I Am In Hell

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    My Life

    if there is a hell on earth, then this is it, am living it. i hate my life, myself, everything except, my children my grandchildren, they r my only brief escape from this hell.
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    2 Responses Nov 11, 2009


    I can't sleep in this state, I think about past events and the things which have occurred to me; tv shows, statements people have previously said, and it all makes sense to me. It all justifies my existence is only of suffering. I find hidden symbolism behind the words of others...
    proby117 proby117
    2 Responses Nov 13, 2012

    There Is An Experience On Here

    "I don't want to live a lie." I don't know why such experiences exist at all - if those who supposedly "don't want to live a lie", ARE THE LIEMAKERS IN FACT.
    Thought1 Thought1
    4 Responses Sep 5, 2009

    Hell On Earth

    I feel like am in hell on earth. Everyday i wake up i feel like i dont want to be here no more. That's why it feel like hell to me. Being a person who don't know what's wrong with me, who can't seen to find no greater good in life for me. I feel like giving up everyday. I tell...
    Shy024 Shy024
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Mar 29, 2013


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    2 Responses Nov 6, 2009

    This World Is Not For Me...

    I have given up. I have watch the things i love destroy themselves. I have been destroyed by this. I cant find work. I cant trust love. I am soon to be in the position where i cant help/take care of my kids. I have been manipulated and betrayed by those who say they care. and...
    thewaytheraincomesdownhard thewaytheraincomesdownhard
    2 Responses Mar 29, 2013


    we say we r in hell. but the hell we r in is in us, in r minds n bodies. there is no escape. no way out.i am being tortured, but its me hurting myself. i wish i could escape, go far away, but i will always be me.u cant escape yourself, so i will never leave this private hell.
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    5 Responses Oct 5, 2009

    This World Is the Hell

    Thought1 Thought1
    4 Responses Sep 5, 2009

    One Day

    i see the way u look at me, u think am crazy, u just dont believe.   i have seen n heard things which u say can not be real. i have been tortured, my heart ripped out of my chest. i have watched as my life as slipped away. i cant even begin to describe the pain, flames...
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    4 Responses Oct 2, 2009

    No Escape

    my hell is my life, trapped inside of myself, i see no way out. there is only one escape from this life from my fate.
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    2 Responses Nov 13, 2009

    I guess . I am in hell .

    I cannot get out and I want God now to help me out
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 30, 2015


    there is no escape, i can never leave. i created this hell, know it lives inside of me.
    deleted deleted
    5 Responses Dec 11, 2009

    He Begins His Eternity

    Entering hell. The walls are sweaty with small vents oozing out super heated slow moving orange-yellow burning air. The caverns are narrow and winding. satan is hovered over his book of souls making comments to somone else. His grotesque face sits on hunched shoulders. He's...
    youcthrume youcthrume
    36-40, M
    Nov 20, 2013
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 8, 2015

    I Thought It Was Just 2010...

    ...but apparently not. I am miserable most of the time, i cant connect to people or hold any hope for the future or feel happy and content for any amount of time, im not even sure i remember what "content" even feels like any more, and every time i manage to connect to anyone...
    djpanda djpanda
    18-21, M
    1 Response Dec 25, 2010
    FightingPhoenix FightingPhoenix
    46-50, M
    4 Responses Oct 10, 2015


    i can feel the darkness as it gets nearer.i try to keep it at bay. but i can feel it as it wraps its icey cold arms around me.
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Oct 30, 2009

    I Am In Hell

    what is hell you ask?not the lake of fire ,but the cold dfarkness of knowing your alone and no one cares.no one to hear your screams.no one to calm your soul.dayds blend together.no time.you lose your self in an abyss that has no shape.it is all that is.being all alone in your...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself
    Feb 19, 2011


    a world full of pain, darkness all around me, there is no escape, nowhere to go, welcome to hell, your new home
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    3 Responses Jan 5, 2010

    Hell To Me

    Is boredom, banality, and self-loathing. Plus anger. Angry at the world, angry at people, angry at my thoughts, irritated at the slightest thing, then spiral back to depression. It sucks. But I'm walking on.
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    Oct 31, 2010
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow
    18-21, F
    Sep 26, 2015

    I travel in and out of hell every time someone

    makes me mad or when I feel like tormenting someone and the reason why I travel to hell is that my lord Satan turned me into one of his special demons that can travel to hell and my lord Satan has made me the Sargent in hell so I command 22 demons if you don't believe then I...
    Destruction666 Destruction666
    22-25, T
    Jul 16, 2014

    nobody knows it but me.

    .. I feel stuck in a bottomless pit of hell with no hope. every time I think I've reached rock bottom, I sink lower. and just when I think things couldn't get any worse, they do- just when I think I couldn't get any worse, I do. I wouldn't say my habit is out of control. sure...
    addictionbarbie addictionbarbie
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jun 7, 2015


    I just hate this life and I'm thinking that if I believed in a hell this would be it. I love the kids but this torment that I deal with inside is enough to eat anyone alive. I don't know if it's because I've done it for so long or if I just know that there is no other option but...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Oct 3, 2007


    websters dicationary says hell is=a place where souls of the dead r believed to exisist = a place or state of punishment 4 the wicked after death= a place r state of misery r wickedness.      i 'am not wicked, , n do not deserve this punishment. hell 4 me is a...
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    1 Response Oct 12, 2009

    No More

    I felt like i was in my own personally hell for too many years.But i realize know that only i can truly make myself happy.That to achieve the things i want out of life i must become stronger then i ever was.I know how depression can take ahold of us and feel like it wont ever let...
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    1 Response Nov 19, 2010

    My Fate

    i can not leave, this is where i will 4 ever be, trapped in this hell i helped create, there will never be n escape, this is my fate,
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    Nov 26, 2009
    Angelinawhitepromdresseveryday Angelinawhitepromdresseveryday
    18-21, F
    Jan 7, 2016

    The place or state of punishment of the wicked

    after death; the abode of evil and condemned spirits - Sheol to the Jewish or Hades to the Greek. I believe I have found that state.. or perhaps it's found me. I believe we are all wicked in some form or another. We've been desensitized and not one of us are innocent any...
    HollowBravado HollowBravado
    26-30, M
    1 Response Dec 24, 2015

    An Exaggeration

    I think anytime we think we are in he'll, it's self imposed. Still sucks though.
    NoLongerHere NoLongerHere
    41-45, M
    5 Responses Apr 6, 2013

    Hell Is The Impossibility Of Reason.

     ...I don't know what to do...ever had your character assassinated?  I have no more credibility...no one to talk to.  The worst part is that these people only see a fraction of what's actually there, but they judge the whole picture by that fraction.  People...
    infinitesorrows infinitesorrows
    31-35, M
    4 Responses Oct 28, 2009

    Every step I take I am going deeper into the

    depths of misery. I can feel the fat on my body weighing me down as the hot coals under my feet make me melt. I am used to the pain. I am numb. I am strong. I will make my goal no matter how much it hurts. I will climb out of this. But I am already so far under. I will make it a...
    cheyseason cheyseason
    16-17, F
    Mar 10, 2015

    I Am In Hell

    Hi. I have been in psychiatric therapy for 10 years and recently admitted that "I am in hell" to my therapists. He said that I had built a wall around myself.So how do I tear down this wall? I did sense a bit of relief after admitting this, but I had still rather be dead. I take...
    jj50518 jj50518
    1 Response Jul 19, 2011

    already . This is crazy ,

    I cannot get out . I just want to get out but i cannot. The devils keep pushing me into fire
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow
    18-21, F
    Apr 14, 2015

    No Way To Escape This Abyss

    Aren't we all in the same hell, just dealing with different devils? I look around this and this isn'tĀ paradiseĀ and nothing that I can do in my power will make this somewhat like paradise this is just hell. There has to be something better after this, this can't be all of it...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty
    18-21, F
    Dec 3, 2012


    i now many people who have far worse lives then me, people who have dealt w/ things that r nightmares made real. am not saying my life is worse, that i suffer more then anyone, i now i have people who love me, when others have noone. but this pain, n this darkness its actual...
    deleted deleted
    Nov 14, 2009

    I put myself here. I know during this you'll

    ask, "why stay?" "To where" is my reply. Sometimes I think I stay because of my pride, I want it back. Sometimes I think it's my anger, wanting revenge. Other times it's Stockholm syndrome or other neuro transmitter issue. A small fraction of the time I believe it's punishment...
    KentsHell KentsHell
    31-35, M
    Nov 18, 2015
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