
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Feb 1

    I trusted him but he didn't.

    . that's how it all started.. he gave me options to prove myself to him.. but I failed every time.. he ended up calling me a fake person.. I didn't care.. cos he was more important to me.. but I didn't know he could call it a meaningless online relationship.. it hurts.. I'm...
    amazingmoment90 amazingmoment90
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 24, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Nov 26, 2014

    I'm So Hurt

    I feel so hurt and broken inside. My boyfriend left me 3 weeks ago and instead of letting me move on he keeps getting in touch with me for various things and this just destroys me. And everytime he says how much pain he's going through but when I ask why he left me then he says...
    Ella3000 Ella3000
    36-40, F
    36 Responses Jul 3, 2013

    So the second love of my life turns out to be a

    girl. I am a straight female. They pretended to be a guy online. Now I cannot see them as a guy anymore. I left them. I had no choice. It's for the better. But I am crying a lot. God, I'm gonna miss everything.
    Lolinondoda Lolinondoda
    18-21, F
    Feb 16

    Hey ! On Thursday morning I woke up too some

    very sad news!!!!!!!! A man at my church I knew ( not very well ) had died. He left a wife ( Mary ) and 3 kids Kiethly 12( I think that's her name ) Mary Mackenzie 10 Piercen 7 ( the only boy) He was very very involved at our church. It was tough going today. Please pray for...
    Dollfan32 Dollfan32
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Apr 20, 2015

    Lost my wife of 28 years a month ago to

    pancreatic cancer. I miss her dearly. We will unite one day again. She is with me every day. Visions of her final moments makes it very hard. You see I expected her to live longer and then she had a massive stroke cause by a clot that was caused by the cancer. She lost all...
    NooLife NooLife
    61-65, M
    2 Responses Sep 19, 2015

    Im a 19 y/o gay man who fell deeply in love

    with my bromance best friend. My best friend and I knew each other for three years. He knows that i am gay and claims himself to be straight. Occasionally, he would tell me that he is bi sexual and would lead me on multiple ways. I fell for it . He and I are good friends but we...
    poomiepoom poomiepoom
    18-21, M
    Jan 24
    redandbluessweater redandbluessweater
    18-21, M
    Jun 5, 2014

    Two months ago, my best friend

    and significant other decided to no longer see each other. We were together for 2.5 years, lived together for 1.5 years, had two dogs together and our families were certain we would be forever. After two months he has moved on with someone new, and I am left here wondering if...
    NicoletteBach NicoletteBach
    26-30, F
    1 Response May 19, 2014

    Damn I love you Just had to hold you One last

    time Although you were never really mine
    jiltedgirl jiltedgirl
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 28, 2015

    Don’t try too hard to bring the old romance

    back. It’s not worth it. Love should be effortless and mutual, and even if you try to force it, it’ll just slip away again, causing you more pain.
    Shai15 Shai15
    26-30, F
    Dec 14, 2014

    For All The Broken Hearted

    I just want to share a quote that helped me get through the day. Hope this would help. "I was, but then I realized that I was holding onto  something that didn't exist anymore. That the person I missed didn't exist anymore. People change. The things we like and dislike change...
    cataleyarestrepo cataleyarestrepo
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jul 8, 2013

    She Almost Killed Me

    I had a crush on this girl for a bit of time and finally got the courage to tell her how I feel. She gave me her number, we texted everyday and we were at the stage that's not officially boyfriend and girlfriend. We were sort of feeling it out. We talked more and more, had lots...
    ShadowFallx ShadowFallx
    16-17, M
    2 Responses May 31, 2013
    Youareallbeautiful Youareallbeautiful
    18-21, F
    8 Responses Oct 31, 2014

    Sometimes the person you fall

    for is not ready to catch you. When this happens you should be have a safety net ready otherwise you wind up like Humpty Dumpty. Why do we let ourselves fall even though we see the red flags? I read something “We accept the love we think we deserve” and I think by accepting...
    afreakanflow afreakanflow
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jan 18

    i just broke up with my bf,

    i am literally still very sad and i feel like killing myself. it hurts it hurts. i really feel i am unloved and unwanted. i am not an attractive girl and this is killing me. it hurts. help
    cassssss97 cassssss97
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 2

    Before my ex and I dated we were friends

    for 5 years and good friends for 1 year. He was smart, nerdy like me, and we enjoyed doing a lot of the same things. He has a three year old son who I loved and treated like my own blood. I planned on marrying him and being a family. I found out by one of my close friends that...
    courtneyyyx331 courtneyyyx331
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Jan 27

    The perfect girl you

    once loved is gone. Her faith is broken. Her body is covered in scars that will never fade. Her heart is locked up in chains so tight, even Houdini couldn't escape. Her crystal blue eyes no longer shimmer like the sea. Her smile is plastered on like a tattoo, so no one can see...
    justakookiegirl justakookiegirl
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 18, 2014

    Not a day goes by without me wondering what

    could have possibly went wrong. I've spent most of my days since we last spoke almost 2 weeks ago, attempting to get ahold of him. I know nobody who knows him and the only way i can get ahold of him is through him! At 01.30am today, i logged onto skype ( another place where i...
    HazelLancaster HazelLancaster
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jan 28

    7 years... You were my first at 17.

    I was so clueless about being in a relationship. I took the risk and let you into my life 3 months after we laid eyes on each other. Your "bad boy" side attracted me.. But it was mainly your personality. You made me laugh, you made me blush, you made me open up more, & you made...
    EndlessDreams22 EndlessDreams22
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Mar 7, 2014
    missrng missrng
    26-30, F
    6 Responses Mar 19

    I was dating a guy for a little over 2 years.

    He is 10 years older than me. He is very handsome, hard working and intelligent. Unfortunately he had just broken up with his ex girlfriend of 9 years. He always compared us and I never felt good enough. He was always so paranoid when I went out and didn't trust me. At the...
    LD02 LD02
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Mar 1

    Hot summer nights mid July

    when u and I were forever wild the way you play with me like a child will you still love me when I'm no longer young and beautiful
    flyguy3326 flyguy3326
    16-17, M
    Feb 6

    Why do we fall for people we can't have?

    Even worse when you are so right for each other. So tired of feeling so alone.
    HonestAndHopeful HonestAndHopeful
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Oct 26, 2015

    I could never say we were just friends.

    Not by the way you set alarms off in every sleeping nerve in my body. Not by the way your body became a temple for my eyes. Not by the way I’d suffocate at the idea of you belonging to someone else. Not by the way bloodbaths would rush through my veins because my heart...
    SabaKeeyan SabaKeeyan
    18-21, T
    Jan 3

    Why does life have to be unfair?

    I fell in love with a guy that I though will love me the same way I love him but I was wrong. Ever since we met I've been so cruel to myself. I've been forcing myself to him even if I know that he don't truly love me. I did all my best only to find myself alone at the end.
    blackisbitter blackisbitter
    18-21, F
    5 Responses May 31, 2014

    Someone just broke up with me

    and I don't know what to say
    Jadenseclow Jadenseclow
    13-15, M
    Apr 13

    It comes in waves, Im fine

    and then I remember how much it hurts.. I want to cry but.... I ran out of tears days ago, now its just silent tearless weeping....
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 24, 2015

    As I sit here and cry this has to be one of the

    hardest things I've ever dealt with. The love of my life and I are over and I couldn't be more sad. We have tried to make it work but he has grown so distant from me and is now saying he is unsure if he wants to be with me so I walked away. It hurts so much because everything I...
    TheDiva3 TheDiva3
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jul 1, 2014

    Almost three years later.

    I got dumped by a boyfriend who I thought would never even consider the idea of leaving me. I have developed severe anxiety because of it and am on prescription medication. It is hardly helping. I feel an immense amount of pain every day. I still feel to this day that i am like...
    gskellington gskellington
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Jul 8, 2014

    I miss you a lot. And I'm sorry

    if I didn't do the best I could have possibly done at being there for you and showing you love in return. I'm sorry that I got afraid , and I'm sorry that I gave up so easily , I'm sorry that you never got to hear these words, and I'm sorry if you wonder if I ever cared about...
    teehee342 teehee342
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 11

    My girlfriend is in a behavioral health

    facility. She currently lives with me. However, I don't think it's good for either one of us if she comes back. Right now, she can't find a place to go. She doesn't have any family in the area. She has few friends and I wouldn't expect them to help. The social worker said that...
    hopefullyRD hopefullyRD
    36-40, M
    4 Responses Mar 15
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