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I Am Hurting

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    This life really is a ******* struggle!

    Can't anyone see? Do you notice the unremarkable silence that I can hold? Do you not see me anymore? You don't hear me so your sight must be impaired as well. I'm not here anymore. This person in front of you is not who you once knew. Did you novice her leave? Did you see...
    Charper44 Charper44 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 19

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    It's easy to stop cutting

    and it's just as easy to pick it back up. It's like an addiction almost. You can quit but you'll almost always relapse. At least I do.. I secretly don't mind it either.
    Charper44 Charper44 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 19

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    I am really hurting so badly right now.

    While I have come to terms with the fact I am a transgender woman, and feel wonderful because of that. My wife on the other hand is having a really hard time accepting and or understanding. So while I feel so good about who and what I am. I mean I used to think I was sick or...
    DawnR59 DawnR59 51-55, T 5 Responses Jan 4

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    bringthesirens bringthesirens 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 2

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    in the back of my mind i always have

    that one fear. ''how long do i have left before i mess everything up?'' im a very odd person who cant really help her feelings and actions. it feels like im loved by some and hated by many and it makes me feel so sad. like everyone hates me. with this one person in particular...
    shadowgothicgirl shadowgothicgirl 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I need help, i need nice words to get me back

    up on my feet. i can't do this anymore, i just want someone to listen to me and understand.
    unknowngirlonline unknowngirlonline 13-15, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    **** him **** this I'm getting drunk

    tonight, while watching chicflic and eating ice and chocolate and just crying the life out of myself. I hate you so so so much right now. Bye
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 25

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    Almost 5am: head pounding,

    been going on for hours non stop now, another migraine. Tears rolling down my face, so lonely, so unloved, in so much eternal pain it's physically hurting. Haven't been able to sleep even a second. I need love. I deserve it. Or maybe I don't. In so much pain right now, head...
    secretdestiny secretdestiny 18-21, F 6 Responses Sep 7, 2014

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    my little sister and I need a loving daddy.

    one that will hug and kiss us and hold us and tell us how special we are. I'm 20 and my little sister is 7
    bigsislovesyou47 bigsislovesyou47 18-21, F 11 Responses Apr 24

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    I thought we are friends.

    I thought we were close friends. Then someone said that he hates me. A lot. I don't know if it's true but I am hurting. I stay strong on the outside, but bleeding on the inside... Stupid me, I even thought he care...
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F May 5

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    hey, I am a normal teenager (14)

    and i really want help. not Doctor help. I want a person to become friends with. someone to talk to about everything. I have friends. they just aren't real "friends". I have gotten to the stage in my life where I wonder why I am still alive. I cut myself, it helps and I...
    stormoftears stormoftears 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 12

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    I am having a hard time tonight.

    I wish there was a cure for all of this. A pill you could take or something. I hate the loneliness, the wondering, the wishing and the longing. I just wish it would all go away.
    RedefiningLife RedefiningLife 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 18

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    lbell416 lbell416 18-21, M 3 Responses Jul 23

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    I Cried A Tear For You Today

    We all come here for a reason and we all have issues. We find no understanding in the outside world and we come together here in the Experience Project. Yet even when we feel people understand us; do they love us and do they care and can we trust them and can we trust them?I do...
    MandyzYouthPastor MandyzYouthPastor 46-50, M 7 Responses May 10, 2012

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    So Tired!

    I'm tired of the pain. It drains me. It has robbed me of what I need to make the necessary changes. Try pulling up your boot straps when you're barefoot. Not asking for crutches, just the shoes I came with and a little push. Not into traffic, though. I don't need you to...
    fetish27 fetish27 46-50, F 6 Responses Apr 29, 2011

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    You don't always have to be betrayed inorder to

    feel hurt and broken .... Sometimes feeling ignored and pushed away by the one you love, being told to get over urself when only he knows what you are going through everyday, being told that he wants to help but just can't, when you tell him that it's killing you that you...
    maybelle001 maybelle001 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 15

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    So you wanna play Games with my head?

    But you make me fall apart I wish that I was dead. Can't believe I fell For such a blackened heart Played me for a fool And just used me from the start. Bullet For My Valentine- Pretty on the Outside
    CaitlinBuchan97 CaitlinBuchan97 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 10, 2014

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    It hurts a lot knowing the person you really

    like and want to talk to is mad at you... Oh well, I guess I can put that pain in a bottle with the rest......
    bribaby43 bribaby43 18-21, F 7 hrs ago

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    It's confirmed. Everything he'll do is my

    responsibility my fault. I shouldn't have believed him or else I shouldn't have believed in love for myself. I miss him already but he had fallen too deep. In his eyes maybe I'm nothing but maybe a mere target for humiliation and murder. Now once again I have to run. To the end...
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    I am hurting because of my boyfriend's daughter.

    I just hate that she exists. when she comes to stay with us I feel down all the time. yet I am nice to her. I am hurting because I would like to be the most important to him and I know I will never be. But I love him and I know that if I stay with him I will always be safe...
    fosterpaste fosterpaste 18-21, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Maybe this sounds selfish of me but,

    if I'm so damn gorgeous, got offered to model twice, told I'm the sweetest and nicest girl, and that I'm a good catch, where is my man? (Sorry the sounds conceited but I swear I'm not or try not to be) I mean, I can't wait any longer. I have tons of things going for me and I...
    SeanaO SeanaO 22-25, F 28 Responses Jul 7

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    long story short I fell in love with my best

    friend and made the mistake of sharing much of the process with my parents. I doubt he feels the same way but either way he sort of can't due to the fact that he has a girlfriend. I made my peace with it, well kinda, a while ago since they started dating maybe a month after I...
    Elliearellano Elliearellano 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 23

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    I am a 20 year old girl

    and I wish I had a little sister. someone who loves to give and get hugs and someone who u can talk to about anything. my mom's a drug addict and my dad was killed in a car accident. if yiu want a big sis please message me
    bigsislovesyou47 bigsislovesyou47 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 17

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    **** you and your bullsh*t man like

    why you play me like that go to hell b*tch! i thought you were it
    lbell416 lbell416 18-21, M 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    Broken promises. False hopes.

    Lies. Heartache. Pain. Tears. Regrets. Unanswered questions. Anger. Sadness. Confusion.
    PsychGirl94 PsychGirl94 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 30

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    Every time someone good comes into my life,

    they end up leaving me. I'm sorry that I care about you. And want the best for you
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 21, 2014

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    Always am and always will

    but hey i guess that's just life.
    BloodyVictim BloodyVictim 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 17

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    I am hurting and the saddest thing I have no

    one to lean on.. I have my best friend but she's so busy and she doesn't really know whsg to say:( I have no one and I need someone whom will understand me Sorry I'm new to this site
    Blazie69 Blazie69 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 1

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    It is stage 1 breast cancer .

    I told my kids tonight. The Drs are 90% positive they can remove it all with surgery I am terrified and overwhelmed. I have been told I have cancer and had my husband/master walk out on me in the last month. Am I being punished for all of my past sins ?I screwed up so many things...
    lostmomto4 lostmomto4 41-45, F 5 Responses Jul 16

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    what hurt most is when you turn your head,

    wipe your tears, and walk away but he never bother to run after you...
    DeathThrone DeathThrone 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 24

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    One year ago today, this world lost

    yet another beautiful soul. One of my best friends, Sarah, was killed when she and her husband slid into an icy intersection and were hit by a van. Everyone survived except Sarah. She was only 23. Sarah and I met in eighth grade. I was new at the school, and we quickly hit it...
    AntiveninKiss AntiveninKiss 22-25, F 7 Responses Feb 9

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    When my world crumbles,

    when the past refuses to stop haunting me, when the only person I want to hold wants nothing to do with me, when all have forsaken me, where then do I turn?
    MadAsAHatterXII MadAsAHatterXII 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 19

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    I am tearing apart for eight months.

    Yeah I must seem like some attention-seeking w**** since I was called that. The pain in my chest just keep hurting and hurting. Maybe that's my punishment after all. And i shouldn't be here talking about it at all.
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I had to let go of someone I love,

    to save myself, whom I love more. Can't keep allowing myself to be broken by others. I just can't.
    BeautifullyAmiss BeautifullyAmiss 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    It's a constant pain.

    It never ends and I'm so alone.
    manicxnephilim manicxnephilim 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I am hurting all day

    and all night. Will it ever stop?
    abernesskraek abernesskraek 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    I feel like everyone see with with stucco in

    their eyes. Filling in my cracks and missing pieces with whatever their mind comes up with. I feel so alone. Insignificant. I feel so low, and down, like ive drowned. or been buried. but they see me up there. still fine. being great. and im not. im so lost. i need so much help...
    rottenfruit rottenfruit 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 16

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    BloodyVictim BloodyVictim 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 5

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    Im Hurting No One Understands Me And They Take

    Me As A Joke And A Liar How Do I Cope With These Things?
    Clarial Clarial 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    My boyfriend of 8 months used to be the most

    loving guy in the World, texting me all the time, letting me know he was thinking about me. now it's all gone. a few texts a day and that's all. I had an ex boyfriend who I had been with for over 4 years and he had always texted me often and had always been very loving. why are...
    fosterpaste fosterpaste 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 12

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    I'm feeling a lot better now,

    but I'm still kind of amazed at the bitterness of people in this world. I feel like people are just too sensitive and when I try to be nice I get slapped in the face.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 2, 2014

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    I wish i had a loving little sis

    or brother, or even someone that could be my ep mom. im depressed and lonely. I'm a 20 year old girl
    bigsislovesyou47 bigsislovesyou47 18-21, F 7 Responses Apr 22

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    my mother died two days

    after Christmas last year. Christmas is coming again... I'm counting down the days, I'm terrified and I can't talk to anyone because no one knows what to say to the motherless teenager... Everyone keeps asking me what I want for Christmas but how can I possibly think of...
    TheUntrainedSubmissive TheUntrainedSubmissive 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 9, 2014

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    He was worth everything to me,

    but i wasnt worth anything to him. I wonder if its a tough job being worth so much to someone.
    lifealwayschanges lifealwayschanges 41-45, F 3 Responses Jul 18

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    Converted Converted 46-50, M Jul 23

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    I don't know what to do ,

    or say anymore .
    Maroon16 Maroon16 18-21, F 3 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    I love him so much. I can't let him go.

    And now, the exam's coming and I still have my mind on him. Now every night, before I go to sleep, I will slip a few tears sliently and fall asleep. When I wake up, my first thought will be him and tears again rolling down my cheeks. I love him. And it hurts so much.....