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I Am Hurting, Every Second Is Painful

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    I have one friend whom I know

    for the past 6 months. We clicked and get close pretty fast, hanging out and talking like a close friend. She personally had one bestfriend whom she knew for more than 4 years, which I respect their bestfriend relationship on the first place and I know no one can replace her...
    anonymousme517 anonymousme517 22-25, F Jan 26, 2014

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    The Other Me!

    Just growing up and being different was very hard. It wasn't no little scratch u get when you fall, it was even deeper. If you know me or even took the time to read my stories you would know the pain I go through every second I am breathing. It's just getting worse and worse and...
    Silence01 Silence01 18-21, F May 9, 2012

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    Please Pray For Jesse, My Son

    Please PRAY for Jesse. He is my son. He is 20 years old. He posted a note on facebook at approximately 5:30 p.m. Then he left his apartment. Intentionally his keys and his roomates empty pill bottles were left on the keyboard of his laptop. The room mate had just seen him a block...
    sobroken sobroken 36-40, F 4 Responses May 3, 2009

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    I'm being eaten alive by the thoughts inside my

    body which equal self harm I don't want to suffer anymore it hurts mentally and physically but I am here I need to know why
    tgrayson27 tgrayson27 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 3, 2014

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    Thank God He Was Found!

      For those of you believing i should have done SOMETHING, i did! Lost my mind needing to do anything but wait. To explain what looked to be my inactivity when my son was missing, and if some day it is useful to anyone else, suicidal people who are very seriously...
    sobroken sobroken 36-40, F 3 Responses May 4, 2009

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    Life Is Complicated

    Feeling down this early morning life is so complicated i think my sister hate me forever hurmm... i guess i will dwell with this problem until~~~hurmmm..i dont really know plus with my break up and also her breakup~~~she said after i meet his bf, his bf rarely sms or call her...
    lawra123 lawra123 22-25, F May 19, 2013

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    My Life Sukz

    When I thought my life ended it was just getting started. When I was 10 1/2 yrs old our house burned up in flames and my adopted parents and birth parents died. i had no family to go to after i got out of the house. i was scared and made my home in the woods and learned to take...
    ninjagurl73sex ninjagurl73sex 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 10, 2011

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    This Entry Is to Invite You to Know Me

    In a fit of rage I broke up with the woman I loved( J). My heart can only take so much abuse, and it feels like torture. The way I listen, to hear a cue about how to act, or what say. It's absolute pain. She wants me to stay for my daughter sake and J has a...
    Glennsbeach Glennsbeach 26-30 1 Response Jul 20, 2009

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    Today I Woke to Find Him Looking Down At Me; I Felt Love In His Eyes Again...

    The last words i heard before i went to sleep were, "I don't love you". Just a few hours later i woke  to find Him looking at me; it felt as though His eyes were full of love. His gaze felt just like the one He had on O/our wedding night. There was no mistake! He...
    sobroken sobroken 36-40, F Apr 13, 2009

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    When Will the Hurt Ever Get Better?

    My husband left me the week before Christmas this past year. I can't begin to count how many times he has left in the past, but this time he had me at a lawyer's office the day after Christmas. My ex and I have had a rocky relationship for the 15 years we were together, but we...
    betrayer betrayer 36-40, F Mar 8, 2009

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    It's so painful when I have done

    so much for someone because he is special, but for just a simple mistake, I feel like he is no longer the person I once knew. :(
    SweetEclair SweetEclair 36-40, F 3 Responses Mar 25

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    Related Experiences

    1. I'm afraid of people and can't socialize. 2. I have hurt people in the past to make me feel better about myself. 3. I'm the ugliest person I have ever seen. 4. I'm not skinny...
    brokenxwings0 brokenxwings0 16-17, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    To my father, my abuser for 25 years: I am writing to inform you that I know exactly who and what you are. Additionally, despite your many years of bullying & brainwashing...
    wowodeals wowodeals 26-30, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    To my father, my abuser for 25 years: I am writing to inform you that I know exactly who and what you are. Additionally, despite your many years of bullying & brainwashing...
    wowodeals wowodeals 26-30, F 4 hrs ago

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    To my father, my abuser for 25 years: I am writing to inform you that I know exactly who and what you are. Additionally, despite your many years of bullying & brainwashing...
    wowodeals wowodeals 26-30, F 4 hrs ago

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    To my father, my abuser for 25 years: I am writing to inform you that I know exactly who and what you are. Additionally, despite your many years of bullying & brainwashing...
    wowodeals wowodeals 26-30, F 5 hrs ago

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    Yesterday I wrote something here that really got me thinking. Life is complicated and messy and disgusting and sad but we can make it beautiful and amazing if we choose and I...
    RedSheep2 RedSheep2 26-30, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    Broken promises. Why babe? You promised me everything but all those promises fades away when you met her. I'm pretending to be happy eventhough I'm drowning inside just to make...
    hellsAngel025 hellsAngel025 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    I awoke this morning, and instantly started to ball my eyes out as I realized it wasn't a nightmare! My husband is still gone. July 12 will be our 1 st month of marriage And we...
    Only1me4life Only1me4life 36-40, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I'm starving There's no food in the house in eating oatmeal with mixed with some skim milk no sugar .. And a can of corn .. Idk what I'm going to eat later .. I'm overweight I'm...
    ForYouIwillWaitJoey ForYouIwillWaitJoey 18-21, F 9 hrs ago

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    My Fake Mother decided to stay home, yet again this week. Lord Jesus Christ, I do not know what I did to deserve this, but she WILL terrorize me all day today because this woman is...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I've always tried to be kind, empathetic and understanding, offering support in every way to anyone who needed it, showing love and compassion. Not only to those who were good to...
    Gentle153 Gentle153 26-30, M 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    Is it grace or is it Saturday law and Sabbath keeping??? Here is the side that clearly explains grace: Regarding Saturday or Sunday worship, I found the following. So many of...
    HeavenKnowsWhatComesOverMe HeavenKnowsWhatComesOverMe 18-21, F 15 hrs ago

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    Overtake→ A boy with his parents was travelling in their car. Father was driving and son was sitting in the back. Dad was driving this car very carefully because it was quite...
    wintersecret wintersecret 31-35, M 2 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    Doesn't it sux when you like someone and they've made up their mind negatively about you, though they don't know you, because they are seeing you second hand? I hate it when men...
    Faerylight Faerylight 41-45, F 5 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    I have lived on the safe side for most of my life. The older I get, the more I feel the need to experience things outside of my comfort zone. I never want to regret my life or miss...
    DisappearIntoSilence DisappearIntoSilence 31-35, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    My heart keeps breaking with every second that goes by. My state of mind is not in a very good position right now with everything that's going on. Most of my close friends know...
    badgirlbee badgirlbee 22-25, F 7 Responses 4 days ago

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    I've thought this over too much. I've thought about making some kind of blog, but I haven't had the courage to. I figured I wasn't the kind of person people would want to hear...
    EndOfQuiet EndOfQuiet 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I have knocked out three of my past sparring partners and none of those were justified to the level we were boxing at. The first was an older co-worker, the second was a long time...
    CelticBoxingGuy CelticBoxingGuy 41-45, M 4 days ago

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    i am going through this thing, i have a lot in my mind in the past 4 months. My name is Ray, i'll call the other girl ''R''. Before R, i like someone else, she was really good but...
    raydang123 raydang123 13-15, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Have you ever cried so much but you tried not to make noise cause you're afraid that someone might hear you and you won't be able to answer them if they ask what's wrong? cause...
    DeathThrone DeathThrone 22-25, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Please can I ask if you have it in your heart please support Milena who is a woman who has been saving dogs in Bosnia Sarajevo for over 20 years please sponsor ,foster or adopt a...
    TMC10 TMC10 41-45 6 days ago

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    Every dawn is another gift to us from Mother Earth. And every time we awaken, there are a few seconds when we simply breathe, relaxed, feeling warm and relatively secure, whether...
    WattDeFalk WattDeFalk 56-60, T 6 days ago

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    I have left before and have came right back. This time I hope I can stay off but I am sure I will be back! I had a lovely talk with a friend tonight who told me she as well has...
    deleted deleted 26-30 a week ago

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    I enjoy being true to myself. So here's how l see why guys never established a permanent relationship with me. I'm pretty sure a lot of women can relate to this (some men too) but...
    DaCreativeChild DaCreativeChild 22-25, F Jun 24

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    Early this year I met a friend of a friend, who quickly became a close friend. We did everything together, exchanged experiences and all. Our personalities matched on the first...
    AkariYama AkariYama 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    But I was hurt more.. It's that moment when you have to say that forced goodbye...When you have to step on your kind heart and "pretend" you don't care! No one can feel that pain...
    hangonthere hangonthere 22-25, F Jun 23

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    I hate people who use pasts as an excuse to hurt others... I have a friend (Call him Max, who has a bad past due to his parents divorcing. (He and I are so similar it's scary, our...
    IAmJustMyself IAmJustMyself 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 22

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    Brains v.s Brawn Lorelie relaxed on a tree branch of the tallest tree in the back yard, he'd sat there all morning until the sun rose up. The view of it behind the mansion was...
    Shadowfox20 Shadowfox20 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 20

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    It has been like this for the last six months. But the situation worsened two months ago. Now, everytime I sees him, I could feel the bile rising in my throat, making me hard to...
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F Jun 19

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    I am an Egyptian man who lived most of my life abroad, I lived an amazing successful life, but now I am almost 41 year old, two years ago I started to loose everything, I know that...
    RubyClue RubyClue 36-40, M Jun 19

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