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I Am Hurting, Every Second Is Painful

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    Please Pray For Jesse, My Son

    Please PRAY for Jesse. He is my son. He is 20 years old. He posted a note on facebook at approximately 5:30 p.m. Then he left his apartment. Intentionally his keys and his roomates empty pill bottles were left on the keyboard of his laptop. The room mate had just seen him a block...
    sobroken sobroken 36-40, F 4 Responses May 3, 2009

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    Thank God He Was Found!

      For those of you believing i should have done SOMETHING, i did! Lost my mind needing to do anything but wait. To explain what looked to be my inactivity when my son was missing, and if some day it is useful to anyone else, suicidal people who are very seriously...
    sobroken sobroken 36-40, F 3 Responses May 4, 2009

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    This Entry Is to Invite You to Know Me

    In a fit of rage I broke up with the woman I loved( J). My heart can only take so much abuse, and it feels like torture. The way I listen, to hear a cue about how to act, or what say. It's absolute pain. She wants me to stay for my daughter sake and J has a...
    Glennsbeach Glennsbeach 26-30 1 Response Jul 20, 2009

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    I'm being eaten alive by the thoughts inside my

    body which equal self harm I don't want to suffer anymore it hurts mentally and physically but I am here I need to know why
    tgrayson27 tgrayson27 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 3, 2014

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    Today I Woke to Find Him Looking Down At Me; I Felt Love In His Eyes Again...

    The last words i heard before i went to sleep were, "I don't love you". Just a few hours later i woke  to find Him looking at me; it felt as though His eyes were full of love. His gaze felt just like the one He had on O/our wedding night. There was no mistake! He...
    sobroken sobroken 36-40, F Apr 13, 2009

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    I have one friend whom I know

    for the past 6 months. We clicked and get close pretty fast, hanging out and talking like a close friend. She personally had one bestfriend whom she knew for more than 4 years, which I respect their bestfriend relationship on the first place and I know no one can replace her...
    anonymousme517 anonymousme517 22-25, F Jan 26, 2014

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    When Will the Hurt Ever Get Better?

    My husband left me the week before Christmas this past year. I can't begin to count how many times he has left in the past, but this time he had me at a lawyer's office the day after Christmas. My ex and I have had a rocky relationship for the 15 years we were together, but we...
    betrayer betrayer 36-40, F Mar 8, 2009

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    The Other Me!

    Just growing up and being different was very hard. It wasn't no little scratch u get when you fall, it was even deeper. If you know me or even took the time to read my stories you would know the pain I go through every second I am breathing. It's just getting worse and worse and...
    Silence01 Silence01 18-21, F May 9, 2012

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    My Life Sukz

    When I thought my life ended it was just getting started. When I was 10 1/2 yrs old our house burned up in flames and my adopted parents and birth parents died. i had no family to go to after i got out of the house. i was scared and made my home in the woods and learned to take...
    ninjagurl73sex ninjagurl73sex 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 10, 2011

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    Life Is Complicated

    Feeling down this early morning life is so complicated i think my sister hate me forever hurmm... i guess i will dwell with this problem until~~~hurmmm..i dont really know plus with my break up and also her breakup~~~she said after i meet his bf, his bf rarely sms or call her...
    lawra123 lawra123 22-25, F May 19, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    Guys please help Sunday Morning I wake and prepare breakfast for everyone. I have 3 kids and the last one is 5 months. Through out the day am cleaning pulling kitchen cupboards...
    Napsadi Napsadi 26-30, F 11 mins ago

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    I hope you guys would take time to read my story, and I'd really appreciate if you could maybe leave some comments below. So my ex-boyfriend and I were together for more than a...
    Pauline0497 Pauline0497 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    He didn't break up with me. I did. It was painful. There was tears, crying, anger but in the end it was the right thing for the both of us to do. We were together for two years and...
    Horse10202 Horse10202 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    I am really hurting so badly right now. While I have come to terms with the fact I am a transgender woman, and feel wonderful because of that. My wife on the other hand is having a...
    DawnR59 DawnR59 51-55, T 8 Responses Jan 4

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    When i first met him he was perfect , i couldn't fault him he spoilt me - treat me, made me feeling amazing. Then i found out whilst he was dating me he was also dating someone...
    mysteryheart01 mysteryheart01 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    And I really am... Most people look forward to the holidays. Honestly, I don't. It brings back painful memories of somebody I love so dearly.... She is gone forever... But, I would...
    maleficent08 maleficent08 31-35, F Jan 1

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    It takes a really special person to sit and listen objectively to someone else's issues. Even more so if a person has years worth of compiled issues. We who suffer with those...
    manusundr manusundr 46-50, M 4 Responses Jan 4

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    For a minute this morning I woke up and I felt everything was perfectly fine, happy, nothing had happened last night, then seconds later it all came gushing back. I just laid in...
    nottheaveragegirl nottheaveragegirl 18-21, F Jan 7

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    Loving me is a sadistic habit, Painfully addictive, Fatally attractive, Insanely satisfying....
    IAmACatXP IAmACatXP 13-15, F Jan 13

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    but i don't know how to say anything. How can you tell your friends or family or anyone at all how much you hurt everyday? How hard it is just to get up in the morning because...
    irishlassy98 irishlassy98 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    I feel like my ex is doing everything he can to hurt me. First he broke up with me out of the blue and said "I hurt him too much" by moaning at him during the relationship. Then he...
    GhostGirl97 GhostGirl97 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    It's crazy to me how everyone sees me as this "happy-go-lucky girl." Everyone assumes that my life is perfect. That I'm happy all the time. That I got everything together. That I...
    J021408 J021408 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 6

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    I always thought that nothing else matters if 2 people love each other and they feel happy together... It doesn't matter if they are from different countries , speak different...
    Gelezinis Gelezinis 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    I was getting so much better a while ago and then once again I feel really bad. It's like there's something missing in my life. I don't ever get surprised by anything and I don't...
    lanadorkhas lanadorkhas 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 26, 2014

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    There's this guy I was dating a while ago. One night he tells me that he does not like me anymore and that he feels bad but that he'd rather tell me the truth than lie. Nothing has...
    sharonvV sharonvV 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 27, 2014

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    I hate how she made me feel loved then now, she don't love me anymore. It hurts so much and I hate how this break up makes me feel. Everyday, I get to think about those sweet...
    guhint guhint 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 27, 2014

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    I don't just feel it but i am actually a burden on my dad, mom, bro, sis, uncle, aunt and everyone else.. My opinion does'nt matter in anything, even if it does, they won't agree...
    MrImperfect MrImperfect 16-17, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I've been different my whole life, and I'm not young any more! I know everyone here is somewhat different, we need several different kinds of people! my mom put me in panties by...
    mistysissy mistysissy 41-45, T 1 Response Dec 26, 2014

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    when I'm in school I'm this happy girl that everyone sees and they always asking me why am I always smiling. when I get home and close my room door I sometimes just break down and...
    Itsmiprada Itsmiprada 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 7

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    I was thinking what I've done today. Did I hurt someone's heart? Did I say something offensive? Did I treat people wrong? I always thinking about that, like every night and then...
    supernerd22 supernerd22 16-17, M 2 Responses Jan 8

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    I feel sad all the time, I find it hard to smile, I cant remember the last time I was happy, I hate waking up every morning, I hate looking in the mirror I hate my face I hate my...
    AlyUniqueGirl AlyUniqueGirl 16-17, F Jan 9

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    As you all know, I had my DUI and just recently I served my time in jail and now I am on house arrest! Thank god jail wasn't anything like I expected and it was actually better...
    RiseAbove222 RiseAbove222 22-25, F Jan 14

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    I am depressed for 5-6 months now. I sleep a lot during the day, Im always late for school because I have difficulty getting up in the morning. I have no motivation, everything...
    jadzullaik3 jadzullaik3 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Every night when you leave me, I know I should be secure in the knowledge that you'll come back...and I hate myself for being terrified that you won't. Every single time. I hate...
    SunnysBlueForever SunnysBlueForever 18-21, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm sad... the past couple of days I've been feeling sad. I feel like there's nobody there. nobody I really connect with. nobody that really cares. it's difficult when you care so...
    RaigaKurosuki RaigaKurosuki 16-17, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I can't take it anymore everything hurts so bad :( I just want to be happy
    xforeverlonelyx xforeverlonelyx 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    I still can't forget him. every waking hour of each day, he is still the one i look for. his text, his call even his notes..... I just can't believe that he acts as if nothing...
    kArmen0314 kArmen0314 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    My boyfreind broke up with me, my freinds ignore me and i feel so lonely and hurt by everyone. My ex sent me abusive messages and said he wanted me to stop talking to our matual...
    GhostGirl97 GhostGirl97 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    Today was a very weird day. On the last day of the year, I had to get up early for a 3 hour drive to a cremation. Though it was a beautiful service in the style of the girl who...
    Gentle153 Gentle153 26-30, M 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    everyone that i care about, ignores me.
    bringthesirens bringthesirens 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 2

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    What the **** do you do when the one thing you love is the one thing you will never have, and it kills you and kills you and kills you every damn night?
    SunnysBlueForever SunnysBlueForever 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 4

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    Hi everyone. This is my first post here ever, so please be gentle. I need to tell the story of my current situation, if for no reason other than to get it off my chest. First, I...
    Gmadison19 Gmadison19 41-45, M 4 Responses Jan 4

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    I feel.. Horrible, I guess? At 14 years old, I'm too young to feel like this at all. I spend night after night awake, thinking terrible thoughts. I have never actually told anyone...
    Kkmsj2015 Kkmsj2015 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 6

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    I thought i was fine. i thought we were fine. sure the feeling was full of climax, orgasmic, we were too f**king happy. we enjoyed our first semester way too much. the parties, the...
    butterfliesndut butterfliesndut 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 6

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    I am tired...it is like a heavy weight inside like a thousand pounds inside me, each day I try to move it wants to hold me back, like walk up against the strongest winds......I am...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F Jan 7

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    I have undiagnosed depression and social anxiety my parents are homophobes equating it to ********** and im bi- they dont know I can't tell them ive gone through my own personal...
    permanentdreams1 permanentdreams1 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 9

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