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I Am Hurting, Every Second Is Painful

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    I have one friend whom I know

    for the past 6 months. We clicked and get close pretty fast, hanging out and talking like a close friend. She personally had one bestfriend whom she knew for more than 4 years, which I respect their bestfriend relationship on the first place and I know no one can replace her...
    anonymousme517 anonymousme517 22-25, F Jan 26, 2014

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    When Will the Hurt Ever Get Better?

    My husband left me the week before Christmas this past year. I can't begin to count how many times he has left in the past, but this time he had me at a lawyer's office the day after Christmas. My ex and I have had a rocky relationship for the 15 years we were together, but we...
    betrayer betrayer 36-40, F Mar 8, 2009

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    I'm being eaten alive by the thoughts inside my

    body which equal self harm I don't want to suffer anymore it hurts mentally and physically but I am here I need to know why
    tgrayson27 tgrayson27 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 3, 2014

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    It's so painful when I have done

    so much for someone because he is special, but for just a simple mistake, I feel like he is no longer the person I once knew. :(
    SweetEclair SweetEclair 36-40, F 4 Responses Mar 25

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    The Other Me!

    Just growing up and being different was very hard. It wasn't no little scratch u get when you fall, it was even deeper. If you know me or even took the time to read my stories you would know the pain I go through every second I am breathing. It's just getting worse and worse and...
    Silence01 Silence01 18-21, F May 9, 2012

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    Life Is Complicated

    Feeling down this early morning life is so complicated i think my sister hate me forever hurmm... i guess i will dwell with this problem until~~~hurmmm..i dont really know plus with my break up and also her breakup~~~she said after i meet his bf, his bf rarely sms or call her...
    lawra123 lawra123 22-25, F May 19, 2013

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    Please Pray For Jesse, My Son

    Please PRAY for Jesse. He is my son. He is 20 years old. He posted a note on facebook at approximately 5:30 p.m. Then he left his apartment. Intentionally his keys and his roomates empty pill bottles were left on the keyboard of his laptop. The room mate had just seen him a block...
    sobroken sobroken 36-40, F 4 Responses May 3, 2009

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    My Life Sukz

    When I thought my life ended it was just getting started. When I was 10 1/2 yrs old our house burned up in flames and my adopted parents and birth parents died. i had no family to go to after i got out of the house. i was scared and made my home in the woods and learned to take...
    ninjagurl73sex ninjagurl73sex 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 10, 2011

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    Today I Woke to Find Him Looking Down At Me; I Felt Love In His Eyes Again...

    The last words i heard before i went to sleep were, "I don't love you". Just a few hours later i woke  to find Him looking at me; it felt as though His eyes were full of love. His gaze felt just like the one He had on O/our wedding night. There was no mistake! He...
    sobroken sobroken 36-40, F Apr 13, 2009

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    This Entry Is to Invite You to Know Me

    In a fit of rage I broke up with the woman I loved( J). My heart can only take so much abuse, and it feels like torture. The way I listen, to hear a cue about how to act, or what say. It's absolute pain. She wants me to stay for my daughter sake and J has a...
    Glennsbeach Glennsbeach 26-30 1 Response Jul 20, 2009

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    Thank God He Was Found!

      For those of you believing i should have done SOMETHING, i did! Lost my mind needing to do anything but wait. To explain what looked to be my inactivity when my son was missing, and if some day it is useful to anyone else, suicidal people who are very seriously...
    sobroken sobroken 36-40, F 3 Responses May 4, 2009

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    It didn’t sound like this would be the last time we actually talked to each other. Our last fight about whose internet connection sucked more. For the past seven months we’ve...
    FlyingMolly FlyingMolly 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    I'm hurting more than they know. Back in November I had to go down to North Carolina because my aunt was having her fourth emergency brain surgery. While I was down there I found...
    Jessyjam Jessyjam 22-25 1 Response Apr 18

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    I am hurting tonight... things r only geting worse now tonight im left hear in tears crying out everything I held inside the pain and lies if convicted myself to think and believe...
    lostbrokeheart lostbrokeheart 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 7

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    I see you hurting from afar. I'm a stranger after all, and all of this is a bit creepy because I see myself caring most commonly for someone I don't even know so well. I can tell...
    Sometimesilence Sometimesilence 18-21, F Apr 8

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    After many times of one-sided love, I thought I had met the right person. Every time I am with him, I feel so relax, no slightest care about all other problems. He made me...
    reachoutmydream reachoutmydream 26-30, F Apr 12

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    Being forced to choose between the guy you love and who loves you, and someone that can physically hold you and temporarily make you feel loved... Even though I'm so unsure if i...
    Catho Catho 18-21, F Apr 19

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    I was the one who cheated. I was the one who was unfaithful but why am I also the one who's hurting? Is it because I didn't tell her yet? Or is it because I know the outcome of...
    mikethejock mikethejock 18-21, M 4 Responses Apr 20

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    Everything that I was told not to do, like, associate with really shaped me as a person. Some were for the better, some for the worse and really some of it was and are still very...
    ianbrewman ianbrewman 26-30, T 1 Response Apr 5

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    I always fall for the wrong guy. My ex was the absolute worst. The fighting was damn near unbearable. The breakup drained me. It made me hard and jagged. I wasn't open to meeting...
    magz66 magz66 22-25, F Apr 13

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    So I've been dating my boyfriend for a year and I still haven't met his mom. He's Ethiopian and I'm black so he constantly says that our cultures are different which I understand...
    laxlife laxlife 18-21, F Apr 5

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    Everyone has problems. You can never compare yourself to someone else, because sometimes a person who seems perfectly happy, isn't. Outsiders see me as an outgoing, happy...
    PsychGirl94 PsychGirl94 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 11

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    Hello...I'm here seeking advice in my situation. There are several problems I am dealing with in this relationship I'm in. I'm 23 years old and a single mom to a 5 year old. I...
    Hmidk Hmidk 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 12

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    Everyday i told myself i need to get over you, but every night i find myself thinking about how much i want you back...
    ElizabethSwanTurner ElizabethSwanTurner 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 13

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    You know a long time ago I thought family was evrything... but I was wrong Yet I can't do anything about since it's not my choice in the matter right? every single day I and hurt...
    Shrous Shrous 16-17, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Ever feel like running away from life itself? Well that's how I'm feeling at the moment. I have two medical conditions and there both flaring right now. I'm in agony, pain steaming...
    SweetT246 SweetT246 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 5

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    I dont know why. Everything just hurts. Not physically, but emotionally. I just hurt so much and I don't know why. I mean. So many happy things are always happening to me. Yet I...
    shhyoudontknowme shhyoudontknowme 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 7

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    I feel like everything I tought is a lie. Trust only yourself because two can keep a secret if one of them is dead.
    SADNG SADNG 18-21 1 Response Apr 7

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    I hate everything about me at the moment. I wish I could just go to sleep and never wake up and live in my fantasy world where I mean something to people and am beautiful. I wish...
    animegirl63 animegirl63 16-17, F Apr 8

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    I hate everything about me at the moment. I wish I could just go to sleep and never wake up and live in my fantasy world where I mean something to people and am beautiful. I wish...
    animegirl63 animegirl63 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    Something from my past has recently come up, in a way. Just recently a friend of mine went through a very similar situation as I did when I was 12. In 2009, I found my older...
    gummball gummball 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 9

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    Went shopping. Everything too expensive. Nothing quality. The wealthy have won. They broke my mind. Then let me think disability fit. Then gave me pills that...
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M Apr 12

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    Secrecy and the time being. cant seal a single jar. pulling me apart is the onlyway you will see my spirit ajar. Taketh thine hands and delve them into my feeling. My soul will be...
    Beaniesandbands Beaniesandbands 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 12

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    does anyone else play the happy role in front of other people and family just so they don't see how much ur hurting and suffering?
    rainyday10 rainyday10 22-25, M 6 Responses Apr 13

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    does anyone else play the happy role in front of other people and family just so they don't see how much ur hurting and suffering?
    rainyday10 rainyday10 22-25, M 4 Responses Apr 13

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    I'm scared...of everything o.o D:
    HeyHay15 HeyHay15 13-15, F Apr 14

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    i give up on life already. i cant take anymore. im sick of people hurting me and using me n playing games w my head. im depressed already without them making it worse.
    cooper3366 cooper3366 31-35, F 5 Responses Apr 15

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    Would be ******* great if I didn't cry, hyperventilate and panic everytime I get out of bed and then it be 20 times worse for college
    Unicornpeasant Unicornpeasant 18-21, F Apr 16

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    Everyone in my life thinks I'm better. But I'm really not. Ever since I've been back home, I've just really been doing not so good. I'm back to restricting my food. Burning all...
    torijoy torijoy 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 22

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    coming back home every day after college is depressing for me, holidays are the worst
    Tripppy Tripppy 16-17, F a week ago

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    I woke up and saw my ex's snapchat story.....and well....I want to text her or text one of her friends and see how she is doing.....I have been feeling this for a while and I have...
    MericaMan MericaMan 16-17, M 3 days ago

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    I don't know how to deal with this love I feel. It suffocates me. I feel like my life jas no meaning anymore because we broke up and everything seems like a nightmare. I think...
    Psar Psar 18-21, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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