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    He say he love me he say he care

    but I am a birch when I tell him about how I feel he say Ian all he need but ever so ofthen he's in an online relasonship so I tell him to end it or me he ends it but always find someone else like if I say he don't hold me anymore that he stop the romantic things he use to do...
    spice3xl spice3xl 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    trueloveriamonly trueloveriamonly 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 25

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    i wish them frds at media don't update me it

    hurt alot hearing dirt bones and ambitious upgraders and all having great whales of time, while i am intentionally sapped at home.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 26

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    I tell myself there are a lot of people worse

    off than me, and i have days where i feel capable of anything. But it's not enough. I'd like to apologise to those on Ep whom i've talked to, if you've felt ignored by me. Whenever i try and face conversation, it just becomes too much for me, my nerves go into overdrive. I've...
    CaitlinBuchan97 CaitlinBuchan97 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 20, 2014

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    In this world i have nothing to lose.

    But here i can get many thing.so i thank my god for giving me such a nice world.
    Haquemasum Haquemasum 18-21, M Aug 13

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    i'm your one and only only

    when you're lonely (talking about amir -.-)
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15, F Aug 9

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    Almost 5am: head pounding,

    been going on for hours non stop now, another migraine. Tears rolling down my face, so lonely, so unloved, in so much eternal pain it's physically hurting. Haven't been able to sleep even a second. I need love. I deserve it. Or maybe I don't. In so much pain right now, head...
    secretdestiny secretdestiny 18-21, F 6 Responses Sep 7, 2014

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    Everything was just a lie.

    It was never real. All of it is just a trick. I don't want to believe I'm his bestie anymore. I don't want to believe I'm important to him anymore. I don't want to believe I'm actually something, even just a second choice, to him. I don't want to believe he cared. Everything is...
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 11

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    I swear its times like this

    when I wish I had that one person in my life who can make me forget about everything bad that's going on....I'm fuc**** done believe all the lies and getting hurt
    XxserenityxX XxserenityxX 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    It's hurt when your best friend you been best

    friends (jack) with for 7 years, says that I don't want to be friends anymore because of I being paranoid of this girl named Teagan that friends with him, that I don't get alone with and I tried to be friends with she just get on my nerves. The whole year I been causing a lot...
    mblan11 mblan11 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 26

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    Today I went to therapy

    for the first time ever I opened up about some deep scars. I feel so "raw" I really wish I had a shoulder to cry on!
    closethegap closethegap 46-50, F 5 Responses Aug 24

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    So you wanna play Games with my head?

    But you make me fall apart I wish that I was dead. Can't believe I fell For such a blackened heart Played me for a fool And just used me from the start. Bullet For My Valentine- Pretty on the Outside
    CaitlinBuchan97 CaitlinBuchan97 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 10, 2014

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    nonyabusiness25 nonyabusiness25 22-25, F Aug 11

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    I'm feeling a lot better now,

    but I'm still kind of amazed at the bitterness of people in this world. I feel like people are just too sensitive and when I try to be nice I get slapped in the face.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 2, 2014

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    my heart is being ripped out of my chest i feel

    like i cant breathe all i can do is cry i just wanna cut until i bleed to death
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 11

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    I wish i had a loving little sis

    or brother, or even someone that could be my ep mom. im depressed and lonely. I'm a 20 year old girl
    bigsislovesyou47 bigsislovesyou47 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 22

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    my little sister and I need a loving daddy.

    one that will hug and kiss us and hold us and tell us how special we are. I'm 20 and my little sister is 7
    bigsislovesyou47 bigsislovesyou47 18-21, F 9 Responses Apr 24

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    What the **** do you do

    when the one thing you love is the one thing you will never have, and it kills you and kills you and kills you every damn night?
    SunnysBlueForever SunnysBlueForever 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 4

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    It sucks. I see his statuses about her

    and just 2 months ago, he was telling me he loved me. It hurts so much, I gave him almost three years of my life. And even before that he was my best friend. The one to whom I told ALL of my secrets. How can my heart still hurt this much?
    Bluemusiq Bluemusiq 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 25

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    Wishing I had someone here,

    wanting some reassuring physical contact (not sexual) just a hand to hold or an arm around me, a shoulder to cry on.
    BriarRose96 BriarRose96 18-21, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    If only I knew what to do right now

    but sadly, I don't. I'm just lost and stuck in my own thoughts. I'm trying so hard to keep a brave face and to get out of my head, as being in your head is the most dangerous place to be. I just don't know who I can trust anymore, I don't want to end up hurt again. I have been...
    BeingSara BeingSara 18-21, F Dec 17, 2014

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    I've decided to start taking 2-3 (500mg) pain

    relief every 1-2 hours I can't handle it anymore the one I want to be with the one I love and miss wants nothing to do with me beside what I feel like lead me on...I want him back but it's not gonna happen...so this is what I'm gonna do see what happens..hopefully end up in the...
    Leighaash Leighaash 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 13

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    I've been depressed lately.

    . I just don't know what to do anymore.. I just want to give up..
    KittenIsAGoddess KittenIsAGoddess 18-21, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    BloodyVictim BloodyVictim 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 5

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    The wound is the place

    where the light enters you. ~ Rumi It's true.
    Carissimi Carissimi 56-60, F 4 Responses Aug 9

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    what am I waiting for?

    ? can some bright beings self righteous non personal pls update me, I don't. even get a chance to scavenge or upgrade my scouting.
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    “Twenty years from

    now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.” ― H. Jackson Brown Jr., P.S. I Love You
    useemenow useemenow 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    **** him **** this I'm getting drunk

    tonight, while watching chicflic and eating ice and chocolate and just crying the life out of myself. I hate you so so so much right now. Bye
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 25

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    God so tired of my parents using alcohol.

    .... Anytime mom drinks her and dad fight and then she TELLS ME what it's about.... It's no use telling her she shouldn't be saying that stuff to me because 1. She doesn't listen while 2. She gets angry because "she listens to me" but I not to her
    Skiniamin1 Skiniamin1 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 10

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    But she is not. She's living her life the same

    way she's always lived it. Who am I talking about? It doesn't matter. Suddenly nothing ever feels the same. My courage stopped... My heart was slain. And though I tried to walk with pride, The hope I felt had promptly died. And soon enough my sorrows let free. And tore my...
    SomeGuy322 SomeGuy322 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 15

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    When someone comes into your life

    who cares and cherish you and you push him away... I do not want to be hurt again.
    22Nm 22Nm 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I am really hurting so badly right now.

    While I have come to terms with the fact I am a transgender woman, and feel wonderful because of that. My wife on the other hand is having a really hard time accepting and or understanding. So while I feel so good about who and what I am. I mean I used to think I was sick or...
    DawnR59 DawnR59 56-60, T 5 Responses Jan 4

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    The ones who can just walk away

    that easily are the ones who never planned on staying
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 8

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    One year ago today, this world lost

    yet another beautiful soul. One of my best friends, Sarah, was killed when she and her husband slid into an icy intersection and were hit by a van. Everyone survived except Sarah. She was only 23. Sarah and I met in eighth grade. I was new at the school, and we quickly hit it...
    AntiveninKiss AntiveninKiss 22-25, F 7 Responses Feb 9

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    iam hurt. i hate lie.

    i dont deserve this.
    makansate makansate 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    my mother died two days

    after Christmas last year. Christmas is coming again... I'm counting down the days, I'm terrified and I can't talk to anyone because no one knows what to say to the motherless teenager... Everyone keeps asking me what I want for Christmas but how can I possibly think of...
    TheUntrainedSubmissive TheUntrainedSubmissive 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 9, 2014

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    Is it possible be so hurt

    that you feel sick.😁
    mblan11 mblan11 16-17, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    bringthesirens bringthesirens 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 2

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    I thought we are friends.

    I thought we were close friends. Then someone said that he hates me. A lot. I don't know if it's true but I am hurting. I stay strong on the outside, but bleeding on the inside... Stupid me, I even thought he care...
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F May 5

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    what hurt most is when you turn your head,

    wipe your tears, and walk away but he never bother to run after you...
    DeathThrone DeathThrone 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 24

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    physiologically that is!

    I'm seriously not feeling well right now ))))-:
    FinallyExhailing FinallyExhailing 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Tell me of I should hurt.

    I've been separated from my soon to be ex wife for two months. I just found out that she has been dating one of my closest friends for at least one.
    rnwytrain85 rnwytrain85 26-30, M Aug 9

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    My parents have been divorced

    and my mom made us move in with a man I had met once and I'm changing school. I hate my life.
    failinglifesucks failinglifesucks 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I am a 20 year old girl

    and I wish I had a little sister. someone who loves to give and get hugs and someone who u can talk to about anything. my mom's a drug addict and my dad was killed in a car accident. if yiu want a big sis please message me
    bigsislovesyou47 bigsislovesyou47 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 17

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    he doesnt care about me at all anymore he

    doesnt love me he hates me and i cant even find my blade someone make the pain go away
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 13

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    I love my boyfriend so much

    but I feel that I'm losing him. he's not loving at all. We talked about the future and he doesn't want a kid with me (he already has a daughter from a previous relationship) and it makes me feel so sad. that kid was a mistake and I have to suffer because of this, he can't have a...
    fosterpaste fosterpaste 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 12

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