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    I thought he cares. I thought he understands.

    Then one day he just shuts me off with no reason. But what he don't know that he have ripped my heart out and shatter it into pieces
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F 2 Responses May 19

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    I have come to embrace my sexuality

    but my attempts at normalcy are coming back to haunt me. I split with this guy we'll call Ian, and he feels the need to destroy my reputation. Saying that I did all this stuff with him when I have a hard time with the idea of being with a guy like that. I have to deal with...
    luvvyowl luvvyowl 13-15, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    Broken promises. Why babe?

    You promised me everything but all those promises fades away when you met her. I'm pretending to be happy eventhough I'm drowning inside just to make people around me not to worry with me. I loved you but you broke me , you shattered me on the ground and grind every pieces that...
    hellsAngel025 hellsAngel025 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    BloodyVictim BloodyVictim 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 5

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    my mother died two days

    after Christmas last year. Christmas is coming again... I'm counting down the days, I'm terrified and I can't talk to anyone because no one knows what to say to the motherless teenager... Everyone keeps asking me what I want for Christmas but how can I possibly think of...
    TheUntrainedSubmissive TheUntrainedSubmissive 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 9, 2014

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    Early this year I met a friend of a friend,

    who quickly became a close friend. We did everything together, exchanged experiences and all. Our personalities matched on the first meeting. He knows all my family and they like him too, only about 2 friends of mine know my family and he met them within a month. It was perfect...
    AkariYama AkariYama 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    If only I knew what to do right now

    but sadly, I don't. I'm just lost and stuck in my own thoughts. I'm trying so hard to keep a brave face and to get out of my head, as being in your head is the most dangerous place to be. I just don't know who I can trust anymore, I don't want to end up hurt again. I have been...
    BeingSara BeingSara 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 17, 2014

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    cheekyhannah36 cheekyhannah36 36-40, F 5 Responses Jun 15

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    The last thing I wish

    for answer for her, I losing my mind, I'm worried for her, I'm hoping she still love me, I've fallen down on my face so many times, I'm weaken by the hurt, pain is hurting my soul, the pain of it all hurt to much, the things in my life has left its scars on me, the my mind is...
    Kerrycrowchild Kerrycrowchild 18-21, M Jun 18

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    **** him **** this I'm getting drunk

    tonight, while watching chicflic and eating ice and chocolate and just crying the life out of myself. I hate you so so so much right now. Bye
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 25

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    Joel I want you to know

    that I'll always still be here for you. Waiting... I miss you too. Even though it hurts, I know that what I did was the right decision. I hope you can come to an understanding later on and I really hope that in time we can still be friends. I still really care about you...
    PartyPat2336 PartyPat2336 16-17, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    i am going through this thing,

    i have a lot in my mind in the past 4 months. My name is Ray, i'll call the other girl ''R''. Before R, i like someone else, she was really good but the girl before she was really easy to get for me so i rejected her. Thats one reason, i fell in love with R at that time but i...
    raydang123 raydang123 13-15, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Im hurting because of cant spend much time with

    my bf, and i knew he is hurting because of that, i felt sorry for him. I love you .
    DEEPISHA DEEPISHA 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 18

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    what hurt most is when you turn your head,

    wipe your tears, and walk away but he never bother to run after you...
    DeathThrone DeathThrone 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 24

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    My best friend for 32 years died this morning.

    I cannot still believe it. We have know each other since we were 6 years old and now only in middle 30s. I do not know how to feel, as I cannot remember a time when she was not with me. This is hurting unlike any pain I have felt.
    Shampati Shampati 36-40, F 3 Responses Jun 3

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    bringthesirens bringthesirens 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 2

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    I just found out my husband had a child

    while we where separated for 2yrs. We decided to get back together and now 6yrs later I find out his secret.
    PoisonSoul PoisonSoul 46-50, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I am really hurting so badly right now.

    While I have come to terms with the fact I am a transgender woman, and feel wonderful because of that. My wife on the other hand is having a really hard time accepting and or understanding. So while I feel so good about who and what I am. I mean I used to think I was sick or...
    DawnR59 DawnR59 51-55, T 5 Responses Jan 4

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    My Suicide Note. Dear reader,

    I wonder if you hear me. My screams aren't loud enough to wake the people that are near me. I am one of many, many who fall behind, forgotten by their loved ones, or simply left behind because hate. Everybody saw, nobody stopped. Hate. The taunts and hits that I got. Hate. Told...
    HidingInTheShadows HidingInTheShadows 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 11

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    My heart hurts when I think of all the time I

    haven’t spent with you.
    trueloveriamonly trueloveriamonly 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 25

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    Broken promises. False hopes.

    Lies. Heartache. Pain. Tears. Regrets. Unanswered questions. Anger. Sadness. Confusion.
    PsychGirl94 PsychGirl94 18-21, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    I have a suicide plan.

    I'm ready to go to hell.
    ihatemegirl ihatemegirl 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 11

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    Every time someone good comes into my life,

    they end up leaving me. I'm sorry that I care about you. And want the best for you
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 4 Responses Nov 21, 2014

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    I'm feeling a lot better now,

    but I'm still kind of amazed at the bitterness of people in this world. I feel like people are just too sensitive and when I try to be nice I get slapped in the face.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 2, 2014

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    One year ago today, this world lost

    yet another beautiful soul. One of my best friends, Sarah, was killed when she and her husband slid into an icy intersection and were hit by a van. Everyone survived except Sarah. She was only 23. Sarah and I met in eighth grade. I was new at the school, and we quickly hit it...
    AntiveninKiss AntiveninKiss 22-25, F 5 Responses Feb 9

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    I don't really know why.

    I'm feeling very down on myself today of all days. At least I have a big steak to look forward later this evening for dinner.
    vault101 vault101 26-30, F 1 Response May 10

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    I wish i had a loving little sis

    or brother, or even someone that could be my ep mom. im depressed and lonely. I'm a 20 year old girl
    bigsislovesyou47 bigsislovesyou47 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 22

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    Short version: I met my friend 5 months ago,

    we connected on this amazing level, and within the two months I ended up meeting him in person in his state. We realised there was more than friendship there, we decided to stay friends but work towards a commitment/relationship for the future. Problem was, his family absolutely...
    tianajade tianajade 18-21, F 5 Responses May 19

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    I am hurting and the saddest thing I have no

    one to lean on.. I have my best friend but she's so busy and she doesn't really know whsg to say:( I have no one and I need someone whom will understand me Sorry I'm new to this site
    Blazie69 Blazie69 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 1

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    It seems like I can't to anything right.

    It's only 5 in the morning and I've already fought with my mom. She is just so good at making me feel so bad. I just want to be gone.
    Lexy96 Lexy96 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I'll call him Mike. We met online

    when I was going through a tough time with my ex-spouse. I had discovered my husband was looking for 18 - 25 yr olds online and was very hurt. My marriage had been in shambles for years and was over when I started communicating with. When I received the first msg from Mike I...
    sunshine43me sunshine43me 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 9

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    my little sister and I need a loving daddy.

    one that will hug and kiss us and hold us and tell us how special we are. I'm 20 and my little sister is 7
    bigsislovesyou47 bigsislovesyou47 18-21, F 8 Responses Apr 24

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    I don't know who I am anymore in terms of Faith,

    but I know I don't want to be Catholic anymore. I am currently a maltheist. I've been so confused on where I stood, but I think this is where I stand now. I believe that Jesus Christ is the Son of God, but I think he's a psychopath for condemning people with unfair disadvantages...
    Whobody Whobody 16-17, M 3 Responses Jun 23

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    I'm so tired, I'm tired of being brokenhearted.

    Every time I moved forward he seem to return for a good reason but my ex bff which he cheated on me with but he regretted leaving me for her cause she cheated on him with three other guys and wasn't honest to him; but played with him. He never disrespect me during the...
    XxCuTiE14xX XxCuTiE14xX 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 11

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    I Cried A Tear For You Today

    We all come here for a reason and we all have issues. We find no understanding in the outside world and we come together here in the Experience Project. Yet even when we feel people understand us; do they love us and do they care and can we trust them and can we trust them?I do...
    MandyzYouthPastor MandyzYouthPastor 46-50, M 7 Responses May 10, 2012

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    It has been like this

    for the last six months. But the situation worsened two months ago. Now, everytime I sees him, I could feel the bile rising in my throat, making me hard to breathe. I feel the heart pain, the torture clunging to my chest. I feel the sinking pit in my stomach, the sickening...
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F Jun 19

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    Yet I see her just smiling,

    laughing, joking around, like happy, and carrying on like normal. Shows how she doesn't even care at all about me. That's what I get, for caring, for even checking to see if she's okay. I always feel hurt more after. So why do I keep doing it?
    MissNexp MissNexp 26-30, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I feel like everyone is blaming me

    for what happened between my friend and I. I shouldn't have said something in the first place. I shouldn't have confess my feeling to the guy we both like... but if I don't I will regret it for the rest of my life. So I did. Things weren't going well with my friend and I yet the...
    lovey19 lovey19 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 10

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    My boyfriend of 8 months used to be the most

    loving guy in the World, texting me all the time, letting me know he was thinking about me. now it's all gone. a few texts a day and that's all. I had an ex boyfriend who I had been with for over 4 years and he had always texted me often and had always been very loving. why are...
    fosterpaste fosterpaste 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 12

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    Everyday, its just like

    that dull pain that slowly crushes the soul out of you until theres noting left to crush.
    kclare21 kclare21 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 11

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    I am a 20 year old girl

    and I wish I had a little sister. someone who loves to give and get hugs and someone who u can talk to about anything. my mom's a drug addict and my dad was killed in a car accident. if yiu want a big sis please message me
    bigsislovesyou47 bigsislovesyou47 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 17

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    My heart is aching and i dont know why.

    I mean it physically hurts ,the emotional pain to the point that tears flows from my eyes. Im tired of feeling and looking within. But giving so much of myself to others have always left me dry. Im going to help the hungry. Helping ppl that you expect nothing in return is more...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 18

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    Almost 5am: head pounding,

    been going on for hours non stop now, another migraine. Tears rolling down my face, so lonely, so unloved, in so much eternal pain it's physically hurting. Haven't been able to sleep even a second. I need love. I deserve it. Or maybe I don't. In so much pain right now, head...
    secretdestiny secretdestiny 18-21, F 6 Responses Sep 7, 2014

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    So Tired!

    I'm tired of the pain. It drains me. It has robbed me of what I need to make the necessary changes. Try pulling up your boot straps when you're barefoot. Not asking for crutches, just the shoes I came with and a little push. Not into traffic, though. I don't need you to...
    fetish27 fetish27 46-50, F 5 Responses Apr 29, 2011

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    I am hurting, I had athroscopic surgery

    yesterday for PVNS and wound up with 7 staples in my knee. I'm feeling better than I was yesterday, the anesthesia did some what of a number on me and I was most of yesterday. I am feeling a little chatty today, although the painkillers do make me sleepy lol I'm currently...
    misspaperwait misspaperwait 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 12

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    I tell myself there are a lot of people worse

    off than me, and i have days where i feel capable of anything. But it's not enough. I'd like to apologise to those on Ep whom i've talked to, if you've felt ignored by me. Whenever i try and face conversation, it just becomes too much for me, my nerves go into overdrive. I've...
    CaitlinBuchan97 CaitlinBuchan97 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 20, 2014

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