I Am In A Dark Place

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 99 People

    right now i feel like taking this bottle of

    pills and being gone. theres a part of me that says hold on this isnt right but mostly im like f it. i just dont understand why i was born,im useless and completely worthless.
    puplenurple206 puplenurple206
    13-15, F
    Dec 30, 2014

    Well, it's my first time here

    and this space is pretty interesting so I thought, why not give it a shot? I am currently a first year student in college and it's finals week. I have a bad feeling about my grades and I am overwhelmed with disappointment and angst because all the blame is on myself if I end...
    knls knls
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 25, 2014

    Here I am again writing down what the **** is

    wrong with me and my mind is all jumbled up. Every time I try to stay positive, I tend to always fall back into the same old perspective and every day, I feel as if I am only wasting this existence. I am tired of being this way and everything is getting too heavy to handle. I...
    knls knls
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 27, 2014

    Illusions Of Youth.

    I am terrified of my mind and where it takes me.I feel like I'm on an emotional roller coaster that I cannot stop. There is  a part of me that can't control the sadness, the loneliness, and the emptiness that takes over.And that part of me is being consumed by all of that...
    Ardestin Ardestin
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 5, 2010

    only those will know how to overcome this.

    ... for a short time just to find out perhaps hell is just the dark corners of your mind
    megs1992 megs1992
    22-25, F
    Jun 16, 2015

    Everyday I try to feel better

    and hope that things will be better. But, then something always happens. Something that ruins it all and reminds me of the fact that I have no one.
    GodIsADJLifeIsADanceFloor GodIsADJLifeIsADanceFloor
    16-17, F
    Jun 29, 2014

    I am in a very dark place at the moment.

    .. I don't now how to get out anymore starting to think there is no light at the end of the tunnel.
    milichja milichja
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jun 25, 2014

    Chronic pain is ruining my marriage.

    I spend all my time managing my pain instead of living. I usually handle it well but since moving away from family & friends, I fear my self hatred & loathing is taking over. I can only hope tomorrow is better.
    MBDK MBDK
    51-55, F
    1 Response Jun 29, 2014

    So today I'm going to unfriend him,

    simply because I think I need a fresh start. But things are so hard. Every time I get remotely close to getting over him, I see him in school all the time and I lose myself.
    GodIsADJLifeIsADanceFloor GodIsADJLifeIsADanceFloor
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jul 4, 2014

    I'm pretty sure we all are,

    so "join the club", right? But your dark place is different than mine. My is fueled by anger, resentment and regret. My place is dark because shyt keeps piling on top, blocking out the light. And even when a little light tries to come in, a U-Haul truck comes along and dumps...
    Logic34 Logic34
    31-35, M
    3 Responses Jul 23, 2015

    I Am Going!

    I can't do this anymore.  I must go and find him I know he is out there. I have lost everything that mattered to me in this life. I will never get it back. I am  42 years old, as I said before my soul has worn thin, and my ability to cope has gone. I have said my final...
    Loslavengyre Loslavengyre
    41-45, M
    7 Responses Dec 1, 2009

    I am here numb and speechless.

    Again. I don't want to feel like this. I have trouble keeping up and explaining these things in my head. Still waiting for the daylight.
    knls knls
    18-21, F
    Jul 7, 2014

    Relapse. Relapse. Relapse.

    I'm tired. I just need a friend.
    knls knls
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 28, 2014
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