I Am Hopeless

I am feel so bad and struggle with all the thing I like, what I call love, live, happy, etc. I don't know how to give it up. Without it, I find my life so empty, so nothing, so invisible. I feel hate when I am always want to fight...

Over the past few days, I've noticed a significant difference in my mood. I have been feeling happier and more upbeat.

I want this to be a good thing, but it's actually worse because I've cut a lot of people out of my life because...

Last month i tried to kill myself. i have done this before, & i have thus been in mental hospitals several times. When i was released i actually felt happy for once. I was worried it was temporary,  i just found an entry i had written...

Hope is some cruel thing we are taught to believe in so the real world can slap us in the face anytime it wants to
Hope will put you on life's hamster wheel with the promise that you can at least have a good one and if you work hard it...

God! i felt guilty and extremely hopeless now!
Every day when i get up, i am just lack of energy and hope.
When people concerned me ask: are you feeling painful of your heart or is there any uncomfort?
I dont see any, except my mind...

I need a guide
On how not to cry
I need a guide
Oh my
Oh my
Why must I sigh?

In the darkness
this cold embrace;
Then I saw her
pretty face.

Lost no longer
I didn't have to wander
At last I felt I was free.
I thought it was me
but...

I'm trapped in my own life. I hate everything. my family, myself, others, basically anything imperfect. I don't want to deal with the world. There is too much to live up to, always someone new to have to impress. I'm literally done with...

I have been in love with someone for 8 years now and it isn't returned. Met her when I was getting divorced from my second wife who I loved very much but no longer loved me. We have never been more than friends but the attraction for...

With nothing else to ever look forward to relating to friends and relationships, I finally gave up today. I accept i'll just be alone forever.

every day in the morning, i am struggling to get up, but still feel desperate. I am always lying on the bed for hours without really sleeping, i hate such a lazy me!!

I remember once, in health class, we watched a movie about a place where anorexics and bolemics alike were taken once they had reached a critical state. The idea was for them to be cared for and hopefully cured of their illness. I...

He once used to tell me that he loved me, but he doesn't anymore. We were two halves of a whole, reunited again. Miles apart from each other, yet always close in heart. We shared everything. Now it's different, we don't talk, hardly...

I wish I could stay afloat
I don’t want to sink and be gone forever
Desperately I abandoned things I owned
So that I weigh less
For all I wish is to stay
All that is left is my hope
Should I abandon it too?

I'm still studying now but my mom doesn't have enough money to pay it anymore.
I've tried to find job, but no one wants me.
I'm feeling so hopeless now.
I don't know how my future will be.
I'm feeling ashamed and sometimes I just wanna...

I  don't  have any hope for life. I'm actually some kind of hopeless, pessimistic person. Most of the times I  think  the negative sides of anything. It hurts so much. This hopeless feeling increase thousand times right now as  I...

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