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I Am Holding Back The Tears

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    I can't do it anymore!

    My tears can no longer be held in. I've held in my pain long enough, today I even woke up crying..
    Bryonna123 Bryonna123 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 8, 2013

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    Simply Red

    holding back the tears.....
    sharpTresHombre sharpTresHombre 41-45, M Jun 10, 2010

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    Tears are not reasonable

    Feel so guilty, feel like a monster. Must have made some mistake, must have hurt someone. But there's not a single explanation equivalent to those words said. The look on his face; the aversion of eye sight. I'm sure I did something wrong, but I don't know what it is. Negativity...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F Dec 7, 2013

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    Inner Strength...or Maybe Weakness..

    The most I've cried in many years is four tears. Four tears for fear, loss and self anger. A long time ago my father told me that real men don't cry. I took him on that because I wanted to make him happy. So I taught myself not to cry. I learned how to suck back the sobs and...
    BillyCistra BillyCistra 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 17, 2011

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    Not Anymore

    Because I can't hold it anymore... and now the tears won't stop coming. words cannot express how badly hurt i am now.
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 29, 2013

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    As I hug my youngest son

    and I hear his little voice whispering in my ear: - I love you mummy.
    AN76 AN76 36-40, F Nov 17, 2014

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    A doctor entered the hospital in hurry

    after being called in for an urgent surgery. He answered the call asap, changed his clothes and went directly to the surgery block. He found the boy’s father pacing in the hall waiting for the doctor. On seeing him, the father yelled, “Why did you take all this time to come...
    AJAY2404 AJAY2404 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 12, 2014

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    Dancing Through Glass Tears Of "pane"

    While chatting with a dear woman and friend of mine here, AlyceNWonderland, I noticed her status talked about swimming through glass tears.  Her status made me think and below is the thought that followed. Rain drops pounding on the window like glass prisms falling from the sky...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F May 12, 2011

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    I have never had someone wipe away my tears, mostly because I don't let people see me cry, ever. I only let one person see me cry. I don't think I'll ever be comfortable letting...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 16 hrs ago

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    I lost him and will probably never get him back I love his so much and always will I am such a *****
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    perhaps this is a little bit cliche... but if i could go back, i'd go back to the time i was w/my ex boyfriend. i think he was some sort of a psychopath. he strongly enjoys dating...
    screambloodygore screambloodygore 26-30, F 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    I really miss it. I'm not saying the company name or anything like that because I don't want this to be used against me since I am currently looking for work... and I hope no one...
    Johnviolinist823 Johnviolinist823 22-25, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I was dumped the other day, the fallout was destructive for me. Like Jacqueline Briggs from MKX just did her xray mover on my ribcage. But back to reality, she just said she wanted...
    Ilovefeet2015 Ilovefeet2015 18-21, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I tease myself to the point of ****** and then stop so that I start to throb but don't have a full blown ******. I do this for about fifteen minutes before I finally let myself go...
    thenymphomanic thenymphomanic 26-30, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    bellejamielyn23 bellejamielyn23 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    asabagroupholdings asabagroupholdings 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    I must start off with a clarification that there is a certain part of my life that I would not trade the world for. Those of you that know me know what I am talking about. However...
    aldnaz aldnaz 46-50, M 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    I just want this to go away. Back in January I lost the group of friends I had been extremely close with for the last 4 years. That was very hard for me. I spent weeks in a...
    juli123 juli123 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    holding the hand of someone I love is the best feeling in my life
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 3 days ago

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    1st Year High when I first fell in love and I don't want it because I'm too insecure to admit it. I don't think Im pretty enough to fall in love with him. My insecurity ate me.
    playingbrave playingbrave 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    I hold back how I feel so my Man won't get upset at me. I'm tired of not feeling because I'm scared he will get upset or leave me. It's no way to live.
    idontknowwhattodo123 idontknowwhattodo123 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I gotta pee and I've been holding for a couple hours now. I drank lots and lots of liquid. any girls want to chat with a desperate guy?
    Tom1234P Tom1234P 31-35, M 4 days ago

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    My husband gets mad at me because of my moods. I tell him I don't know why I'm angry he just gets more upset with me. Reasons I'm angry: My dad just stopping at my house whenever...
    Slackergirl Slackergirl 31-35, F 4 days ago

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    Just woke up! Still with my bladder full! Holding it now since 34 hours!! I'm laying in bed, squirming!
    bellyyyy bellyyyy 18-21, F 8 Responses 4 days ago

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    He leaves like it never happened, then comes back like he never left... Then leaves again.
    XxSuicidalKissesxX XxSuicidalKissesxX 13-15, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Holding it since 15 hours again now. Anyone want to Roleplay a desperation scenario? I'm open for almost anything. Some suggestions: - gf / bf desperation (both desperate or boy...
    bellyyyy bellyyyy 18-21, F 7 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'd like to go back in time. If I could I would go back and warn myself about the dangers of lack of sleep. I would also like to meet both Honest Abe and Thomas Jefferson...
    Maybeincubus Maybeincubus 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    I just officially broke my record of 26 hours! Should I keep holding all that hot pee inside my poor, overfilled bladder?
    bellyyyy bellyyyy 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Hey I am back I had to get off ep for a while and get my life back in order but it's an order and now I'm back so anyone wants to talk or anything like that just message me
    crazedwolf1717 crazedwolf1717 16-17, M 6 days ago

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    Victor Edozien in NASDAQ Closing Bell Event on Behalf of Successful United States Middle Market Companies Victor Edozien, CEO of SET Enterprises Inc, a portfolio company of Asaba...
    bellejamielyn23 bellejamielyn23 22-25, F a week ago

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    i'm so scared. i can feel it. i can feel the darkness wrapping around me, holding me closely. i can feel it tinting everything in my life. all of the good things in my life...
    daydreamer27 daydreamer27 16-17, F Jun 24

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    I'm planning on holding all day at work today. It's currently 10am I finish at 6pm, then I have an hour journey home. Last time I peed was an hour ago... I'll keep you updated...
    djamb djamb 31-35, F 17 Responses Jun 24

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    I think holding hands in public is one of the best ways to show someone how much you care about them. It is so adorable to take a stroll and enjoy the beauty of nature, when one...
    deleted deleted 26-30 17 Responses Jun 22

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    NASDAQ Closing Bell Event on Behalf of Successful United States Middle Market Companies New York, NY, June 16, 2015 -- /EPR NETWORK/ -- Victor Edozien, CEO of SET Enterprises Inc...
    mikeyaugustineo6 mikeyaugustineo6 22-25, F Jun 21

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    It can halm your insides and cause problems. Trust me on that..
    Paul2v Paul2v 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 21

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    You know when you have a bad day, you can't help but manage to condemn yourself. So you end up crying, breaking all your morales. I don't want to cry because it makes me feel lost...
    Glumie57 Glumie57 16-17, F Jun 20

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    I love to be able to go back in time and prevent me dating my first girlfriend she ended up killing all the confidence with girls I had and now I hide behind being safe and pushing...
    IRONMARSTER IRONMARSTER 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 20

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