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I Am Here To Bare My Soul

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    What Would?

    What would happen if i saw him 5 years from now? Would he recognize me? Would he know my name? Out of my curiosity I ask myself these questions: Would he approach or just keep facing forward? What would he say? Would it be awarded? How would I act? How would he act? Constantly...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 3, 2011

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    Anticipation:

      God I must be the saddest person out there, It seems I anticipate so much and that just makes the let downs even worse. I am not sure what is wrong with me that  people seem to not be interested in me at all. Maybe Im boring, or its the way I look, or Im to serious...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M 3 Responses Jun 9, 2010

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    I Have Everything-- Why Do I Feel Sad?

    The thoughts... are attacking me again... Racing... My life is good, right? I'm a college student in America, a roof over my head, and family and friends that genuinely love me.People say I'm beautiful and intelligent and have a marvelous future. My family is financially stable...
    GenineFilS GenineFilS 18-21, F 2 Responses May 24, 2011

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    It's Complicated

    Here it goes. I think I have forgotten who I am. When I was younger, I was very sensitive and the world around me was very rough. I knew that I couldn't survive unless I learned how to protect myself. I couldn't take being beaten, tossed around or forgotten anymore. I couldn't...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 30, 2011

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    Dont Get Girls.

    I just dont get it I trying to meet someone and yes I am not good at it. It is crazy, that they complain about someone not treating them right and yet they turn around and do it again????. At work today two where talking with me and just didnot care that a guy had a girl or that...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M Jun 6, 2010

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    I Wan't To But Can't

    For fear of being judged, I cannot talk about what I feel lately. I feel clammed up and vilified as well.
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Apr 14, 2010

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    Me, Myself, And I

         There is a lot of things that I have done in my life that I haven't even told my close personal friends about. I have found experiences that I have done that I am still scared to click "me too" on them because I know people will start to think...
    DraygenS DraygenS 41-45, F 2 Responses Jun 7, 2010

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    This Is Hard.

      OK, here I go. I had a bad childhood, I was abused by a step family member badly, to the point of having a loaded gun at my head. This went on for years, but I survived. Now this is the kick in the ***, in order to survive, and I almost did not tried to kill myself when I...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M 1 Response Jun 6, 2010

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    Me Too

    I am here to express myself without restrictions, completely unleashed... BUT If there is an instance in which I come off as rude or egotistical in any way no matter how small, PLEASE LET ME KNOW... because I am also here to become a better person, someone who is more...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 70+, F 3 Responses Jun 24, 2010

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    Starting Now...

    I will only use Experience Project to share my being. I want to express who I am without feeling shameful, or guilted, or scared that my stories will be read by the wrong person. EP is not about that for me. How am I supposed to grow without being honest with myself? How am I...
    ShadowedThoughts ShadowedThoughts 26-30, F Mar 26, 2012

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    Overwhelmed!

      I dont like this feeling Im having today. My stomach is in a knot and up in my throat at the same time. I have been ok but feel that most of the people Iv gained, here and in my life are slipping away, It really is hard to not think people really dont care, that if it...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M 5 Responses Jun 23, 2010

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    My Soul.

      My soul is beginning to show itself, would that scare you, not me. I hope the world can see what is in me, it is good. Will people try to take it for themselves, I hope not. It is a wonderful thing to be able to feel what I feel. It is also a curse, because when you feel...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M Jun 22, 2010

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    Smack Me Please.

    Sometimes I wish someone would just walk up to me and say straighten up boy and smack some sense into me. Sounds stupid but that may be what it takes, unless I take care of me myself. Anyhow, I am just tired of me, and the fact that my insurance isnt paying anymore. So now I have...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M Jul 5, 2010

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    Three Year It Has Been at 5:25am This Morning

    Three Years Since i Saw the man that I gave myself away to my first, last and Never to be Seen again. I was going through my journal last night and Reading All the thing i wrote about him and me how i promised myself never to speak to him again about how big of a fool i am for...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 22, 2010

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    I Am Not What Some Think Iam

    I am karla a mother wife good friend one who has a big heart and iam a giver not a taker  iam a humanatarin i love to give to those that dont have . i give becalse it brings me joy  i dont give to say well god will give it back to me i give 100% if i give my time money...
    lunnas lunnas 41-45, F 4 Responses Jun 3, 2010

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    Here I Am Again.

      I wonder if everyone is tired of me yet, it happens and has happened. If so Ill apoligize for it now.  Its just I have no where else to go, or any place that I can talk or write what Im feeling. I know its mostly the same stuff, wish it was more interesting. It is...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M Jun 23, 2010

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    I Am

    I am a happy person by nature. I am religious. I am a work-aholic. I am not what I appear. I am shy. I am reserved. I am what I appear. I am a model. I am looking. I am listening. I am a person who lives to help others. I am in love with the day. I have posed nude. I am a writer...
    ActionJackson69 ActionJackson69 46-50, M 2 Responses Dec 8, 2011

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    Butterflies

    I swear just one look at you butterflies start fluttering in my stomach . Its like I can see the future in just one look at you. What's stopping me from speaking and letting you know truly how I feel.? I don't know maybe an invisible shield. Well let me tell u honey I have grown...
    nubian13 nubian13 31-35 2 Responses Mar 9, 2013

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    So Lonely

    Ever since I can remember I have been alone and out in the cold. Lonely scared and confused . Moments of masking , playing , pretending, indulging to cover over the void. I have been given sooo much but yet I always am an outsider of life. So what's the point of having it all...
    Changeneeded Changeneeded 26-30, F Jan 25, 2013

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    Extreme

    There are many questions people ask that I can't answer simply. "Was your's a good childhood?" Well it wasn't really good or bad it was just really extreme. The bad times were really bad and the good times were really good. One year my parents were strict Christians and the next...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 31, 2011

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    Hidden Beneath The Smile.

    I have come to the conclusion about my life that i serve no purpose any longer....Being raised in a christian home I would pray everyday from the time i was sixteen up until i was 21 asking,begging, and pleading with God what is my purpose in life and everyday their was never...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 9, 2012

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    I went out to the wood one day and sat down on a bench to have my lunch and took my flip flops of. I felt the sot grass on my souls and in between my toes and decided I would do...
    69Bigfatboy 69Bigfatboy 13-15 1 Response Apr 15

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    She's more or less exactly like me when it comes to enjoying her body.I understand sex isn't everything and it's not all about sex.I'm a man that wants to cherish a woman to her...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 46-50, M Apr 4

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    We want to get there faster. Get where? Wherever we are not. But a human soul can only go as fast as a man can walk, they used to say. In that case, where are all the souls? Left...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F Apr 23

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    I am always here for ANYONE. Whether you are 16, 30 or 70. I will try to be as honest as possible. And I will also try to respond asap. I am here for ANYONE.
    cassidywhatx cassidywhatx 13-15, F 41 mins ago

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    Spring beach walk on a sunny warm day Sand, cold and thrilling chills my soles Toes stretch out shrugging off the grit Spine connects, transferring shiver Head fills with light...
    mcconchiea mcconchiea 51-55, M 2 Responses Apr 23

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    I assume this was intended to mean I Love Jeans And Bare Feet, & apparently a heart symbol didn't transpose. Anyway, I love jeans & bare feet. Actually I love bare feet with...
    MeghanL MeghanL 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 3

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    If you really think about it, the idea of soulmates is rather insulting, as well as destructive. Sure people talk about it as if it's some grand romantic concept, but seriously...
    Army0917 Army0917 31-35, M Apr 3

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    I've gone longer than a week. The last several summers I have gone barefoot for about 3 months straight, from the time school let out to when it started again. I love going...
    MeghanL MeghanL 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 6

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    Your name I whisper to that bewitching soul, Yearning for a glimpse of your breathless ardor, I dream of thee eyes wide open, Longing for your spirit to flood my being, Come...
    urbannomad6699 urbannomad6699 36-40, M 1 Response Apr 7

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    The existence of soulmates, is a debatable topic. Many would say that their soulmate exists. Some who have been rejected countless times, don't believe in it. I guess there is no...
    BlakeUndefined BlakeUndefined 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 9

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    This is my daily life.It's almost been a full year since my car died and I don't have the finances to buy another one.I never could have imagined this would be my life at this age...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 46-50, M a week ago

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    I found my soulmate funny thing it was here on EP I met her we talked for about three weeks on EP and one day she messaged me and asked if I would like a phone call I said sure I...
    Daddyslovingarms Daddyslovingarms 41-45, M 6 Responses 2 days ago

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    In my shallow years of existence, I thought soulmates do exist. As I grow deeper, I realize that there are no soulmates. People just describe the thought of 'soulmate' when they...
    22depth 22depth 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 13

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    There is no reason for me to send you a pic. I'm not here to find some one just here to gain perspective. My heart , mind and soul just needs to mend. I need. to know who I am.
    space4rent space4rent 36-40, F 3 Responses Apr 16

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    You have to love. You have to feel. It is the reason you are here on earth. You are here to risk your heart. You are here to be swallowed up. And when it happens that you are...
    ApacheKuruk ApacheKuruk 46-50, M Apr 16

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    I love feet! They have to be clean though. One thing about living here in FL is, it's totally acceptable to wear flip flops all year long. I love it here :)
    ethanstrange98 ethanstrange98 16-17, M 2 Responses Apr 15

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    I also love walking barefoot. Our society tends to shun those who do it and businesses even have signs "no shirt, no shoes, no service". I have, however, walked barefoot for years...
    Gizmodious Gizmodious 56-60, M 6 days ago

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    I use to believe in soulmates , I think I mostly believed in it because of the security it would bring me. The security of being with someone for the rest of my life. But then I...
    sazgpl sazgpl 18-21, F Apr 5

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    Life... she has gotten very serious. Very fast. What happened? I am 23, finished my Honors degree at university and working as a Business Analyst and Project Manager. Needless to...
    skapie19 skapie19 22-25, M Apr 9

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