I Am In a Bad Place Right Now

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    i am still moving forward with getting back

    into housing at my school but i feel like it is taking forever and soon the semester will be mostly over and i am losing hope as a result. i am seriously THINKING about suicide but i am not allowing myself to try it again because i made a promise to myself months ago that i...
    Degrassi94 Degrassi94
    22-25, F
    Mar 2, 2015

    Just don't even want to talk about it.

    Just here now and it sucks. Hoping tomorrow won't suck so much.
    jan73 jan73
    51-55, F
    3 Responses Apr 26, 2014

    Two Bad Choiches

    1] in an unsatisfactory marriage[thirty years] but have to stay commited[wife is disabled]. have been in a cyber affair with a woman in europe for almost a year. can"t commit to my cyber lover[even though i would fly to her side if i were single]. my only hope is that my...
    bluboy2 bluboy2
    56-60, M
    1 Response Oct 21, 2007

    This Place

    This place,Bad spot for me,However,Soon be gone,Can't wait,Let the good-times roll.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    Mar 1, 2012

    We fought on christmas day.

    This december has been my worst. I want to fly away, jump off a cliff or just disappear in the ground. This is horrible. I need her back to normal so I can be normal too. I promised last december that I would not cry next december. Already broke that. A failure again.
    mubia78 mubia78
    18-21, F
    Dec 23, 2013

    Quite Frankly

    There are only two people and a dog standing between me and a hose in the cars exhaust. I'm not sure how I feel about that. Should I be angry at the people for caring? For letting me get so attached to them that I don't want to hurt them? Should I be grateful? And the dog. I...
    BeteNoire BeteNoire
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Jan 1, 2011

    Feeling Lonely and Resentful

    Right now I feel terrible.  I don't seem to have any sense of who I am and want I want from life.  Everything seems to be spinning out of control and it seems that no matter what I do it just makes things worst.  My whole sense of self of what is right or wrong...
    kimlinden kimlinden
    31-35
    3 Responses Mar 23, 2008

    So for the first time in a long while.

    .. Apart from dealing with my usual Emo suicidal whiny tendencies... I kind of have that going on, topped with a deep desire to just ******* drink and do drugs... Like have you ever been so sick of yourself you just want to disappear? And all the suicidal attempts didn't work...
    PoeticSchemer PoeticSchemer
    26-30, M
    1 Response Feb 13

    :'(

    i feel like jumping off a f@cking building.
    TheLastPiece TheLastPiece
    22-25, M
    1 Response Nov 10, 2013

    Bad Place

    I'm in a bad place, but I only have myself to blame.
    lillypato lillypato
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 28, 2012

    Everything Is Sh!t!!!!

    everything in my life is sh!t!!! when is it ever going to stop!!! when will it ever end, my work life is sh!t, my home life is sh!t, and even my damn private life is sh!t!!! every time i try to sort things out, something else just pops up to boot me up the ***!!! this life f...
    cowshed123 cowshed123
    36-40, M
    8 Responses Aug 22, 2010

    Confused

    I almost feel bad complaining... life is beautiful and I am more than grateful for the things I have and it takes me reminding myself of this to keep myself from focusing on the things that aren't so good in my life at the moment.  But it's hard not to think about the not so...
    rocknroll88 rocknroll88
    18-21, F
    Jul 21, 2008

    the feeling just crept up on me.

    ...was kinda okay i guess....and then listened to this song, still listening to it and now im just sad....thinking about 2013, all the BS that ive gone through....im so sad right now....
    idontwannadream idontwannadream
    18-21, M
    Dec 11, 2013

    So I am back on ep. Everything in my life has

    changed. I broke up with my girl right after I left for Disney. I am currently dating a handsome guy that I love and live with. He cheats on me and I keep on staying. What the **** am I doing?
    mubia78 mubia78
    18-21, F
    Apr 5, 2015

    How Is This My Fault?

    I live with three people at uni. Two of them are dating (we'll call them A and B) and the other (C) is one I have lived with the last two years. They do not get along. Tonight, while at home for the weekend, I noticed that C had put an angry message on facebook to A and B about...
    KCfromKC KCfromKC
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Oct 27, 2012

    I'm really confused and sad

    and all I can do is hope that things'll get better soon.
    barfotabarnet barfotabarnet
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 7, 2015

    Disillusioned

    Up until very recently (the past few weeks), I had a very positive view of most of the people in my life. It's the bittersweet realization that they're not all I made them out to be that's got me down. People keep flaking out on me, good friends, and a couple have even taken...
    whitney51 whitney51
    22-25, F
    Aug 31, 2013

    Will Not Give Up

    i am in a very bad place in my life right now. the worst i have ever been through.life keeps throwing these awful experiences at me and all i wish to do is roll over and give in.i have decided i will be a survivor and be stronger then ever even.divorce, rape,losing my mum...
    freeangel freeangel
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Apr 27, 2010

    Tired!

    I’m tired! I’m tired of everything and everyone including myself. I can’t stop moaning and complaining. I always used to be a ‘how are you’ kind of girl but now I just don’t care. I say I don’t care of course I care but that’s why I’m tired! I’m too tired to...
    darcy79 darcy79
    31-35, F
    May 21, 2012

    Bad Place

    Bad place,That's me,Right now,Gotta change,Had enough,I know,I'll make a change.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    Nov 25, 2011
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