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I Am Holding Back The Tears

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    Dancing Through Glass Tears Of "pane"

    While chatting with a dear woman and friend of mine here, AlyceNWonderland, I noticed her status talked about swimming through glass tears.  Her status made me think and below is the thought that followed. Rain drops pounding on the window like glass prisms falling from the sky...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F May 12, 2011

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    Not Anymore

    Because I can't hold it anymore... and now the tears won't stop coming. words cannot express how badly hurt i am now.
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 16-17, F 4 Responses Nov 29, 2013

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    Simply Red

    holding back the tears.....
    sharpTresHombre sharpTresHombre 41-45, M Jun 10, 2010

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    Inner Strength...or Maybe Weakness..

    The most I've cried in many years is four tears. Four tears for fear, loss and self anger. A long time ago my father told me that real men don't cry. I took him on that because I wanted to make him happy. So I taught myself not to cry. I learned how to suck back the sobs and...
    BillyCistra BillyCistra 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 17, 2011

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    Tears are not reasonable

    Feel so guilty, feel like a monster. Must have made some mistake, must have hurt someone. But there's not a single explanation equivalent to those words said. The look on his face; the aversion of eye sight. I'm sure I did something wrong, but I don't know what it is. Negativity...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F Dec 7, 2013

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    A doctor entered the hospital in hurry

    after being called in for an urgent surgery. He answered the call asap, changed his clothes and went directly to the surgery block. He found the boy’s father pacing in the hall waiting for the doctor. On seeing him, the father yelled, “Why did you take all this time to come...
    AJAY2404 AJAY2404 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 12

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    I can't do it anymore!

    My tears can no longer be held in. I've held in my pain long enough, today I even woke up crying..
    Bryonna123 Bryonna123 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 8, 2013

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    I love her so much. But she has feelings for someone else. I haven't stopped crying sense Saturday. Actually writing this right now my eyes are watery. I went back to school today...
    NotTheRealMe99 NotTheRealMe99 13-15, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    Over 2 years ago I lost my mum. I was 10 at the time and it was the worst pain I had ever felt. Once she passed it was just me, my dad and my younger sister. I have a few aunts but...
    alishyahand alishyahand 13-15, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    For any further info on this look at my other posts, and for those who already know this is just an update! I'm in love with my step brother...here are the details of whats...
    OtakuGirl911 OtakuGirl911 16-17, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    knowing that it is over. Knowing the truth from the start isn't any consolation. You scream for a chance to make it better. You wish for him to come back and wipe your tears away...
    jayatri17 jayatri17 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 7

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    There is something wrong with my eyes. I believe there is a big tank behind somewhere with a reservoir of water. Whenever my emotions break out of its barrier, they pour out. Every...
    cedicoin cedicoin 26-30, M Aug 22

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    I dosed off early that day. I had had a long day and I had just gotten message from him saying hope your day went well. We were Long Distance, had problems but we were holding unto...
    ANPatie ANPatie 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 22

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    I have been holding since 5am...... My bladder is getting super full.... I'm reading holding stories and drinking ice water....
    Ilovetilikum Ilovetilikum 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 22

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    I would love to find some to hold with(I am holding right now
    Holdin4days Holdin4days 18-21, M Aug 3

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    I am holding my pee right now and I need to go pretty bad anyone who wants to message me I'm not going for a few more hours
    poopingishot poopingishot 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 9

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    Life doesn't seem to want to give me a break here lately. It's seemed to gradually get worse day by day. I'm probably more depressed now than I've ever been. I'm starting to lose...
    addictionbarbie addictionbarbie 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 9

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    I'm holding my poop if anyone wants to see I'm going to mess myself
    poopingishot poopingishot 18-21, F 6 Responses Aug 13

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    Public display of affection is rarely seen in India.I cherish the rare moments I could walk holding the hand of my husband.
    restored87 restored87 46-50, F 9 Responses 6 days ago

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    For all the intimacy of a relationship, I have to say I love holding hands. That second when your fingers entwine...
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    It brings a feeling of closeness and security, it's almost like the person is saying to you, "I've got you, you're safe and everything is going to be alright." But holding hands...
    Seblett Seblett 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    I really miss the small acts if being in a relationship...holding hands, quick kisses, cuddling....I miss feeling like I belong to someone...showing the world that I am special to...
    jgala90 jgala90 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I would go back to the time when I still lived in the Philippines. I lived a simple and happy life with my family and friends.
    Empress123 Empress123 18-21, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I can't stop thinking about him. He's an amazing guy with a big heart. He makes everyone laugh when he's around and he is kind and gentle. I know he will never love me or think of...
    Monoka14 Monoka14 18-21, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    After we were collectively I had been a jerk and didnR17;t produce a significant deal about this and it harm her. So now what Idk is should I text her the evening right before and...
    Andrew558n8la3 Andrew558n8la3 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 13

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    I've had 3 abortions I've had sex with more people than I can count I've had 2 children with two different men I can hardly stand either of them let alone love them I've lost...
    Ilovehavingbraces Ilovehavingbraces 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 24

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    I would like to go back in time and not let go of my cat. I would not let my aunt or the shelter have her. I would go back and get a job and start saving money while my mom was...
    Acebo Acebo 18-21, F Aug 12

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    I'm a pretty firm believer in not changing the past because it made me who I am today. But earlier today I was cleaning out a box of junk and came across one of my old journals...
    BeeDh BeeDh 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 13

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    If I had the chance to go back in time and start over I definitely would. To this day I am not happy. I feel somewhat satisfied in life but I'm not happy. If I could go back in...
    beyondthebluesea beyondthebluesea 18-21, F Aug 15

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    I really don't care who reads this, I'm not looking for sympathy of any kind. I just need to tell someone... And maybe some one will take the time to read this. It's not that I don...
    TypoKytty TypoKytty 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    I want to go backTo our hideaway in the woodsTo the sky being a comforting shade of gray with a slither of orange trying to escapeTo walking the streets at midnight, pretending it...
    dannygirl89 dannygirl89 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    I got a very bad habit of doing this... and every time i do this i regret it as I wake up feeling crap, groggy and it affects me all day long! But i don't know what it is... the...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 3

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    I would have never trusted the people I did with my heart... I don't want to go back and change things so much for myself but for the damage my life has caused others I often find...
    Forbiddenkisses Forbiddenkisses 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 4

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    Im back on experience project after a long time now. I thought I was doing alright, but I guess I was wrong. I kind of always knew deep down that I was sad, but I've been strong...
    INSPIREe INSPIREe 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 6

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    So my back has been bugging me for the past 2 months. What caused this recent flare up is lugging around 70 lbs boxes for my mom when she was going on an international trip back in...
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    First I'm going to apologize since this is probably going to be a long one. My ex and I were together for 6 years. In those 6 years we only lived together for 1. We always had...
    feelinglost84 feelinglost84 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 11

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    I was that girl who sat in the back corner of the classroom hoping someone would notice me. I was that girl who never spoke up. I was that girl who never ate at lunch time because...
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    If I could have my ex gf back in my life she made everything so easy and made me happier then what I was if I could go back I would change everything and the things that were said...
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    i would've said yes to him and become his girlfriend way back in highschool. I once have this awesome best guy friend who liked me way back when and we would always hang out...
    Ryel004F Ryel004F 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    wow I'm back, i shut off internet for a while!!!!!!!! feels weird to be back ;)
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    I hate it when guys that did me wrong come back messaging me again saying they missed me and want me back but still act the same....THE ****!!!!.....obviously if things didn't work...
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    I was lifting my baby sister up the other day and the lower part of my back (right side) started aching? I had training today for soccer and we had to do sprints and as soon as I...
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    I was about 10 years old and used to go stay out in the rural country at a family friend's house during my school holidays. I was the only child that used to stay with these people...
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