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I Am Hurting, Every Second Is Painful

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 123 People

    When Will the Hurt Ever Get Better?

    My husband left me the week before Christmas this past year. I can't begin to count how many times he has left in the past, but this time he had me at a lawyer's office the day after Christmas. My ex and I have had a rocky relationship for the 15 years we were together, but we...
    betrayer betrayer 36-40, F Mar 8, 2009

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    Please Pray For Jesse, My Son

    Please PRAY for Jesse. He is my son. He is 20 years old. He posted a note on facebook at approximately 5:30 p.m. Then he left his apartment. Intentionally his keys and his roomates empty pill bottles were left on the keyboard of his laptop. The room mate had just seen him a block...
    sobroken sobroken 36-40, F 4 Responses May 3, 2009

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    Today I Woke to Find Him Looking Down At Me; I Felt Love In His Eyes Again...

    The last words i heard before i went to sleep were, "I don't love you". Just a few hours later i woke  to find Him looking at me; it felt as though His eyes were full of love. His gaze felt just like the one He had on O/our wedding night. There was no mistake! He...
    sobroken sobroken 36-40, F Apr 13, 2009

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    I'm being eaten alive by the thoughts inside my

    body which equal self harm I don't want to suffer anymore it hurts mentally and physically but I am here I need to know why
    tgrayson27 tgrayson27 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    I have one friend whom I know

    for the past 6 months. We clicked and get close pretty fast, hanging out and talking like a close friend. She personally had one bestfriend whom she knew for more than 4 years, which I respect their bestfriend relationship on the first place and I know no one can replace her...
    anonymousme517 anonymousme517 18-21, F Jan 26

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    This Entry Is to Invite You to Know Me

    In a fit of rage I broke up with the woman I loved( J). My heart can only take so much abuse, and it feels like torture. The way I listen, to hear a cue about how to act, or what say. It's absolute pain. She wants me to stay for my daughter sake and J has a...
    Glennsbeach Glennsbeach 26-30 1 Response Jul 20, 2009

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    My Life Sukz

    When I thought my life ended it was just getting started. When I was 10 1/2 yrs old our house burned up in flames and my adopted parents and birth parents died. i had no family to go to after i got out of the house. i was scared and made my home in the woods and learned to take...
    ninjagurl73sex ninjagurl73sex 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 10, 2011

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    Life Is Complicated

    Feeling down this early morning life is so complicated i think my sister hate me forever hurmm... i guess i will dwell with this problem until~~~hurmmm..i dont really know plus with my break up and also her breakup~~~she said after i meet his bf, his bf rarely sms or call her...
    lawra123 lawra123 22-25, F May 19, 2013

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    The Other Me!

    Just growing up and being different was very hard. It wasn't no little scratch u get when you fall, it was even deeper. If you know me or even took the time to read my stories you would know the pain I go through every second I am breathing. It's just getting worse and worse and...
    Silence01 Silence01 18-21, F 1 Response May 9, 2012

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    Thank God He Was Found!

      For those of you believing i should have done SOMETHING, i did! Lost my mind needing to do anything but wait. To explain what looked to be my inactivity when my son was missing, and if some day it is useful to anyone else, suicidal people who are very seriously...
    sobroken sobroken 36-40, F 3 Responses May 4, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    Something I wrote to him, although I didn't send it. Thank you. I have a lot of things to thank you for. Thank you for showing me how to love and supposedly be "loved". Thank...
    weightingforhappiness weightingforhappiness 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 2

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    My father forced me to do sex with him last week. He was drunk and claimed that he had the right to do everything at home as he wished. It was scary and really hurt a lot. I was...
    ElsaBlack ElsaBlack 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 1

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    The moment you are trying to help a friend but then she all of a sudden ******* out against you because you try to help. A sledge hammer hitting me in my face would have been less...
    gomega98 gomega98 16-17, M 2 Responses Oct 7

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    Somebody I gave my all to ended up hurting and accused me of sleeping with his brother . Worst part about it his out here trying to talk to everybody even my family is included .I...
    xoxobi xoxobi 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 11

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    I have GOT to get this out... I cant keep it bottled in any longer. I may only be rambling to myself here, but I dont care, at least it will be out of my system. ( I'm going to...
    ashuriiNikooru ashuriiNikooru 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 26

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    My life is becoming more messed up and confusing as the days go by. I seem to not to be able to find out exactly who i am nor what i want to do. My life is filled with lies...
    chaoshead chaoshead 13-15, M 4 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    Why can nothing be easy. Why is this my curse in life, to be backwards from everyone else? Why couldn't I decide I wanted to go to college and get some cookie-cutter career like...
    SunnysBlue SunnysBlue 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 23

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    A long time ago there was a boy. He was smart, talented and handsome. However, he was very selfish and his temper was so difficult, that nobody wanted to be friends with him. Often...
    TheShalottLady TheShalottLady 61-65, F Sep 24

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    I have started to get to the point, where I find it completely useless to try to become friends with anyone. All my friends act like I am really annoying, and they criticize me...
    dogsareCute16 dogsareCute16 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 5

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    I hate when people pry after I say I don't wanna talk about it . My best friends know everything about me with little detail . I'm not the type to talk or cry in front of others...
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 12

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    The pain feels static. It's a nice fall day with slightly cool temperatures and the sun bright in the sky. I can see the entire city as i'm perched sitting ontop of a red concrete...
    Sometimesilence Sometimesilence 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 13

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    His name is depression "Hi, nice of you to come back" "are you feeling better" , I smile and nod yes and sit at my seat, people are laughing, talking and waiting for class to...
    Howlingsoulofthewolf Howlingsoulofthewolf 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 14

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    Everything physically hurts because mentally I'm a weenie
    noavailablenames noavailablenames 16-17, F Sep 24

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    Unfortunately, the people who are supposed to love us aren’t always able to give us the kind of love we need. Whether they are our mothers or our fathers, our grandparents or our...
    Sophie119 Sophie119 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 25

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    Trying my hardest to keep a smile & fight through this... It is very hard & even though I smile inside I'm hurting and just want to break down .. Just tired of being strong and...
    MsAnonymous1 MsAnonymous1 18-21, F 6 Responses Sep 26

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    Either I'm a great actress or people close to me just don't care enough to ask what's wrong. I fake a smile everyday. There are times when I've thought about ending my sad...
    Careisla Careisla 18-21, F 5 Responses Sep 27

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    I just don't care anymore. Sick of dating guys who don't know what they want. Sick of the effort I put into it. Constantly having to beg for communication but the only time I got...
    IceyNoEmber IceyNoEmber 16-17, F Sep 29

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    I'm so sick of being treated like crap all the time. My family hates me and could care less about me. I just want a loving mom and dad who seriously care about me. All they ever do...
    Sweetgirl120 Sweetgirl120 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 30

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    My best friend of six years had sex with this guy I had a thing with. We weren't openly dating but everyone knew we were together, including my best friend. she told me at first...
    grace665 grace665 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 30

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    Can't say I don't love him. Still I can't pretend that my heart is torn just knowing that I'm losing my bestfriend. If it's easier said and done then someone tell me why. I could...
    ElizabethSwannTurner ElizabethSwannTurner 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 1

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    And everyday I'm still waiting for you to talk to me again..
    Sweetaugust Sweetaugust 16-17, F Oct 3

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    And I am good at it no one ever knows I am hurting and dying in the inside
    LostGalaxyy LostGalaxyy 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 3

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    I love someone who has been abused. He hides inside himself. He hurts me nearly every day. But I still love him.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 5

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    I had some bullshish thing where I end up crying myself to sleep every night because my whole family is some bullshish 2bit losers who only think about themselves. I have tried but...
    MarkMCftrz MarkMCftrz 13-15, M 2 Responses Oct 8

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    I was in love with a guy. I work with him. Now he does not want me in his life. It hurts so much because I started to depend on him so much emotionally. I am trying my best to Keep...
    verniatracy verniatracy 26-30, F Oct 11

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    Okay so, this is the first time im gonna talk about this and probably the last, i just need to let it out of my chest.. i need to get over it. Last January.. i met someone here...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 12

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    A long day a journey that seemed to keep going and couldn't ever possibly end. I feel like my legs can't take another step and I fall in this spot, I feel extremely tired and sad...
    Xenasdreams Xenasdreams 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 13

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    It's a bit different though. I do have someone I tell everything to and she knows who she is. Aside from that I really can't be bothered to talk about my problems. Sometimes I post...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Do you ever feel like you're alone in this world? Never knowing where to turn? Feeling that everyone hates you? Doesn't understand you? It's like your trapped in sadness. You can't...
    areyouthereforme areyouthereforme 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I hurt the one I love the most and didn't even care until it all crashed down on me. I was cheating on him for six months and acting like I didn't have him around. I gave up on him...
    saraandherfoxes saraandherfoxes 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    When I die I wanna be turned into a diamond because every diamond has flaws just like people
    tatterdremains tatterdremains 13-15, M 3 days ago

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    PLEASE READ. Folks, I am a master's level student working towards a degree in mental health counseling. I have been browsing many of the posts in this forum and I must say with...
    aelle88 aelle88 26-30, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    when deep down am actually hurting.. I brush it off.. like it's nothing.. I sometimes ignore people when they treat me like crap bc when u tell them bout it they ignore it.. but...
    bootyfulover25 bootyfulover25 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    Something that has always bothered me... Specifically brought to mind when (I think it was stalked?) posted on koko's trolls thread... Why is it that having a secret relationship...
    ElsieJay ElsieJay 41-45, F 9 Responses 1 day ago

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    Tonight I said my final goodbyes to my church and the people whom belong to it.. It is by far the hardest thing I've had to do in a really long time.. It's quite the long story...
    jolieember12 jolieember12 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 24

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    I recently had back surgery to correct a herniated disc but then I was diagnosed with Cauda Equina Syndrome or CES. I have seen so many doctors for my back that I am feeling very...
    kraziegirl391975 kraziegirl391975 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 28

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    It all started at the beginning of May of my first year in college. Me and a friend from my dorm had a mutual friend who had posted links of the site “Ask.fm” on his Facebook...
    MattRogue MattRogue 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    The more time I am alone, the more I realize some things. You'd think I'd tell myself this relationship was no good for me, but I'm not. The reason why we are struggling is obvious...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 2

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