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I Am Here To Bare My Soul

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    Hidden Beneath The Smile.

    I have come to the conclusion about my life that i serve no purpose any longer....Being raised in a christian home I would pray everyday from the time i was sixteen up until i was 21 asking,begging, and pleading with God what is my purpose in life and everyday their was never...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 9, 2012

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    This Is Hard.

      OK, here I go. I had a bad childhood, I was abused by a step family member badly, to the point of having a loaded gun at my head. This went on for years, but I survived. Now this is the kick in the ***, in order to survive, and I almost did not tried to kill myself when I...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M 1 Response Jun 6, 2010

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    Overwhelmed!

      I dont like this feeling Im having today. My stomach is in a knot and up in my throat at the same time. I have been ok but feel that most of the people Iv gained, here and in my life are slipping away, It really is hard to not think people really dont care, that if it...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M 5 Responses Jun 23, 2010

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    I Am Not What Some Think Iam

    I am karla a mother wife good friend one who has a big heart and iam a giver not a taker  iam a humanatarin i love to give to those that dont have . i give becalse it brings me joy  i dont give to say well god will give it back to me i give 100% if i give my time money...
    lunnas lunnas 41-45, F 4 Responses Jun 3, 2010

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    My Soul.

      My soul is beginning to show itself, would that scare you, not me. I hope the world can see what is in me, it is good. Will people try to take it for themselves, I hope not. It is a wonderful thing to be able to feel what I feel. It is also a curse, because when you feel...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M Jun 22, 2010

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    It's Complicated

    Here it goes. I think I have forgotten who I am. When I was younger, I was very sensitive and the world around me was very rough. I knew that I couldn't survive unless I learned how to protect myself. I couldn't take being beaten, tossed around or forgotten anymore. I couldn't...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 30, 2011

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    Butterflies

    I swear just one look at you butterflies start fluttering in my stomach . Its like I can see the future in just one look at you. What's stopping me from speaking and letting you know truly how I feel.? I don't know maybe an invisible shield. Well let me tell u honey I have grown...
    nubian13 nubian13 31-35 2 Responses Mar 9, 2013

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    Dont Get Girls.

    I just dont get it I trying to meet someone and yes I am not good at it. It is crazy, that they complain about someone not treating them right and yet they turn around and do it again????. At work today two where talking with me and just didnot care that a guy had a girl or that...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M Jun 6, 2010

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    I Wan't To But Can't

    For fear of being judged, I cannot talk about what I feel lately. I feel clammed up and vilified as well.
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Apr 14, 2010

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    I Am

    I am a happy person by nature. I am religious. I am a work-aholic. I am not what I appear. I am shy. I am reserved. I am what I appear. I am a model. I am looking. I am listening. I am a person who lives to help others. I am in love with the day. I have posed nude. I am a writer...
    ActionJackson69 ActionJackson69 46-50, M 2 Responses Dec 8, 2011

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    Anticipation:

      God I must be the saddest person out there, It seems I anticipate so much and that just makes the let downs even worse. I am not sure what is wrong with me that  people seem to not be interested in me at all. Maybe Im boring, or its the way I look, or Im to serious...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M 3 Responses Jun 9, 2010

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    Starting Now...

    I will only use Experience Project to share my being. I want to express who I am without feeling shameful, or guilted, or scared that my stories will be read by the wrong person. EP is not about that for me. How am I supposed to grow without being honest with myself? How am I...
    ShadowedThoughts ShadowedThoughts 26-30, F Mar 26, 2012

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    Here I Am Again.

      I wonder if everyone is tired of me yet, it happens and has happened. If so Ill apoligize for it now.  Its just I have no where else to go, or any place that I can talk or write what Im feeling. I know its mostly the same stuff, wish it was more interesting. It is...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M Jun 23, 2010

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    Smack Me Please.

    Sometimes I wish someone would just walk up to me and say straighten up boy and smack some sense into me. Sounds stupid but that may be what it takes, unless I take care of me myself. Anyhow, I am just tired of me, and the fact that my insurance isnt paying anymore. So now I have...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M Jul 5, 2010

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    What Would?

    What would happen if i saw him 5 years from now? Would he recognize me? Would he know my name? Out of my curiosity I ask myself these questions: Would he approach or just keep facing forward? What would he say? Would it be awarded? How would I act? How would he act? Constantly...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 3, 2011

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    Me, Myself, And I

         There is a lot of things that I have done in my life that I haven't even told my close personal friends about. I have found experiences that I have done that I am still scared to click "me too" on them because I know people will start to think...
    DraygenD DraygenD 41-45, F 2 Responses Jun 7, 2010

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    Three Year It Has Been at 5:25am This Morning

    Three Years Since i Saw the man that I gave myself away to my first, last and Never to be Seen again. I was going through my journal last night and Reading All the thing i wrote about him and me how i promised myself never to speak to him again about how big of a fool i am for...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 22, 2010

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    So Lonely

    Ever since I can remember I have been alone and out in the cold. Lonely scared and confused . Moments of masking , playing , pretending, indulging to cover over the void. I have been given sooo much but yet I always am an outsider of life. So what's the point of having it all...
    Changeneeded Changeneeded 26-30, F Jan 25, 2013

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    I Have Everything-- Why Do I Feel Sad?

    The thoughts... are attacking me again... Racing... My life is good, right? I'm a college student in America, a roof over my head, and family and friends that genuinely love me.People say I'm beautiful and intelligent and have a marvelous future. My family is financially stable...
    GenineFilS GenineFilS 18-21, F 2 Responses May 24, 2011

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    Extreme

    There are many questions people ask that I can't answer simply. "Was your's a good childhood?" Well it wasn't really good or bad it was just really extreme. The bad times were really bad and the good times were really good. One year my parents were strict Christians and the next...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 31, 2011

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    Me Too

    I am here to express myself without restrictions, completely unleashed... BUT If there is an instance in which I come off as rude or egotistical in any way no matter how small, PLEASE LET ME KNOW... because I am also here to become a better person, someone who is more...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 24, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    I'm straight but I'm really longing for my lesbian soulmate. Feel free to message me. Maybe one of you is my soulmate :)
    Seeree123 Seeree123 16-17, F 1 hr ago

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    I am a 16 yr old teen, from Tampa, FL, and the last time i received a spanking was at age 14 around Thanksgiving. I don't know what made it hurt more, being spanked with a belt...
    jaybrigee16 jaybrigee16 16-17, M 3 hrs ago

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    Well I haven't been on this sure in several years...Never really stopped thinking about it so idk why it took me so long to come back but this really was somewhat of a release for...
    lostwithin25 lostwithin25 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 24

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    I believe in this soul mate theory as far as chemistry. I believe in more of a friend kind of way. Love has bearing here as well as "falling in love" but I don't think of a...
    Jennerrous Jennerrous 36-40, F 3 Responses Sep 23

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    I'm here to get things off my mind or chest and vent. I'm not here looking for anyone. I'm married to the love of my life and wouldn't risk that for anyone or anything in the world...
    Adpatrick Adpatrick 18-21, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    Speak now or forever hold your Tongue against my cheek and hands pressed against my Soul for the Taking, Heart, Breaking There's no cure for this now, they say that, Time is of the...
    teeegreen teeegreen 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 8

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    I poured out my heart and soul in an email. Giving it my all and the response I got was so hurtful, so upsetting. After I found out what he did to me you would think he would put...
    Saram1985 Saram1985 26-30, F Sep 23

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    I believe everyone has a soulmate...here's mines :)
    roselani2005 roselani2005 26-30, F Sep 27

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    I am Jan I am 16 and I always drive barefoot. I love driving barefoot and am always barefoot. I live in southern California so it is always warm and I am always barefoot. It is so...
    janwantstobeateenagemom janwantstobeateenagemom 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 5

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    Yep, still looking for my soulmate. But just the other day someone looked at me and said, "finding a soulmate? No, you should have more important things to do then to worry over...
    Drifter15 Drifter15 16-17, M 5 Responses a week ago

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    My name is Macy I live in south Florida and I love being barefoot. Being barefoot is so much more comfortable. I always drive barefoot I work as a lifeguard so I always go barefoot...
    macyisalesbian macyisalesbian 18-21, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    when i'm not feeling it on certain days, i like to go and find some place where i can be alone. i despise being miserable. i know i'm here for a reason, but somethings gotta give...
    JMGEARTHTHINKER JMGEARTHTHINKER 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I might have already met my soul mate, but it didn't work. I lost him to addiction and anger. This thought is more about now I m trying to find my soul back. When I m in love I...
    Mangostrawberrybanana Mangostrawberrybanana 31-35, F 1 day ago

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    I've always loved her with all my heart and soul until that one day. I vaguely remember it. But I remember her yelling and me and telling me she hated me and never wanted to talk...
    ItsRyyman ItsRyyman 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    I am Macy I live in south Florida and I love being barefoot. I always drive barefoot and I am a lifeguard so I always go to work barefoot. I have been a lifeguard for 4 months and...
    macyisalesbian macyisalesbian 18-21, F Oct 5

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    Music defines me and this is not a sound track. So, I whiched gears and moved to more of a me topic today. The Song that has been the most stressed and stressful song since I was a...
    intheair2nite intheair2nite 46-50, F 2 Responses Oct 8

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    I am Macy I am 19 and I am barefoot 24/7/ I work as a lifeguard so I always go barefoot to work. I always drive barefoot. I live in south Florida and I don't own any footwear. I...
    macyisalesbian macyisalesbian 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Off to work. Her bored all day. Need to talk send me a massage. Here to listen about whatever.
    bloud13 bloud13 36-40, M 58 mins ago

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    I know what it's like to not have someone to vent to. If you need anything, I'm here for you.
    AmayaTsuki AmayaTsuki 22-25, F 44 mins ago

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    ~Best of Both Worlds~ This world is full of demons, but angels just a few Who either fight, for your soul, or just look after you You may not see them, while they are hiding...
    WaterfallDrops WaterfallDrops 22-25, M Oct 1

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    Same Old Lang Syne by Dan Fogelberg, great song about a songwriter/musician who meets his old lover after many years have passed. Such a great melody and moving lyrics. The song...
    johnny048 johnny048 46-50, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    5 days ago I walked out on EP! I walked out because I felt like EP was the culprit behind my hurt and pain. Boy ! oh Boy! was I wrong. Yes I admit I needed time out, we all do at...
    MzPhoenix MzPhoenix 31-35, F 5 Responses Oct 2

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    We are in the final seconds before Jesus returns, Halleluiah! I am here as a messenger to all the sick, perverted men and women in this world who live their life, filling their...
    QuickandtheDead QuickandtheDead 46-50, M Oct 3

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    I believe that when we die, our souls joins their mate. Though our mind may have loved another, our body may have caressed another and our hands may have held another, our soul can...
    baconrind baconrind 26-30, M 5 Responses Sep 30

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    As I ever tell you that I believe in soul mate. there are some of you had asked me that have I met my soul mate. I will answer you in this post. I thought I did not met him and I...
    luknamhaha luknamhaha 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 8

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    Lost am I in this world Of timelessness and woe Can I find the doorways Through which I must go Is the key to this plane Too much for me to try to gain Is the passport to this...
    dontcareforlabels dontcareforlabels 41-45, M Oct 8

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    Soul mates exist and I believe you can have your soul mate as your partner or a friend. I believe I have mine within my partner. She gets me on a level like no other. We both...
    ultimatehacker ultimatehacker 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    I'm totally a believer in a soul mate. Tbh I thought I had her. That's how much I'm be over in it. But it wasn't so. I want the real one. First I want some one that thinks I'm...
    Secondtimer Secondtimer 31-35, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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