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    Maybe this sounds selfish of me but,

    if I'm so damn gorgeous, got offered to model twice, told I'm the sweetest and nicest girl, and that I'm a good catch, where is my man? (Sorry the sounds conceited but I swear I'm not or try not to be) I mean, I can't wait any longer. I have tons of things going for me and I...
    SeanaO SeanaO 22-25, F 22 Responses Jul 7, 2015

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    I tell myself there are a lot of people worse

    off than me, and i have days where i feel capable of anything. But it's not enough. I'd like to apologise to those on Ep whom i've talked to, if you've felt ignored by me. Whenever i try and face conversation, it just becomes too much for me, my nerves go into overdrive. I've...
    CaitlinBuchan97 CaitlinBuchan97 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 20, 2014

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    This is the story of the time I lost the love

    of my life because of Indian society and culture. I had been dating this guy for a year, five months, and 21 days. I know that doesn't sound like much, but we knew everything about each other: favorite foods, movies, life goals, even how many kids we wanted to have. We were so...
    riyapatel45 riyapatel45 16-17, F Jan 8

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    I thought he cares. I thought he understands.

    Then one day he just shuts me off with no reason. But what he don't know that he have ripped my heart out and shatter it into pieces
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F 2 Responses May 19, 2015

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    It is one of these days

    where I am feeling incredibly low, powerless and sad. Where I am hurting, not because of something specific or new, but hurting because of every person i loved and ended up hurting me, hurting because of things in the past ... it is one of these days where only hurtful memories...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 6 Responses 1 day ago

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    There are times like today

    when I feel my heart will stop, and I'll keel over from lack of affection and a hug. I feel it physically in my chest – the tension, from years of deprivation of basic human need for touch and affection. To know I'm cared for and loved. I read recently how those who have...
    Carissimi Carissimi 56-60, F 8 Responses Jan 21

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    I can't look at these things.

    It hurts. Even though I love them, it hurts. They remind me of you, and even though I love you, it hurts. Love can hurt sometimes.
    ubahn1000 ubahn1000 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 2

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    do I have to enough love to give someone ?

    why do they always push me away?... I'm I that horrible? maybe I should've never stop cutting.......
    nuryuriana20 nuryuriana20 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 19

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    I've been hurt in the worst way possible,

    by the person I'd least expect it. Someone I may never surely talk to again, and left me with a mile wide gap in my heart. No, I haven't shed a tear, I haven't crumpled, fallen apart, or shown any sign of heartache, yet I know, on the inside, is where all the pain lies. It make...
    LittleMissCandy LittleMissCandy 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I Cried A Tear For You Today

    We all come here for a reason and we all have issues. We find no understanding in the outside world and we come together here in the Experience Project. Yet even when we feel people understand us; do they love us and do they care and can we trust them and can we trust them?I do...
    MandyzYouthPastor MandyzYouthPastor 46-50, M 8 Responses May 10, 2012

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    what hurt most is when you turn your head,

    wipe your tears, and walk away but he never bother to run after you...
    DeathThrone DeathThrone 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 24, 2015

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    I don't know what to do.

    they shower me with gifts, they say their appreciation, they tell me indirectly I don't have to be there, they ask me why don't I go somewhere else, they say they're tired of seeing me. Yet again, they say they appreciate me. I feel unwanted, disposable, unappreciated...
    snoopy3 snoopy3 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 11

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    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 5, 2015

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    You broke a promise..

    ....You threw me away.....
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 16, 2015

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    You say love me, but you cheated not once,

    but twice. You say you love me, but you talk **** about me to girl you're cheating on me with. I'm the bad person. Made me look like an idiot. I didn't deserve that and I hope you know how much it hurts. I trusted you, I was good to you, I loved you with all that I am. I still...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 20

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    I'm in so much pain I can't cry no more I can't

    smile any more my life is painfully shattering in front of me and I hate it so much.
    Peterpansxwifey Peterpansxwifey 16-17, F 5 Responses Nov 26, 2015

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    Short version: I met my friend 5 months ago,

    we connected on this amazing level, and within the two months I ended up meeting him in person in his state. We realised there was more than friendship there, we decided to stay friends but work towards a commitment/relationship for the future. Problem was, his family absolutely...
    tianajade tianajade 22-25, F 5 Responses May 19, 2015

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    Isn't it sad when you get hurt

    so much, you can finally say ... "Im used to it."
    SPieterse SPieterse 18-21, F 8 Responses Oct 25, 2015

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    my little sister and I need a loving daddy.

    one that will hug and kiss us and hold us and tell us how special we are. I'm 20 and my little sister is 7
    deleted deleted 26-30 9 Responses Apr 24, 2015

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    My best friend and I are no longer,

    she didn't tell me what I did she just blocked me on every social media site and wouldn't look at me whenever I saw her around. She's turned my other close friend against me and now I feel like I have no one. Her mom is my dentist and I recently went into her she invited me over...
    Shegirl77 Shegirl77 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 29, 2015

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    So I've been thinking a lot lately

    and just last night i realized that my ribs are extremely flimsy. Like I can more them with ease, but afterwards it end up hurting badly. Some people say it shouldn't move like that.
    ToukaKirishima ToukaKirishima 13-15, F Jan 14

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    I am a 20 year old girl

    and I wish I had a little sister. someone who loves to give and get hugs and someone who u can talk to about anything. my mom's a drug addict and my dad was killed in a car accident. if yiu want a big sis please message me
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Apr 17, 2015

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    I smile everytime somebody is around.

    I act as if I don't have any problem at all. I am pretty sure I am good at it because I deceive almost all the people I get to encounter with. They say I am jolly, happy, and bloomy. But what they don't know, in every smile I show to them, lies a heart breaking; a girl hurting...
    Yoopee Yoopee 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 1

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    Doesn't it suck the nicest

    and kindest people endure the most. 🤕
    yasminesaleh00 yasminesaleh00 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 15

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    Tonight is the night you've left me

    once again, and tonight will be the final time you'll walk away from me. I don't know what I was thinking, taking you back into my heart so easily, and I was stupid for allowing myself to fall so hard again. Maybe it was those beautiful eyes of yours, or the eloquent words you...
    PrincessKayleigh PrincessKayleigh 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 8, 2015

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    22Nm 22Nm 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 19

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    One year ago today, this world lost

    yet another beautiful soul. One of my best friends, Sarah, was killed when she and her husband slid into an icy intersection and were hit by a van. Everyone survived except Sarah. She was only 23. Sarah and I met in eighth grade. I was new at the school, and we quickly hit it...
    AntiveninKiss AntiveninKiss 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 9, 2015

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    I've been in love with the same girl

    for 10 years. I let her go, and I can't go a day without thinking of what would've happened if I had said something. She's half way around the world and it's killing me.
    goodlife687 goodlife687 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Pain is hard to articulate.

    Sometimes you see the storm coming but you hope to enjoy every ounce of the time you have left. I deeply love a man who does not return my feelings. We have spent much time together. I have a young friend who is turning on her flirt with this man and he likes it. There is...
    PrayerWhisperer PrayerWhisperer 46-50, F 3 Responses Jan 3

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    When someone comes into your life

    who cares and cherish you and you push him away... I do not want to be hurt again.
    22Nm 22Nm 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 1, 2015

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    Today I went to therapy

    for the first time ever I opened up about some deep scars. I feel so "raw" I really wish I had a shoulder to cry on!
    closethegap closethegap 46-50, F 5 Responses Aug 24, 2015

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    I had such a great night last night!

    But now my body is letting me know i may have had a little to much fun.. poor toes
    badmel badmel 31-35, F 3 Responses Oct 2, 2015

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    To: My Heart Stop bleeding.

    Stop bleeding. Stop bleeding. STOP BLEEDING! From: My Brain
    Inamorata888 Inamorata888 26-30 Jan 5

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    Hurting myself, but nobody knows it

    because I keep my scars deep in my heart. I mostly lie to everyone excepting they will hurt me and they regulary do. There's no way me to love myself.
    Bircos Bircos 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 6

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    Wishing I had someone here,

    wanting some reassuring physical contact (not sexual) just a hand to hold or an arm around me, a shoulder to cry on.
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Sep 2, 2015

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    People on here make me feel useless they thing

    I will become their prostitute but no! I'm my own person and I hate it when people force me to do stuff, my stepdad just hates me and hits me. I don't want this and I feel so sorry for people who are treated like this, no one should be treated like this. The safe place I have...
    Jakdoran29 Jakdoran29 13-15, M 5 Responses Jan 4

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    Doesn't it suck how the only time you've ever

    been asked out and you were 100% sure it was supposed to be a cruel joke.
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Sep 14, 2015

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    you know that time...

    . right after bad news.... when Time stands still? I have not moved in over 12 hours.... well.... barely... son is off to school with a lunch... that's something. whoohoo.. good for me. my heart hearts. my soul hurts... I daren't move because I'm afraid that'll hurt too... I sit...
    SvveetKiester SvveetKiester 41-45, F 10 Responses Jan 4

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    So I keep rolling one of my ankle.

    It's gotten to the point that I have torn the ligament. Rn the ankle itself is swollen and for all I know, I could be walking on a fracture, but I won't know for sure for who knows how long.
    ToukaKirishima ToukaKirishima 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 17

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    Its so bad. she hurts

    because i hurt but i cant tell her everything he wouldn't understand and or leave me for the wrong reasons. im so worried that i was right. that i was and always will be meant to be alone. ill just hold everything inside cause i cant tell anyone. really, im afraid. afraid to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 31, 2015

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    Half of my crush visited And got tobacco

    And probed for cash After knowing me gave all me could Ahhhhrrrrgggghhhh It felt like milked Like she was using the crush Me hates that It hurt so bad
    JustBipolarMe JustBipolarMe 46-50, M Jan 5

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    So you wanna play Games with my head?

    But you make me fall apart I wish that I was dead. Can't believe I fell For such a blackened heart Played me for a fool And just used me from the start. Bullet For My Valentine- Pretty on the Outside
    CaitlinBuchan97 CaitlinBuchan97 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 10, 2014

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    Don't you hate those days

    when your depression is so bad that it effects you physically? My body literally aches.
    KOOLKAT446 KOOLKAT446 13-15, T 5 Responses Nov 11, 2015

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    I always feel like it doesn't matter how much I

    love someone they always push me away or don't love me as much as I love them. I will tolerate so much from others but things that are out of my control they won't take the time to tolerate. it hurts so much sometimes feelings that loneliness and thinking Noone cares about you...
    marckengenie1 marckengenie1 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 20

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    If only I knew what to do right now

    but sadly, I don't. I'm just lost and stuck in my own thoughts. I'm trying so hard to keep a brave face and to get out of my head, as being in your head is the most dangerous place to be. I just don't know who I can trust anymore, I don't want to end up hurt again. I have been...
    BeingSara BeingSara 22-25, F Dec 17, 2014

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