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I Am Hurting So Much

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    i really dont know what to say now b4 everything was so clear but that was cuz i could see there was chance for me to sort things out but i ****** up now and lost you b4 i lost your bf my friend but as i lost you i cant sort it out you cant see who i am cuz you are staying back...
    elliottdudley elliottdudley 18-21, M Nov 17, 2011

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    Why?

     I have no reason to but I do.  and I hate it. 
    Seattlegirl Seattlegirl 16-17, F Mar 1, 2008

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    I Am Hurting So Much I Want to Die!

    Recently I gave up on a relationship because my partner just thought that I didnt love er and that I was going to leave her anyway. She thought that because I had a new job our relationship was meaningless to me? I dont know why she acted this way, anyway after a horrible break...
    Killer84 Killer84 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 13, 2008

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    I met a guy last night

    and my weight was the deal breaker. He was kind enough to let me know because i asked for honesty. It happens 90% of the time when I met someone that my weight is issue. I have lost 12 pounds this month so far. I want to lost up to 15 more by aug. Most guys don't want to waste...
    covernine covernine 46-50, F 2 Responses May 25, 2014

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    soo.. Should i even write a story.. about my life or me.. ?well.. no cause then i have to get into **** and yeah im to lazy :Pbut i can tell you this.. i have an amazinq sister shes so lovinq and cool like that ;P she's like the mom my brothers and sisters never had..i love you...
    ScottieIshAwesomexD ScottieIshAwesomexD 18-21, M 1 Response May 10, 2011

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    Amazing Adele Sings The Words I Can't Even Speak

    "Someone Like You"AdeleI heardThat you're settled downThat youFound a girlAnd you'reMarried nowI heardThat your dreams came true.Guess she gave you thingsI didn't give to youOld friendWhy are you so shy?Ain't like you to hold backOr hide from the lightI hate to turn up out of the...
    TrustIsEarned TrustIsEarned 41-45, F Jul 20, 2011

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    My Boyfriend Cheated And Got A Girl Pregnant

    I've been with my boyfriend for over two years. I was in a loveless marriage when I met him and he made me feel amazing. I knew from the beginning he was the one I wanted to be with forever. I left my husband-it was a horrible divorce. We have 3 kids together and he was making...
    JACOPE JACOPE 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 14, 2012

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    Inside And Out

    emotional hurt and physical hurt are hard to live with I take a lot of painkillers and wish I could go for something stronger than codeine really I have server back and hip pain and joint pain nerve end pain and I am hurting on the inside also very disillusion and confused...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Apr 22, 2011

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    The Hardest Thing to Read

    This was an email my boyfriend sent to a mutual friend of ours.It is so hurtful that I couldn't even finish it after these certain paragraphs.The words he said are more hurtful than the fact that he cheated on me!     "but before i went to driving school we...
    sms1986 sms1986 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 13, 2008

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    I Get Hurt Easily

    My heart is broken easily.  A hurtful word, rejection, a mean look and I am hurt.  I hurt for so many reasons.  I lost my grandfather a while back and I still hurt because I miss him dearly.  He is so important to me and I need him in my life.  My husband...
    beaglewoman beaglewoman 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 3, 2007

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    Why Would They Act Like That?

    It was five minutes before two O’clock, when I called up my former house. I had given it to my ex-spouse so that my kids could stay at home, and continue to go to their schools with their friends. I now live on the west side of the city, and they remain on the east side...
    doctorirwin doctorirwin 46-50, M Dec 11, 2010

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    My best friend of six years had sex with this

    guy I had a thing with. We weren't openly dating but everyone knew we were together, including my best friend. she told me at first that she hooked up with him, and two weeks later asked me to go get a pregnancy test with her. (We are 16 years old...) i went with her because she...
    grace665 grace665 16-17, F Sep 30, 2014

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    I can't explain how I feel.

    I just want to scream and cry and I don't even know why I feel this way. I just want to claw at my chest and rip my heart out because I am in so much pain. I haven't had a break up nothing traumatic has happened to me recently. I guess the best way I can explain is that I am...
    Bubbleemi13 Bubbleemi13 18-21, F Sep 11, 2014

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    My Life

    Why dose life have to be so hard :'( as things are one small thing goes wrong and i start self harming or the person i like dose something or meets up with another lad and i start self harming :( i dont know how to stop im scared that i wont stop but im scared to give all my...
    elliottdudley elliottdudley 18-21, M Sep 9, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    Sooooo, I really have feelings for a classmate from about a year and a half ago. We didn't talk much in class or outside of class, But we recently started talking. I really like...
    dschme dschme 18-21, M 7 hrs ago

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    I thought I would take a nap since I didn't sleep much last night Im almost asleep and feel empty. My dad is dead. No one seems to care. It's like his life never was. Like he...
    strawberyblond strawberyblond 70+, F 9 Responses 1 day ago

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    Dear J. You don't realise it but I have so much to thank you for. I have always felt at work that I have had to be strong and get on with it all. I have got used to having no...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    I've been hurt in the worst way possible, by the person I'd least expect it. Someone I may never surely talk to again, and left me with a mile wide gap in my heart. No, I haven't...
    LittleMissCandy LittleMissCandy 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    It is one of these days where I am feeling incredibly low, powerless and sad. Where I am hurting, not because of something specific or new, but hurting because of every person i...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    I didn't know that when your birthday's near you're suppose to be dealing with all the emotions and sadness in your heart for a whole month. February is my birth-month, yes I am...
    SaarahCarisse SaarahCarisse 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I never thought that someone could make me feel like this but the feeling hurts so much to the point where I know that I probably won't sleep tonight. I just wish that things didn...
    rcmh171822 rcmh171822 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    i love my husband because i love Jesus. and Jesus loves me so much. He loves you so much. What great love the Father has shown us, that he would send his only Son to die for us...
    sunriseinmyeyes sunriseinmyeyes 31-35, F 6 days ago

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    I was helping many depressed people on EP. I was giving comfort, wanted to listen and see what they do. They just leave. Well here was someone who was an abuse survivor. I said to...
    Sappheire Sappheire 31-35, F 7 Responses a week ago

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    The truly bad thing is I don't understand how can mean sooo much to other people. But when things get too chaotic I have to quiet things down
    Gws1269 Gws1269 46-50, M a week ago

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    Buried in the darkness of depression I am haunted by my memories Like a nightmare I cannot awaken from My liveliness drained away by tears I caused Held hostage by the captor of...
    GreenEyedFox GreenEyedFox 22-25, F Feb 1

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    I seriously need to slow down on how much I'm eating...because I eat and eat and eat then forget how much I ate and keep going :O the only way I seem to really be motivated to...
    cherriberri cherriberri 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    I actually feel jealous of my kids!!! That my husband who was my best friend, now hates me and left us, but he still sees the kids. They get texts saying he misses them, he loves...
    Mostfabdon Mostfabdon 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 31

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    There's a bar I hang out at. A few years ago, I started going there on Saturdays because there was a certain barmaid who, due to her personal schedule, worked only Saturdays. The...
    PhillyAutismGuy PhillyAutismGuy 26-30, M Jan 30

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    Ya I think too much... What's the Remedy to stop thinking So much
    Amnik Amnik 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 30

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    I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well I wanna hold you high and steal your...
    KindofDOV KindofDOV 26-30, M Jan 29

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    I have been known for my very severe anger problem for years. for since i had been a child i had learned too bottle it up but through the years it had been growing deep inside me...
    SladeTheLegend SladeTheLegend 18-21, M Jan 29

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    actually I say I'm ok but it's all the same meaning. I get lonely and depressed alot and seems everyone has a life but me. I work alot and afterwards I'm wiped out. I go home...
    TimeUnfolds TimeUnfolds 31-35, M 2 Responses Jan 29

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    For some f*cking odd reason I always attract submissive males (not extremist subs, but the kind of guys who do whatever you say. No independent passion. And I'm sorry if I'm using...
    Maricopa Maricopa 18-21 4 Responses Jan 26

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    I miss my dad.. so much everyday.. he chose to leave the world and ever since I have wondered whether it be my fault as I was only 4.. I am happy that he is in a better place but...
    shanniehillxo shanniehillxo 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    I'm so young to have so much sadness and hate in my heart. Please tells me this goes away.
    chiloe13 chiloe13 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 25

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    I can't even tell you how much I love my online friend. She is my best friend. I know I have posted a couple things on this, but their are no amounts of words I can say that will...
    MichaelEgitto MichaelEgitto 13-15, M Jan 25

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    No I don't mean emotionally, I mean physically. I keep hurting myself and most of the time I don't know what the hell I did. Like I wake up one day and i find a small cut or bruise...
    Randomness46 Randomness46 22-25, M Jan 25

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    It has been years since the day that you've acted like we've never known each other. You were my bestfriend,sister,human diary,my shoulder to lean on when I cry, even though you're...
    trishasha trishasha 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 25

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    As of late, I got a boyfriend! He is simply amazing, with his simple features, amazing voice, and oh- his personality is favourite! I may be young, but already I can't wait to get...
    LovelyDonoght LovelyDonoght 13-15, F Jan 24

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    I really am. But I have the sure hope that it will be better soon this time. I mean really okay and that's a good feeling. I know that God has put people in my life and still is to...
    MourningDove7 MourningDove7 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 24

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    I just broke up with my boyfriend of three years and I am in a very awkward and stressful situation. I moved myself and my daughter from Alaska to Georgia to be with him. We had...
    MinkeyMouse MinkeyMouse 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 23

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    anyone out there, who needs somebody so deaperatky, and feel like you can't do it anymore, nothing will satisfy you, make you happy or fill the whole inside your soul I tell you...