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I Am Holding Back The Tears

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    Not Anymore

    Because I can't hold it anymore... and now the tears won't stop coming. words cannot express how badly hurt i am now.
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 16-17, F 4 Responses Nov 29, 2013

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    Tears are not reasonable

    Feel so guilty, feel like a monster. Must have made some mistake, must have hurt someone. But there's not a single explanation equivalent to those words said. The look on his face; the aversion of eye sight. I'm sure I did something wrong, but I don't know what it is. Negativity...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F Dec 7, 2013

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    Simply Red

    holding back the tears.....
    sharpTresHombre sharpTresHombre 41-45, M Jun 10, 2010

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    I can't do it anymore!

    My tears can no longer be held in. I've held in my pain long enough, today I even woke up crying..
    Bryonna123 Bryonna123 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 8, 2013

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    Dancing Through Glass Tears Of "pane"

    While chatting with a dear woman and friend of mine here, AlyceNWonderland, I noticed her status talked about swimming through glass tears.  Her status made me think and below is the thought that followed. Rain drops pounding on the window like glass prisms falling from the sky...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F May 12, 2011

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    A doctor entered the hospital in hurry

    after being called in for an urgent surgery. He answered the call asap, changed his clothes and went directly to the surgery block. He found the boy’s father pacing in the hall waiting for the doctor. On seeing him, the father yelled, “Why did you take all this time to come...
    AJAY2404 AJAY2404 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 12

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    Inner Strength...or Maybe Weakness..

    The most I've cried in many years is four tears. Four tears for fear, loss and self anger. A long time ago my father told me that real men don't cry. I took him on that because I wanted to make him happy. So I taught myself not to cry. I learned how to suck back the sobs and...
    BillyCistra BillyCistra 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 17, 2011

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    knowing that it is over. Knowing the truth from the start isn't any consolation. You scream for a chance to make it better. You wish for him to come back and wipe your tears away...
    jayatri17 jayatri17 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 7

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    Simple Pleasures. Intimacy and physical affection have been in short supply in my world for the last few years and several recent health problems in the family have brought a lot...
    RealtaReoite RealtaReoite 51-55, M 1 Response Jul 29

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    I've only held hands with boys but not by choice. I think I only have two times. 1st time it was as a kid and I was walking this little boy to his class. The 2nd time was as a teen...
    ONEPIECE749 ONEPIECE749 18-21, M Jul 23

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    The man I have given the last year and a half of my life with has now decided we are not meant to work out. Granted, a year and a half isn't that long I know, but it felt like life...
    CassyMay CassyMay 22-25, F Aug 1

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    Holdin4days Holdin4days 18-21, M Aug 3

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    I am holding my pee right now and I need to go pretty bad anyone who wants to message me I'm not going for a few more hours
    poopingishot poopingishot 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 9

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    Life doesn't seem to want to give me a break here lately. It's seemed to gradually get worse day by day. I'm probably more depressed now than I've ever been. I'm starting to lose...
    addictionbarbie addictionbarbie 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 9

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    I'm holding my poop if anyone wants to see I'm going to mess myself
    poopingishot poopingishot 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 13

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    Trey Songz Trigga Album. Trey Songz was the perfect artist to have playing in the background whilst I lost my virginity, his voice is beautiful and his songs so romantic and loving...
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    After we were collectively I had been a jerk and didnR17;t produce a significant deal about this and it harm her. So now what Idk is should I text her the evening right before and...
    Andrew558n8la3 Andrew558n8la3 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 13

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    I would go back in time to change one moment. A moment in which I did something that changed one of my most important friendships. I was really good friends with this guy, he was...
    RubyTuesday413 RubyTuesday413 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 27

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    Taking inventory on privacy. We have 3 acres of land and planted over 100 trees over the course of 10+ years. Biggest mistake was we didn't line the entire property with pines...
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    I would like to go back in time and not let go of my cat. I would not let my aunt or the shelter have her. I would go back and get a job and start saving money while my mom was...
    Acebo Acebo 18-21, F Aug 12

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    I'm a pretty firm believer in not changing the past because it made me who I am today. But earlier today I was cleaning out a box of junk and came across one of my old journals...
    BeeDh BeeDh 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 13

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    If I had the chance to go back in time and start over I definitely would. To this day I am not happy. I feel somewhat satisfied in life but I'm not happy. If I could go back in...
    beyondthebluesea beyondthebluesea 18-21, F a week ago

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    I really don't care who reads this, I'm not looking for sympathy of any kind. I just need to tell someone... And maybe some one will take the time to read this. It's not that I don...
    TypoKytty TypoKytty 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I want to go backTo our hideaway in the woodsTo the sky being a comforting shade of gray with a slither of orange trying to escapeTo walking the streets at midnight, pretending it...
    dannygirl89 dannygirl89 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    In January I was put in a medically induced coma. Both lungs collapsed, kidneys failed, and all sorts of other things went completely wrong. Long story short, it didn't look too...
    Bigkahunaburger Bigkahunaburger 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 24

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    I sometimes think, what if i could go back , back to the time when i first felt like a failure , to the time when i first cut myself , to the time i choose to stop eating , to the...
    Theworldismyhell Theworldismyhell 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 24

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    I have been on here for quite a while now and I still don't know how to start a new experience. I received the book unmasked as a gift from the experience project back in March...
    ICRETO ICRETO 46-50, M 1 Response Jul 25

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    I haven't been on here for a while, but I feel the need to really write out my feelings. Two weeks ago I came back home to the Bahamas for a year. I was pretty excited on coming...
    rainee12 rainee12 13-15, F Jul 28

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    I would LOVE to go back to college. I was looking at different options tonight with a friend of mine but he informed me that I may not be smart enough at this age to go back.I kind...
    Chicgeekgal Chicgeekgal 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 31

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    I think back to the day I was so excited , so excited to move to the place I now hate . Fire runs through my body whenever I think of telling my parents ," I can't wait" . Today...
    Ennelson Ennelson 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 1

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    Alright so here's the scoop: I met a girl back about a year and 2 months ago who lives in Quebec. I live in the states in Missouri but needless to say she is my closest friend. We...
    FriscoWolf FriscoWolf 18-21, M Aug 1

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    I got a very bad habit of doing this... and every time i do this i regret it as I wake up feeling crap, groggy and it affects me all day long! But i don't know what it is... the...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 3

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    I would have never trusted the people I did with my heart... I don't want to go back and change things so much for myself but for the damage my life has caused others I often find...
    Forbiddenkisses Forbiddenkisses 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 4

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    Im back on experience project after a long time now. I thought I was doing alright, but I guess I was wrong. I kind of always knew deep down that I was sad, but I've been strong...
    INSPIREe INSPIREe 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 6

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    So my back has been bugging me for the past 2 months. What caused this recent flare up is lugging around 70 lbs boxes for my mom when she was going on an international trip back in...
    Imnotreelyhere Imnotreelyhere 31-35, M Aug 7

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    I got my conclusive HIV test result the day before yesterday back and it turns out to be negative!!! This is the 4th test I took from 2 different clinics 6 months after exposure...
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    First I'm going to apologize since this is probably going to be a long one. My ex and I were together for 6 years. In those 6 years we only lived together for 1. We always had...
    feelinglost84 feelinglost84 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 11

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    I was that girl who sat in the back corner of the classroom hoping someone would notice me. I was that girl who never spoke up. I was that girl who never ate at lunch time because...
    TransparentZero TransparentZero 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    If I could have my ex gf back in my life she made everything so easy and made me happier then what I was if I could go back I would change everything and the things that were said...
    lalathatsme123 lalathatsme123 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    hey all ! ... this is important and big. can i have a small time of yours, just little.. few minutes.. i sign up here around a year back to share my story with people and i did. i...
    heartless2 heartless2 22-25, M Jul 22

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    Okay, so I've been working for the past year now, and while I love my work more than anything, I realize that I need to go back to school to become a more qualified individual. I...
    schemily03 schemily03 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    if I could go back in time, I'd like to go to ancient Rome. OR, I'd like to go back the Pleistocene.
    Pebbles1982 Pebbles1982 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    Had another dream about her last night. Except everything was different. I actually changed for her. I treated her how she was suppose to be treated. I wonder why I'm still crazy...
    druggydavis druggydavis 18-21, F Jul 23

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    I'd like to go back in time and appreciate true joy and happiness as a child. Go back to being a kid & remembering how simple things made life so enjoyable.
    journeyyy journeyyy 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 24

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    If I could go back in time, I would go back to the first day of 7th grade and would tell myself not to throw away my future to skip school. I would tell myself that the only one...
    MaryLiz94 MaryLiz94 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 28

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    Who doesn't "back in the day" I know I do. yes the stories are all embellished and I was much better in my memories than I probably actually was. Yeah, I back in the day.
    lonesojourner lonesojourner 46-50, M Jul 29
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