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I Am In Hell

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    No Way To Escape This Abyss

    Aren't we all in the same hell, just dealing with different devils? I look around this and this isn'tĀ paradiseĀ and nothing that I can do in my power will make this somewhat like paradise this is just hell. There has to be something better after this, this can't be all of it...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 3, 2012

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    No Escape

    my hell is my life, trapped inside of myself, i see no way out. there is only one escape from this life from my fate.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 13, 2009

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    I Am In Hell

    what is hell you ask?not the lake of fire ,but the cold dfarkness of knowing your alone and no one cares.no one to hear your screams.no one to calm your soul.dayds blend together.no time.you lose your self in an abyss that has no shape.it is all that is.being all alone in your...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 Feb 19, 2011

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    He Begins His Eternity

    Entering hell. The walls are sweaty with small vents oozing out super heated slow moving orange-yellow burning air. The caverns are narrow and winding. satan is hovered over his book of souls making comments to somone else. His grotesque face sits on hunched shoulders. He's...
    youcthrume youcthrume 36-40, M Nov 20, 2013

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    My Fate

    i can not leave, this is where i will 4 ever be, trapped in this hell i helped create, there will never be n escape, this is my fate,
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 26, 2009

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    Darkness

    i can feel the darkness as it gets nearer.i try to keep it at bay. but i can feel it as it wraps its icey cold arms around me.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 30, 2009

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    Hell

    there is no escape, i can never leave. i created this hell, know it lives inside of me.
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Dec 11, 2009

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    My Life

    if there is a hell on earth, then this is it, am living it. i hate my life, myself, everything except, my children my grandchildren, they r my only brief escape from this hell.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 11, 2009

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    Hell To Me

    Is boredom, banality, and self-loathing. Plus anger. Angry at the world, angry at people, angry at my thoughts, irritated at the slightest thing, then spiral back to depression. It sucks. But I'm walking on.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 31, 2010

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    There Is An Experience On Here

    "I don't want to live a lie." I don't know why such experiences exist at all - if those who supposedly "don't want to live a lie", ARE THE LIEMAKERS IN FACT.
    Thought1 Thought1 22-25 4 Responses Sep 5, 2009

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    Trapped

    websters dicationary says hell is=a place where souls of the dead r believed to exisist = a place or state of punishment 4 the wicked after death= a place r state of misery r wickedness.      i 'am not wicked, , n do not deserve this punishment. hell 4 me is a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 12, 2009

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    I Thought It Was Just 2010...

    ...but apparently not. I am miserable most of the time, i cant connect to people or hold any hope for the future or feel happy and content for any amount of time, im not even sure i remember what "content" even feels like any more, and every time i manage to connect to anyone...
    djpanda djpanda 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 25, 2010

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    Hell On Earth

    I feel like am in hell on earth. Everyday i wake up i feel like i dont want to be here no more. That's why it feel like hell to me. Being a person who don't know what's wrong with me, who can't seen to find no greater good in life for me. I feel like giving up everyday. I tell...
    Shy024 Shy024 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 29, 2013

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    Hell Is The Impossibility Of Reason.

     ...I don't know what to do...ever had your character assassinated?  I have no more credibility...no one to talk to.  The worst part is that these people only see a fraction of what's actually there, but they judge the whole picture by that fraction.  People...
    infinitesorrows infinitesorrows 31-35, M 4 Responses Oct 28, 2009

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    Hell

    I CANT ESCAPE THIS WORLD OF HELL I LIVE IN.THERE IS NO WAY OUT N ESCAPE, BUT DEATH.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 6, 2009

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    Pain

    a world full of pain, darkness all around me, there is no escape, nowhere to go, welcome to hell, your new home
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 5, 2010

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    People Don't Help

    I hate it when people say "I understand ..." because they don't they can try and may think they do but i can tell you something they don't know S***!!!!! they try getting in your head when you just want to be left alone and it gets me so P***** off...
    LittleLostQueen LittleLostQueen 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 28, 2007

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    An Exaggeration

    I think anytime we think we are in he'll, it's self imposed. Still sucks though.
    NoLongerHere NoLongerHere 41-45, M 7 Responses Apr 6, 2013

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    Everyday

    I just hate this life and I'm thinking that if I believed in a hell this would be it. I love the kids but this torment that I deal with inside is enough to eat anyone alive. I don't know if it's because I've done it for so long or if I just know that there is no other option but...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 3, 2007

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    Hell

    I can't sleep in this state, I think about past events and the things which have occurred to me; tv shows, statements people have previously said, and it all makes sense to me. It all justifies my existence is only of suffering. I find hidden symbolism behind the words of others...
    proby117 proby117 16-17 2 Responses Nov 13, 2012

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    Highway To Hell

    I am in HellDevil Face >NooooooooooooooooThe End
    JimMorrisonRocks JimMorrisonRocks 26-30, M May 28, 2012

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    One Day

    i see the way u look at me, u think am crazy, u just dont believe.   i have seen n heard things which u say can not be real. i have been tortured, my heart ripped out of my chest. i have watched as my life as slipped away. i cant even begin to describe the pain, flames...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Oct 2, 2009

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    Really

    we say we r in hell. but the hell we r in is in us, in r minds n bodies. there is no escape. no way out.i am being tortured, but its me hurting myself. i wish i could escape, go far away, but i will always be me.u cant escape yourself, so i will never leave this private hell.
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Oct 5, 2009

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    No More

    I felt like i was in my own personally hell for too many years.But i realize know that only i can truly make myself happy.That to achieve the things i want out of life i must become stronger then i ever was.I know how depression can take ahold of us and feel like it wont ever let...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 19, 2010

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    Trapped

    i now many people who have far worse lives then me, people who have dealt w/ things that r nightmares made real. am not saying my life is worse, that i suffer more then anyone, i now i have people who love me, when others have noone. but this pain, n this darkness its actual...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 14, 2009

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    I travel in and out of hell every time someone

    makes me mad or when I feel like tormenting someone and the reason why I travel to hell is that my lord Satan turned me into one of his special demons that can travel to hell and my lord Satan has made me the Sargent in hell so I command 22 demons if you don't believe then I...
    Destruction666 Destruction666 22-25, T Jul 16, 2014

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    I Am In Hell

    Hi. I have been in psychiatric therapy for 10 years and recently admitted that "I am in hell" to my therapists. He said that I had built a wall around myself.So how do I tear down this wall? I did sense a bit of relief after admitting this, but I had still rather be dead. I take...
    jj50518 jj50518 51-55 1 Response Jul 19, 2011

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    This World Is the Hell

    THIS IS OBVIOUS TRUTH. NOTHING IS EVER PROPER ON EARTH.
    Thought1 Thought1 22-25 4 Responses Sep 5, 2009

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    This World Is Not For Me...

    I have given up. I have watch the things i love destroy themselves. I have been destroyed by this. I cant find work. I cant trust love. I am soon to be in the position where i cant help/take care of my kids. I have been manipulated and betrayed by those who say they care. and...
    thewaytheraincomesdownhard thewaytheraincomesdownhard 41-45 2 Responses Mar 29, 2013

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    I Think Gene Wilder Is A Helluva Guy Thanks for lighting up our dull lives with your wit and humour and art. Gene Wilder was born Jerome Silberman in Milwaukee, Wisconsin, to...
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    Hell: the day the person you became meets the person you could of been.
    WokenandOpen WokenandOpen 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 4

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    I do it all the time. They are no different than anyone else. I ride with them. I am not a hells angel! Women are not allowed to be. I am not a girlfriend or anything else. I am...
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    At the tender age of rightiousness, a pretty yellow penefore, Babtism is drawing near. I had been charmed , no given into wickedness, to damn afraid of Hell Fire !
    MsOracle MsOracle 66-70 Jan 10

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    some of us create our own hell. the hard part is how to convince yourself you dont need the suffering. often the one who is our harshest judge is inside of us. the one inside...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M Jan 12

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    I have a Hello Kitty obsession
    NIN1313 NIN1313 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    Hello people! Anyone in the mood for a chat?
    QuiteReal QuiteReal 18-21, M Jan 13

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    Hello everyone! Good morning Good afternoon and good evening To all!
    Oceandock19 Oceandock19 41-45, F 7 Responses Jan 21

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    Hellooo?
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    Cinderella was a fairy tale we all grew up with, but if you really think about it it's a tale of abuse and how one day after years and years of this abusive hell she finally gets...
    skittlesbaby753 skittlesbaby753 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Hello! My name is Cobra (like I'm gonna give you my real name?) just wanted to see who might be interested in becoming online friends
    RebelCobra RebelCobra 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I just want to say I'm sorry. I never put in effort to actually understand you. I can't define how much you meant to me but I guess it's gone now right? You were the only genuine...
    skidzchannel13 skidzchannel13 13-15, M 2 Responses a week ago

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