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I Am In Hell

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    Hell Is The Impossibility Of Reason.

     ...I don't know what to do...ever had your character assassinated?  I have no more credibility...no one to talk to.  The worst part is that these people only see a fraction of what's actually there, but they judge the whole picture by that fraction.  People...
    infinitesorrows infinitesorrows 31-35, M 4 Responses Oct 28, 2009

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    He Begins His Eternity

    Entering hell. The walls are sweaty with small vents oozing out super heated slow moving orange-yellow burning air. The caverns are narrow and winding. satan is hovered over his book of souls making comments to somone else. His grotesque face sits on hunched shoulders. He's...
    youcthrume youcthrume 36-40, M Nov 20, 2013

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    Hell

    I can't sleep in this state, I think about past events and the things which have occurred to me; tv shows, statements people have previously said, and it all makes sense to me. It all justifies my existence is only of suffering. I find hidden symbolism behind the words of others...
    proby117 proby117 16-17 2 Responses Nov 13, 2012

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    I Am In Hell

    Hi. I have been in psychiatric therapy for 10 years and recently admitted that "I am in hell" to my therapists. He said that I had built a wall around myself.So how do I tear down this wall? I did sense a bit of relief after admitting this, but I had still rather be dead. I take...
    jj50518 jj50518 51-55 1 Response Jul 19, 2011

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    Hell

    I CANT ESCAPE THIS WORLD OF HELL I LIVE IN.THERE IS NO WAY OUT N ESCAPE, BUT DEATH.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 6, 2009

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    My Fate

    i can not leave, this is where i will 4 ever be, trapped in this hell i helped create, there will never be n escape, this is my fate,
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 26, 2009

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    No Escape

    my hell is my life, trapped inside of myself, i see no way out. there is only one escape from this life from my fate.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 13, 2009

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    This World Is Not For Me...

    I have given up. I have watch the things i love destroy themselves. I have been destroyed by this. I cant find work. I cant trust love. I am soon to be in the position where i cant help/take care of my kids. I have been manipulated and betrayed by those who say they care. and...
    thewaytheraincomesdownhard thewaytheraincomesdownhard 41-45 2 Responses Mar 29, 2013

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    I Am In Hell

    what is hell you ask?not the lake of fire ,but the cold dfarkness of knowing your alone and no one cares.no one to hear your screams.no one to calm your soul.dayds blend together.no time.you lose your self in an abyss that has no shape.it is all that is.being all alone in your...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 Feb 19, 2011

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    No More

    I felt like i was in my own personally hell for too many years.But i realize know that only i can truly make myself happy.That to achieve the things i want out of life i must become stronger then i ever was.I know how depression can take ahold of us and feel like it wont ever let...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 19, 2010

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    Really

    we say we r in hell. but the hell we r in is in us, in r minds n bodies. there is no escape. no way out.i am being tortured, but its me hurting myself. i wish i could escape, go far away, but i will always be me.u cant escape yourself, so i will never leave this private hell.
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Oct 5, 2009

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    Trapped

    websters dicationary says hell is=a place where souls of the dead r believed to exisist = a place or state of punishment 4 the wicked after death= a place r state of misery r wickedness.      i 'am not wicked, , n do not deserve this punishment. hell 4 me is a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 12, 2009

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    Everyday

    I just hate this life and I'm thinking that if I believed in a hell this would be it. I love the kids but this torment that I deal with inside is enough to eat anyone alive. I don't know if it's because I've done it for so long or if I just know that there is no other option but...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 3, 2007

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    Trapped

    i now many people who have far worse lives then me, people who have dealt w/ things that r nightmares made real. am not saying my life is worse, that i suffer more then anyone, i now i have people who love me, when others have noone. but this pain, n this darkness its actual...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 14, 2009

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    People Don't Help

    I hate it when people say "I understand ..." because they don't they can try and may think they do but i can tell you something they don't know S***!!!!! they try getting in your head when you just want to be left alone and it gets me so P***** off...
    LittleLostQueen LittleLostQueen 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 28, 2007

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    Hell To Me

    Is boredom, banality, and self-loathing. Plus anger. Angry at the world, angry at people, angry at my thoughts, irritated at the slightest thing, then spiral back to depression. It sucks. But I'm walking on.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 31, 2010

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    My Life

    if there is a hell on earth, then this is it, am living it. i hate my life, myself, everything except, my children my grandchildren, they r my only brief escape from this hell.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 11, 2009

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    I Thought It Was Just 2010...

    ...but apparently not. I am miserable most of the time, i cant connect to people or hold any hope for the future or feel happy and content for any amount of time, im not even sure i remember what "content" even feels like any more, and every time i manage to connect to anyone...
    djpanda djpanda 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 25, 2010

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    This World Is the Hell

    THIS IS OBVIOUS TRUTH. NOTHING IS EVER PROPER ON EARTH.
    Thought1 Thought1 22-25 4 Responses Sep 5, 2009

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    Hell On Earth

    I feel like am in hell on earth. Everyday i wake up i feel like i dont want to be here no more. That's why it feel like hell to me. Being a person who don't know what's wrong with me, who can't seen to find no greater good in life for me. I feel like giving up everyday. I tell...
    Shy024 Shy024 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 29, 2013

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    Highway To Hell

    I am in HellDevil Face >NooooooooooooooooThe End
    JimMorrisonRocks JimMorrisonRocks 26-30, M May 28, 2012

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    No Way To Escape This Abyss

    Aren't we all in the same hell, just dealing with different devils? I look around this and this isn'tย paradiseย and nothing that I can do in my power will make this somewhat like paradise this is just hell. There has to be something better after this, this can't be all of it...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 3, 2012

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    One Day

    i see the way u look at me, u think am crazy, u just dont believe.   i have seen n heard things which u say can not be real. i have been tortured, my heart ripped out of my chest. i have watched as my life as slipped away. i cant even begin to describe the pain, flames...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Oct 2, 2009

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    Darkness

    i can feel the darkness as it gets nearer.i try to keep it at bay. but i can feel it as it wraps its icey cold arms around me.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 30, 2009

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    Pain

    a world full of pain, darkness all around me, there is no escape, nowhere to go, welcome to hell, your new home
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 5, 2010

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    There Is An Experience On Here

    "I don't want to live a lie." I don't know why such experiences exist at all - if those who supposedly "don't want to live a lie", ARE THE LIEMAKERS IN FACT.
    Thought1 Thought1 22-25 4 Responses Sep 5, 2009

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    Hell

    there is no escape, i can never leave. i created this hell, know it lives inside of me.
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Dec 11, 2009

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    I definetly believe in hell. Some dont believe in an after life, but I think it's best to be safe and not sorry later, like a 'just in case' thing. So I would accept Christ, live...
    Allthingschrist Allthingschrist 31-35 1 Response a week ago

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    Do you believe in unconditional love? Than how is it possible to enjoy eternal bliss while thousands of people are forced into a place of eternal suffering. God can do it, but he...
    LaurenJFisher LaurenJFisher 22-25 4 Responses Mar 29

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    Hello Hello! How's everyone? ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜
    iamblue1234 iamblue1234 18-21, F Apr 5

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    Hello honey, I am going to get naked, hug, and kiss the hell out of you when you get home from work. I can hardly wait until you open the door and I am all yours now and forever.
    barbaratownsend barbaratownsend 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    With the type of work I do there is not one day when this thought does not pass through my mind.. I seriously wonder what the hell is wrong with people. It's a never ending WTF and...
    Jerseygirl72 Jerseygirl72 41-45 Mar 27

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    I believe in life after death. I believe our body dies , but our spirit lives on. When we die, we will go to heaven or hell depending on how we lived our lives on earth. If we...
    Allthingschrist Allthingschrist 31-35 Apr 7

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    I love love love hello kitty! She is so adorable and everytime I see anything hello kitty I have to buy it!๐Ÿ’•
    FantasyButterfly4 FantasyButterfly4 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    my house is hell on earth. full of anger and violence and pain and fear and hate and jealousy and control
    Spinningoutofcontrol Spinningoutofcontrol 18-21, F Mar 22

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    Someone message me I am bored as hell!!
    imlooking4somefun imlooking4somefun 13-15, M 2 Responses Mar 29

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    why hellooooo................................................................!
    teemonkeysocks teemonkeysocks 18-21, F Mar 30

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    I plan to. There's nothing I can do to take back what I did to Alex, my love. She killed herself because I left her alone, I pushed her away, she was destroyed and I was the last...
    TryingFailing TryingFailing 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 4

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    i cant bear anymore , all this hearts and flowers ****... i have been through lot of negativity all my life... racist attacks, abuse, physical torture, smoke, drink... u name it...
    nealbrute nealbrute 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    Hellooooo ๐Ÿ˜ถ๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿ‘ Meh
    ImChelsea ImChelsea 16-17, F 4 Responses Apr 5

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    You probably saw me and thought I was unapproachable. I wear a grimace, scowl, expression of discontent upon my face. Or maybe you didn't see me at all because the corner in...
    Indari Indari 31-35, M Apr 6

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    Hello........................
    VenusLoveMe VenusLoveMe 22-25, F Apr 10

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    If it doesn't bring harm to myself or others, I'm not crazy. I'll give it a shot, what hell. You only live once, why not.
    Maurelle Maurelle 22-25 Apr 10

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    Hello! i'm a new member . i'm here for speaking with anyone in english, and maybe for making good friends :)
    heather95 heather95 18-21 1 Response Apr 10

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    Man people always say this phrase "I am going through he'll in my life" so often but really to be honest I can really say that about me. As of right now my mom has cancer, I...
    Colpaige Colpaige 16-17, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    New RMT at work. He is super tall and has a "I'm very charming" kind of air about him. He is apparently helpful, (according to my boss). So, I'm afraid of him since he's a guy and...
    merrygentry merrygentry 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 20

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    Oh my god I want to wear them so bad they look great
    jarettsimmons12 jarettsimmons12 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 21

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    Cramps, cramps and more cramps. They hurt so much I hate it a lot. Why must girls get it?!?!?
    skyblue1600 skyblue1600 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    I really am, my patience is extremely low at this point. I'm so mad I could punch something and I don't feel like that often!๐Ÿ˜ก๐Ÿ˜ก
    brinaadams brinaadams 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    so here i am.i have.not posted on ep before but i hope i can be of some inspiration. life for me used to be hard as a child i was abused both emotionally and sexually.i was...
    strongerandwiser strongerandwiser 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    the devil him silfe will probably do the oner of torturing me.
    2012rudyc 2012rudyc 18-21, M Mar 27

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    The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched - they must be felt with the heart. Helen Keller
    Greywlf Greywlf 56-60, M 1 Response Mar 28

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    Its like, why even do the courtesy of making my comment look good, fill up a slot in my inbox then go all the way back to the question and see that you loves everyone else comment...
    Zefa Zefa 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 29

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    Hey guys !!! Sorry for falling into a black hole. Hope you all are well. Latest-I really like him. He's really bringing my soft side out which apparently is a turn off. Funny...
    krispykreme30 krispykreme30 31-35, F Mar 30