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I Am Holding On

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    For My Brother

    Every day I struggle with suicidal feelings but I am determined not to act on them because I don't want to pass my pain on to my brother.
    vivalagloria vivalagloria 22-25, F Sep 5, 2008

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    To What?

    Something. Anything. There's something inside of me that refuses to let go. I can only hope that it never does let go... because life really is beautiful. It's an absolute *****, aye, but still... it is beautiful. And I know there's something out there, somewhere, that is giving...
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 29, 2008

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    Lyrics to (wilson Philips) Hold On

    Wilson Phillips - Hold On For One More Day lyrics Verse 1 I know this pain (I know this pain, I know this pain (echo)) - I feel Jesus's pain through my pain Why do lock yourself up in these chains? (these chains, these chains (echo)) I'm helpless and God's saying I can't...
    zoigirl zoigirl 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 15, 2007

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    bethany444 bethany444 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 10

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    A Single Strand...

    My heart is hanging by a string, a single strand. You don't know how much you've heart me. I'm just holding on, just barely. But I'm slipping over the edge, slowly... Because it's happening again, I can feel the stitches of my heart unraveling again. The stitches holding my heart...
    imfalling4u imfalling4u 36-40, F May 27, 2011

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    Been holding it all day, over 8 hours now and I'm rather desperate.... Anyone wanna tell me what to do ;) message me. Read full story
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    Your thoughts fill me up As always I keep you within me. No one can empty me. Cos I am already empty I don’t know though Where I will head now Tears like poison sinking me...
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    I've been learning a lot lately that I lm missing out on so much. By holding on to the past regrets, pain, shame, and fear- I'm holding myself back. I am my own worst enemy and...
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    Mamooshka Mamooshka 18-21, F 11 hrs ago

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    Aurora1024 Aurora1024 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 19

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    Obliterated Heart He loves me he says. I know I love him. I knew that sorry wasn't going to do it. He use to care, he use share his feelings with me, but the love he use to give...
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    Obliterated Heart He loves me he says. I know I love him. I knew that sorry wasn't going to do it. He use to care, he use share his feelings with me, but the love he use to give...
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    Obliterated Heart He loves me he says. I know I love him. I knew that sorry wasn't going to do it. He use to care, he use share his feelings with me, but the love he use to give...
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    TheHarrowing TheHarrowing 31-35, M Sep 5

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