Post
Experience Project iOS Android Apps | Download EP for your Mobile Device

I Am Hurting So Much

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 116 People

    I can't explain how I feel.

    I just want to scream and cry and I don't even know why I feel this way. I just want to claw at my chest and rip my heart out because I am in so much pain. I haven't had a break up nothing traumatic has happened to me recently. I guess the best way I can explain is that I am...
    Bubbleemi13 Bubbleemi13 16-17, F Sep 11, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Inside And Out

    emotional hurt and physical hurt are hard to live with I take a lot of painkillers and wish I could go for something stronger than codeine really I have server back and hip pain and joint pain nerve end pain and I am hurting on the inside also very disillusion and confused...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Apr 22, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    The End

    i really dont know what to say now b4 everything was so clear but that was cuz i could see there was chance for me to sort things out but i ****** up now and lost you b4 i lost your bf my friend but as i lost you i cant sort it out you cant see who i am cuz you are staying back...
    elliottdudley elliottdudley 18-21, M Nov 17, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Amazing Adele Sings The Words I Can't Even Speak

    "Someone Like You"AdeleI heardThat you're settled downThat youFound a girlAnd you'reMarried nowI heardThat your dreams came true.Guess she gave you thingsI didn't give to youOld friendWhy are you so shy?Ain't like you to hold backOr hide from the lightI hate to turn up out of the...
    TrustIsEarned TrustIsEarned 41-45, F Jul 20, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    The Hardest Thing to Read

    This was an email my boyfriend sent to a mutual friend of ours.It is so hurtful that I couldn't even finish it after these certain paragraphs.The words he said are more hurtful than the fact that he cheated on me!     "but before i went to driving school we...
    sms1986 sms1986 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 13, 2008

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Get Hurt Easily

    My heart is broken easily.  A hurtful word, rejection, a mean look and I am hurt.  I hurt for so many reasons.  I lost my grandfather a while back and I still hurt because I miss him dearly.  He is so important to me and I need him in my life.  My husband...
    beaglewoman beaglewoman 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 3, 2007

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Why Would They Act Like That?

    It was five minutes before two O’clock, when I called up my former house. I had given it to my ex-spouse so that my kids could stay at home, and continue to go to their schools with their friends. I now live on the west side of the city, and they remain on the east side...
    doctorirwin doctorirwin 46-50, M Dec 11, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I met a guy last night

    and my weight was the deal breaker. He was kind enough to let me know because i asked for honesty. It happens 90% of the time when I met someone that my weight is issue. I have lost 12 pounds this month so far. I want to lost up to 15 more by aug. Most guys don't want to waste...
    covernine covernine 46-50, F 2 Responses May 25, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    My Boyfriend Cheated And Got A Girl Pregnant

    I've been with my boyfriend for over two years. I was in a loveless marriage when I met him and he made me feel amazing. I knew from the beginning he was the one I wanted to be with forever. I left my husband-it was a horrible divorce. We have 3 kids together and he was making...
    JACOPE JACOPE 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 14, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    My best friend of six years had sex with this

    guy I had a thing with. We weren't openly dating but everyone knew we were together, including my best friend. she told me at first that she hooked up with him, and two weeks later asked me to go get a pregnancy test with her. (We are 16 years old...) i went with her because she...
    grace665 grace665 16-17, F Sep 30, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Why?

     I have no reason to but I do.  and I hate it. 
    Seattlegirl Seattlegirl 16-18, F Mar 1, 2008

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Xd

    soo.. Should i even write a story.. about my life or me.. ?well.. no cause then i have to get into **** and yeah im to lazy :Pbut i can tell you this.. i have an amazinq sister shes so lovinq and cool like that ;P she's like the mom my brothers and sisters never had..i love you...
    ScottieIshAwesomexD ScottieIshAwesomexD 18-21, M 1 Response May 10, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    My Life

    Why dose life have to be so hard :'( as things are one small thing goes wrong and i start self harming or the person i like dose something or meets up with another lad and i start self harming :( i dont know how to stop im scared that i wont stop but im scared to give all my...
    elliottdudley elliottdudley 18-21, M Sep 9, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Am Hurting So Much I Want to Die!

    Recently I gave up on a relationship because my partner just thought that I didnt love er and that I was going to leave her anyway. She thought that because I had a new job our relationship was meaningless to me? I dont know why she acted this way, anyway after a horrible break...
    Killer84 Killer84 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 13, 2008

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    I feel like my ex is doing everything he can to hurt me. First he broke up with me out of the blue and said "I hurt him too much" by moaning at him during the relationship. Then he...
    GhostGirl97 GhostGirl97 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 20

    Your Response

    Cancel
    but i don't know how to say anything. How can you tell your friends or family or anyone at all how much you hurt everyday? How hard it is just to get up in the morning because...
    irishlassy98 irishlassy98 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am really hurting so badly right now. While I have come to terms with the fact I am a transgender woman, and feel wonderful because of that. My wife on the other hand is having a...
    DawnR59 DawnR59 51-55, T 8 Responses Jan 4

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It's 1:27am here. I can't sleep even though my body it's relentlessly tired from today's beatings of the daily grind. My mind drifts to different things but most randomly to my...
    Sometimesilence Sometimesilence 18-21, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Me and my boyfriend have been together for almost 10 months and he is literally the love of my life. I am extremely happy but when we fight its bad. We've both given each other...
    laxlife laxlife 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 8

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I honestly don't know what to do anymore. Nothing seems to numb the pain. I try so hard to be happy, to keep going. But, nothing is working. I just want to get away for awhile...
    H3lt3rSk3lt3r H3lt3rSk3lt3r 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 14

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Trying to be brave but I am really hurting. Life really is not going to the same again for me.
    stupid28 stupid28 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 1

    Your Response

    Cancel
    when ever im hurting i just want to be held and cuddled with
    Becca1369 Becca1369 13-15, F Jan 2

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm still hurting..... but does anyone really care? They don't really say anything. Just stare.
    Princessinmind Princessinmind 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 4

    Your Response

    Cancel
    If she loved me why would she kiss him? Does she even know what love is? She's a robot, an ice queen. She tries but she doesnt understand. I need more, but I need her. Its a cruel...
    MistyDayz MistyDayz 18-21, F Jan 13

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I would end up hurting others if I said what hurts me. I've learned to just keep my mouth shut.
    Raewyn95 Raewyn95 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    my fake smile became so believable even I believe it now. I'm hurting / breaking down when I'm alone but if we met I would seem like the happiest person. I crack jokes,laugh,smile...
    penguinproblems penguinproblems 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I thought i was fine. i thought we were fine. sure the feeling was full of climax, orgasmic, we were too f**king happy. we enjoyed our first semester way too much. the parties, the...
    butterfliesndut butterfliesndut 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 6

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I love my ex so much, we were trying to fix things with each other. But I doubted his love for me all the time. He told me he was tired of me never trusting him and being so...
    MermaidUnderneath MermaidUnderneath 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 7

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I don't want to be a downer or anything, but I am pretty sad right now. I feel like a failure. I've worked hard my entire life and now I just feel spent, almost as if I have...
    liliuminterspinas liliuminterspinas 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 9

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I ended a 4 1/2 year relationship with my best friend last Tuesday, and though I don't regret why I did it, my chest still aches. I miss him so much, and it's so hard to go cold...
    Cephaloria Cephaloria 18-21, F Jan 15

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am involved with a man almost half my age. It is more of a friends with benefits type of relationships. I think I need to end it without hurting him. I guess I just need to...
    TriciaOlovinglife TriciaOlovinglife 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 16

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm tired of hiding so much.. When I'm afraid of rejection, wanting to just end my life but I'm scared to die, not wanting to fall in love because I don't want to believe in...
    Eldreamer Eldreamer 18-21 1 Response Jan 19

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm done wearing a mask. I'm not like this, the way I try to act; whether it's being so sexual, 'cool', jock whatever you may think of me. I just want to believe in something...
    Eldreamer Eldreamer 18-21 Jan 20

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Okay so I found this guy on hot or not and he lives very far away from me. But we still txted. We texted literally every day for hours, not even thinking that we love far away...
    taylorkup taylorkup 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 22

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm sad... the past couple of days I've been feeling sad. I feel like there's nobody there. nobody I really connect with. nobody that really cares. it's difficult when you care so...
    RaigaKurosuki RaigaKurosuki 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 23

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I suffered form this anxiety- importance deficiency anxiety. Yes I made that up! I don't know how I got this disease. But it was really painful. It still is some times. So what is...
    im1whoknocks im1whoknocks 22-25, M 1 Response 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Everyone I think I'm close to someone I am awakened by some horrid event that shows that I'm the only one that feels that way. The only time anyone ever comes to me is for advice...
    Roxas3421 Roxas3421 18-21, M 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    1. Can't even describe the years of pain I went through during school. High school until I left at age 16 was one of the most painful times of my life. The depth of bullying and...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am not attracted to men much older than me, at all. In fact, I'm not attracted to men at all. But, I have joined this experience because this is where you are, little girl, sweet...
    Lgl700 Lgl700 51-55, M 2 Responses Jan 7

    Your Response

    Cancel
    he's hurt me so much and I just go right back to him when he wants me to cuz I love him so much I don't think he knows how much he has hurt me... I know I've hurt him but that was...
    ashleysokolik ashleysokolik 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 17

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Most vets and breeders agree puppies may be moved to adult foods concerning 6 and ten months of age, dependant upon the breed, size, and existing physical advancement.These are...
    Aiden875z0uei Aiden875z0uei 31-35, M Jan 18

    Your Response

    Cancel
    the first paragraph is my take on Calie Torres's quote "you didn't love her" and the story thingy after that is just me being me I guess... Soo yea enjoy my weird mind and maybe...
    Strangepotato Strangepotato 13-15, T Jan 11

    Your Response

    Cancel
    If someone gives you their heart, tells you that you are getting what you need now, and if you leave her the ripple effect will kick in, but something goes wrong, she pushes you...
    musicmatters1111 musicmatters1111 36-40, M 5 Responses Jan 15

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm really fed up right now. I'm missing someone who I thought wanted to see me as much I do him but now I'm not so sure. He's lacking communication and ignoring questions. Well...
    marsbar38 marsbar38 31-35, F 6 Responses 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have never missed anyone this much in my life as I miss HIM. He has brought out traits in me I never knew existed, including jealousy. I always thought I was above it and even...
    Piscesrose Piscesrose 46-50, F 3 Responses Jan 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Hi dad! Its me I know we never talk or having a real conversation in the past because you were gone too soon! Way too soon! I couldn't even remember how your face was. I was to...
    LovelyLilly13 LovelyLilly13 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 14

    Your Response

    Cancel
    SEX. This is a big topic for me. The thought of sex turns me on if I dont think to much about it,but I am always thinking to much of it. Whem I get to the act i cant get out of my...
    jennrhod20 jennrhod20 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 16

    Your Response

    Cancel