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I Am In a Desperately Bad Situation

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 108 People

    Taking Right Action...

    I am shaking inside and out. I am physically sick. I loved my job. My boss was great. She took a large chance on me by hiring and keeping me after she found out I had a past. A past that keeps me from working at my chosen profession and kept in minimum wage truly horrific...
    jhakti jhakti 41-45, F 2 Responses Nov 20, 2011

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    omg my mother just made pasta

    and i want to eat it soo bad someone please help!!!!
    cheyseason cheyseason 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    My Very Bad Situation

    I am pregnant and just out of highschool. I have part of a scholarship to go to Wayne State Community College, but I can't attend classes the way I am now and when the baby is born I think i'll be too busy taking care of her to do anything else. I also can't get a job...
    Cooliegirl Cooliegirl 18-21, F 8 Responses Aug 16, 2007

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    ok ive been taking quite a few painkillers

    lately ment to go to a and e but not going i know my bodys ****** and i dont care im gonna die anyway drinking now saw the mental health nurse earlier she doesnt care she just told me to go to hospital if theres any more blood in my sick what the hell is she here for shes ment...
    givenupforever givenupforever 22-25, F Mar 6

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    I'm In Hell

    I dont know what to do, i feel like everything in me is dieing. Im in my own personal hell and i cant get away from it. I dont know exactly how to explain whats happening to me in order but i feel that if i dont tell something/someone i may just lay down, ball my eyes out...
    fireangel fireangel 16-17, F 5 Responses Jul 1, 2008

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    I C It In 2 Ways

    In a way, it is bad and complicated. In another way, it's not as bad as I think it is.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 5, 2011

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    yesterday my band teacher,

    fagner, was trying to get us to pit more emotion into our music. ive gotten to where i don't show anything anymore. he then went on to say that bad things will happen to us in our lives, and we should find a release for it, otherwise we'll be self destructive, or worse. well...
    zydeko zydeko 18-21 Mar 5

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    Never Felt This...

    This feeling. That everything that once mattered, might as well punch me in the stomach and leave. Oh wait, it already has. You really want to know what it is?  I make one mistake. One. And everybody hates me. Maybe, no one really loved me to begin with. But I can't believe that...
    MyMask MyMask 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 26, 2012

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    My Friend Likes Me More Than His Girlfriend

    I have a friend that,for some reason,likes me more than his girlfriend.I don't know why but he just do. He once told me that I understand him the most when I don't.He told me that we're the same but we're not.When he needs advice,I give them,thinking that it's the most logical...
    Nightsblackblade Nightsblackblade 18-21, F Aug 25, 2013

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    Nothing For Christmas

    i moved to NC in sep to be back with my husband ad my 13 yr od son after being evicted from my home in MD and this has been a hard year i lost my job and i am a nurse but can not work rightnow no car my husband left us 2 weeks ago ad now i have tofind a way take care of me and my...
    badnurse badnurse 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 20, 2009

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    I don't have any family

    and not many friends because I don't talk a lot to other people. My phone is my life and it's getting shut off and so is my gas. I'm not asking for help because I don't expect any. I know I am alone. I just don't know what to do next. Without my phone ill probably lose my job...
    need2Bcontrolled83 need2Bcontrolled83 31-35, F 5 Responses Feb 7

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    Well, I'm Not Homeless

    But I live with a slob. Who doesn't take care of his cats. Who doesnt give a **** I stay in my room all the time. All I want is Netflix among other things. little things. I feel like i dont have a damn thing. I had to move here because my ex went to prison. I feel bad for...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Nov 21, 2009

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    Cant Split Myself In Two

    i have a daughter living just down the road from me and the rest of my kids in leeds 90 miles away it breaks me in half i dont get to see them enough and am in a relationship that i dont want to be in he is a nice guy but we are like brother and sister an dont have a physical...
    claracluck claracluck 41-45, F 2 Responses Dec 13, 2007

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    My parents seem to forget this. They seem to think I can just throw myself into a crowd of humans, when even calling a stranger makes me quiver. There is a reason I find it hard to...
    Cadiaaya Cadiaaya 26-30, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    Sometimes simple friendly affection of mine is mislead. Simply a kind gesture of holding a person who desires a form of comfort for a high pressure situation misleads them to...
    InferioritySimplex InferioritySimplex 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    My first kiss was really bad .. My ex just grabbed me and kissed me it hurt really bad, he hit are noses together really hard.. and when i told him I was mad he acted like it wasn...
    Ashmichelle0318 Ashmichelle0318 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I so badly want to suck a giant horse **** I fantasize about it all the time. There is horses in a field right beside my house but people would be able to see me do it and I cant...
    TonyGraham227 TonyGraham227 18-21, T 4 days ago

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    I really really genuinely do! I can't stand when a kindhearted person that only cares about other people, Someone that puts everyone before themselves and hates hurting others, Has...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    The good news is I FINALLY bought a new hammock and I'm on vacation for the week. The bad news...OH HELLZ NO!!! There ain't no bad news!!! I have a new hammock and I'm on...
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    It's about time to stop seeing what's wrong and do something to get out of this pithole. I will gladly appreciate any help and advice. I am tired of living with this situation...
    DifferentbyNature DifferentbyNature 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I had some test results - apparently have a couple of stomach ulcers - no idea no more then obvious pain . My doctor asked if I noticed any pain not really any different then my...
    blonde10 blonde10 36-40, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Everyone constantly reminds me of every bad thing I've done... Like I know I screwed up, you think I don't feel bad about it? I don't need a constant everyday reminder.. Some of...
    Bigcat1697 Bigcat1697 16-17, F a week ago

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    Not really my first kiss but... She had really bad breath. She was a hippie who thought she didn't need to brush her teeth because her tooth enamel was strong enough to not need...
    Mossonarock Mossonarock 41-45, M Jun 24

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    Working on my behavior has been a great journey: I overcame thinking about people and situations who don't exist because If I'm not around not them they shouldn't be thought of...
    Brandnewhim2015 Brandnewhim2015 26-30, M Jun 23

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    Hubby will be home tonight and hope his ready for a very bad girl...Im ready to be very bad...
    CLPLIKESFUN CLPLIKESFUN 46-50 1 Response Jun 22

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    In recent times i had a memory pop up out if nowhere. It was completely out of the blue! I had actually forgotten about it but it was extremely traumatic in nature considering. I...
    flyingblossom flyingblossom 26-30, F Jun 22

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    When I am good, I'm really, really good. When I am bad, I'm really, really bad.
    iCuriousBabe iCuriousBabe 41-45, F 28 Responses Jun 22

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    Both got together in 2006. The first year or two was great. Fantastic really. He was my love, my joy. We were together near 10 years. After those two years our relationship started...
    mkp86 mkp86 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 22

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    Want the bad news or the good news first? Bad? Good? :P
    DoorMattress DoorMattress 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 21

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    It will happen to all, good or bad; it is merely life Religion will be used to be used to rationalize or understand (I don't believe so now, but can respect others). I tried to use...
    asert12345678 asert12345678 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 21

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    "Every life is a pile of good things and bad things. The good things don?t always soften the bad things, but vice versa, the bad things don?t always spoil the good things and make...
    Belle2008 Belle2008 22-25, F Jun 20

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    life has crazily changed... My dad passed away in March... And my family and I were right in the middle of preparing to move. For the first time ever, I'll be living on my own...
    Amethyst4ever Amethyst4ever 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 15

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    I'm having a bad bad day!............ Urgh!
    Squirrelstales Squirrelstales 46-50, F 3 Responses Jun 15

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    I also have bad thoughts which is probably why I have the urge to be bad. Also some bad guys I think are pretty badass like in the movies it's okay because it's not real but I know...
    squiggled squiggled 16-17, F Jun 15

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    I think I'm a terrible friend. I'm so mixed up emotionally that I have trouble thinking people actually like me, it's just I've lost many friends recently because of me having a...
    avey10 avey10 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 15

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    Yes i did play the bad girl last night and what fun we had...But do i feel BAD about it...Not at all..
    CLPLIKESFUN CLPLIKESFUN 46-50 1 Response Jun 14

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    When I write, it's like caligraphy.... gone wrong. My writing is so dang bad, I can't even read it sometimes.
    Cosmic0Potato Cosmic0Potato 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 13

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    god i hate everything i hate who i am i just was to disappear forever i just want to leave everything inside my head its just screaming i breakdown and quietly cry at least once a...
    ZuckerOaksPilgrim ZuckerOaksPilgrim 18-21, M Jun 13

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    I enjoyed reading this because it felt like I've been reading the summary of my own diary. I might say that We don't really share the same experience, but no. It's almost the exact...
    Ihabxcx Ihabxcx 18-21, M Jun 12

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    The good news is...my skirt is too big!!! The bad news? my skirt if too big!!!! *grabs safety pins!*
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 6 Responses Jun 12

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    I'm not a bad person. I maybe a little confusing with my actions but I'm not a bad person. I want what's best for everyone even if it hurts me. I give my whole heart and I care...
    Johnviolinist823 Johnviolinist823 22-25, M Jun 12

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    Sometimes, you need to be the bad guy in order to have someone stop taking your kindness for granted. Unfortunately, society often teaches us to compete with and one up others...
    dude2278 dude2278 31-35, M Jun 12

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    I usually never write about sad stuff. I'm usually not sad. but for the past few days I've actually been miserable. and it's for such a stupid reason. I've became such a weak...
    HappilyGloomy HappilyGloomy 16-17, F 1 Response