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I Am In A Lesbian Relationship And She Broke My Heart

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    Heartbroken...

     I'm pretty new to this, for anybody that cares to read this please forgive me if my story is lacking in more detail. I will do my best. I was born and raised overseas (army brat) and then I went to the states for college. It was there I met C and she was just such a great...
    Familiaxantexceteros Familiaxantexceteros 22-25, F 22 Responses Nov 28, 2009

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    Part 1: I still wake up with pain in my heart,

    everyday. I'm in a lesbian relationship for 26years and trying to work it out the best way I know how. Around Dec 2012 I noticed some changes in my partner, I could not pinpoint exactly but my intuition tells me, there is just something that is not quite right. Our relationship...
    faith43 faith43 46-50, F 1 Response Feb 10

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    Low Point

    I think I'm at one of the lowest points in my life. She holds all the cards and I feel like a fool. I just wait on her and work around her schedule and I'm there whenever she can be around me... I spend most of my night alone and lonely. I can't come out. I feel like if I...
    Pennysmith Pennysmith 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 27, 2012

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    Farewell...

    Farewell Baggage...I'm tired of carrying you around. It's not as if you ever served me well. It's time to let go and let you belong to another to lug around. I've allowed you to inflict enough pain onto me. No more will you shut hard on my heart. I must push you aside to make new...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 18, 2012

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    Thank You Southern Gals...

    I actually have three very incredible women I met on here to thank for helping ease a lot of my heartache over my Utah girl. T, D and B... I know I still have a little ways to go before totally moving on, but you three have really helped soften the yearning by allowing me to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jul 20, 2012

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    I don't know what's going on

    but lately things have been pretty good with the ex. It seems strange to me that she's finally coming around and making an effort, but maybe it'll be worth it. I'm just protecting myself by not fully letting her in until it stays like this for a while. It's nice to be noticed...
    Lesbtruthful Lesbtruthful 22-25, F May 31

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    2nd part: i lost all sense of security in the

    relationship after seeing those photos, selfies of them both, clinging to each other like partners. how could this be? i trusted my partner and this particular friend of hers, i knew her, she stayed overnight in our place a few years back, i thought she was a friend, i thought...
    faith43 faith43 46-50, F Feb 10

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    I've Blogged My Heart...

    http://signsoflife4cj.blogspot.com/
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 23, 2012

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    Again...

    I'm just a broken record! FML! And I don't know where to find the strength to get off the train! Hot then cold ... Love then nothing! Is being a closeted femme a curse! My life seems so f'd right now!
    Pennysmith Pennysmith 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 11, 2012

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    An Incomplete Ending

    I know when something is worth holding on to because it is that good. And she does too. Which is why we are still best friends today, and two weeks from today is her wedding day. We had our first kiss two years back, and started an intimate label-less relationship over a year and...
    imaginationew imaginationew 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 17, 2013

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    I'm not avoiding the question :p I've been a

    little overwhelmed but definitely not avoiding telling you why I like you. You amaze me everyday! Every time I'm with you, saying goodbye is the most difficult part. I hate saying goodbye! What scares me is how close I feel to u. I've only known you a short period of time...
    toughskinnygirl toughskinnygirl 31-35, F Jul 18

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    She Broke My Heart

    I just needed to let this out, its killing me to keep it in. so here is my story. i met my GF well i suppose my Ex now 6 years ago. we were so in love she made me so happy i was in a dark pet before her, and she came and light my world. we have been into a lot of ups and downs...
    mily2 mily2 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 24, 2013

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    Part 3: A few weeks before my bday,

    i held my partner's hand close to my heart, looked into her eyes and said "we are going to work this out, everything is going to be alright". She looked at me and said "I'm leaving for Sydney, I was planning to do it while you are at work, so that your tears won't stop me from...
    faith43 faith43 46-50, F 1 Response Feb 11

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    When Will I Gain The Strength!!

    When will I have the strength to leave? I feel my gaurd going up... But I long for love and attention. My bed is empty right now.... All I want and desire is the true love of a woman that will not fade away!!! But as for now... My sadness/ loneliness grips me like an old...
    Pennysmith Pennysmith 31-35, F Aug 10, 2012

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    Why Won't She Leave...

    I don't know why she continues to contact me. Its so hard on me. It keeps hurting me. The problem is, is that I'm nervous. I'm such a femme...so I'm always over looked. I'm afraid this will be my life.
    Pennysmith Pennysmith 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 25, 2012

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    Randomly Ranting...

    Damn...looks like I'm the only one posting stories in this group anymore...I think we should retitle this group..."Sparksfly Punked By Chick in Utah"! Anyone mind? Okay, first the good news...I think I am almost done scraping the remnants of this chick from my heart. I still may...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Jul 22, 2012

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    From A Straight Girl To A Lesbian

    i didn't know that having lesbian relationship came to my life because i was so naughty and a play girl then suddenly this lesbian came to my life and start building our own paradise...but most of us didn't succeed because this relationship they said are "immoral" i really hate...
    angelalwaysloveyou angelalwaysloveyou 22-25, F 5 Responses Mar 5, 2013

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    Stop! Let Me Off!

    When will I get off this freakin merry go round of hurt? It's my own damn fault. I blocked her from my Facebook and she talked me into reinstating her. This morning I log on to see a pic of her and her girlfriend snuggling together at breakfast pop up larger than life on my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jul 15, 2012

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    She Got Engaged !!!

    since early in my life, i wasn't sure about my sexuality, was attracted to boys and still felt something aroung girls, but till now i only had a relationships with guys, i'm really a deep closet lesbian.. the first time that i fall for a girl was in college, we were both at...
    knarin108 knarin108 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 10, 2012

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    Im Not Bi Or A Lesbian But I Did Love Her - My Story

    I met her online when I was 12 through my ex girlfriend, Liah. At the time I was pretending to be a boy online and I told ALOT of lies! Nick, the the girl I can't leave alone, was currently Liah's friend and Nick always had a Habit of taken Liah's boyfriends and to make a long...
    PharaohAzul PharaohAzul 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 2, 2013

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