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I Am Here To Bare My Soul

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    So Lonely

    Ever since I can remember I have been alone and out in the cold. Lonely scared and confused . Moments of masking , playing , pretending, indulging to cover over the void. I have been given sooo much but yet I always am an outsider of life. So what's the point of having it all...
    Changeneeded Changeneeded 26-30, F Jan 25, 2013

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    This Is Hard.

      OK, here I go. I had a bad childhood, I was abused by a step family member badly, to the point of having a loaded gun at my head. This went on for years, but I survived. Now this is the kick in the ***, in order to survive, and I almost did not tried to kill myself when I...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M 1 Response Jun 6, 2010

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    Three Year It Has Been at 5:25am This Morning

    Three Years Since i Saw the man that I gave myself away to my first, last and Never to be Seen again. I was going through my journal last night and Reading All the thing i wrote about him and me how i promised myself never to speak to him again about how big of a fool i am for...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 22, 2010

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    Extreme

    There are many questions people ask that I can't answer simply. "Was your's a good childhood?" Well it wasn't really good or bad it was just really extreme. The bad times were really bad and the good times were really good. One year my parents were strict Christians and the next...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 31, 2011

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    I Have Everything-- Why Do I Feel Sad?

    The thoughts... are attacking me again... Racing... My life is good, right? I'm a college student in America, a roof over my head, and family and friends that genuinely love me.People say I'm beautiful and intelligent and have a marvelous future. My family is financially stable...
    GenineFilS GenineFilS 18-21, F 2 Responses May 24, 2011

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    I Am

    I am a happy person by nature. I am religious. I am a work-aholic. I am not what I appear. I am shy. I am reserved. I am what I appear. I am a model. I am looking. I am listening. I am a person who lives to help others. I am in love with the day. I have posed nude. I am a writer...
    ActionJackson69 ActionJackson69 46-50, M 2 Responses Dec 8, 2011

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    I Am Not What Some Think Iam

    I am karla a mother wife good friend one who has a big heart and iam a giver not a taker  iam a humanatarin i love to give to those that dont have . i give becalse it brings me joy  i dont give to say well god will give it back to me i give 100% if i give my time money...
    lunnas lunnas 41-45, F 4 Responses Jun 3, 2010

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    Anticipation:

      God I must be the saddest person out there, It seems I anticipate so much and that just makes the let downs even worse. I am not sure what is wrong with me that  people seem to not be interested in me at all. Maybe Im boring, or its the way I look, or Im to serious...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M 3 Responses Jun 9, 2010

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    I Wan't To But Can't

    For fear of being judged, I cannot talk about what I feel lately. I feel clammed up and vilified as well.
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Apr 14, 2010

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    What Would?

    What would happen if i saw him 5 years from now? Would he recognize me? Would he know my name? Out of my curiosity I ask myself these questions: Would he approach or just keep facing forward? What would he say? Would it be awarded? How would I act? How would he act? Constantly...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 3, 2011

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    Me Too

    I am here to express myself without restrictions, completely unleashed... BUT If there is an instance in which I come off as rude or egotistical in any way no matter how small, PLEASE LET ME KNOW... because I am also here to become a better person, someone who is more...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 24, 2010

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    Me, Myself, And I

         There is a lot of things that I have done in my life that I haven't even told my close personal friends about. I have found experiences that I have done that I am still scared to click "me too" on them because I know people will start to think...
    DraygenD DraygenD 36-40, F 2 Responses Jun 7, 2010

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    My Soul.

      My soul is beginning to show itself, would that scare you, not me. I hope the world can see what is in me, it is good. Will people try to take it for themselves, I hope not. It is a wonderful thing to be able to feel what I feel. It is also a curse, because when you feel...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M Jun 22, 2010

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    Hidden Beneath The Smile.

    I have come to the conclusion about my life that i serve no purpose any longer....Being raised in a christian home I would pray everyday from the time i was sixteen up until i was 21 asking,begging, and pleading with God what is my purpose in life and everyday their was never...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 9, 2012

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    Overwhelmed!

      I dont like this feeling Im having today. My stomach is in a knot and up in my throat at the same time. I have been ok but feel that most of the people Iv gained, here and in my life are slipping away, It really is hard to not think people really dont care, that if it...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M 5 Responses Jun 23, 2010

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    Butterflies

    I swear just one look at you butterflies start fluttering in my stomach . Its like I can see the future in just one look at you. What's stopping me from speaking and letting you know truly how I feel.? I don't know maybe an invisible shield. Well let me tell u honey I have grown...
    nubian13 nubian13 31-35 2 Responses Mar 9, 2013

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    Starting Now...

    I will only use Experience Project to share my being. I want to express who I am without feeling shameful, or guilted, or scared that my stories will be read by the wrong person. EP is not about that for me. How am I supposed to grow without being honest with myself? How am I...
    ShadowedThoughts ShadowedThoughts 26-30, F Mar 26, 2012

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    Dont Get Girls.

    I just dont get it I trying to meet someone and yes I am not good at it. It is crazy, that they complain about someone not treating them right and yet they turn around and do it again????. At work today two where talking with me and just didnot care that a guy had a girl or that...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M Jun 6, 2010

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    Here I Am Again.

      I wonder if everyone is tired of me yet, it happens and has happened. If so Ill apoligize for it now.  Its just I have no where else to go, or any place that I can talk or write what Im feeling. I know its mostly the same stuff, wish it was more interesting. It is...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M Jun 23, 2010

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    Smack Me Please.

    Sometimes I wish someone would just walk up to me and say straighten up boy and smack some sense into me. Sounds stupid but that may be what it takes, unless I take care of me myself. Anyhow, I am just tired of me, and the fact that my insurance isnt paying anymore. So now I have...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M Jul 5, 2010

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    It's Complicated

    Here it goes. I think I have forgotten who I am. When I was younger, I was very sensitive and the world around me was very rough. I knew that I couldn't survive unless I learned how to protect myself. I couldn't take being beaten, tossed around or forgotten anymore. I couldn't...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 30, 2011

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    Yes I'm here to be as real as I'm capable. I will admit to my human condition and speak about my experiences for real! No Facebook style presenting like I'm so cool I could never...
    Angiethebrave Angiethebrave 31-35, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    A whisper, full of desire A gasp of sweet surrender As passion fuels the fire Longing to hold each other Such precious little time Both vowed to another Being lonely their only...
    VolcanicPassions VolcanicPassions 31-35, M Aug 22

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    Hi, I wanted to share this exciting episode of finding my soul mate. I am not sure if this makes any sense, rhyme or reason. I am 42, married for the past 8 years and father to a...
    ajithcok ajithcok 41-45, M 3 Responses Sep 4

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    So... part 2... I decided that nobody is going to hire me, and I go to an old employer, over an hour away, and they will take me back... so, I get ready to move. (There are good...
    cozyuptothefire cozyuptothefire 51-55, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I had to wear shoes in all the jobs I have had so far, though for Halloween, we could dress up the week before. I came as a pirate (barefoot of course) and as a scuba diver...
    beachfoot12 beachfoot12 22-25, M Aug 24

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    I hate shoes. Going barefoot as often as possible has been a life long habit. I wear sandals often, and it is accepted footwear living here on the coast. I have work boots when...
    Hotdog798 Hotdog798 46-50, M 2 Responses Aug 25

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    Recently, I walked into a branch of a bank I’m a member of barefoot. While on line waiting to be served, the manager saw me and said, “Hi, how are you?” “Good,” I said...
    countingtoesisfun countingtoesisfun 26-30, M Aug 27

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    My parents told me that right after I was born, I opened my eyes and looked at them in such a way that they can only describe as piercing straight into the depths of their soul...
    lmg2474 lmg2474 18-21, F Aug 25

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    I happened to be walking down the sidewalk and noticed a well dressed young man wearing a nice suit, but was barefoot. I asked him why he was barefoot and he said that one of his...
    beachfoot12 beachfoot12 22-25, M Aug 26

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    Years ago, I walked into a retail store aiming to purchase flip flops. I asked the cashier where they were; she pointed to the aisle in front of her. What she didn't know was I...
    countingtoesisfun countingtoesisfun 26-30, M Aug 27

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    September 4: I had a birthday a little while ago which marks 12 months since meeting a person who has literally changed my life. Cliche? Yes..... Also truer than your wildest...
    yrgna yrgna 26-30, F Sep 4

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    Hello to all i would just like to write a few words about someone very special i have met here. It has been a very long time since i have been this happy and plesased since J has...
    uncorkyoursoul uncorkyoursoul 70+, M Sep 7

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    I have made numerous cd and tape mixes in my life. Here is the first one I made with a CD about 12 years ago, more to follow. I guarantee you these songs will touch your soul. My...
    johnny048 johnny048 46-50, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I don't like it. but i've been robbed of all my youth and innocents, when i was a kid i was always held responsible at an adult level. given the stress and worries of an adult, and...
    Luckycharm2014 Luckycharm2014 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Hi, I'm a 36 year old single man. I Was never married and I have on kids. I sweet,kind, honest caring. I love to cook and bake. I love the out doors and love going for long walks...
    sjw0977 sjw0977 36-40, M 4 days ago

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    I started talking to a woman online, and she seemed pretty intelligent. After a while, we met, and she was basically what I had pictured, but she had the most devilish laugh I'd...
    cozyuptothefire cozyuptothefire 51-55, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I am a 19 year old women and just got home from visiting a friend of mine. I had a 10 hour drive home and drove barefoot. I had to stop for gas and pumped gas barefoot and went in...
    macyisalesbian macyisalesbian 18-21, F Aug 31

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    I've gone barefoot to school since the sixth grade. I wanted to in elementary school, but the school wouldn't let me. Once I started middle school, they let me start going barefoot...
    JackBreitbart JackBreitbart 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 1

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    I just got home from visiting my friend. I had a 10 hour drive home and I drove home in my bare feet. I pumped gas in my bare feet went it to pay for it barefoot and it was so...
    macyisalesbian macyisalesbian 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 1

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    I've been single for a few years now, and it didn't really bother me until about a month ago. Lately I have been feeling very lonely, and have been daydreaming of finding a...
    geogirl28 geogirl28 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    Hello all, I am Faoiltiama, you can call me Faoil if you like, it's much easier that way, haha. Anyways, I am a wolf. Not a therianthrope, because I am not the soul of a wolf in a...
    LadyWolfPathfinder LadyWolfPathfinder 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I go barefoot everyday, everywhere. Ive allways enjoyed being shoeless, and for about the last 3 years i have been a full time barefooter. I love they way all the textures and...
    barefootnude barefootnude 26-30, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Good day, Top of the day, I hope every ones ok, I had a pretty rough night last night still struggling with the way he died, I can get this out of my mind for the love of God...
    streets718 streets718 56-60, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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    I just had the worst experience ever! :( This guy messaged me with a comforting word about one of the experiences I had posted, so in kind, I replied to him. I thought things were...
    Alliwoo Alliwoo 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 26

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    I love to be barefoot wearing sundresses in the summer, and tight jeans during the rest of the year. I always take my shoes off in the lawn of university as soon as I get there and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Aug 29

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    I remember touching my barefeet to my brothers barefeet years ago. It felt funny but also relaxing. Not sure if I'm the only one. I'm a socked person but it's nice to be barefoot...
    COD101 COD101 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 4

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    A few months ago, I went into town in early spring to kill some time and get out of the house. I went barefoot of course as I usually do. The town was crowded and I noticed some...
    LowerNature LowerNature 18-21 2 Responses Sep 5

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