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I Am Here But I Don't Know Why

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    i am here. i know that much. everything has to have a reason. it just does. at the age of 6 i was diagnosed with bipolar. but why? my parents are divorced, my grandfather is dead, i hardly know my father. but there has to be a reason for that. i just haven't found it yet. i hope...
    dlovato4life dlovato4life 56-60 Sep 19, 2011

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