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I Am Hurting So Much

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 118 People

    I can't explain how I feel.

    I just want to scream and cry and I don't even know why I feel this way. I just want to claw at my chest and rip my heart out because I am in so much pain. I haven't had a break up nothing traumatic has happened to me recently. I guess the best way I can explain is that I am...
    Bubbleemi13 Bubbleemi13 16-17, F Sep 11, 2014

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    The End

    i really dont know what to say now b4 everything was so clear but that was cuz i could see there was chance for me to sort things out but i ****** up now and lost you b4 i lost your bf my friend but as i lost you i cant sort it out you cant see who i am cuz you are staying back...
    elliottdudley elliottdudley 18-21, M Nov 17, 2011

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    My Boyfriend Cheated And Got A Girl Pregnant

    I've been with my boyfriend for over two years. I was in a loveless marriage when I met him and he made me feel amazing. I knew from the beginning he was the one I wanted to be with forever. I left my husband-it was a horrible divorce. We have 3 kids together and he was making...
    JACOPE JACOPE 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 14, 2012

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    Xd

    soo.. Should i even write a story.. about my life or me.. ?well.. no cause then i have to get into **** and yeah im to lazy :Pbut i can tell you this.. i have an amazinq sister shes so lovinq and cool like that ;P she's like the mom my brothers and sisters never had..i love you...
    ScottieIshAwesomexD ScottieIshAwesomexD 18-21, M 1 Response May 10, 2011

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    Why?

     I have no reason to but I do.  and I hate it. 
    Seattlegirl Seattlegirl 16-17, F Mar 1, 2008

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    Inside And Out

    emotional hurt and physical hurt are hard to live with I take a lot of painkillers and wish I could go for something stronger than codeine really I have server back and hip pain and joint pain nerve end pain and I am hurting on the inside also very disillusion and confused...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Apr 22, 2011

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    My Life

    Why dose life have to be so hard :'( as things are one small thing goes wrong and i start self harming or the person i like dose something or meets up with another lad and i start self harming :( i dont know how to stop im scared that i wont stop but im scared to give all my...
    elliottdudley elliottdudley 18-21, M Sep 9, 2011

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    My best friend of six years had sex with this

    guy I had a thing with. We weren't openly dating but everyone knew we were together, including my best friend. she told me at first that she hooked up with him, and two weeks later asked me to go get a pregnancy test with her. (We are 16 years old...) i went with her because she...
    grace665 grace665 16-17, F Sep 30, 2014

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    The Hardest Thing to Read

    This was an email my boyfriend sent to a mutual friend of ours.It is so hurtful that I couldn't even finish it after these certain paragraphs.The words he said are more hurtful than the fact that he cheated on me!     "but before i went to driving school we...
    sms1986 sms1986 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 13, 2008

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    I Am Hurting So Much I Want to Die!

    Recently I gave up on a relationship because my partner just thought that I didnt love er and that I was going to leave her anyway. She thought that because I had a new job our relationship was meaningless to me? I dont know why she acted this way, anyway after a horrible break...
    Killer84 Killer84 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 13, 2008

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    Amazing Adele Sings The Words I Can't Even Speak

    "Someone Like You"AdeleI heardThat you're settled downThat youFound a girlAnd you'reMarried nowI heardThat your dreams came true.Guess she gave you thingsI didn't give to youOld friendWhy are you so shy?Ain't like you to hold backOr hide from the lightI hate to turn up out of the...
    TrustIsEarned TrustIsEarned 41-45, F Jul 20, 2011

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    Why Would They Act Like That?

    It was five minutes before two O’clock, when I called up my former house. I had given it to my ex-spouse so that my kids could stay at home, and continue to go to their schools with their friends. I now live on the west side of the city, and they remain on the east side...
    doctorirwin doctorirwin 46-50, M Dec 11, 2010

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    I Get Hurt Easily

    My heart is broken easily.  A hurtful word, rejection, a mean look and I am hurt.  I hurt for so many reasons.  I lost my grandfather a while back and I still hurt because I miss him dearly.  He is so important to me and I need him in my life.  My husband...
    beaglewoman beaglewoman 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 3, 2007

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    I met a guy last night

    and my weight was the deal breaker. He was kind enough to let me know because i asked for honesty. It happens 90% of the time when I met someone that my weight is issue. I have lost 12 pounds this month so far. I want to lost up to 15 more by aug. Most guys don't want to waste...
    covernine covernine 46-50, F 2 Responses May 25, 2014

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    I'm hurting too much inside. I think I'm going to have a breakdown or depression because of just a small thing. I have no friends to talk to about my issues and in keeping too much...
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    I still sit here and wonder if i'll soon just be able to not feel anything when i think about her. It's like i saw it coming but i didn't care. All that mattered was that i wanted...
    SilentHarmoni SilentHarmoni 18-21, F 2 Responses May 2

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    Just lost my dad to cancer. I saw him cry on his deathbed. My whole life I don't even talk to him much at all, and especially during his last few months I never did much for him...
    Jinyung Jinyung 18-21, M 2 Responses May 10

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    Yes I loved you,YOU have forever touched my heart ;you ran behind a dumbass ,she might be beauiful,cool but she cant be me.. I hope yu will understand someday how much I loved you...
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    Well I know a lot of people are probably the same as me. When I was quite young, I would always enjoy pretending to be a wolf or I'd pretend that I had invisible ears and a tail...
    TheWolfAmongstMe TheWolfAmongstMe 13-15, F 4 hrs ago

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    it's over ******* over you broke my wings my heart is all black you are not the guy who can treat woman as right all you talking is lie all you thinking is about yourself...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 24

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    I also don't like hurting their feelings either. Someone on here (not gonna say who) would keep messaging and messaging and messaging me until I said, "I'm sorry I don't respond to...
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 26

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    I'm hurting. .. I want out... why can't I snap out of it and move on.
    Blanche08 Blanche08 31-35, F 6 Responses Apr 28

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    I am hurting ... plz trun off the lights .. lock the door .. leave me to hide under my blanket .. block out the world .. do my breathing exsrices ... put my music on so loud...
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    I thought we are friends. I thought we were close friends. Then someone said that he hates me. A lot. I don't know if it's true but I am hurting. I stay strong on the outside, but...
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    I have sore cheeks from the amount of salt I have cried in the past year . more to come. I am hurting because I broke a promise to a person who I have grown to LOVE over the past...
    gallagher1969 gallagher1969 46-50, F 2 Responses May 8

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    My girlfriends so wrapped up in herself and her own feelings she can't even tell when I'm crying out for help. How can someone you love not see when your hurting the most.?
    blasianalien blasianalien 22-25, F 2 Responses May 10

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    I get in here because I need to make my pain and feelings known but won't tell anyone in real life because they will laugh and criticize me and give me advice that doesnf help at...
    JohnDivine JohnDivine 18-21, M May 10

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    That guy cannot accept who I truly am and left me without any reason. It's been a while and I don't love him anymore, I am so hurting. I trusted someone and this is what I get.
    elenesdfghjk elenesdfghjk 18-21, F May 15

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    Because it's the easiest way to escape from any difficult situation.When I isolate myself my head starts hurting from all the possible things I could have said but don't. Somehow I...
    lifehack lifehack 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    there's not a day that goes by and i don't feel my inside been torn out, yet trying to stay strong is becoming more difficult, if there is anyone out there, depress, hurting etc...
    LDRlover LDRlover 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    **** him **** this I'm getting drunk tonight, while watching chicflic and eating ice and chocolate and just crying the life out of myself. I hate you so so so much right now...
    annoyinglydark annoyinglydark 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 25

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    Why does he do this to me he left me so why does he have to keep messaging me and judging me..I can't take this feeling it hurts I'm at the stage where I feel like I can't even...
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    At what point do you finally realize a friendship is over? Is it when you realize that through 25 years of friendship they have only been to your home twice? Maybe when you think...
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