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I Am Hurting, Every Second Is Painful

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    I'm being eaten alive by the thoughts inside my

    body which equal self harm I don't want to suffer anymore it hurts mentally and physically but I am here I need to know why
    tgrayson27 tgrayson27 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    Life Is Complicated

    Feeling down this early morning life is so complicated i think my sister hate me forever hurmm... i guess i will dwell with this problem until~~~hurmmm..i dont really know plus with my break up and also her breakup~~~she said after i meet his bf, his bf rarely sms or call her...
    lawra123 lawra123 22-25, F May 19, 2013

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    I have one friend whom I know

    for the past 6 months. We clicked and get close pretty fast, hanging out and talking like a close friend. She personally had one bestfriend whom she knew for more than 4 years, which I respect their bestfriend relationship on the first place and I know no one can replace her...
    anonymousme517 anonymousme517 18-21, F Jan 26

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    My Life Sukz

    When I thought my life ended it was just getting started. When I was 10 1/2 yrs old our house burned up in flames and my adopted parents and birth parents died. i had no family to go to after i got out of the house. i was scared and made my home in the woods and learned to take...
    ninjagurl73sex ninjagurl73sex 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 10, 2011

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    When Will the Hurt Ever Get Better?

    My husband left me the week before Christmas this past year. I can't begin to count how many times he has left in the past, but this time he had me at a lawyer's office the day after Christmas. My ex and I have had a rocky relationship for the 15 years we were together, but we...
    betrayer betrayer 36-40, F Mar 8, 2009

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    Today I Woke to Find Him Looking Down At Me; I Felt Love In His Eyes Again...

    The last words i heard before i went to sleep were, "I don't love you". Just a few hours later i woke  to find Him looking at me; it felt as though His eyes were full of love. His gaze felt just like the one He had on O/our wedding night. There was no mistake! He...
    sobroken sobroken 36-40, F Apr 13, 2009

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    Please Pray For Jesse, My Son

    Please PRAY for Jesse. He is my son. He is 20 years old. He posted a note on facebook at approximately 5:30 p.m. Then he left his apartment. Intentionally his keys and his roomates empty pill bottles were left on the keyboard of his laptop. The room mate had just seen him a block...
    sobroken sobroken 36-40, F 4 Responses May 3, 2009

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    The Other Me!

    Just growing up and being different was very hard. It wasn't no little scratch u get when you fall, it was even deeper. If you know me or even took the time to read my stories you would know the pain I go through every second I am breathing. It's just getting worse and worse and...
    Silence01 Silence01 18-21, F 1 Response May 9, 2012

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    Thank God He Was Found!

      For those of you believing i should have done SOMETHING, i did! Lost my mind needing to do anything but wait. To explain what looked to be my inactivity when my son was missing, and if some day it is useful to anyone else, suicidal people who are very seriously...
    sobroken sobroken 36-40, F 3 Responses May 4, 2009

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    This Entry Is to Invite You to Know Me

    In a fit of rage I broke up with the woman I loved( J). My heart can only take so much abuse, and it feels like torture. The way I listen, to hear a cue about how to act, or what say. It's absolute pain. She wants me to stay for my daughter sake and J has a...
    Glennsbeach Glennsbeach 26-30 1 Response Jul 20, 2009

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    It's been more progressive everyday..... Slowly losing my humanity, my ability to feel, care, and will to carry on Everyday is a challenge to find a reason to get out of bed I keep...
    KiritoKazuto KiritoKazuto 18-21, M 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    Someone told me that when you love someone, it's not about how you feel, it's choosing to feel that way. You chose to love that person even how good, bad or different he/she. You...
    Achelle07 Achelle07 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    Very Painful, i finally realise after 1 year of the breakup that i was the one hurting him in the first place and i had bad trust issues with everyone including him so it all back...
    grace125 grace125 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 8

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    Everybody needs love. I've spent my time trying to dispute that; trying to convince myself that there is no need for it, but alas to no avail. So now i supplement my lack of real...
    EndSeeker EndSeeker 18-21, M Jul 15

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    Today is my boyfriends birthday. I told him hbd a few hrs ago and he's usually really sad like all the time so today he's happy. I was talking to my bestfriend and she sent me a...
    mikaylahoguexo mikaylahoguexo 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 16

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    I cant trust anyone anymore due to my past broken relationships,they way they cheated on me, lied to me, i used to be a sweetie pie and now its like i became a natural in not...
    mcalderon89 mcalderon89 22-25, M 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    Because I care a lot every body's hurting me A lot😔
    Honeyyas Honeyyas 26-30, F 4 Responses Jun 30

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    I've been a mess all day long. I'm hurting for no apparent reason. I'm just overwhelmed and so ******* sad. And I feel worthless, like no one needs me. Like everyone who actually...
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I just want to know what it's like to be 100% happy. I want to not be self conscious and I want to be happy with my choices and decisions. But it's hard when all I have ever been...
    cutecrazy05 cutecrazy05 22-25 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I wished for her on a star and she came true. It was like a dream that turned to a night mare. I miss her. She lit up the room and she was the bestest friend I have ever had...
    Babydaisy3 Babydaisy3 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    When you said i do, it was supposed to be forever. I was never going to have to walk away from you. I was never going to know the pain of losing my lover, best friend and husband...
    icandoit13 icandoit13 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I broke up with my boyfriend just recently and this is what happened between the both of us. So we got to know each other and fell in love instantly. He was very nice initially...
    sharmilahstyles sharmilahstyles 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 25

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    My Dad passed away, suddenly, last year. The year before-I lost my brother and my grandfather. I have 3 kids and am married. When my dad died, I took off 2 weeks from a job I...
    justathought2014 justathought2014 46-50, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    I don't want to deal with anything anymore. I can't emotionally AND physically take this anymore. I'm done with everybody and everything. No more depending on people for my...
    stillYDGN stillYDGN 13-15, F Jul 5

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    I made some mistakes in my relationship I shoulda been there for you more and not treated him badly its a lot of things I said being stupid but I can't take back but everyday I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 7

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    Hello everyone I'm new to the site and have never done anything like this before but I really feel like I need to get this off my chest ... I'm not the kind of guy who talks about...
    GreatSouthernTrendKill GreatSouthernTrendKill 22-25, M 3 Responses Jul 9

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    I Suppose I Should Be Used To It By Now. Love,life,pain. Everyday I feel pain sadness. I just keep getting used and betrayed lied to. Everyone leaves me partners change friends don...
    lela201465 lela201465 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 10

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    Are you happy when we fight, do you care enough to be sad thats what I think now. Where are all the emotions where is all the asking me to stay awhile longer when I say I need to...
    CAlove96 CAlove96 18-21, F Jul 12

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    Another day passing and I continue to see myself slip away. I am nothing but a shell of what I use to be. My mother is right. The little girl that she use to love is long gone, and...
    Mickey2021 Mickey2021 18-21, F Jul 14

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    When my friends ask how I'm doing I fake a smile and say fine but really I'm not. I can't tell them how I feel because they wouldn't understand. I'm always sad and hurting and I...
    awsomedude13 awsomedude13 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 25

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    Everyone asks me,"how are you?" Or "how're you doing?" And I always respond with "good,""great" but honestly I'm dying and I just don't wanna show it and shower them with my...
    purplehoodie purplehoodie 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 26

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    To my friends I say I'm fine But I'm truly not My poor parents I don't mean too But I take it out on them they get mad at me and I know it's my fault I listen to my "friends" (if u...
    Thedarkvaporeon Thedarkvaporeon 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 30

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    So going through a break up... I have an auto immune disorder and while I'm normal I get sick somewhat easier, and additionally get break outs sometimes caused by my body's hyper...
    Bayblood Bayblood 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 1

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    I feel pathetic still hung up in this guy but he literally was my everything for so long i felt like we were the only two people on the planet
    WendyDarlin WendyDarlin 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 1

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    So it's been a while since I wrote on here. I still write a diary everyday. I'm back to work now and the wards are busier then ever which is good as there's no time to think. I've...
    cjay89 cjay89 22-25, F Jul 3

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    I am NOT a crier. But lately I find myself crying at the smallest things, like mornings; sad music; someone talking about pain, hurting, and suffering; and being alone in my...
    girlon3rdfloorsuite9 girlon3rdfloorsuite9 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 3

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    Listening to music makes me more depressed....I love to listen to it but it hurts. Every song reminds me of the girl that doesn't want me. She's impossible for me to forget...
    NPkid97 NPkid97 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 11

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    I'm done with people. I'm not making any new Friends. I'm done with EP. I don't trust anyone now. I'm beyond stressed now. People just know how to get under my skin. Just make me...
    ANNI3PI3 ANNI3PI3 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    My best friend of nearly ten years, moved to the US without saying goodbye to me. We dated a brief while, but everything was well between us. Not a goodbye call, text or pigeon...
    nikkieDarth nikkieDarth 22-25, F Jul 15

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    I need to consolidate and vent all my thoughts... I was so naïve… I had little understanding of “feelings”… I knew if I stayed on this site long enough, I might just...
    MW1321 MW1321 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    My mum said something that really struck a chord with me. I have been really hurt by somebody in my past who has left a mark on me. I don't like to talk about it anymore. I just...
    leo1292 leo1292 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I just don't know why everyone pick on each others and always make themselves like life centered when talk. I have had it for real as no one can go through a lot and even get...
    Egyptianguy34 Egyptianguy34 31-35, M 2 days ago

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    Me and my ex recently broke up and I'm still not over him and he is talking to this one girl now who is the exact opposite of me and I need advice what should I do? He blocked me...
    Brokenbeauty15 Brokenbeauty15 16-17, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    A little story about a heartbreak... She was in love with him. He did not love her back the same way. His presence made her fall in love with him more thinking he wanted to stay...
    Zozolove Zozolove 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    My MM has disrespected me one too many times. I have tried to be everything that he wanted but have lost myself. I've lost my spark, my enthusiasm for life and even sometimes my...
    nolasanchez30 nolasanchez30 31-35, F 3 hrs ago

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    Every time I help my mom cooking, I thought that it was indefinitely unfair that my father and brother are lazying in the couch watching tv and not bothering a single glance to see...
    aquavintage aquavintage 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    Where do I start? To be completely honest, I don't know how long I have been living with this big Bulimic secret. It's been so many years, I've lost count. I turn 26 in a few...
    siomariet siomariet 22-25 1 Response Jun 27

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    I started dating someone new May 27th 2014 after a break up May 5th 2014. It happened to be my exboyfriend's best friend. We met by accident on Plenty Of Fish dating website, he...
    jazzybelle1994 jazzybelle1994 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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