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I Am Here To Bare My Soul

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    Dont Get Girls.

    I just dont get it I trying to meet someone and yes I am not good at it. It is crazy, that they complain about someone not treating them right and yet they turn around and do it again????. At work today two where talking with me and just didnot care that a guy had a girl or that...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M Jun 6, 2010

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    Smack Me Please.

    Sometimes I wish someone would just walk up to me and say straighten up boy and smack some sense into me. Sounds stupid but that may be what it takes, unless I take care of me myself. Anyhow, I am just tired of me, and the fact that my insurance isnt paying anymore. So now I have...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M Jul 5, 2010

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    This Is Hard.

      OK, here I go. I had a bad childhood, I was abused by a step family member badly, to the point of having a loaded gun at my head. This went on for years, but I survived. Now this is the kick in the ***, in order to survive, and I almost did not tried to kill myself when I...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M 1 Response Jun 6, 2010

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    Me, Myself, And I

         There is a lot of things that I have done in my life that I haven't even told my close personal friends about. I have found experiences that I have done that I am still scared to click "me too" on them because I know people will start to think...
    DraygenD DraygenD 41-45, F 2 Responses Jun 7, 2010

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    I Wan't To But Can't

    For fear of being judged, I cannot talk about what I feel lately. I feel clammed up and vilified as well.
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Apr 14, 2010

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    Three Year It Has Been at 5:25am This Morning

    Three Years Since i Saw the man that I gave myself away to my first, last and Never to be Seen again. I was going through my journal last night and Reading All the thing i wrote about him and me how i promised myself never to speak to him again about how big of a fool i am for...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 22, 2010

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    What Would?

    What would happen if i saw him 5 years from now? Would he recognize me? Would he know my name? Out of my curiosity I ask myself these questions: Would he approach or just keep facing forward? What would he say? Would it be awarded? How would I act? How would he act? Constantly...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 3, 2011

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    Hidden Beneath The Smile.

    I have come to the conclusion about my life that i serve no purpose any longer....Being raised in a christian home I would pray everyday from the time i was sixteen up until i was 21 asking,begging, and pleading with God what is my purpose in life and everyday their was never...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 9, 2012

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    Overwhelmed!

      I dont like this feeling Im having today. My stomach is in a knot and up in my throat at the same time. I have been ok but feel that most of the people Iv gained, here and in my life are slipping away, It really is hard to not think people really dont care, that if it...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M 5 Responses Jun 23, 2010

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    I Am Not What Some Think Iam

    I am karla a mother wife good friend one who has a big heart and iam a giver not a taker  iam a humanatarin i love to give to those that dont have . i give becalse it brings me joy  i dont give to say well god will give it back to me i give 100% if i give my time money...
    lunnas lunnas 41-45, F 4 Responses Jun 3, 2010

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    Butterflies

    I swear just one look at you butterflies start fluttering in my stomach . Its like I can see the future in just one look at you. What's stopping me from speaking and letting you know truly how I feel.? I don't know maybe an invisible shield. Well let me tell u honey I have grown...
    nubian13 nubian13 31-35 2 Responses Mar 9, 2013

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    Me Too

    I am here to express myself without restrictions, completely unleashed... BUT If there is an instance in which I come off as rude or egotistical in any way no matter how small, PLEASE LET ME KNOW... because I am also here to become a better person, someone who is more...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 24, 2010

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    I Am

    I am a happy person by nature. I am religious. I am a work-aholic. I am not what I appear. I am shy. I am reserved. I am what I appear. I am a model. I am looking. I am listening. I am a person who lives to help others. I am in love with the day. I have posed nude. I am a writer...
    ActionJackson69 ActionJackson69 46-50, M 2 Responses Dec 8, 2011

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    Anticipation:

      God I must be the saddest person out there, It seems I anticipate so much and that just makes the let downs even worse. I am not sure what is wrong with me that  people seem to not be interested in me at all. Maybe Im boring, or its the way I look, or Im to serious...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M 3 Responses Jun 9, 2010

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    My Soul.

      My soul is beginning to show itself, would that scare you, not me. I hope the world can see what is in me, it is good. Will people try to take it for themselves, I hope not. It is a wonderful thing to be able to feel what I feel. It is also a curse, because when you feel...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M Jun 22, 2010

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    So Lonely

    Ever since I can remember I have been alone and out in the cold. Lonely scared and confused . Moments of masking , playing , pretending, indulging to cover over the void. I have been given sooo much but yet I always am an outsider of life. So what's the point of having it all...
    Changeneeded Changeneeded 26-30, F Jan 25, 2013

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    It's Complicated

    Here it goes. I think I have forgotten who I am. When I was younger, I was very sensitive and the world around me was very rough. I knew that I couldn't survive unless I learned how to protect myself. I couldn't take being beaten, tossed around or forgotten anymore. I couldn't...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 30, 2011

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    Extreme

    There are many questions people ask that I can't answer simply. "Was your's a good childhood?" Well it wasn't really good or bad it was just really extreme. The bad times were really bad and the good times were really good. One year my parents were strict Christians and the next...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 31, 2011

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    Here I Am Again.

      I wonder if everyone is tired of me yet, it happens and has happened. If so Ill apoligize for it now.  Its just I have no where else to go, or any place that I can talk or write what Im feeling. I know its mostly the same stuff, wish it was more interesting. It is...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M Jun 23, 2010

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    I Have Everything-- Why Do I Feel Sad?

    The thoughts... are attacking me again... Racing... My life is good, right? I'm a college student in America, a roof over my head, and family and friends that genuinely love me.People say I'm beautiful and intelligent and have a marvelous future. My family is financially stable...
    GenineFilS GenineFilS 18-21, F 2 Responses May 24, 2011

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    Starting Now...

    I will only use Experience Project to share my being. I want to express who I am without feeling shameful, or guilted, or scared that my stories will be read by the wrong person. EP is not about that for me. How am I supposed to grow without being honest with myself? How am I...
    ShadowedThoughts ShadowedThoughts 26-30, F Mar 26, 2012

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    I do this at least once every school year. In my kindergarten year, I did it on pajama day. What I did was just not put shoes on that morning, or socks, and attended that day in...
    Barefoot1999 Barefoot1999 13-15, M 2 Responses Dec 7

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    It still haunts me… Some nights, during winter, when everything is wrapped with crystal snow. I just find myself slowly reaching the doorknob, pivoting my hand to open it...
    JohnAndehl JohnAndehl 16-17, M 6 days ago

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    Shame on you, shame on you... Hahahahaha... It happened again... These thoughts.. these poisonous thoughts.. No one would want you.. Don't you dare think otherwise... Look at...
    SimonFlarerington SimonFlarerington 22-25, M Nov 20

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    The cards were dealt she began your story. The pictures sitting on the table were like night and day were showing a past just as different. A confirmation of a hard life ending...
    uncorkyoursoul uncorkyoursoul 56-60, M 1 Response Nov 22

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    I found the truth, about who I am, and why I'm here, through a meeting I had with the other side while meditating. I met up with my kind, and I asked them why im here, and what's...
    shaaka shaaka 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 26

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    It’s been a whirl wind. Turbulent and rough. Ravaging what I’d been told is acceptable, scavenging on what I had for so long left behind as indecent. The flapping wings have...
    lovegentle lovegentle 36-40, M Dec 8

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    Of course I make mistakes, but what makes me a good soul is that not only do I own up to my mistakes, but I try to be a better person because of them. I know when my actions or...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 28

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    QuickandtheDead (a man of God)vaylorie (angel warrior of God)Katie419 (the loving heart)Jopava (a Christian man)BreakingdawnOne (sister in Christ)jsk7 (soul sister)OnewithJC...
    QuickandtheDead QuickandtheDead 46-50, M 8 Responses a week ago

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    I wander aimlessly in my own mind. Day in and day out the same things. Predictability. Einstein defined insanity as repeating the same thing over and over and expecting a different...
    idleheart idleheart 31-35, M 1 Response Nov 22

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    I was helping out a friend with an ad shoot a while back for an unamed clothing company. They were short one wardrobe person, so they had me help out with the guys.The guy pictured...
    beachfoot12 beachfoot12 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 27

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    All dressed up and barefoot to go...a friend of mine had forgotten his shoes of all things while waiting for his date to take to the senior prom. He said wearing tennis shoes or...
    beachfoot12 beachfoot12 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 26

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    This is Nathan McLeod, a young actor who has been in the business since 2007. He is best known as Gabe Foster in Life with Boys. My friend snapped this picture during the blocking...
    beachfoot12 beachfoot12 22-25, M Dec 2

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    Our next door neighbor's young boy never wears shoes. I call him Huck for short because he's barefoot all the time. For school, for church, for shopping...all in bare feet! I...
    beachfoot12 beachfoot12 22-25, M 7 hrs ago

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    When you were here before I Couldn't look you in the eye You're just like an angel Your skin makes me cry You float like a feather In a beautiful world I wish I was special...
    SunshineH316 SunshineH316 22-25, F Nov 27

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    Worked in a small town for 12 weeks commuting there every day from suburbia about 35 miles away. These are my experiences with it. As a 27 year old, 6ft"1, dirty blonde...
    Ryan500 Ryan500 26-30, M 2 days ago

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    I have learnt that soulmates are made not found A soulmate bond is created through an uncritical acceptance of the human reality of the other It is created through holding up to...
    Faerylight Faerylight 41-45, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    My love is 23 years older than me. We met a few years ago online via AgeMeet.com. At the beggining of the year we got back into contact and basically fell in love over phone and...
    sarahc11 sarahc11 26-30, F Nov 18

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    My love is 23 years older than me. We met a few years ago online via AgeMeet.com. It was totally platonic but I broke off contact due to doing other things in my life, I wasn't...
    dianacc11 dianacc11 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 19

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    I met someone in the past year who impacted me really strongly. There was a weird kind of energy "recognition" from him, when we first met. But we met briefly in Sept 2013, sent a...
    elevating elevating 36-40, F Nov 27

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    Why is a 47 year old man on here? This site has as young as 13 yr olds on it after all. I'll tell you why. When I was young I was very unhappy all the time, sometimes suicidal...
    mslvr01 mslvr01 46-50, M 4 Responses Nov 28

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    When I was young...I use to watch soul train..every saturday just to see what music everyone is dancing to. I grew up In Los Angeles, California...and i had alot of black friends...
    jonnygoode74 jonnygoode74 36-40, M Nov 30

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    My love is 23 years older than me. We met a few years ago online via AgeMeet.com. It was totally platonic but I broke off contact due to doing other things in my life, I wasn't...
    fergieCC12 fergieCC12 26-30, F Dec 4

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    I wasn't looking for you and you weren't looking for me but here we are a month later and it feels like we've known each other for years. Things that have happen to us the signs...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 5

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    Wait. Hold on. Have faith. I will find soon. Everyone is waiting for thier Soulmates and here I am searching for you.
    sagard1994 sagard1994 18-21, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I'm here for friends and only friends and I barely have time for that at the moment so unfortunately dating is out of the question. For me to want to date someone require a lot of...
    Gemma1990 Gemma1990 22-25, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    My friend and I got one of our mutual friends to volunteer to see if he could escape from our rope tying skills. I of course started at his feet while my friend started with his...
    beachfoot12 beachfoot12 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 22

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    Friends, do you understand me now Sometimes I feel a little mad But don't you know that no one alive Can always be an angel When things go wrong I seem to be bad But I'm just a...
    nivanvc nivanvc 36-40, M 2 Responses Nov 27