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I Am Hurting So Much

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 117 People

    The End

    i really dont know what to say now b4 everything was so clear but that was cuz i could see there was chance for me to sort things out but i ****** up now and lost you b4 i lost your bf my friend but as i lost you i cant sort it out you cant see who i am cuz you are staying back...
    elliottdudley elliottdudley 18-21, M Nov 17, 2011

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    Inside And Out

    emotional hurt and physical hurt are hard to live with I take a lot of painkillers and wish I could go for something stronger than codeine really I have server back and hip pain and joint pain nerve end pain and I am hurting on the inside also very disillusion and confused...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Apr 22, 2011

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    The Hardest Thing to Read

    This was an email my boyfriend sent to a mutual friend of ours.It is so hurtful that I couldn't even finish it after these certain paragraphs.The words he said are more hurtful than the fact that he cheated on me!     "but before i went to driving school we...
    sms1986 sms1986 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 13, 2008

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    Why Would They Act Like That?

    It was five minutes before two O’clock, when I called up my former house. I had given it to my ex-spouse so that my kids could stay at home, and continue to go to their schools with their friends. I now live on the west side of the city, and they remain on the east side...
    doctorirwin doctorirwin 46-50, M Dec 11, 2010

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    I Am Hurting So Much I Want to Die!

    Recently I gave up on a relationship because my partner just thought that I didnt love er and that I was going to leave her anyway. She thought that because I had a new job our relationship was meaningless to me? I dont know why she acted this way, anyway after a horrible break...
    Killer84 Killer84 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 13, 2008

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    Amazing Adele Sings The Words I Can't Even Speak

    "Someone Like You"AdeleI heardThat you're settled downThat youFound a girlAnd you'reMarried nowI heardThat your dreams came true.Guess she gave you thingsI didn't give to youOld friendWhy are you so shy?Ain't like you to hold backOr hide from the lightI hate to turn up out of the...
    TrustIsEarned TrustIsEarned 41-45, F Jul 20, 2011

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    I Get Hurt Easily

    My heart is broken easily.  A hurtful word, rejection, a mean look and I am hurt.  I hurt for so many reasons.  I lost my grandfather a while back and I still hurt because I miss him dearly.  He is so important to me and I need him in my life.  My husband...
    beaglewoman beaglewoman 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 3, 2007

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    I can't explain how I feel.

    I just want to scream and cry and I don't even know why I feel this way. I just want to claw at my chest and rip my heart out because I am in so much pain. I haven't had a break up nothing traumatic has happened to me recently. I guess the best way I can explain is that I am...
    Bubbleemi13 Bubbleemi13 16-17, F Sep 11, 2014

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    My Boyfriend Cheated And Got A Girl Pregnant

    I've been with my boyfriend for over two years. I was in a loveless marriage when I met him and he made me feel amazing. I knew from the beginning he was the one I wanted to be with forever. I left my husband-it was a horrible divorce. We have 3 kids together and he was making...
    JACOPE JACOPE 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 14, 2012

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    My Life

    Why dose life have to be so hard :'( as things are one small thing goes wrong and i start self harming or the person i like dose something or meets up with another lad and i start self harming :( i dont know how to stop im scared that i wont stop but im scared to give all my...
    elliottdudley elliottdudley 18-21, M Sep 9, 2011

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    Xd

    soo.. Should i even write a story.. about my life or me.. ?well.. no cause then i have to get into **** and yeah im to lazy :Pbut i can tell you this.. i have an amazinq sister shes so lovinq and cool like that ;P she's like the mom my brothers and sisters never had..i love you...
    ScottieIshAwesomexD ScottieIshAwesomexD 18-21, M 1 Response May 10, 2011

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    I met a guy last night

    and my weight was the deal breaker. He was kind enough to let me know because i asked for honesty. It happens 90% of the time when I met someone that my weight is issue. I have lost 12 pounds this month so far. I want to lost up to 15 more by aug. Most guys don't want to waste...
    covernine covernine 46-50, F 2 Responses May 25, 2014

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    My best friend of six years had sex with this

    guy I had a thing with. We weren't openly dating but everyone knew we were together, including my best friend. she told me at first that she hooked up with him, and two weeks later asked me to go get a pregnancy test with her. (We are 16 years old...) i went with her because she...
    grace665 grace665 16-17, F Sep 30, 2014

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    Why?

     I have no reason to but I do.  and I hate it. 
    Seattlegirl Seattlegirl 16-17, F Mar 1, 2008

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    why do I hurt so much ? because I'm weak, useless , broken , stupid and lonely. I used to be the happiest person but now I can't even smile. I try so hard to please everyone but I...
    DepressedOtaku DepressedOtaku 13-15, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I hate how I put so much into a relationship and what I get back is a broken and bruised heart back...I give you my all, my every effort and you just throw it on the ground and...
    SexyCanadian321 SexyCanadian321 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    I am nineteen, married to someone who is 31 years older than me. I got married 3 years ago and have 2 children with him and pregnant with the third. His children from his first...
    Mira97 Mira97 18-21, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Ok, so i finally have and is currently going out with the boy of my dreams. But lately we haven't been talking much and when we do, we can never find things to talk about, but i...
    Ruedx Ruedx 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Broken promises. Why babe? You promised me everything but all those promises fades away when you met her. I'm pretending to be happy eventhough I'm drowning inside just to make...
    hellsAngel025 hellsAngel025 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    We are afraid to care too much, for fear that the other person does not care at all.
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    My Fake Mother decided to stay home, yet again this week. Lord Jesus Christ, I do not know what I did to deserve this, but she WILL terrorize me all day today because this woman is...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I'm so exhausted and tired of this life....I get to work today to find out my co-worker and shift partner is getting a new job else where for better pay and all doing the same...
    Lachdanan Lachdanan 26-30, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I've outgrown my friends I feel like. And I work so much that most of my friends are co workers. All they want to do is drink and I am just not like that anymore. I don't put down...
    leexox leexox 22-25, F 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    I do everything too much. I drink too much, I smoke too much, I have too much sex, I do too many drugs. But it's still fun.
    CigaretteEater CigaretteEater 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I pretty much worry about lots of things, especially when it involves romance. See I got rejected so much in my past and got hurt so much in past that I now have a fear in trusting...
    bgurl20 bgurl20 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I'm under so much stress. My mother doesn't care about me, she treats me like Complete ****, and makes me feel like I'm nothing. I seriously want to kill myself, I'm not good with...
    arielisabelle arielisabelle 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Yes it's true, I drank too much! WATER! I beat the heat with a constant drink in my hand. The weekend was great! All people and animals made it through the terrible heat safely...
    HotMessExpress101 HotMessExpress101 31-35, F 10 Responses a week ago

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    I have knocked out three of my past sparring partners and none of those were justified to the level we were boxing at. The first was an older co-worker, the second was a long time...
    CelticBoxingGuy CelticBoxingGuy 41-45, M Jun 27

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    It is so easy and does not take much effort to do bad. It takes much effort and sacrifice to do good. I would rather take the road less traveled.
    asherjoh asherjoh 36-40, M 1 Response Jun 27

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    i am going through this thing, i have a lot in my mind in the past 4 months. My name is Ray, i'll call the other girl ''R''. Before R, i like someone else, she was really good but...
    raydang123 raydang123 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 26

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    I tried I failed There is no safety in living my truth Only regret The explosion of my heart and mind The joy The sorrow The fascination The anger The love It is too much to...
    jacquelinejones jacquelinejones 46-50 2 Responses Jun 26

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    Have you ever cried so much but you tried not to make noise cause you're afraid that someone might hear you and you won't be able to answer them if they ask what's wrong? cause...
    DeathThrone DeathThrone 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 26

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    We both knew how this would end, but I tried to pretend that day would never come. I tried not to think about how much it would hurt to lose him and how, as I explained to him from...
    GemGirl46 GemGirl46 46-50, F 2 Responses Jun 25

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    Early this year I met a friend of a friend, who quickly became a close friend. We did everything together, exchanged experiences and all. Our personalities matched on the first...
    AkariYama AkariYama 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    I am in my third week of no contact. I am hurting but things are looking a little better each day. I've confined in my friends and most importantly my family. I'm hoping to be in a...
    juless9 juless9 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    I get stuck in this rut and think over and over that I will never be as gorgeous/beautiful/hot/sexy/thin as oh, let's say a billion other women who are much much more attractive...
    chelseeuh chelseeuh 31-35, F 5 Responses Jun 23

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    I've posted this before, a long time ago. I've struggled with a certain aspect of my personality a lot this year. It's going to be challenged again, to a greater extent, pretty...
    LolaRosa LolaRosa 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 23

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    Sorry for lying. Sorry for being so destructive, for destroying what is supposed to be our safe haven. Sorry for causing all that work, and I'm so sorry that I lied to you all. I...
    AlmostEmpty AlmostEmpty 13-15, F Jun 23

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    So I just had a date with a guy, and he's happened to be white. (I'm sorry for all the Asian men out there who feel like all girls are desperate for white man, but things happen...
    vi491042 vi491042 18-21, F Jun 20

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    I'm so in love I never imagined that I'll be so in love with him so ok I knew him from my friend he's her brother we started as friends I think that was in 2011 then bestfriends...
    sandysunny2 sandysunny2 18-21, F Jun 20