Post
Experience Project iOS Android Apps | Download EP for your Mobile Device

I Am Here To Bare My Soul

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 72 People

    This Is Hard.

      OK, here I go. I had a bad childhood, I was abused by a step family member badly, to the point of having a loaded gun at my head. This went on for years, but I survived. Now this is the kick in the ***, in order to survive, and I almost did not tried to kill myself when I...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M 1 Response Jun 6, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Here I Am Again.

      I wonder if everyone is tired of me yet, it happens and has happened. If so Ill apoligize for it now.  Its just I have no where else to go, or any place that I can talk or write what Im feeling. I know its mostly the same stuff, wish it was more interesting. It is...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M Jun 23, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Me, Myself, And I

         There is a lot of things that I have done in my life that I haven't even told my close personal friends about. I have found experiences that I have done that I am still scared to click "me too" on them because I know people will start to think...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 7, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Wan't To But Can't

    For fear of being judged, I cannot talk about what I feel lately. I feel clammed up and vilified as well.
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Apr 14, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Have Everything-- Why Do I Feel Sad?

    The thoughts... are attacking me again... Racing... My life is good, right? I'm a college student in America, a roof over my head, and family and friends that genuinely love me.People say I'm beautiful and intelligent and have a marvelous future. My family is financially stable...
    GenineFilS GenineFilS 18-21, F 2 Responses May 24, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Am

    I am a happy person by nature. I am religious. I am a work-aholic. I am not what I appear. I am shy. I am reserved. I am what I appear. I am a model. I am looking. I am listening. I am a person who lives to help others. I am in love with the day. I have posed nude. I am a writer...
    ActionJackson69 ActionJackson69 46-50, M 2 Responses Dec 8, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Starting Now...

    I will only use Experience Project to share my being. I want to express who I am without feeling shameful, or guilted, or scared that my stories will be read by the wrong person. EP is not about that for me. How am I supposed to grow without being honest with myself? How am I...
    ShadowedThoughts ShadowedThoughts 26-30, F Mar 26, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Extreme

    There are many questions people ask that I can't answer simply. "Was your's a good childhood?" Well it wasn't really good or bad it was just really extreme. The bad times were really bad and the good times were really good. One year my parents were strict Christians and the next...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 31, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Me Too

    I am here to express myself without restrictions, completely unleashed... BUT If there is an instance in which I come off as rude or egotistical in any way no matter how small, PLEASE LET ME KNOW... because I am also here to become a better person, someone who is more...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25 3 Responses Jun 24, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Butterflies

    I swear just one look at you butterflies start fluttering in my stomach . Its like I can see the future in just one look at you. What's stopping me from speaking and letting you know truly how I feel.? I don't know maybe an invisible shield. Well let me tell u honey I have grown...
    nubian13 nubian13 31-35 2 Responses Mar 9, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Dont Get Girls.

    I just dont get it I trying to meet someone and yes I am not good at it. It is crazy, that they complain about someone not treating them right and yet they turn around and do it again????. At work today two where talking with me and just didnot care that a guy had a girl or that...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M Jun 6, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Am Not What Some Think Iam

    I am karla a mother wife good friend one who has a big heart and iam a giver not a taker  iam a humanatarin i love to give to those that dont have . i give becalse it brings me joy  i dont give to say well god will give it back to me i give 100% if i give my time money...
    lunnas lunnas 41-45, F 4 Responses Jun 3, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Hidden Beneath The Smile.

    I have come to the conclusion about my life that i serve no purpose any longer....Being raised in a christian home I would pray everyday from the time i was sixteen up until i was 21 asking,begging, and pleading with God what is my purpose in life and everyday their was never...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 9, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Smack Me Please.

    Sometimes I wish someone would just walk up to me and say straighten up boy and smack some sense into me. Sounds stupid but that may be what it takes, unless I take care of me myself. Anyhow, I am just tired of me, and the fact that my insurance isnt paying anymore. So now I have...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M Jul 5, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Three Year It Has Been at 5:25am This Morning

    Three Years Since i Saw the man that I gave myself away to my first, last and Never to be Seen again. I was going through my journal last night and Reading All the thing i wrote about him and me how i promised myself never to speak to him again about how big of a fool i am for...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 22, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    So Lonely

    Ever since I can remember I have been alone and out in the cold. Lonely scared and confused . Moments of masking , playing , pretending, indulging to cover over the void. I have been given sooo much but yet I always am an outsider of life. So what's the point of having it all...
    Changeneeded Changeneeded 26-30, F Jan 25, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Anticipation:

      God I must be the saddest person out there, It seems I anticipate so much and that just makes the let downs even worse. I am not sure what is wrong with me that  people seem to not be interested in me at all. Maybe Im boring, or its the way I look, or Im to serious...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M 3 Responses Jun 9, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    My Soul.

      My soul is beginning to show itself, would that scare you, not me. I hope the world can see what is in me, it is good. Will people try to take it for themselves, I hope not. It is a wonderful thing to be able to feel what I feel. It is also a curse, because when you feel...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M Jun 22, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    What Would?

    What would happen if i saw him 5 years from now? Would he recognize me? Would he know my name? Out of my curiosity I ask myself these questions: Would he approach or just keep facing forward? What would he say? Would it be awarded? How would I act? How would he act? Constantly...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 3, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    It's Complicated

    Here it goes. I think I have forgotten who I am. When I was younger, I was very sensitive and the world around me was very rough. I knew that I couldn't survive unless I learned how to protect myself. I couldn't take being beaten, tossed around or forgotten anymore. I couldn't...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 30, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Overwhelmed!

      I dont like this feeling Im having today. My stomach is in a knot and up in my throat at the same time. I have been ok but feel that most of the people Iv gained, here and in my life are slipping away, It really is hard to not think people really dont care, that if it...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M 4 Responses Jun 23, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    Look what I caught on my phone the other day...this young guy was taking the escalator in the mall BAREFOOT. Yes, no shoes or socks or flops! Those toe rings on his index toes...
    beachfoot12 beachfoot12 22-25, M 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I truly believe I have found my soulmate in the woman I met in here and fell in love with ..... There are firsts in every life and falling in love with her in here was a huge first...
    jimmybear100 jimmybear100 61-65, M 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am Brenda I am 20 live in Arizona and I love being barefoot. I am always barefoot at home and I always drive barefoot. I am a lifeguard at a local pool so I go to work barefoot...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am Brenda I am 20 live in Arizona and I love being barefoot. I am always barefoot at home and I always drive barefoot. I work as a lifeguard at a local pool so everyday I go...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Heels look fabulous, but won't feel it after dancing. One night after going our for the evening, my husband and I got a cab home and I kicked off my heels and walked the rest of...
    LadyTea LadyTea 56-60, F 1 Response 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am Brenda I live in Phoenix Arizona and I always drive barefoot and never have shoes in my car. I am a lifeguard at a local pool so I always go to work barefoot and never bring...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am Brenda I live in Phoenix Arizona and I am always barefoot. I always drive barefoot and I am a lifeguard at a local pool so I always go barefoot to work. I hate shoes and never...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I Finally Made It Too 19 Years Old .. The Age I Told Myself I Can Finally Get The Ball Rolling For My Life ... But I Feel Like A Failure , High School Was Hard ( Really Hard ) So I...
    SunnyMuffinsJr SunnyMuffinsJr 18-21, F 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    There's a sweet and delicious pain In waiting for her to not make me go in vain Even though it drives me insane But in love, no one is truly sane I call her wookie ( yup, I'm a...
    h4n5dj22 h4n5dj22 26-30, M 1 Response 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    This will be my life. No fantasy here. The real women out there know they want this life. They know they want a man that can give them the big fully belly they want anytime he...
    Newground Newground 26-30, M 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    All our times have come Here but now they're gone Seasons don't fear the reaper Nor do the wind, the sun or the rain... we can be like they are Come on baby... don't fear the...
    beautifullybroken29 beautifullybroken29 26-30, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have done for as long as I can remember. At school we had to wear these awful blocky plimsolls for PE. I used to deliberately forget mine so I had to do the lesson barefoot. I...
    LizzieLost LizzieLost 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Falling by The Civil Wars Haven't you seen me sleep walking? 'Cause I've been holding your hand Haven't you noticed me drifting? Oh, let me tell you, I am Tell me it's nothing...
    LiesITellMyself LiesITellMyself 31-35, F a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I know a few people that don't have totally no souls and i be their souls . I am also a soul of a body and i am in her now. I am a professional girl singer too . i just am love
    Angelinawhitepromdresseveryday Angelinawhitepromdresseveryday 16-17, F a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    There are lots of different sides to me. When I was younger I had different groups of friends for different interests and the circles never tended to mix. Somewhere between my...
    likityspliff likityspliff 41-45, F a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    When I was going to the sixth grade. I was forced into a private school. After hearing what they had to say. seeing how they acted. Even at 11 I was able to see through their lies...
    danielguer33 danielguer33 31-35, M 1 Response a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you...
    beautifullybroken29 beautifullybroken29 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I feel it everyday it's all the same It brings me down but I'm the one to blame I've tried everything to get away So here I go again Chasing you down again Why do I do this? Over...
    beautifullybroken29 beautifullybroken29 26-30, F a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    OPEN HEAVENS FELLOWSHIP DAILY DEVOTION GOD WANTS YOU TO WALK IN TOTAL HEALTH 3 John 1:2 Beloved, I wish above all things that thou mayest prosper and be in health, even as thy...
    ganyoji ganyoji 22-25, F Feb 1

    Your Response

    Cancel
    The desert will bring him back to me... We met on a dating website. months and months of talking, long messages back and forth discussing such beautiful things, a glorious wait...
    sweetsexxylexy sweetsexxylexy 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 31

    Your Response

    Cancel
    this only you do...filling a single moment with so many emotions! in this life there have been so many moments when i would have felt the cord of my heart tightening because i was...
    snuffal snuffal 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 31

    Your Response

    Cancel