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I Am In Love, But It's Complicated

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 205 People

    So I met this guy online we got really close,

    we literally now everything about each other, after like a month he told me that he likes/loves me a lot. I was really shocked in the begging because I never thought this friendship would get further than that. I kinda have some feelings for him but I don't think it's LOVE...
    Flowerydedo Flowerydedo 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 9, 2014

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    Non-descriptive

    I'm not really even sure how to describe it. Love might not even be the right word. but its' definitely something and its CERTAINLY complicated! I dated this guy about three years ago, and we were really close - the relationship was great and everything, but after about 6 months...
    GypsySweetheart GypsySweetheart 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 14, 2007

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    I Met Him On Here.. ON EP!!!!

    i found the guy of my wildest dreams on here.. on ep of all places,, we dated for about two months and then i asked him to marry me and he said yes. of course he lived in another state. i couldnt wait for the day i was going to meet him in person. we dated for about four more...
    TashaMK TashaMK 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 28, 2013

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    Well, here we go. I am in love with this girl.

    But the problem is; she is my cousin step-daughter I don't know what to do I feel confuse for me. Help
    souRM1 souRM1 22-25, M Dec 6, 2014

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    Man That Really Makes Me Feel Complete..but Theres So Many Buts.

    I am in love with this guy.. but sad to say we both have families.. When we're together we both feel the wholeness of us... but we dont have any relationship because it's so awkward to talk about it because we are both comitted.. he is already married and have a baby girl.. and...
    thisisme15 thisisme15 26-30, F Sep 3, 2012

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    Im In Love With My Ex

    Okay so my ex of 2 years broke up with me. She cheated on me, broke up with me multiple times, etc. Anyways i became an emotional wreck. I was insecure, depressed, paranoid and lots of other things. Now she broke up with me again until the summer. She claims its because its to...
    bornbetter87 bornbetter87 18-21 Apr 10, 2012

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    Should I?

    I still think he is a moron bc he still lies about me we r kinda friends and he was apologizing to me about everyday he said when I'm he sad he is sad. I guess I'm just friends with him but nothing else. Oh well at least we r getting along for now plus I did cut a piece of his...
    PeaceGal PeaceGal 22-25, F 12 Responses May 30, 2011

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    He Does Not Support Me In My New Career Choice

     I just started this new job at Vector Marketing. We sell High quality kitchen utensils and outdoor items. Basically I have to start with friends and family and get recommendations from them . The thing is i'm very serious about this new job because i will get well paid. And...
    Neonights Neonights 22-25, F Apr 8, 2013

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    Summer Romance Disaster

    we fell in love over the summer (how cliche) and he swore it wouldn't just be that. Two or three weeks after our summer, he broke it off. I was devastated (still am) after about a week or so, i forgot how long. But he felt nothing, absolutely nothing. i told myself he's an idiot...
    LovelessInViva LovelessInViva 16-17 1 Response Sep 25, 2011

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    Love?

    i'm in a long-term relationship..met this guy in college 3 years ago..and we're doing fine. it's just that sometimes i'm afraid of the future.. he's not in the same religion with me, but for me, that is not a problem at all. cos if it's meant to be, there's nothing that can be in...
    hazsha hazsha 19-21, F May 31, 2007

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    Hi all, I have just found out

    that my girlfriend of 3 months initially didn't like me, at all... Thought I was too short for her (we're same height - 5.4 / 164cm) she said to her friend a lot of negative things including me been desperate and lonely and weird, and worst of all she said i had a small penis...
    jake1919 jake1919 26-30, M 1 Response May 13, 2014

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    I Think I'm In Love

    I met him in college. I didn't feel anything when I first met him. He was just a class mate. We started talking in a group setting and when asked if he had a girlfriend by other class mates it was always a hesitation before answering, "I kinda have a girlfriend". Wow, this...
    tara93 tara93 22-25, F Jun 25, 2011

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    How Did It Get Like This?

    So, I split with my wife 4 months ago.  A female friend who lives 1000 miles from me who I"d met a couple of times helped me through the first couple of weeks, through IM conversations.  She then starts talking to me in ways that friends shouldn't.  She...
    coindude coindude 36-40, M Dec 24, 2007

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    Yes, It Is...

    Yes, it is complicated. I love her more than anything in the world, but mostly only when she's away from me. I miss her terribly and wish her to be with me all the time and when I meet her ... I get scared cause I don't want her to be so close... I hate myself for that.
    GothGrrrl GothGrrrl 18-21, F 1 Response May 30, 2007

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    "All I know is no one should have to be alone.

    I don't wana be alone. I don't wana die alone. No one should have to die alone." <---- me right now. I don't get how I don't have a boyfriend. I don't know if it's bad to want one, I personally don't think so, because it's worse to not want one and have one. My friend is...
    PanicAtTheDiscount PanicAtTheDiscount 13-15, F 1 Response May 13, 2014

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    I Really Need Help

    I know it sounds so unimportant but i need help. I broke up with my girlfriend for a reason that was important at the time but now seems completely ridiculous. I broke up with her partly because i went away for 2 months. i came back with another girlfriend but it was nothing...
    Fenton Fenton 16-18, M 1 Response Jan 4, 2008

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    I Will Never Let Go

    This is probably gonna be a long story just so you know. Its the story of how i fell in love with a girl and even though we dont speak or see each other i still think of her day and night. Well it all started when i was a junior in high school. It was the begining of a new...
    WickedDavid WickedDavid 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 26, 2011

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    More Like In-like Than In-love...

    I'm in like with my older brothers girl friend. I am trying to get over her, but i see her every week so its hard. But shes not that great so i'll get over her...i hope.
    Cadet1995 Cadet1995 18-21, F Apr 25, 2011

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    Yep.... Story of Me

    To say Im in love but its complicated, is putting it mildly. lol. Maybe easier to say, Im married... AND in love. I DO love *where* I am tho.
    SweetHoney SweetHoney 46-50 May 1, 2008

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    Love Hate With My Ex

    I have a love-hate relationship with my Ex Wife that's 99% hate and 1% love. But damn that 1% gets pretty hot sometimes. Does that count or does it have to be more like 50-50 for love-hate?
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 1, 2013

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    When I see elderly couples I think "the magic it's not getting married, it's staying together" you shouldn't look for love it jut happens ... Funny it ha taken so long to learn...
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    I was in love once. Actually twice. And I lost both of them. In different ways. The first was when I was 19. Even though I was young, it was not typical teen puppy love. Nor was...
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    I'm very clean when I'm at others' homes, or just anywhere except my room. It takes me forever to clean mine like it's some hard task that I need help with and I get so lost. I'll...
    TiraVara TiraVara 22-25, F Jan 14

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    I love to touch my wife's belly button, to kiss it, to nibble around it's edge, and tickle it.
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    It's just too painful and Taylor Swift, the high WAS NOT worth the pain.
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    It's not as easy as people think it is to let go and move on. Especially if you truly love someone from the bottom of your heart.
    Uoaman Uoaman 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 8

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    It's just perfect and I like it
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    Years ago I met this beautiful girl, who became a close friend of mine. We spent time together on a regular basis, I'd even watch as she would get flirtatious with other men and I...
    steampunkBeverage steampunkBeverage 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 20

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    I have been binge watching this since yesterday. So far I'm on the 4th episode of the third season. XD it's hilarious.
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    Hammerhead1949 Hammerhead1949 61-65, M 3 Responses Jan 12

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    You want a baby of your own. One to love and return love purely. That's why you are here. That's why you are reading this right now. All you need is a man bold enough to relieve...
    Oracler Oracler 26-30, M a week ago

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    I love him to bits :)
    Gemz2411 Gemz2411 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    i know there's no future in our Relationship, no matter how much he loves me i can never be for him... no matter how much i love him i know i will go away one day.. i know the...
    MoongirlDA MoongirlDA 22-25, F Dec 28, 2014

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    I'd like to watch you play with my girlfriend's belly button. I'd like to see you slowly lift her shirt up to her breasts and unbutton and unzip her jeans and pull them down below...
    g6612 g6612 22-25, M Dec 29, 2014

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    Life becomes better when you know that there's someone who is always willing  to love you no matter what...because you're worth the fight and his/her whole heart.Oh goodness...
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    There's nothing better then a peanut butter sandwich even better with banana's on it too .
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    I definitely believe in love and love only. where you find it and who you find it with is your business.
    Literally3872 Literally3872 36-40 Jan 6

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    Love is love. As long as its reasonable. A 28 year old claiming that they are in love with a 5-9 year old isn't reasonable, the kid doesn't even know what love is or what it is...
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