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I Am Hurting, Every Second Is Painful

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    The Other Me!

    Just growing up and being different was very hard. It wasn't no little scratch u get when you fall, it was even deeper. If you know me or even took the time to read my stories you would know the pain I go through every second I am breathing. It's just getting worse and worse and...
    Silence01 Silence01 18-21, F May 9, 2012

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    This Entry Is to Invite You to Know Me

    In a fit of rage I broke up with the woman I loved( J). My heart can only take so much abuse, and it feels like torture. The way I listen, to hear a cue about how to act, or what say. It's absolute pain. She wants me to stay for my daughter sake and J has a...
    Glennsbeach Glennsbeach 26-30 1 Response Jul 20, 2009

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    Life Is Complicated

    Feeling down this early morning life is so complicated i think my sister hate me forever hurmm... i guess i will dwell with this problem until~~~hurmmm..i dont really know plus with my break up and also her breakup~~~she said after i meet his bf, his bf rarely sms or call her...
    lawra123 lawra123 22-25, F May 19, 2013

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    I have one friend whom I know

    for the past 6 months. We clicked and get close pretty fast, hanging out and talking like a close friend. She personally had one bestfriend whom she knew for more than 4 years, which I respect their bestfriend relationship on the first place and I know no one can replace her...
    anonymousme517 anonymousme517 22-25, F Jan 26, 2014

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    Please Pray For Jesse, My Son

    Please PRAY for Jesse. He is my son. He is 20 years old. He posted a note on facebook at approximately 5:30 p.m. Then he left his apartment. Intentionally his keys and his roomates empty pill bottles were left on the keyboard of his laptop. The room mate had just seen him a block...
    sobroken sobroken 36-40, F 4 Responses May 3, 2009

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    When Will the Hurt Ever Get Better?

    My husband left me the week before Christmas this past year. I can't begin to count how many times he has left in the past, but this time he had me at a lawyer's office the day after Christmas. My ex and I have had a rocky relationship for the 15 years we were together, but we...
    betrayer betrayer 36-40, F Mar 8, 2009

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    Today I Woke to Find Him Looking Down At Me; I Felt Love In His Eyes Again...

    The last words i heard before i went to sleep were, "I don't love you". Just a few hours later i woke  to find Him looking at me; it felt as though His eyes were full of love. His gaze felt just like the one He had on O/our wedding night. There was no mistake! He...
    sobroken sobroken 36-40, F Apr 13, 2009

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    I'm being eaten alive by the thoughts inside my

    body which equal self harm I don't want to suffer anymore it hurts mentally and physically but I am here I need to know why
    tgrayson27 tgrayson27 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 3, 2014

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    Thank God He Was Found!

      For those of you believing i should have done SOMETHING, i did! Lost my mind needing to do anything but wait. To explain what looked to be my inactivity when my son was missing, and if some day it is useful to anyone else, suicidal people who are very seriously...
    sobroken sobroken 36-40, F 3 Responses May 4, 2009

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    My Life Sukz

    When I thought my life ended it was just getting started. When I was 10 1/2 yrs old our house burned up in flames and my adopted parents and birth parents died. i had no family to go to after i got out of the house. i was scared and made my home in the woods and learned to take...
    ninjagurl73sex ninjagurl73sex 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 10, 2011

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    It's so painful when I have done

    so much for someone because he is special, but for just a simple mistake, I feel like he is no longer the person I once knew. :(
    SweetEclair SweetEclair 36-40, F 3 Responses Mar 25

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    Today is a new day. last night I wanted to just cry and could not stop the nagative thoughts. I had had a good day spent is with a friend, swam and whent into the redwoods for a...
    rubyjuly rubyjuly 26-30, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I joined EP after I had some major personal issues in my life, looking for a place just to vent to get things off my chest. This was back in June 2014 when I found EP. What a...
    hunterw0lf hunterw0lf 41-45, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I do not know if anyone will read this, but I need somewhere to vent and I thought this would be a great community to do so. I am an almost twenty-three year old college bound...
    Nichole1992 Nichole1992 22-25, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Tonight I reaffirm my commitment to my spiritual journey. Tonight my soul is illuminated by the full moon, and with meditation as my tool I cast off the negative energy that has...
    BlackRaven2015 BlackRaven2015 31-35, M 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    For as long as I can remember—even as a kid—I have had violent fantasies (and even dreams and have been able to manipulate my dreams, but another story for a different...
    JadeKnight JadeKnight 26-30, T 2 days ago

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    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jZ3L-5o3VuQ It's a pretty world in this song but it wasn't a part of my marriage. It was overwhelming and beautiful in the beginning. I felt I...
    frspch frspch 51-55, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    It's again my fault. I wasn't a good friend to him. I am and was an idiot. I should have known. He is an amazing person. He is kind and sweet. He is very considerate. And most of...
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Everyone lives their lives differently so why judge? As long as nobody is hurting anyone everything should be at peace
    luvabl3 luvabl3 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    It's confirmed. Everything he'll do is my responsibility my fault. I shouldn't have believed him or else I shouldn't have believed in love for myself. I miss him already but he had...
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    I feel like anything I do is wrong. How can I fix that ? It's hurting me emotionally. I just wish I knew.
    Kayla0504 Kayla0504 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    in the back of my mind i always have that one fear. ''how long do i have left before i mess everything up?'' im a very odd person who cant really help her feelings and actions. it...
    shadowgothicgirl shadowgothicgirl 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I feel like I don't know where to go from here. I've been dating my boyfriend for 3 years, & he's a wonderful person, but I don't know if it's meant to be. I know he's thinking of...
    robkat13 robkat13 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    well.. I haven't posted in a while... I've changed... I guess pain changes ppl but it also makes them stronger... but I guess it puts a wall between light... this is what I'm...
    Silentsuffer Silentsuffer 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I swear I can feel my soul hurting today.
    LookingForTheSunshine LookingForTheSunshine 31-35, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    Well it's actually my fault. I'm just so stupid. He's still my best friend but I blocked him. I already miss him but it's for the better good. His girlfriend won't worry and he...
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 24

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    So, I have issues and he has issues but, I love him. I feel like I need to be there for him but I'm not sure how long I can take this. I'm slowly waiting for everything in my life...
    EarthLorde EarthLorde 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    I'm not actually sure where I should start with everything I would like to be open and honest about everything my my relationship in the past 11 years but it's a lot for any one...
    buttermonkey buttermonkey 26-30, F Jul 20

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    I'm not actually sure where I should start with everything I would like to be open and honest about everything my my relationship in the past 11 years but it's a lot for any one...
    buttermonkey buttermonkey 26-30, F Jul 20

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    why does everyone have to make me feel like the world would be better off without me? That everyone would be happier if i was dead?
    SwizzleDragon SwizzleDragon 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 20

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    I finally fell asleep without dreaming of you. But what good does that do when I'm not waking up to you. You're always on my mind. I wake up & the worry is there again. The pain is...
    taminglife taminglife 22-25, F Jul 19

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    So worried about myself...I know there's something seriously wrong with me and I go crazy trying to figure out what it is. This makes me believe that I have everything wrong with...
    Fiftypercent Fiftypercent 18-21 1 Response Jul 17

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    Not every night but most nights I have.Sometimes its for no reason whatsoever but then its the daily struggles.I'm crying right now over stomach pain.Its really sore and its...
    MusicLover4Eternity MusicLover4Eternity 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 16

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    I feel like everyone see with with stucco in their eyes. Filling in my cracks and missing pieces with whatever their mind comes up with. I feel so alone. Insignificant. I feel so...
    rottenfruit rottenfruit 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 16

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    People write about emotional pain frequently on EP. One of the most common sources of pain is relationships. And of the various relationship pains, insecurity is among the most...
    ToughEddie ToughEddie 36-40, M 2 Responses Jul 15

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    You don't always have to be betrayed inorder to feel hurt and broken .... Sometimes feeling ignored and pushed away by the one you love, being told to get over urself when only...
    maybelle001 maybelle001 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 15

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    Pure Bloods (Authors note- it switches between the two boys ever chapter and i do know there are a lot of grammar and spelling mistakes that i still haven't found) Part one -My...
    DavidHamilton1 DavidHamilton1 16-17, M 2 Responses Jul 13

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    I am 22 years old and 5 months pregnant. I also have diabetes and I am having a rough time with this pregnancy. (Nothing too serious) My husband is incarcerated and might be...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 12

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    hey, I am a normal teenager (14) and i really want help. not Doctor help. I want a person to become friends with. someone to talk to about everything. I have friends. they just...
    stormoftears stormoftears 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 12

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    I am in a roommate situation with my husband. it is so painful to receive no affection of any kind, just criticism and belittling. I take care of my grandchild (she lives with us...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jul 12

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    About to swim in my own blood nd play with some gasoline ,nitrousoxide,chlorine , lps,nd fire . I love you everybody . I am sorry for everything and I love you neo .
    Ezekiel420 Ezekiel420 13-15, M 1 Response Jul 11

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    It hurts so deeply to have to deal with you leaving me why am I not good enough for you after 26 years you don't love me enough to work it out how in the world ski go on how do I...
    lostmomto4 lostmomto4 41-45, F 5 Responses Jul 11

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