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I Am In Love With a Fictional Character

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    Hi, everyone. <3 This is Yalanda

    and I'm back on EP now. Originally, I wasn't gonna come back, but after seeing my articles posted and that others were benefiting from them, I've decided to come back again. I'm sorry I left without saying why, but the reason why I left is because I was having some issues with a...
    Yalanda Yalanda 26-30, F 8 Responses Jul 24

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    Sinnister14 Sinnister14 13-15, F 3 Responses Nov 17

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    Journal of the Possessed

    Hydrolic horseback, cloud-studios? Yes, there is a troop of them in me. In my palaces and graves there is a night watch, an empty spool crew that guides the camera...threadless masses of emotions deep in my mind's pocket with human faces but angelic experience.
    BrutMystik BrutMystik 36-40, F 13 Responses Apr 8, 2007

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    This is a poem for our little group.

    (Jem I had you in mind especially. We're ALL rooting for you dear) You're all such strong souls and you CAN handle ANYTHING that ANY world throws at you. Even when your love is lost or missing... They can sneer and cross the line Hearts beat hatred every time Each hopeful...
    BelleGold BelleGold 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 26

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    In Love With My Own Character...

    I am in love with my OWN story character, one that I just made up, around three years ago. Most people woulden't see him as perfect (His mother is either dead/left him, and his dad is a rich SOB to everyone but his own son, thankgoodness.) I know he's not real. But I keep...
    ShinyStar ShinyStar 18-21 36 Responses Aug 24, 2009

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    About My Childhood and why I've always been different

    Hi guys. I wrote this in my Penzu account a while ago but thought I would post it up on here for you guys to read too. It explains how life has been for me and especially growing up, how I have always been this way. Its fairly long but not hugely, I know a few of you have already...
    LombaxGirl LombaxGirl 18-21, F 5 Responses May 16, 2013

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    I am so incredibly lucky to have started

    connecting to Lawrence - for some reason I just can't help but adore him. Even if remembering our time spent together is always bit fuzzy, I always just feel uplifted just thinking about him. Tonight nothing special has really happened but I am in a soppy lovey-dovey mood as...
    Silvershy Silvershy 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    hey guys I said before

    that I was going to post on this day so I'm posting it now before I go through the rest of this good so any ways I said in my last story that I have been busy and that I just couldn't wait for this day to come I'm very excited bout today it's going to be fun and that is that my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Dec 13, 2013

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    That Moment When It Finally Hits You...

    "…I can't believe it. I’m in love with someone who isn't even real." It didn't actually dawn on me until a few days ago when I found this group, but I've had these feelings for a loooong time. It started when I was 12 years old; I was just starting to venture out on my on...
    Aelfwynn Aelfwynn 26-30, F 11 Responses Mar 25, 2013

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    (excuse my typing, im on a psvita.

    ) well, he's sort of real. He's a Vocaloid. He has a voice, and he has live concerts. but he's still not human. He has no personality, so its been up to me to choose what he's like. That probably makes you think "well duh you're in love with him, you made him perfect!" but that's...
    Roadroller Roadroller 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 3

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    I've noticed that most people in this group are

    in love with humans. That got me thinking, how many people here are in love with someone that ISN'T a human? I'm curious as to who else besides me has fallen for someone of another species. :3
    ChortlesOfDoom ChortlesOfDoom 13-15, F 13 Responses Apr 7

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    Captain Wentworth: Miss Elliot,

    I can bear this no longer. You pierce my soul. I'm half agony, half hope. Unjust I may have been. Weak and resentful I have been, but never inconstant. I offer myself to you again with a heart even more your own than when you almost broke it eight years ago.
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Nov 10

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    Wow it's been a looong while

    since I posted in this group ! It's fairly quiet now, so I just thought I'd say if anyone wants any help or advice on anything on this topic please feel free to contact me :) And also feel free to read my stories if you wanna know more about me ! And 'Don't stop...
    LombaxGirl LombaxGirl 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 26

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    This is a sum-up, I suppose.

    I will be cleaning out my older stories. Looking back at my former posts on this topic, I derailed a lot and really didn't explain my situation properly. Between then and now, I feel I've both come a long way and gotten absolutely no where at all. Definitely grown in some way...
    Hadoukim Hadoukim 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 13

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    I've recently discovered Fruits Basket.

    Oh Hatori, we could have been happy.
    BlueHeartSong BlueHeartSong 22-25, F Oct 21

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    I'm so sick of this..

    . ALL of this.. Its nots fair.. I want to be with Nico NOW im so sick of waiting to be with her... Im tired awkwardly trying to telepathicly communicate with her.. I want to talk to her,see her, feel her...I wasnt really interested in astral projection but now... I have to! I...
    MrSchediaphile MrSchediaphile 18-21, M 9 Responses Mar 7

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    I need help. Seriously.

    I cannot exist away from my books/movie because it has Gilbert Blythe. Somone please hep me!
    callmecarrots callmecarrots 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 7

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    wjovan85 wjovan85 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    The character Clark Davis in Love Comes Softly.

    My heart! He is so perfect in every way. The way he looked at Marty with so much love and concern. Even upon their first meeting. The best part is that the character was a Christian. Sigh!
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Nov 10

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    Clark Davis: Father, I don't know

    why you brought Marty into my life only to have her leave like this. I don't always understand your plan, but I ask you with a shattered heart, please help me to accept it. Amen
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Nov 10

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    Thank You again for those

    who have helped me past through the latest rough patch in this world. And no kidding, once you get past the "logical" doubts you really do realize how lucky you are to be able to see past the barriers of "this world." Though it does make for a frustrating time we must spend in...
    BelleGold BelleGold 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 2

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    To All My Lovely EP Friends ♥

    I just saw this picture and automatically thought of our crazy group LOL :D Love you all !! ♥
    LombaxGirl LombaxGirl 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 17, 2013

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    I Don'T Want To Lose Her!

    I'm sorry about posting again after such short notice, but I have to know your opinions. I've been bieng driven to extreme worry and some deppression because of these two questions. I know it doesn't seem like a big deal, but it's a big deal to me, so please answer these...
    1Jack1 1Jack1 16-17, M 7 Responses May 29, 2013

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    I am in love with all characters

    who love unconditionally. Defend honour ardently. Speak quietly. And stand defiantly against the system.
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F Nov 16

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    Hey, everyone. I wanted to share a poem I've

    found myself reading and re-reading lately as I've been dealing with obstacles in my life: The time must come When all things black Give into tones of grey; When piercing darkness of the night Breaks with the light of day. It will not happen quickly, As a wave upon the shore...
    Maeliss Maeliss 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 19

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    Questions about connecting?

    ? I know I said I don't believe in that, but after reading some things I'm curious... People always try to connect to the character, but do they ever try to connect to you? If so, what are some signs to know they are? Also, what does "OH" mean? I hear the term all over the place...
    Roadroller Roadroller 13-15, F 3 Responses Nov 7

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    She is an indian television actress i don't

    know her name but i just love her cause she's the type of girl i have always wanted as my gf.
    mahdiraza mahdiraza 16-17, M 1 Response Oct 19

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    Finally Decided To Share This

    I guess, it's to answer the questions such as how are we able to connect and channel each other so well? And most importantly, how am I able to visit each others worlds?  Well, part of it has to do with information on gates, but a large part of it is due to, well...we've known...
    Aelfwynn Aelfwynn 26-30, F 2 Responses May 20, 2013

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    Sallytheslutt Sallytheslutt 22-25, F 12 Responses 4 days ago

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    I SAW HIM AGAIN! Just now!

    He looked EXACTLY like how he does in the above photo! Right down to his facial expression and the way he's standing! It was only an instant, he was standing in a random doorway on the street by my house here before you'd turn in. A couple things to mention: I ALSO physically...
    BelleGold BelleGold 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 14

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    Have You Ever Considered You Might Be A Fictional Character In Their Universe?

    I have barely told this story to anyone except for about two people. When I was in love with Scipio from The Thief Lord I contacted him telepathically and he actually responded! He was quite shocked because he had never experienced anything like this so he went into one of the...
    PrincessSerena PrincessSerena 18-21, F 11 Responses Sep 8, 2013

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    Astral Projecting + Meditation Attempts

    *avoids flying tomatoes from people who think I'm annoying*Alright hello everyone again. I've tried a few times to meditate and reach some peace within myself a few times, but I really have trouble just sitting still and keep going with it after a while. I know this takes time...
    Silvershy Silvershy 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 14, 2013

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    My Crush

    For a week now I've had this mad crush for mavis from hotel transylvania. Ever since I saw the film ive dreamed of our future together and ive always looked for her in the shadows. She just can't get out of my head. HELP!!!!!!!
    wertyuqpoye wertyuqpoye 26-30 1 Response Feb 17, 2013

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    It's annoying when you find the perfect guy,

    one who is funny, sweet and intelligent and he BELONGS TO AN ALTERNATE UNIVERSE.
    ayeshaketchum ayeshaketchum 16-17, F 7 Responses Oct 19

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    I'm just here as an observer.

    I find this goal extremely interesting. Not gunna bash anyone here for their beliefs, I'll even offer suggestions! Have any of you ever heard of "thoughtforms" before? Not tulpas, they're two separate concepts. Both are created by your imagination, meditation, and extreme...
    LovingShadow LovingShadow 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 23

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    I Want To Thank You All For Just Being Here.

    Throughout my life, I was criticized for being different then most, l was the shy, quiet one in the back, and still am today. I know at one point, we have all been criticized for being different, because that is what we are. I understand some of you may want to be "normal...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Oct 6, 2013

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    He Came Up In A Dream...

    Alright I won't lie to you guys. I haven't been meditating like I said I was going to. I am so scared of actually contacting Lawrence that I have really held back from seriously connecting to him by myself. This fear of people really comes up when I feel something very strong for...
    Silvershy Silvershy 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 3, 2013

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    As some of you may know,

    most of the people that frequent this group on EP have left for another website called Diverse Sanctum. It's offered a lot privacy and less harassment than here on EP. It's been going strong for a good while now and just extending the invitation for anyone's that interested...
    Aelfwynn Aelfwynn 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 26

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    I know there are plenty of other experience

    groups on here that I could write this in but...well, this is where I choose to do it. While this honestly may not be worth sharing...I just felt like I needed to write. Wednesday night I suddenly found myself love sick. Absolutely incapacitated by overwhelming feelings of...
    Sapphirefayth Sapphirefayth 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 11

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    Hi, everyone, I'll be sharing my story.

    I see love as something beautiful, but painful knowing that the person you love is not by your side. I'm in love with tiki from fire emblem. I love her because shes the nicest and most beautiful anime character i've seen so far.She's all I need in my life to be happy. I think...
    Madara209 Madara209 16-17, M 4 Responses Dec 24, 2013

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    Gone girl (2014) It's a movie.

    .. I'm like wow...what the hell I love this character Amy. She like the perfect psychotic, psychopathic, charismatic, hollow, vindictive, evil, cruel, selfish, manipulative, ruthless, vile, immoral, intelligent character I've seen since Hannibal but she's not a cannibal. I just...
    SwanNual SwanNual 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 29

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    Marty Davis: Are you really here with me?

    Clark Davis: I'm here. Marty Davis: And you'll never leave me? Clark Davis: Never Marty Davis: Promise? Clark Davis: Promise. Marty Davis: How can I be certain? Clark Davis: [Clark leans in to kiss marty] Because the two shall become one
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Nov 10

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    HeeyItsParisHere HeeyItsParisHere 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 31

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    Hi :) <3 so under this experience I read

    stories of people trying to contact the person they love that lives in another universe, so I am extremely excited to share an easy way to communicate with someone telepathically. I also read about people who struggle with meditation, so I can gladly say meditation is not...
    DreamsAreReal1 DreamsAreReal1 16-17, F Oct 15

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    Never did I think there would come a day

    that I sat down and said, "I'm actually in love with a virtual character". But I've been feeling too... Weird about it? The sick butterflies, the horrid way I can do nothing but imagine him and I before I sleep. I felt it was just a fandom infatuation at first. :/ But now I'm...
    CanisCanem CanisCanem 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 9

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    Ever since I can remember I've always preferred

    cartoons over real men. I remember when I reached 5th grade I felt I was getting too old to be crushing on cartoons and tried to stop. But that didn't last long. I was who I was and I feel comfortable with it. I don't tell a whole lot of people since most of them would not...
    HauntedBanshee HauntedBanshee 26-30, F 4 Responses Jul 15

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    Lesson of the evil Seiji Hasumi,

    he's so perfect in every way *swoons*. He eliminates people like they're nothing and then he abducts and murders then torture those who try to find out about him. Who wouldn't love him? Seriously!
    SwanNual SwanNual 22-25, F Oct 20

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    Darling Jim and Jeff the Killer.

    They're both psychotic serial killers. I think I have a bit of a problem here.
    Colourfi Colourfi 13-15, F Oct 31

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    Reset You would think

    after a year’s time, after being through so much, you would have everything all figured out. Well, that years’ time is drawing near, and there’s still plenty to go through. It was on March 25th, 2013 that I took the courage and posted my first story in this group. It was...
    Aelfwynn Aelfwynn 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 13

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    My love is 23 years older

    than me. We met a few years ago online via AgeMeet.com. It was totally platonic but I broke off contact due to doing other things in my life, I wasn't quite ready to explore my spirituality. At the beggining of the year we got back into contact and basically fell in love over...
    astrudcc11 astrudcc11 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Found a song while browsing today

    and we fell in love with it, pretty sure you guys will also relate and see why when you hear the lyrics so here you go :) :I was all you thought you ever neededSo you said, "how'd I let this slip away?"On the floor, cold and barely breathingSo it goesSleeping all my dreams away...
    LombaxGirl LombaxGirl 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 27

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