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    I am really hurting so badly right now.

    While I have come to terms with the fact I am a transgender woman, and feel wonderful because of that. My wife on the other hand is having a really hard time accepting and or understanding. So while I feel so good about who and what I am. I mean I used to think I was sick or...
    DawnR59 DawnR59 51-55, T 6 Responses Jan 4

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    ElizabethSwanTurner ElizabethSwanTurner 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    "I bet you didn't know she has cut on her arm.

    I bet you didn't know she hates her self. I bet you didn't know she cries herself to sleep. That every word she's been called sticks to her. I bet you didn't know she's not perfect. She's not happy. I bet you didn't know she loves others people more then herself. I bet you didn...
    TheGirlThatAlwaysSmiles TheGirlThatAlwaysSmiles 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 10, 2013

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    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M a week ago

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    I never thought that one day I would make a

    pact with my dad that we can't kill ourselves. my rock. my world. in as much pain, if not more than me. it actually makes me hurt more. but I'll push through. I love you, Papa Bear. hang in there. I'll be right by your side the whole time.
    FlyAwayMyZephyr FlyAwayMyZephyr 16-17, F Dec 11, 2014

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    What the **** do you do

    when the one thing you love is the one thing you will never have, and it kills you and kills you and kills you every damn night?
    SunnysBlueForever SunnysBlueForever 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 4

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    Trying to be strong while I'm getting over my

    ex. I feel so horrible and sick though. My heart hurts so bad. I never want to feel this way again. How can I ever trust someone with my heart again?
    kendalh kendalh 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    I tell myself there are a lot of people worse

    off than me, and i have days where i feel capable of anything. But it's not enough. I'd like to apologise to those on Ep whom i've talked to, if you've felt ignored by me. Whenever i try and face conversation, it just becomes too much for me, my nerves go into overdrive. I've...
    CaitlinBuchan97 CaitlinBuchan97 16-17, F 6 Responses Nov 20, 2014

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    I hate everything about me at the moment.

    I wish I could just go to sleep and never wake up and live in my fantasy world where I mean something to people and am beautiful. I wish I could slip into a fantasy world so i wouldnt have to face reality.
    animegirl63 animegirl63 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    Isn't it sad when you get hurt

    so much, you can finally say "I'm used to it."
    ElizabethSwanTurner ElizabethSwanTurner 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    He came in, used me and made me believe in a

    fantasy then left without telling me. I've never been so terrified and destroyed inside. I thought he was my real thing but I guess I lied down to just be a Welcome mat again but only this visitor cleaned his boots. Even loving you I dont think I'll trust you completely only...
    Chpt17 Chpt17 22-25, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    But wars against muslims.

    Trump dental needs of the poor. EP Link
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M 1 Response Mar 19

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    Why

    You were my best friend we called eachother sisters. Its funny how were not sisters when somethings 'wrong' with me. Out of all people i thought you would understand me i loved you like a sister. Looks like you were just pretending. I cant believe i once trusted you and you...
    rageandhate rageandhate 18-21 3 Responses Apr 3, 2013

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    I thought that I was good enough I thought we

    had a lot of trust I thought you would be faithful if I wasn't going through your stuff I thought I was the only one I thought this here was more than fun I thought that if I gave it up you wouldn't need to find you none I thought that I meant more to you I thought that all your...
    asiaromero asiaromero 16-17, F Mar 20

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    bringthesirens bringthesirens 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 2

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    Every time someone good comes into my life,

    they end up leaving me. I'm sorry that I care about you. And want the best for you
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 4 Responses Nov 21, 2014

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    I Cried A Tear For You Today

    We all come here for a reason and we all have issues. We find no understanding in the outside world and we come together here in the Experience Project. Yet even when we feel people understand us; do they love us and do they care and can we trust them and can we trust them?I do...
    MandyzYouthPastor MandyzYouthPastor 46-50, M 7 Responses May 10, 2012

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    I'm feeling a lot better now,

    but I'm still kind of amazed at the bitterness of people in this world. I feel like people are just too sensitive and when I try to be nice I get slapped in the face.
    stellag23 stellag23 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 2, 2014

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    Seeking Acceptance

    It comes in waves. One minute I'm fine, then the next minute I've burst into tears and collapsed on the floor. When I shower seems to be the most difficult. Other times I can feel it start in my belly. I feel sick to my stomache, then there is this incredible pressure on my chest...
    BellealaViolet BellealaViolet 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 5, 2013

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    One year ago today, this world lost

    yet another beautiful soul. One of my best friends, Sarah, was killed when she and her husband slid into an icy intersection and were hit by a van. Everyone survived except Sarah. She was only 23. Sarah and I met in eighth grade. I was new at the school, and we quickly hit it...
    AntiveninKiss AntiveninKiss 22-25, F 5 Responses Feb 9

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    I've never really had a father.

    I actually thought I could rely on my biological dad for something today, but of course he backs out in the last minute. He doesn't know how to be a father. I can't trust him or rely on him to ever be there. He claims he loves me but he doesn't know how to love.
    flowerchilddd flowerchilddd 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 19

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    It seems I have so much to say.

    Let's write.. These feelings are stuck in my body, I cannot convert them into the words. So how shall I describe the feeling? -I can't.. But if you looked deep into my eyes you'd see, I'd show. Imagine a deep, dark pond without the end,- that's the feeling. Imagine dirty, black...
    azarr azarr 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 9

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    Hi. This is part two to my friendship story.

    I, hopefully we, fell deeply in love on EP for more than 4 months. It might as well of been a lifetime because it sure felt like it. I couldn't believe this amazing young woman took a liking to me. I look at this little device in my hand and wonder how sonething so small can...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 2, 2014

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    Have you ever longed

    for something from the past which you know you can't get back? Even if it became a part of the present, it wouldn't be the same as how it was. I mourn the loss of the parts of the past that I loved. Of course you've felt that way. It's human.
    itworkedintheory itworkedintheory 31-35 Feb 7

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    So you wanna play Games with my head?

    But you make me fall apart I wish that I was dead. Can't believe I fell For such a blackened heart Played me for a fool And just used me from the start. Bullet For My Valentine- Pretty on the Outside
    CaitlinBuchan97 CaitlinBuchan97 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 10, 2014

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    I just had to let to go the person I loved the

    most in my life out of my life. It was constantly like trying to fit together puzzle pieces when there were always some missing. I believe in love and for that reason I believe in heartbreak. I don't know how to love again but one day I know I will be able to, its just the...
    newsoul93 newsoul93 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    TaylorL1315 TaylorL1315 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    I have a 7 inch long pole stuck to my crotch

    and it hurts my back carrying it. Yep I'm an *******
    BlossomTheMeganium BlossomTheMeganium 26-30, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    Almost 5am: head pounding,

    been going on for hours non stop now, another migraine. Tears rolling down my face, so lonely, so unloved, in so much eternal pain it's physically hurting. Haven't been able to sleep even a second. I need love. I deserve it. Or maybe I don't. In so much pain right now, head...
    secretdestiny secretdestiny 18-21, F 6 Responses Sep 7, 2014

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    I don't get life. Why is people

    so cruel and mean? I feel so ugly and alone , everyone my age has dated but I never have I feel so ugly like No one loves me or want me. My brother said if he had a knife he would kill me, my Sister said I'm worthless and she want a better Sister. Yeah I get it I make mistakes...
    bitchybrandi bitchybrandi 13-15, F 5 Responses Aug 7, 2014

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    So Tired!

    I'm tired of the pain. It drains me. It has robbed me of what I need to make the necessary changes. Try pulling up your boot straps when you're barefoot. Not asking for crutches, just the shoes I came with and a little push. Not into traffic, though. I don't need you to...
    fetish27 fetish27 46-50, F 6 Responses Apr 29, 2011

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    When you are hurting,

    there will always be people who find a way to make it about themselves. If you break your wrist, they’ll complain about a sprained ankle. If you are sad, they’re sadder. If you’re asking for help, they’ll demand more attention. When you get angry, there are going to be...
    Synthessisong Synthessisong 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 6, 2014

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    So I've been dating my boyfriend

    for a year and I still haven't met his mom. He's Ethiopian and I'm black so he constantly says that our cultures are different which I understand but it seems like he's just using that as an excuse. His mom knows that we're dating but every time I ask when I can meet her he...
    laxlife laxlife 18-21, F Apr 5

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    TheWorldsExiled TheWorldsExiled 16-17, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    I Doesn't Go Away

     I hurt.  My past won't leave me.  My mind goes to past pain and anguish when I least expect it.  I want to forget.  I have argued in the past that the pain is necessary for forward movement, but that was all bullshit.  I don't need this pain. ...
    StardustShimmer StardustShimmer 36-40, F 4 Responses Jan 14, 2008

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    I dont know why. Everything just hurts.

    Not physically, but emotionally. I just hurt so much and I don't know why. I mean. So many happy things are always happening to me. Yet I can't seem to be happy. I just... I don't know. Sometimes I just get this really bad emotional pain. I break down. And sometimes its so bad I...
    shhyoudontknowme shhyoudontknowme 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 7

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    I was young and unsure what love is.

    Until you left. Then i knew. Missing you... :')
    jebentmooi jebentmooi 22-25, F Jan 30

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    people always say its going to get better you

    guys are basically prefect and don't get anything we are going through most of the time you never new about this crap its annoying. yes I am hurting and people try to help but when they do they make my feel worst some time you just want to be alone this stuff to me will never...
    wintter54 wintter54 16-17, F 7 Responses Feb 6

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    I. Am. Hurting. simply put.

    one day I'm numb the next I can Barely stop the tears...
    IAmAPainfulTruth IAmAPainfulTruth 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 9

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    If only I knew what to do right now

    but sadly, I don't. I'm just lost and stuck in my own thoughts. I'm trying so hard to keep a brave face and to get out of my head, as being in your head is the most dangerous place to be. I just don't know who I can trust anymore, I don't want to end up hurt again. I have been...
    BeingSara BeingSara 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 17, 2014

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    Hurting today...my heart.

    ..it will pass, but the hole in my heart and my confusion is distracting me today. I have to work...
    goodnightangel goodnightangel 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 6, 2014

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    Went shopping. Everything too expensive.

    Nothing quality. The wealthy have won. They broke my mind. Then let me think disability fit. Then gave me pills that wrecked more. Then fooled yall into helping them. No quality. No cures. No justice. But meds that wreck body parts. And government...
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M Apr 12

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    my mother died two days

    after Christmas last year. Christmas is coming again... I'm counting down the days, I'm terrified and I can't talk to anyone because no one knows what to say to the motherless teenager... Everyone keeps asking me what I want for Christmas but how can I possibly think of...
    TheUntrainedSubmissive TheUntrainedSubmissive 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 9, 2014

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    I was sad and hurt about my boyfriend.

    the pain kept building up and I didn't know what to do. so I texted him. and now I think I hurt him and it's killing me. I can't tell if he just fell asleep or if he is in pain and is doing something to release it. either way, I can't sleep. I don't like it when I'm hurt, but...
    Headlights Headlights 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    I am a 20 year old girl

    and I wish I had a little sister. someone who loves to give and get hugs and someone who u can talk to about anything. my mom's a drug addict and my dad was killed in a car accident. if yiu want a big sis please message me
    bigsislovesyou47 bigsislovesyou47 18-21, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    everyone around me makes me feel like utter

    trash. I'm only kept around because I'm convenient. I'll pay for things and I'm around when your bored or your plans cancel. no one gives a ****. not really. and here i am just wasting away
    rowanoaks rowanoaks 16-17, T 1 Response Apr 1

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