I Am In Emotional Pain

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    mom passed away this morning at 0132 am.

    I was there. she opened her eyes, looked at me and shed a tear and then stopped breathing. she had severe COPD and osteoporosis. I miss her already and its only been 90 minutes
    Openhonestnudist Openhonestnudist
    51-55, M
    27 Responses May 21, 2015

    My Little Jove/Athena

    We never met in person, but I was to be your dad. I know what happened to keep that from happening was not our faults, but God knows it hurts me to be alive in this world knowing you are not. Though you were only 2 months developed I loved you with every ounce I had, my child. I...
    CrimsonKnight117 CrimsonKnight117
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Apr 23, 2013

    A year ago Nov. 14 2014 i loss the love of my

    life! She had my back 24-7. She was kind and giving, loving and trustworthy. She was better than i deserved. I was at my children's home with their mother when her phone rang. She looked at it and said "It's your house!" I checked my phone and saw that Maxine had called. I...
    headII headII
    56-60, M
    2 Responses Dec 7, 2015

    It hurts... The words they say,

    what do I have to do to make them happy? I go to school only to be put down and told to die. I want to stop cutting so bad but this doesn't help and the teachers won't do anything because they don't see it happen. Just let me die please
    Muppo23 Muppo23
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 9, 2014

    It's seems like everything I do,

    is wrong.. I am pushing people away.. I don't know how to ask for help. I am scared to show people what's really on the inside..
    Muppo23 Muppo23
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 23, 2014

    I'm currently reliving the past,

    the emotions being thrown around in my head are unbearable. It's sucks to not have someone understand the bits of hell I've been through.
    rascal555 rascal555
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 7, 2015

    I'm trying to make small changes in my life

    but the past keeps stabbing my back. Poor choices. Losing my parents. Living with depression. Things pressing on me. I'm overwhelmed. Why am I here? Life just seems so pointless. I think God just left me. I'm a failure. All this is how I feel right now and it's crushing my heart...
    Ludavin Ludavin
    51-55, F
    Jul 10, 2015

    anyone ever feel like youre stuck?

    something happens and you feel so helpless, like your dangling from a cliff and no one is around to help you. that's me right now, I feel like I'm being sucked dry from the inside out
    eurocracker eurocracker
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 21, 2015

    Will It Ever Stop?

    Right this second I am in so much pain that I can't stop crying.I have to stop typing from time to time so that I can literally scream into a pillow.I'm browsing suicide websites, and I'm crying partially because I am in so much pain that I'm even curious.I had a grandfather who...
    invisiblonde invisiblonde
    56-60, F
    3 Responses Dec 24, 2011

    I don't know how much more I can take :'( I

    miss her so much :'( my souls in agony :'( nothing makes me happy :'( the world is dark and grey :'( there just hasn't been any light since she left :'( no happiness or joy :'( just unending pain and sadness :'(
    ywilliam31 ywilliam31
    18-21, M
    Aug 3, 2014

    i forced myself to watch a video on youtube

    today: it was about frightening things that naturally happened to your body when you die. one of the things was something that would happen to you if you died by hanging. it was my way of trying to scare myself out of ever attempting suicide again. but right now my mind is...
    Degrassi94 Degrassi94
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 3, 2014

    It's awful. Unbelievably awful.

    It's like going through all your days with this ache inside you. This pain that won't go away. It's basically equivalent to having horrific cramps all day, every day, and still having to go about your business and smile and act normal when all you want to do is roll around in...
    Hush92 Hush92
    22-25, F
    Apr 9, 2014

    U ever been hit so hard emotionally

    that tears fall out your eyes u can hardly stand , hardly move , ur heart rate , I don't know seems way off like it's trying not to stop...
    MysD MysD
    41-45, F
    1 Response Mar 26, 2014

    I just want to be happy.

    I am happy. But I'm also very angry all the time lately, and I don't know why. Talking to people calms me down. I'm also racked with anxiety at the stupidest things and I have a lot of guilt over miscellaneous things as well.
    Hush92 Hush92
    22-25, F
    Aug 11, 2014

    when will it happen?

    when will I finally meet someone who wants to be with me because of who I am? when will I met the person who isn't afraid to dedicate, who isn't afraid of opening up, who wants to show me their truest self as I would for them? when will I find the person who makes my heart soar...
    ClarityDawn ClarityDawn
    26-30, M
    1 Response Dec 1, 2015

    I Am In Constant Emotional Pain

    I am in constant emotional pain due to the fact that I was abused as a child for many years.Mostly all I have wanted was to be a part of a family. To be loved and valued for who I am. The ONLY person in the whole world who ever loved me was my Grandmother and when she died I...
    wildwriter wildwriter
    41-45, F
    6 Responses Jan 25, 2011

    I Cant Handle It Anymore

    I just spoke to my teacher to try to get some guidance. I feel so much worse now. I am in such pain. I cant go on like this. The emotional pain gets worse and worse each second. Its killing me.
    sufferingmypaininsilence sufferingmypaininsilence
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 12, 2012

    I am in such emotional pain right now!

    ! My wife was gone fore 10 weeks, helping her mother. She just got home Tuesday, but she been very cold and distant. We both alway say I love you when we end a phone call. But she's not done so lately . It's because she hates the fact that I am transgender, and she just can't...
    DawnR59 DawnR59
    56-60, T
    5 Responses Jan 22, 2015

    The memories of things

    that have happened in the past are haunting me. No longer just keeping me up at night but haunting me through the day. I was used by a friend to when I was 14 to fulfill their desires and I am scared by that for life. Each bad choice I have made has left a mark including the...
    LoveDontJudge LoveDontJudge
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Nov 29, 2014

    I just want to rip my heart out of my chest

    but it's not there anymore.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 9, 2014
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