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I Am In A Lesbian Relationship And She Broke My Heart

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    Again...

    I'm just a broken record! FML! And I don't know where to find the strength to get off the train! Hot then cold ... Love then nothing! Is being a closeted femme a curse! My life seems so f'd right now!
    Pennysmith Pennysmith 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 11, 2012

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    Stop! Let Me Off!

    When will I get off this freakin merry go round of hurt? It's my own damn fault. I blocked her from my Facebook and she talked me into reinstating her. This morning I log on to see a pic of her and her girlfriend snuggling together at breakfast pop up larger than life on my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jul 15, 2012

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    Why Won't She Leave...

    I don't know why she continues to contact me. Its so hard on me. It keeps hurting me. The problem is, is that I'm nervous. I'm such a femme...so I'm always over looked. I'm afraid this will be my life.
    Pennysmith Pennysmith 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 25, 2012

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    She Broke My Heart

    I just needed to let this out, its killing me to keep it in. so here is my story. i met my GF well i suppose my Ex now 6 years ago. we were so in love she made me so happy i was in a dark pet before her, and she came and light my world. we have been into a lot of ups and downs...
    mily2 mily2 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 24, 2013

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    She Got Engaged !!!

    since early in my life, i wasn't sure about my sexuality, was attracted to boys and still felt something aroung girls, but till now i only had a relationships with guys, i'm really a deep closet lesbian.. the first time that i fall for a girl was in college, we were both at...
    knarin108 knarin108 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 10, 2012

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    Farewell...

    Farewell Baggage...I'm tired of carrying you around. It's not as if you ever served me well. It's time to let go and let you belong to another to lug around. I've allowed you to inflict enough pain onto me. No more will you shut hard on my heart. I must push you aside to make new...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 18, 2012

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    When Will I Gain The Strength!!

    When will I have the strength to leave? I feel my gaurd going up... But I long for love and attention. My bed is empty right now.... All I want and desire is the true love of a woman that will not fade away!!! But as for now... My sadness/ loneliness grips me like an old...
    Pennysmith Pennysmith 31-35, F Aug 10, 2012

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    From A Straight Girl To A Lesbian

    i didn't know that having lesbian relationship came to my life because i was so naughty and a play girl then suddenly this lesbian came to my life and start building our own paradise...but most of us didn't succeed because this relationship they said are "immoral" i really hate...
    angelalwaysloveyou angelalwaysloveyou 22-25, F 5 Responses Mar 5, 2013

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    I don't know what's going on

    but lately things have been pretty good with the ex. It seems strange to me that she's finally coming around and making an effort, but maybe it'll be worth it. I'm just protecting myself by not fully letting her in until it stays like this for a while. It's nice to be noticed...
    Lesbtruthful Lesbtruthful 22-25, F May 31

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    I'm not avoiding the question :p I've been a

    little overwhelmed but definitely not avoiding telling you why I like you. You amaze me everyday! Every time I'm with you, saying goodbye is the most difficult part. I hate saying goodbye! What scares me is how close I feel to u. I've only known you a short period of time...
    toughskinnygirl toughskinnygirl 31-35, F Jul 18

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    I've Blogged My Heart...

    http://signsoflife4cj.blogspot.com/
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 23, 2012

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    An Incomplete Ending

    I know when something is worth holding on to because it is that good. And she does too. Which is why we are still best friends today, and two weeks from today is her wedding day. We had our first kiss two years back, and started an intimate label-less relationship over a year and...
    imaginationew imaginationew 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 17, 2013

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    Heartbroken...

     I'm pretty new to this, for anybody that cares to read this please forgive me if my story is lacking in more detail. I will do my best. I was born and raised overseas (army brat) and then I went to the states for college. It was there I met C and she was just such a great...
    Familiaxantexceteros Familiaxantexceteros 22-25, F 22 Responses Nov 28, 2009

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    Part 3: A few weeks before my bday,

    i held my partner's hand close to my heart, looked into her eyes and said "we are going to work this out, everything is going to be alright". She looked at me and said "I'm leaving for Sydney, I was planning to do it while you are at work, so that your tears won't stop me from...
    faith43 faith43 46-50, F 1 Response Feb 11

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    Randomly Ranting...

    Damn...looks like I'm the only one posting stories in this group anymore...I think we should retitle this group..."Sparksfly Punked By Chick in Utah"! Anyone mind? Okay, first the good news...I think I am almost done scraping the remnants of this chick from my heart. I still may...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Jul 22, 2012

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    2nd part: i lost all sense of security in the

    relationship after seeing those photos, selfies of them both, clinging to each other like partners. how could this be? i trusted my partner and this particular friend of hers, i knew her, she stayed overnight in our place a few years back, i thought she was a friend, i thought...
    faith43 faith43 46-50, F Feb 10

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    Im Not Bi Or A Lesbian But I Did Love Her - My Story

    I met her online when I was 12 through my ex girlfriend, Liah. At the time I was pretending to be a boy online and I told ALOT of lies! Nick, the the girl I can't leave alone, was currently Liah's friend and Nick always had a Habit of taken Liah's boyfriends and to make a long...
    PharaohAzul PharaohAzul 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 2, 2013

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    Part 1: I still wake up with pain in my heart,

    everyday. I'm in a lesbian relationship for 26years and trying to work it out the best way I know how. Around Dec 2012 I noticed some changes in my partner, I could not pinpoint exactly but my intuition tells me, there is just something that is not quite right. Our relationship...
    faith43 faith43 46-50, F 1 Response Feb 10

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    Thank You Southern Gals...

    I actually have three very incredible women I met on here to thank for helping ease a lot of my heartache over my Utah girl. T, D and B... I know I still have a little ways to go before totally moving on, but you three have really helped soften the yearning by allowing me to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jul 20, 2012

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    Low Point

    I think I'm at one of the lowest points in my life. She holds all the cards and I feel like a fool. I just wait on her and work around her schedule and I'm there whenever she can be around me... I spend most of my night alone and lonely. I can't come out. I feel like if I...
    Pennysmith Pennysmith 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 27, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    Almost a year ago, the love of my life left me for another man, whom she had a child with. We were together for almost 12 years and besides our kids, I've never loved another human...
    midwesterndad74 midwesterndad74 46-50, M 3 Responses Oct 13

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    Just thought I found my soul mate, but it was an abusive relationship, she would hit me wish me dead wish my child dead. Narcissist women who in the end after ditching me 60 times...
    stringer97 stringer97 26-30, M Sep 24

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    I feel like a broken hearted girl , too be ( && ) #LOVE with someone who I feel like they cheating i don't understand WHY do I put MYSELF thru this LUST we have , my hold LIFE...
    Moneea Moneea 22-25, F a week ago

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    Jesus here are the pieces of my broken heart. Be the glue and put it back together again. You know exactly what it feels like to be betrayed and have trust violated. She cheated on...
    MrHeartaFire MrHeartaFire 31-35, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    It's easier to mourn a death then heal a broken heart...
    Beanbella Beanbella 31-35, F 3 Responses Oct 7

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    How many broken hearts one has to endure?
    Offoff Offoff 26-30, M 2 Responses Oct 12

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    Hello everybody. I'm a new member here, but I'm not a "new heartbreak". My heart is broken long time ago. First of all, I want say that I’m amazed with Experience Project, and I...
    Dams3lfly Dams3lfly 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 23

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    It's time to let go ... I love this article gives me some hope !! When I was about 18, I met a girl who changed my life. She opened my eyes to a part of the world – a part of...
    fiestychica fiestychica 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 4

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    Maybe I'm crazy, maybe I'm young and stupid. So I'm not going to call what we had more than dating. But I've never had such strong feelings for someone... It wasn't to long ago...
    ashuriiNikooru ashuriiNikooru 18-21, F Sep 25

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    i met this guy in an online dating site. After chatting for like one day, he visited me at our house and meet my family. Everything's wonderful. A week after he confess to me that...
    Kristine025 Kristine025 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 25

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    I was dating someone else when we met, but I really wasn't happy in the relationship, because the guy wouldn't even hold my hand. Jio messaged me on Facebook, he would come up and...
    brunettebuddah22 brunettebuddah22 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 30

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    My ex who I've lived with 5 years left me and got married. But still wants to have a friendship with me. It hurts that I went from being the one to the one who gets texts and phone...
    fabulouschrissy fabulouschrissy 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 7

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    Two years ago today I never thought my life would change forever. October 20, 2012. I got pregnant at 16. All of these emotions are flooding in. I never thought I would actually...
    forgottenheart forgottenheart 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I was involved with a family man starting last year. The relationship ended 3 months ago. He was my first love in high school and having him back in my life felt like a second...
    youbrokeme youbrokeme 41-45, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    It was freshman year of high school and she was my first love. She also ended up taking my virginity. She moved to NY, USA our last year and I never saw her again .....
    HannatheBanana93 HannatheBanana93 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 24

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    Diamond piecing...taking the jagged irregular broken pieces of my heart and putting it back together. Nothing fits. So frustrating. It's such a beautiful mess scattered everywhere...
    MrHeartaFire MrHeartaFire 31-35, M 2 Responses Oct 1

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    My partner and I broke up three months ago after a ten year relationship. The decision was semi-mutual, being together was too hard and we had grown in completely separate ways...
    seleneapa seleneapa 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 12

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    I had a best friend and recently i fell for her. I expressed my feelings to her and she politely rejected me. I'm not angry at her as I knew didn't she see me that way. At the same...
    sonu91 sonu91 22-25, M a week ago

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    I had a best friend and recently i fell for her. I expressed my feelings to her and she politely rejected me. I'm not angry at her as I knew didn't she see me that way. At the same...
    sonu91 sonu91 22-25, M 5 Responses a week ago

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    So in according to the past life article I made. I'm getting very broken. So, it not only turns out our past lives wanted us over. But she used me for a one night stand. That, and...
    Godfather379 Godfather379 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    I'm 28 and was married for 3 years. Seven months ago while still going throughout my divorcing process I met a guy on Internet. Initially we were emailing each other daily, then I...
    SAdandConfuse SAdandConfuse 26-30, F 5 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    It began 18 months ago with an extremely beautiful young coworker and some prolonged eye contact. She’d watch me from the corner of her eye, become shy when I enter the room, and...
    aag311 aag311 41-45, M 3 Responses Sep 30

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    Well, this story if full of pain, and I'll be true to the thoughts and emotions that I felt at the time. Let me preface this though, with that while not full recovered, I am much...
    Anex61636 Anex61636 26-30, M Oct 4

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    He forgot our wedding anniversary. At a time when our relationship needed him to put forth an effort, show that he cared…anything. And, he forgot. I'm so heartbroken. I feel lost...
    ditsheyo ditsheyo 31-35, F 4 Responses Oct 8

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    Wish she'd message me; want a chance to get to know her more. See where it goes? You know who u are. Message me, babe if you see this.
    TCL009 TCL009 41-45, F Sep 23

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    Marjority of my experiences in love involve my heart broken.. I believe I need to trust that person before my heart is really in it, the smallest mistakes I can't help but walk...
    caitilinj caitilinj 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 4

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    I still checking my Ex facebook. And I know if meet him I will disappointed . He was 8 years old young and he wasn't even good kisser and I don't know. We almost had a sex and I...
    olsen1004 olsen1004 31-35, F 3 Responses Oct 2

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    bittersweet is used for people who are unable to move on from the fact that this relationship is over
    SandySimplyMe SandySimplyMe 13-15, F Sep 25

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    I'm healing, so I'm almost over him. Though a part of me still hurts. I wish he knew what he did to me while he just went on with his life. Well, that's what I gotta do. Go on...
    IceyNoEmber IceyNoEmber 16-17, F Oct 7

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