I Am In a State of Numbness At the Moment

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    Numb to All

    Since I was about 12, I've been numb to pretty much everything. That year, close to a dozen friends and family members died. I was devestated, to say the least. Then, not long after, I started having problems with my dad. He and my mom are divorced, and he lives about 500 miles...
    lovelivefight lovelivefight
    2 Responses Jun 24, 2009

    Eternal Sleep

    Indifference is what i feel. Being constantly battered at with the same **** and sick of it. Sleep is my escape. The darkness consumes me as i turn back into my old ways. shutting everyone out as suicidal thoughts pop back into my head like popcorn. It gets more and more tempting...
    messedupgirl167 messedupgirl167
    18-21, F
    Mar 18, 2013

    Numbness has become my addiction.

    When I 'feel', it seems as though I am lost and unable to function. As a result, I attempt to find my way back which leads me back to my original state: numbness.
    Etherealinsanity Etherealinsanity
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 18, 2014

    If I could I'd wrap my arms around you

    and hold you tight. I'd burry my neck in the crook of your shoulder as I hide my tears and whisper that I'm sorry...there's a void where my heart lies and I don't know how to fill it - I feel so sad, scared, alone and the list goes on! I don't know what to do with myself. I'm...
    Etherealinsanity Etherealinsanity
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Aug 6, 2014


    I wrote this poem when I couldnt sleep....................Ive been wishing Ive watch Ive been praying Ive been hoppin one day! I cried with you Ive cried for you I cried because of you! I starved myself I have pushed myself I have killed myself I have changed for you Now that I...
    Anto815 Anto815
    46-50, F
    Dec 2, 2010


    this is the way i feel at the moment. If reading my blog you will understand, that feeling that you have to just get  on with everything in a normal way, keep smiling, even though you don't want to . pretend that you are coping with everything, blocking out your true...
    hardtimes hardtimes
    51-55, F
    6 Responses May 27, 2008


    Numb to all. No nothing to feel. No life to live. There is no life. There is no Death. Just the numbness and left with me. The tiredness has a numb effect. Just my eyes drop shut Numb. The feelings is so strong. Nothing to feel Nothing great that feels right. All numb by your...
    Anto815 Anto815
    46-50, F
    Dec 2, 2010

    I Don'T Understand My Life :(

    I had a tough first year at college. I had ups and downs. I had no friends and I just hang out by myself everyday. Things seem became better or as I thought so when I got an interview for my dream job, being a camp counselor. I loved attending this camp so much that since I was...
    deleted deleted
    May 24, 2013
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