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I Am In Hell

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    Trapped

    i now many people who have far worse lives then me, people who have dealt w/ things that r nightmares made real. am not saying my life is worse, that i suffer more then anyone, i now i have people who love me, when others have noone. but this pain, n this darkness its actual...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 14, 2009

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    My Fate

    i can not leave, this is where i will 4 ever be, trapped in this hell i helped create, there will never be n escape, this is my fate,
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 26, 2009

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    I Thought It Was Just 2010...

    ...but apparently not. I am miserable most of the time, i cant connect to people or hold any hope for the future or feel happy and content for any amount of time, im not even sure i remember what "content" even feels like any more, and every time i manage to connect to anyone...
    djpanda djpanda 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 25, 2010

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    He Begins His Eternity

    Entering hell. The walls are sweaty with small vents oozing out super heated slow moving orange-yellow burning air. The caverns are narrow and winding. satan is hovered over his book of souls making comments to somone else. His grotesque face sits on hunched shoulders. He's...
    youcthrume youcthrume 36-40, M Nov 20, 2013

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    No Way To Escape This Abyss

    Aren't we all in the same hell, just dealing with different devils? I look around this and this isn'tĀ paradiseĀ and nothing that I can do in my power will make this somewhat like paradise this is just hell. There has to be something better after this, this can't be all of it...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 3, 2012

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    Hell On Earth

    I feel like am in hell on earth. Everyday i wake up i feel like i dont want to be here no more. That's why it feel like hell to me. Being a person who don't know what's wrong with me, who can't seen to find no greater good in life for me. I feel like giving up everyday. I tell...
    Shy024 Shy024 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 29, 2013

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    Hell

    there is no escape, i can never leave. i created this hell, know it lives inside of me.
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Dec 11, 2009

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    This World Is Not For Me...

    I have given up. I have watch the things i love destroy themselves. I have been destroyed by this. I cant find work. I cant trust love. I am soon to be in the position where i cant help/take care of my kids. I have been manipulated and betrayed by those who say they care. and...
    thewaytheraincomesdownhard thewaytheraincomesdownhard 41-45 2 Responses Mar 29, 2013

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    This World Is the Hell

    THIS IS OBVIOUS TRUTH. NOTHING IS EVER PROPER ON EARTH.
    Thought1 Thought1 22-25 4 Responses Sep 5, 2009

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    Darkness

    i can feel the darkness as it gets nearer.i try to keep it at bay. but i can feel it as it wraps its icey cold arms around me.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 30, 2009

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    No More

    I felt like i was in my own personally hell for too many years.But i realize know that only i can truly make myself happy.That to achieve the things i want out of life i must become stronger then i ever was.I know how depression can take ahold of us and feel like it wont ever let...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 19, 2010

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    Hell Is The Impossibility Of Reason.

     ...I don't know what to do...ever had your character assassinated?  I have no more credibility...no one to talk to.  The worst part is that these people only see a fraction of what's actually there, but they judge the whole picture by that fraction.  People...
    infinitesorrows infinitesorrows 31-35, M 4 Responses Oct 28, 2009

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    My Life

    if there is a hell on earth, then this is it, am living it. i hate my life, myself, everything except, my children my grandchildren, they r my only brief escape from this hell.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 11, 2009

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    No Escape

    my hell is my life, trapped inside of myself, i see no way out. there is only one escape from this life from my fate.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 13, 2009

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    Highway To Hell

    I am in HellDevil Face >NooooooooooooooooThe End
    JimMorrisonRocks JimMorrisonRocks 26-30, M May 28, 2012

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    One Day

    i see the way u look at me, u think am crazy, u just dont believe.   i have seen n heard things which u say can not be real. i have been tortured, my heart ripped out of my chest. i have watched as my life as slipped away. i cant even begin to describe the pain, flames...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Oct 2, 2009

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    I Am In Hell

    Hi. I have been in psychiatric therapy for 10 years and recently admitted that "I am in hell" to my therapists. He said that I had built a wall around myself.So how do I tear down this wall? I did sense a bit of relief after admitting this, but I had still rather be dead. I take...
    jj50518 jj50518 51-55 1 Response Jul 19, 2011

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    Really

    we say we r in hell. but the hell we r in is in us, in r minds n bodies. there is no escape. no way out.i am being tortured, but its me hurting myself. i wish i could escape, go far away, but i will always be me.u cant escape yourself, so i will never leave this private hell.
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Oct 5, 2009

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    Hell

    I CANT ESCAPE THIS WORLD OF HELL I LIVE IN.THERE IS NO WAY OUT N ESCAPE, BUT DEATH.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 6, 2009

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    I travel in and out of hell every time someone

    makes me mad or when I feel like tormenting someone and the reason why I travel to hell is that my lord Satan turned me into one of his special demons that can travel to hell and my lord Satan has made me the Sargent in hell so I command 22 demons if you don't believe then I...
    Destruction666 Destruction666 22-25, T Jul 16

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    Hell

    I can't sleep in this state, I think about past events and the things which have occurred to me; tv shows, statements people have previously said, and it all makes sense to me. It all justifies my existence is only of suffering. I find hidden symbolism behind the words of others...
    proby117 proby117 16-17 2 Responses Nov 13, 2012

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    An Exaggeration

    I think anytime we think we are in he'll, it's self imposed. Still sucks though.
    NoLongerHere NoLongerHere 41-45, M 8 Responses Apr 6, 2013

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    I Am In Hell

    what is hell you ask?not the lake of fire ,but the cold dfarkness of knowing your alone and no one cares.no one to hear your screams.no one to calm your soul.dayds blend together.no time.you lose your self in an abyss that has no shape.it is all that is.being all alone in your...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 Feb 19, 2011

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    Hell To Me

    Is boredom, banality, and self-loathing. Plus anger. Angry at the world, angry at people, angry at my thoughts, irritated at the slightest thing, then spiral back to depression. It sucks. But I'm walking on.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 31, 2010

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    There Is An Experience On Here

    "I don't want to live a lie." I don't know why such experiences exist at all - if those who supposedly "don't want to live a lie", ARE THE LIEMAKERS IN FACT.
    Thought1 Thought1 22-25 4 Responses Sep 5, 2009

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    Everyday

    I just hate this life and I'm thinking that if I believed in a hell this would be it. I love the kids but this torment that I deal with inside is enough to eat anyone alive. I don't know if it's because I've done it for so long or if I just know that there is no other option but...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 3, 2007

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    Pain

    a world full of pain, darkness all around me, there is no escape, nowhere to go, welcome to hell, your new home
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 5, 2010

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    Trapped

    websters dicationary says hell is=a place where souls of the dead r believed to exisist = a place or state of punishment 4 the wicked after death= a place r state of misery r wickedness.      i 'am not wicked, , n do not deserve this punishment. hell 4 me is a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 12, 2009

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    People Don't Help

    I hate it when people say "I understand ..." because they don't they can try and may think they do but i can tell you something they don't know S***!!!!! they try getting in your head when you just want to be left alone and it gets me so P***** off...
    LittleLostQueen LittleLostQueen 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 28, 2007

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    Related Experiences

    To me, death is a torture, in a way in which you first are happy, you think you are going to spend eternity with your loved ones. Your mind wonders, how did they get here before...
    savakora savakora 16-17 Sep 2

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    Michigan or Maine. That way I can **** someone off and when they tell me to "Go to Hell" I can be a smartass and yell "I'm already here *****!" And then when I leave I can take...
    ShyishKitten ShyishKitten 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 29

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    I will burn in hell, and I'm okay with that. Not like I owe you a more heavenly version of myself. It's just another way of saying that you have given up on someone and abandoned...
    kiddishguy kiddishguy 26-30, M 6 days ago

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    Everyone believes it's childish of me to like hello kitty at 21, but I say screw them. It's my life and if I want more hello kitty items, I will get them. :)
    brandijade92 brandijade92 18-21, F Sep 4

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    Hello everyone, my name is Christy Lee & I'm New Here... You don't know me yet and I don't know you all either. But I found this really wonderful about EP always blessing my heart...
    Farawaydreamerzz77 Farawaydreamerzz77 36-40, F 2 Responses Sep 8

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    Your misconceptions about hell are entirely wrong because my personal experiences, written or verbal, whether they change drastically over time or not, apply consensus across the...
    TheJudgernaut TheJudgernaut 31-35, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Everyday at school I find myself saying hello to every single person I know. I feel it necessary since they don't say hi to me.
    KATA213714 KATA213714 13-15, F Aug 23

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    They deleted my story, for certain contents !!! I didn't say anything ? What the hell
    Gemma3sahara Gemma3sahara 31-35, F 9 Responses Aug 24

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    i've tried hell . it's not a good place at all
    calimaro calimaro 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 28

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    Hello! Happy Labor Day everyone!
    roselani2005 roselani2005 26-30, F Sep 1

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    I'm so sad summer is coming to a close. I will miss the beach. I have about seven beautiful bathing suits. So you know I go a lot. Ill miss jogging a long the tides, chasing after...
    Rosathelatina Rosathelatina 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 5

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    Heaven & Hell: Counting The DaysAn observation on God's plan for our afterlife.   
    innosflew innosflew 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    It's amazing what a smile and a simple "hello" to a complete stranger could do. Someone could be having a horrible day and just one random person acknowledging their presence is...
    Philli8807 Philli8807 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    Imagine if you haven't been praying for a long time and you haven't been spending time reading the Quran either. You've spent your mornings at work and your evenings partying and...
    Zozolove Zozolove 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    I'm not sure what it is about this place but I can't have a regular conversation with any guy without them bringing up nude pictures, skyping or talking about s3x. I'm not doing it...
    Tazzu Tazzu 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    feeling kind of sad really, I had a lovley guy we seemed to be happy but he was a sportsman and always busy, I wanted more of him and knowing him he would probably have given it up...
    JoshTR12 JoshTR12 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 18

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    Save me from my boredom please
    sourpatchkid578 sourpatchkid578 22-25, F Aug 18

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    Foh *******.................
    Heyababe Heyababe 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    You cant be miserable forever since no one deserves to and being happy and comforted forever you would eventually get sick of it.
    Miserablechildhood Miserablechildhood 13-15, M Aug 21

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    They say what they want. No fear of consequences. No human feelings towards another! Just got to live some fantasy they devised on the moment.
    Lecuyer90 Lecuyer90 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 24

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    I would really really appreciate it.
    CallmeTessa CallmeTessa 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 24

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    All is saw was a big crack in the earth. It was pitch black and I was flying towards it. Once I was inside I was overcome with hoplessness. I don't remember any pain or anything...
    40tude 40tude 31-35, M