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I Am Holding Back The Tears

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    Inner Strength...or Maybe Weakness.. - The most I've cried in many years is four tears. Four tears for fear, loss and self anger. A long time ago my father told me that real men...
    BillyCistra BillyCistra 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 17, 2011

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    Tears are not reasonable - Feel so guilty, feel like a monster. Must have made some mistake, must have hurt someone. But there's not a single explanation equivalent to those words...
    GrumpyGrouchy GrumpyGrouchy 22-25, F Dec 7, 2013

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    Not Anymore - Because I can't hold it anymore... and now the tears won't stop coming. words cannot express how badly hurt i am now.
    kaaat101 kaaat101 16-17, F 4 Responses Nov 29, 2013

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    I can't do it anymore! My tears can no longer be held in. I've held in my pain long enough, today I even woke up crying..
    Bryonna123 Bryonna123 16-17, F 4 Responses Dec 8, 2013

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    Dancing Through Glass Tears Of "pane" - While chatting with a dear woman and friend of mine here, AlyceNWonderland, I noticed her status talked about swimming through...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F May 12, 2011

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    A doctor entered the hospital in hurry after being called in for an urgent surgery. He answered the call asap, changed his clothes and went directly to the surgery block. He found...
    AJAY2404 AJAY2404 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 12

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    I want to take the experience of one particular mistake, go back in time to before I made it, and use that memory of the experience to stop me making it. Doing that would stop all...
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    I miss her touch, I miss her smile, I miss holding her so so much. I miss the way we would laugh together and the way we would face a problem in life together and feel good...
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    I am 24 years old and just got out of a four year relationship with a 46 year old man. I met this guy in college when I was a fresh faced 20 year old. It was infatuation at first...
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    I keep thinking, About the words I’ll never say, And the things we’ll never do. I keep thinking, that it’s all my fault because we both know that it is. I keep...
    ILuvMusic229 ILuvMusic229 13-15, F Apr 7

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    I just do. I can't walk with someone without holding his or her hands. I feel secured and not alone and I just love people who'll hold my hand even though they're kinda sweaty :/
    Misaki7590 Misaki7590 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    peelover891 peelover891 31-35, M Mar 28

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    Never knew there was anyone like me out there. My boyfriend is a very hard worker. While he is at work he works very hard. Problem seems to be that he lets everything that others...
    geminigurl595 geminigurl595 41-45, F Apr 9

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    Just tilt it back to your face, and your hands stay clean.
    johnnyyukon johnnyyukon 31-35, M Mar 29

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    It seems that I am back here again. I haven't been back since forever. I wanted to avoid this. Just drama, and a lot of immature kids running around. Most of the people here are...
    xlostcause xlostcause 22-25, M Mar 19

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    Listening to..... Unpretty, - tlc Truly, madly, deeply- savage garden I'll never break your heart- backstreet boys Nice and slow- usher Come clean- Hilary duff I miss you- Aaliyah...
    TearfulNights22 TearfulNights22 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 22

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    My ex slipped something in my coffee and then had me od on colonopin and he faked a suicide note. i was dead on my bed. not breathing. no heartbeat. even urinated on myself. i was...
    ladyjenova ladyjenova 26-30, F Mar 22

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    I wish I could go back to either two times. I wish I could go back 3 years ago and tell my girlfriend how I felt when we were younger. Or go back 4 months ago and never date her.
    FullofFood FullofFood 16-17, M 2 Responses Mar 23

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    i have chronic back pain. After using many painkiller and gel then heat and ice that never worked, i looked online how to treat it because it was awful. I learned that caffeine can...
    voslung voslung 36-40, M Mar 24

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    I want to go back to a "simpler" time. Where the pace of life is slower. Where I can take the time to smell the roses and take things at a slower pace. I wish I can experience a...
    MINIONPOP MINIONPOP 16-17 1 Response Mar 28

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    Friday I backed into a big truck. Fortunately there was no damage to my small car. I vow to park only where I can drive out forward. From now on no backing out for me. I was kind...
    sara50 sara50 46-50, F Apr 7

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 7

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    I am a body rocker, my mom has told me since I was little that I will always be a body rocker and 10 years later she is still right. I rock back and forth, I am eighteen and can...
    kitcat2013 kitcat2013 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 10

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    I wish I could go back in time to when I was twelve or thirteen. I wouldn't have smoked and I probably would've got into guitar lessons to get better at playing. And on top of...
    mikeymindyou mikeymindyou 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    what I went threw let me tell you don't do it!!!! my ex right off the bat ask me to come back I didn't even get a chance to answer, all I saw was this nice looking dude sweet as...
    browneyes56 browneyes56 56-60, F a week ago

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    Wearing a heavy book bag has finally caught up to me. Since I moved off campus, I have to bring all my books with me for the day, and it gets pretty heavy but I'm use to it. The...
    Shygirl917 Shygirl917 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    My ex and I have been off and on for the last 10 years. We are very different yet in so many ways the same. He is a veteran and I am Bipolar. I tell you this because it is not an...
    NeNeStone NeNeStone 36-40, F 3 days ago

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    My ex and I have been off and on for the last 10 years. We are very different yet in so many ways the same. He is a veteran and I am Bipolar. I tell you this because it is not an...
    yanene yanene 31-35, F 1 day ago

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    I joined this group because, i really wanted to go back and start my life over completely and be a different person than I am today, but I realized now that I like the man I am...
    addictedtoweightlifting addictedtoweightlifting 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 20

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    I have moved back home with my mother and I hate it!!! She chucked me out at age of 19 and now because everything has went crazy up I had to move back in with her
    vic0023 vic0023 22-25, F Mar 23

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    I'm in 7th grande age 14 when we met and till 6 years our relation last we get engaged by our parents and when I turn 20 we get married but right after our marriage he always...
    maiyrah maiyrah 18-21, F Mar 23

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    Not necessarily go back. Seriously there is growing up experiences I don't want to repeat! Lol But, to take what I know now and apply it is what I can do and enjoy my life from...
    Cydney525K Cydney525K 41-45, F Mar 24

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    How wud it be like to go back and start all over again..First I would just bring out my confidence and enjoy my life....Participating in competetion,spending more time with friends...
    openheart92 openheart92 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    I have tons of regrets.. Things I wish I would have done differently. Missed opportunities, experiences that have scarred me for life, and some things I wish I had never tried but...
    DiosesOscuros DiosesOscuros 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 28

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    Hi everyone. If anyone has read my first story, then this is a mini 'continuation" regarding my ex-boyfriend. We've been talking on Facebook for a little while now, but I told...
    HurtGirl95 HurtGirl95 18-21, F Mar 28

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    i hate it . Its really rude to not text back.I mean come on texting only takes a few minutes and you can just text back and tell you're busy or gotta go.I mean seriosly is it that...
    Angelina1992 Angelina1992 18-21, F 15 Responses Mar 31

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    Hello EP WORLD! :) I am finally back after two years of not being on here. Updates about me? Well, I'm now 2years older than I was before, lols! :D AAAAANDDDD I am married! Been...
    TheYoungWifey TheYoungWifey 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 31

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    I got in to trouble at school as I was answering back the teachers so they phoned my mom and told her and said they will be sending a letter to her. when I got home from school I...
    tony2014 tony2014 13-15, M Apr 2

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    One day I was in my backyard . I was cracking my bullwhip . I started thinking about a dead rat I saw at my friend's house . Then all of a sudden I started looking for a dead...
    chriscool3232 chriscool3232 18-21, M Apr 3

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    Hey I'm back I had left EP for a bit but now I'm back sorry if I didn't reply to anyone
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    I wish I can go back and warn my mom of all the bull she's going to go thru with my dad. If he wasn't in the picture maybe my mom would've gotten married to someone else who would...
    Kaseirae14 Kaseirae14 22-25, F Apr 5

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    im coming back and posting things again! i wasn't here or posting things for a long time, but now im back!
    marvy42 marvy42 13-15, M Apr 6

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    I've been noticing my depression slowly start creeping back up again & I realized that I need to keep myself busy. So I decided to volunteer for the Big Sister Organization. This...
    blackeccentric blackeccentric 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    Are you very upset on your back pain? As more and more body problems,such as back pain,joint pain and so on I think everyone always wants to have a healthy body. So we should do to...
    mbtshoes2011 mbtshoes2011 22-25, F Apr 9

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    Well im getting him back, sort of. He left before I was born, hardly seen him since, cuz of his drinking and sorts. He gets out of jail soon, and wants to spend time with me, but I...
    Blissfulkissofdeath Blissfulkissofdeath 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I can't describe my feeling about her I can only think of it and think of it. This feeling is so frustrating and yet so calming. When you show someone what you feel and she is only...
    RedUnderground RedUnderground 16-17, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Hi everyone, i'm new to this so would just like to share a bit about my life, i am a single mother of 2 wonderful children &i'm trying to get my life back on track to say the past...
    anniesweet anniesweet 36-40, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I want to go back to college. I wasn't forced into the major I chose, but I didn't have a lot of options. I'm really good at what I do but I don't see myself doing it for the rest...
    MHam0528 MHam0528 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I love coming home and just relaxing nude. I will let my dog out in my backyard and just walk around my backyard nude for several minutes and enjoy the sun on my body. Does anyone...
    Bigtex0815 Bigtex0815 18-21, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Looking backward can be fun sometimes. We didn't have anything but I don't think we missed what we didn't have. Maybe today we have too much. We must have been tougher because the...
    lasergraph lasergraph 61-65, M 1 Response 1 day ago