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I Am In a Desperately Bad Situation

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 107 People

    I'm In Hell

    I dont know what to do, i feel like everything in me is dieing. Im in my own personal hell and i cant get away from it. I dont know exactly how to explain whats happening to me in order but i feel that if i dont tell something/someone i may just lay down, ball my eyes out...
    fireangel fireangel 16-17, F 5 Responses Jul 1, 2008

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    yesterday my band teacher,

    fagner, was trying to get us to pit more emotion into our music. ive gotten to where i don't show anything anymore. he then went on to say that bad things will happen to us in our lives, and we should find a release for it, otherwise we'll be self destructive, or worse. well...
    zydeko zydeko 18-21 Mar 5

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    Never Felt This...

    This feeling. That everything that once mattered, might as well punch me in the stomach and leave. Oh wait, it already has. You really want to know what it is?  I make one mistake. One. And everybody hates me. Maybe, no one really loved me to begin with. But I can't believe that...
    MyMask MyMask 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 26, 2012

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    omg my mother just made pasta

    and i want to eat it soo bad someone please help!!!!
    cheyseason cheyseason 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    Well, I'm Not Homeless

    But I live with a slob. Who doesn't take care of his cats. Who doesnt give a **** I stay in my room all the time. All I want is Netflix among other things. little things. I feel like i dont have a damn thing. I had to move here because my ex went to prison. I feel bad for...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Nov 21, 2009

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    Nothing For Christmas

    i moved to NC in sep to be back with my husband ad my 13 yr od son after being evicted from my home in MD and this has been a hard year i lost my job and i am a nurse but can not work rightnow no car my husband left us 2 weeks ago ad now i have tofind a way take care of me and my...
    badnurse badnurse 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 20, 2009

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    Cant Split Myself In Two

    i have a daughter living just down the road from me and the rest of my kids in leeds 90 miles away it breaks me in half i dont get to see them enough and am in a relationship that i dont want to be in he is a nice guy but we are like brother and sister an dont have a physical...
    claracluck claracluck 41-45, F 2 Responses Dec 13, 2007

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    I C It In 2 Ways

    In a way, it is bad and complicated. In another way, it's not as bad as I think it is.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 5, 2011

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    My Friend Likes Me More Than His Girlfriend

    I have a friend that,for some reason,likes me more than his girlfriend.I don't know why but he just do. He once told me that I understand him the most when I don't.He told me that we're the same but we're not.When he needs advice,I give them,thinking that it's the most logical...
    Nightsblackblade Nightsblackblade 18-21, F Aug 25, 2013

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    I don't have any family

    and not many friends because I don't talk a lot to other people. My phone is my life and it's getting shut off and so is my gas. I'm not asking for help because I don't expect any. I know I am alone. I just don't know what to do next. Without my phone ill probably lose my job...
    need2Bcontrolled83 need2Bcontrolled83 31-35, F 5 Responses Feb 7

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    Taking Right Action...

    I am shaking inside and out. I am physically sick. I loved my job. My boss was great. She took a large chance on me by hiring and keeping me after she found out I had a past. A past that keeps me from working at my chosen profession and kept in minimum wage truly horrific...
    jhakti jhakti 41-45, F 2 Responses Nov 20, 2011

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    ok ive been taking quite a few painkillers

    lately ment to go to a and e but not going i know my bodys ****** and i dont care im gonna die anyway drinking now saw the mental health nurse earlier she doesnt care she just told me to go to hospital if theres any more blood in my sick what the hell is she here for shes ment...
    givenupforever givenupforever 22-25, F Mar 6

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    My Very Bad Situation

    I am pregnant and just out of highschool. I have part of a scholarship to go to Wayne State Community College, but I can't attend classes the way I am now and when the baby is born I think i'll be too busy taking care of her to do anything else. I also can't get a job...
    Cooliegirl Cooliegirl 18-21, F 8 Responses Aug 16, 2007

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    zombiedragon16 zombiedragon16 16-17, M 1 hr ago

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    The feeling dwells on me so much and it makes me wanna slap myself in the mouth to shut myself up...~ I know I'm not a bad person but I always feel like I am for whatever reason...
    xMellowButterflyx xMellowButterflyx 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    Why the **** do I enjoy being bad all the time. This week has been extra bad. Hehe. :p I need to stop but I don't ******* want to. Like ****!!! Geez!!
    EmersonGrace EmersonGrace 22-25, F 2 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    If people-food is bad for dogs, then what did dog owners do before there was such a thing as dogfood companies? Why do dogs today beg for people-food? Don't get me wrong; SOME...
    InvaderNice InvaderNice 18-21, M 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    I love the bad effects that being a very heavy cigarette smoker have on my body! I've been smoking 1ppd since 11 and 3ppd since 17. I love what smoking do heavily does to my body...
    GirlyBoy6969 GirlyBoy6969 26-30, T 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I'm beyond bad I'm horrendous. I've struggled with heroin and painkillers on and off for years and I can honestly say I've done some bad **** to people. I can't tell you how many...
    wasteofahumanbeing wasteofahumanbeing 31-35, M 1 day ago

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    I lie mainly to get out of getting in trouble and to make my life easier I can be deceitful. I dress up and put allot of effort in my appearance to intimidate people and dress down...
    xxSashaxx xxSashaxx 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I am a horrible liar, i always try sooo hard to hold back that grin on my face its so obvious im lying lol. Idk why its so hard to lie even if its a white lie... Anyways this isnt...
    sabrriinaaax3 sabrriinaaax3 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    It was back then when I was a few pounds bigger. They were a funny bunch to be with and I liked them to since I was a hopeless romantic back then. Nevertheless, the side of them...
    mischievouswreck mischievouswreck 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    I had a bad trip with three blotters of lsd. Strong ones... Man I wish I never took em. I still question reality from time to time. Saw some bad shir
    irishhen irishhen 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    I believe it was two days ago me and a really good friend were talking about how these religious people were verbally attacking someone because they were transgender. Their reason...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 26

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    So I know this is really bad, but I started doing it unintentionally... I have a bad habit of hurting the people I love when I'm mad or depressed to show them how much I'm hurting...
    weirdcharlie weirdcharlie 16-17, T 1 Response Aug 25

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    I met some neighbors today who were out grilling. They were offering everyone food so that they could get to know the neighborhood better. It was nice. I missed that. It's just...
    TheBadgeringWitness TheBadgeringWitness 31-35 1 Response Aug 23

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    So yesterday, I was at a party. And a mate of mine was being called by a girl that was stalking him. I was a slight intoxicated, so I pick up, and introduce myself as Vladimir. Of...
    GeorgeRashnikov GeorgeRashnikov 18-21, M Aug 23

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    I'm 20 years old now and I've pretty much accepted the fact that I make bad decisions. I make bad things happen to me on purpose; self sabotage. I cheat, drink, ruin my career and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 22

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    I've been friends with my best friend for about 6 years. We have a lot in common but we also like different things. We laugh a lot together and have a lot of fun, but lately shes...
    corndogage123 corndogage123 16-17, F Aug 22

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    I was once a pallbearer at a military funeral. The deceased, my Father in Law, was someone I really just didn't care for. In fact, I despised him. NOBODY much cared for him at all...
    DaddyBear214 DaddyBear214 56-60, M 2 Responses Aug 22

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    In middle school this group of girls always talked about me and my group of friends behind our backs. To this day I still get angry at it, and I still get pissed at them. Sometimes...
    MsFuzzWuzzOreoCat MsFuzzWuzzOreoCat 13-15, F Aug 22

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    My cat meowed loudly waking me up at God knows when and this has happened every weekend from the get go. She meowed loudly this morning waking me up and I woke up in a trance and...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F Aug 22

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    Bit into cold pizza. A tooth broke off. The tooth had a cap. Went to dentist years ago. For that tooth. Dentist was greedy ego. Billed state for four teeth capped...
    Converted Converted 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 22

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    the laughing stock of those who enjoyed so much the situation of one's suffering, but no matter how it pierced the heart, crumpled the morale, head high.. walk straight... you know...
    catacomb catacomb 66-70 Aug 19

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    You know...this group disproves the theory that my last group was deleted because the term "badger" could be taken to mean something perverse. :)
    TheBadgeringWitness TheBadgeringWitness 31-35 Aug 19

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    I feel frustrated over a squabble at work today. I am a very calm person and I can't even comprehend with the way in which I handled this situation. Needless to say I was left with...
    AngelicHalo AngelicHalo 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    10 years ago I went to a therapist recommended to me that would take my insurance. I was suffering with some heavy grief after a beloved family member died unexpectantly. The...
    Frankenzombie Frankenzombie 36-40, M Aug 18

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    I just awoke in complete fright...worst dream ive ever had... i was been hunted down by a gang of people i watch animals been touched i got shot i got hit chanced i was screaming...
    lousie1989 lousie1989 26-30, F Aug 18

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    I've had a couple of bad experiences with many therapists, starting at 16. None were too horrendous, but one of them cursed me out and put me on an anti-depressant for an eating...
    ThePerfectStorm87 ThePerfectStorm87 26-30, F Aug 18

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    I am new here and am not very good at writing, even though I do have a lot to say and have trouble organizing my words as a result. I have had trouble making and keeping friends my...
    tm193 tm193 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    Don't worry, it happens no more but for the longest time I did. The guy is dead to me. We were together for a grand total of 6 months and from the beginning it was attacks so yeah...
    buffalobaby2016 buffalobaby2016 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    My whole childhood is built on drugs, mothering my sister, being the one to make sure everything's okay, and being the strong one. Memories of my childhood aren't all bad. I have...
    Flower124 Flower124 18-21 Aug 16

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