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I Am Hurting Once Again

what will you do if the one who broke your heart is the only one who can fix it? 144 People

    It's My Fault Why I'm Hurting Again

    My mistake is I let myself fall for someone who's a million miles away from me. Okay, I met this girl on the internet just last year. She has a blog. And I admire how she blogs. She seems funny and smart. And not to mention Beautiful. She has these characters which I really...
    darkmood darkmood 16-18, F May 21, 2009

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    I Am So Sorry. . . I Am So Sorry. . . I Am Can'T You See?

    its been off and on for my whole life. many know what empty and numb feeling. I know it all too well. everyday is a struggle. to eat to get up to smile to laugh to live. I have hurt my friends that I have had forever. many on here. I don't know if you are lying to me or what...
    SadAliceSaid13 SadAliceSaid13 13-15, F Feb 1, 2013

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    The End.

    Sat.4.2.12 - 9.45pmIt's over completely. I confronted him tonight. I needed to know what he wanted from me. What was I to him? I had been getting mixed messages for years now. The closest he has ever come to telling me how he feels was "I don't know... I have never loved a girl...
    mross94 mross94 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 4, 2012

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    So I decided awhile ago I would not get into

    any relationships for awhile. And then a girl I've know pretty much my whole life moves back to town. We go out drinking for the night one thing leads to another and we end up sleeping together. After a few weeks she tells me she loves me, I tell her that I love her to...
    rushseeker rushseeker 22-25, M May 7, 2014

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    Miserable At Best

     my husband and i are usually happy but we have a few problems. i know most people would love to have only a few problems but ours are big ones. He has told me he doesn't care about me more than he does himself and he has also said he loves himself more than me, which makes...
    cloos1 cloos1 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 15, 2009

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    Running In Circles Till I Fall Over Dizzy

    Tues.1.2.12 – 7:30pm Dear Diary, After two years, he is all I can think about. It breaks my heart to know he is thinking of another girl. Once again, I’m the second option. I don’t know why I keep doing it to myself. “Hot ‘n’ Cold” by Katy Perry is a perfect...
    mross94 mross94 18-21, F Feb 4, 2012

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    I'm tired of having dreams about him.

    Its been almost 2months n I'm still having them. I wake from them shaking normally and depressed for the rest of the day. I wish I could shut my heart off. I wish I didn't feel anymore...I don't know how much more I can take. its only another 6months until this babies born...
    ashangel2934 ashangel2934 26-30 Mar 26, 2014

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    Chased and Dumped

        it started out with me not wanting to date him. he sent me love letters, told me i was beautiful and how much he cared for me. and he grew on me and became my best friend. i loved him with all my heart and he love me. today was our 6 month anniversary. we...
    jadegreen25 jadegreen25 22-25 1 Response Sep 20, 2009

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    I Thought We're Perfect Together

    I never thought I could love someone this much, I never thought I could love this guy more than my first boyfriend who lasted for five years. I dunno why im so drawned to this guy.. (my second boyfriend) Im always missing him, the way he laugh, he whispered sweet endearments to...
    luen luen 21-25, F 2 Responses Dec 4, 2007

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    God Knows How He Broke Me....

    Hi everyone, I was in love with a guy in my school for a year, I was so badly wanted him, he was in my night dreams and he was my hero, His face was making me alive, I was new to the town with every few nice friends which give me the hope that I am not alone in this planet earth...
    Pariya Pariya 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 8, 2010

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    Hurts Alot

    I feel so much emotional pain when the ones I care about most don't seem to care about me.  I have worked through a lot of things.  But, while I was suffering with  deep depression, no one seemed to care.  My kids rarely call.  I email, call, my kids and...
    Cassandra Cassandra 51-55, F Dec 11, 2007

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    Moving On.

    i was with my ex for best part of a year but he always said it wouldn't work. i didn't seen him after summer then when we returned to university he told me that he didn't want to be with me anymore, that i loved him more than he loved me and he wanted to sort himself out before...
    vickiivanityyy vickiivanityyy 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 7, 2010

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    Was She Pretending?

    I still have a thing for my exgirlfriend who became my bestfriend now. Im her first boyfriend and i know that after me she hasnt have a boyfriend yet. Im guarding her she doesnt know that. Im pushing away all her suitors. because my exgirlfriend is still a virgin. I dont want any...
    sonofsparda sonofsparda 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 6, 2007

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    Set Myself Up

    I dont know what it is about me, but I always seem to set myself up for heartbreak. When I feel like I have met the right person to share a special side of myself with....it always back fires in my face. I trust too much. I put too much faith in people. This is like a pattern in...
    picgirl picgirl 31-35, F 17 Responses Dec 4, 2007

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    I Am Hurting Once Again

    I had a boyfriend whom I love the most,, He's my second boyfriend. Im so deeply in love with him. For the last five months were okay, but this last october he've been gone, no phone calls, text messages. I was so devastated and worried at the same time. everyday I cried. I cant...
    luen luen 21-25, F 3 Responses Dec 2, 2007

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    I Thought I Was Good Enough For Him But I Was Wrong

    for nine months our relationship was on and off.. 2 days off then back together again. i was so inlove with him,, cant stand the thought of losing him forever. lately he became worst,, i caught him having fun on the net,, chatting with other girls,, having sex on cam. i was so...
    luen luen 21-25, F Jan 22, 2008

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    The Man That I Have Loved For All This Time Has Hurt Me More Than Life's Worst Outcomes.

    The man that I have loved and cared for this time has really hurt more than what life's worst outcomes can be for anyone. I don't mean physically but I do mean he has hurt me emotionally and psychologically we have had are ups and down's in life and we have managed to work threw...
    alonenothin2livefor alonenothin2livefor 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 18, 2011

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    It's Wrong

    I feel like it's wrong sometimes to want something more. I should be content with the life that I have, with the fact that I've lived this long especially with all the stuff I got into but I want something more...I can't expect love. That would just be setting myself up to be...
    HanaNoMizu HanaNoMizu 22-25, F Dec 4, 2007

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    On Again Off Again Pain

    it's been a painful two years for my ex and i on and off on and off. I met her in my senior year of high school , fell madly in love with her, was awesome, love gives a life purpose, (least that's what I've found) but can be a cancer if you don't let go , she took my heart and...
    Messyy Messyy 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 28, 2012

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    Physically.

    I just wanna say I need a back massage asap.I'mma buy myself one of those back massaging thingies.That is all.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F Jul 18, 2011

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    I Still Love My Ex Girlfriend.. Who Is Now My Bestfriend..

    this girl was my first girlfriend, my relationship with her lasted for 2 years. she broke up with me because i once cheated on her. after she broke up with me i was so devastated, i leave the country. after six months I came back. And i thought im ready to face her again.. When I...
    sonofsparda sonofsparda 26-30, M 3 Responses Dec 5, 2007

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    If I Fell In Love With You Would You Promise to Be True?

    Love triangles are the worst thing that we can set ourselves up for. I usually never fall for my best guy friends but since my ex i am very much changed. I have known this guy most of my life, we went from hating each other to being best friends. All was well with him and i, but...
    natora natora 16-18, F 1 Response Mar 9, 2008

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    I'm hurting and I'm so alone right now.

    I've been screaming in the inside probably since I was 15years old I'm now 30 and making myself ill because of it! :(
    beagmeme beagmeme 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 24, 2014

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    A Heart Filled With Pain

    I am a military kid, moved around a lot, never allowing for those i met to get close to me, it was too hard to deal with all the making and breaking of friendships/relationships.. but there was this one who i did meet but never allowed myself to take it beyond friendship...
    Justme0885 Justme0885 21-25, F Dec 26, 2007

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    What Have I Done? Where Am I Going? What Am I Doing?

      Here I sit..... alone, angry, hurt, upset, with uncontrolled tears and near hyperventilation. What have I done? I yelled and screamed got upset and told him to leave......my anger made him choose and so he left. Where am I going? I do not know. I feel so...
    MegJgeM MegJgeM 31-35, F 7 Responses Mar 6, 2010

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    I, once again, had a dream of that beautiful girl in the forest. She looked exactly the same as she did in the last dream. This time, we were boyfriend and girlfriend and we lived...
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    I'm not sure if I can take this pain anymore. It's getting so bad again that I don't even know what to do , I don't want to talk about it , but I don't want to hold it in because I...
    holdontome holdontome 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    1. Can't even describe the years of pain I went through during school. High school until I left at age 16 was one of the most painful times of my life. The depth of bullying and...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Jan 29

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    I was once a monster with only blood on my mind u were my best friend that helped me feel alive u made me see that I was not a killer but a lover so u cut ur name into my sick it...
    vice13 vice13 16-17 Feb 1

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    If People are hurting too much,they are being numb I lost my feelings I lost myself again and again... too scared to feel something too exausted to close to them The only thing...
    JerryJerryA JerryJerryA 31-35, F Feb 8

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    I just picked myself up from hurting now knocked back down. I made some great friends losing them. Meet someone on here feel like I lost them too. Just whats the point really...
    stupid28 stupid28 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 9

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    The more I try.. the more I'm falling apart. Seven years after my divorce I never saw myself feeling so alone and still not having a solid relationship. I've yet to move in with...
    SelfishShellfish SelfishShellfish 36-40, F 2 Responses Feb 17

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    This is the child your caste system took from my parents...over genocide...this is the child that grew up wondering how she'd fend for herself because of YOUR secrets and YOUR All...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F Jan 28

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    I've officially begun lying to everyone again... I'm pretending to be just fine, but I'm not... Ive started cutting again (I made it a whole year, cut free, but now I'm back to it...
    iamFrightened iamFrightened 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 3

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    A school in Nebraska has put out a libretto on how to "deal " with bullies,well you will not believe your eyes,I am shaking with anger having come at the other end of bullying...
    berangere berangere 66-70, F 8 Responses Feb 2

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    Being against abortion is not simply about criminalizing it, even though it's an important step but also to help pregnant women in need and there is plenty of help for pregnant...
    jmmoosey jmmoosey 31-35, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I confided in my best friend today. I told her about a VERY serious issue going on in my life and she is already trying to use it against me. I shudda just ******* kept my damn...
    shaybaby26 shaybaby26 26-30, F 4 hrs ago

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    It's the best feeling in the world.I'm thinking of someone who's on my list of friends here that I yearn to feel her beautiful body pressed up next to mine.I'm thinking about you...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 41-45, M 2 hrs ago

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    I wish that you could see me past my mistakes, but we know you don't. I wish that you could see me past my premature age, but we know you don't. I wish I could turn back time and...
    somethin2say somethin2say 22-25, F Feb 3

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    "Sometimes When We Touch" You ask me if I love you And I choke on my reply I'd rather hurt you honestly Than mislead you with a lie And who am I to judge you On what you say or do...
    TheScorpio1966 TheScorpio1966 46-50, M 4 Responses Feb 13

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    You know I'm just fed up with everything like I'm just going to start being heartless like idc. I've had it and I'm tired of it. Starting to build that wall back up again.
    nadiarenee nadiarenee 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 16

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    i ben wanting to respark my love and affection that i have for my girlfreind lots of names and trust and hurting each other issues
    youmetonite youmetonite 46-50, M a week ago

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    i ben wanting to respark my love and affection that i have for my girlfreind lots of names and trust and hurting each other issues
    youmetonite youmetonite 46-50, M a week ago

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    My thoughts are ripping me apart inside and they seem to cause me physical pain. I feel like I can never be happy again.
    thequietone0307 thequietone0307 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    A lot of us if not all of us hate bullies, the way they make us feel, they way they make our loved ones feel. The injuries and scars they cause, physical or mental. We will never...
    JustTilly JustTilly 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    feeling worthless again , I just wanna be happy with myself
    societykillss societykillss 18-21, F 1 Response 21 hrs ago