I Am Hoping For the Best

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    I Think I've Suffered Enough

    So I am going to stop.  I am not the forgive and forget kinda girl so i doing buy in hand in hand with the you need to forgive to get better theories.. But I can stop punishing myself for things that aren't my fault.   I have a lot of work to do i am afraid...
    Shierke Shierke
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Feb 4, 2009

    Hoping For The Best

    Hoping for the best,That's what I'm doing,Uncertain times,What will become of Me?I wonder,Will I get through?Or will I not?Only time will tell.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    Nov 7, 2011

    Depression Sucks.

    Depression Sucks-It sucks the life out of you. Today, I am tired of being depressed -Today, I am hoping for the best. I can live in the day-It is when I try to live in the past that I get sucked back in. And when I think of the past and all the could- have -beens. Today...
    epithany44 epithany44
    46-50, F
    2 Responses May 13, 2013

    Happy Valentine's Day everyone.

    Hope you have a good one.
    Jubbydith Jubbydith
    18-21, F
    Feb 13

    Anticipation is not a good feeling.

    Send me an admission. 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
    fitwealth fitwealth
    26-30, F
    Mar 26, 2014

    One Day...

    One day I hope for true happiness and contentment. At the moment I think i'm happy sometimes but never contented. i'm better than I used to be thoughn but I want to be happier and I seem to be hitting my head agains't a bit of a brick wall. I desperately want to feel happy and...
    jennibee jennibee
    26-30
    Mar 8, 2009

    Working It Out

    So about a year ago Anthony and I started dating and I knew right from the start he wanted to join the army. I got pregnant very early in our relationship and even though we both wanted to have children one day it came to early and we both got scared...
    AAJforever AAJforever
    18-21
    Apr 2, 2009

    Dont We All?

    People always tell me how pessimistic I am and how I never see the good.Whenever I have hope my hope always gets let down. Whenever I start to trust someone again they always go and **** up.Whenever I go to give up on someone I just cant because of that hope. I've been let down...
    YoucancallmeJuliet YoucancallmeJuliet
    26-30, F
    Aug 10, 2012

    I don't know what I'm doing.

    I just know today I'm going to ask her out. This isn't like me. But I do think want to lose her to someone else. I know I want to be with her, and I am going to do everything I can to be. In saying that. I am a scared. But nervous. Any help would be appreciated :)
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 3, 2015

    Feral Dreams

    I want to go feral one day-gather enough money and go travel overseas incognito-maybe carry a pocket knife for protection and meet up with distant freinds. I am yet to travel. I was talking to this older lady today who is going to India by herself in october-i laughed i was like...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 3, 2012

    I've been broken up with my girlfriend

    for almost a year now. We had dated & hung out with each other almost everyday or every other day from my 7th grade year till our junior year of high school. After a few years went by we started arguing and broke up last summer. She quickly moved on & found someone else after...
    jonahkyler jonahkyler
    18-21, M
    Jun 19, 2014

    I Am Going To Try Again

    And hope it goes alot better this time.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 14, 2010

    Well I Was

    until everything got thrown over board again. Everything went so well for one week and then it all came crashing down in one day. Tis is why i dont trust people and this is why I think so negatively because i know in the end im always going to get hurt, and the longer this drags...
    YoucancallmeJuliet YoucancallmeJuliet
    26-30, F
    Aug 10, 2012
    dreamsfft dreamsfft
    16-17, F
    Jun 19, 2014

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