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I Am Hurting, Every Second Is Painful

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    Life Is Complicated

    Feeling down this early morning life is so complicated i think my sister hate me forever hurmm... i guess i will dwell with this problem until~~~hurmmm..i dont really know plus with my break up and also her breakup~~~she said after i meet his bf, his bf rarely sms or call her...
    lawra123 lawra123 22-25, F May 19, 2013

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    My Life Sukz

    When I thought my life ended it was just getting started. When I was 10 1/2 yrs old our house burned up in flames and my adopted parents and birth parents died. i had no family to go to after i got out of the house. i was scared and made my home in the woods and learned to take...
    ninjagurl73sex ninjagurl73sex 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 10, 2011

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    This Entry Is to Invite You to Know Me

    In a fit of rage I broke up with the woman I loved( J). My heart can only take so much abuse, and it feels like torture. The way I listen, to hear a cue about how to act, or what say. It's absolute pain. She wants me to stay for my daughter sake and J has a...
    Glennsbeach Glennsbeach 26-30 1 Response Jul 20, 2009

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    It's so painful when I have done

    so much for someone because he is special, but for just a simple mistake, I feel like he is no longer the person I once knew. :(
    SweetEclair SweetEclair 31-35, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    When Will the Hurt Ever Get Better?

    My husband left me the week before Christmas this past year. I can't begin to count how many times he has left in the past, but this time he had me at a lawyer's office the day after Christmas. My ex and I have had a rocky relationship for the 15 years we were together, but we...
    betrayer betrayer 36-40, F Mar 8, 2009

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    Please Pray For Jesse, My Son

    Please PRAY for Jesse. He is my son. He is 20 years old. He posted a note on facebook at approximately 5:30 p.m. Then he left his apartment. Intentionally his keys and his roomates empty pill bottles were left on the keyboard of his laptop. The room mate had just seen him a block...
    sobroken sobroken 36-40, F 4 Responses May 3, 2009

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    Thank God He Was Found!

      For those of you believing i should have done SOMETHING, i did! Lost my mind needing to do anything but wait. To explain what looked to be my inactivity when my son was missing, and if some day it is useful to anyone else, suicidal people who are very seriously...
    sobroken sobroken 36-40, F 3 Responses May 4, 2009

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    I'm being eaten alive by the thoughts inside my

    body which equal self harm I don't want to suffer anymore it hurts mentally and physically but I am here I need to know why
    tgrayson27 tgrayson27 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 3, 2014

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    The Other Me!

    Just growing up and being different was very hard. It wasn't no little scratch u get when you fall, it was even deeper. If you know me or even took the time to read my stories you would know the pain I go through every second I am breathing. It's just getting worse and worse and...
    Silence01 Silence01 18-21, F May 9, 2012

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    I have one friend whom I know

    for the past 6 months. We clicked and get close pretty fast, hanging out and talking like a close friend. She personally had one bestfriend whom she knew for more than 4 years, which I respect their bestfriend relationship on the first place and I know no one can replace her...
    anonymousme517 anonymousme517 22-25, F Jan 26, 2014

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    Today I Woke to Find Him Looking Down At Me; I Felt Love In His Eyes Again...

    The last words i heard before i went to sleep were, "I don't love you". Just a few hours later i woke  to find Him looking at me; it felt as though His eyes were full of love. His gaze felt just like the one He had on O/our wedding night. There was no mistake! He...
    sobroken sobroken 36-40, F Apr 13, 2009

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    JusticeTargaryen JusticeTargaryen 31-35, T Mar 22

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    I have a story about kindness. I think 3 or 4 years ago (or 5? darn i am not good at History), i was joining bible sharing every Thursday night. They were christian group that...
    redfairy16 redfairy16 26-30, F Mar 12

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    I have a story about kindness. I think 3 or 4 years ago (or 5? darn i am not good at History), i was joining bible sharing every Thursday night. They were christian group that...
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    I have a story about kindness. I think 3 or 4 years ago (or 5? Goodness, i am not good at History), i was joining bible sharing every Thursday night. They were group that volunteer...
    redfairy16 redfairy16 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 12

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    I am sorry for hurting my boyfriend. I loved him dearly at one time. Probably more than I should have let myself and that was wrong. Wrong to him to lead him to believe I could...
    PRCgirl73 PRCgirl73 41-45, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Okay, that's it. I texted her 2 days ago and she still hasn't replied. So effing ridiculous!!! I know she's probably busy, but that's just rude. I texted her a question that would...
    jonbz17 jonbz17 22-25, M Mar 15

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    mamma mia fa male :/ love hurts so much but i dont know if its hurting so much because im the one to blame for everything :(
    confusednormalness confusednormalness 18-21, F Mar 10

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    I get so overwhelmed when I'm around everyone who knows my true struggle with my feelings. Each day I find it more difficult to face them. I know there is nothing else they can do...
    xxcaylaxx xxcaylaxx 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    But its all I seem to do. I broke his heart, made her feel like the world is on her shulders, made that boy hate me, this girl thinks I hate her, ... I aint never mean no harm, im...
    petramullins petramullins 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    The edge is so close and I am alone. Eight weeks and two days without it. The hurt is so bad and all it would take is one cut to **** everything up and completely set everything...
    SunnysBlueForever SunnysBlueForever 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 2

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    I'm a loner in school and people just ignore me.they push me and shove me.I feel like I don't exist.this popular boy in my class said I was ugly in front of the whole class and...
    emily305 emily305 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 4

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    The past 2 months I've been hiding behind a fake smile I play it sooo well everyone failed too see how I am truly feeling I'm at the point in my like where I feel deeply hurt...
    XDHyperGirlXD1 XDHyperGirlXD1 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 15

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    My scars are fading loosening their protection over me from my emotional pain. it's coming back to me as every scar from every cut fades away. I remember what lurks inside my...
    FrayedGamer FrayedGamer 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 17

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    how would you guys do if !! u flirt with someone from the first sight ...and in th next day they wont answer ur calss !! and if u call with a different number they would answer but...
    typic1990 typic1990 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 2

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    What's the point of living if I will continue to repeat the same sadness over and over again? Every time I find some kind of happiness, it gets ripped away from me and I am left in...
    rusputia rusputia 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 2

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    i was so happy at the beginning of the year happier that i ever been now everything came crashing down....iou ts gotten to where i dont wanna live anymore i feel like what for? 19...
    fuvklife fuvklife 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 5

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    I feel so hurt and depressed this morning. The last few days my husband has been quite bitter. I know he has a hard time where he is working and wishes he could get out. Because of...
    Chenk Chenk 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 6

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    It feels like I lost everything I cared for in only few days. All hope is gone. The man I loved most, school... He said he didn't love me and I feel so fooled. It wasn't him, who...
    Mellangela Mellangela 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 6

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    My fiance passed away 18 months ago in a tragic accident. Following his death I've dealt with several other disheartening family medical problems, spent months in the hospital with...
    tiara29 tiara29 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 8

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    I know that its stupid but every time I remember my mom I feel like only if I could have just stopped her from leaving maybe she wouldn't be in a wheelchair because of the...
    Black15Camdy Black15Camdy 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 14

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    Down The Tube It was bright and cold....too cold for your weak body. The room is filled with concerned chatter from the doctor and three nurses. You lie there in that hospital...
    TheWhimsicalHeart TheWhimsicalHeart 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 14

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    I'm missing you so much rn. I just miss being in your presence almost everyday , our friendship , & having you to calm a bestfriend. I just miss it all & wish there was some way to...
    Coldheartedgirl456 Coldheartedgirl456 16-17, F Mar 15

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    I can't express myself on internet. I fear that people here would judge me or make fun of me because honestly speaking I don't have huge problems ... I'm insecure and I lack self...
    Beautifuldisaster57 Beautifuldisaster57 16-17, F 13 Responses Mar 16

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    I hate how everything is . I get cursed and there are some things i CANNOT share to u as commanded . For your good for your sake. I hate my life. I am ****
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Don't be friends with Dude 9000, he's such a worthless piece of ****. He put me down because I didn't send him a sexual picture, he makes me feel sick and I wish I could post the...
    blueworldsapart blueworldsapart 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Im about to talk it out.. i need to dump all of this off my shoulders.. im sorry if its rambling at long.. I don't actually expect anyone to read.. but i need a place to put these...
    alienmom82 alienmom82 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    I am a friendly person. I am social. I trust people easily. I don't know how to not trust people right away. I am very caring. I also am very forgiving and give people chances. I...
    blankcheck4urhart blankcheck4urhart 36-40, F 4 days ago

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    I cry rarely. Before the past like month, it had Been months and months and months and months since I had cried at all. Even when I was depressed. But I find myself wanting to just...
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99 13-15, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    So I fell you Tim we started talking months ago ,he took a piece of my heart ,it took me a year to trust and wow it was taken again from me and its just making me stronger and...
    monica0215 monica0215 51-55, F 6 days ago

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    I struggle with the right things to say in almost any situation. I think I have lost a good part of my mind, and I'm trying to figure out how to get it back. Maybe writing...
    EpilepticOne EpilepticOne 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 4

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    Today I collected my new passport. On the expired passport were trips with ex-AP. They are now firmly in the past, as determined by the Immigrations department and my ex-AP's...
    HurtsEverywhere HurtsEverywhere 31-35, F 5 Responses