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    Every time someone good comes into my life,

    they end up leaving me. I'm sorry that I care about you. And want the best for you
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 4 Responses Nov 21, 2014

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    I wish i had a loving little sis

    or brother, or even someone that could be my ep mom. im depressed and lonely. I'm a 20 year old girl
    bigsislovesyou47 bigsislovesyou47 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 22

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    So Tired!

    I'm tired of the pain. It drains me. It has robbed me of what I need to make the necessary changes. Try pulling up your boot straps when you're barefoot. Not asking for crutches, just the shoes I came with and a little push. Not into traffic, though. I don't need you to...
    fetish27 fetish27 46-50, F 6 Responses Apr 29, 2011

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    Hi. This is part two to my friendship story.

    I, hopefully we, fell deeply in love on EP for more than 4 months. It might as well of been a lifetime because it sure felt like it. I couldn't believe this amazing young woman took a liking to me. I look at this little device in my hand and wonder how sonething so small can...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 2, 2014

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    I never thought that one day I would make a

    pact with my dad that we can't kill ourselves. my rock. my world. in as much pain, if not more than me. it actually makes me hurt more. but I'll push through. I love you, Papa Bear. hang in there. I'll be right by your side the whole time.
    FlyAwayMyZephyr FlyAwayMyZephyr 16-17, F Dec 11, 2014

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    When you are hurting,

    there will always be people who find a way to make it about themselves. If you break your wrist, they’ll complain about a sprained ankle. If you are sad, they’re sadder. If you’re asking for help, they’ll demand more attention. When you get angry, there are going to be...
    Synthessisong Synthessisong 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 6, 2014

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    I have a 7 inch long pole stuck to my crotch

    and it hurts my back carrying it. Yep I'm an *******
    BlossomTheMeganium BlossomTheMeganium 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 20

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    i feel like I'm halfway between heaven

    and earth. so near death but still living. when im with people i pretend to be happy. when im alone i feel so alone. i think i prefer that. there isn't a soul i can talk to. i just wander to myself if there is something waiting for me out there and i should wait for it, or if i...
    justkeating justkeating 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    My side is aching right now

    and I know that's because I ate after having not all day but the voice says it's because I haven't been cutting as regularly, and now this is how he had to punish me
    ctb27 ctb27 16-17, T 2 Responses Apr 13

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    My problems aren't extravagant

    or may not seem like much to someone else. But I am hurting. I am hurting. Especially this week, it's a really hard week to get through because it marks and will always mark something terrible for me. I'm alone, I have no one I can run to. To help me with my thoughts or my...
    lauriee1124 lauriee1124 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M 2 Responses Apr 13

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    because i got into a fight with my mom at the

    store today and she told me to walk home and left me there alone.
    justkeating justkeating 16-17, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Hurting today...my heart.

    ..it will pass, but the hole in my heart and my confusion is distracting me today. I have to work...
    goodnightangel goodnightangel 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 6, 2014

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    **** him **** this I'm getting drunk

    tonight, while watching chicflic and eating ice and chocolate and just crying the life out of myself. I hate you so so so much right now. Bye
    annoyinglydark annoyinglydark 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 25

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    "I bet you didn't know she has cut on her arm.

    I bet you didn't know she hates her self. I bet you didn't know she cries herself to sleep. That every word she's been called sticks to her. I bet you didn't know she's not perfect. She's not happy. I bet you didn't know she loves others people more then herself. I bet you didn...
    TheGirlThatAlwaysSmiles TheGirlThatAlwaysSmiles 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 10, 2013

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    Went shopping. Everything too expensive.

    Nothing quality. The wealthy have won. They broke my mind. Then let me think disability fit. Then gave me pills that wrecked more. Then fooled yall into helping them. No quality. No cures. No justice. But meds that wreck body parts. And government...
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M Apr 12

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    my little sister and I need a loving daddy.

    one that will hug and kiss us and hold us and tell us how special we are. I'm 20 and my little sister is 7
    bigsislovesyou47 bigsislovesyou47 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 24

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    trueloveriamonly trueloveriamonly 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 25

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    well love hurts that's a bloody rule and I can

    honestly say that the last two weeks of this April have been the worse in quite some time, I have put up my official depression logo (profile pic) God I remember last Saturday, woke up physically and emotionally sore
    Solitaire91 Solitaire91 22-25, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    One year ago today, this world lost

    yet another beautiful soul. One of my best friends, Sarah, was killed when she and her husband slid into an icy intersection and were hit by a van. Everyone survived except Sarah. She was only 23. Sarah and I met in eighth grade. I was new at the school, and we quickly hit it...
    AntiveninKiss AntiveninKiss 22-25, F 5 Responses Feb 9

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    No one loves me. I live on my own

    because my family abandoned me and abused me when I was six and I have been in foster care since. I got out last year when I was 18. I didn't receive enough financial aid to go to college and pursue my passion for bioengineering. My first love and person I trusted most exposed...
    JaneyCaney JaneyCaney 16-17, F 6 Responses Apr 22

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    I was young and unsure what love is.

    Until you left. Then i knew. Missing you... :')
    jebentmooi jebentmooi 22-25, F Jan 30

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    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M Apr 13

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    He came in, used me and made me believe in a

    fantasy then left without telling me. I've never been so terrified and destroyed inside. I thought he was my real thing but I guess I lied down to just be a Welcome mat again but only this visitor cleaned his boots. Even loving you I dont think I'll trust you completely only...
    Chpt17 Chpt17 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 17

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    Why

    You were my best friend we called eachother sisters. Its funny how were not sisters when somethings 'wrong' with me. Out of all people i thought you would understand me i loved you like a sister. Looks like you were just pretending. I cant believe i once trusted you and you...
    rageandhate rageandhate 18-21 3 Responses Apr 3, 2013

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    people always say its going to get better you

    guys are basically prefect and don't get anything we are going through most of the time you never new about this crap its annoying. yes I am hurting and people try to help but when they do they make my feel worst some time you just want to be alone this stuff to me will never...
    wintter54 wintter54 16-17, F 7 Responses Feb 6

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    What the **** do you do

    when the one thing you love is the one thing you will never have, and it kills you and kills you and kills you every damn night?
    SunnysBlueForever SunnysBlueForever 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 4

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    My ex boyfriend and ex best friend are back

    together, their barely starting and she's already cheating on him again. I wish I can do something, I never want him to get hurt!! ??????
    XxCuTiE14xX XxCuTiE14xX 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 24

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    I'm feeling a lot better now,

    but I'm still kind of amazed at the bitterness of people in this world. I feel like people are just too sensitive and when I try to be nice I get slapped in the face.
    stellag23 stellag23 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 2, 2014

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    so badly I just want to sleep in heaven

    and on Earth . And I want to do whatever I wish to do in freedom. i want to sleep . I want to eat
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Have you ever longed

    for something from the past which you know you can't get back? Even if it became a part of the present, it wouldn't be the same as how it was. I mourn the loss of the parts of the past that I loved. Of course you've felt that way. It's human.
    itworkedintheory itworkedintheory 31-35 Feb 7

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    I was the one who cheated.

    I was the one who was unfaithful but why am I also the one who's hurting? Is it because I didn't tell her yet? Or is it because I know the outcome of telling her. It could be that I'm in love with the one I cheated with and she is avoiding the subject every time I bring it up.
    mikethejock mikethejock 18-21, M 4 Responses Apr 20

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    I'm hurting because I used to watch

    nickeloedoen in the 90s and my favorite show was ren and stimpy I think about that show all the time. I look on Google at pictures of ren and stimpy. I loved ren he was my "friend" . I know I may be crazy but it hurts so much that I don't see him anymore only in my dreams. it...
    sarahhoek sarahhoek 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    TheWorldsExiled TheWorldsExiled 16-17, F 4 Responses Apr 16

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    Seeking Acceptance

    It comes in waves. One minute I'm fine, then the next minute I've burst into tears and collapsed on the floor. When I shower seems to be the most difficult. Other times I can feel it start in my belly. I feel sick to my stomache, then there is this incredible pressure on my chest...
    BellealaViolet BellealaViolet 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 5, 2013

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    a girl whom i shared something special wants to

    be with me again but as a very close friend like i used to be, she knows that I like her but she still wants me as a saftey net in her life, ive been through this before with her and it turned out bad for me, now she wants me back but i told her i cant just be a friend if i...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I am hurting ... plz trun off the lights .

    . lock the door .. leave me to hide under my blanket .. block out the world .. do my breathing exsrices ... put my music on so loud ... hug my bellow ... scream silently n then cry till I get a headache n can't breath ... then sleep wishn there were no tomorrow
    candles700 candles700 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I used to be his princess.

    Now I'm nothing more than a peasant.
    gummball gummball 18-21, F 7 Responses Apr 24

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    so I have recently found out

    that I have genital herpes and I can't stand this pain its the most horrible thing I have ever been through in my while life I just can't take it anymore I don't wanna live.
    shellxo shellxo 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 25

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    In the moonlight I wish on the stars

    that you were here stead of being there. One day I will feel your warm embrace and no more tears will fall down from my face Kari Johnson
    mrspixley99 mrspixley99 46-50, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I found out that my infections are getting

    worse I went to the hospital today and I have another infection causing incredibly sharp pain on my side
    neonpinkcupcakelover neonpinkcupcakelover 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 24

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    If only I knew what to do right now

    but sadly, I don't. I'm just lost and stuck in my own thoughts. I'm trying so hard to keep a brave face and to get out of my head, as being in your head is the most dangerous place to be. I just don't know who I can trust anymore, I don't want to end up hurt again. I have been...
    BeingSara BeingSara 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 17, 2014

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    what hurt most is when you turn your head,

    wipe your tears, and walk away but he never bother to run after you...
    ElizabethSwanTurner ElizabethSwanTurner 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 24

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    I cannot get out of this situation

    and my friend cannot help me because she is not a true friend. I hate my friend and I hate my God and I hate my life and I want to end the pain .
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I don't get life. Why is people

    so cruel and mean? I feel so ugly and alone , everyone my age has dated but I never have I feel so ugly like No one loves me or want me. My brother said if he had a knife he would kill me, my Sister said I'm worthless and she want a better Sister. Yeah I get it I make mistakes...
    bitchybrandi bitchybrandi 13-15, F 5 Responses Aug 7, 2014

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    I tell myself there are a lot of people worse

    off than me, and i have days where i feel capable of anything. But it's not enough. I'd like to apologise to those on Ep whom i've talked to, if you've felt ignored by me. Whenever i try and face conversation, it just becomes too much for me, my nerves go into overdrive. I've...
    CaitlinBuchan97 CaitlinBuchan97 16-17, F 6 Responses