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I Am In A Lesbian Relationship And She Broke My Heart

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    Part 1: I still wake up with pain in my heart,

    everyday. I'm in a lesbian relationship for 26years and trying to work it out the best way I know how. Around Dec 2012 I noticed some changes in my partner, I could not pinpoint exactly but my intuition tells me, there is just something that is not quite right. Our relationship...
    faith43 faith43 46-50, F 1 Response Feb 10, 2014

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    An Incomplete Ending

    I know when something is worth holding on to because it is that good. And she does too. Which is why we are still best friends today, and two weeks from today is her wedding day. We had our first kiss two years back, and started an intimate label-less relationship over a year and...
    imaginationew imaginationew 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 17, 2013

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    She Broke My Heart

    I just needed to let this out, its killing me to keep it in. so here is my story. i met my GF well i suppose my Ex now 6 years ago. we were so in love she made me so happy i was in a dark pet before her, and she came and light my world. we have been into a lot of ups and downs...
    mily2 mily2 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 24, 2013

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    Heartbroken...

     I'm pretty new to this, for anybody that cares to read this please forgive me if my story is lacking in more detail. I will do my best. I was born and raised overseas (army brat) and then I went to the states for college. It was there I met C and she was just such a great...
    Familiaxantexceteros Familiaxantexceteros 22-25, F 22 Responses Nov 28, 2009

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    2nd part: i lost all sense of security in the

    relationship after seeing those photos, selfies of them both, clinging to each other like partners. how could this be? i trusted my partner and this particular friend of hers, i knew her, she stayed overnight in our place a few years back, i thought she was a friend, i thought...
    faith43 faith43 46-50, F Feb 10, 2014

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    I don't know what's going on

    but lately things have been pretty good with the ex. It seems strange to me that she's finally coming around and making an effort, but maybe it'll be worth it. I'm just protecting myself by not fully letting her in until it stays like this for a while. It's nice to be noticed...
    Lesbtruthful Lesbtruthful 22-25, F May 31, 2014

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    Stop! Let Me Off!

    When will I get off this freakin merry go round of hurt? It's my own damn fault. I blocked her from my Facebook and she talked me into reinstating her. This morning I log on to see a pic of her and her girlfriend snuggling together at breakfast pop up larger than life on my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jul 15, 2012

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    She Got Engaged !!!

    since early in my life, i wasn't sure about my sexuality, was attracted to boys and still felt something aroung girls, but till now i only had a relationships with guys, i'm really a deep closet lesbian.. the first time that i fall for a girl was in college, we were both at...
    knarin108 knarin108 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 10, 2012

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    I've Blogged My Heart...

    http://signsoflife4cj.blogspot.com/
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 23, 2012

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    Why Won't She Leave...

    I don't know why she continues to contact me. Its so hard on me. It keeps hurting me. The problem is, is that I'm nervous. I'm such a femme...so I'm always over looked. I'm afraid this will be my life.
    Pennysmith Pennysmith 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 25, 2012

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    Again...

    I'm just a broken record! FML! And I don't know where to find the strength to get off the train! Hot then cold ... Love then nothing! Is being a closeted femme a curse! My life seems so f'd right now!
    Pennysmith Pennysmith 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 11, 2012

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    Randomly Ranting...

    Damn...looks like I'm the only one posting stories in this group anymore...I think we should retitle this group..."Sparksfly Punked By Chick in Utah"! Anyone mind? Okay, first the good news...I think I am almost done scraping the remnants of this chick from my heart. I still may...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Jul 22, 2012

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    Low Point

    I think I'm at one of the lowest points in my life. She holds all the cards and I feel like a fool. I just wait on her and work around her schedule and I'm there whenever she can be around me... I spend most of my night alone and lonely. I can't come out. I feel like if I...
    Pennysmith Pennysmith 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 27, 2012

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    When Will I Gain The Strength!!

    When will I have the strength to leave? I feel my gaurd going up... But I long for love and attention. My bed is empty right now.... All I want and desire is the true love of a woman that will not fade away!!! But as for now... My sadness/ loneliness grips me like an old...
    Pennysmith Pennysmith 31-35, F Aug 10, 2012

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    Part 3: A few weeks before my bday,

    i held my partner's hand close to my heart, looked into her eyes and said "we are going to work this out, everything is going to be alright". She looked at me and said "I'm leaving for Sydney, I was planning to do it while you are at work, so that your tears won't stop me from...
    faith43 faith43 46-50, F 1 Response Feb 11, 2014

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    From A Straight Girl To A Lesbian

    i didn't know that having lesbian relationship came to my life because i was so naughty and a play girl then suddenly this lesbian came to my life and start building our own paradise...but most of us didn't succeed because this relationship they said are "immoral" i really hate...
    angelalwaysloveyou angelalwaysloveyou 22-25, F 5 Responses Mar 5, 2013

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    Im Not Bi Or A Lesbian But I Did Love Her - My Story

    I met her online when I was 12 through my ex girlfriend, Liah. At the time I was pretending to be a boy online and I told ALOT of lies! Nick, the the girl I can't leave alone, was currently Liah's friend and Nick always had a Habit of taken Liah's boyfriends and to make a long...
    PharaohAzul PharaohAzul 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 2, 2013

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    Farewell...

    Farewell Baggage...I'm tired of carrying you around. It's not as if you ever served me well. It's time to let go and let you belong to another to lug around. I've allowed you to inflict enough pain onto me. No more will you shut hard on my heart. I must push you aside to make new...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 18, 2012

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    I'm not avoiding the question :p I've been a

    little overwhelmed but definitely not avoiding telling you why I like you. You amaze me everyday! Every time I'm with you, saying goodbye is the most difficult part. I hate saying goodbye! What scares me is how close I feel to u. I've only known you a short period of time...
    toughskinnygirl toughskinnygirl 31-35, F Jul 18, 2014

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    Thank You Southern Gals...

    I actually have three very incredible women I met on here to thank for helping ease a lot of my heartache over my Utah girl. T, D and B... I know I still have a little ways to go before totally moving on, but you three have really helped soften the yearning by allowing me to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jul 20, 2012

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    so here I sit cold as duck on new years eve I broke her mind body and soul with my wicked thoughts and horrific actions she drove away broken hearted I dont have the answers for...
    itsjustme3684 itsjustme3684 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    she broke my heart I broke her boyfriend's face .
    prabhunaidu14 prabhunaidu14 16-17, M Dec 28, 2014

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    A wounded heart damage & bruised Love shouldn't feel this way nor should it confused A caring heart was attack by infidelity No song can cure this heart not even a melody The...
    DaCreativeChild DaCreativeChild 22-25, F Jan 5

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    For all those broken hearts.,.. You don't have to be so mean to yourself.. You dont have to give up your individual life just because someone took a decision for himself.. Be...
    DSireR DSireR 36-40, M 2 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    I think my past effected me alot.I ws very conservative ,had a proper way of living before all tht but now...I m more reckless,living out of my character nd I wont say I m proper...
    1crazyfreak6 1crazyfreak6 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 11

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    if one could die of a broken heart i would be dead 4 times over. I wish i had died the first time because it just gets worse
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 13

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    I just broke up on New Year's day. I had been with him since Oct 9, 2013. He had been my unbelievably very good friend since Feb 2007. He's very intelligent and sensitive...
    UN1V3RS3 UN1V3RS3 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 2

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    I've never been one of those girls that get too into a guy and fall in deep passionate love. I'm a realist. I know everyone hurts everyone even if it isn't actually deliberate, it...
    cmlgx cmlgx 18-21, F 7 Responses Jan 11

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    I have lost my heart, can you help me find it. It's around here somewhere but I seem to have misplaced it. I can feel a beating in my chest but there is nothing there. Im sure...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 3 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    amid the broken rubble of my heart I try and piece it back together bit by bit and part by part but there she is again to tear it asunder the demon of my dreams pulling me under...
    fenrirandimpachi fenrirandimpachi 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    Society has long become more open to the idea of older man - younger woman relationship and older woman - younger man relationship as well. Hollywood has brought in the practice of...
    adelecc11 adelecc11 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    Younger women dating older men mainly because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These...
    minniecc11 minniecc11 26-30, F Jan 15

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    Younger women dating older men mainly because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These...
    minnieccaa minnieccaa 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    Younger women dating older men mainly because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These...
    minnieccaa minnieccaa 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    I just thought about this. I remember when my mom's mom died, I was fine until the funeral. No tears, nothing. I was in disbelief..until I saw my broken mom. I walked to her and...
    whyusteens whyusteens 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Once upon a time before we lost the heat. She swiftly swept me off my feet. It was a sanctum, a secrete place for us to meet, Where she made my heart feel like a butcher’s meat...
    loveandall loveandall 26-30, M 3 Responses Jan 14

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    A Life-LessonThere! little girl; don't cry!They have broken your doll, I know;And your tea-set blue,And your play-house, too,Are things of the long ago;But childish troubles will...
    bluefirelady bluefirelady 41-45, F 2 Responses Dec 27, 2014

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    I love her with all my heart yet she's putting me through the meat grinder I don't know what to do she says she needs time and space but how am I supposed to not want to kiss her...
    itsjustme3684 itsjustme3684 26-30, M Dec 27, 2014

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    when your hearts broken its not your heart is broken... It feels like someone has ripped out your soul. Even after 4 years hes now married but if I see him it still twinges and if...
    WhispersOfMySoul WhispersOfMySoul 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 16

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    Feeling so ill. I am on holiday with my family. I am currently studying medicine. My family made friends with a German family and their son is also a medical student. My mom told...
    LD02 LD02 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    I'm new here and just trying to figure it all out.....I've been divorced for 5 years now after 15 years of marriage. I started a long distance relationship 3 1/2 years ago and my...
    lynn74 lynn74 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 15

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    Everyone has their own story to tell about heartbreak. My real story about heartbreak started yesterday because this break-up is officially permanent. It hurts to love the wrong...
    infinitexhope infinitexhope 22-25, F 7 Responses 5 days ago

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    When you have given all that you could and been there to love and support, it's a slap in the face to realize that he has been cheating and tells everyone that she is his new...
    Oliviaa92 Oliviaa92 36-40, F Dec 31, 2014

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    It's hard seeing her with other men. I guess I fooled myself into believing that she would be there at the end. Truth is that I knew about him already, but it's still hard for me...
    Xamad Xamad 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 7

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    I told myself I would never love anyone more then I love myself.. Unfortunately, I did.. Well, do. Sad part is, she doesn't really care. I'm trying to get over her.. But that's...
    Shanyyyy18 Shanyyyy18 22-25, F Jan 8

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    .. I think, I hope. Lately it seems the long road is coming to an end because when I think about it now, I don't feel those jabbing pangs as bad as I used to. It's strange...
    aag311 aag311 41-45, M 2 Responses Jan 4

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    i go to school with a boy i have known since the 4th grade we are now in the 10th i alway's thought he was cute and i would admire him from afar but never pay him much attention i...
    bubblegumlollipop bubblegumlollipop 13-15, F 1 Response