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I Am Holding On

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 62 People

    No one said it would be easy

    but I had no idea it would be this hard,
    bethany444 bethany444 46-50, F 4 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    To What?

    Something. Anything. There's something inside of me that refuses to let go. I can only hope that it never does let go... because life really is beautiful. It's an absolute *****, aye, but still... it is beautiful. And I know there's something out there, somewhere, that is giving...
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 29, 2008

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    For My Brother

    Every day I struggle with suicidal feelings but I am determined not to act on them because I don't want to pass my pain on to my brother.
    vivalagloria vivalagloria 22-25, F Sep 5, 2008

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    bethany444 bethany444 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 10, 2014

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    A Single Strand...

    My heart is hanging by a string, a single strand. You don't know how much you've heart me. I'm just holding on, just barely. But I'm slipping over the edge, slowly... Because it's happening again, I can feel the stitches of my heart unraveling again. The stitches holding my heart...
    imfalling4u imfalling4u 36-40, F May 27, 2011

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    Lyrics to (wilson Philips) Hold On

    Wilson Phillips - Hold On For One More Day lyrics Verse 1 I know this pain (I know this pain, I know this pain (echo)) - I feel Jesus's pain through my pain Why do lock yourself up in these chains? (these chains, these chains (echo)) I'm helpless and God's saying I can't...
    zoigirl zoigirl 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 15, 2007

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    i love holding my hubby's hand...actually i m addicted to it...i m so used to this one thing that i hold his hands even when i m asleep...its like, i want to be connected to him...
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    Holdin4days Holdin4days 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 22

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    I get so enmeshed in any relationship w/a guy, that it then causes me anxiety, depression, fear, feelings of vein trapped, etc, even tho the guy does nothing to "make" me feel this...
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    aquabunny aquabunny 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 16

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    My mom passed away in 2010. She was 74 when she died. I miss her a lot and there's not a day goes by when I don't think about her in some way. She wasn't but 5ft 4 but Lordy mercy...
    srb76 srb76 36-40, M 2 Responses Feb 6

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    metagross metagross 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 7

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