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I Am Here To Bare My Soul

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    Extreme

    There are many questions people ask that I can't answer simply. "Was your's a good childhood?" Well it wasn't really good or bad it was just really extreme. The bad times were really bad and the good times were really good. One year my parents were strict Christians and the next...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 31, 2011

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    Butterflies

    I swear just one look at you butterflies start fluttering in my stomach . Its like I can see the future in just one look at you. What's stopping me from speaking and letting you know truly how I feel.? I don't know maybe an invisible shield. Well let me tell u honey I have grown...
    nubian13 nubian13 31-35 2 Responses Mar 9, 2013

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    This Is Hard.

      OK, here I go. I had a bad childhood, I was abused by a step family member badly, to the point of having a loaded gun at my head. This went on for years, but I survived. Now this is the kick in the ***, in order to survive, and I almost did not tried to kill myself when I...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M 1 Response Jun 6, 2010

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    So Lonely

    Ever since I can remember I have been alone and out in the cold. Lonely scared and confused . Moments of masking , playing , pretending, indulging to cover over the void. I have been given sooo much but yet I always am an outsider of life. So what's the point of having it all...
    Changeneeded Changeneeded 26-30, F Jan 25, 2013

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    Overwhelmed!

      I dont like this feeling Im having today. My stomach is in a knot and up in my throat at the same time. I have been ok but feel that most of the people Iv gained, here and in my life are slipping away, It really is hard to not think people really dont care, that if it...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M 5 Responses Jun 23, 2010

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    It's Complicated

    Here it goes. I think I have forgotten who I am. When I was younger, I was very sensitive and the world around me was very rough. I knew that I couldn't survive unless I learned how to protect myself. I couldn't take being beaten, tossed around or forgotten anymore. I couldn't...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 30, 2011

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    I Am Not What Some Think Iam

    I am karla a mother wife good friend one who has a big heart and iam a giver not a taker  iam a humanatarin i love to give to those that dont have . i give becalse it brings me joy  i dont give to say well god will give it back to me i give 100% if i give my time money...
    lunnas lunnas 41-45, F 4 Responses Jun 3, 2010

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    I Wan't To But Can't

    For fear of being judged, I cannot talk about what I feel lately. I feel clammed up and vilified as well.
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Apr 14, 2010

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    My Soul.

      My soul is beginning to show itself, would that scare you, not me. I hope the world can see what is in me, it is good. Will people try to take it for themselves, I hope not. It is a wonderful thing to be able to feel what I feel. It is also a curse, because when you feel...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M Jun 22, 2010

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    Dont Get Girls.

    I just dont get it I trying to meet someone and yes I am not good at it. It is crazy, that they complain about someone not treating them right and yet they turn around and do it again????. At work today two where talking with me and just didnot care that a guy had a girl or that...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M Jun 6, 2010

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    I Have Everything-- Why Do I Feel Sad?

    The thoughts... are attacking me again... Racing... My life is good, right? I'm a college student in America, a roof over my head, and family and friends that genuinely love me.People say I'm beautiful and intelligent and have a marvelous future. My family is financially stable...
    GenineFilS GenineFilS 18-21, F 2 Responses May 24, 2011

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    Smack Me Please.

    Sometimes I wish someone would just walk up to me and say straighten up boy and smack some sense into me. Sounds stupid but that may be what it takes, unless I take care of me myself. Anyhow, I am just tired of me, and the fact that my insurance isnt paying anymore. So now I have...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M Jul 5, 2010

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    Hidden Beneath The Smile.

    I have come to the conclusion about my life that i serve no purpose any longer....Being raised in a christian home I would pray everyday from the time i was sixteen up until i was 21 asking,begging, and pleading with God what is my purpose in life and everyday their was never...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 9, 2012

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    Starting Now...

    I will only use Experience Project to share my being. I want to express who I am without feeling shameful, or guilted, or scared that my stories will be read by the wrong person. EP is not about that for me. How am I supposed to grow without being honest with myself? How am I...
    ShadowedThoughts ShadowedThoughts 26-30, F Mar 26, 2012

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    Anticipation:

      God I must be the saddest person out there, It seems I anticipate so much and that just makes the let downs even worse. I am not sure what is wrong with me that  people seem to not be interested in me at all. Maybe Im boring, or its the way I look, or Im to serious...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M 3 Responses Jun 9, 2010

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    Me, Myself, And I

         There is a lot of things that I have done in my life that I haven't even told my close personal friends about. I have found experiences that I have done that I am still scared to click "me too" on them because I know people will start to think...
    DraygenD DraygenD 41-45, F 2 Responses Jun 7, 2010

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    I Am

    I am a happy person by nature. I am religious. I am a work-aholic. I am not what I appear. I am shy. I am reserved. I am what I appear. I am a model. I am looking. I am listening. I am a person who lives to help others. I am in love with the day. I have posed nude. I am a writer...
    ActionJackson69 ActionJackson69 46-50, M 2 Responses Dec 8, 2011

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    Here I Am Again.

      I wonder if everyone is tired of me yet, it happens and has happened. If so Ill apoligize for it now.  Its just I have no where else to go, or any place that I can talk or write what Im feeling. I know its mostly the same stuff, wish it was more interesting. It is...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M Jun 23, 2010

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    Me Too

    I am here to express myself without restrictions, completely unleashed... BUT If there is an instance in which I come off as rude or egotistical in any way no matter how small, PLEASE LET ME KNOW... because I am also here to become a better person, someone who is more...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 24, 2010

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    What Would?

    What would happen if i saw him 5 years from now? Would he recognize me? Would he know my name? Out of my curiosity I ask myself these questions: Would he approach or just keep facing forward? What would he say? Would it be awarded? How would I act? How would he act? Constantly...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 3, 2011

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    Three Year It Has Been at 5:25am This Morning

    Three Years Since i Saw the man that I gave myself away to my first, last and Never to be Seen again. I was going through my journal last night and Reading All the thing i wrote about him and me how i promised myself never to speak to him again about how big of a fool i am for...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 22, 2010

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    Why is a 47 year old man on here? This site has as young as 13 yr olds on it after all. I'll tell you why. When I was young I was very unhappy all the time, sometimes suicidal...
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    She is bae. I know a bunch of you will think I'm way too young to find my soul mate, but most people meet the one before they're 16. When I met her, we made that instant connection...
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    Dear Sofia, Remember the thing your ex husband said about strong feelings he has for you? Well, I found out about this...and really Sof. You'll be smiling from above. I think...
    bowbowdown bowbowdown 26-30 2 Responses Nov 3

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    I wish you would come back so I could talk to you. I miss you and I love you. I couldn't bare the thought of you waiting or living a life on hold for me, when I don't even know...
    maniac62 maniac62 51-55 1 Response Nov 3

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    Shame on you, shame on you... Hahahahaha... It happened again... These thoughts.. these poisonous thoughts.. No one would want you.. Don't you dare think otherwise... Look at...
    SimonFlarerington SimonFlarerington 22-25, M Nov 20

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    Here's the thing..if you feel you are an old soul then you most likely are. The common feelings and characteristics of old souls are feeling different, withdrawn, detached...
    Elalala Elalala 26-30, F 8 Responses Oct 28

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    I see a horse I cant rhyme I hear a bell Im going to hell The river of blood taunting me See earthly hallows leave me Watching the sky fall to the ground Being mauled by hounds...
    Kitry Kitry 13-15, F Nov 2

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    The cards were dealt she began your story. The pictures sitting on the table were like night and day were showing a past just as different. A confirmation of a hard life ending...
    uncorkyoursoul uncorkyoursoul 56-60, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I found the truth, about who I am, and why I'm here, through a meeting I had with the other side while meditating. I met up with my kind, and I asked them why im here, and what's...
    shaaka shaaka 26-30, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I like to wear short shorts and mini skirts all year round. And I always do it with bare legs as I hate tights and hosiery. I get a lot of attention here in Eastern Europe where...
    lornagalma lornagalma 31-35, F 5 Responses Nov 12

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    Here rests the tormented soul of me. Beaten down by life's cruel ironies and some sh*t choices I made by way of friends. Partners. Acquaintances. And situations. His soul is...
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M Nov 15

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    Jensen Ackles, famous for portraying Eric Brady on Days of Our Lives and more recently on the sci-fi thriller... Supernatural has truly, one of the best pair of bare feet on young...
    beachfoot12 beachfoot12 22-25, M Nov 6

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    My friend Scooter (his nickname) and I enjoyed a weeks vacation in the tropics for a graduation gift from our parents. We had looked forward to this for a long time and couldn't...
    beachfoot12 beachfoot12 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 12

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    I wander aimlessly in my own mind. Day in and day out the same things. Predictability. Einstein defined insanity as repeating the same thing over and over and expecting a different...
    idleheart idleheart 31-35, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I was helping out a friend with an ad shoot a while back for an unamed clothing company. They were short one wardrobe person, so they had me help out with the guys.The guy pictured...
    beachfoot12 beachfoot12 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    I love watching people come to the beach to lay out on the sand for the day. I especially like seeing them take off their shoes and socks and dig their bare toes into the soft sand...
    beachfoot12 beachfoot12 22-25, M Nov 3

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    (please, read here first: EP Link ) Ladies and gentlemen, I am here to officially announce that our damsel in distress is…..FINALLY BACK! (and obviously, as I type these words...
    TheNewChallenger TheNewChallenger 26-30, F 8 Responses Nov 9

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    The boxer brothers as they were called always dressed similar down to their...you guessed it "boxers". Tyler and Chad were best of friends besides being brothers. They did almost...
    beachfoot12 beachfoot12 22-25, M Nov 17

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    All dressed up and barefoot to go...a friend of mine had forgotten his shoes of all things while waiting for his date to take to the senior prom. He said wearing tennis shoes or...
    beachfoot12 beachfoot12 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    When you were here before I Couldn't look you in the eye You're just like an angel Your skin makes me cry You float like a feather In a beautiful world I wish I was special...
    SunshineH316 SunshineH316 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    All these years of walking alone... All these times trying... All of these days that had come to pass... I'm still alone... And the ghost of you is the only thing I have for...
    SimonFlarerington SimonFlarerington 22-25, M Nov 1

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    The soul knows truth. My soul would not betray me, nor would his. Sense is limited in this reality of mine, and no answers could change what the soul feels. Emotions, love...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F Nov 12

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    There is no simple answer for loneliness, no overnight prescription for loss, no easy formula for filling a void. I know there are many hurting souls in the world.If you are a...
    WindSylph WindSylph 46-50, F 14 Responses Nov 15

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    My love is 23 years older than me. We met a few years ago online via AgeMeet.com. At the beggining of the year we got back into contact and basically fell in love over phone and...
    sarahc11 sarahc11 26-30, F Nov 18

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    My love is 23 years older than me. We met a few years ago online via AgeMeet.com. It was totally platonic but I broke off contact due to doing other things in my life, I wasn't...
    dianacc11 dianacc11 26-30, F Nov 19