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    I always feel like it doesn't matter how much I

    love someone they always push me away or don't love me as much as I love them. I will tolerate so much from others but things that are out of my control they won't take the time to tolerate. it hurts so much sometimes feelings that loneliness and thinking Noone cares about you...
    marckengenie1 marckengenie1 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 20

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    If only I knew what to do right now

    but sadly, I don't. I'm just lost and stuck in my own thoughts. I'm trying so hard to keep a brave face and to get out of my head, as being in your head is the most dangerous place to be. I just don't know who I can trust anymore, I don't want to end up hurt again. I have been...
    BeingSara BeingSara 22-25, F Dec 17, 2014

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    You say love me, but you cheated not once,

    but twice. You say you love me, but you talk **** about me to girl you're cheating on me with. I'm the bad person. Made me look like an idiot. I didn't deserve that and I hope you know how much it hurts. I trusted you, I was good to you, I loved you with all that I am. I still...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 20

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    In a pretty lonely place.

    . Restless nights and my mind full of thoughts. Need someone to talk to. Badly
    goodlife687 goodlife687 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 20

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    I'm in so much pain I can't cry no more I can't

    smile any more my life is painfully shattering in front of me and I hate it so much.
    Peterpansxwifey Peterpansxwifey 16-17, F 5 Responses Nov 26, 2015

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    do I have to enough love to give someone ?

    why do they always push me away?... I'm I that horrible? maybe I should've never stop cutting.......
    nuryuriana20 nuryuriana20 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 19

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    You broke a promise..

    ....You threw me away.....
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 16, 2015

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    he said I gave up....

    ..i don't know how or where I gave up. I fought as hard as I can but the battle ended so quickly he thinks I didnt do enough.
    hk567 hk567 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 18

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    Doesn't it suck the nicest

    and kindest people endure the most. 🤕
    yasminesaleh00 yasminesaleh00 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 15

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    OH God, please I bet you,

    I am lost and drowning in pain and tears. Crying is not helping, wishing for my heart to let go is not helping. Praying that I could turn cold and stop feeling is not helping. Can't sleep, eat or even barely brethe theses days. I can't cope I can't get off the floor screaming...
    AngeleyesUponU AngeleyesUponU 41-45, F 11 Responses Nov 28, 2015

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    I don't know what to do.

    they shower me with gifts, they say their appreciation, they tell me indirectly I don't have to be there, they ask me why don't I go somewhere else, they say they're tired of seeing me. Yet again, they say they appreciate me. I feel unwanted, disposable, unappreciated...
    snoopy3 snoopy3 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 11

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    what hurt most is when you turn your head,

    wipe your tears, and walk away but he never bother to run after you...
    DeathThrone DeathThrone 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 24, 2015

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    I've been hurt in the worst way possible,

    by the person I'd least expect it. Someone I may never surely talk to again, and left me with a mile wide gap in my heart. No, I haven't shed a tear, I haven't crumpled, fallen apart, or shown any sign of heartache, yet I know, on the inside, is where all the pain lies. It make...
    LittleMissCandy LittleMissCandy 16-17, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    emotionally im one ****** up mess all bc of

    some dude who doesn't even know I exist unless
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 14

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    It's like the universe doesn't want me to be

    happy. It's like anything going good for me falls into a volcano or something. Sending me spiraling even deeper into depression. It's getting tiring. Life is getting tiring.
    1056A 1056A 13-15, F 7 Responses Nov 26, 2015

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    I hate waking up and the first thing

    that comes to mind is every problem I'm dealing with and how much it hurts me.
    marckengenie1 marckengenie1 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 22

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    Pain is hard to articulate.

    Sometimes you see the storm coming but you hope to enjoy every ounce of the time you have left. I deeply love a man who does not return my feelings. We have spent much time together. I have a young friend who is turning on her flirt with this man and he likes it. There is...
    PrayerWhisperer PrayerWhisperer 46-50, F 3 Responses Jan 3

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    So I keep rolling one of my ankle.

    It's gotten to the point that I have torn the ligament. Rn the ankle itself is swollen and for all I know, I could be walking on a fracture, but I won't know for sure for who knows how long.
    ToukaKirishima ToukaKirishima 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 17

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    So I've been thinking a lot lately

    and just last night i realized that my ribs are extremely flimsy. Like I can more them with ease, but afterwards it end up hurting badly. Some people say it shouldn't move like that.
    ToukaKirishima ToukaKirishima 13-15, F Jan 14

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    Don't you hate those days

    when your depression is so bad that it effects you physically? My body literally aches.
    KOOLKAT446 KOOLKAT446 13-15, T 5 Responses Nov 11, 2015

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    I feel so hurt all the time.

    I'm so nice and kind to everyone that when I don't receive kindness in return I am crushed. My boyfriend do sister talked **** about me even though I literally did nothing to deserve it i treated her as if she were my real sister and went out of my way to make her feel included...
    rachealgee rachealgee 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    One year ago today, this world lost

    yet another beautiful soul. One of my best friends, Sarah, was killed when she and her husband slid into an icy intersection and were hit by a van. Everyone survived except Sarah. She was only 23. Sarah and I met in eighth grade. I was new at the school, and we quickly hit it...
    AntiveninKiss AntiveninKiss 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 9, 2015

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    There are times like today

    when I feel my heart will stop, and I'll keel over from lack of affection and a hug. I feel it physically in my chest – the tension, from years of deprivation of basic human need for touch and affection. To know I'm cared for and loved. I read recently how those who have...
    Carissimi Carissimi 56-60, F 8 Responses Jan 21

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    When someone comes into your life

    who cares and cherish you and you push him away... I do not want to be hurt again.
    22Nm 22Nm 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 1, 2015

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    Short version: I met my friend 5 months ago,

    we connected on this amazing level, and within the two months I ended up meeting him in person in his state. We realised there was more than friendship there, we decided to stay friends but work towards a commitment/relationship for the future. Problem was, his family absolutely...
    tianajade tianajade 22-25, F 5 Responses May 19, 2015

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    I am a 20 year old girl

    and I wish I had a little sister. someone who loves to give and get hugs and someone who u can talk to about anything. my mom's a drug addict and my dad was killed in a car accident. if yiu want a big sis please message me
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Apr 17, 2015

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    I thought he cares. I thought he understands.

    Then one day he just shuts me off with no reason. But what he don't know that he have ripped my heart out and shatter it into pieces
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F 2 Responses May 19, 2015

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    im supposed to be getting ready

    for sleep. but as i lay down, allowing the darkness in my room devour every inch of my room. it slowly starts to consume me. memories come flooding in. i stare blankly at a white wall. my tears wont stop. for the first time i opened up. and for the millionth time is was put...
    SW33TdArkness SW33TdArkness 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 9

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    Hurting myself, but nobody knows it

    because I keep my scars deep in my heart. I mostly lie to everyone excepting they will hurt me and they regulary do. There's no way me to love myself.
    Bircos Bircos 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 6

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    I Cried A Tear For You Today

    We all come here for a reason and we all have issues. We find no understanding in the outside world and we come together here in the Experience Project. Yet even when we feel people understand us; do they love us and do they care and can we trust them and can we trust them?I do...
    MandyzYouthPastor MandyzYouthPastor 46-50, M 8 Responses May 10, 2012

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    I can't look at these things.

    It hurts. Even though I love them, it hurts. They remind me of you, and even though I love you, it hurts. Love can hurt sometimes.
    ubahn1000 ubahn1000 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 2

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    So Tired!

    I'm tired of the pain. It drains me. It has robbed me of what I need to make the necessary changes. Try pulling up your boot straps when you're barefoot. Not asking for crutches, just the shoes I came with and a little push. Not into traffic, though. I don't need you to...
    fetish27 fetish27 46-50, F 6 Responses Apr 29, 2011

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    Doesn't it suck how the only time you've ever

    been asked out and you were 100% sure it was supposed to be a cruel joke.
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Sep 14, 2015

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    I had such a great night last night!

    But now my body is letting me know i may have had a little to much fun.. poor toes
    badmel badmel 31-35, F 3 Responses Oct 2, 2015

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    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 5, 2015

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    Today I went to therapy

    for the first time ever I opened up about some deep scars. I feel so "raw" I really wish I had a shoulder to cry on!
    closethegap closethegap 46-50, F 5 Responses Aug 24, 2015

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    The ones who can just walk away

    that easily are the ones who never planned on staying
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 8, 2015

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    Half of my crush visited And got tobacco

    And probed for cash After knowing me gave all me could Ahhhhrrrrgggghhhh It felt like milked Like she was using the crush Me hates that It hurt so bad
    JustBipolarMe JustBipolarMe 46-50, M Jan 5

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    To: My Heart Stop bleeding.

    Stop bleeding. Stop bleeding. STOP BLEEDING! From: My Brain
    Inamorata888 Inamorata888 26-30 Jan 5

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    This is the story of the time I lost the love

    of my life because of Indian society and culture. I had been dating this guy for a year, five months, and 21 days. I know that doesn't sound like much, but we knew everything about each other: favorite foods, movies, life goals, even how many kids we wanted to have. We were so...
    riyapatel45 riyapatel45 16-17, F Jan 8

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    I've been in love with the same girl

    for 10 years. I let her go, and I can't go a day without thinking of what would've happened if I had said something. She's half way around the world and it's killing me.
    goodlife687 goodlife687 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    dam! it hurts like hell feels like my muscles

    are going to rot feels like a gun shot wish it was the weekend
    f00dbarevaporating f00dbarevaporating 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    Doesn't it suck when you're hurting

    so much emotionally that it manifests into physical pain.
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Sep 4, 2015

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    Its so bad. she hurts

    because i hurt but i cant tell her everything he wouldn't understand and or leave me for the wrong reasons. im so worried that i was right. that i was and always will be meant to be alone. ill just hold everything inside cause i cant tell anyone. really, im afraid. afraid to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 31, 2015

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    Wishing I had someone here,

    wanting some reassuring physical contact (not sexual) just a hand to hold or an arm around me, a shoulder to cry on.
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Sep 2, 2015