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I Am Hurting Once Again

what will you do if the one who broke your heart is the only one who can fix it? 143 People

    I Am Hurting Once Again

    I had a boyfriend whom I love the most,, He's my second boyfriend. Im so deeply in love with him. For the last five months were okay, but this last october he've been gone, no phone calls, text messages. I was so devastated and worried at the same time. everyday I cried. I cant...
    luen luen 21-25, F 3 Responses Dec 2, 2007

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    The End.

    Sat.4.2.12 - 9.45pmIt's over completely. I confronted him tonight. I needed to know what he wanted from me. What was I to him? I had been getting mixed messages for years now. The closest he has ever come to telling me how he feels was "I don't know... I have never loved a girl...
    mross94 mross94 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 4, 2012

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    What Have I Done? Where Am I Going? What Am I Doing?

      Here I sit..... alone, angry, hurt, upset, with uncontrolled tears and near hyperventilation. What have I done? I yelled and screamed got upset and told him to leave......my anger made him choose and so he left. Where am I going? I do not know. I feel so...
    MegJgeM MegJgeM 31-35, F 7 Responses Mar 6, 2010

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    If I Fell In Love With You Would You Promise to Be True?

    Love triangles are the worst thing that we can set ourselves up for. I usually never fall for my best guy friends but since my ex i am very much changed. I have known this guy most of my life, we went from hating each other to being best friends. All was well with him and i, but...
    natora natora 16-18, F 1 Response Mar 9, 2008

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    The Man That I Have Loved For All This Time Has Hurt Me More Than Life's Worst Outcomes.

    The man that I have loved and cared for this time has really hurt more than what life's worst outcomes can be for anyone. I don't mean physically but I do mean he has hurt me emotionally and psychologically we have had are ups and down's in life and we have managed to work threw...
    alonenothin2livefor alonenothin2livefor 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 18, 2011

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    I Still Love My Ex Girlfriend.. Who Is Now My Bestfriend..

    this girl was my first girlfriend, my relationship with her lasted for 2 years. she broke up with me because i once cheated on her. after she broke up with me i was so devastated, i leave the country. after six months I came back. And i thought im ready to face her again.. When I...
    sonofsparda sonofsparda 26-30, M 3 Responses Dec 5, 2007

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    Set Myself Up

    I dont know what it is about me, but I always seem to set myself up for heartbreak. When I feel like I have met the right person to share a special side of myself with....it always back fires in my face. I trust too much. I put too much faith in people. This is like a pattern in...
    picgirl picgirl 31-35, F 17 Responses Dec 4, 2007

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    I Thought I Was Good Enough For Him But I Was Wrong

    for nine months our relationship was on and off.. 2 days off then back together again. i was so inlove with him,, cant stand the thought of losing him forever. lately he became worst,, i caught him having fun on the net,, chatting with other girls,, having sex on cam. i was so...
    luen luen 21-25, F Jan 22, 2008

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    Moving On.

    i was with my ex for best part of a year but he always said it wouldn't work. i didn't seen him after summer then when we returned to university he told me that he didn't want to be with me anymore, that i loved him more than he loved me and he wanted to sort himself out before...
    vickiivanityyy vickiivanityyy 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 7, 2010

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    I'm tired of having dreams about him.

    Its been almost 2months n I'm still having them. I wake from them shaking normally and depressed for the rest of the day. I wish I could shut my heart off. I wish I didn't feel anymore...I don't know how much more I can take. its only another 6months until this babies born...
    ashangel2934 ashangel2934 22-25 Mar 26

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    I Thought We're Perfect Together

    I never thought I could love someone this much, I never thought I could love this guy more than my first boyfriend who lasted for five years. I dunno why im so drawned to this guy.. (my second boyfriend) Im always missing him, the way he laugh, he whispered sweet endearments to...
    luen luen 21-25, F 2 Responses Dec 4, 2007

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    God Knows How He Broke Me....

    Hi everyone, I was in love with a guy in my school for a year, I was so badly wanted him, he was in my night dreams and he was my hero, His face was making me alive, I was new to the town with every few nice friends which give me the hope that I am not alone in this planet earth...
    Pariya Pariya 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 8, 2010

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    So I decided awhile ago I would not get into

    any relationships for awhile. And then a girl I've know pretty much my whole life moves back to town. We go out drinking for the night one thing leads to another and we end up sleeping together. After a few weeks she tells me she loves me, I tell her that I love her to...
    rushseeker rushseeker 22-25, M May 7

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    Was She Pretending?

    I still have a thing for my exgirlfriend who became my bestfriend now. Im her first boyfriend and i know that after me she hasnt have a boyfriend yet. Im guarding her she doesnt know that. Im pushing away all her suitors. because my exgirlfriend is still a virgin. I dont want any...
    sonofsparda sonofsparda 26-30, M 2 Responses Dec 6, 2007

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    Chased and Dumped

        it started out with me not wanting to date him. he sent me love letters, told me i was beautiful and how much he cared for me. and he grew on me and became my best friend. i loved him with all my heart and he love me. today was our 6 month anniversary. we...
    jadegreen25 jadegreen25 22-25 1 Response Sep 20, 2009

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    Hurts Alot

    I feel so much emotional pain when the ones I care about most don't seem to care about me.  I have worked through a lot of things.  But, while I was suffering with  deep depression, no one seemed to care.  My kids rarely call.  I email, call, my kids and...
    Cassandra Cassandra 51-55, F Dec 11, 2007

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    It's Wrong

    I feel like it's wrong sometimes to want something more. I should be content with the life that I have, with the fact that I've lived this long especially with all the stuff I got into but I want something more...I can't expect love. That would just be setting myself up to be...
    HanaNoMizu HanaNoMizu 22-25, F Dec 4, 2007

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    I'm hurting and I'm so alone right now.

    I've been screaming in the inside probably since I was 15years old I'm now 30 and making myself ill because of it! :(
    beagmeme beagmeme 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 24

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    Running In Circles Till I Fall Over Dizzy

    Tues.1.2.12 – 7:30pm Dear Diary, After two years, he is all I can think about. It breaks my heart to know he is thinking of another girl. Once again, I’m the second option. I don’t know why I keep doing it to myself. “Hot ‘n’ Cold” by Katy Perry is a perfect...
    mross94 mross94 18-21, F Feb 4, 2012

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    Physically.

    I just wanna say I need a back massage asap.I'mma buy myself one of those back massaging thingies.That is all.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F Jul 18, 2011

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    On Again Off Again Pain

    it's been a painful two years for my ex and i on and off on and off. I met her in my senior year of high school , fell madly in love with her, was awesome, love gives a life purpose, (least that's what I've found) but can be a cancer if you don't let go , she took my heart and...
    Messyy Messyy 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 28, 2012

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    Miserable At Best

     my husband and i are usually happy but we have a few problems. i know most people would love to have only a few problems but ours are big ones. He has told me he doesn't care about me more than he does himself and he has also said he loves himself more than me, which makes...
    cloos1 cloos1 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 15, 2009

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    A Heart Filled With Pain

    I am a military kid, moved around a lot, never allowing for those i met to get close to me, it was too hard to deal with all the making and breaking of friendships/relationships.. but there was this one who i did meet but never allowed myself to take it beyond friendship...
    Justme0885 Justme0885 21-25, F Dec 26, 2007

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    I Am So Sorry. . . I Am So Sorry. . . I Am Can'T You See?

    its been off and on for my whole life. many know what empty and numb feeling. I know it all too well. everyday is a struggle. to eat to get up to smile to laugh to live. I have hurt my friends that I have had forever. many on here. I don't know if you are lying to me or what...
    SadAliceSaid13 SadAliceSaid13 13-15, F Feb 1, 2013

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    It's My Fault Why I'm Hurting Again

    My mistake is I let myself fall for someone who's a million miles away from me. Okay, I met this girl on the internet just last year. She has a blog. And I admire how she blogs. She seems funny and smart. And not to mention Beautiful. She has these characters which I really...
    darkmood darkmood 16-18, F May 21, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    I have come back because the need to write out my feelings and perhaps gain a little bit of help and insight may be advisable at this time. I don’t plan on frequenting the Q&A...
    Myfairlady1 Myfairlady1 46-50, F 3 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    Am I nuts or what? I'm back after a short separation and its not like I came back on my own....the moron I dedicated my life and heart to for too many years led me to believe,once...
    UnbreakableMe2112 UnbreakableMe2112 51-55, F Oct 5

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    I wanted you to give me answers. I needed them, and I was expecting the worst. Maybe knowing the truth will make it better but you didn't give them to me, not even an explanation...
    introvert93 introvert93 18-21, F Sep 22

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    Today I ask him, what did he say that day that made me feel hurt. He say: how old did you lose your virginity. This was actually the question. So I was really angry about it again...
    badromance96 badromance96 18-21, F Oct 14

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    I'm hurting and exploding with rage whenever I think of the arrogant and racist guy who targeted me and expressed a lot of hatred and disrespect towards me First of all I need to...
    lostsouluk lostsouluk 31-35, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I have a horrible time with monogamy. It's been 2 years since my last proper relationship ended. I've only loved twice, and only been able to say it to one person. I'm seen by my...
    lilyqueen88 lilyqueen88 22-25, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    Somebody I gave my all to ended up hurting and accused me of sleeping with his brother . Worst part about it his out here trying to talk to everybody even my family is included .I...
    xoxobi xoxobi 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 11

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    A long day a journey that seemed to keep going and couldn't ever possibly end. I feel like my legs can't take another step and I fall in this spot, I feel extremely tired and sad...
    Xenasdreams Xenasdreams 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 13

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    I know I should have left, but I couldn't. I'm going through hell. My kids are important, but I can't even function now. I stayed against everyone's advice, but it's really hard to...
    ihatethisplanet ihatethisplanet 46-50, M 1 Response Sep 23

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    I just want to be loved. I'm at a family gathering right now and I'm sitting in a chair in the living room kind of in the corner because no one cares about me. I feel so unloved. I...
    Sweetgirl120 Sweetgirl120 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 27

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    Can't sleep again due to my back hurting, hips are aching, can't get situated and the baby is kicking and being really active (37 weeks) I have a Dr appointment this morning at 9...
    ErinTripp94 ErinTripp94 18-21, F Sep 30

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    It is like soaring, having wings, when falling in love. But as it is stated, you are falling. Once you realize this, it is too late. It is really like having a rock tied to your...
    walker13sl walker13sl 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 13

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    Sexism in Dreamfalls first look at this http://imgur.com/lHnfqq6 first of all I want to tell you, I am not a random troll who wants to criticize this game for no reason. I have a...
    StormyEarth StormyEarth 22-25, M 12 hrs ago

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    I want to hold your hand. I want to reach down without looking and feel your hand meet mine in our perfect embrace that we have had since the first time 9 years ago. I want to...
    overtherainbow47 overtherainbow47 41-45, M Oct 3

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    my back is hurting so badly and i have nothing to take for it
    JamesB20 JamesB20 18-21, M Sep 22

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    I hate that I do this. When I feel hurt by the people who mean the most to me in my life I do things that I know will hurt them. I regret it later. I don't know why I do it. It...
    alwayswantingmore78 alwayswantingmore78 36-40, F Sep 26

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    It hurts to know that you used to be close to someone and created sweet memories. But now, when we see each other, its not the same anymore and when i make the efforts to rekindle...
    Rascalex Rascalex 16-17, F Sep 27

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    The emptiness I feel is often illogical. Lonely and devoid of all happiness despite my loved ones and blessings. This hurts those I love, and those who depend on me...
    ShouldntFeelEmpty ShouldntFeelEmpty 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 29

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    My best friend of six years had sex with this guy I had a thing with. We weren't openly dating but everyone knew we were together, including my best friend. she told me at first...
    grace665 grace665 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 30

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    Something I wrote to him, although I didn't send it. Thank you. I have a lot of things to thank you for. Thank you for showing me how to love and supposedly be "loved". Thank...
    weightingforhappiness weightingforhappiness 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 2

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    I don't know why I feel so strongly about all this or a specific person. But there's so much going on and I haven't been myself the last week or so. And I'm hurting bad
    bradman1390 bradman1390 22-25, M 4 Responses Oct 2

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    I met a great person... But I let my own insecurities mess it up... Out of fear of being hurt, I ended up hurting myself. :(
    ceridwen610 ceridwen610 51-55, F 7 Responses Oct 2

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    And everyday I'm still waiting for you to talk to me again..
    Sweetaugust Sweetaugust 16-17, F Oct 3

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    How many times do my tears need to fall so I can finally stop hurting., Too much voices. Too much sides. Too much opinions. I just want them all too shut up! Too much secrets...
    ChicaDee94 ChicaDee94 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 4

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    I was blinded. The guy I really liked took advantages from me. I am a conservative girl but for him, I let him hold my hand. I let him hug me tight. I let him lay down beside me on...
    wreckedserenity wreckedserenity 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 5