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I Am Hurting, Every Second Is Painful

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    Life Is Complicated

    Feeling down this early morning life is so complicated i think my sister hate me forever hurmm... i guess i will dwell with this problem until~~~hurmmm..i dont really know plus with my break up and also her breakup~~~she said after i meet his bf, his bf rarely sms or call her...
    lawra123 lawra123 22-25, F May 19, 2013

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    I have one friend whom I know

    for the past 6 months. We clicked and get close pretty fast, hanging out and talking like a close friend. She personally had one bestfriend whom she knew for more than 4 years, which I respect their bestfriend relationship on the first place and I know no one can replace her...
    anonymousme517 anonymousme517 18-21, F Jan 26

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    I'm being eaten alive by the thoughts inside my

    body which equal self harm I don't want to suffer anymore it hurts mentally and physically but I am here I need to know why
    tgrayson27 tgrayson27 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    Please Pray For Jesse, My Son

    Please PRAY for Jesse. He is my son. He is 20 years old. He posted a note on facebook at approximately 5:30 p.m. Then he left his apartment. Intentionally his keys and his roomates empty pill bottles were left on the keyboard of his laptop. The room mate had just seen him a block...
    sobroken sobroken 36-40, F 4 Responses May 3, 2009

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    Today I Woke to Find Him Looking Down At Me; I Felt Love In His Eyes Again...

    The last words i heard before i went to sleep were, "I don't love you". Just a few hours later i woke  to find Him looking at me; it felt as though His eyes were full of love. His gaze felt just like the one He had on O/our wedding night. There was no mistake! He...
    sobroken sobroken 36-40, F Apr 13, 2009

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    When Will the Hurt Ever Get Better?

    My husband left me the week before Christmas this past year. I can't begin to count how many times he has left in the past, but this time he had me at a lawyer's office the day after Christmas. My ex and I have had a rocky relationship for the 15 years we were together, but we...
    betrayer betrayer 36-40, F Mar 8, 2009

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    My Life Sukz

    When I thought my life ended it was just getting started. When I was 10 1/2 yrs old our house burned up in flames and my adopted parents and birth parents died. i had no family to go to after i got out of the house. i was scared and made my home in the woods and learned to take...
    ninjagurl73sex ninjagurl73sex 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 10, 2011

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    This Entry Is to Invite You to Know Me

    In a fit of rage I broke up with the woman I loved( J). My heart can only take so much abuse, and it feels like torture. The way I listen, to hear a cue about how to act, or what say. It's absolute pain. She wants me to stay for my daughter sake and J has a...
    Glennsbeach Glennsbeach 26-30 1 Response Jul 20, 2009

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    The Other Me!

    Just growing up and being different was very hard. It wasn't no little scratch u get when you fall, it was even deeper. If you know me or even took the time to read my stories you would know the pain I go through every second I am breathing. It's just getting worse and worse and...
    Silence01 Silence01 18-21, F May 9, 2012

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    Thank God He Was Found!

      For those of you believing i should have done SOMETHING, i did! Lost my mind needing to do anything but wait. To explain what looked to be my inactivity when my son was missing, and if some day it is useful to anyone else, suicidal people who are very seriously...
    sobroken sobroken 36-40, F 3 Responses May 4, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    I am to a point that the hurting and sadness are normal and any joy is frightening . I have had a lot of ups and downs in my life and many of the bad things I have caused , I just...
    chris121458 chris121458 51-55, M 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I've been trying to find posts or resources about what I'm going though. Because I feel like I'm a lone in it. I am apart of an adoption story. But I wasn't the one adopted, my 3...
    AdventureIsLife AdventureIsLife 18-21, M Nov 24

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    u left u left and it was painful
    minniekoala minniekoala 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 26

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    the thing about my mind is... its a wasteland.. I'm so sad and empty and it hurts... it always, always hurts.... and I don't know what to do... my life is just I don't even know...
    debonaireash debonaireash 16-17, M 3 Responses Nov 26

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    I've been getting more upset at my Mother than usual lately. She's always played favorites with my little sister, I learned to deal with that. But my daughter is 3 and she has...
    FreyjaInBattle FreyjaInBattle 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 3

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    I hate Fibromyalgia , my muscles in my back and neck are spazzing so bad I just want to cry, I've had 2 very painful massages today ( they didn't even press in, just rubbing the...
    RyRyOfAwesomeness RyRyOfAwesomeness 13-15, M 3 Responses Dec 5

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    I know he doesn't love me and this so painful. I just feel like shutting down with men. Don't want to get close to anyone again. Don't think I will ever be the same againn.
    stupid28 stupid28 31-35, F 1 day ago

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    I know he doesn't love me and this so painful. I just feel like shutting down with men. Don't want to get close to anyone again. Don't think I will ever be the same againn.
    stupid28 stupid28 31-35, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    August 5, 2010, my father committed suicide... Losing him was like getting run over by a freight train over, and over, and over again... It really killed me.. I was 10 at the time...
    PrettyUglyPeople PrettyUglyPeople 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 2

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    When I look around I see people who are hurting either from the financial challenges they face, health or social issues surrounding them. The world seem not to be more fair on some...
    Rirchu Rirchu 26-30, M a week ago

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    Sad...in pain...confused...since some days ago it's how I've been feeling, not understanding what makes me deserve such diminishing treatment...like not being worth while respect...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 11 Responses Dec 14

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    BOYFRIEND: If you were to see through my eyes and notice how much your hurting me, maybe you will understand why I cry every time we are on the phone. Just MAYBE you'll understand...
    Brokenheart06 Brokenheart06 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 13

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    I have had this problem for a long time now... I have been working on it but I can't help but believe my actions are the cause for most (not all) things, however small, that go...
    CountryQueen623 CountryQueen623 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 22

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    I thought I'd be asleep by now, but it's beaten me again. Everyone's asleep. The house is quiet. It's peaceful. I don't like it at the moment. I don't think I can wait until Friday...
    endofalldays endofalldays 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 9

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    Teachers don't understand we're trying our ******* hardest just to keep from putting a blade to our wrists or a gun to our heads. We can't handle the pressures everyone else faces...
    butterflysaviors butterflysaviors 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 11

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    yup, sometimes i wish i could just let go of everything that makes me feel like this, let go of everything that is making my every breath from now on harder and just excist with no...
    lynnewolf99 lynnewolf99 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I fell in love over and over again, every time my heart is broken, my support or so they said, always blames me, it back fires at me, am hurt, and I don't know who to talk to...
    ReinaBeaulaveira ReinaBeaulaveira 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 22

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    I sent this to my ex last night and I suppose I have no idea how he'll respond or if it's the right thing to do... But I feel the need to share it. I guess at this point you've...
    mdaybreak mdaybreak 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 27

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    I self-harm and I have for 6 years. It's consumed my life. I started in 7th grade. they were just little scrapes. They never scarred because they were so shallow. I don't know why...
    butterflysaviors butterflysaviors 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 12

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    I'm not really going through physical pain but emotional. I have no friends because they've all given up on my problems. I'm also struggling in school when I used to be a straight...
    IntrovertedKat IntrovertedKat 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I feel so week with out him I miss him want to call him. But he doesn't love me . He only hurts me. I need to be strong stronger I need to be . I can't let him control me I need...
    biancarodriguez biancarodriguez 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 22

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    . . . . . . .......what the hell is there to rant out? I just need a friend. A FRIEND! Someone who will accept as I am, someone who will listen to me and let me rant out my anger...
    Ic3Queen Ic3Queen 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 27

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    In this world there are those who is trying to drag you down and those who already did but still trying to take every single thing left of you. You might tell me 'What do you know...
    FloatingWithHope FloatingWithHope 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 28

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    I get hurt by a different person everyday emotionally not physically whether Its A Friend Of Mine Or A Best Friend Or Heck Even My Boyfriend & I'm So Tired Of Being The 1 Girl Who...
    dessmart1 dessmart1 13-15, F Nov 28

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    What is the point? no one wants to hear it or see it, o I push all deep down inside.When asked what is wrong, I will try to explain and begin to the see the non interested looks of...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 4 Responses Nov 29

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    my life is a mess . I'm trying so hard but it's just so much easier to give up sometimes. my parents left me in India when I was 6 months old under the care of my grandmother for...
    leo1816 leo1816 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 29

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    Even when you put your mind to things, when you know everything can and will work out....it is hard. Hard not to feel terrible. Even just a few short hours in the evening can feel...
    saturnsdaughter saturnsdaughter 26-30, F Dec 1

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    He played me just like every other guy except i trusted him. I loved him and i wasnt scared to fall. He played me
    Hope6800 Hope6800 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 6

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    please help me, i am 16 and so is my bf. We have been together for a year and a half. Lately he has been saying that he is **** and he's ugly, i tell him he isnt. and all of a...
    jenny646 jenny646 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    My boyfriend and I are as happy as we could possibly be. We are soul mates, and we have a strong connection to one another. Nobody seems to understand though. Everyone accuses him...
    thewritestuff27 thewritestuff27 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    my mother died two days after Christmas last year. Christmas is coming again... I'm counting down the days, I'm terrified and I can't talk to anyone because no one knows what to...
    TheUntrainedSubmissive TheUntrainedSubmissive 16-17, F 4 Responses Dec 9

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    Younger women dating older men mainly because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These...
    alinacc12 alinacc12 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    I blame myself on what happen between me and my husband I never did anything to stop what was happening he was hooked on pain pills and I seen that my pills were missing but he was...
    monica0215 monica0215 51-55, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I want to know how to overcome hunger so I could be stronger... I want to make a 360 degree turn in withstanding any type of self-harm...to me this is what is known as "love...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    If only I knew what to do right now but sadly, I don't. I'm just lost and stuck in my own thoughts. I'm trying so hard to keep a brave face and to get out of my head, as being in...
    BeingSara BeingSara 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    We met on EP..I'm now blocked from seeing yours...and all I can think is your writing about her...you never wrote about me because you didn't love me I love you and loved you...
    BellaRose1986 BellaRose1986 26-30, F 3 days ago

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