I Am Horribly Insecure About My Appearance

At first I didn't really care. I appreciated myself and I never put myself down. I have always been slim and fair-skinned. These things I used to appreciate. USED. It all started the summer before senior year. I started getting pimples...

I have always felt like the ugly duckling .. the ugly duckling who never turned into a swan. I am so insecure about my appearance that I avoid taking public transport ect.. because I do not want to be made fun of. I just want to be...

I hate my face. I hate my thighs. I hate my arms. I hate my belly.

Just feeling really, really insecure right now.

I hate the urges I get to want to vomit.

I hate the urges I get not to eat the whole day.

I hate the crying.

I just...

I just uploaded a picture or two on my profile. It was really hard for me to do. I don't like the way I look. Really the only reason I did it was I felt that if I truly wanted people to get to know me, then they should see what I really...

Its just a word. But the meaning can destroy you. Hi, my name is Ashlee. I am 17 and I am insecure and anti-social. People use to tell me I'm photogenic. But I feel like I look like a total different person, in person. I don't talk to...

Here i am sitting in my room once again trying not to run over, trying not to be that girl again. It's hard though. It's hard ignoring the temptation. The longing to start again. To not feel big. To get rid of my mistake. To pretend...

I cannot stand the sight of MYSELF. It is a horrible sight. I think I'm hideous, fat, and everything in between. Anything insulting about looks applies to me. I have a hard time going places, being around people, doing social activities...

You call it insecure, I call it realistic.

I hate my nose.I hate my eyes.I hate my hair.I hate my teeth.I hate my ears.I hate my skin.I hate my weight.I hate my feet.I hate my hands.I hate my face.And I hate every other place on my body that I am too lazy to type down.

I Am Horribly Insecure About My Appearance
 
I will probably end up going in depth about my situation, but I don't want to show just how nitpicking I am about myself. If I do, I am sorry.
I started feeling "ugly"...

Sometimes I am very reluctant to look at myself in the mirror because of how I look...i'm mostly percieved as a hairy chubby person with greasy hair and I don't like that, it makes me think i'm ugly.

I know I should not care about...

   As so many have said on here in so many various stories, I'm going to say too. I feel just like most people do. I put on all this make up, and try to dress nice, and maintain a nice physical appearance, and it does me no good. The...

I see her, the girl I want to be.
She's flawless, delicate, feminine.
Her lips are soft, her skin sleek, her body slim.
Her eyes say it all.

Why can't I look like her?
Why did the world have to punish me with 'this'? This face, this...

OMG. I am so horribly insecure about my appearance that it is scary to even myself. There are times when i literally avoid mirrors because i hate looking at myself in them. People compliment me and tell me that i'm beautiful, i'm...

I'm sure I'm going to get some guff for this post, but I'm completely sincere and am looking for any advice you might be able to give me.
I haven't owned a swimsuit since I was a prepubescent girl. I'm not overweight, but I can't bring...

I wear baggy jumpers to cover my body hide my wide hips and hide my chest I get so paranoid that people are making fun of me for them and I hate how feminine my upper body shape is it makes me feel so insecure in public that I rarely go...

The reason why I wonder this is, as I look at pictures of myself in the past, I think I was quite lovely. But at the time I did not think so. I never do in the present moment, I can look back at how I looked last year, or a year or two...

When I was a kid, I used to want to grow up so bad. But now I've realized that being a grown up isn't what I expected it to be. Back then I didn't care what clothes I'd wear when I go out, what I could to do hide my ugly face. I didn't...

Sorry... I might show I am contented.. but deep inside I want to improve myself.