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I Am Hurting, Every Second Is Painful

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    Today I Woke to Find Him Looking Down At Me; I Felt Love In His Eyes Again...

    The last words i heard before i went to sleep were, "I don't love you". Just a few hours later i woke  to find Him looking at me; it felt as though His eyes were full of love. His gaze felt just like the one He had on O/our wedding night. There was no mistake! He...
    sobroken sobroken 36-40, F Apr 13, 2009

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    My Life Sukz

    When I thought my life ended it was just getting started. When I was 10 1/2 yrs old our house burned up in flames and my adopted parents and birth parents died. i had no family to go to after i got out of the house. i was scared and made my home in the woods and learned to take...
    ninjagurl73sex ninjagurl73sex 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 10, 2011

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    I'm being eaten alive by the thoughts inside my

    body which equal self harm I don't want to suffer anymore it hurts mentally and physically but I am here I need to know why
    tgrayson27 tgrayson27 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    Thank God He Was Found!

      For those of you believing i should have done SOMETHING, i did! Lost my mind needing to do anything but wait. To explain what looked to be my inactivity when my son was missing, and if some day it is useful to anyone else, suicidal people who are very seriously...
    sobroken sobroken 36-40, F 3 Responses May 4, 2009

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    This Entry Is to Invite You to Know Me

    In a fit of rage I broke up with the woman I loved( J). My heart can only take so much abuse, and it feels like torture. The way I listen, to hear a cue about how to act, or what say. It's absolute pain. She wants me to stay for my daughter sake and J has a...
    Glennsbeach Glennsbeach 26-30 1 Response Jul 20, 2009

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    The Other Me!

    Just growing up and being different was very hard. It wasn't no little scratch u get when you fall, it was even deeper. If you know me or even took the time to read my stories you would know the pain I go through every second I am breathing. It's just getting worse and worse and...
    Silence01 Silence01 18-21, F 1 Response May 9, 2012

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    When Will the Hurt Ever Get Better?

    My husband left me the week before Christmas this past year. I can't begin to count how many times he has left in the past, but this time he had me at a lawyer's office the day after Christmas. My ex and I have had a rocky relationship for the 15 years we were together, but we...
    betrayer betrayer 36-40, F Mar 8, 2009

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    I have one friend whom I know

    for the past 6 months. We clicked and get close pretty fast, hanging out and talking like a close friend. She personally had one bestfriend whom she knew for more than 4 years, which I respect their bestfriend relationship on the first place and I know no one can replace her...
    anonymousme517 anonymousme517 18-21, F Jan 26

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    Life Is Complicated

    Feeling down this early morning life is so complicated i think my sister hate me forever hurmm... i guess i will dwell with this problem until~~~hurmmm..i dont really know plus with my break up and also her breakup~~~she said after i meet his bf, his bf rarely sms or call her...
    lawra123 lawra123 22-25, F May 19, 2013

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    Please Pray For Jesse, My Son

    Please PRAY for Jesse. He is my son. He is 20 years old. He posted a note on facebook at approximately 5:30 p.m. Then he left his apartment. Intentionally his keys and his roomates empty pill bottles were left on the keyboard of his laptop. The room mate had just seen him a block...
    sobroken sobroken 36-40, F 4 Responses May 3, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    I was standing on top of a three story building looking down. I thought of you. New job -- new life. Keeping occupied, busy, distracted. I think of you. It takes me a moment to...
    koorlo koorlo 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 3

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    Last night I finally ended an emotionally abusive relationship for good. I have tried to break up with him three other times but every time he would manage to coax me back by...
    jessaciao jessaciao 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 24

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    It has been 4 months since the breakup of my boyfriend and I. If you asked me, if I love him? I would said no but in my heart I knew the truth. He has moved on really quick and...
    SandySimplyMe SandySimplyMe 13-15, F 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    The trouble is that sometimes in trying to be kind I just hurt them more in the long run. And worst thing is I know that that is what is going to happen I just can't bring myself...
    Emzi001 Emzi001 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 5

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    It's hurts so ya sometimes it's just way to painful to talk about
    Wolfy14 Wolfy14 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 27

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    Almost 5am: head pounding, been going on for hours non stop now, another migraine. Tears rolling down my face, so lonely, so unloved, in so much eternal pain it's physically...
    secretdestiny secretdestiny 18-21, F 6 Responses Sep 7

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    I don't want to be this person. I want to be different. I'm hurting by lots of people. I feel like all the people I love, care, and want are hurting me. They don't care about me...
    cutemonkey cutemonkey 13-15, F Sep 1

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    Nothing feels as bad as you feel like a burden to someone else. My day got off to a rough start when the squabble this morning was about the transportation issues that made me...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    In a very passionate relationship, however we both have different ideas about some things & we handle situations very differently. Lately our fights are getting worse & over silly...
    Leahheart Leahheart 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 28

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    I can't explain how I feel. I just want to scream and cry and I don't even know why I feel this way. I just want to claw at my chest and rip my heart out because I am in so much...
    Bubbleemi13 Bubbleemi13 16-17, F Sep 11

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    You promised me you´l change...you´l show the best of you...painted me roses and rainbows...tried so hard to win me back..asked for a second chance...I gave it to you...and now...
    genesis99 genesis99 22-25, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I have lost all my self confidence and I am hurting. He left me. For 1.5yrs he has been criticising my very essence and making me feel worthless and then he just left. And then I...
    StormLight StormLight 31-35, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    Everyday I go through life hiding my inner thoughts and sometimes I isolate for days and I isolate because I have hurt people and it kills me to see them in pain. Everyday I hide...
    Superacota Superacota 13-15, M 2 Responses Aug 27

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    I'm exhausted with being an outcast and not feeling like I belong anywhere yet. I'm tired of being sad almost all the time and disconnected from almost everyone and everything...
    ajrestless ajrestless 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 30

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    I think everyone should go to a therapist and get professional help with things. We all have problems and we developed coping skills on our own but it's doesn't mean they are...
    ponycupcake ponycupcake 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 13

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    Before I start, just want to say that nobody has to read this. I'm just venting a bit, and this will probably be long and boring, and the last thing I want to do is bore anybody...
    NinaBunny NinaBunny 70+, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I've lost everyone I ever cared about. I blamed my actions on the damage that was done to me. I walk around hurting people before they can hurt me. The only two men I've ever...
    mitted mitted 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 27

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    My dad died a few months ago and i miss him a lot. Honestly,he was the only person i could trust when it comes to all my feelings and problems but now he's gone its really hard. I...
    bubbleskk bubbleskk 13-15, F 7 Responses Aug 28

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    Tonight I am very deeply depressed... everything is catching up to me. I have been through a bankruptcy, my wife has divorced me, my Mother and Sister are estranged from me, I need...
    cvann5 cvann5 51-55, M 5 Responses Sep 10

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    So tired of people saying they are here for me and when it comes down to it everyone runs away. I mean am I so ****** up I scare you away! I hate people. Im so tired of being...
    SkinnImIn SkinnImIn 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 23

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    Fear and panic in the air I want to be free From desolation and despair And I feel like everything I saw Is being swept away Well I refuse to let you go I can't get it right Get...
    WellisntThisjustPeachy WellisntThisjustPeachy 18-21, M Aug 25

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    I got to know this guy called X in an online dating app. I find him so different because always on a first date, there will be French kissing and holding hands and when I met X, he...
    badromance96 badromance96 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 27

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    I went from loving how everything was, a great guy, a best friend and great group of people to hang out with to none of the above simply because my ex boyfriend decided to cheat...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 31

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    Okay hey everyone today I fell on the gym floor (I tripped) and my knee went upward when I fell on it :( it's red and kinda swollen I can't walk very much on it I have to limp...
    igotsquestions igotsquestions 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 2

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    But I'm deciding to do so this "morning" because I can't sleep & won't be able to unless I get this off my chest. Long story short someone I deeply care about is finally going to...
    OBLiViOUS2YOU OBLiViOUS2YOU 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 3

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    I realized I was completely wrong. I thought I would be so excited to see you again, but that was the last feeling I felt. I realized I was better off never seeing you again...
    anonamanda001 anonamanda001 16-17, F Sep 5

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    Anybody else been at that point in their life where you just wake up look around you and wonder why your where your at? Been storming on throughout the last few years with such a...
    FINDOGGY FINDOGGY 22-25, M 5 Responses Sep 7

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    Every day I go through hurts so bad but I have to keep going. I'm trans and I need to be a girl. Haven't told my parents, have told my therapist. I smile when I hurt. I hate my...
    mtailz200 mtailz200 13-15, T Sep 10

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    I don't try to, but it seems I do. I hate hurting the people I care about... I just want to see then happy.. That's all.
    brandijade92 brandijade92 18-21, F Sep 13

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    Have you ever just broken down after so long of trying to stay strong? Just feeling, feeling like no one understands..in fact, knowing they don't. Have you ever just laid there...
    loveyourselfalwaysxx loveyourselfalwaysxx 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 13

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    It seems like in every friendship I get myself involved in I'm always the one getting hurt , forgotten about just bc they found somebody better in their life and that really hurts...
    nadiarenee nadiarenee 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Every day i do the same stupid ****. Cutting of burning myself because its a release. Then i get angry at myself for cutting and then cut more to release that anger. Im stupid...
    RazorToMySkin RazorToMySkin 16-17, M 5 days ago

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    My heart hurting me right now feel so alone, feel like I will never be happy no matter where I am. I need someone, I need my dad right now to help me get through this, I miss him...
    Fabgal1 Fabgal1 22-25, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    Your own heart is always out to get you. You fall in love, which I'm starting to think is a figment if my imagination. Start a life with the man of your dreams and it all starts...
    ErinTripp94 ErinTripp94 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Look for Veterinarians.com for an up-to-day and complete listing of emergency veterinary in Massachusetts. Form in the zipcode to search out emergency vet clinics near you.Most...
    Laurenazrj90 Laurenazrj90 31-35, M 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I read something sad today from a friend who is now in a similar situation as i was this time last year and my heart goes out to her. As it was a time when i myself felt so very...
    lilreddress lilreddress 36-40, F 3 Responses Aug 31

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    Sorry, this is awfully long! I'm a married mother of two little boys - two little treasures who make my heart soar with every kiss, every pudgy hand-hold, and every time I hug...
    Wonderloon Wonderloon 31-35, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    Here's to you, dad. You sicko. My first sexual relationship was with you. You thought I'd forget. You thought I was too little to remember. You knew I didn't know any better. You...
    Solfeggio Solfeggio 36-40, F 2 Responses Sep 4

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