I Am In Inner Turmoil

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 15 People

    My Illness

    To make a long story short. I had a beautiful baby, tried to be a good mother, went crazy. Diagnosised with bipolar and schizophreniaand my parents adopted my daughter. I did raise her until she was ten. I am married now to a wonderful man with a daughter and I love her very much...
    neverunderstood4 neverunderstood4
    36-40, F
    Jan 27, 2013

    I Am In Inner Turmoil

    Life,It was good,Things changed,A year or so ago,my life's turned to hell,Earthquakes,Uprooted,Lost roots,What's the point?Part of me,Want's to end,part of me carries on,Why me,I ask,I had it made,Now it seems,Back to the drawing-board!
    cndrewdrvr8 cndrewdrvr8
    46-50, M
    Sep 11, 2011

    I Should Be Happy

    I had a beautiful princess, but I lost her. A wonderful handsome king came and rescued me from regret and guilt. And showered me with love. All I can think about is my beautiful princess and will she ever forgive me and see me as her mom one day. I will always love her.
    neverunderstood4 neverunderstood4
    36-40, F
    Jan 27, 2013

    How Do I Love

    There is one who desperately needs my love and its hard to give. There is on I so desperately want to love every day all the time and can't. This feeling tears and nauws at my very soul. Killing my will and driving me mad every day.
    neverunderstood4 neverunderstood4
    36-40, F
    Jan 27, 2013

    My Life

    I am a 45 yr old married man that has been married for 23yrs. I have a 21 yr old daughter & 17yr old son. I believe in giving my kids all the support that they need. I also believe in rewarding if reward is deserved. Both my kids are straight A students and I reward...
    troubleddad troubleddad
    41-45, M
    4 Responses Sep 20, 2009

    Life's Going Backwards

    Life's going backwards,I'm sick of it,I've had enough,Early last year,Settled,Now it's hell,Earthquakes,Stuffed me up,I'm trying to begin again,I'm not confident,My hometown,I'm scared of it,Can't go back,i wonder,Is life worth it?
    cndrewdrvr8 cndrewdrvr8
    46-50, M
    Sep 11, 2011

    My Profile Name Says It All

    No matter who I know, or who I talk to I seem to push everyone away. I am miss understood, or no on takes the time to under stand. Or no one cares. That is how it has been all of my life. I have no real friends and I really don't know why. I'm alone, I've always been alone and...
    neverunderstood4 neverunderstood4
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jan 28, 2013

    Inner Turmoil

    Help!,Should I stay,Should I go,Can't decide,This inner turmoil,It's killing me,What can I do?The last thing I want,Is to self destruct!This is written of the top of my head.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    Oct 23, 2011
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