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I Am In Hell

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    This World Is Not For Me...

    I have given up. I have watch the things i love destroy themselves. I have been destroyed by this. I cant find work. I cant trust love. I am soon to be in the position where i cant help/take care of my kids. I have been manipulated and betrayed by those who say they care. and...
    thewaytheraincomesdownhard thewaytheraincomesdownhard 41-45 2 Responses Mar 29, 2013

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    I Am In Hell

    what is hell you ask?not the lake of fire ,but the cold dfarkness of knowing your alone and no one cares.no one to hear your screams.no one to calm your soul.dayds blend together.no time.you lose your self in an abyss that has no shape.it is all that is.being all alone in your...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 Feb 19, 2011

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    Hell Is The Impossibility Of Reason.

     ...I don't know what to do...ever had your character assassinated?  I have no more credibility...no one to talk to.  The worst part is that these people only see a fraction of what's actually there, but they judge the whole picture by that fraction.  People...
    infinitesorrows infinitesorrows 31-35, M 4 Responses Oct 28, 2009

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    My Life

    if there is a hell on earth, then this is it, am living it. i hate my life, myself, everything except, my children my grandchildren, they r my only brief escape from this hell.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 11, 2009

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    Everyday

    I just hate this life and I'm thinking that if I believed in a hell this would be it. I love the kids but this torment that I deal with inside is enough to eat anyone alive. I don't know if it's because I've done it for so long or if I just know that there is no other option but...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 3, 2007

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    One Day

    i see the way u look at me, u think am crazy, u just dont believe.   i have seen n heard things which u say can not be real. i have been tortured, my heart ripped out of my chest. i have watched as my life as slipped away. i cant even begin to describe the pain, flames...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Oct 2, 2009

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    My Fate

    i can not leave, this is where i will 4 ever be, trapped in this hell i helped create, there will never be n escape, this is my fate,
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 26, 2009

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    Darkness

    i can feel the darkness as it gets nearer.i try to keep it at bay. but i can feel it as it wraps its icey cold arms around me.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 30, 2009

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    No More

    I felt like i was in my own personally hell for too many years.But i realize know that only i can truly make myself happy.That to achieve the things i want out of life i must become stronger then i ever was.I know how depression can take ahold of us and feel like it wont ever let...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 19, 2010

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    Highway To Hell

    I am in HellDevil Face >NooooooooooooooooThe End
    JimMorrisonRocks JimMorrisonRocks 26-30, M May 28, 2012

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    Trapped

    i now many people who have far worse lives then me, people who have dealt w/ things that r nightmares made real. am not saying my life is worse, that i suffer more then anyone, i now i have people who love me, when others have noone. but this pain, n this darkness its actual...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 14, 2009

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    I Thought It Was Just 2010...

    ...but apparently not. I am miserable most of the time, i cant connect to people or hold any hope for the future or feel happy and content for any amount of time, im not even sure i remember what "content" even feels like any more, and every time i manage to connect to anyone...
    djpanda djpanda 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 25, 2010

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    This World Is the Hell

    THIS IS OBVIOUS TRUTH. NOTHING IS EVER PROPER ON EARTH.
    Thought1 Thought1 22-25 4 Responses Sep 5, 2009

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    Trapped

    websters dicationary says hell is=a place where souls of the dead r believed to exisist = a place or state of punishment 4 the wicked after death= a place r state of misery r wickedness.      i 'am not wicked, , n do not deserve this punishment. hell 4 me is a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 12, 2009

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    Pain

    a world full of pain, darkness all around me, there is no escape, nowhere to go, welcome to hell, your new home
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 5, 2010

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    Hell

    I can't sleep in this state, I think about past events and the things which have occurred to me; tv shows, statements people have previously said, and it all makes sense to me. It all justifies my existence is only of suffering. I find hidden symbolism behind the words of others...
    proby117 proby117 16-17 2 Responses Nov 13, 2012

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    Really

    we say we r in hell. but the hell we r in is in us, in r minds n bodies. there is no escape. no way out.i am being tortured, but its me hurting myself. i wish i could escape, go far away, but i will always be me.u cant escape yourself, so i will never leave this private hell.
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Oct 5, 2009

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    People Don't Help

    I hate it when people say "I understand ..." because they don't they can try and may think they do but i can tell you something they don't know S***!!!!! they try getting in your head when you just want to be left alone and it gets me so P***** off...
    LittleLostQueen LittleLostQueen 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 28, 2007

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    There Is An Experience On Here

    "I don't want to live a lie." I don't know why such experiences exist at all - if those who supposedly "don't want to live a lie", ARE THE LIEMAKERS IN FACT.
    Thought1 Thought1 22-25 4 Responses Sep 5, 2009

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    No Way To Escape This Abyss

    Aren't we all in the same hell, just dealing with different devils? I look around this and this isn't paradise and nothing that I can do in my power will make this somewhat like paradise this is just hell. There has to be something better after this, this can't be all of it...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 3, 2012

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    No Escape

    my hell is my life, trapped inside of myself, i see no way out. there is only one escape from this life from my fate.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 13, 2009

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    Hell

    I CANT ESCAPE THIS WORLD OF HELL I LIVE IN.THERE IS NO WAY OUT N ESCAPE, BUT DEATH.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 6, 2009

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    Hell To Me

    Is boredom, banality, and self-loathing. Plus anger. Angry at the world, angry at people, angry at my thoughts, irritated at the slightest thing, then spiral back to depression. It sucks. But I'm walking on.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 31, 2010

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    Hell On Earth

    I feel like am in hell on earth. Everyday i wake up i feel like i dont want to be here no more. That's why it feel like hell to me. Being a person who don't know what's wrong with me, who can't seen to find no greater good in life for me. I feel like giving up everyday. I tell...
    Shy024 Shy024 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 29, 2013

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    Hell

    there is no escape, i can never leave. i created this hell, know it lives inside of me.
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Dec 11, 2009

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    I travel in and out of hell every time someone

    makes me mad or when I feel like tormenting someone and the reason why I travel to hell is that my lord Satan turned me into one of his special demons that can travel to hell and my lord Satan has made me the Sargent in hell so I command 22 demons if you don't believe then I...
    Destruction666 Destruction666 22-25, T Jul 16

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    I Am In Hell

    Hi. I have been in psychiatric therapy for 10 years and recently admitted that "I am in hell" to my therapists. He said that I had built a wall around myself.So how do I tear down this wall? I did sense a bit of relief after admitting this, but I had still rather be dead. I take...
    jj50518 jj50518 51-55 1 Response Jul 19, 2011

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    He Begins His Eternity

    Entering hell. The walls are sweaty with small vents oozing out super heated slow moving orange-yellow burning air. The caverns are narrow and winding. satan is hovered over his book of souls making comments to somone else. His grotesque face sits on hunched shoulders. He's...
    youcthrume youcthrume 36-40, M Nov 20, 2013

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    An Exaggeration

    I think anytime we think we are in he'll, it's self imposed. Still sucks though.
    NoLongerHere NoLongerHere 41-45, M 7 Responses Apr 6, 2013

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    I will burn in hell, and I'm okay with that. Not like I owe you a more heavenly version of myself. It's just another way of saying that you have given up on someone and abandoned...
    kiddishguy kiddishguy 26-30, M Sep 10

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    The notion of "Hell" is a control mechanism. Many religions manipulate their followers through fear and intimidation. "Some deity" will be angry of one does something. "Some...
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    Everyone believes it's childish of me to like hello kitty at 21, but I say screw them. It's my life and if I want more hello kitty items, I will get them. :)
    brandijade92 brandijade92 18-21, F Sep 4

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    Hello everyone, my name is Christy Lee & I'm New Here... You don't know me yet and I don't know you all either. But I found this really wonderful about EP always blessing my heart...
    Farawaydreamerzz77 Farawaydreamerzz77 36-40, F 2 Responses Sep 8

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    Your misconceptions about hell are entirely wrong because my personal experiences, written or verbal, whether they change drastically over time or not, apply consensus across the...
    TheJudgernaut TheJudgernaut 31-35, M Sep 10

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    Hello! Happy Labor Day everyone!
    roselani2005 roselani2005 26-30, F Sep 1

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    I'm so sad summer is coming to a close. I will miss the beach. I have about seven beautiful bathing suits. So you know I go a lot. Ill miss jogging a long the tides, chasing after...
    Rosathelatina Rosathelatina 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 5

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    It's amazing what a smile and a simple "hello" to a complete stranger could do. Someone could be having a horrible day and just one random person acknowledging their presence is...
    Philli8807 Philli8807 22-25, F Sep 16

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    I've been working full time as a checkout operator for about a year now. It's slowly turning me into a terrible person... It's not the angry customers that bother me, because it...
    Claireli Claireli 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 20

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    I don't mind answering to hello .. What I mine is their fake profile pic.. I would like people to put their own face pic.. So at least I know how they look and have an idea who...
    Verano93 Verano93 36-40, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I am a full-on lesbian so i according to religious people a. Going to hell but i don't care because I'm also i third generation Wiccan *beat that*
    Kitry Kitry 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Le bilan à partir de l’entrée mission est plus difficile à établir. On trouve dans les années de l’entre-deux-guerres des travaux qui comportent le terme mission mais ils...
    sfdfvcv12 sfdfvcv12 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    You sometimes think you want to disappear, but all you want is to be found. You say your life is not worth living, but all you want is for someone to tel you there life is worse...
    Isis33 Isis33 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 1

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    **** get it out of this groove
    xomariposaxo xomariposaxo 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 1

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    I have no issues with trying just about anything once. Most of the things I won't try are probably things that could kill me like... jumping out of an airplane without any kind...
    DemonFeyLove DemonFeyLove 18-21, F Sep 3

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    If anyone wants to exchange pics with a chubby brown guy inbox me. He's my neighbor and he's straight. Not me though lol xox
    nikkiF90 nikkiF90 22-25, F Sep 4

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    Every time my bestfriend/roommate goes some where she expects me to go with her example: To pick up her brother from school which is right down the street, drop off grandma to work...
    SchniderMonkey SchniderMonkey 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 5

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    My mother who had been on a Medicare freak out all week is having a MEDICARE MELT DOWN NOW. I don't know if I can handle this ****. She had this insurance guy at the house and he...
    WarriorCatGrl WarriorCatGrl 36-40, F Sep 7

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    But one time i just have to decline a date because i was already thinking that we dont look good having sex. Probably i might not like what he has to show. It was really immature...
    Elleshore81 Elleshore81 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 12

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    I recently got a new ferret for the first time and I'm having problems determining whether she hates me or if she's just an *******. Firstly she sh*ts EVERYWHERE, she's run past...
    katwithrats katwithrats 18-21, F Sep 14

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