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I Am Heart Broken

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    It's always the worst at night.

    All I do is think about him. He's in my every thought and I'm so tired of crying. The worst part is the memories I have and the plans we had. I don't think I will ever love another the way that I loved him.
    TheDiva3 TheDiva3 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 2, 2014

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    You Know What Sucks? The Fact That I Want You

    But You Don't Want Me Back.. The Fact That All Ive Been Trying To Do Is Love You.. And All You've Ever Wanted Was Someone Else.. Well Anyone Else But Me.. Maybe I Wasn't Good Enough To Be Shown Reciprocity.. But When You Told Me You Loved Me Knowing You Didn't Mean It.. That...
    HopelessLoveHer HopelessLoveHer 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 5, 2014

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    The perfect girl you

    once loved is gone. Her faith is broken. Her body is covered in scars that will never fade. Her heart is locked up in chains so tight, even Houdini couldn't escape. Her crystal blue eyes no longer shimmer like the sea. Her smile is plastered on like a tattoo, so no one can see...
    justakookiegirl justakookiegirl 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 18, 2014

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    I hate you making me feel this way.

    .....why you give up just because of the distance. We always say to each other that someday we will be together and it will be worth it. You said you love me and still think about me everyday. But where are you now? You are with someone else, because she is there and you want...
    Shai15 Shai15 22-25, F Dec 3, 2014

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    How could you not remember?

    Just two weeks ago you told me you loved me every night. Every day. Every morning. Just two weeks ago you'd meet me in the media center every day. Three weeks ago you snuck past two principals to be with me for ten minutes. Two weeks ago you invited me to your moms house to...
    briannab0723 briannab0723 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 20, 2014

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    I'm waiting for nothing.

    ...He promised that he will do something,  he promised that he will try to fix everything and somehow he gave me a little hope again.  The one I love never wanted me for real and will never fight for me. He chose to be with someone else and days will prove to him that  she is...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 12

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    I'm So Hurt

    I feel so hurt and broken inside. My boyfriend left me 3 weeks ago and instead of letting me move on he keeps getting in touch with me for various things and this just destroys me. And everytime he says how much pain he's going through but when I ask why he left me then he says...
    Ella3000 Ella3000 36-40, F 38 Responses Jul 3, 2013

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    Shai15 Shai15 22-25, F 5 Responses Dec 8, 2014

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    Two months ago, my best friend

    and significant other decided to no longer see each other. We were together for 2.5 years, lived together for 1.5 years, had two dogs together and our families were certain we would be forever. After two months he has moved on with someone new, and I am left here wondering if...
    NicoletteBach NicoletteBach 22-25, F 1 Response May 19, 2014

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    AllTimeLowFH AllTimeLowFH 13-15, F Mar 2

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    On my recent previous post,

    I discussed about my boyfriend ( at the time, now ex) struggling with Bipolar 2. When I posted that blog, I was looking for any advice to help me understand this brain disorder. Thanks for a few people on here, they sent me the links for support and the experiences in their...
    kc248753 kc248753 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 7

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    How do I get over you?

    You had my heart for 2 and a half years and still do to this day. You are my love and so out of reach. What was wrong with me that breaking up didn't even cause sadness within you? I love you and I always will
    msebok msebok 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    For All The Broken Hearted

    I just want to share a quote that helped me get through the day. Hope this would help. "I was, but then I realized that I was holding onto  something that didn't exist anymore. That the person I missed didn't exist anymore. People change. The things we like and dislike change...
    cataleyarestrepo cataleyarestrepo 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 8, 2013

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    About three months ago my boyfriend had broken

    up with me. I wish I could say things work differently this time, a guy who has been my best friend for over a year still stays with me, and we still watching the sunsets like we used to. I didn't talk to him over the 3 months. He didn't replied any of my messages or calls. I...
    butterfliesndut butterfliesndut 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 3, 2014

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    Conflicted

    It really sucks to like a friend more than you should, especially when its more than a crush. Im basically in that position... it really sucks. Most days i cant even get my mind off her, and even at night it can be hard not to dream about her.... a while back there was a week or...
    FightingTheWorld123 FightingTheWorld123 13-15, M 4 Responses May 27, 2012

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    Me and this guy have been talking recently

    and with the way he was acting I thought he liked me. Every time I'd look up at him he would already be looking at me and smiling. He'd tease me and touch my shoulder. He seemed to get nervous around me sometimes too. He has a girl friend of two weeks and he still does this...
    ashlynn1014 ashlynn1014 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 12

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    He's got stress in his life,

    so much on his mind, so much but so little of me. He pushed me away, unknowingly he played, and my heart began to cry. I said we need to talk and he did agree. Who was more sad him or me? I was going to fight for things to stay, but his mind thought things a little differently...
    Stormymusic599 Stormymusic599 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 14

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    I don't want anyone else

    if it's not you.
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    I am heart broken coz i feel in love with my

    friend who doeant care about me hahaha
    aloneme79 aloneme79 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 2

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    Cubeball Cubeball 18-21, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    Oh joy...the only reason I ever joined this

    site, and I'm at it again. Let's keep this short and sweet: When they say she's not worth it, think about it. Loving someone who doesn't love you back, but cared for you, and now just acts like you don't exist is just a terrible thing.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 2

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    We had everything. We'd dated

    for two years. We were each others first love, kiss, everything. He went away to college, and everything changed. He took a complete 360 and changed into someone I barely knew. He started ignoring me for days on end and smoking weed. It took me a long time to have proof that he...
    laxgirl3 laxgirl3 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 22

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    Almost three years later.

    I got dumped by a boyfriend who I thought would never even consider the idea of leaving me. I have developed severe anxiety because of it and am on prescription medication. It is hardly helping. I feel an immense amount of pain every day. I still feel to this day that i am like...
    gskellington gskellington 18-21, F 7 Responses Jul 8, 2014

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    I should of never even showed you this world

    that I kept a lock on,purple hearted scar garden harvesing my thoughts.It's over, but my endless list of problems still shamefully exsist, at least the death of my depression will prevent another fatal kiss.
    JustBeYourSelff JustBeYourSelff 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 2

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    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 4 Responses Nov 26, 2014

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    My heart is broken in literally pieces.

    It hurts so much i dont even know what to do :( </3 Talk to me pls? :(( Make it better? :(
    xodamaris xodamaris 13-15, F 6 Responses Apr 3

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    My mother is an alcoholic.

    But has hidden it v well. She beat me up last night. Stood on me. Pulled out clumps of my hair. I hit her back. I never should have. No one believes me. Because who would hit their mother. She is a pathological liar. I can't compete with her.
    allie7350 allie7350 36-40, F 6 Responses Mar 8

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    tomorrow's the day, the day

    that you take all your stuff out of my house, you lied to me you deceived me you made me believe that I was stronger than I actually am, you manipulated me in order to get what you wanted you've broken my heart in ways that I can't even imagine, why? you said I was a good person...
    ddmagnum ddmagnum 22-25, M 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    Me and this girl went to Disney together

    because our band goes to disney every year, so my best friend asks me to set him up with her (knew it wouldn't happen) well as it happened she liked me, so when I tried to get them together, she fell in love with me (talk about a toll backfire ) and then he finds out he's all in...
    Bigwillyk Bigwillyk 13-15, M 2 Responses Mar 2

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    yeah there s not a lot to say about it.

    ...she made me fall in love just to break me down....
    HerBatman HerBatman 16-17, M 3 Responses Mar 31

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    I knew her for a very short time

    and didn't know she wasn't interested got ripped apparat I guess i raised my hopes too high
    cherenet cherenet 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 25, 2014

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    Not So Happy Ever After

    I started dating when i was sixteen years old and was in a relationship with him for about twenty months (we'll call him Chad). I broke up with him because we argued too much and we just were not getting along anymore, which happened in October 2012. I started a new job in August...
    psp0815 psp0815 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 6, 2013

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    You may or may not have known

    that last night was the Blood Moon Lunar Eclipse. It started at 1:48 am and lasted until 3:00 am. I watched the moon shadow over by the earth and slowly turn a deep orange. It was beautiful. I starred out the kitchen while occasionally glancing over at you sleeping. I wanted...
    angiede angiede 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 15, 2014

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    Why does life have to be unfair?

    I fell in love with a guy that I though will love me the same way I love him but I was wrong. Ever since we met I've been so cruel to myself. I've been forcing myself to him even if I know that he don't truly love me. I did all my best only to find myself alone at the end.
    blackisbitter blackisbitter 18-21, F 6 Responses May 31, 2014

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    I will always believe

    that you were my worst mistake
 but I will say your name in my sleep and wake up screaming thinking you were there 
I will still have your name humming in my ******* veins,
 your touch forever on my hands that have now grown cold, just like you,
 I will still be able to...
    wordful wordful 18-21, F Mar 28

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    Don’t try too hard to bring the old romance

    back. It’s not worth it. Love should be effortless and mutual, and even if you try to force it, it’ll just slip away again, causing you more pain.
    Shai15 Shai15 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 14, 2014

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    I met this girl in grade 7,

    lets just call her J. I didn't really get to know her that well till grade 9 but I did know that something about her seemed different to me than the rest of the girls... or at least that's what i felt. I became friends with her in the beginning of grade 9 and she seemed pretty...
    thatonegirlinthecorner thatonegirlinthecorner 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 16

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    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    I was with my "first"

    for 4 years. We broke up 6 months ago. I haven't desire whatsoever to be with someone else. I like sex but picturing myself with someone else is really hard. How do I get over her?? I really don't know what to do.
    jfosmark jfosmark 22-25, M Mar 14

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    The love of my life. We were together three

    years and some months. It was love at first sight. We spoke and we just connected on a whole different level. I saw him for who we was. Not how he looked. I could see into his body. I saw his soul. It was like I knew. I dont know what I knew, but I knew. It was like we had...
    DeluxedEdition DeluxedEdition 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 26

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    Hey ! On Thursday morning I woke up too some

    very sad news!!!!!!!! A man at my church I knew ( not very well ) had died. He left a wife ( Mary ) and 3 kids Kiethly 12( I think that's her name ) Mary Mackenzie 10 Piercen 7 ( the only boy) He was very very involved at our church. It was tough going today. Please pray for...
    Dollfan32 Dollfan32 31-35, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    As I sit here and cry this has to be one of the

    hardest things I've ever dealt with. The love of my life and I are over and I couldn't be more sad. We have tried to make it work but he has grown so distant from me and is now saying he is unsure if he wants to be with me so I walked away. It hurts so much because everything I...
    TheDiva3 TheDiva3 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 1, 2014

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    if he put his hand into my chest

    and pulled my heart out in his fist, I still don't think it would hurt as bad as his parting words.
    bethany444 bethany444 46-50, F 4 Responses Mar 22

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    Youareallbeautiful Youareallbeautiful 18-21, F 10 Responses Oct 31, 2014

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    Going On Nine..

    Years with the same person. At first I thought I had it all and it could never go away, then it quietly slipped away leaving my heart like a ball of unraveled yarn left for me to pull back into my body. I naively ignored the clues and tried to hold it together like glue. It wasn...
    Goodbadladywoman Goodbadladywoman 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 16, 2013

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    So very deeply. You have moved on to a great

    life and I am left to pay the price for both of us. I just can't get over you. I am afraid I will live in misery for the rest of my natural life. It is impossible to put you out of my mind. My life was good before you, but you made it amazing. The cuts are so much deeper now...
    yourmw2 yourmw2 36-40, M 2 hrs ago

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