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I Am Hurting Once Again

what will you do if the one who broke your heart is the only one who can fix it? 145 People

    Running In Circles Till I Fall Over Dizzy

    Tues.1.2.12 – 7:30pm Dear Diary, After two years, he is all I can think about. It breaks my heart to know he is thinking of another girl. Once again, I’m the second option. I don’t know why I keep doing it to myself. “Hot ‘n’ Cold” by Katy Perry is a perfect...
    mross94 mross94 18-21, F Feb 4, 2012

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    I Am So Sorry. . . I Am So Sorry. . . I Am Can'T You See?

    its been off and on for my whole life. many know what empty and numb feeling. I know it all too well. everyday is a struggle. to eat to get up to smile to laugh to live. I have hurt my friends that I have had forever. many on here. I don't know if you are lying to me or what...
    SadAliceSaid13 SadAliceSaid13 13-15, F Feb 1, 2013

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    If I Fell In Love With You Would You Promise to Be True?

    Love triangles are the worst thing that we can set ourselves up for. I usually never fall for my best guy friends but since my ex i am very much changed. I have known this guy most of my life, we went from hating each other to being best friends. All was well with him and i, but...
    natora natora 16-18, F 1 Response Mar 9, 2008

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    Chased and Dumped

        it started out with me not wanting to date him. he sent me love letters, told me i was beautiful and how much he cared for me. and he grew on me and became my best friend. i loved him with all my heart and he love me. today was our 6 month anniversary. we...
    jadegreen25 jadegreen25 22-25 1 Response Sep 20, 2009

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    It's Wrong

    I feel like it's wrong sometimes to want something more. I should be content with the life that I have, with the fact that I've lived this long especially with all the stuff I got into but I want something more...I can't expect love. That would just be setting myself up to be...
    HanaNoMizu HanaNoMizu 22-25, F Dec 4, 2007

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    Physically.

    I just wanna say I need a back massage asap.I'mma buy myself one of those back massaging thingies.That is all.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F Jul 18, 2011

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    What Have I Done? Where Am I Going? What Am I Doing?

      Here I sit..... alone, angry, hurt, upset, with uncontrolled tears and near hyperventilation. What have I done? I yelled and screamed got upset and told him to leave......my anger made him choose and so he left. Where am I going? I do not know. I feel so...
    MegJgeM MegJgeM 31-35, F 7 Responses Mar 6, 2010

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    So I decided awhile ago I would not get into

    any relationships for awhile. And then a girl I've know pretty much my whole life moves back to town. We go out drinking for the night one thing leads to another and we end up sleeping together. After a few weeks she tells me she loves me, I tell her that I love her to...
    rushseeker rushseeker 22-25, M May 7

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    Miserable At Best

     my husband and i are usually happy but we have a few problems. i know most people would love to have only a few problems but ours are big ones. He has told me he doesn't care about me more than he does himself and he has also said he loves himself more than me, which makes...
    cloos1 cloos1 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 15, 2009

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    It's My Fault Why I'm Hurting Again

    My mistake is I let myself fall for someone who's a million miles away from me. Okay, I met this girl on the internet just last year. She has a blog. And I admire how she blogs. She seems funny and smart. And not to mention Beautiful. She has these characters which I really...
    darkmood darkmood 16-18, F May 21, 2009

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    On Again Off Again Pain

    it's been a painful two years for my ex and i on and off on and off. I met her in my senior year of high school , fell madly in love with her, was awesome, love gives a life purpose, (least that's what I've found) but can be a cancer if you don't let go , she took my heart and...
    Messyy Messyy 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 28, 2012

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    Set Myself Up

    I dont know what it is about me, but I always seem to set myself up for heartbreak. When I feel like I have met the right person to share a special side of myself with....it always back fires in my face. I trust too much. I put too much faith in people. This is like a pattern in...
    picgirl picgirl 31-35, F 17 Responses Dec 4, 2007

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    God Knows How He Broke Me....

    Hi everyone, I was in love with a guy in my school for a year, I was so badly wanted him, he was in my night dreams and he was my hero, His face was making me alive, I was new to the town with every few nice friends which give me the hope that I am not alone in this planet earth...
    Pariya Pariya 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 8, 2010

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    Moving On.

    i was with my ex for best part of a year but he always said it wouldn't work. i didn't seen him after summer then when we returned to university he told me that he didn't want to be with me anymore, that i loved him more than he loved me and he wanted to sort himself out before...
    vickiivanityyy vickiivanityyy 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 7, 2010

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    A Heart Filled With Pain

    I am a military kid, moved around a lot, never allowing for those i met to get close to me, it was too hard to deal with all the making and breaking of friendships/relationships.. but there was this one who i did meet but never allowed myself to take it beyond friendship...
    Justme0885 Justme0885 21-25, F Dec 26, 2007

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    I Am Hurting Once Again

    I had a boyfriend whom I love the most,, He's my second boyfriend. Im so deeply in love with him. For the last five months were okay, but this last october he've been gone, no phone calls, text messages. I was so devastated and worried at the same time. everyday I cried. I cant...
    luen luen 21-25, F 3 Responses Dec 2, 2007

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    The End.

    Sat.4.2.12 - 9.45pmIt's over completely. I confronted him tonight. I needed to know what he wanted from me. What was I to him? I had been getting mixed messages for years now. The closest he has ever come to telling me how he feels was "I don't know... I have never loved a girl...
    mross94 mross94 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 4, 2012

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    I'm tired of having dreams about him.

    Its been almost 2months n I'm still having them. I wake from them shaking normally and depressed for the rest of the day. I wish I could shut my heart off. I wish I didn't feel anymore...I don't know how much more I can take. its only another 6months until this babies born...
    ashangel2934 ashangel2934 26-30 Mar 26

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    I Thought We're Perfect Together

    I never thought I could love someone this much, I never thought I could love this guy more than my first boyfriend who lasted for five years. I dunno why im so drawned to this guy.. (my second boyfriend) Im always missing him, the way he laugh, he whispered sweet endearments to...
    luen luen 21-25, F 2 Responses Dec 4, 2007

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    The Man That I Have Loved For All This Time Has Hurt Me More Than Life's Worst Outcomes.

    The man that I have loved and cared for this time has really hurt more than what life's worst outcomes can be for anyone. I don't mean physically but I do mean he has hurt me emotionally and psychologically we have had are ups and down's in life and we have managed to work threw...
    alonenothin2livefor alonenothin2livefor 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 18, 2011

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    Was She Pretending?

    I still have a thing for my exgirlfriend who became my bestfriend now. Im her first boyfriend and i know that after me she hasnt have a boyfriend yet. Im guarding her she doesnt know that. Im pushing away all her suitors. because my exgirlfriend is still a virgin. I dont want any...
    sonofsparda sonofsparda 26-30, M 2 Responses Dec 6, 2007

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    I Thought I Was Good Enough For Him But I Was Wrong

    for nine months our relationship was on and off.. 2 days off then back together again. i was so inlove with him,, cant stand the thought of losing him forever. lately he became worst,, i caught him having fun on the net,, chatting with other girls,, having sex on cam. i was so...
    luen luen 21-25, F Jan 22, 2008

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    I'm hurting and I'm so alone right now.

    I've been screaming in the inside probably since I was 15years old I'm now 30 and making myself ill because of it! :(
    beagmeme beagmeme 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 24

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    I Still Love My Ex Girlfriend.. Who Is Now My Bestfriend..

    this girl was my first girlfriend, my relationship with her lasted for 2 years. she broke up with me because i once cheated on her. after she broke up with me i was so devastated, i leave the country. after six months I came back. And i thought im ready to face her again.. When I...
    sonofsparda sonofsparda 26-30, M 3 Responses Dec 5, 2007

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    Hurts Alot

    I feel so much emotional pain when the ones I care about most don't seem to care about me.  I have worked through a lot of things.  But, while I was suffering with  deep depression, no one seemed to care.  My kids rarely call.  I email, call, my kids and...
    Cassandra Cassandra 51-55, F Dec 11, 2007

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    Hey everyone, my names Holly its currently 3:30 am where I'm at and this is the reason I'm still awake: I gave in again. I hate that I'm so weak and vulnerable to this guy right...
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    August 5, 2010, my father committed suicide... Losing him was like getting run over by a freight train over, and over, and over again... It really killed me.. I was 10 at the time...
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