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I Am In A Very Melancholy State Of Mind Right Now

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    Staring at the ceiling.

    My mouth has been sewn shut. I know I can open it.. Break the strings that tie me down. But.. They comfort my thoughts. I look to each side with access to you. Phone beeping. Tablet lit up. Yet, I just want to sleep. Sleep in the numbness forever and never truly wake up. I'm...
    GoldenUniverse GoldenUniverse 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 26

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    4 My Former Biggest Fan

    For so many years we have been part of one another’s lives. Who would have thought back then that we would be so far apart today?   I shared things with you like sisters do, and as hard as I try I just cannot understand why we are so far apart. I miss you every day.  Yes, I...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 14 Responses Sep 25, 2011

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    Burning Heart

    Oh burning heart within me... Filled with desires that cause me strife... Because I desire that which is not within my grasp. I want to be a perfectly moldable object. Empty of desire. Numb. Heartless. I don't know how to deal with the pain. I don't have a magic pill that will...
    superficialife superficialife 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 20, 2012

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