I Am In Love With A Drug Addict

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    What it's like to love somebody with a heroin

    addiction To fall inlove with a person after you've been hurt multiple times is a pretty hard task as is. You will always have the fear of being hurt all over again and your trust won't fully be there. But to fall inlove with somebody who later on becomes addicted to heroin...
    nkdxo nkdxo
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 4, 2015

    I have tried everything you can try to help my

    boyfriend. He says he wants to change but never takes any action on it. He's addicted to drugs and i'm addicted to him. I can't explain it, i've tried to leave. I'm miserable with him and without him. No one in my personal life understands. He has a hold on me and I wish he...
    kayylynn92 kayylynn92
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Jun 14, 2014

    Vicodin And Promises...

    I started dating my current boyfriend knowing that he was a recovering addict...recovering from multiple different drug abuses. He was clean and sober when I met him, so I didn't take in what it really meant to be a recovering addict and how he fought with himself every day to...
    Phantomfan2009 Phantomfan2009
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 29, 2012

    So I am a recovering drug addict.

    I have been clean for almost 2 years and I still struggle with my addiction still and I am aware this with haunt me for the rest of my life. I am in a relationship with this man who treats me so well, we've been together for a year. Back in September 2013, I had received a phone...
    micks018 micks018
    22-25, F
    Jan 26, 2014

    He'S My Addiction And I'M Not His

    My last post I didn't really explain my story, but now I'm going too.. It all started when I was 15 and he was 18 and as soon as I saw him I knew it was it & I could see it was the same for him. We dated for 2 years and those 2 years were amazing, but a year into it I had no Idea...
    Cassidytaylor Cassidytaylor
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 19, 2013

    Addicted To My Heroin Addict...

    If someone had told me this would be my story five years ago I would have just shook my head in disbelief and said are you kidding me??? As I sit here today I can say 150% I am in love with this man. I have known him for 20 years. Our story began when I was in 6th grade. I...
    addictedtomyaddict addictedtomyaddict
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Oct 8, 2011

    Hey! I'm new here at EP

    and I really need someone to talk to, good advice, experiences and such.. I don't know what to do! My boyfriend did do drugs and tried to take his own life by an overdoze on morphine (dolcontine). He has been doing drugs for the last two years, but every day for the past 8th or...
    lilcarey lilcarey
    26-30, F
    Mar 27, 2014

    I met my boyfriend 4 years ago this September.

    After being with quite a few horrible guys and having horrible relationship experiences I met my boyfriend on a dating website and was elated because I had finally found "the one" in him. He made me feel like no one else ever had and I couldn't wait for our life together. Here I...
    Estyles13 Estyles13
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jun 13, 2014

    16 years together, one beautiful 3yr.

    old daughter and I think I've finally accepted it may be the time to let go and move on....... My boyfriend is a drug addict, his drug of choice is heroin but he mixes it with crack very frequently also. I have found out that he basically has lied to me and tried to make me...
    deleted deleted
    May 2, 2015

    It is a struggle everyday,

    but I will never give up hope <3 Anyone else?
    imustdevourthysoul imustdevourthysoul
    22-25, F
    Mar 28, 2015

    The man I have been with

    for 3 years now is a drug addict.. Every 2nd/3rd day a binge cycle starts and all I want is to run and get out of this relationship because his addiction and aggression are destroying me, he becomes physically and psychologically abusive. He knows he's an addict and in binge...
    JenWri JenWri
    31-35, F
    1 Response Feb 7, 2014

    I have known my boyfriend

    since we were kids. We got together a year ago and actually came close to getting married. At first everything was perfect he was a great boyfriend a great father figure to my daughter and he showed us constantly how much he loves us. He had been a removing addict. Well we found...
    NatalieDawn95 NatalieDawn95
    Feb 28, 2016

    I am a mother of a 6 year old boy

    and a 5 month old baby girl. My fiancé who is an amazing father to my first child, from a previous relationship and biological father to our new daughter just relapsed after 3 years of being clean. I have no addiction problems, never have even tried to use opiates...
    Lg789 Lg789
    31-35, F
    Feb 25, 2016

    Dealing With The Past

    Im honestly so hurt as I write this right now. Ive spent 5 years of my life with this man and I feel like I didn't just lose my love but my best friend. Ive been through hell and back with him he has stolen from me and been abusive with me through hes addiction and yet for some...
    Remy1317 Remy1317
    22-25, F
    Jul 31, 2013

    I have been with my boyfriend

    for almost 3 years. I didn't realize he was addicted to crack and pain pills when we got together. He was wonderful and treated me like a queen!! Well after about 6 months it has been a roller coaster! He is now going to the methadone clinic he says to get clean but he is mean...
    tambutler tambutler
    46-50, F
    1 Response Apr 8, 2015

    Falling For The Fallen

    There he was. He was so handsome, and I couldn't help but be drawn to him. He had a kind of charisma that I had never seen with anyone before. He was sweet, polite, friendly, flirtatious, and just fun to be around. We laughed and joked around in the commons at the university. The...
    lorleij lorleij
    2 Responses Jun 12, 2012
    flosserette flosserette
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 15, 2014

    ... 7years later and here we are.

    I have to force myself to stay away from him because it is what's best for me and my kids, but I fear I'll always be lonely because I still love him even after all this time. I love that man and that's why I had his babies.i got clean and unfortunately it wasn't so easy for him...
    YupThatsMee YupThatsMee
    26-30, F
    Apr 19, 2014

    Addicted To My Heroin Addict...

    If someone had told me this would be my story five years ago I would have just shook my head in disbelief and said are you kidding me??? As I sit here today I can say 150% I am in love with this man. I have known him for 20 years. Our story began when I was in 6th grade. I...
    addictedtomyaddict addictedtomyaddict
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Oct 8, 2011

    Is It Ever Going To Be Over?

    Ive been with the same guy for the past 7years of my life. He started on heroin about 5 years ago and has been to jail 4 times since then and rehab twice. I left him during that period and got back with him once he was clean. He stayed clean up until a year ago. my life has been...
    karadolly15 karadolly15
    26-30, F
    Jul 27, 2013

    I've known him since freshman year.

    .and we dated for awhile. back then we were better as friends than we were as a couple so we broke up. he moved and I got with another guy and fell hard for him, he ruined my life (read other experiences). We reconnected my senior year. I thought about him when I started school...
    imateenagewasteland imateenagewasteland
    18-21, F
    Jan 25, 2015

    I met my the most perfect guy in november 2013.

    I was 14 and a freshman at that time. He was a junior in a relationship with this girl. He was so cute and so funny, we always smoked pot together and he told me he was breaking up with his girlfriend. We hung out everysingle day snuck out together and talked on the phone 24/7...
    mjglynn mjglynn
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 10, 2014
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