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I Am Hurting So Much

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    i really dont know what to say now b4 everything was so clear but that was cuz i could see there was chance for me to sort things out but i ****** up now and lost you b4 i lost your bf my friend but as i lost you i cant sort it out you cant see who i am cuz you are staying back...
    elliottdudley elliottdudley 18-21, M Nov 17, 2011

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    I Am Hurting So Much I Want to Die!

    Recently I gave up on a relationship because my partner just thought that I didnt love er and that I was going to leave her anyway. She thought that because I had a new job our relationship was meaningless to me? I dont know why she acted this way, anyway after a horrible break...
    Killer84 Killer84 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 13, 2008

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    I Get Hurt Easily

    My heart is broken easily.  A hurtful word, rejection, a mean look and I am hurt.  I hurt for so many reasons.  I lost my grandfather a while back and I still hurt because I miss him dearly.  He is so important to me and I need him in my life.  My husband...
    beaglewoman beaglewoman 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 3, 2007

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    My best friend of six years had sex with this

    guy I had a thing with. We weren't openly dating but everyone knew we were together, including my best friend. she told me at first that she hooked up with him, and two weeks later asked me to go get a pregnancy test with her. (We are 16 years old...) i went with her because she...
    grace665 grace665 16-17, F Sep 30, 2014

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    Why Would They Act Like That?

    It was five minutes before two O’clock, when I called up my former house. I had given it to my ex-spouse so that my kids could stay at home, and continue to go to their schools with their friends. I now live on the west side of the city, and they remain on the east side...
    doctorirwin doctorirwin 46-50, M Dec 11, 2010

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    Inside And Out

    emotional hurt and physical hurt are hard to live with I take a lot of painkillers and wish I could go for something stronger than codeine really I have server back and hip pain and joint pain nerve end pain and I am hurting on the inside also very disillusion and confused...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Apr 22, 2011

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    Amazing Adele Sings The Words I Can't Even Speak

    "Someone Like You"AdeleI heardThat you're settled downThat youFound a girlAnd you'reMarried nowI heardThat your dreams came true.Guess she gave you thingsI didn't give to youOld friendWhy are you so shy?Ain't like you to hold backOr hide from the lightI hate to turn up out of the...
    TrustIsEarned TrustIsEarned 41-45, F Jul 20, 2011

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    Xd

    soo.. Should i even write a story.. about my life or me.. ?well.. no cause then i have to get into **** and yeah im to lazy :Pbut i can tell you this.. i have an amazinq sister shes so lovinq and cool like that ;P she's like the mom my brothers and sisters never had..i love you...
    ScottieIshAwesomexD ScottieIshAwesomexD 18-21, M 1 Response May 10, 2011

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    The Hardest Thing to Read

    This was an email my boyfriend sent to a mutual friend of ours.It is so hurtful that I couldn't even finish it after these certain paragraphs.The words he said are more hurtful than the fact that he cheated on me!     "but before i went to driving school we...
    sms1986 sms1986 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 13, 2008

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    My Boyfriend Cheated And Got A Girl Pregnant

    I've been with my boyfriend for over two years. I was in a loveless marriage when I met him and he made me feel amazing. I knew from the beginning he was the one I wanted to be with forever. I left my husband-it was a horrible divorce. We have 3 kids together and he was making...
    JACOPE JACOPE 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 14, 2012

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    I met a guy last night

    and my weight was the deal breaker. He was kind enough to let me know because i asked for honesty. It happens 90% of the time when I met someone that my weight is issue. I have lost 12 pounds this month so far. I want to lost up to 15 more by aug. Most guys don't want to waste...
    covernine covernine 46-50, F 2 Responses May 25, 2014

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    Why?

     I have no reason to but I do.  and I hate it. 
    Seattlegirl Seattlegirl 16-17, F Mar 1, 2008

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    My Life

    Why dose life have to be so hard :'( as things are one small thing goes wrong and i start self harming or the person i like dose something or meets up with another lad and i start self harming :( i dont know how to stop im scared that i wont stop but im scared to give all my...
    elliottdudley elliottdudley 18-21, M Sep 9, 2011

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    I can't explain how I feel.

    I just want to scream and cry and I don't even know why I feel this way. I just want to claw at my chest and rip my heart out because I am in so much pain. I haven't had a break up nothing traumatic has happened to me recently. I guess the best way I can explain is that I am...
    Bubbleemi13 Bubbleemi13 16-17, F Sep 11, 2014

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    EternalViolet EternalViolet 26-30, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    mamma mia fa male :/ love hurts so much but i dont know if its hurting so much because im the one to blame for everything :(
    confusednormalness confusednormalness 18-21, F Mar 10

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    I despise what I am doing with this life. I'm tired of hurting. I'm tired of hurting others. I feel like a burden. There are only so many nights of pain and tears one person can...
    Sewmuch2do Sewmuch2do 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    I just had to let to go the person I loved the most in my life out of my life. It was constantly like trying to fit together puzzle pieces when there were always some missing. I...
    newsoul93 newsoul93 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    I hope you'll realise how much you're hurting me someday.
    KarenDew KarenDew 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    i still love you! i still have so much to give and to do for you! its all about love. i love you T.i am hurting baby but i still love you , i have been so jealousy and needy but no...
    TRHL TRHL 26-30, M Mar 13

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    i see her face all over his facebook my body says dont worry but my mind thinks then over thinks. now im a jealous angry to the point i just want to... but its my fault for not...
    NomadxAngelx117 NomadxAngelx117 18-21, M 4 Responses Mar 6

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    It is healing for me too. I was born with certain challenges of which are invisible maybe 90% of the time to the actual eye. Watching Disney throughout my life helps me de-stress...
    blankcheck4urhart blankcheck4urhart 36-40, F Mar 6

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    This has felt like the longest couple weeks. In the last 2 weeks, I lost 2 great friends and my mother passed away. The loneliness feels overwhelming. I grieve for the lose of my...
    sml4 sml4 46-50, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    I am hurting but no one knows and no one cares.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 9

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    I'm hurting, baby, I'm broken down I need your loving, loving I need it now When I'm without you I'm something weak You got me begging, begging I'm on my knees I don't wanna be...
    TRHL TRHL 26-30, M 2 Responses Mar 13

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    Just now i did it. Im hurting badly on the inside, someone just asked if im ok and im like, yea im fine. He said oh cool and left :/
    Austin4152527 Austin4152527 16-17, M 2 Responses Mar 15

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    There are so many things I wish I can say, but I can't so I just keep it all inside cause I don't like hurting people.
    nathanieljlaw nathanieljlaw 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 16

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    well another damn day...i just smile things up then suddenly out of the blue i think of someone whom i really love..reallly care and i fight for..expectation hurts alot even though...
    exor14 exor14 22-25, F Mar 22

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    I feel so sad! When people ask me how I say fine it's believable because I am weird. I feel so sad some times like no one will ever care for me! That know one will truly know me or...
    Skybot2000 Skybot2000 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    I am sorry for hurting my boyfriend. I loved him dearly at one time. Probably more than I should have let myself and that was wrong. Wrong to him to lead him to believe I could...
    PRCgirl73 PRCgirl73 41-45, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I miss him very much and I keep seeking for him in the other faces
    girlyboy83 girlyboy83 31-35, T 8 hrs ago

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    I don't want to guard my heart but I'm tired of giving it to people. I think I can trust someone and then they hurt me. I was dating someone who I thought was perfect for me but...
    JustDevy JustDevy 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 4

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    One mistake after the other giving to everyone but myself ... Allowing things that hurt me to slide rather than making waves.... But drowning myself so many hurting and so little...
    Livinglife42 Livinglife42 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    I believe I have truly hit bottom. Wow 2 years of hell and I still carry that black cloud. Last July I lost my job of 15 years because of my ex, began working for a temp agency in...
    mb1973 mb1973 41-45, F 4 Responses Mar 5

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    It feels like I lost everything I cared for in only few days. All hope is gone. The man I loved most, school... He said he didn't love me and I feel so fooled. It wasn't him, who...
    Mellangela Mellangela 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 6

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    I am so dam heart broken like never before. I cant get him out of my mind and I tremble when im around him. he makes me so nervous but barely blicks a eye lid in my direction. how...
    teri266 teri266 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 7

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    I was so close to loving him. I mean, I always noticed him, I always loved his mentality and his carelessness. But it was only until he let me in that I found myself truly losing...
    borderlinesymmetry borderlinesymmetry 13-15, F Mar 14

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    I'm missing you so much rn. I just miss being in your presence almost everyday , our friendship , & having you to calm a bestfriend. I just miss it all & wish there was some way to...
    Coldheartedgirl456 Coldheartedgirl456 16-17, F Mar 15

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    I can't express myself on internet. I fear that people here would judge me or make fun of me because honestly speaking I don't have huge problems ... I'm insecure and I lack self...
    Beautifuldisaster57 Beautifuldisaster57 16-17, F 13 Responses Mar 16

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    Isn't it sad when you get hurt so much, you can finally say "I'm used to it."
    KarenDew KarenDew 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    It's so painful when I have done so much for someone because he is special, but for just a simple mistake, I feel like he is no longer the person I once knew. :(
    SweetEclair SweetEclair 31-35, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    This girl is so hard to keep happy and I care about her but sometimes she doesn't seem to understand how much I care about her
    taliaharpaz taliaharpaz 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    So, I just thought of something. I took a step back and thought about what's hurting me so bad, and I realized it was myself. I'm my own assassin. I hired myself to kill me, to...
    sommer02 sommer02 16-17, F 1 day ago

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