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I Am In A Lesbian Relationship And She Broke My Heart

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    Again...

    I'm just a broken record! FML! And I don't know where to find the strength to get off the train! Hot then cold ... Love then nothing! Is being a closeted femme a curse! My life seems so f'd right now!
    Pennysmith Pennysmith 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 11, 2012

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    Why Won't She Leave...

    I don't know why she continues to contact me. Its so hard on me. It keeps hurting me. The problem is, is that I'm nervous. I'm such a femme...so I'm always over looked. I'm afraid this will be my life.
    Pennysmith Pennysmith 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 25, 2012

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    She Broke My Heart

    I just needed to let this out, its killing me to keep it in. so here is my story. i met my GF well i suppose my Ex now 6 years ago. we were so in love she made me so happy i was in a dark pet before her, and she came and light my world. we have been into a lot of ups and downs...
    mily2 mily2 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 24, 2013

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    Part 3: A few weeks before my bday,

    i held my partner's hand close to my heart, looked into her eyes and said "we are going to work this out, everything is going to be alright". She looked at me and said "I'm leaving for Sydney, I was planning to do it while you are at work, so that your tears won't stop me from...
    faith43 faith43 46-50, F 1 Response Feb 11, 2014

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    2nd part: i lost all sense of security in the

    relationship after seeing those photos, selfies of them both, clinging to each other like partners. how could this be? i trusted my partner and this particular friend of hers, i knew her, she stayed overnight in our place a few years back, i thought she was a friend, i thought...
    faith43 faith43 46-50, F Feb 10, 2014

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    She Got Engaged !!!

    since early in my life, i wasn't sure about my sexuality, was attracted to boys and still felt something aroung girls, but till now i only had a relationships with guys, i'm really a deep closet lesbian.. the first time that i fall for a girl was in college, we were both at...
    knarin108 knarin108 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 10, 2012

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    I've Blogged My Heart...

    http://signsoflife4cj.blogspot.com/
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 23, 2012

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    When Will I Gain The Strength!!

    When will I have the strength to leave? I feel my gaurd going up... But I long for love and attention. My bed is empty right now.... All I want and desire is the true love of a woman that will not fade away!!! But as for now... My sadness/ loneliness grips me like an old...
    Pennysmith Pennysmith 31-35, F Aug 10, 2012

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    Stop! Let Me Off!

    When will I get off this freakin merry go round of hurt? It's my own damn fault. I blocked her from my Facebook and she talked me into reinstating her. This morning I log on to see a pic of her and her girlfriend snuggling together at breakfast pop up larger than life on my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jul 15, 2012

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    Low Point

    I think I'm at one of the lowest points in my life. She holds all the cards and I feel like a fool. I just wait on her and work around her schedule and I'm there whenever she can be around me... I spend most of my night alone and lonely. I can't come out. I feel like if I...
    Pennysmith Pennysmith 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 27, 2012

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    I'm not avoiding the question :p I've been a

    little overwhelmed but definitely not avoiding telling you why I like you. You amaze me everyday! Every time I'm with you, saying goodbye is the most difficult part. I hate saying goodbye! What scares me is how close I feel to u. I've only known you a short period of time...
    toughskinnygirl toughskinnygirl 31-35, F Jul 18, 2014

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    Thank You Southern Gals...

    I actually have three very incredible women I met on here to thank for helping ease a lot of my heartache over my Utah girl. T, D and B... I know I still have a little ways to go before totally moving on, but you three have really helped soften the yearning by allowing me to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jul 20, 2012

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    I don't know what's going on

    but lately things have been pretty good with the ex. It seems strange to me that she's finally coming around and making an effort, but maybe it'll be worth it. I'm just protecting myself by not fully letting her in until it stays like this for a while. It's nice to be noticed...
    Lesbtruthful Lesbtruthful 22-25, F May 31, 2014

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    Farewell...

    Farewell Baggage...I'm tired of carrying you around. It's not as if you ever served me well. It's time to let go and let you belong to another to lug around. I've allowed you to inflict enough pain onto me. No more will you shut hard on my heart. I must push you aside to make new...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 18, 2012

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    Randomly Ranting...

    Damn...looks like I'm the only one posting stories in this group anymore...I think we should retitle this group..."Sparksfly Punked By Chick in Utah"! Anyone mind? Okay, first the good news...I think I am almost done scraping the remnants of this chick from my heart. I still may...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jul 22, 2012

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    Heartbroken...

     I'm pretty new to this, for anybody that cares to read this please forgive me if my story is lacking in more detail. I will do my best. I was born and raised overseas (army brat) and then I went to the states for college. It was there I met C and she was just such a great...
    Familiaxantexceteros Familiaxantexceteros 22-25, F 22 Responses Nov 28, 2009

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    Part 1: I still wake up with pain in my heart,

    everyday. I'm in a lesbian relationship for 26years and trying to work it out the best way I know how. Around Dec 2012 I noticed some changes in my partner, I could not pinpoint exactly but my intuition tells me, there is just something that is not quite right. Our relationship...
    faith43 faith43 46-50, F 1 Response Feb 10, 2014

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    An Incomplete Ending

    I know when something is worth holding on to because it is that good. And she does too. Which is why we are still best friends today, and two weeks from today is her wedding day. We had our first kiss two years back, and started an intimate label-less relationship over a year and...
    imaginationew imaginationew 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 17, 2013

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    Im Not Bi Or A Lesbian But I Did Love Her - My Story

    I met her online when I was 12 through my ex girlfriend, Liah. At the time I was pretending to be a boy online and I told ALOT of lies! Nick, the the girl I can't leave alone, was currently Liah's friend and Nick always had a Habit of taken Liah's boyfriends and to make a long...
    PharaohAzul PharaohAzul 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 2, 2013

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    From A Straight Girl To A Lesbian

    i didn't know that having lesbian relationship came to my life because i was so naughty and a play girl then suddenly this lesbian came to my life and start building our own paradise...but most of us didn't succeed because this relationship they said are "immoral" i really hate...
    angelalwaysloveyou angelalwaysloveyou 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 5, 2013

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    After he broke up with me by an email ... I finally replied him ... with a broken heart : *** *** I believe every word you said, honey, and I respect any decision you've made. I...
    findemmawoodhouse findemmawoodhouse 22-25, F 4 Responses Feb 12

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    In my country, there is a song that said "toothache better than heartache".. When i was a boy, i never feel the heartache(broken heart).. I think the song is totaly wrong.. But...
    WayangPanda WayangPanda 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    Day three of him last texted. The reality is settling in and I still feel numb with the occasional sparks of pain in my entire soul. I feel my heart is actually breaking and I...
    reem999 reem999 22-25, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    it's been a while now since I have felt like I can live by myself. Now I am carrying a broken heart and I never thought you could break me so much. I never knew, I have no idea why...
    Wewerethereinthattime Wewerethereinthattime 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I wish was a little girl again, skinned knees are easier to fix then a broken heart!
    Stacey3678 Stacey3678 36-40, F 3 Responses Feb 11

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    I m sad and broken hearted because the mani feel in love with. Got caught and now he is gone :( I miss him And it's killing me
    sassygirl42 sassygirl42 41-45, F 4 Responses Feb 16

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    my girlfriend just broke up with me and I am so hurt and sad. She said she doesn't have time to give me what I need. I got so vulnerable and honest about every aspect of our...
    max513 max513 26-30, F Feb 13

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    Another Goodbye ButterflyI wish she wasn't so upset,when she left me,mad as she was when she left,but it's the only way she knows how leave me,believe me,I know the type,so...
    AaronLA AaronLA 31-35, M Feb 15

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    well, i'm pretty sure that's where this is going. i have been talking to this boy for exactly two months today. everything has been going perfect- until last night. it was like...
    daydreamer27 daydreamer27 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 7

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    For two years, you were mine. Those were the best two years of my life. I laughed, I cried, I lost my virginity, and I fell madly in love with who I thought was the one. Of course...
    DarkDesires019 DarkDesires019 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 9

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    You said I was special. I was breathtaking, I was beautiful. I didn't really care about your words, but i believed you believed them . I believed in your kindness and not the...
    wingeyes wingeyes 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 21

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    It's been six days and a couple hours since we broke up. There is radio silence in your end. The spell you cast on me is slowly dissolving, and the things I see about you I am...
    wingeyes wingeyes 31-35, F 6 Responses Feb 9

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    here are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    anneluna anneluna 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    kristiniacc11 kristiniacc11 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    Have you ever really liked someone but been really shy? I really liked someone and I told my good friend she encouraged me to flirt with him go for it maybe he like me two weeks...
    Trappedinsadness Trappedinsadness 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 16

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    Well my heart is gone I started talking to someone I meet on this site and I really have strong feelings for him. But I don't think its going to go no where we haven't talked all...
    monica0215 monica0215 51-55, F 1 Response Feb 17

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    For the Heartbroken You took all the love I offered Even all my dignity Made me think my love was ugly Then threw it back at me Now my stomach feels so hollow My ego feels...
    squizz5 squizz5 41-45, M 6 Responses Feb 10

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    "How poor are they who have not patience! What wound did ever heal but by degrees." - William Shakespeare I have no patience, never have. Would that I could cut out my heart to...
    laurisilva laurisilva 31-35, F Feb 6

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    I hate being "that girl". You know which one I'm talking about. The one who just sits there complaining about a failed relationship. I really tried to be okay today. I started by...
    WaywardIngenue WaywardIngenue 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 10

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    Feeling empty without her here, and there's no remedy for this I fear, how i loved her much is clear, but how she left me broken is a bleer.
    RHINOMEGA RHINOMEGA 22-25, M 2 Responses Feb 14

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    I was told I had stressing holds in my spine causing my agonizing migraines... she was my first thought... 12 years of memories are hard to forget. I'm in love with this girl but...
    Ikaru Ikaru 18-21 6 days ago

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    damn. I didn't know you could have your heart ripped out of your chest twice by the same person. have to say im pretty hurt. 2 years of memories and love thrown down the drain all...
    lorinnicole lorinnicole 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 15

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    My life feels like it is over now, as my fiancé of four years decided we should take a break so he can talk to another woman. But he still wants me to live here and wait to see if...
    WarshipMyWreck WarshipMyWreck 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 17