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I Am Hurting

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    Can somebody plz tell me something

    that can make me fall a sleep
    rawan99 rawan99 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 10

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    Feeling Torn and Confused

         Not sure what to feel right now...part of me is angry...my wife keeps saying she did not mean to fall in love with her on-line affair.  But part of me feels she did do it on purpose.  She chose to ignore me for years...she chose to sit at the...
    lostinmyownhome lostinmyownhome 51-55, M 3 Responses Apr 14, 2009

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    So Much Hurt, So Much Pain, Takes a While to Regain

    I sometimes think there are wounds in our lives that seem to really leave big scars... and those scars remain. There are days that you could really feel the pain, the hurt, the sadness. There are days that you do feel alone, that you feel helpless, like... Like it's just so hard...
    mistyeyedlass mistyeyedlass 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 20, 2009

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    Disclaimer: I'm not here to self pity

    or self loath. It's my ex. We have no contact, and we have been broken up for over a year (we only dated 6 months) but I recently found out through the grapevine that she has been dating for a year now. So I'm sad and upset how she flipped around to some new guy and I'm stuck...
    blindside58 blindside58 18-21, M Jun 1

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    I Dont Know How To Be Not Married--------im So Alone-----------

    i have been married to the same man for 44 years.6 years ago i became chronically ill.he started verbally and emotionally ,abusing me.i could not bear it .i made him leave.that was 6 years ago.we have 3 children and 6 grandchildren together. i was with him from the age of 19,-i...
    senecagirl11 senecagirl11 61-65, F 6 Responses Jan 24, 2012

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    Hi. This is part two to my friendship story.

    I, hopefully we, fell deeply in love on EP for more than 4 months. It might as well of been a lifetime because it sure felt like it. I couldn't believe this amazing young woman took a liking to me. I look at this little device in my hand and wonder how sonething so small can...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 2

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    I hate what i've become,

    i wish i could change myself so much. What i need more than anything is a friend.
    CaitlinBuchan97 CaitlinBuchan97 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    I hate when people are rude to me.

    Maybe my beliefs are different than yours. Maybe I'm a different person than you. But that doesn't make me a bad person! Maybe I do have a ****** up past. But I'm recovering. I hate when people judge me on my past. I don't live there anymore! It hurts so badly when people are...
    AndyWarrior413 AndyWarrior413 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 6

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    Seeking Acceptance

    It comes in waves. One minute I'm fine, then the next minute I've burst into tears and collapsed on the floor. When I shower seems to be the most difficult. Other times I can feel it start in my belly. I feel sick to my stomache, then there is this incredible pressure on my chest...
    BellealaViolet BellealaViolet 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 5, 2013

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    Grab a plate and throw it on the floor.

    - Okay,done. - Did it break? - Yes. - Now, say sorry to it. - Sorry. - Did it go back to how it was before? - No. - Do you understand?
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 11

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    i dont know whats wrong really.

    im just really upset, my chest is tight and it hurts. im so pissed im shaking. so sad i want to cry. so sick and tired of drama. wish life wasnt so complicated. life is overrated.
    Blissfulkissofdeath Blissfulkissofdeath 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 21

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    My leg hurts so bad. I'm pretty sure I bruised

    a bone in my knee which makes it ache to lift my knee but then to top it off I have torn cartilage in my knee that makes it hurt to bend my knee but when I exercise the adrenaline kicks in and I feel no pain only to later be crippled by it
    theredgiant theredgiant 26-30, M Jun 28

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    I feel pathetic still hung up in this guy

    but he literally was my everything for so long i felt like we were the only two people on the planet
    WendyDarlin WendyDarlin 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 1

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    Hurting today...my heart.

    ..it will pass, but the hole in my heart and my confusion is distracting me today. I have to work...
    goodnightangel goodnightangel 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 6

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    I'm so tired of getting my feelings played with

    I just can't take no more more more than this year all I hear is i am coming I love you I want to be with you but never show up tired of crying I'm tired of hurting and being alone
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    So Tired!

    I'm tired of the pain. It drains me. It has robbed me of what I need to make the necessary changes. Try pulling up your boot straps when you're barefoot. Not asking for crutches, just the shoes I came with and a little push. Not into traffic, though. I don't need you to...
    fetish27 fetish27 46-50, F 7 Responses Apr 29, 2011

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    Why

    You were my best friend we called eachother sisters. Its funny how were not sisters when somethings 'wrong' with me. Out of all people i thought you would understand me i loved you like a sister. Looks like you were just pretending. I cant believe i once trusted you and you...
    rageandhate rageandhate 18-21 3 Responses Apr 3, 2013

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    I just want to be held by you.

    . i feel.. empty.
    babybree527 babybree527 18-21, F Mar 13

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    We were together for 21 years.

    He was 12 years older than me, so I knew it was very possible that he would go before me, but he always promised me he wouldn't. But he did. We met online and it was a true Bay Area relationship - so many things now remind me of him, all over the Bay Area. He loved to laugh. He...
    Gogocat Gogocat 51-55, F May 13

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    All the things that we accept.

    .... be the things that we regret
    pinkypoo33 pinkypoo33 18-21, F Jun 11

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    Memories...Love...Feeling....Something.

    I'm invisible. I go under people's radar. They don't notice me. They don't care about me. Some days, I couldn't care less about this. Others, I wonder why. I'm random, crazy...maybe a little insane. I want people to notice me, and I don't. I ask to be loved, and shy away when...
    Snow1353 Snow1353 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 25, 2013

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    KINGDARKNESS1 KINGDARKNESS1 26-30, M Apr 27

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    My Last Stand

    this is it my final hour for my second family:sagediation33, heartlesstemptation, normally unique, heart collector, invisible broken innocence, and all of you who tried to help worthless me. thank you i wish i could say im cured but i dont want to lie this is the end i cannot go...
    Anastas17 Anastas17 18-21, T 8 Responses Apr 8, 2013

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    I failed you....it's all my fault.

    I failed to see what you didn't want to say aloud, I missed all the signs you left for me... I am a blind fool, and I was never good for you...And I deserve the hate you feel for me. ......but I miss you. I miss you so ******* much.... My heart has a hole in it without you. It...
    BlueRosesFadingBlack BlueRosesFadingBlack 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    mọi thứ tôi biết đều quá kinh

    khủng. tôi đã coi clip do. da biet no nhu the nao. trai tim muon vỡ thành trăm mảnh.
    noone88 noone88 26-30, F Jun 8

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    I feel like my dog is going to die

    and I cant do anything about it. I don't have the money to get her help until later on but she looks bad.., // cries
    TheVirginRapids TheVirginRapids 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 30

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    converted converted 46-50, M May 28

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    Maybe if I could end my life ,

    it wouldn't hurt so much anymore :(
    DeniseMarie72 DeniseMarie72 41-45, F 3 Responses Jun 27

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    "I bet you didn't know she has cut on her arm.

    I bet you didn't know she hates her self. I bet you didn't know she cries herself to sleep. That every word she's been called sticks to her. I bet you didn't know she's not perfect. She's not happy. I bet you didn't know she loves others people more then herself. I bet you didn...
    TheGirlThatAlwaysSmiles TheGirlThatAlwaysSmiles 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 10, 2013

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    Is ent christmas supossed to be about joy

    and love and happiness. It doesn't feel like. My mom broke her ankle and I've been helping my dad reorganize to house for her. I have six siblings two on missions for our church. I miss them. But they used to be the two who would work the hardest. I've been trying to hard to do...
    TheGirlThatAlwaysSmiles TheGirlThatAlwaysSmiles 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 23, 2013

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    I know I haven't wrote on here

    for a while or replied to messages, I am sorry for that. Just lately I haven't been able to be that person that everyone expects me to be. If anything I've been feeling more hurt now then I did before, I haven't been able to put it into words - I doubt I'll ever be able to fully...
    BeingSara BeingSara 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 5

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    I Doesn't Go Away

     I hurt.  My past won't leave me.  My mind goes to past pain and anguish when I least expect it.  I want to forget.  I have argued in the past that the pain is necessary for forward movement, but that was all bullshit.  I don't need this pain. ...
    StardustShimmer StardustShimmer 36-40, F 4 Responses Jan 14, 2008

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    Often. But i do laugh.

    And shed tears. And sleep. And get aroused. And. EP Link
    converted converted 46-50, M Jun 8

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    I feel so lonely it hurts i cry

    so much in this past year I've been fighting for my relationship I will be the first to admit I'm not perfect I make mistakes but I never slept with anyone on him or just been with another man it's been 16 years and he's the only man I been with I mean I made mistakes that I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 days ago

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    So going through a break up.

    .. I have an auto immune disorder and while I'm normal I get sick somewhat easier, and additionally get break outs sometimes caused by my body's hyper immune relation to bacteria. This being said I control it pretty well though I will have scabs scrapes etc. sometimes I don't...
    Bayblood Bayblood 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 1

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    I want to think positive about the one i am in

    love with but always feel so bad when feel lonely and have no one to talk with for days. I am deeply hurt for waiting long hours and days and even more days that can be week or so until hear from the one i am in love with. I am just don't know if the new job will make us easy to...
    Egyptianguy34 Egyptianguy34 31-35, M 1 Response May 2

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    I have given enough and received enough.

    I open endlessly to be flooded with hurt in my sensitivity. The human ego disturbs me and I turn observer as an army of feet stampedes across and over my head. I have no dignity in a world now ridden of assigned meanings. It is hurting in a way that is only hurtful and in...
    FluffedFeathers FluffedFeathers 18-21, F Jun 6

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    Be careful to whom you give your heart.

    They may not care for it well or may even take delight in destroying it. There are some injuries that never heal.
    abrokenlittlegirl abrokenlittlegirl 46-50, F 1 Response Jun 8

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    today i was hurting in school

    when i saw the ex in the hallway.....I've been hurting for the past 7 months I've kept my emotions bottled up inside for a very long time it has been tearing me apart... I fake a smile everyday pretending that im over her but truly i am no where near over her For seven months...
    CESARR7 CESARR7 16-17, M 2 Responses May 23

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    When someone you loves dies it doesn't feel

    real. It feels like a bad dream. I knew it was going to happen we both did but it doesn't feel real. I'm expecting a text from him saying "hey" but it doesn't come. Then I remember he's gone and cry all over again. It hurts so much.
    Lovelyk117 Lovelyk117 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 22

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    Left For Dead

    I wish we could be cool again andshare the magic we had,instead of sitting on the fencewith both sides being sadwhen we need to be gladwe even got to be friendsI just don't understandthe misunderstandingthe lack of explainingor misguided blamingwhen all I've really been is the...
    AllStarcrushNate AllStarcrushNate 26-30, M 2 Responses Jun 24, 2013

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    Physically Hurting. Emotionally Torn In Two. Three. Ten.

    I am so torn. I was scared. I was hopeful. I was wanting but terrified of "it" happening. Well....like decided to take that worry away from me. No more worrying. It has happened again. And I don't know how to feel. Part of me is too ******* chicken to go through Dil issues again...
    luckypickle luckypickle 26-30 8 Responses Oct 26, 2010

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    Of course yet again me being me I didn't listen

    to anyone and decided to follow my heart instead of my head and yet again my head was right. My heart hurts, I am starting to think its something wrong with me because this is the second time. I thought I was getting somewhere, I thought things would get better after my ex cause...
    klxo klxo 18-21, F 1 Response May 18

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    I just want to cry, all I do is cry

    and I'm tired of crying but I do not know what else to do, I feel my problems are insignificant, yet I get very worked up about them. Ever time I talk to someone they say, "you'll snap of it, or It'll get better" but that's just not true, I've been trying for three years to be...
    anom33 anom33 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 7

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    No One Knows

    Nobody told me that I would hurt this much. No one told me I would fall .. fall so hard for you.... I didn't know. I held your heart in the palm of my hands. Would've gave you everything. But you just had to close the door to our love. You lost a good one!
    shaye16 shaye16 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 19, 2013

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    1am with a million thoughts running through my

    head. Inescapable smell of burning flesh permeates the room. I have not changed since this morning, I have not changed since that night I try to pick my fingers in an attempt to distract myself from my thoughts. Drawing only blood, seemingly a sick reminder in my head of what...
    mrpancho mrpancho 31-35, M Jun 8

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    My husband really hurt my feelings the other

    day. I cried and kept it inside til I was calm and clear headed to talk to him. When I did speak to him about it the next day (yesterday) he jumped on the defensive really fast. What I thought would be a good clear talk turned into me crying, silent treatment (still) and me...
    lonely001 lonely001 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 9

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    Still Hurting

    I took my girls to netball this morning (every Saturday) Kelli my youngest was playing with another little girl, and this little girls daddy Kel just stopped and stood back while the little girl was getting hugs from her daddy. She came over to me and just burst into tears...
    stillgrieving stillgrieving 41-45 3 Responses Aug 21, 2009

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    *Stares at you in shock* You left her

    when she needed you most . . . I cannot stop her. I can only pick up the pieces. I can only tell you that she's sitting with a knife, watching herself bleed out. I can only tell you that she says she is going to commit suicide tonight. And I believe her. You promised you would...
    ForeverAnaliasGirl ForeverAnaliasGirl 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 16

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    how to Let Go of Someone Who you Deeply Loved.

    when your in love with someone, you become attached to them very deeply. it becomes hard for you to let go even, though you know he is treating you badly Because you love them and you are probably attached to them and/or you think they will change.
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 12

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    EVerything Hurts...

    My mother came up to me a little bit ago and told me that as soon as i get into college shes leaving my dad. She says that she doesnt think he really loves her anymore and that they dont even kiss or make love since they adopted me. She always comes to me crying about these...
    Tayuya Tayuya 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 4, 2009

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    I Cried A Tear For You Today

    We all come here for a reason and we all have issues. We find no understanding in the outside world and we come together here in the Experience Project. Yet even when we feel people understand us; do they love us and do they care and can we trust them and can we trust them?I do...
    MandyzYouthPastor MandyzYouthPastor 46-50, M 7 Responses May 10, 2012

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    Lost my dad 2 weeks ago.

    Now money and a lazy man I've lost my best friend. I wonder who's next
    jeannie031 jeannie031 36-40, F Jun 18

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