I Am Here To Bare My Soul

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 67 People

    Anticipation:

      God I must be the saddest person out there, It seems I anticipate so much and that just makes the let downs even worse. I am not sure what is wrong with me that  people seem to not be interested in me at all. Maybe Im boring, or its the way I look, or Im to serious...
    wodman1 wodman1
    46-50, M
    3 Responses Jun 9, 2010

    Extreme

    There are many questions people ask that I can't answer simply. "Was your's a good childhood?" Well it wasn't really good or bad it was just really extreme. The bad times were really bad and the good times were really good. One year my parents were strict Christians and the next...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 31, 2011

    My Soul.

      My soul is beginning to show itself, would that scare you, not me. I hope the world can see what is in me, it is good. Will people try to take it for themselves, I hope not. It is a wonderful thing to be able to feel what I feel. It is also a curse, because when you feel...
    wodman1 wodman1
    46-50, M
    Jun 22, 2010

    I Wan't To But Can't

    For fear of being judged, I cannot talk about what I feel lately. I feel clammed up and vilified as well.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Apr 14, 2010

    What Would?

    What would happen if i saw him 5 years from now? Would he recognize me? Would he know my name? Out of my curiosity I ask myself these questions: Would he approach or just keep facing forward? What would he say? Would it be awarded? How would I act? How would he act? Constantly...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 3, 2011

    So Lonely

    Ever since I can remember I have been alone and out in the cold. Lonely scared and confused . Moments of masking , playing , pretending, indulging to cover over the void. I have been given sooo much but yet I always am an outsider of life. So what's the point of having it all...
    Changeneeded Changeneeded
    26-30, F
    Jan 25, 2013

    I Am

    I am a happy person by nature. I am religious. I am a work-aholic. I am not what I appear. I am shy. I am reserved. I am what I appear. I am a model. I am looking. I am listening. I am a person who lives to help others. I am in love with the day. I have posed nude. I am a writer...
    ActionJackson69 ActionJackson69
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Dec 8, 2011

    It's Complicated

    Here it goes. I think I have forgotten who I am. When I was younger, I was very sensitive and the world around me was very rough. I knew that I couldn't survive unless I learned how to protect myself. I couldn't take being beaten, tossed around or forgotten anymore. I couldn't...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 30, 2011

    I Have Everything-- Why Do I Feel Sad?

    The thoughts... are attacking me again... Racing... My life is good, right? I'm a college student in America, a roof over my head, and family and friends that genuinely love me.People say I'm beautiful and intelligent and have a marvelous future. My family is financially stable...
    GenineFilS GenineFilS
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 24, 2011

    Hidden Beneath The Smile.

    I have come to the conclusion about my life that i serve no purpose any longer....Being raised in a christian home I would pray everyday from the time i was sixteen up until i was 21 asking,begging, and pleading with God what is my purpose in life and everyday their was never...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Mar 9, 2012

    Smack Me Please.

    Sometimes I wish someone would just walk up to me and say straighten up boy and smack some sense into me. Sounds stupid but that may be what it takes, unless I take care of me myself. Anyhow, I am just tired of me, and the fact that my insurance isnt paying anymore. So now I have...
    wodman1 wodman1
    46-50, M
    Jul 5, 2010

    Me, Myself, And I

         There is a lot of things that I have done in my life that I haven't even told my close personal friends about. I have found experiences that I have done that I am still scared to click "me too" on them because I know people will start to think...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jun 7, 2010

    Butterflies

    I swear just one look at you butterflies start fluttering in my stomach . Its like I can see the future in just one look at you. What's stopping me from speaking and letting you know truly how I feel.? I don't know maybe an invisible shield. Well let me tell u honey I have grown...
    nubian13 nubian13
    31-35
    2 Responses Mar 9, 2013

    Dont Get Girls.

    I just dont get it I trying to meet someone and yes I am not good at it. It is crazy, that they complain about someone not treating them right and yet they turn around and do it again????. At work today two where talking with me and just didnot care that a guy had a girl or that...
    wodman1 wodman1
    46-50, M
    Jun 6, 2010

    Three Year It Has Been at 5:25am This Morning

    Three Years Since i Saw the man that I gave myself away to my first, last and Never to be Seen again. I was going through my journal last night and Reading All the thing i wrote about him and me how i promised myself never to speak to him again about how big of a fool i am for...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Oct 22, 2010

    Starting Now...

    I will only use Experience Project to share my being. I want to express who I am without feeling shameful, or guilted, or scared that my stories will be read by the wrong person. EP is not about that for me. How am I supposed to grow without being honest with myself? How am I...
    ShadowedThoughts ShadowedThoughts
    26-30, F
    Mar 26, 2012

    Me Too

    I am here to express myself without restrictions, completely unleashed... BUT If there is an instance in which I come off as rude or egotistical in any way no matter how small, PLEASE LET ME KNOW... because I am also here to become a better person, someone who is more...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    22-25
    3 Responses Jun 24, 2010

    Overwhelmed!

      I dont like this feeling Im having today. My stomach is in a knot and up in my throat at the same time. I have been ok but feel that most of the people Iv gained, here and in my life are slipping away, It really is hard to not think people really dont care, that if it...
    wodman1 wodman1
    46-50, M
    4 Responses Jun 23, 2010

    I Am Not What Some Think Iam

    I am karla a mother wife good friend one who has a big heart and iam a giver not a taker  iam a humanatarin i love to give to those that dont have . i give becalse it brings me joy  i dont give to say well god will give it back to me i give 100% if i give my time money...
    lunnas lunnas
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Jun 3, 2010

    Here I Am Again.

      I wonder if everyone is tired of me yet, it happens and has happened. If so Ill apoligize for it now.  Its just I have no where else to go, or any place that I can talk or write what Im feeling. I know its mostly the same stuff, wish it was more interesting. It is...
    wodman1 wodman1
    46-50, M
    Jun 23, 2010

    This Is Hard.

      OK, here I go. I had a bad childhood, I was abused by a step family member badly, to the point of having a loaded gun at my head. This went on for years, but I survived. Now this is the kick in the ***, in order to survive, and I almost did not tried to kill myself when I...
    wodman1 wodman1
    46-50, M
    1 Response Jun 6, 2010

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    Apr 20
    In the middle of all this gloomy mourning souls at EP closing, I want to scream, all I want now is to make love slooowww and passionate with someone. To feel the touch.. Kiss...
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    Today is such a nice day as soon as I was out of work I ripped my shoes and socks off and came home in bare feet. I may have even snuck in a quick barefoot walk around my street...
    RT19 RT19
    26-30, M
    Apr 20
    It's a lovely day and so I couldn't think of anything else better than coming home from work in bare feet. Even snuck in a short barefoot walk around my street. Ps: anyone on...
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    26-30, M
    Apr 20
    It's a lovely day and so I couldn't think of anything else better than coming home from work in bare feet. Even snuck in a short barefoot walk around my street. Ps: anyone on...
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    26-30, M
    Apr 20
    It's a lovely day and so I couldn't think of anything else better than coming home from work in bare feet. Even snuck in a short barefoot walk around my street. Ps: anyone on...
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    26-30, M
    Apr 20
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    26-30, M
    Apr 20
    It's a lovely day and so I couldn't think of anything else better than coming home from work in bare feet. Even snuck in a short barefoot walk around my street. Ps: anyone on...
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    26-30, M
    Apr 20
    All of a sudden we only have the last two days before this one closes... Yes, I came here to make friends. But did I really made some friends? No. "They" made friends with me...
    SparkofDecency SparkofDecency
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Apr 19
    Hey, straight M 21 dominator here. I'm looking for a long term F slve/subbie to control and use for my own pleasure. Any girl interested? K.i.k. : evilgeek23
    evilgeek23 evilgeek23
    18-21
    Apr 19
    Hey, straight M 21 dominator here. I'm looking for a long term F slve/subbie to control and use for my own pleasure. Any girl interested? K.i.k. : evilgeek23
    evilgeek23 evilgeek23
    18-21
    Apr 19
    As good as the likes of Cambridge & Oxford are, the Unis I'm interested in are outside my home of the UK. That's no coincidence. I came here from my birthplace of Australia at the...
    AsYetNameless AsYetNameless
    13-15, T
    Apr 17
    i m ser confused to whom i can rely upon i want to sell my soul who give a **** about what will happen to us later on ,when we wnt even remember the goodies if anyone can help...
    atom97 atom97
    18-21, M
    Apr 16
    When the soul is ready, the soulmate will appear.
    JD0121 JD0121
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 16
    Fight - Icon For Hire https://youtu.be/ixwc5LCmL-g?list=PLarPurFgxeHUtJy2LQkgYCqcxB_KlAntN I don’t know how I got here but I refuse to stay I betrayed myself when I let...
    Redstar86 Redstar86
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 14
    Since EP is closing I'll join experienceagain.com and http://exp2.xyz with the same username as here (Carolina2000) My email: carolinarodrigues2000@yahoo.com
    Carolina2000 Carolina2000
    18-21, F
    Apr 13
    I have witnessed many happy relationships over my many years. So what makes mine different? Is it in the wind? An act of fate? Did the stars align perfectly? If there were an...
    nuwalker nuwalker
    66-70, M
    Apr 13
    i just bought dark souls 3, now time to wait for it to install :D
    spulunky spulunky
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 12
    I'm ready to find my soulmate.I think found him,the wait is to long.Im in confusion right now.there is connection between us.Also love between us.im so scared he doesn't want me.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 11
    I feel that even here people start passing their judgments based on your thoughts, apprehensions, feelings and questions you post here. Their behavior suddenly changes as if they...
    tomharryasia tomharryasia
    31-35, M
    1 Response Apr 10
    *I've. Yep. Started flooding private experiences here when I was 13. My EP life is so lively back then. EP literally became a part of my daily routine (before). I've met several...
    BittersweetRose BittersweetRose
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 10
    I'm empty, numb, aching. Lonely not a soul to talk too. I have no motivation to do anything. The past constantly replays in my head. Its so easy to let my emotions run, loose...
    pre125 pre125
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Apr 10
    Ever since I was a little kid, I dreamed about not being human. Not even being like a super hero or saving lives, but the fact that I was different and that it was something I...
    Iamwhatswrongwithme Iamwhatswrongwithme
    18-21, M
    Apr 9
    i am a writer..writing articles for small local free magazine and organizing lectures. what i want to do is..writing poetry again with passion and soul. since that day,empty in...
    genjiipiexx genjiipiexx
    31-35, F
    Apr 9
    1000th member of this group, yay! Yeah. I'm not here to date. I'm not here to flirt, especially with creepy older guys. So unless you're looking for advice or friendship, do not...
    cloudyjay cloudyjay
    16-17, F
    Apr 9
    People are stating the most boring no one gives stories on here, like I just learned how to add three seconds ago or I just drank milk. I'm over here like "Ok..and?"
    Insanity99 Insanity99
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 8
    Since there's only a couple of weeks left of Ep, I'm going to find more time to come on here. Maybe every other day until they shut this site down. I guess I'll...
    shelikesher shelikesher
    70+
    1 Response Apr 8
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    SimilarWorlds1 SimilarWorlds1
    26-30, M
    9 Responses Apr 8
    always here for anyone who needs a friend. I will not judge anyone
    munch769 munch769
    31-35, M
    Apr 8
    Hello everyone! I'm back :) I know I keep taking long breaks on here but I promise I won't happen again, I had to delete the app to have some more space on my phone so that got me...
    BornInTheWrongEra72 BornInTheWrongEra72
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Apr 7
    I'm new here and I'm looking for a 13-15 year old girlfriend
    Jason2025 Jason2025
    13-15, M
    1 Response Apr 7
    I know the reason I am here is because I'm depressed and sad , I don't have friends in real life . I liked this place before and found happiness in it but the last year and a half...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 6
    My wife and I would like to say thank you to EP and all the people who it took to run this site . I was not always happy with some of my things that were deleted , but still I...
    fairgame123 fairgame123
    56-60, F
    1 Response Apr 6
    I think I want to shave my head! I have appreciated the support and interest in my posts on this site. If you have followed me, you know most of my posts concern style and my...
    cm440 cm440
    46-50, F
    1 Response Apr 6
    the hunchback of the elderly makes me hate the view of the carpet beneath the feet of days dwelling.. .. .. .. age is souls terror
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 6
    I am not trying to rush things but often times, things get ready lonely around here. I just wish that I had an idea on who he looks like and where he is. I want to be able to hold...
    ILoveBacon23 ILoveBacon23
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