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I Am In Hell

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    People Don't Help

    I hate it when people say "I understand ..." because they don't they can try and may think they do but i can tell you something they don't know S***!!!!! they try getting in your head when you just want to be left alone and it gets me so P***** off...
    LittleLostQueen LittleLostQueen 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 28, 2007

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    Really

    we say we r in hell. but the hell we r in is in us, in r minds n bodies. there is no escape. no way out.i am being tortured, but its me hurting myself. i wish i could escape, go far away, but i will always be me.u cant escape yourself, so i will never leave this private hell.
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Oct 5, 2009

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    Darkness

    i can feel the darkness as it gets nearer.i try to keep it at bay. but i can feel it as it wraps its icey cold arms around me.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 30, 2009

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    Hell To Me

    Is boredom, banality, and self-loathing. Plus anger. Angry at the world, angry at people, angry at my thoughts, irritated at the slightest thing, then spiral back to depression. It sucks. But I'm walking on.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 31, 2010

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    Trapped

    websters dicationary says hell is=a place where souls of the dead r believed to exisist = a place or state of punishment 4 the wicked after death= a place r state of misery r wickedness.      i 'am not wicked, , n do not deserve this punishment. hell 4 me is a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 12, 2009

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    My Fate

    i can not leave, this is where i will 4 ever be, trapped in this hell i helped create, there will never be n escape, this is my fate,
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 26, 2009

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    Pain

    a world full of pain, darkness all around me, there is no escape, nowhere to go, welcome to hell, your new home
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 5, 2010

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    Trapped

    i now many people who have far worse lives then me, people who have dealt w/ things that r nightmares made real. am not saying my life is worse, that i suffer more then anyone, i now i have people who love me, when others have noone. but this pain, n this darkness its actual...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 14, 2009

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    No More

    I felt like i was in my own personally hell for too many years.But i realize know that only i can truly make myself happy.That to achieve the things i want out of life i must become stronger then i ever was.I know how depression can take ahold of us and feel like it wont ever let...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 19, 2010

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    This World Is the Hell

    THIS IS OBVIOUS TRUTH. NOTHING IS EVER PROPER ON EARTH.
    Thought1 Thought1 22-25 4 Responses Sep 5, 2009

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    One Day

    i see the way u look at me, u think am crazy, u just dont believe.   i have seen n heard things which u say can not be real. i have been tortured, my heart ripped out of my chest. i have watched as my life as slipped away. i cant even begin to describe the pain, flames...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Oct 2, 2009

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    I Am In Hell

    what is hell you ask?not the lake of fire ,but the cold dfarkness of knowing your alone and no one cares.no one to hear your screams.no one to calm your soul.dayds blend together.no time.you lose your self in an abyss that has no shape.it is all that is.being all alone in your...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 Feb 19, 2011

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    There Is An Experience On Here

    "I don't want to live a lie." I don't know why such experiences exist at all - if those who supposedly "don't want to live a lie", ARE THE LIEMAKERS IN FACT.
    Thought1 Thought1 22-25 4 Responses Sep 5, 2009

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    Everyday

    I just hate this life and I'm thinking that if I believed in a hell this would be it. I love the kids but this torment that I deal with inside is enough to eat anyone alive. I don't know if it's because I've done it for so long or if I just know that there is no other option but...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 3, 2007

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    I Thought It Was Just 2010...

    ...but apparently not. I am miserable most of the time, i cant connect to people or hold any hope for the future or feel happy and content for any amount of time, im not even sure i remember what "content" even feels like any more, and every time i manage to connect to anyone...
    djpanda djpanda 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 25, 2010

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    Hell Is The Impossibility Of Reason.

     ...I don't know what to do...ever had your character assassinated?  I have no more credibility...no one to talk to.  The worst part is that these people only see a fraction of what's actually there, but they judge the whole picture by that fraction.  People...
    infinitesorrows infinitesorrows 31-35, M 4 Responses Oct 28, 2009

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    Highway To Hell

    I am in HellDevil Face >NooooooooooooooooThe End
    JimMorrisonRocks JimMorrisonRocks 26-30, M May 28, 2012

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    Hell

    there is no escape, i can never leave. i created this hell, know it lives inside of me.
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Dec 11, 2009

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    Hell

    I can't sleep in this state, I think about past events and the things which have occurred to me; tv shows, statements people have previously said, and it all makes sense to me. It all justifies my existence is only of suffering. I find hidden symbolism behind the words of others...
    proby117 proby117 16-17 2 Responses Nov 13, 2012

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    No Way To Escape This Abyss

    Aren't we all in the same hell, just dealing with different devils? I look around this and this isn't paradise and nothing that I can do in my power will make this somewhat like paradise this is just hell. There has to be something better after this, this can't be all of it...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 3, 2012

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    I Am In Hell

    Hi. I have been in psychiatric therapy for 10 years and recently admitted that "I am in hell" to my therapists. He said that I had built a wall around myself.So how do I tear down this wall? I did sense a bit of relief after admitting this, but I had still rather be dead. I take...
    jj50518 jj50518 51-55 1 Response Jul 19, 2011

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    This World Is Not For Me...

    I have given up. I have watch the things i love destroy themselves. I have been destroyed by this. I cant find work. I cant trust love. I am soon to be in the position where i cant help/take care of my kids. I have been manipulated and betrayed by those who say they care. and...
    thewaytheraincomesdownhard thewaytheraincomesdownhard 41-45 2 Responses Mar 29, 2013

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    My Life

    if there is a hell on earth, then this is it, am living it. i hate my life, myself, everything except, my children my grandchildren, they r my only brief escape from this hell.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 11, 2009

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    I travel in and out of hell every time someone

    makes me mad or when I feel like tormenting someone and the reason why I travel to hell is that my lord Satan turned me into one of his special demons that can travel to hell and my lord Satan has made me the Sargent in hell so I command 22 demons if you don't believe then I...
    Destruction666 Destruction666 22-25, T a week ago

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    No Escape

    my hell is my life, trapped inside of myself, i see no way out. there is only one escape from this life from my fate.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 13, 2009

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    An Exaggeration

    I think anytime we think we are in he'll, it's self imposed. Still sucks though.
    NoLongerHere NoLongerHere 41-45, M 8 Responses Apr 6, 2013

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    He Begins His Eternity

    Entering hell. The walls are sweaty with small vents oozing out super heated slow moving orange-yellow burning air. The caverns are narrow and winding. satan is hovered over his book of souls making comments to somone else. His grotesque face sits on hunched shoulders. He's...
    youcthrume youcthrume 36-40, M Nov 20, 2013

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    Hell

    I CANT ESCAPE THIS WORLD OF HELL I LIVE IN.THERE IS NO WAY OUT N ESCAPE, BUT DEATH.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 6, 2009

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    Hell On Earth

    I feel like am in hell on earth. Everyday i wake up i feel like i dont want to be here no more. That's why it feel like hell to me. Being a person who don't know what's wrong with me, who can't seen to find no greater good in life for me. I feel like giving up everyday. I tell...
    Shy024 Shy024 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 29, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    Hell is real. I made post , titled"I don't want to go to hell". I said in the post that hell is on earth now. And God will not have his creation burning for eternity. This is a...
    HeavenlyWarrior HeavenlyWarrior 26-30, M 2 Responses Jun 26

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    It' not in my nature to rant like this usually. Nor complain. Usually it's me encouraging others and shutting the hell up about my junk not the other way around. I find myself...
    Suxa90 Suxa90 22-25, F Jun 28

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    The Women of Hell Fire. Prophet (saw) said: "O ALi, on the night of my ascension (Miraj)I saw women of my ummah who were being severily punished that I became concerned for them...
    collegegirl20 collegegirl20 18-21, F Jul 9

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    Hell. Hades. The abode of the dead. Sheol. The grave. The tomb. Jesus descended to hell and remained there three days....
    Paca24 Paca24 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    This is for all you Hello Kitty fans out there. :P Sadly, I won't be going. Gotta save money. http://www.nerdist.com/2014/07/the-first-official-hello-kitty-convention-is-coming-to...
    brittanys13 brittanys13 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    "A simple HELLO could lead to a million things." ~Unknown
    lovingRIZA lovingRIZA 51-55, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    I would like to say hellllllllllllo to everyone and I hope that each and everyone of you are having a grrrrrrreat day! Life is to short to not be happy so enjoy the simple things...
    beautiful8307 beautiful8307 31-35, F Jun 30

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    Some People Are Just Born To Go To Hell😈
    Jacob1349035 Jacob1349035 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 30

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    From the way you're cheeks blushed slightly, and the way I could smell faint traces of shampoo from your hair when you pass by me, to the words that you softly whispered under your...
    CloakedStranger CloakedStranger 22-25, M Jul 2

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    Hello World, live life the best you can. no more, no less.
    IMyOwnLeader IMyOwnLeader 26-30, M Jul 5

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    One afternoon i was waiting at the bus stop when a homeless man came passing through. He wasn't doing anything wrong, he was simply passing through minding his own business and...
    WistfulSigh WistfulSigh 70+, F 8 Responses Jul 13

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    I just got hurried out of MY bathroom so my aunt could get HER perfume. My question is WHY THE HELL IS HER PERFUME IN MY BATHROOM!?
    TheAmazingSpiderJoe TheAmazingSpiderJoe 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 14

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    I hate when i change... Just a few weeks back i was like .. Interested in killer stories and murders and all that but i don't know why i bought that family book....... :( ... Hell...
    PedalEve1 PedalEve1 13-15, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    If you dont have anything good to say, just Shut the hell up, Im in a good mood tonight, try not to ruin it. Thanks
    daniiiyow daniiiyow 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    You need to watches that program on T.V. call a Date from Hell,, it a true story, young women get rape and kill and date site, they said their site is safe ,, it not, why risk your...
    pullupgirl102 pullupgirl102 26-30 1 Response 2 days ago

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    If I dont get help, my entire life will become a living hell. Someone needs to help me!
    Miserablechildhood Miserablechildhood 13-15, M 2 days ago

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    Hello World! I always do this first thing when I try something new.
    TonyJax TonyJax 36-40, M 1 day ago

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    how are you today ?
    planetree planetree 31-35, M 1 hr ago

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    I've been on vacation for a few days, and I have especially enjoyed the company of the many neighbors that live in condos surrounding mine, even though a lot of them I don't know...
    superkitty17 superkitty17 31-35, F Jun 25

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    It may seem bizarre, but I'm gonna lose it at the right time, place and with the right person. I'm not joking
    zoelle zoelle 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 26

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    I've been around for a few days and there are some really ok people but other than that wtf? Mostly there's pregnant teens, suicidals and some that are both. People, life it's a...
    tudortudoralexandru tudortudoralexandru 22-25, M Jun 26

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    I am sitting at work bored to death. I'm ready to leave but i need to stay at least until 3:30 today!! I have a long wait ahead!!!