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I Am Here To Bare My Soul

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    Hidden Beneath The Smile.

    I have come to the conclusion about my life that i serve no purpose any longer....Being raised in a christian home I would pray everyday from the time i was sixteen up until i was 21 asking,begging, and pleading with God what is my purpose in life and everyday their was never...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 9, 2012

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    Starting Now...

    I will only use Experience Project to share my being. I want to express who I am without feeling shameful, or guilted, or scared that my stories will be read by the wrong person. EP is not about that for me. How am I supposed to grow without being honest with myself? How am I...
    ShadowedThoughts ShadowedThoughts 26-30, F Mar 26, 2012

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    I Have Everything-- Why Do I Feel Sad?

    The thoughts... are attacking me again... Racing... My life is good, right? I'm a college student in America, a roof over my head, and family and friends that genuinely love me.People say I'm beautiful and intelligent and have a marvelous future. My family is financially stable...
    GenineFilS GenineFilS 18-21, F 2 Responses May 24, 2011

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    I Am

    I am a happy person by nature. I am religious. I am a work-aholic. I am not what I appear. I am shy. I am reserved. I am what I appear. I am a model. I am looking. I am listening. I am a person who lives to help others. I am in love with the day. I have posed nude. I am a writer...
    ActionJackson69 ActionJackson69 46-50, M 2 Responses Dec 8, 2011

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    So Lonely

    Ever since I can remember I have been alone and out in the cold. Lonely scared and confused . Moments of masking , playing , pretending, indulging to cover over the void. I have been given sooo much but yet I always am an outsider of life. So what's the point of having it all...
    Changeneeded Changeneeded 26-30, F Jan 25, 2013

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    My Soul.

      My soul is beginning to show itself, would that scare you, not me. I hope the world can see what is in me, it is good. Will people try to take it for themselves, I hope not. It is a wonderful thing to be able to feel what I feel. It is also a curse, because when you feel...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M Jun 22, 2010

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    I Am Not What Some Think Iam

    I am karla a mother wife good friend one who has a big heart and iam a giver not a taker  iam a humanatarin i love to give to those that dont have . i give becalse it brings me joy  i dont give to say well god will give it back to me i give 100% if i give my time money...
    lunnas lunnas 41-45, F 4 Responses Jun 3, 2010

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    It's Complicated

    Here it goes. I think I have forgotten who I am. When I was younger, I was very sensitive and the world around me was very rough. I knew that I couldn't survive unless I learned how to protect myself. I couldn't take being beaten, tossed around or forgotten anymore. I couldn't...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 30, 2011

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    Dont Get Girls.

    I just dont get it I trying to meet someone and yes I am not good at it. It is crazy, that they complain about someone not treating them right and yet they turn around and do it again????. At work today two where talking with me and just didnot care that a guy had a girl or that...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M Jun 6, 2010

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    Butterflies

    I swear just one look at you butterflies start fluttering in my stomach . Its like I can see the future in just one look at you. What's stopping me from speaking and letting you know truly how I feel.? I don't know maybe an invisible shield. Well let me tell u honey I have grown...
    nubian13 nubian13 31-35 2 Responses Mar 9, 2013

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    Overwhelmed!

      I dont like this feeling Im having today. My stomach is in a knot and up in my throat at the same time. I have been ok but feel that most of the people Iv gained, here and in my life are slipping away, It really is hard to not think people really dont care, that if it...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M 4 Responses Jun 23, 2010

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    Me, Myself, And I

         There is a lot of things that I have done in my life that I haven't even told my close personal friends about. I have found experiences that I have done that I am still scared to click "me too" on them because I know people will start to think...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 7, 2010

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    Anticipation:

      God I must be the saddest person out there, It seems I anticipate so much and that just makes the let downs even worse. I am not sure what is wrong with me that  people seem to not be interested in me at all. Maybe Im boring, or its the way I look, or Im to serious...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M 3 Responses Jun 9, 2010

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    Extreme

    There are many questions people ask that I can't answer simply. "Was your's a good childhood?" Well it wasn't really good or bad it was just really extreme. The bad times were really bad and the good times were really good. One year my parents were strict Christians and the next...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 31, 2011

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    This Is Hard.

      OK, here I go. I had a bad childhood, I was abused by a step family member badly, to the point of having a loaded gun at my head. This went on for years, but I survived. Now this is the kick in the ***, in order to survive, and I almost did not tried to kill myself when I...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M 1 Response Jun 6, 2010

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    What Would?

    What would happen if i saw him 5 years from now? Would he recognize me? Would he know my name? Out of my curiosity I ask myself these questions: Would he approach or just keep facing forward? What would he say? Would it be awarded? How would I act? How would he act? Constantly...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 3, 2011

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    I Wan't To But Can't

    For fear of being judged, I cannot talk about what I feel lately. I feel clammed up and vilified as well.
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Apr 14, 2010

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    Smack Me Please.

    Sometimes I wish someone would just walk up to me and say straighten up boy and smack some sense into me. Sounds stupid but that may be what it takes, unless I take care of me myself. Anyhow, I am just tired of me, and the fact that my insurance isnt paying anymore. So now I have...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M Jul 5, 2010

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    Here I Am Again.

      I wonder if everyone is tired of me yet, it happens and has happened. If so Ill apoligize for it now.  Its just I have no where else to go, or any place that I can talk or write what Im feeling. I know its mostly the same stuff, wish it was more interesting. It is...
    wodman1 wodman1 46-50, M Jun 23, 2010

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    Three Year It Has Been at 5:25am This Morning

    Three Years Since i Saw the man that I gave myself away to my first, last and Never to be Seen again. I was going through my journal last night and Reading All the thing i wrote about him and me how i promised myself never to speak to him again about how big of a fool i am for...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 22, 2010

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    Me Too

    I am here to express myself without restrictions, completely unleashed... BUT If there is an instance in which I come off as rude or egotistical in any way no matter how small, PLEASE LET ME KNOW... because I am also here to become a better person, someone who is more...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25 3 Responses Jun 24, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    That is because I share some things I wouldn't want my real world family and friends to know and also because I am by nature a private person. But it would be nice if after I'm...
    alteregoeleven alteregoeleven 46-50, M 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I am married to a wonderful guy, and I am very happy, generally. Yes, he has his flaws, like all of us. Most of which I can live with, no problem. But one stands out for me, and I...
    Jerakeen Jerakeen 31-35, F 3 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    Me and my friend Matthew were waiting wwe and the rock was doing the sharpshooter,so me and Matthew began to play fight!! I then grabbed his feet and I had him in the sharpshooter...
    Allstar1993 Allstar1993 22-25, M 11 hrs ago

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    So heres my heart (left) and soul (right). Since there is no screen this should tell you im not very user friendly. Go away.
    IchBinDeutsch IchBinDeutsch 13-15, M 13 hrs ago

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    Today I went to put gas in my car when lo and behold, I saw some guy walking into the gas station barefoot. Believe it or not, it's really rare to see another barefooter down here...
    Barefooter25 Barefooter25 36-40, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I think Old souls can learn a thing or two from younger ones. We can learn how to be comfortable with competition, how to put in the effort to work a bit more in this world to get...
    Crownite Crownite 22-25, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    We are one! When our eyes first met so many years ago we became one! We are one! Our first date was more than a date it was the first time that we were one together! We are one...
    SuperFisherMan SuperFisherMan 70+, M 8 Responses 3 days ago

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    I have a soft spot in my heart for troubled souls. For I am one too. We all have our obstacles. I'm here to be a rock for anybody who needs it. ??
    Awesg Awesg 18-21, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    Finding my soulmate here in my country is hard where homosexuals are slowly fighting their way to gain respect. It's just hard to find someone who doesn't either cringe at you for...
    Ryel004F Ryel004F 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    My childhood and early life was filled with conflict and turmoil. I took comfort with those who were kind and gentle, allowing myself to also be kind and gentle. I never quite fit...
    jp20156 jp20156 41-45, M 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I think it's the intimacy of feeling you... all of you... every inch! Your bare skin as it slides against mine... causing such a delicious friction that only the two of us know...
    AliceIsInWonderland AliceIsInWonderland 36-40, F 14 Responses 5 days ago

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    Hello, My name is Nicole, i have been a psychic since i was 15 years old, i have been helping people with there love lifes, finance’s, Jobs, and just being there for there...
    psychicnicole psychicnicole 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    Hello, My name is Nicole, i have been a psychic since i was 15 years old, i have been helping people with there love lifes, finance’s, Jobs, and just being there for there...
    psychicnicole psychicnicole 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    Hello, My name is Nicole, i have been a psychic since i was 15 years old, i have been helping people with there love lifes, finance’s, Jobs, and just being there for there...
    psychicnicole psychicnicole 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    It's been about three months of driving and going a lot of places barefoot and it's feeling great! I have less dead skin on my feet and it's something of a de-stresser. As a kid, I...
    Freefeet4 Freefeet4 36-40, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I do away with foot wear whenever I can and the soles of my feet are toughened to walking outside. On a slightly different note, I like to chat barefoot with those who are barefoot...
    BlackCrowWatchman BlackCrowWatchman 26-30, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    We do not have souls we are souls. Everyone has angels/spirit guides, it's your choice to notice them or not.
    demipuff demipuff 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I love driving barefoot. I feel I have a lot more control of the car. In fact, I've found that if I'm driving a manual shift I can't work a clutch if I'm wearing shoes. By the...
    MeghanL MeghanL 26-30, F 10 Responses a week ago

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    I'm new to this but I want some feed back on twin flames I have a story through remember I didn't about twin flames its Long but interesting because is over a 7 year period Hello...
    june2009 june2009 22-25, M Jul 25

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    Eventually, that is. It might be in a couple years or so when I can go barefoot without being looked at funny in public. I mean I'll probably wear some kind of shoe, like a...
    LadyBarefoot LadyBarefoot 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 25

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    When I was a kid I used to go to a place called summer hill. There was pond that had tadpoles in a lot so used to go in it to "catch tadpoles" even though I would never take them...
    messyD messyD 26-30, M 3 Responses Jul 23

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    I love to be barefoot I go barefoot everywhere I go. I went to the store barefoot and I go barefoot in the winter too And I never ware shoes. And I sometimes go barefoot at school...
    Altickler Altickler 13-15, M 1 Response Jul 23

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    You are a visionary soul You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness. Connected to all things spiritual, you are very in touch with your soul. You are wise and bright...