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I Am Hurting So Much

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 118 People

    Why Would They Act Like That?

    It was five minutes before two O’clock, when I called up my former house. I had given it to my ex-spouse so that my kids could stay at home, and continue to go to their schools with their friends. I now live on the west side of the city, and they remain on the east side...
    doctorirwin doctorirwin 46-50, M Dec 11, 2010

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    My Life

    Why dose life have to be so hard :'( as things are one small thing goes wrong and i start self harming or the person i like dose something or meets up with another lad and i start self harming :( i dont know how to stop im scared that i wont stop but im scared to give all my...
    elliottdudley elliottdudley 18-21, M Sep 9, 2011

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    Inside And Out

    emotional hurt and physical hurt are hard to live with I take a lot of painkillers and wish I could go for something stronger than codeine really I have server back and hip pain and joint pain nerve end pain and I am hurting on the inside also very disillusion and confused...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Apr 22, 2011

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    My best friend of six years had sex with this

    guy I had a thing with. We weren't openly dating but everyone knew we were together, including my best friend. she told me at first that she hooked up with him, and two weeks later asked me to go get a pregnancy test with her. (We are 16 years old...) i went with her because she...
    grace665 grace665 16-17, F Sep 30

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    The Hardest Thing to Read

    This was an email my boyfriend sent to a mutual friend of ours.It is so hurtful that I couldn't even finish it after these certain paragraphs.The words he said are more hurtful than the fact that he cheated on me!     "but before i went to driving school we...
    sms1986 sms1986 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 13, 2008

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    My Boyfriend Cheated And Got A Girl Pregnant

    I've been with my boyfriend for over two years. I was in a loveless marriage when I met him and he made me feel amazing. I knew from the beginning he was the one I wanted to be with forever. I left my husband-it was a horrible divorce. We have 3 kids together and he was making...
    JACOPE JACOPE 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 14, 2012

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    I Am Hurting So Much I Want to Die!

    Recently I gave up on a relationship because my partner just thought that I didnt love er and that I was going to leave her anyway. She thought that because I had a new job our relationship was meaningless to me? I dont know why she acted this way, anyway after a horrible break...
    Killer84 Killer84 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 13, 2008

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    I can't explain how I feel.

    I just want to scream and cry and I don't even know why I feel this way. I just want to claw at my chest and rip my heart out because I am in so much pain. I haven't had a break up nothing traumatic has happened to me recently. I guess the best way I can explain is that I am...
    Bubbleemi13 Bubbleemi13 16-17, F Sep 11

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    The End

    i really dont know what to say now b4 everything was so clear but that was cuz i could see there was chance for me to sort things out but i ****** up now and lost you b4 i lost your bf my friend but as i lost you i cant sort it out you cant see who i am cuz you are staying back...
    elliottdudley elliottdudley 18-21, M Nov 17, 2011

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    Amazing Adele Sings The Words I Can't Even Speak

    "Someone Like You"AdeleI heardThat you're settled downThat youFound a girlAnd you'reMarried nowI heardThat your dreams came true.Guess she gave you thingsI didn't give to youOld friendWhy are you so shy?Ain't like you to hold backOr hide from the lightI hate to turn up out of the...
    TrustIsEarned TrustIsEarned 41-45, F Jul 20, 2011

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    Xd

    soo.. Should i even write a story.. about my life or me.. ?well.. no cause then i have to get into **** and yeah im to lazy :Pbut i can tell you this.. i have an amazinq sister shes so lovinq and cool like that ;P she's like the mom my brothers and sisters never had..i love you...
    ScottieIshAwesomexD ScottieIshAwesomexD 18-21, M 1 Response May 10, 2011

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    I Get Hurt Easily

    My heart is broken easily.  A hurtful word, rejection, a mean look and I am hurt.  I hurt for so many reasons.  I lost my grandfather a while back and I still hurt because I miss him dearly.  He is so important to me and I need him in my life.  My husband...
    beaglewoman beaglewoman 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 3, 2007

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    Why?

     I have no reason to but I do.  and I hate it. 
    Seattlegirl Seattlegirl 16-18, F Mar 1, 2008

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    I met a guy last night

    and my weight was the deal breaker. He was kind enough to let me know because i asked for honesty. It happens 90% of the time when I met someone that my weight is issue. I have lost 12 pounds this month so far. I want to lost up to 15 more by aug. Most guys don't want to waste...
    covernine covernine 46-50, F 2 Responses May 25

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    Related Experiences

    Today i read something online doing some personal research about people feeling unloved and it mentioned how those who grew up in homes where their parent(s) didn't show them any...
    TheWorldVsJ TheWorldVsJ 26-30, M 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    I lost my dad on November 22. I watched a big strong healthy man become over powered by Alzheimer's and dementia. I watched these diseases slowly destroy him. When he died he was...
    abluerose abluerose 41-45, F 1 Response Dec 3

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    So much pain is inside me right now. Two people have recently been taken by cancer that were very close to me. This very nice man that helps with my school has cancer and they are...
    BellJane BellJane 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 17

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    BOYFRIEND: If you were to see through my eyes and notice how much your hurting me, maybe you will understand why I cry every time we are on the phone. Just MAYBE you'll understand...
    Brokenheart06 Brokenheart06 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 13

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    I am to a point that the hurting and sadness are normal and any joy is frightening . I have had a lot of ups and downs in my life and many of the bad things I have caused , I just...
    chris121458 chris121458 51-55, M 4 Responses Dec 15

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    Well I haven't been on here in a while and a lot has changed. One thing that hasn't changed is my interest in older men ;) About a month ago I met this guy...I'm 17 and he's 33...
    needtotellnow needtotellnow 16-17, F 14 hrs ago

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    I'm so stupid. After blocking the ex and trying to move on, I went back to him today. He had my e mail address, sent me an email talking about how much he missed me and how he...
    J021408 J021408 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 13

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    I didn't even realized i was hurting till the tears in my eyes fell that's when i found out, it's too much. The Pain.
    Thiswillbethelast Thiswillbethelast 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 15

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    You ask me how I am, I say I'm not feeling the best.. im not fine. it takes so much of me to answer that in honesty. But then you ask me why.. what happened... I smile my tears...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 18

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    There are two wonderful boys who love me. And I cherish them both but one is always by my side and want to be with me forever, when it comes it another he lives far away and also...
    sweetheartss sweetheartss 18-21, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    Isn't it hard when the only person that you love the most and in return they understand you so much like no other, tells you that one day they'll leave!.. Even after a few times...
    Starz93 Starz93 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 8

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    How much longer can I do this? So much piling up. How much more can I take?... Suicide seems so easy.
    SunnysBlueForever SunnysBlueForever 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 12

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    You asked me once if you were worth it; do you remember? And I said yes. We were talking softly, content with each other's laughter. I was rattling about some useless thing, as...
    iloveyouimee iloveyouimee 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 16

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    I sent this to my ex last night and I suppose I have no idea how he'll respond or if it's the right thing to do... But I feel the need to share it. I guess at this point you've...
    mdaybreak mdaybreak 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 27

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    I don't remember when it was exactly, but one day I woke up and said "Is this my life? What about all of the things I dreamed for myself? Where is the ease and comfort and love and...
    ToughEddie ToughEddie 36-40, M 2 Responses Nov 28

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    my life is a mess . I'm trying so hard but it's just so much easier to give up sometimes. my parents left me in India when I was 6 months old under the care of my grandmother for...
    leo1816 leo1816 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 29

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    I AM HURTING...I PUT THIS PICTURE UP TO SHOW HOW MUCH I LOVE MYSELF... I LOVE MYSELF AND I JUST CAN'T GET ENOUGH... I JUST CAN'T GET ENOUGH... I'M ALWAYS SUFFERING, I NEVER HAVE...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 17

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    You're so amazing, but you can be...cold. Sometimes you'll say something without thinking too much about it and it stabs me but I don't say anything because it's my fault for being...
    Brimmless Brimmless 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    Why , do I do this to myself :( he didn't want me :( and yet I want him when I have a perfectly good boyfriend that I keep pushing to marry me , well honestly what is wrong with me...
    Delusionalkrysti Delusionalkrysti 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Not just that i hate anyone hurting. I dont think anyone deserves such cruelty and pain and if i saw someone down i would encourage them to get back up and if they refuse i wont...
    MichaelEgitto MichaelEgitto 13-15, M Nov 27

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    I SWEAR LOVE HURT LIKE HELL , I don't know in hell I keep letting him back n my life n he just keep walking all on me and hurting my feelings ugh it's so hard when you really love...
    Moneea Moneea 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 29

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    So me and my gf where in public and since she's not out but I kissed her in front of these girls that she try's so hard to impress so that the won't call her gay and now the mess...
    lexinwonderland lexinwonderland 13-15, F Nov 29

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    August 5, 2010, my father committed suicide... Losing him was like getting run over by a freight train over, and over, and over again... It really killed me.. I was 10 at the time...
    PrettyUglyPeople PrettyUglyPeople 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 2

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    I've had depression for 10 years. Some days I still hurt, but usually I know how to keep myself happy and safe from myself. When I'm hurting, I usually go to my boyfriend or a...
    CaliginousHeart CaliginousHeart 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 3

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    For thise who ae hurting in some way...I feel you. I am always here for you. Message me anytime. :( I don't want anyone to hurt alone. Remember that you are not alone. I'm here if...
    Wewerethereinthattime Wewerethereinthattime 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 6

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    I'm hurting badly and I don't know what to do . I need someone to talk to who is willing to listen and help me if they can . Anyone who will judge or a creep , just don't bother...
    EssSmith EssSmith 16-17, F 4 Responses Dec 13

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    One thing that terrifies me most in this world is the idea of hurting others through something I feel I have no control of. Nothing pains me more than to feel responsible for the...
    Kattastrophe Kattastrophe 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 17

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    I cannot take this hurt I feel. What is wrong with me. I pretend I am fine but this is killing me. He hurting me again with lies.
    stupid28 stupid28 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 17

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    I'love much older extremely dominant men that know how to treat a woman. I'd love to get a message from you ;)
    littleone90 littleone90 22-25, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    Seriously, there needs to be more open love around this world. There is way too much hate!
    NotSoNamefulNow NotSoNamefulNow 18-21, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    it's been so many days since I have seen her and she is coming back for me ! I just feel so ecstatic ! I'm gonna throw myself into her arms ! aw mom I miss you so much ! oh yeah...
    annah19 annah19 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    Damn it. I really do spend way too much time here. I'd been at a point where I was only on EP a few hours a day, now I seem to be here for most of my waking hours. I guess I just...
    Friability Friability 18-21 47 mins ago

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    Right now people would call me crazy to say anything bad about my life because to them it might be perfect... I got one guy who's sweet funny and respectful and the guy I really...
    imalameo imalameo 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 27

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