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I Am Heart Broken

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    Not because he left,

    but because he's here. Never been with someone I love so much, but can't touch, and hold and make love to. I'm throwing in the towel. It's too much for me. I thought I could be strong enough. It's somehow less painful to let him go, and be by myself, and let another assuage my...
    TheRightFitforLife TheRightFitforLife 46-50, F 6 Responses Aug 27, 2015

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    It comes in waves, Im fine

    and then I remember how much it hurts.. I want to cry but.... I ran out of tears days ago, now its just silent tearless weeping....
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 24, 2015

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    7 years... You were my first at 17.

    I was so clueless about being in a relationship. I took the risk and let you into my life 3 months after we laid eyes on each other. Your "bad boy" side attracted me.. But it was mainly your personality. You made me laugh, you made me blush, you made me open up more, & you made...
    EndlessDreams22 EndlessDreams22 22-25, F 5 Responses Mar 7, 2014

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    I try not to think about it,

    but it hurts when someone goes from "I love you" one day, to "we shouldn't be around each other" the next.
    SimplyEm SimplyEm 22-25, F Dec 4, 2015

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    I hope you find someone

    who is brave enough to enter your storm, and respects you enough to love the size of your waves. I hope you find someone who will relish the calm you can have, and who is eager to set sail on the expanse of your mind.... I hope you find someone who cant escape the love they have...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 24, 2015

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    How could you what did I do!

    No thought to what I would feel? I am crushed, devastated, I will wait for your return , I know yourr will come back!!
    thisisthemiddle thisisthemiddle 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 27, 2015

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    Shai15 Shai15 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 8, 2014

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    Yesterday... he went to my place to pick some

    of his stuff up...I thought he would be away right away after getting his stuff. . Ut he stayed and we talked...I talked about how I felt..and I wanna know if we he still care for me..and he said..my heart is locked, nobody knows what's inside... I kept on insisting him to tell...
    Christy5789 Christy5789 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 3, 2015

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    I was with the love of my life

    for nearly 11 years. He 9assed away 2 years ago. It took me a while to get back on my feet. I was finally content, or at least used to being alone. Now someone has come into my life. Nothing exclusive. Now all these feelings are coming back to me.. as much as I like the com9any...
    lonelybit86 lonelybit86 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 22, 2015

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    I'm so alone I'm sitting here in bed trying to

    get myself together and all I can think about is how alone and sad I am. I want nothing more than to go as far away as possible and start a new life but I can't I have no money, no job, no car so I sit here and replay every bad thing that has brought me here to this moment and...
    befuddledninja befuddledninja 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 22, 2015

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    I have been in a relationship

    for 3 years. I don't think it's going to make it to the fourth. In the beginning and for a large amount of the time we were together, everything was perfect. We were even engaged. But in the past months, maybe since October things have changed dramatically. He doesn't talk to me...
    srmfinity srmfinity 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 21

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    She Shattered Me

    Hi. I am bi. I was just in a lesbian relationship. She is the love of my life and she broke my heart two days ago. We started out talking because of her Facebook status. She tried coming out to somebody and they wouldn't accept it. She posted on Facebook something like "you like...
    Raven2o11 Raven2o11 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 16, 2012

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    I'm only 15 years old

    and I always mock when kids my age say "I love you or "oh I'm so heartbroken" but last Christmas I started talking to a boy... it's been almost a year And we are still talking.. lots of things have happened during all this time, I fell so deeply in love with him that it hurts so...
    Alltimefreak Alltimefreak 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 4, 2015

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    I just want to be numb

    and not feel anything for a little bit. I broke up with my bf he cheated on me in April and I thought I got over it but apparently not. It ruined our relationship I couldn't trust him anymore and all I could think about was the horrific pain I was in when he did it and how...
    befuddledninja befuddledninja 22-25, F Nov 14, 2015

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    I trusted him but he didn't.

    . that's how it all started.. he gave me options to prove myself to him.. but I failed every time.. he ended up calling me a fake person.. I didn't care.. cos he was more important to me.. but I didn't know he could call it a meaningless online relationship.. it hurts.. I'm...
    amazingmoment90 amazingmoment90 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 24, 2015

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    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 13, 2015

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    The perfect girl you

    once loved is gone. Her faith is broken. Her body is covered in scars that will never fade. Her heart is locked up in chains so tight, even Houdini couldn't escape. Her crystal blue eyes no longer shimmer like the sea. Her smile is plastered on like a tattoo, so no one can see...
    justakookiegirl justakookiegirl 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 18, 2014

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    Last year in March, i met a guy on Facebook.

    I didn't know exactly what he looked like as he had old childhood pictures of him on his page but I really fell in love with his mind. He's post about stuff that initiate mind sex. He was just brilliant! He inboxed me one day and we've been talking ever since. I learned that he...
    HazelLancaster HazelLancaster 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    How do you even begin to live without someone

    you dedicated your life to for so long? I just can't envision it... I need guidance.. I need strength to move on.
    hiddennlove hiddennlove 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 30, 2015

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    Not a day goes by without me wondering what

    could have possibly went wrong. I've spent most of my days since we last spoke almost 2 weeks ago, attempting to get ahold of him. I know nobody who knows him and the only way i can get ahold of him is through him! At 01.30am today, i logged onto skype ( another place where i...
    HazelLancaster HazelLancaster 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 28

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    Lost my wife of 28 years a month ago to

    pancreatic cancer. I miss her dearly. We will unite one day again. She is with me every day. Visions of her final moments makes it very hard. You see I expected her to live longer and then she had a massive stroke cause by a clot that was caused by the cancer. She lost all...
    NooLife NooLife 61-65, M 2 Responses Sep 19, 2015

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    About three months ago my boyfriend had broken

    up with me. I wish I could say things work differently this time, a guy who has been my best friend for over a year still stays with me, and we still watching the sunsets like we used to. I didn't talk to him over the 3 months. He didn't replied any of my messages or calls. I...
    butterfliesndut butterfliesndut 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 3, 2014

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    It's always the worst at night.

    All I do is think about him. He's in my every thought and I'm so tired of crying. The worst part is the memories I have and the plans we had. I don't think I will ever love another the way that I loved him.
    TheDiva3 TheDiva3 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 2, 2014

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    Hey ! On Thursday morning I woke up too some

    very sad news!!!!!!!! A man at my church I knew ( not very well ) had died. He left a wife ( Mary ) and 3 kids Kiethly 12( I think that's her name ) Mary Mackenzie 10 Piercen 7 ( the only boy) He was very very involved at our church. It was tough going today. Please pray for...
    Dollfan32 Dollfan32 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 20, 2015

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    redandbluessweater redandbluessweater 16-17, M Jun 5, 2014

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    Hot summer nights mid July

    when u and I were forever wild the way you play with me like a child will you still love me when I'm no longer young and beautiful
    flyguy3326 flyguy3326 16-17, M a week ago

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    To have your heart ripped apart by the person

    you thought you wanted to spend the rest of your life with is such incomprehensible pain. I'd rather be numb.
    courtneyyyx331 courtneyyyx331 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 1

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    And it is ok. I just need to remind myself why.

    So: 1. I love myself more 2. I am a priority in my life. 3. You are very bad for me (even if you are a good person) 4. Hanging around you made me delusional. 5. I care for myself and for my needs 6. I want to enjoy my life too 7. It is not the end to lose your company (which I...
    StrongWoman9 StrongWoman9 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 14, 2015

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    I have once again let somebody into my heart

    and they tore it out. I am done with letting people in I am done with broken hearts i am done with life
    LovelessKid LovelessKid 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 29, 2015

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    I'm So Hurt

    I feel so hurt and broken inside. My boyfriend left me 3 weeks ago and instead of letting me move on he keeps getting in touch with me for various things and this just destroys me. And everytime he says how much pain he's going through but when I ask why he left me then he says...
    Ella3000 Ella3000 36-40, F 37 Responses Jul 3, 2013

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    Why does life have to be unfair?

    I fell in love with a guy that I though will love me the same way I love him but I was wrong. Ever since we met I've been so cruel to myself. I've been forcing myself to him even if I know that he don't truly love me. I did all my best only to find myself alone at the end.
    blackisbitter blackisbitter 18-21, F 5 Responses May 31, 2014

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    Two months ago, my best friend

    and significant other decided to no longer see each other. We were together for 2.5 years, lived together for 1.5 years, had two dogs together and our families were certain we would be forever. After two months he has moved on with someone new, and I am left here wondering if...
    NicoletteBach NicoletteBach 26-30, F 1 Response May 19, 2014

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    Im a 19 y/o gay man who fell deeply in love

    with my bromance best friend. My best friend and I knew each other for three years. He knows that i am gay and claims himself to be straight. Occasionally, he would tell me that he is bi sexual and would lead me on multiple ways. I fell for it . He and I are good friends but we...
    poomiepoom poomiepoom 18-21, M Jan 24

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    I could never say we were just friends.

    Not by the way you set alarms off in every sleeping nerve in my body. Not by the way your body became a temple for my eyes. Not by the way I’d suffocate at the idea of you belonging to someone else. Not by the way bloodbaths would rush through my veins because my heart...
    SabaKeeyan SabaKeeyan 18-21, T Jan 3

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    It's been 6 months since I moved out from

    living with my ex boyfriend we were having a really tough time especially because we were staying with his mother. I thought it would help us if I left to stay with my mom for a bit but he felt as if I abandoned him and he broke things off for good with me. We were together for...
    rebelleprincess rebelleprincess 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 23, 2015

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    if he put his hand into my chest

    and pulled my heart out in his fist, I still don't think it would hurt as bad as his parting words.
    bethany444 bethany444 46-50, F 2 Responses Mar 22, 2015

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    Hi its me Abi, I'm not

    that much gud in accents But yo can understand my Text as well.. when I'm typing this actually I'm very depressed I din eat from yesterday night, And y so ??? yesterday is Diwali and I came to my Boy friend home to celebrate with his sister. Actually I'm in a plan to end up my...
    Abinayaabin Abinayaabin 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 11, 2015

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    kidLeftInTheDark kidLeftInTheDark 13-15, F Mar 2, 2015

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    I knew her for a very short time

    and didn't know she wasn't interested got ripped apparat I guess i raised my hopes too high
    cherenet cherenet 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 25, 2014

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    Damn I love you Just had to hold you One last

    time Although you were never really mine
    jiltedgirl jiltedgirl 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2015

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    For All The Broken Hearted

    I just want to share a quote that helped me get through the day. Hope this would help. "I was, but then I realized that I was holding onto  something that didn't exist anymore. That the person I missed didn't exist anymore. People change. The things we like and dislike change...
    cataleyarestrepo cataleyarestrepo 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 8, 2013

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    As I sit here and cry this has to be one of the

    hardest things I've ever dealt with. The love of my life and I are over and I couldn't be more sad. We have tried to make it work but he has grown so distant from me and is now saying he is unsure if he wants to be with me so I walked away. It hurts so much because everything I...
    TheDiva3 TheDiva3 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 1, 2014

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    No, I do not have a relationship,

    but I am broken in another way. There was this person I met, and I've never met a person like him ever in my life. The chances of us meeting were very slim, yet we met despite the sea of different people. I've never met anyone with that mind. We wanted to change the world, we...
    Birdielle Birdielle 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 3

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    She Almost Killed Me

    I had a crush on this girl for a bit of time and finally got the courage to tell her how I feel. She gave me her number, we texted everyday and we were at the stage that's not officially boyfriend and girlfriend. We were sort of feeling it out. We talked more and more, had lots...
    ShadowFallx ShadowFallx 16-17, M 2 Responses May 31, 2013

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    It ain't the whiskey,

    that's killing me.
    countryboyhyde countryboyhyde 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 24, 2015

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