I Am Hiv Positive And Have Been Looking For Love

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    I Am Hiv Positive

    I am a 29 year old lady ,who was recently diagnosed with hiv and am feeling vulnerable.I went for a test after I found out and realised my ex boyfriend had multiple sex partners and girlfriends whilst he was with me ,and we did not use protection the entire time. I had met...
    marymex marymex
    31-35, F
    9 Responses Oct 8, 2013

    Born With The Virus

    i am 22years of age. I was born with hiv from my father who infected my mum. I was very healthy and fine as a kid and i got diagnosized at the age of 13 and later found out i had it at 18. i still look good and healthy though i am on meds. i have tried looking for people like me...
    dav1991 dav1991
    22-25
    2 Responses Nov 24, 2012

    2013

    It has been a long time since the last time a shared a “story”, Yet, so many things have happened in my life (mostly good), that I have decided to once more sit down and share. Truly 2012 was a blessed year for me. I had my social “coming-out” as a gay man…and to be...
    Ralphsnt69 Ralphsnt69
    46-50, M
    1 Response Jan 19, 2013

    I Imagine Him To Be There, And I Know He Will Find Me...

    I just knew about my status April this year. I'm 23, a high school teacher in the Philippines and at first I was depressed to have known that I'm HIV positive, but in a weird way, thankful still to have known sooner. I can say that part of the things that happened in my life can...
    Xelestino Xelestino
    26-30, M
    1 Response Sep 10, 2013

    PARA 911

    FINALLY GET THE CHANGE TO SPEAK TO PEOPLE UNDERSTAND ,HOPE YOU WELL,WHERE DO I START I WAS DIAGNOSE WITH HIV AT THE AGE OF 24YEARS AND AM NOW 33YEARS,in 2008 i got diagnose with TB BELIEVE YOU ME THAT WAS THE WORST TIME  OF MY LIFE,AS MY CAREER JUST STARTED,WAS HOSPTILIZE AND A...
    para911 para911
    31-35, F
    6 Responses Oct 6, 2013

    You Say Nothing Is Impossible? Well, Read This!!!

    I haven't shared this with anyone and it is making me heavier by the day and tougher by the night. I couldn't share this with anyone mainly because I can't. But being online, I think I can. This is probably going to be a long one so please bear with me... I have been a loner...
    FacelessGuy FacelessGuy
    18-21
    2 Responses Oct 21, 2012

    So sad to think that all the other pages have

    hundreds of experience shared and only 32 on this page?
    Bilharzia Bilharzia
    31-35, F
    Feb 11

    I AM HIV+…AND I HAVE FOUND LOVE…ON EP!

    ! The last story I had shared was one in which I had posed a question…at what point in a relationship does sex become secondary? That was back in October. I had been in a relationship since the previous May with a kind hearted man who was good to me. I had originally been...
    Ralphsnt69 Ralphsnt69
    46-50, M
    3 Responses May 2, 2014

    Hiv+ But Still Looking For Love

    been hiv + since1995, was married for 20 yrs and my wife ask for a dovorce after i was told i had hiv, it was a sexless marriage, that doesn't make any of this right have not been on a date in a long time but hoping to find a hiv+ women interested in love soon!!!
    viewer1977 viewer1977
    36-40
    14 Responses Nov 7, 2013

    There's No Way To Love

    Being diagnosed hiv positive made me think about myself in a way I didn't before. Because I have to take care of my health and stop being carefree, I 've come to realize that the biggest challenge is not to find love but really love myself enough to make the good choices for me...
    lenovah lenovah
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Oct 22, 2013

    I m 31 have been living wth HIV fo 12 yrs,

    i m healthy and gud luking i hav been searching fo the love of my life ever since my hubby passed on in 2006 but i couldnt find some one who is seriouse to settle down Its sad to meet some one whodoes not understand wht u going throu. Still hoping to find lov im tired of being...
    Shaar Shaar
    31-35, F
    8 Responses Jan 6, 2014

    Hi my name is rican am hiv looking

    for a friend that have hiv someday I known that I will find love again feeling lonely 😔😔😔😔😔will find love soon😍😍😍😍😍
    rican50 rican50
    51-55, F
    5 Responses Oct 28, 2014

    it is hard to find love here in Kenya.

    .i am pretty young 20year old girl..am looking for a serious long term relationship but it seems its hard.are there men out there who would date a Kenyan girl?
    Mergann Mergann
    18-21, F
    Apr 18

     THINKING ABOUT THE VERY FIRST TIME I

    MEET THAT IDEAL POZ FEMALE WHO UNDERSTANDS WHAT IM GOING THROUGH AS FAR AS TRYING TO DATE SOMEONE WHO IS NOT HIV POZ 
    suckherfeet suckherfeet
    36-40
    1 Response Feb 5

    Confused And Mad At Myself

    Low self esteem does kill. I've always seen myself as ugly since my ex-love dumped me. I was never able to recover from her marriage with another guy. I actually fell in love with her at first sight. It was a quinceanera (a sweet fifteen), i was participating in. My best friend...
    tyson2jr2004 tyson2jr2004
    26-30, M
    1 Response Mar 11, 2013

    I have read a lot of stories in the internet

    about how an a gay man find love despite his condition— stories that are encouraging and inspiring. And I for one, is also hoping to find TRUE LOVE here. Im 29 and still want to live a happy and healthy life longer. I got a regular permanent job— a very noble one indeed. I...
    IamAugust IamAugust
    31-35, M
    5 Responses May 3, 2014

    Hello everyone!! It takes me ages to write

    this first review and specially so much power. Do you know that feeling when you talking with yourself about how nice is to be single but, deeply inside of you,, there is the true side of you which is still secretly waiting for the right person to come along. I am still very...
    poolboy1991 poolboy1991
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jul 18, 2014

    not important about past that's have gone,

    stay strong and looking forward to future, I'm ladyboy who had hiv+ sometimes I'm really lonely I need friends who can respect and understand me, of course I need love, I hope to find someone who like ladyboys in this site, write me if you really looking for the same things as...
    AngelPlus AngelPlus
    22-25, T
    1 Response Sep 25, 2015

    New Beggings

    I am a 42 year old hiv poz. Blk male who lives in bklyn ny. And have been diagnosed since 1999. I'm healthy and undetectable. I'm currently in a relationship with a woman who is poz too status the same. The thing is I caught her cheating. I want out of the relationship. Im...
    yoogi yoogi
    41-45, M
    10 Responses Jun 14, 2013

    I try not to have a pity party at times however

    sometimes I cannot help it. I have a hiv side effect known as lipodystrophy which makes my stomach stick out in a funny way. Dieting does not get rid of it, a new medicine for it call Egrifta does not work, and if I have liposuction it will come right back. I have not had a...
    androne9864 androne9864
    46-50, M
    1 Response Jun 11, 2015

    Less Than A Month Pregnant But Still Hoping A Soulmate And A Deserving Father

    I am a very beautiful 24 years old young woman, I made a stupid mistake but created a beautiful and most precious thing that night. I dated a guy for 2 months who cheated on me every weekend and just when I was about to break up with him I found out I am pregnant. Now I am stuck...
    Fhatu Fhatu
    26-30, F
    7 Responses Sep 23, 2013

    I HAD a best friend whom I haven't seen

    for months... and when I met him again, I noticed something. He no longer talks to me and pretends to not seeing me. Im his FB account, i noticed some of his posts with my ex boyfie. And many times I saw them together. It's quite awkward for me seeing them together. I don't...
    IamAugust IamAugust
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Nov 9, 2014

    I Havent Given Up

    Hi, I have been hiv positive now for almost 4 years I got hiv from a ex that hasn't a clue where he got it from I loved him with all my heart and was blind to him cheating on me almost the whole 3 years we were together and when I finally left him a year later I found out I was...
    frogie61 frogie61
    26-30, F
    19 Responses May 29, 2013

    Living Positive And Looking For True Love

    i am 22years of age. I was born with hiv from my father who infected my mum. I was very healthy and fine as a kid and i got diagnosized at the age of 13 and later found out i had it at 18. i still look good and healthy though i am on meds. i have tried looking for people like me...
    dav1991 dav1991
    22-25
    7 Responses Nov 24, 2012

    M 38 India looking for love.

    ...............................!
    nikhiljoshi1123 nikhiljoshi1123
    36-40, M
    1 Response Jan 3
    captnemo1955 captnemo1955
    56-60
    1 Response Nov 27, 2015

    Hiv Has A Herbal Cure

    Baariz Herbal The Cure To Hiv.certifed And Aproved Read Baariz has herbal origin, it was tested in the Nagoya University, Japan for its anti-HIV activity in laboratory conditions on cell lines infected with HIV, using MTT assay, where Baariz has shown strong Anti-HIV, virucidal...
    hivhebalcure hivhebalcure
    41-45, M
    4 Responses Oct 19, 2013

    Hiv+ And Still Hoping To Find Real Love

    I'm HIV+ And have been for 5 years And still haven't given up on love. I'm in South Africa, found the site while in my quest searching for Information about the disease. Moved from home left my family trying to find love And my purpose still after 5 years I'm not giving up...
    zann84 zann84
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Jun 3, 2013

    Hiv+ For Over Twenty Years

    I have been hiv positive for 23 years.  I am very tired of being alone.  Sometime I think people are scard of me.   I am very open about my status.  My health is great and I work full time and go to grad school.  I want to find someone to share my life.  Sometimes I just...
    Marco1141 Marco1141
    46-50
    15 Responses Mar 17, 2012

    How HIV Children Are Injured And Kill By The

    Actions Of The City Of Salinas, Ca. The Salinas Valley is one of the largest agricultural centers in the USA and the city of Salinas, Ca., which is located there, releases toxic chemicals which can get into the food grown in the Salinas Valley. Some of the toxic...
    marcthegiantkiller marcthegiantkiller
    56-60, M
    Jul 11, 2015

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