I Am In A Very Melancholy State Of Mind Right Now

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    hmm, add to that a rainy season ,

    this is kind of a ...... sigh
    kragoth135 kragoth135
    22-25, M
    Jun 27, 2015

    4 My Former Biggest Fan

    For so many years we have been part of one another’s lives. Who would have thought back then that we would be so far apart today?   I shared things with you like sisters do, and as hard as I try I just cannot understand why we are so far apart. I miss you every day.  Yes, I...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    41-45, F
    13 Responses Sep 25, 2011

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