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I Am Hurting, Every Second Is Painful

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    Today I Woke to Find Him Looking Down At Me; I Felt Love In His Eyes Again...

    The last words i heard before i went to sleep were, "I don't love you". Just a few hours later i woke  to find Him looking at me; it felt as though His eyes were full of love. His gaze felt just like the one He had on O/our wedding night. There was no mistake! He...
    sobroken sobroken 36-40, F Apr 13, 2009

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    The Other Me!

    Just growing up and being different was very hard. It wasn't no little scratch u get when you fall, it was even deeper. If you know me or even took the time to read my stories you would know the pain I go through every second I am breathing. It's just getting worse and worse and...
    Silence01 Silence01 18-21, F May 9, 2012

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    It's so painful when I have done

    so much for someone because he is special, but for just a simple mistake, I feel like he is no longer the person I once knew. :(
    SweetEclair SweetEclair 36-40, F 4 Responses Mar 25, 2015

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    My Life Sukz

    When I thought my life ended it was just getting started. When I was 10 1/2 yrs old our house burned up in flames and my adopted parents and birth parents died. i had no family to go to after i got out of the house. i was scared and made my home in the woods and learned to take...
    ninjagurl73sex ninjagurl73sex 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 10, 2011

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    Please Pray For Jesse, My Son

    Please PRAY for Jesse. He is my son. He is 20 years old. He posted a note on facebook at approximately 5:30 p.m. Then he left his apartment. Intentionally his keys and his roomates empty pill bottles were left on the keyboard of his laptop. The room mate had just seen him a block...
    sobroken sobroken 36-40, F 4 Responses May 3, 2009

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    When Will the Hurt Ever Get Better?

    My husband left me the week before Christmas this past year. I can't begin to count how many times he has left in the past, but this time he had me at a lawyer's office the day after Christmas. My ex and I have had a rocky relationship for the 15 years we were together, but we...
    betrayer betrayer 36-40, F Mar 8, 2009

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    Life Is Complicated

    Feeling down this early morning life is so complicated i think my sister hate me forever hurmm... i guess i will dwell with this problem until~~~hurmmm..i dont really know plus with my break up and also her breakup~~~she said after i meet his bf, his bf rarely sms or call her...
    lawra123 lawra123 22-25, F May 19, 2013

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    Thank God He Was Found!

      For those of you believing i should have done SOMETHING, i did! Lost my mind needing to do anything but wait. To explain what looked to be my inactivity when my son was missing, and if some day it is useful to anyone else, suicidal people who are very seriously...
    sobroken sobroken 36-40, F 3 Responses May 4, 2009

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    I have one friend whom I know

    for the past 6 months. We clicked and get close pretty fast, hanging out and talking like a close friend. She personally had one bestfriend whom she knew for more than 4 years, which I respect their bestfriend relationship on the first place and I know no one can replace her...
    anonymousme517 anonymousme517 22-25, F Jan 26, 2014

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    This Entry Is to Invite You to Know Me

    In a fit of rage I broke up with the woman I loved( J). My heart can only take so much abuse, and it feels like torture. The way I listen, to hear a cue about how to act, or what say. It's absolute pain. She wants me to stay for my daughter sake and J has a...
    Glennsbeach Glennsbeach 26-30 1 Response Jul 20, 2009

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    I'm being eaten alive by the thoughts inside my

    body which equal self harm I don't want to suffer anymore it hurts mentally and physically but I am here I need to know why
    tgrayson27 tgrayson27 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 3, 2014

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    Life is messy and it's tiring but it's not without the good parts and if you just give yourself the little push when you're on the verge of breaking down, who knows it might be the...
    veiledsorrows veiledsorrows 13-15, F 14 hrs ago

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    when I was a child my father was so violent so tyrannic with me and my mother and brother??always hurting us , telling us bad things et hitting us so so strong that when he will...
    lyllou30 lyllou30 36-40, F 16 hrs ago

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    This webpage is Hell. I have seen underaged ladys asking advice about having sex with teachers. I have seen gay guy asking for someone to PM him for sex and twenty guys responed...
    Kennypants Kennypants 41-45, M 2 days ago

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    •FATHER• Temporary feelings, they eventually burned as I sit here bruised and scared for the rest of my life. I might have lost the war, but reality strikes, I want to cry...
    Ameleasmith Ameleasmith 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    •FATHER• Temporary feelings, they eventually burned as I sit here bruised and scared for the rest of my life. I might have lost the war, but reality strikes, I want to cry...
    Ameleasmith Ameleasmith 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    •FATHER• Temporary feelings, they eventually burned as I sit here bruised and scared for the rest of my life. I might have lost the war, but reality strikes, I want to cry...
    Ameleasmith Ameleasmith 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    •FATHER• Temporary feelings, they eventually burned as I sit here bruised and scared for the rest of my life. I might have lost the war, but reality strikes, I want to cry...
    Ameleasmith Ameleasmith 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I'm so broken inside. I'm doing everything I can and it's just not getting better.. I think about him every single day and I cry because I know he doesn't give a crap about me. He...
    lininsayy lininsayy 18-21, F 10 Responses 3 days ago

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    Reaching Reaching up Reaching out Reaching into Nothing Searching Seeking Hoping Nothing Shouting Screaming Hurting Nothing Falling Fading Dying Nothing Rising Floating...
    Listening80 Listening80 31-35, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I hide away in fairy tales and fantasies... Procrastinating reality... Avoiding a heavy fate. There is so many horrible things that could happen in my future... And all because i...
    Destinyyy Destinyyy 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    but i always do. somehow i manage to overwhelm and crowd people. ones i care about suffer the most. all i can say is there is one common thread in all the lives ive touched...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M 6 days ago

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    I am not competitive. I am a peer. I believe people can be friends with whoever they want to be friends with. I won't make them choose between me and so-and-so. I won't tell them...
    loveismyfriend loveismyfriend 36-40, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Have you ever had someone file a complaint against you at work? Last week a customer at work filed a complaint against me to my boss. When the boss talked to me about it I...
    VanTraveller VanTraveller 51-55, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Yeah these days are harder and harder for me....I feel like I am drowning...and suffocating .... I just sometimes wish to be completely alone...because my friends are hurting me...
    JaneSerenity JaneSerenity 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    It is one of these days where I am feeling incredibly low, powerless and sad. Where I am hurting, not because of something specific or new, but hurting because of every person i...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 6 Responses a week ago

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    I didn't know that when your birthday's near you're suppose to be dealing with all the emotions and sadness in your heart for a whole month. February is my birth-month, yes I am...
    SaarahCarisse SaarahCarisse 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I'm feeling...numb, to be honest. I broke up with him, failed at going No Contact, spent two HORRIBLE months considering going back together and suffering from worse abuse than...
    womaninchains womaninchains 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I was seeing this guy for almost a year. We were never a couple, just really close friends. But the time we spent together, and the way we connected grew into a deep love and...
    Niknak9225 Niknak9225 22-25, F Feb 4

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    Often times when I'm depressed or not feeling positively about things I will put on a happy face and pretend that everything is OK. Maybe I don't want to burden anyone with my...
    quickonmyfeet quickonmyfeet 13-15, F Feb 4

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    Hi my name is Adam I'm 15 years old and 9th grade and Muslim (not terrorist), so my life started to get painful and hurting at the end of 6th grade, well..... i know I'm super...
    KissedByTheDevil KissedByTheDevil 13-15, M 7 Responses Feb 3

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    I feel that most people in my life are only there due to convenience. I don't feel any "bond" or connection with even my closest friends and family anymore. I know it's my fault...
    Sparklyblueunicorns Sparklyblueunicorns 22-25, F 5 Responses Feb 3

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    Occasionally I get on Kick and get the urge to hurt myself either by spanking or hurting the front. Today I got a weird idea and I did it because I'm going try anything at least...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 2

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    I know I'm young so I will say things I'm not entirely sure of just to see if you agree. It's when you get offended then I know there is a problem. Pointing the finger is...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 2

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    good afternoon every one. how are you today?
    KindofDOV KindofDOV 26-30, M Feb 2

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    I have a ex boyfriend. It was pretty much over. But I hope to help the girls and women in need one day. Me and him? We broke off then get together then broke off then again. Yea...
    sxyylove sxyylove 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    I actually feel jealous of my kids!!! That my husband who was my best friend, now hates me and left us, but he still sees the kids. They get texts saying he misses them, he loves...
    Mostfabdon Mostfabdon 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 31

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    good afternoon everyone. how are you today?
    KindofDOV KindofDOV 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 29

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    actually I say I'm ok but it's all the same meaning. I get lonely and depressed alot and seems everyone has a life but me. I work alot and afterwards I'm wiped out. I go home...
    TimeUnfolds TimeUnfolds 31-35, M 2 Responses Jan 29

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    How many of you feel like hurting yourself every day?
    Jlb13592 Jlb13592 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 28

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    9 years old.....everybody in black and crying, mum was confuse and a mess. I remember my fathers body in a long wooden coffin on our table house...everybody was saying the last...
    nevergiveupyourdreams nevergiveupyourdreams 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 28

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