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I Am Here To Bare My Soul

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    Three Year It Has Been at 5:25am This Morning

    Three Years Since i Saw the man that I gave myself away to my first, last and Never to be Seen again. I was going through my journal last night and Reading All the thing i wrote about him and me how i promised myself never to speak to him again about how big of a fool i am for...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 22, 2010

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    I Wan't To But Can't

    For fear of being judged, I cannot talk about what I feel lately. I feel clammed up and vilified as well.
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Apr 14, 2010

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    My Soul.

      My soul is beginning to show itself, would that scare you, not me. I hope the world can see what is in me, it is good. Will people try to take it for themselves, I hope not. It is a wonderful thing to be able to feel what I feel. It is also a curse, because when you feel...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M Jun 22, 2010

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    Here I Am Again.

      I wonder if everyone is tired of me yet, it happens and has happened. If so Ill apoligize for it now.  Its just I have no where else to go, or any place that I can talk or write what Im feeling. I know its mostly the same stuff, wish it was more interesting. It is...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M Jun 23, 2010

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    Butterflies

    I swear just one look at you butterflies start fluttering in my stomach . Its like I can see the future in just one look at you. What's stopping me from speaking and letting you know truly how I feel.? I don't know maybe an invisible shield. Well let me tell u honey I have grown...
    nubian13 nubian13 31-35 2 Responses Mar 9, 2013

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    Starting Now...

    I will only use Experience Project to share my being. I want to express who I am without feeling shameful, or guilted, or scared that my stories will be read by the wrong person. EP is not about that for me. How am I supposed to grow without being honest with myself? How am I...
    ShadowedThoughts ShadowedThoughts 26-30, F Mar 26, 2012

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    I Have Everything-- Why Do I Feel Sad?

    The thoughts... are attacking me again... Racing... My life is good, right? I'm a college student in America, a roof over my head, and family and friends that genuinely love me.People say I'm beautiful and intelligent and have a marvelous future. My family is financially stable...
    GenineFilS GenineFilS 18-21, F 2 Responses May 24, 2011

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    Dont Get Girls.

    I just dont get it I trying to meet someone and yes I am not good at it. It is crazy, that they complain about someone not treating them right and yet they turn around and do it again????. At work today two where talking with me and just didnot care that a guy had a girl or that...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M Jun 6, 2010

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    I Am

    I am a happy person by nature. I am religious. I am a work-aholic. I am not what I appear. I am shy. I am reserved. I am what I appear. I am a model. I am looking. I am listening. I am a person who lives to help others. I am in love with the day. I have posed nude. I am a writer...
    ActionJackson69 ActionJackson69 46-50, M 2 Responses Dec 8, 2011

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    Smack Me Please.

    Sometimes I wish someone would just walk up to me and say straighten up boy and smack some sense into me. Sounds stupid but that may be what it takes, unless I take care of me myself. Anyhow, I am just tired of me, and the fact that my insurance isnt paying anymore. So now I have...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M Jul 5, 2010

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    So Lonely

    Ever since I can remember I have been alone and out in the cold. Lonely scared and confused . Moments of masking , playing , pretending, indulging to cover over the void. I have been given sooo much but yet I always am an outsider of life. So what's the point of having it all...
    Changeneeded Changeneeded 26-30, F Jan 25, 2013

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    This Is Hard.

      OK, here I go. I had a bad childhood, I was abused by a step family member badly, to the point of having a loaded gun at my head. This went on for years, but I survived. Now this is the kick in the ***, in order to survive, and I almost did not tried to kill myself when I...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M 1 Response Jun 6, 2010

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    Extreme

    There are many questions people ask that I can't answer simply. "Was your's a good childhood?" Well it wasn't really good or bad it was just really extreme. The bad times were really bad and the good times were really good. One year my parents were strict Christians and the next...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 31, 2011

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    Anticipation:

      God I must be the saddest person out there, It seems I anticipate so much and that just makes the let downs even worse. I am not sure what is wrong with me that  people seem to not be interested in me at all. Maybe Im boring, or its the way I look, or Im to serious...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M 3 Responses Jun 9, 2010

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    Overwhelmed!

      I dont like this feeling Im having today. My stomach is in a knot and up in my throat at the same time. I have been ok but feel that most of the people Iv gained, here and in my life are slipping away, It really is hard to not think people really dont care, that if it...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M 5 Responses Jun 23, 2010

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    Me, Myself, And I

         There is a lot of things that I have done in my life that I haven't even told my close personal friends about. I have found experiences that I have done that I am still scared to click "me too" on them because I know people will start to think...
    DraygenS DraygenS 41-45, F 2 Responses Jun 7, 2010

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    Hidden Beneath The Smile.

    I have come to the conclusion about my life that i serve no purpose any longer....Being raised in a christian home I would pray everyday from the time i was sixteen up until i was 21 asking,begging, and pleading with God what is my purpose in life and everyday their was never...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 9, 2012

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    I Am Not What Some Think Iam

    I am karla a mother wife good friend one who has a big heart and iam a giver not a taker  iam a humanatarin i love to give to those that dont have . i give becalse it brings me joy  i dont give to say well god will give it back to me i give 100% if i give my time money...
    lunnas lunnas 41-45, F 4 Responses Jun 3, 2010

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    It's Complicated

    Here it goes. I think I have forgotten who I am. When I was younger, I was very sensitive and the world around me was very rough. I knew that I couldn't survive unless I learned how to protect myself. I couldn't take being beaten, tossed around or forgotten anymore. I couldn't...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 30, 2011

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    What Would?

    What would happen if i saw him 5 years from now? Would he recognize me? Would he know my name? Out of my curiosity I ask myself these questions: Would he approach or just keep facing forward? What would he say? Would it be awarded? How would I act? How would he act? Constantly...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 3, 2011

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    Me Too

    I am here to express myself without restrictions, completely unleashed... BUT If there is an instance in which I come off as rude or egotistical in any way no matter how small, PLEASE LET ME KNOW... because I am also here to become a better person, someone who is more...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25 3 Responses Jun 24, 2010

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    I'm here to be real! My feet want to run, but can barely walk. My brain wants to stay lit up, but seems to flip on and off. I try desperately to shut it off. When it does shut off...
    Susiedisney Susiedisney 56-60, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    What are the characteristics of an old soul? What is the attitude of an old soul??? The attitude you will find an old soul will express are in the lines of contentment and being...
    Stephenrko Stephenrko 36-40, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    The thing about reality , is that it always was what it is. But what changes reality is our mind. A collection of beings, whose thoughts have become more larger than reality itself...
    ordy ordy 31-35, M 3 days ago

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    Where do I start…? I suppose the beginning is as good a place as any. I had my first boyfriend when I was 14, and I was certain he was the one. We were soul mates, and I was...
    Midnax149 Midnax149 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I went on a really nice date last night and I can't help but brag... It was perfect in every way, even the screw ups were just plain magical... My date had gotten stranded...
    N1n74 N1n74 22-25, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I met my twin soul 13 years ago. We met online unexpected (wasn't looking for a partner) and very young. I was in a relationship. We found out we only lived about 4 miles apart so...
    Fatescollided11 Fatescollided11 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    We met in 2002. We became a couple in 2007. That's when We started to awaken. Now I'm finally able to put my experience into words. The truth about twin souls is more than one may...
    Fatescollided11 Fatescollided11 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    i just love going barefoot i like to be barefoot cause i get to see my feet. i love my feet. anytime i am barefoot i get hard lol. im attracted to being barefoot it makes me feel...
    Chris4323 Chris4323 13-15, M Jun 23

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    its hard to have found your soulmate. i thought i did once and stil kinda do and she is stil perfect even when i see her flaws she is stil perfect and we fit perfect together but...
    vince89 vince89 26-30, M Jun 21

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    I love being in my bare feet. Sometimes I just take my shoes off and walk around. I usually don't wear shoes when I'm going out anymore, I'd rather be bare feet.
    NatashaKoren NatashaKoren 18-21, F 10 Responses Jun 21

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    Last year in school,I had an indoor Phys.Ed class.Besides the type of sports you would expect,the teacher had us go through a number of non-tradtional activities-among them a few...
    Richard6228 Richard6228 13-15, M Jun 21

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    I usually always wear a pair of converse or my work boots but the odd occasion I really enjoy waking barefoot. I love the sensations from the different surfaces and it just feels...
    HotelSierraDelta HotelSierraDelta 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 21

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    I am not cut out for this place, I am not strong as I once thought in my youth. I do not understand the things I thought once I had. I will never get used to the way things take...
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter 41-45, F 5 Responses Jun 20

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    Only sex is better to me than going barefoot on dirty streets while getting deep blackened soles and weird looks!I love the feeling of the different ground textures and the dirt...
    dirtyfeetboy dirtyfeetboy 46-50, M 7 Responses Jun 20

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    This morning I went out to the driveway to fetch the morning paper for my dad. I was wearing a tank top and shorts and I was barefoot at the time. I got about halfway across the...
    imalostcause99 imalostcause99 13-15, F Jun 19

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    Hi I am Jan I am 18 and I love being in my bare feet. I live in south Florida so I am always in my bare feet and always drive in my bare feet. I hate wearing any type of shoes and...
    barefootjan barefootjan 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 19

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    I just got back from visiting my mom and I drove there barefoot and did not bring my shoes. It felt so good driving barefoot and visiting my mom barefoot and not having shoes with...
    barefootjan barefootjan 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 19

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    I am blessed that I get to feel his arms around men. He is my calm, my lover, my best friend, my strength and my true life happiness. our energy together is undeniably passionate...
    Mama2ljre Mama2ljre 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 19

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    I always drive barefoot because I love the pedal under my foot! Even in the winter, I drive barefoot! To me wearing shoes is an impairment!
    13sorento 13sorento 41-45, M 1 Response Jun 18

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    I usually just go barefoot around the house or yard, but last night I decided I was gong to do it in a public place. It was pouring down rain but I needed something to drink, so I...
    justme05 justme05 22-25, M 3 Responses Jun 17

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    I love to walk barefoot anyplace even on the city streets. I've even walked barefoot in NYC. Anyone looking for a friend to go walking with, just contact me. I'd be happy to join...
    barefootfun42 barefootfun42 41-45, M Jun 16

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    Every chance I get I am barefoot, either at home or a friend's house. I hate wearing socks and only do if I have to, but as soon as I get home my feet are bare. I love feeling the...