I Am Hurting On the Inside

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 433 People

    Can You Hear Me?

    Hello, can you hear me I'm trapped in my mind Hello, please help me I'm dying inside Please help me Please help me I shake and  cry Please help me, please help me My calm's just a lie Dirty names, accusations My thoughts are wolves Circling snaps I whimper How it sting and it...
    Redeemmeproject Redeemmeproject
    26-30, F
    1 Response May 28, 2012

    She Didn't Call Me.

    Last night was the first night that I can remember that my Ex didn't call me at all.  After we split she used to call me during her breaks, and her lunch, and as soon as she got off and on the way to pick up the kids, and after she picked up the kids and was on the way home...
    bigchuck1397 bigchuck1397
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Jun 14, 2007

    I really wish you truly see a day without me on

    this earth ..Hope from above I can feel that atleast without my presence in your life no hatred,no angst,no agony,no pain,no liability you hold for me. I am the pain in your life I realise every moment but today here in a wall I confess am a coward I can't kill myself because...
    trappedwings trappedwings
    31-35, F
    Dec 23, 2013

    I am living yes am living a handicapped life.

    .My eyes are spared to see the puppet show that goes around..everyone has reason to give and all justified but for me nothing simply nothing..my fingers are chopped ,my limbs are cut tactfully .. Heart crucified each day slow but steadily. Life’s greatest irony the action...
    trappedwings trappedwings
    31-35, F
    Dec 12, 2013

    You had become my jailor,

    your web my darkest jail I lost all sense of who I was, confounded, stuck, impaled. To free myself I had to find a part of me unknown– a spider of my own. I wove my own protection, a silky soft cocoon You harmed my health. How can I forgive you for what you did to me? The...
    trappedwings trappedwings
    31-35, F
    Aug 5, 2014

    It Hurts

    I have to hide how I feel even though I feel like I am dying a little more with each breath I take. Time heals all they say - let's hope it's true.  
    titfortattoo titfortattoo
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Feb 20, 2008

    Just Saying My Peace!

    This post is dedicated to one of my best friends in this world. You have stood beside me through so many trials and I will always be here supporting you until the day I take my last breath. I kept my promise to you and I was not mean but I was very truthful. I love you.  I...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    46-50, F
    26 Responses Jun 14, 2010


    Yesterday I was doing some cleaning in mine and my boyfriends closet. He asked me to go through all his old papers to get rid of some things so we could make more room in our closet. He told me to throw away anything that was not important to him and to keep important...
    marbella marbella
    6 Responses Aug 1, 2008

    What To Do

    My Best friend told me she thinks my friend is ugly and nasty cause he has cuts all up his arm but she doesn't know I do.Sometimes I think I'm useless.Im fighting a useless battle against the death angel. Everythings spinning out of control and out of my grips. I neeed to stop...
    brittanytg98 brittanytg98
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Sep 18, 2012

    I Am Hurting Inside From a Relationship I Left Three Years Ago

    My daughters dad and I met four to five years ago. He's a divorce single father with custody of his two kids. We hit it off pretty good. The kids enjoyed my presences as well as I. A few months later, he started acting weird, like we were moving too fast the relationship. He wasn...
    islandhuneygyrl33 islandhuneygyrl33
    31-35, F
    1 Response Dec 29, 2008

    To A Place In My Head...

    My lips are sewn shut with my own tiny thread My jaw clenched tightly Out of fear and of dread Of what might come flowing Through those angry lips Spewing words of hatred, hurt and neglect I wish I could go to a place in my head Where all of my pain and anger had fled I need an...
    Invisible2unow Invisible2unow
    41-45, F
    8 Responses Jun 19, 2011

    Few days back I wrote everything happens

    for a reason and according to god’s plan so I believe where I stand now it was all destined so we must stop plotting against the plan ..We must allow it to flow and see what new things it can unfold. What an irony of fate. Never in my wildest thought I wished to stand here...
    winterfall winterfall
    May 30, 2015

    It's the hardest thing to do.

    . To walk away from the only person you love.. But it's the best thing you can do..
    mareeyah08 mareeyah08
    36-40, F
    Feb 26, 2015

    I have cheated that is what you accuse me well

    I accept but can you tell me whom I can't understand ..I always feel have cheated myself and relentlessly doing so..The little sky was my wandering space that also you want to ****** take it if that makes you happy..but the truth is you won'tt be satisfied with that also because...
    trappedwings trappedwings
    31-35, F
    Dec 23, 2013

    no one sees it but i try to make it obvious

    so they can help me. But there are just to blind to see it.
    phaselove86 phaselove86
    18-21, F
    May 30, 2015

    Hurting So Deep Inside

    I have always been the strong one, never able to show that I do not always have the answer. But truly, I feel weak, like I am being swallowed by everything going on around me. I hurt so much and my only comfort is the Lord. He takes away the pain but when you live in the world...
    UnityFaith UnityFaith
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Feb 21, 2008

    Who Says I Look Like You? Maybe You Are MY Hallucination.

    So, i have been thinking more about his whole 'Purpouse in Life' thingy. How will i know who i am in the first place? 'Librarian' is not a title i would appreciate as engraved on my grave stone. What kind of life do i have? Sometimes i get scared that if i stop doing what i love...
    sayonaranow sayonaranow
    18-21, F
    Feb 10, 2013

    i have experienced alot in my life

    and had to it all alone, i have never asked for help, i suppose this is why i am feeling the way i am today, alone, confused and very hurt.... i once loved a nasty man for 11yrs, and through the beatings and affairs i endured from him, it has left me empty, i moved away from...
    jayne2468 jayne2468
    51-55, F
    Apr 2, 2014

    Im Confused and I Dont Know What to Do..

    i really don't know what to do.. i like him and i'm willing to wait for him till he arrive here in the Philippines.. he told me to wait for him.. i do.. and i'm still waiting for him.. it was oct. 10, 2007 since he said that to me.. he frequently calls me at night on my phone...
    prettychiq prettychiq
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 2, 2008

    On That Very First Day...

    Swimming in the ocean The tide so very strong I struggle and strain For what seems like so long I'm making no ground, I'm stuck in the same place Now I am sinking, falling from grace Can't fight the current Feeling weak and afraid No desire to thrive I have no will to survive...
    Invisible2unow Invisible2unow
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Nov 3, 2011

    The past few months have been pretty bittersweet

    for me. As much as I hated my old job, I went in anyway figuring it at least paid the bills.  As much as I wished I could have been laid off, I at least had some place to go to.  Instead, I was terminated for "performance" this past July.  Being laid off would have been...
    bobrido bobrido
    46-50, M
    1 Response Dec 13, 2013

    I can put on a smile And say

    that life is great, but nothing can cover the pain I feel in my heart. I guess when life gives u lemons ur supposed to make lemonade, but sometimes I think ur supposed to just give them back. I know slowly comeback to a hole heart but it will be a while
    bizzarebandcutie bizzarebandcutie
    18-21, F
    Nov 3, 2014

    How Can I Feel So Much Pain For Something That Made Me So Happy.

    How is it that the best thing that has ever happend to me in my life has been the thing that has caused me the most pain. The last two years of my life where probably the happyist that I have ever known.  When I met my ex I had been pretty miserable.  I had a good...
    bigchuck1397 bigchuck1397
    26-30, M
    9 Responses Jun 14, 2007

    I Am Dying Inside

    I have lost everything in a mere couple of weeksThe boy truly love is so confusing and upsettingNo one cares when I try to make a fuss about it because I am not some to make a fuss about thingsMy parents hate me and My brother and sister are meanI have no one left...And I am 12
    Kairi121 Kairi121
    2 Responses May 4, 2012

    I am that cliché, the one

    who is there for everyone but nobody is there for me. I get depended on so much and I feel it has become my main role in life and I resent that because I feel so damn alone, it burns. I hurt too you know? Yes, I am always smiling but appearances can be deceiving. I have wished...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Oct 28, 2014

    My head says "who cares about him"

    but my heart yell to my head "you do stupid " I hate this conflict
    bizzarebandcutie bizzarebandcutie
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 13, 2014

    Definitely Hurting

    Because I'm losing friends. Not just losing them, but they're actually turning on me. For no reason that's relevant to them. It makes me feel furious to see outsiders manipulating a situation that has nothing to do with them. They will see in the end, but it upsets me so much to...
    fresheyes fresheyes
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 16, 2012

    Hold Me Please

    I'm starting a new life, but i'm frigile and weak. I need someone to hold my hand, even if it's just in my mind, even if that person is far away from me and the voice that comforts me is a soundless whisper. I'm opening my heart, afraid that i'll get hurt, but hopefull that it...
    sayonaranow sayonaranow
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 21, 2012

    I feel like the world's trying to make me a tin

    man. I was born with the face of a guy, not a cute guy, an Egyptian. In short, I look like either a creep or someone who's about to beat your ***. I was forced to be the strongest person in the room. I'm empathetic, a great writer as they tell me, but I feel like I'm playing a...
    ChosenCharacter ChosenCharacter
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jan 2, 2014

    Poem # 208 Ice

    when someone steals your wallet and punches you in the face to make his getaway the only thing that will help heal that black eye isice when a husband has cheated on his wife; or a wife has cheated on her husband and left, taking everything they built together only one thing will...
    Serenitree Serenitree
    70+, F
    2 Responses Oct 3, 2011

    Can you see through my mask?

    My smile is all you see you don't see the pain in my eyes I don't know how you cant ITS SO ******* OVIOUS come on I'm broken so ******* broken i sit hear trying to cry I can't even cry any more I'm that broken ugh I'm sowwry
    IAmHatedForWhoIAm IAmHatedForWhoIAm
    16-17, T
    Jul 8, 2014

    My Inards

    Yes, indeed my insides hurt at time. A combination of a poor eating habit & wide span drug consumption has rendered me within various situations. I have become tolerant for the most part, but who know where it will go.
    Underwatermellon Underwatermellon
    22-25, M
    Jul 30, 2011


    Tired... Tired of the same feelings engulfing my mind Tired of the same words line after line Tired of the same routine day after day Tired of always feeling exactly the same way Tired of wanting change but not knowing how Tired of crying inside but never aloud Tired of...
    Invisible2unow Invisible2unow
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Nov 5, 2011

    Story # 151 In The Loop

    I keep telling my kids and grandkids that they needn't protect me. I am here for them and I want to be here for them and that they need to keep me in the loop. But, that loop is so full of pain, these days. Why is everyone in my family hurting so badly. What could I have done...
    Serenitree Serenitree
    70+, F
    Sep 11, 2011

    My Heart....

    Im not sure whats wrong with me lately, i guess its the time of year, but i cant stop htinking about the rape,... all the time hes with me, i can feel his breathe on my neck, his hands on my wrist... i feel sick to my stomach... everyone at uni is starting to get home sick... im...
    Tesse Tesse
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 27, 2008

    So Ova Lif

    Some times i feel so ova life.. it seems no matter what i do it will never be good enough.. There are days my i wish my health to get the better of me.. cause when you are dead you dont feel nothing.. but then again knowing mu luck latley i still would feel every thing an be a...
    streak74 streak74
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Dec 6, 2011

    It's All Crashing...

    So, I'm not going to school today. Again. Lately, the thought of going there is the only thing that triggers my anxiety. But it gets bad whenever I'm about to go out the door. My heart starts racing, it gets difficult to breathe, my insides are screaming. It feels like I'm about...
    deleted deleted
    Dec 11, 2012

    Oh F I just can't wait

    for this month to come to an end. My mind is just filled with things the past few weeks. I feel like I can't get out of my own head. I miss my ex so much, and I hate to admit that to myself, maybe this is the first time I am admitting it to myself. I miss having someone there...
    Chicgeekgal Chicgeekgal
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 18, 2014

    It hurts that he doesn't

    even know how much he's hurting me.
    girlwiththe girlwiththe
    16-17, F
    Mar 1, 2015

    All I hear is " your a mistake,

    I wish I never adopted u I can't believe your gay, what's wrong with u, u suck at every thing" over and over " why can't u be like your sister or brother" all I say is I'm sorry over and over I try not to cry but I can't help it I just want to make you proud of me mom I try so...
    alina10912 alina10912
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Nov 30, 2013

    Painfully Yes

    Its like my heart is screaming and my soul is ready to tear me apart. The lonliness, the heartache, the pain.... its excruciating!!
    PoeticRejection PoeticRejection
    26-30, F
    6 Responses Feb 17, 2008
More Stories