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I Am Here To Bare My Soul

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    Dont Get Girls.

    I just dont get it I trying to meet someone and yes I am not good at it. It is crazy, that they complain about someone not treating them right and yet they turn around and do it again????. At work today two where talking with me and just didnot care that a guy had a girl or that...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M Jun 6, 2010

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    Smack Me Please.

    Sometimes I wish someone would just walk up to me and say straighten up boy and smack some sense into me. Sounds stupid but that may be what it takes, unless I take care of me myself. Anyhow, I am just tired of me, and the fact that my insurance isnt paying anymore. So now I have...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M Jul 5, 2010

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    I Am Not What Some Think Iam

    I am karla a mother wife good friend one who has a big heart and iam a giver not a taker  iam a humanatarin i love to give to those that dont have . i give becalse it brings me joy  i dont give to say well god will give it back to me i give 100% if i give my time money...
    lunnas lunnas 41-45, F 4 Responses Jun 3, 2010

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    So Lonely

    Ever since I can remember I have been alone and out in the cold. Lonely scared and confused . Moments of masking , playing , pretending, indulging to cover over the void. I have been given sooo much but yet I always am an outsider of life. So what's the point of having it all...
    Changeneeded Changeneeded 26-30, F Jan 25, 2013

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    I Have Everything-- Why Do I Feel Sad?

    The thoughts... are attacking me again... Racing... My life is good, right? I'm a college student in America, a roof over my head, and family and friends that genuinely love me.People say I'm beautiful and intelligent and have a marvelous future. My family is financially stable...
    GenineFilS GenineFilS 18-21, F 2 Responses May 24, 2011

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    Extreme

    There are many questions people ask that I can't answer simply. "Was your's a good childhood?" Well it wasn't really good or bad it was just really extreme. The bad times were really bad and the good times were really good. One year my parents were strict Christians and the next...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 31, 2011

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    Me Too

    I am here to express myself without restrictions, completely unleashed... BUT If there is an instance in which I come off as rude or egotistical in any way no matter how small, PLEASE LET ME KNOW... because I am also here to become a better person, someone who is more...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25 3 Responses Jun 24, 2010

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    Butterflies

    I swear just one look at you butterflies start fluttering in my stomach . Its like I can see the future in just one look at you. What's stopping me from speaking and letting you know truly how I feel.? I don't know maybe an invisible shield. Well let me tell u honey I have grown...
    nubian13 nubian13 31-35 2 Responses Mar 9, 2013

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    Overwhelmed!

      I dont like this feeling Im having today. My stomach is in a knot and up in my throat at the same time. I have been ok but feel that most of the people Iv gained, here and in my life are slipping away, It really is hard to not think people really dont care, that if it...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M 4 Responses Jun 23, 2010

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    Three Year It Has Been at 5:25am This Morning

    Three Years Since i Saw the man that I gave myself away to my first, last and Never to be Seen again. I was going through my journal last night and Reading All the thing i wrote about him and me how i promised myself never to speak to him again about how big of a fool i am for...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 22, 2010

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    What Would?

    What would happen if i saw him 5 years from now? Would he recognize me? Would he know my name? Out of my curiosity I ask myself these questions: Would he approach or just keep facing forward? What would he say? Would it be awarded? How would I act? How would he act? Constantly...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 3, 2011

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    This Is Hard.

      OK, here I go. I had a bad childhood, I was abused by a step family member badly, to the point of having a loaded gun at my head. This went on for years, but I survived. Now this is the kick in the ***, in order to survive, and I almost did not tried to kill myself when I...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M 1 Response Jun 6, 2010

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    Starting Now...

    I will only use Experience Project to share my being. I want to express who I am without feeling shameful, or guilted, or scared that my stories will be read by the wrong person. EP is not about that for me. How am I supposed to grow without being honest with myself? How am I...
    ShadowedThoughts ShadowedThoughts 26-30, F Mar 26, 2012

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    Hidden Beneath The Smile.

    I have come to the conclusion about my life that i serve no purpose any longer....Being raised in a christian home I would pray everyday from the time i was sixteen up until i was 21 asking,begging, and pleading with God what is my purpose in life and everyday their was never...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 9, 2012

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    Here I Am Again.

      I wonder if everyone is tired of me yet, it happens and has happened. If so Ill apoligize for it now.  Its just I have no where else to go, or any place that I can talk or write what Im feeling. I know its mostly the same stuff, wish it was more interesting. It is...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M Jun 23, 2010

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    I Am

    I am a happy person by nature. I am religious. I am a work-aholic. I am not what I appear. I am shy. I am reserved. I am what I appear. I am a model. I am looking. I am listening. I am a person who lives to help others. I am in love with the day. I have posed nude. I am a writer...
    ActionJackson69 ActionJackson69 46-50, M 2 Responses Dec 8, 2011

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    Me, Myself, And I

         There is a lot of things that I have done in my life that I haven't even told my close personal friends about. I have found experiences that I have done that I am still scared to click "me too" on them because I know people will start to think...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 7, 2010

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    Anticipation:

      God I must be the saddest person out there, It seems I anticipate so much and that just makes the let downs even worse. I am not sure what is wrong with me that  people seem to not be interested in me at all. Maybe Im boring, or its the way I look, or Im to serious...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M 3 Responses Jun 9, 2010

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    My Soul.

      My soul is beginning to show itself, would that scare you, not me. I hope the world can see what is in me, it is good. Will people try to take it for themselves, I hope not. It is a wonderful thing to be able to feel what I feel. It is also a curse, because when you feel...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M Jun 22, 2010

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    It's Complicated

    Here it goes. I think I have forgotten who I am. When I was younger, I was very sensitive and the world around me was very rough. I knew that I couldn't survive unless I learned how to protect myself. I couldn't take being beaten, tossed around or forgotten anymore. I couldn't...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 30, 2011

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    I Wan't To But Can't

    For fear of being judged, I cannot talk about what I feel lately. I feel clammed up and vilified as well.
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Apr 14, 2010

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    I am happy being on EP and utilizing the perks of being anonymous. Perhaps this is the reason I have no friends on here, due to the simple fact that I would rather not share any...
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    I bet my friend Axel to wear a pair of pink shorts while riding his bike around the neighborhood. In addition, he had to take off his shirt, shoes and socks! I had to take a...
    beachfoot12 beachfoot12 22-25, M 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    My first summer as a barefooted boy was really special for me. After years of always wearing shoes and socks, you might expect some sort of culture shock, but that didn't happen...
    BarefootedBoy BarefootedBoy 41-45 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I'm barefoot right now :) and I got more then just bare feet! I got..........PAINTED TOES 😎😁 hot pink toes
    FootMaster95 FootMaster95 18-21, T 1 Response 2 days ago

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    A poem for my soulmate: The way i feel about you resembles the way a drug addict feels about drugs I am constantly ineed of a fix and when you're gone you're truly missed You're...
    15ShadesOfBlue 15ShadesOfBlue 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I am fortunate because I have found my soul mate but I have a more traditional view of soul mates. you know the whole there's only one. Last night my fiance told me she has two...
    LewisCollins LewisCollins 31-35 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I know all about soul mates. I married the first one and had 2 daughters with her. I retched that one and was devoced after 19 years. At that time I was travelling around Europe...
    watson8700 watson8700 66-70, M 4 days ago

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    Even though I wrote a similar story to this on my original account, I would like to write another one. My future Canadian soulmate, where df are you? I am here and I am waiting...
    RastaGotSoul RastaGotSoul 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    To My Soulmate, I wonder where have you gone? Confusion about sexuality and desire has been eating you. Follow your heart, give yourself the 'alone time' you deserve. I may not...
    2ndbest 2ndbest 31-35, F 4 days ago

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    I've missed you, body and soul. When you went away, I felt like a part of my soul went with you. You're my Horcrux, baby, and you carry a piece of my soul with you wherever you go...
    JulietteLilyhammer JulietteLilyhammer 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Dear Soulmate, I've been waiting for you for so long and you still aren't here even though you should be here by now. Because I feel depressed. Idk why. I just do and nobody...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I try to go barefoot in summer as often as possible as its much more enjoyable than wearing shoes. And you have to make the most of it because in the winter its just too cold to go...
    Pelli8 Pelli8 31-35, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I go try to go barefoot as often as possible in the summer time its far more enjoyable than wearing shoes. And its important to make the most of it because its just too cold in the...
    Pelli8 Pelli8 31-35, M 1 Response a week ago

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    sometimes when im walking alone i take my shoes and socks off and walk barefoot, its super exciting when i come across a big muddy patch! I remember one time i walked across a...
    noshoesorsocks noshoesorsocks 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 26

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    I would like to think that I found my soulmate but I really don't know anymore I love him with all my heart but I don't know if I can spend the rest of my life with him especially...
    Clb037 Clb037 18-21 Aug 25

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    Last year I was with my older sister at my next door neighbors house.She was babysitting the womans 12 year old daughter and I was sort of along for the ride.It was during the fall...
    Kevinamc Kevinamc 16-17, M Aug 25

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    ((i remember my hardest spanking))when i was 8 yrs old, my mom told me to go and call my sisters for dinner. i didn't hear her very well cause i was watching tv, so i kept watching...
    amna444 amna444 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 23

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    From time to time he was asked; 'So, what are you looking for in an ideal woman?' Whether this was just a casual ice breaker, or something that the questioner had the genuine...
    Bramwellbooth Bramwellbooth 46-50, M 6 Responses Aug 23

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    This reminds me of when I lived in Japan: The Japanese were apparently so inhibited back then (in the 1980s) that they couldn't walk barefoot in the park, because "people would...
    Bakatare Bakatare 61-65, M 1 Response Aug 21

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    If you are paying attention you will notice that whilst i would like to find my soulmate, I don't actually believe one exists. I don't have a problem with wanting something unreal...
    Listening80 Listening80 31-35, F Aug 20

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    My Misfit I am currently in a new relationship. My First long distance relationship. Hasn't even been going on for a month yet. I enjoy talking to her and she makes me feel good...
    RuRave93 RuRave93 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 19

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