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I Am Hurting, Every Second Is Painful

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    I'm being eaten alive by the thoughts inside my

    body which equal self harm I don't want to suffer anymore it hurts mentally and physically but I am here I need to know why
    tgrayson27 tgrayson27 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 3, 2014

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    Today I Woke to Find Him Looking Down At Me; I Felt Love In His Eyes Again...

    The last words i heard before i went to sleep were, "I don't love you". Just a few hours later i woke  to find Him looking at me; it felt as though His eyes were full of love. His gaze felt just like the one He had on O/our wedding night. There was no mistake! He...
    sobroken sobroken 36-40, F Apr 13, 2009

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    This Entry Is to Invite You to Know Me

    In a fit of rage I broke up with the woman I loved( J). My heart can only take so much abuse, and it feels like torture. The way I listen, to hear a cue about how to act, or what say. It's absolute pain. She wants me to stay for my daughter sake and J has a...
    Glennsbeach Glennsbeach 26-30 1 Response Jul 20, 2009

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    I have one friend whom I know

    for the past 6 months. We clicked and get close pretty fast, hanging out and talking like a close friend. She personally had one bestfriend whom she knew for more than 4 years, which I respect their bestfriend relationship on the first place and I know no one can replace her...
    anonymousme517 anonymousme517 22-25, F Jan 26, 2014

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    When Will the Hurt Ever Get Better?

    My husband left me the week before Christmas this past year. I can't begin to count how many times he has left in the past, but this time he had me at a lawyer's office the day after Christmas. My ex and I have had a rocky relationship for the 15 years we were together, but we...
    betrayer betrayer 36-40, F Mar 8, 2009

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    The Other Me!

    Just growing up and being different was very hard. It wasn't no little scratch u get when you fall, it was even deeper. If you know me or even took the time to read my stories you would know the pain I go through every second I am breathing. It's just getting worse and worse and...
    Silence01 Silence01 18-21, F May 9, 2012

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    Please Pray For Jesse, My Son

    Please PRAY for Jesse. He is my son. He is 20 years old. He posted a note on facebook at approximately 5:30 p.m. Then he left his apartment. Intentionally his keys and his roomates empty pill bottles were left on the keyboard of his laptop. The room mate had just seen him a block...
    sobroken sobroken 36-40, F 4 Responses May 3, 2009

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    It's so painful when I have done

    so much for someone because he is special, but for just a simple mistake, I feel like he is no longer the person I once knew. :(
    SweetEclair SweetEclair 36-40, F 3 Responses Mar 25

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    Life Is Complicated

    Feeling down this early morning life is so complicated i think my sister hate me forever hurmm... i guess i will dwell with this problem until~~~hurmmm..i dont really know plus with my break up and also her breakup~~~she said after i meet his bf, his bf rarely sms or call her...
    lawra123 lawra123 22-25, F May 19, 2013

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    Thank God He Was Found!

      For those of you believing i should have done SOMETHING, i did! Lost my mind needing to do anything but wait. To explain what looked to be my inactivity when my son was missing, and if some day it is useful to anyone else, suicidal people who are very seriously...
    sobroken sobroken 36-40, F 3 Responses May 4, 2009

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    My Life Sukz

    When I thought my life ended it was just getting started. When I was 10 1/2 yrs old our house burned up in flames and my adopted parents and birth parents died. i had no family to go to after i got out of the house. i was scared and made my home in the woods and learned to take...
    ninjagurl73sex ninjagurl73sex 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 10, 2011

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    May we awake every morning relishing a few moments warm secure and depression-free, before painful memories return to change us back to that less-healthy state. I fight depression...
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    We are hurting inside. When we hurt each other we hurt inside. I'm hurting because he hurt me and in the end i hurt him. I'm hurting because i can't seem to move past his words...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    You know when the weight of the world is on you and you just don't wanna go on anymore?! Well you know what...I've just about had enough of this ****....why can't they just be like...
    LerisaEllis LerisaEllis 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    im 16, and i want to die. i feel like i have literally nobody at school, theres people i talk to, but there not real friends, i have 2 friends who know im depressed, but theyve...
    Depressedgolfer96 Depressedgolfer96 18-21, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    Few days back I wrote everything happens for a reason and according to god’s plan so I believe where I stand now it was all destined so we must stop plotting against the plan...
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    Hi guys my name is Robert. I'm 19 years old and I have an addiction problem. It started about three years ago. I would find myself laying in bed not being able to sleep...
    Robertrosales Robertrosales 18-21, M 2 Responses May 20

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    I've been hurting for a while. But I cover it up. It's getting to the point to where it's too big to cover up. During the day I stay busy, but at night there is nothing to do but...
    Ladyred93 Ladyred93 18-21, F May 25

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    Short version: I met my friend 5 months ago, we connected on this amazing level, and within the two months I ended up meeting him in person in his state. We realised there was more...
    tianajade tianajade 18-21, F 4 Responses May 19

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    I can't take this sadness and stress anymore. I just want it to go away. Everything gets worse everyday. I feel like I'm trapped and suffocating in a dark hole that keeps on...
    SpaceGlitch SpaceGlitch 16-17, F 1 Response May 4

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    Everything seems so hard from walking to sleeping, nightmares every night, but I will never give up meow. I m still living and no one will tAke my breath away, not even my...
    supermeow supermeow 18-21, M 1 Response May 7

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    On the outside everyone thinks I'm so happy and full of life. No one knows that I cry almost ever day in my room, no one knows that Im tired of failing at things, and no one knows...
    justliving12 justliving12 16-17, F 1 Response May 8

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    Rou, you're a grown up! Rou, do this! Rou, do that! Rou.. Rou.. Rou.. Urrrr I'm human if you forgot!!! Why is it everyone only talk to me whenever they need something, they know I...
    Rourou19 Rourou19 18-21, F May 13

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    Since many years ago, almost every day, i feel exhausted, drained, to the point of feeling like everything i do is a chore. Sometimes, i go to bed during the day, and when i get up...
    PureBlueLight PureBlueLight 26-30, M 2 Responses May 21

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    I'm having a hard time. I think it's a combination of things but mostly I'm feeling uncomfortable in every since of the word. Physically, I'm worn and exhausted from work--my body...
    PseudoNymph PseudoNymph 22-25, F 2 Responses May 25

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    Last night i cried and cried and nobody ever cared to find out where i was. i was hiding under my bed, the lights off and i never wanted to come out . You won't ever know how...
    anupamasatyarthi anupamasatyarthi 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I don't know how to deal with this love I feel. It suffocates me. I feel like my life jas no meaning anymore because we broke up and everything seems like a nightmare. I think...
    Psar Psar 18-21, F 1 Response May 2

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    At what point do you finally realize a friendship is over? Is it when you realize that through 25 years of friendship they have only been to your home twice? Maybe when you think...
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 5 Responses May 4

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    How people could just easily dispose you of their life.. After you have given them everything, they would still hurt you by calling you really mean stuff.. Then again youre the...
    TheLeftBehind TheLeftBehind 18-21, M 1 Response May 4

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    i have lost everyone bc of my condition "SM" selective mutism im done....
    imanb99 imanb99 13-15, F May 7

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    I'm so tired of fighting for no reason, no one wants to listen to me.. What's the point of living anymore there isn't one, I'm often told I'm selfish and should be happy to be...
    GodlessWorld GodlessWorld 22-25, M 9 Responses May 7

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    Bye everyone I must go I really did it this time goodbye forever
    Peedripping Peedripping 18-21, F 12 Responses May 9

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    But since when does anyone love me? I don't feel safe in my own home and I just want to hug my real father, I only feel safe with him and my brother... It's just so intense, the...
    AmnesiaWolf AmnesiaWolf 16-17, F 1 Response May 17

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    I was at work the other night and I wasn't feeling like myself. I guess my co-workers noticed because they kept asking me what was wrong. Well, that just made me angrier and more...
    tRueInSAnItY tRueInSAnItY 18-21, F 1 Response May 17

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    when I hurt I bottle everything up its a great way to get passed the pain . since being in my relationship with my boyfriend ive come to realize that I hide even more. I shut...
    aliciastra aliciastra 18-21, F 2 Responses May 18

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    Today was such a drag I almost wanted to storm out somebody said to me today 'nobody even likes you any more' certainly that can't be true can it ? How should I react to that...
    mixedfellings mixedfellings 31-35, F 2 Responses May 20

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    i spend 98% of my time putting on my makeup as a barrier. i feel safe secure and sexy when i have it on. but when the mask is removed at the end of the day it reveals a very...
    BubzCutie BubzCutie 18-21, F 1 Response May 24

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    im slowly opening my skin and burning my insides every inch i move i just feel like im carrying so much on my shoulders but I can't seem to stop
    monkiman22 monkiman22 13-15, F May 24

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    i hate my live so bad everyday something bad i feel hurt no one understaind me and never someone will....always i am lonely and sad
    hanane0 hanane0 13-15, F a week ago

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    This morning i asked a question on this site, on what would make your day after the long holiday weekend. Mine being coming home to hopefully finding numerous responses. As of 9:03...
    6multyperson 6multyperson 56-60, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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