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I Am Hurting, Every Second Is Painful

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    Please Pray For Jesse, My Son - Please PRAY for Jesse. He is my son. He is 20 years old. He posted a note on facebook at approximately 5:30 p.m. Then he left his apartment...
    sobroken sobroken 36-40, F 4 Responses May 3, 2009

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    I'm being eaten alive by the thoughts inside my body which equal self harm I don't want to suffer anymore it hurts mentally and physically but I am here I need to know why
    tgrayson27 tgrayson27 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 3

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    The Other Me! - Just growing up and being different was very hard. It wasn't no little scratch u get when you fall, it was even deeper. If you know me or even took the time to read...
    Silence01 Silence01 18-21, F 1 Response May 9, 2012

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    Life Is Complicated - Feeling down this early morning life is so complicated i think my sister hate me forever hurmm... i guess i will dwell with this problem until~~~hurmmm..i...
    lawra123 lawra123 22-25, F May 19, 2013

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    This Entry Is to Invite You to Know Me - In a fit of rage I broke up with the woman I loved( J). My heart can only take so much abuse, and it feels like torture. The way I listen...
    Glennsbeach Glennsbeach 26-30 1 Response Jul 20, 2009

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    I have one friend whom I know for the past 6 months. We clicked and get close pretty fast, hanging out and talking like a close friend. She personally had one bestfriend whom she...
    anonymousme517 anonymousme517 18-21, F Jan 26

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    My Life Sukz - When I thought my life ended it was just getting started. When I was 10 1/2 yrs old our house burned up in flames and my adopted parents and birth parents died. i...
    ninjagurl73sex ninjagurl73sex 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 10, 2011

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    When Will the Hurt Ever Get Better? - My husband left me the week before Christmas this past year. I can't begin to count how many times he has left in the past, but this time he...
    betrayer betrayer 36-40, F Mar 8, 2009

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    Thank God He Was Found! -   For those of you believing i should have done SOMETHING, i did! Lost my mind needing to do anything but wait. To explain what looked to be...
    sobroken sobroken 36-40, F 3 Responses May 4, 2009

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    Today I Woke to Find Him Looking Down At Me; I Felt Love In His Eyes Again... - The last words i heard before i went to sleep were, "I don't love you". Just a few hours...
    sobroken sobroken 36-40, F Apr 13, 2009

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    Just some things I wrote when I was depressed yesterday Depression. Hurt is what we feel when a part of us dies. Sorrow is us feeling everything good in our life go by...
    Connorhelquist Connorhelquist 22-25, M Mar 22

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    When this happens, I tend to curl inside of my closet and just force myself to weep for hours on end. When things get too frustrating, I need forced crying sessions to get the...
    saiyuu saiyuu 18-21, F Apr 2

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    There was this one time when I couldn't sleep because my cramps were hurting so bad. It was the middle of the night and the cramps woke me up.
    TheCrazyBunny TheCrazyBunny 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 4

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    Pen to paper but I have no mind to bleed ink onto a page nor do I have rhythmic value to my words. My thoughts are dulled my the friction between academic progression and sheets of...
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I was depressed all the time a mother of toe and one on the way I felt lost I had a home And husband a car a boat a family.. No reason I know now to be depressed I lost my 7 month...
    laceykight laceykight 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    I was depressed all the time a mother of toe and one on the way I felt lost I had a home And husband a car a boat a family.. No reason I know now to be depressed I lost my 7 month...
    laceykight laceykight 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    I was depressed all the time a mother of toe and one on the way I felt lost I had a home And husband a car a boat a family.. No reason I know now to be depressed I lost my 7 month...
    laceykight laceykight 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    Outside; typical stupid girl who's never not smiling bc she has nothing wrong in her life has a bunch of ' true ' friends dosent scream, never asks for help, is the happyist person...
    RavenHearts RavenHearts 16-17, F Apr 1

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    I lost my great aunt about three weeks ago. I know that doesn't sound like a big deal, but she was there for everything. Every birthday, recital, family gathering, anything I had...
    bellancas bellancas 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    The pain doesn't leave after a break up has happened.... They say that you'll move on and everything will be fine and your feelings for the other person will vanish... But is this...
    KenzieDanielle KenzieDanielle 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Well, E.P., this is not your average story and it is one that I'm extremely embarassed by and do not speak of to anyone- while at the same time being the most beautiful thing I...
    Fiftypercent Fiftypercent 18-21 1 Response Mar 21

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 7

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 8

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    I'm so tired. This isn't a post about self-harm, it's just a post about being so damn tired. Of pushing and pushing. Of having to be so, so strong. Being so, so alone. All the time...
    RubyLemon RubyLemon 22-25 1 Response Mar 17

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    Everytime we make plans he seems to have some excuse for bailing. He doesn't text me for weeks, sometimes months. I know he cheated but I chose to forgive him and move on, so why...
    mitted mitted 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    Considering her parents hate me yeah. Do I sent the following text: So you wanna know the truth to why I can't sleep? It's what your mom has been saying about me... I cry every...
    Crazynerdyguyyaknow13 Crazynerdyguyyaknow13 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    It's getting hard to breathe. The pain overwhelms me all the time. At times I start crying and screaming for no reason. I've been pretending to be happy for so long....I know my...
    Josephineong Josephineong 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 20

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    It's been about 4 months since my boyfriend of 5 years broke up. We were high school sweethearts. Everyone envied us. He made me smile. I come from an abusive background. And he...
    lilieswl lilieswl 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 25

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    I'm going through depression and I don't know how to deal with it. It's like I'm hurting everyone around me including myself:((((((( #HELP
    adagirlll adagirlll 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    A teenager battling with an over-analysing mind and depression is so tiring. I've been through phases and levels in my life I thought I wouldn't be able to go through. I thought I...
    gxbriellejade gxbriellejade 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    I put on a smile an try and keep my chin up. So no one can tell how much I'm really hurting. I cry, my makeup runs, and then I just put it back on like it never happened. When I'm...
    bloomingrose23 bloomingrose23 13-15, F Apr 2

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    My big brother passed away 2 years ago and everyone's gradually movin on and I'm stuck behind not wanting to believe it still. Everyone's getting over it together and so no one...
    Freddie13leigh Freddie13leigh 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 6

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    March 20. Releasing. Let fears slip away. Release any negative, limiting, or self-defeating beliefs buried in your subconscious too. These beliefs may be about life, love, or...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Mar 20

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    Today (like every school day) I was being picked on by the boys. Bret keeps hugging me without my permission and saying repeatedly "I love you" despite he knows its not mutual and...
    Twittlebug Twittlebug 22-25 1 Response Mar 20

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    I'm going through a supposed healing stage for some trauma I suffered as a child and instead of helping, it's killing me inside. No seems to notice that I'm falling apart, I've...
    OfMiceAndMen13yrs OfMiceAndMen13yrs 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    I'm in high school and I guess I've been "depressed" since freshman year... had a few therapists but I never told them how I felt about myself, just the situation around me. I...
    adams0 adams0 16-17, F Mar 24

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    I have broken my arm - not only that I got a call from my very good friend to warn me that the current man in my life asked her out to dinner and I dont suspect foul play on her...
    seacrets seacrets 46-50, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    Just a few short months ago, I confessed my deep feelings for one of my best friends, lets call him Justin. My heart had been flourishing in anticipation of this single moment for...
    Kazimir Kazimir 18-21 Mar 25

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    Yes, i have been lonely ever since my first day in high school.. Even if it hurts so much, im trying to be strong eventhough its hurting me deep inside and that i wanted to give up...
    Amature14 Amature14 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    I lost my best friend and idk what to do! She was everything i needed. And now she's gone. Last night i cut myself because i know i probably wont get her back. I miss her so much...
    alexislucash alexislucash 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    I really don't know what's wrong with me people call me stupid they tell me to die and just today I guy told me that if I die today no one would care and everyone would rejoice at...
    nadirah96 nadirah96 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 28

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    My bladder reminded me the other day that I don't drink enough . Once I drank some my sides stopped hurting.
    REALWORDS823 REALWORDS823 16-17, F Mar 29

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    im a nurse; i leave all personal **** at home. its very hard to put up a face showing everyone at work that your ok, and you do it for both your colleagues and patients. you have...
    delacruz88 delacruz88 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 30

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    Trying to be the rock for those around me, but crumbling a little every day under the pressure.
    SamStartingOver SamStartingOver 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 31

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    I would always have a smile on my face like everything is all good but in reality I'm always in pain. My body aches to be held and comforted but at the same time I hate it cause I...
    MissJazmineeeee MissJazmineeeee 13-15, F Mar 31

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    This is my issue. I could have a straight face with everyone and laugh and stuff and smile But when I get inside my own head and/or someone else does it, I literally explode and...
    failsoflife failsoflife 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    Since he left me. I dreamed about him everynight. I'm tired of it. I don't want to dream about him anymore. Because when i wake up , i realized that it just a dream. He would never...
    paulyn99 paulyn99 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 1

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    My ex split up with me so that he could do more partying. When I picked up my stuff from his house the search history on my iPad was fancy dress costumes. When I asked him why he...
    lmp89 lmp89 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 2

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    i have experienced alot in my life and had to it all alone, i have never asked for help, i suppose this is why i am feeling the way i am today, alone, confused and very hurt.... i...
    jayne2468 jayne2468 46-50, F Apr 2

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    I've never ever had a crush does big and it's killing more and more everyday , I really don't know what to do
    melrose11 melrose11 18-21, F Apr 3

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    As the days pass by i feel more & more depressed, more dead inside & i cant even talk to anyone about it because the last time i was open about how depressed i was people veiwed me...
    TheWorldVsJ TheWorldVsJ 26-30, M 6 Responses Apr 6

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    I struggle everyday with my body. I can't say anything to anyone because they all know I've struggled with eating disorders and if they know then they'll try to stop me and I can't...
    hypnoticz hypnoticz 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 8