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I Am In a Desperately Bad Situation

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    ok ive been taking quite a few painkillers

    lately ment to go to a and e but not going i know my bodys ****** and i dont care im gonna die anyway drinking now saw the mental health nurse earlier she doesnt care she just told me to go to hospital if theres any more blood in my sick what the hell is she here for shes ment...
    givenupforever givenupforever 22-25, F Mar 6

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    yesterday my band teacher,

    fagner, was trying to get us to pit more emotion into our music. ive gotten to where i don't show anything anymore. he then went on to say that bad things will happen to us in our lives, and we should find a release for it, otherwise we'll be self destructive, or worse. well...
    zydeko zydeko 18-21 Mar 5

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    My Very Bad Situation

    I am pregnant and just out of highschool. I have part of a scholarship to go to Wayne State Community College, but I can't attend classes the way I am now and when the baby is born I think i'll be too busy taking care of her to do anything else. I also can't get a job...
    Cooliegirl Cooliegirl 18-21, F 8 Responses Aug 16, 2007

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    Well, I'm Not Homeless

    But I live with a slob. Who doesn't take care of his cats. Who doesnt give a **** I stay in my room all the time. All I want is Netflix among other things. little things. I feel like i dont have a damn thing. I had to move here because my ex went to prison. I feel bad for...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Nov 21, 2009

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    I'm In Hell

    I dont know what to do, i feel like everything in me is dieing. Im in my own personal hell and i cant get away from it. I dont know exactly how to explain whats happening to me in order but i feel that if i dont tell something/someone i may just lay down, ball my eyes out...
    fireangel fireangel 16-17, F 5 Responses Jul 1, 2008

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    Nothing For Christmas

    i moved to NC in sep to be back with my husband ad my 13 yr od son after being evicted from my home in MD and this has been a hard year i lost my job and i am a nurse but can not work rightnow no car my husband left us 2 weeks ago ad now i have tofind a way take care of me and my...
    badnurse badnurse 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 20, 2009

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    I don't have any family

    and not many friends because I don't talk a lot to other people. My phone is my life and it's getting shut off and so is my gas. I'm not asking for help because I don't expect any. I know I am alone. I just don't know what to do next. Without my phone ill probably lose my job...
    need2Bcontrolled83 need2Bcontrolled83 31-35, F 6 Responses Feb 7

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    omg my mother just made pasta

    and i want to eat it soo bad someone please help!!!!
    cheyseason cheyseason 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    Taking Right Action...

    I am shaking inside and out. I am physically sick. I loved my job. My boss was great. She took a large chance on me by hiring and keeping me after she found out I had a past. A past that keeps me from working at my chosen profession and kept in minimum wage truly horrific...
    jhakti jhakti 41-45, F 2 Responses Nov 20, 2011

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    I C It In 2 Ways

    In a way, it is bad and complicated. In another way, it's not as bad as I think it is.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 5, 2011

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    My Friend Likes Me More Than His Girlfriend

    I have a friend that,for some reason,likes me more than his girlfriend.I don't know why but he just do. He once told me that I understand him the most when I don't.He told me that we're the same but we're not.When he needs advice,I give them,thinking that it's the most logical...
    Nightsblackblade Nightsblackblade 18-21, F Aug 25, 2013

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    Cant Split Myself In Two

    i have a daughter living just down the road from me and the rest of my kids in leeds 90 miles away it breaks me in half i dont get to see them enough and am in a relationship that i dont want to be in he is a nice guy but we are like brother and sister an dont have a physical...
    claracluck claracluck 41-45, F 2 Responses Dec 13, 2007

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    Never Felt This...

    This feeling. That everything that once mattered, might as well punch me in the stomach and leave. Oh wait, it already has. You really want to know what it is?  I make one mistake. One. And everybody hates me. Maybe, no one really loved me to begin with. But I can't believe that...
    MyMask MyMask 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 26, 2012

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    Yesterday I'd felt like I was still awake though I was sleeping, if that makes sense at all. I had a dream about living in this little worn down shack and for some reason I was...
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    when hell is a place burning inside you..but you long for the calm heaven which no where to be seen.. dear my Lord, I am desperately in need, for whatever mercy and kindness you...
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i 70+, M 1 Response Apr 27

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    As I look at what I've done The type of life that I've lived How many things I pray the father will forgive.. One situation involved a young man He was the ocean and I was the...
    y2kalmeida y2kalmeida 31-35, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    If I had a way to leave here today with my kids and know that we would be ok, I would! I'm completely tired of this marriage I'm in.. All he does is walks around catching an...
    prizedeyes prizedeyes 31-35, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Today wile walking barefoot down the street three strange men offered to let me into their apartment. They didn't seem too scary, the oldest couldn't have been older than 21, so I...
    antihero98 antihero98 16-17, F May 10

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    It's a horrible feeling to see what's going wrong in my life and that of very dear friends and not being able to do anything against it. That is the case in my present situation...
    haraldr haraldr 70+ 1 Response 6 days ago

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    All situations really, I was hit by a car and just made jokes and stupid comments :p
    Lahaynes14 Lahaynes14 22-25, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Iv always been a bad girl suspensions expelled once or twice a few suspensions for nothing iv been to so many countries so it's just not a particular school, I would beat my class...
    dae234 dae234 16-17, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I believe i am genuinely a bad person. Am i proud of it? No but do i have the will to change it? No. I am a pathological liar, ever since i was a little girl. I do not lie to cause...
    neptunemermaids neptunemermaids 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 27

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    I’ve been dreaming twice at night lately. First when I dream I am, as the best way I can describe it, a ghost. I can walk through walls, hover, fly and such. Each time I go dream...
    LoveLessOne97 LoveLessOne97 18-21, F 1 Response May 3

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    I don't know why but I feel like starting off with, "Father forgive me for I have sinned" lol typically I'm provided with the assumption that I'm a good girl, but lately I've been...
    KolorMePink KolorMePink 18-21, F 3 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    I use to be a spoiled kid that would always get he wanted. I'd yell for no reason. I do not know why but i seemed to get irritated at every little thing. I spoke badly of everyone...
    Holybum Holybum 13-15, T 2 Responses Apr 27

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    I'm beginning to realise more and more every day that I'm really not a good person. I play one for everyone else but when the chips are down I'm a liar, I'm unreliable, I'm a bad...
    bunnyXbunny bunnyXbunny 26-30, M Apr 27

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    I didn't do well in this test. but they heard about my results. they literally didn't give me a minute of computer time since then. but what can i do? i did the best i can! and...
    player6598 player6598 13-15, M Apr 28

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    Badgers? We don't need no stinking badgers.
    padraig17325 padraig17325 56-60, M 2 Responses Apr 28

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    This single thing is new territory. Break ups are bad, very bad. It has been years since I've been on my own. I don't remember it being like this. It's weird. It feels surreal...
    tachem46032 tachem46032 51-55, M Apr 29

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    when I have a bad its a bad day! it lingers sometimes.. I had a misunderstanding with someone very special to me. then I get home get ready for work.. and I have no power! great...
    missjdragon20 missjdragon20 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 30

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    Me lying, stems from lying to my family, in order to go places or do things. Naturally, I'm bad at lying. I hate lying. I lie to my boyfriend and friends. I lie to avoid...
    shegi20 shegi20 26-30, F 1 Response May 3

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    This is possibly the wrong page to post on! I am a bad girly-boy. I do not wear my girls clothes like my wife tells me to...she says I am a very bad girl.
    SissyTissy SissyTissy 41-45, M 1 Response May 6

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    Everything that you'd think could have gone badly wrong....has! I know I won't switch off later you never do when bad things happen, you tick over everything!
    myownbox myownbox 26-30, F May 6

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    i had a bad first kiss with a girl... i've kissed guys before but didn't like that because i realised i like girls. now i finally kissed a girl and she was really bad :(
    em11111 em11111 18-21, F May 7

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    Just having a bad day, wondering where I went wrong in my life. I feel like such a failure some days, like today. I don't know how I managed to end up married and divorced before...
    ifollowmyownstar ifollowmyownstar 31-35, F May 7

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    I was feeling a little bad about me breaking up with my gf but I've been trying to call her for hours but she turnt her phone off and when calling her she wants to play victim...
    blasianalien blasianalien 22-25, F May 7

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    How can I stop having bad dreams? I don't usually have unpleasant dreams but have been having a lot of bad dreams lately.
    AnnonymousNum3 AnnonymousNum3 22-25, F May 9

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    I've been biting my lips for years, and trying to stop used to make it even worse. Last December 31st, I made a New Year's resolution: I bought 10 Babylips chapsticks and each time...
    StuckInABlender StuckInABlender 16-17, F 1 Response May 10

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    Ok, ever since i got problems with my back i have been a bad person/depressed from time to time. When i in my normal mood im happy,full of life, i exercise and im very peacefull...
    mannenspeci mannenspeci 22-25, M May 12

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    I feel bad for myself that I allowed criticisms to be embedded in my head that I even killed a part of me that makes me happy. Now, I don't know what to do with my life. I want...
    Releign Releign 22-25, F 1 Response May 16

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    I was great, I mean really. 18 years with my perfect girl and lucky enough to marry her, but I recently cheated on her and felt so bad about it I told her...AM I BAD?
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    I am bad, I'm bad!! am always thinking about it!
    Yesuhhuh Yesuhhuh 26-30, M 2 days ago