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I Am Holding Back The Tears

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    Simply Red

    holding back the tears.....
    sharpTresHombre sharpTresHombre 41-45, M Jun 10, 2010

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    I can't do it anymore!

    My tears can no longer be held in. I've held in my pain long enough, today I even woke up crying..
    Bryonna123 Bryonna123 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 8, 2013

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    Inner Strength...or Maybe Weakness..

    The most I've cried in many years is four tears. Four tears for fear, loss and self anger. A long time ago my father told me that real men don't cry. I took him on that because I wanted to make him happy. So I taught myself not to cry. I learned how to suck back the sobs and...
    BillyCistra BillyCistra 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 17, 2011

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    Tears are not reasonable

    Feel so guilty, feel like a monster. Must have made some mistake, must have hurt someone. But there's not a single explanation equivalent to those words said. The look on his face; the aversion of eye sight. I'm sure I did something wrong, but I don't know what it is. Negativity...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 7, 2013

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    A doctor entered the hospital in hurry

    after being called in for an urgent surgery. He answered the call asap, changed his clothes and went directly to the surgery block. He found the boy’s father pacing in the hall waiting for the doctor. On seeing him, the father yelled, “Why did you take all this time to come...
    AJAY2404 AJAY2404 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 12, 2014

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    As I hug my youngest son

    and I hear his little voice whispering in my ear: - I love you mummy.
    AN76 AN76 36-40, F Nov 17, 2014

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    Not Anymore

    Because I can't hold it anymore... and now the tears won't stop coming. words cannot express how badly hurt i am now.
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 29, 2013

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    Dancing Through Glass Tears Of "pane"

    While chatting with a dear woman and friend of mine here, AlyceNWonderland, I noticed her status talked about swimming through glass tears.  Her status made me think and below is the thought that followed. Rain drops pounding on the window like glass prisms falling from the sky...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F May 12, 2011

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    I'm a romantic, so sue me ;-). I really do think holding hands is romantic, and now to find someone to hold hands with... darn, there is always a fly in the ointment!
    Macitwillbe Macitwillbe 51-55, M 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    anybody holding this morning
    Direwolf65 Direwolf65 46-50, M 3 days ago

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    - The worst kind of back talking: Talking negative about someone who isn't there to people who know the person. It can harm the person because people will always believe what they...
    AngelicLights AngelicLights 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    Lock him up for a day or two initially, then a few days, and then maybe work up to a week or more. Rules are good. Maybe he gets unlocked only when he’s chained to the bed. Then...
    ItalianVelvet ItalianVelvet 41-45, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    He is still making me hold! He said it won't be long now! He removed my gag and gave me some water! He pressed on my bladder and smiled! He's proud of me! He put the gag back on...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Always having to bite my tongue for the sake of others. It's not fair. I'm stuck in a place with no way out that I can see. Some how I've managed
    js246 js246 22-25 4 days ago

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    We should talk about how leather backpacks got the opportunity to be surely understood in the business world and in the domain of outline all meanwhile. In any case, we have to see...
    billyhebron billyhebron 26-30, M 6 days ago

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    Going back in to time to change mistakes I have made would be awesome obviously but I would even like to just go back in time to live through some of the big moments even without...
    nicholas25 nicholas25 26-30, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm holding my poop in right now
    mrlumberdick mrlumberdick 22-25 a week ago

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    it's easy to believe if you could go back in time and change the things that went wrong it would fix everything. When you're the one who is being destructive, destroying everything...
    Sakaratte Sakaratte 26-30, M a week ago

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    Just waiting until your bladder is absolutely bursting and you can barely contain it a moment longer. yes Holding a Major **** is enjoyable.
    Nexxus Nexxus 46-50, F 7 Responses a week ago

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    ....or call back. And then ur so pissed and u can't say anything or send them more texts/calls cause then ur "irrational" and "needy" .... Just call when u say u will and text bAck...
    Merrmaid Merrmaid 36-40, F 23 Responses Jul 27

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    Right now I have been holding for 28 hours.My goal is 36 or 40
    excitedwhale excitedwhale 13-15, M Jul 27

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    I would like to start time over, and not be born. This way, the people that I have affected will not be touched. Those stupid memories of me, and mistakes will be forever be...
    MsRebel MsRebel 31-35, F 5 Responses Jul 27

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    Anyone want to do a pee holding contest
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 27

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    Sometimes I wish I could just go back and never meet you but then I know I wouldn't be me, this version of me, then and I love how I became. I hate when you pop into my mind and a...
    StrongWoman9 StrongWoman9 26-30, F Jul 27

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    let's be real I waste my time to reach out to you and you don't reach back idgaf if I just said HI you've gotta say hi back that's how communication works babe come on people keep...
    stella2b3 stella2b3 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 26

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    I'd love to go back to the 50's. Things seemed simple. Everything now is so complicated and there's so many choices and options. I would have loved to raise my kids back then, we...
    reynanv reynanv 26-30, F 9 Responses Jul 26

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    Tonight I let them fall. In the dark by myself. I didn't stop them. The flowed steadily and I felt each one. My thoughts were everywhere from what if to what should have been and...
    bethany444 bethany444 46-50, F 5 Responses Jul 26

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    GOD BLESS THE DAY HOW I GET MY EX HUSBAND BACK Hello my name is Babarah from CANADA. i just want to share my experience and testimony here.. i was married for 6 years to my...
    babarah babarah 22-25, F Jul 26

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    I've been talking to my ex for about 3 months before either of us developed feelings. From the beginning, he was honest with me and told me he didn't want a relationship. I...
    ocsyahs ocsyahs 18-21, F Jul 26

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    I would go back and live in the time of cavemen. Planet earth was so great back then.
    GZPJ GZPJ 13-15, M 4 Responses Jul 26

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    Back home in Paris for the week:D it sooo great to be back:)
    MsSullivan MsSullivan 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 25

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    So working on this right now don,t no how much longer i can last..But going to be very good...
    deleted deleted 26-30 10 Responses Jul 25

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    Walking side by side, I always anticipate that moment when I feel her little hand slide into mine, because it invariably always does. I teach her how a good hand-holding works...
    1gr8guy 1gr8guy 41-45, M 6 Responses Jul 24

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    So I am a bit frustrated with my life right now. Actually I'm VERY frustrated but I don't know what to do about it. I'm going to be 28 years old pretty soon and I still live at...
    sweetsexxylexy sweetsexxylexy 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 24

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    I would DIE to get my Bank Teller Job back... It was the best thing that ever happened to me. I wish I had my job back. It was the only good thing I had going for me...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F Jul 24

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    I'm pretty chill. Even as a kid I was laid back. I was a wild child, but still laid back. I like to hang out with our calm people. What's the point in letting small things get to...
    Pulpnonfiction Pulpnonfiction 18-21, M Jul 24

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    I remember working at a Toy Store in NYC. I have a lot going on. When the new store was built back after hurricane Sandy hit, I believe my computer in particular at work was...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 24

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    My friends usually text back somewhat right away but a few take for ever and it annoys me and if the READ IT AND DONT TEXT BACK that gets me so mad ( yes I meant to put caps )
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 23

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    I would love for my dad and stepmom to get back together. I would love everything to be just like it was 5 years ago. I really want that. I want someone to laugh and talk to. I...
    tRueInSAnItY tRueInSAnItY 18-21, F Jul 22

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    If I could go back in time...I would love it. My dad died ten years ago when I was six years old. I would easily go back to when he wasn't in pain and he could do things without me...
    ThisIsHowIAm ThisIsHowIAm 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 20

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    This is going back to my extreme suicide attempt back in November 2002. I was at a point where I was losing everything in my life and made a complete mess of myself, my first GF...
    WokenandOpen WokenandOpen 31-35, M Jul 20

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    The other day thought, hmmmm, I'd like to begin a series of jots and tittles under a theme say of a diary of a madman for example and to my horror, it got eaten away by Gorgonzoola...
    Annodumbaknee Annodumbaknee 36-40, M Jul 20

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