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I Am Hurting Once Again

what will you do if the one who broke your heart is the only one who can fix it? 144 People

    Miserable At Best

     my husband and i are usually happy but we have a few problems. i know most people would love to have only a few problems but ours are big ones. He has told me he doesn't care about me more than he does himself and he has also said he loves himself more than me, which makes...
    cloos1 cloos1 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 15, 2009

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    Physically.

    I just wanna say I need a back massage asap.I'mma buy myself one of those back massaging thingies.That is all.
    TheRoseThatGrewFromConcrete TheRoseThatGrewFromConcrete 70+, F Jul 18, 2011

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    I Am So Sorry. . . I Am So Sorry. . . I Am Can'T You See?

    its been off and on for my whole life. many know what empty and numb feeling. I know it all too well. everyday is a struggle. to eat to get up to smile to laugh to live. I have hurt my friends that I have had forever. many on here. I don't know if you are lying to me or what...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 1, 2013

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    I'm tired of having dreams about him.

    Its been almost 2months n I'm still having them. I wake from them shaking normally and depressed for the rest of the day. I wish I could shut my heart off. I wish I didn't feel anymore...I don't know how much more I can take. its only another 6months until this babies born...
    ashangel2934 ashangel2934 26-30 Mar 26, 2014

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    So I decided awhile ago I would not get into

    any relationships for awhile. And then a girl I've know pretty much my whole life moves back to town. We go out drinking for the night one thing leads to another and we end up sleeping together. After a few weeks she tells me she loves me, I tell her that I love her to...
    rushseeker rushseeker 22-25, M May 7, 2014

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    On Again Off Again Pain

    it's been a painful two years for my ex and i on and off on and off. I met her in my senior year of high school , fell madly in love with her, was awesome, love gives a life purpose, (least that's what I've found) but can be a cancer if you don't let go , she took my heart and...
    Messyy Messyy 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 28, 2012

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    Was She Pretending?

    I still have a thing for my exgirlfriend who became my bestfriend now. Im her first boyfriend and i know that after me she hasnt have a boyfriend yet. Im guarding her she doesnt know that. Im pushing away all her suitors. because my exgirlfriend is still a virgin. I dont want any...
    sonofsparda sonofsparda 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 6, 2007

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    God Knows How He Broke Me....

    Hi everyone, I was in love with a guy in my school for a year, I was so badly wanted him, he was in my night dreams and he was my hero, His face was making me alive, I was new to the town with every few nice friends which give me the hope that I am not alone in this planet earth...
    Pariya Pariya 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 8, 2010

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    It's My Fault Why I'm Hurting Again

    My mistake is I let myself fall for someone who's a million miles away from me. Okay, I met this girl on the internet just last year. She has a blog. And I admire how she blogs. She seems funny and smart. And not to mention Beautiful. She has these characters which I really...
    darkmood darkmood 16-17, F May 21, 2009

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    Chased and Dumped

        it started out with me not wanting to date him. he sent me love letters, told me i was beautiful and how much he cared for me. and he grew on me and became my best friend. i loved him with all my heart and he love me. today was our 6 month anniversary. we...
    jadegreen25 jadegreen25 22-25 1 Response Sep 20, 2009

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    What Have I Done? Where Am I Going? What Am I Doing?

      Here I sit..... alone, angry, hurt, upset, with uncontrolled tears and near hyperventilation. What have I done? I yelled and screamed got upset and told him to leave......my anger made him choose and so he left. Where am I going? I do not know. I feel so...
    MegJgeM MegJgeM 31-35, F 7 Responses Mar 6, 2010

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    I Thought We're Perfect Together

    I never thought I could love someone this much, I never thought I could love this guy more than my first boyfriend who lasted for five years. I dunno why im so drawned to this guy.. (my second boyfriend) Im always missing him, the way he laugh, he whispered sweet endearments to...
    luen luen 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 4, 2007

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    I Still Love My Ex Girlfriend.. Who Is Now My Bestfriend..

    this girl was my first girlfriend, my relationship with her lasted for 2 years. she broke up with me because i once cheated on her. after she broke up with me i was so devastated, i leave the country. after six months I came back. And i thought im ready to face her again.. When I...
    sonofsparda sonofsparda 26-30, M 3 Responses Dec 5, 2007

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    Running In Circles Till I Fall Over Dizzy

    Tues.1.2.12 – 7:30pm Dear Diary, After two years, he is all I can think about. It breaks my heart to know he is thinking of another girl. Once again, I’m the second option. I don’t know why I keep doing it to myself. “Hot ‘n’ Cold” by Katy Perry is a perfect...
    mross94 mross94 18-21, F Feb 4, 2012

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    It's Wrong

    I feel like it's wrong sometimes to want something more. I should be content with the life that I have, with the fact that I've lived this long especially with all the stuff I got into but I want something more...I can't expect love. That would just be setting myself up to be...
    HanaNoMizu HanaNoMizu 22-25, F Dec 4, 2007

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    I Am Hurting Once Again

    I had a boyfriend whom I love the most,, He's my second boyfriend. Im so deeply in love with him. For the last five months were okay, but this last october he've been gone, no phone calls, text messages. I was so devastated and worried at the same time. everyday I cried. I cant...
    luen luen 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 2, 2007

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    Moving On.

    i was with my ex for best part of a year but he always said it wouldn't work. i didn't seen him after summer then when we returned to university he told me that he didn't want to be with me anymore, that i loved him more than he loved me and he wanted to sort himself out before...
    vickiivanityyy vickiivanityyy 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 7, 2010

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    I'm hurting and I'm so alone right now.

    I've been screaming in the inside probably since I was 15years old I'm now 30 and making myself ill because of it! :(
    beagmeme beagmeme 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 24, 2014

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    I Thought I Was Good Enough For Him But I Was Wrong

    for nine months our relationship was on and off.. 2 days off then back together again. i was so inlove with him,, cant stand the thought of losing him forever. lately he became worst,, i caught him having fun on the net,, chatting with other girls,, having sex on cam. i was so...
    luen luen 18-21, F Jan 22, 2008

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    Hurts Alot

    I feel so much emotional pain when the ones I care about most don't seem to care about me.  I have worked through a lot of things.  But, while I was suffering with  deep depression, no one seemed to care.  My kids rarely call.  I email, call, my kids and...
    Cassandra Cassandra 51-55, F Dec 11, 2007

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    The End.

    Sat.4.2.12 - 9.45pmIt's over completely. I confronted him tonight. I needed to know what he wanted from me. What was I to him? I had been getting mixed messages for years now. The closest he has ever come to telling me how he feels was "I don't know... I have never loved a girl...
    mross94 mross94 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 4, 2012

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    The Man That I Have Loved For All This Time Has Hurt Me More Than Life's Worst Outcomes.

    The man that I have loved and cared for this time has really hurt more than what life's worst outcomes can be for anyone. I don't mean physically but I do mean he has hurt me emotionally and psychologically we have had are ups and down's in life and we have managed to work threw...
    alonenothin2livefor alonenothin2livefor 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 18, 2011

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    Set Myself Up

    I dont know what it is about me, but I always seem to set myself up for heartbreak. When I feel like I have met the right person to share a special side of myself with....it always back fires in my face. I trust too much. I put too much faith in people. This is like a pattern in...
    picgirl picgirl 31-35, F 17 Responses Dec 4, 2007

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    A Heart Filled With Pain

    I am a military kid, moved around a lot, never allowing for those i met to get close to me, it was too hard to deal with all the making and breaking of friendships/relationships.. but there was this one who i did meet but never allowed myself to take it beyond friendship...
    Justme0885 Justme0885 18-21, F Dec 26, 2007

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    If I Fell In Love With You Would You Promise to Be True?

    Love triangles are the worst thing that we can set ourselves up for. I usually never fall for my best guy friends but since my ex i am very much changed. I have known this guy most of my life, we went from hating each other to being best friends. All was well with him and i, but...
    natora natora 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 9, 2008

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    Yet another day and a half of no sleep. I've been awake since 11:00 a.m. yesterday.
    blindangel92 blindangel92 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 16

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    It's the only choice. Friendships have been tarnished, women are scarce, depression and loneliness has crept in once again. I'm starting over again
    IllusionaryGentleman39 IllusionaryGentleman39 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 13

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    My fiance passed away 18 months ago in a tragic accident. Following his death I've dealt with several other disheartening family medical problems, spent months in the hospital with...
    tiara29 tiara29 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 8

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    I just had to let to go the person I loved the most in my life out of my life. It was constantly like trying to fit together puzzle pieces when there were always some missing. I...
    newsoul93 newsoul93 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    how would you guys do if !! u flirt with someone from the first sight ...and in th next day they wont answer ur calss !! and if u call with a different number they would answer but...
    typic1990 typic1990 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 2

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    I feel so sad! When people ask me how I say fine it's believable because I am weird. I feel so sad some times like no one will ever care for me! That know one will truly know me or...
    Skybot2000 Skybot2000 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I had lots of photos of happy moments in my life in my room. I recently removed the once with my parents, then the ones with friends. The only 3 still up were 2 with my best friend...
    Losimia Losimia 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 1

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    It's so painful when I have done so much for someone because he is special, but for just a simple mistake, I feel like he is no longer the person I once knew. :(
    SweetEclair SweetEclair 31-35, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    Trying to be strong while I'm getting over my ex. I feel so horrible and sick though. My heart hurts so bad. I never want to feel this way again. How can I ever trust someone with...
    kendalh kendalh 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I know this is a long story, but trust me, its a good one! If you read it all the way through let me know! When I was around 11-12ish years old there was this group of friends...
    NathansEP NathansEP 16-17, M 2 Responses Mar 18

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    He calls for another, and another again. He says he drinks to kill the pain. What pain I think, I'm the one who's bruised. I'm the one who's battered and abused. At last he's...
    myfavouriteposition myfavouriteposition 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 2

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    What's the point of living if I will continue to repeat the same sadness over and over again? Every time I find some kind of happiness, it gets ripped away from me and I am left in...
    rusputia rusputia 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 2

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    The edge is so close and I am alone. Eight weeks and two days without it. The hurt is so bad and all it would take is one cut to **** everything up and completely set everything...
    SunnysBlueForever SunnysBlueForever 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 2

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    He hasn't texted or called, makes me believe that he doesn't miss me at all. But then again I haven't texted or called him either and I am dying without him. Maybe, just maybe, he...
    reem999 reem999 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 6

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    Of course this didn't even last 2 months. It makes me feel like garbage knowing that it's so easy to leave me. I love him and of course I lost him. I don't know what to and I feel...
    RyleeFTM RyleeFTM 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 6

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    My exboyfriend of 2 years broke up with me for selfish reasons then gave me hope to getting back together to only take it back again it's barely been a month and he couldn't keep...
    justbreathex3 justbreathex3 22-25, F Mar 8

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    I just keep hurting myself...
    nomnommings nomnommings 16-17, F Mar 8

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    You've got nothing to lose. Take the risk to love and not be afraid of what the future brings or what the past holds against you. Love and let love.
    saraandherfoxes saraandherfoxes 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 10

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    after that phone call tonight I am really just wanting to disappear. I fought off insecurity and inadequacy for years despite apathetic depression. It's back and all the emotional...
    ForTheFallen ForTheFallen 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 12

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