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I Am In Love With a Man I Never Met

they say out of sight out of mind, I say distance makes the heart grows stronger. 223 People

    My Story Part 4

     December 19th 2004 it'd been 20 months since i heard from him , the last time we talked wasn't the most pleasant , he said such harsh things that proved to me there was something going on, but he got upset when i asked . I thought he might be mad at me for not seeing me...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 1, 2009

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    I Dreamt I Heard From You

    I Dreamt that I heard from you the other night missing  what we used yo have  hoping I will forgive you and turn on a new leaf  I woke up and all I found there was nothing from you  and all i have got were remains of what you told me to  forget about you and  find me...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 1, 2012

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    Forever Gone

    I had a dream that me and my family went to the states , it was a road trip , and we were at cross states , one way was to Denver Colorado, and that where he is , i told them to change direction and go to a different state because i didnt wanna go where i might run to him but...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80 31-35, F Aug 25, 2011

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    His Name Is Anthony

    I have liked him since 4th grade. In 5th grade he cut his hair. IT was my favorite physical attribute on him. He is so blanking hot. I hate one of his friends. EVEN NOW imstill ,too shy to talk to him. I had two dreams in 5th grade alone. Even more after.
    acwhitney42 acwhitney42 13-15, F Feb 10, 2013

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    Out of the Blue....

    after that night when he asked me to tell him that I don't love him. I got so concerned about his well being, the way he talked to me was so strange and it scared me. i logged on the next day and sent an offline message asking if he is okay, he replied that he is still hurt,that...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80 31-35, F 7 Responses May 27, 2009

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    Could It Be Over ?

    there was no word for him for almost a week , he asked me to get online more often and so i did. I wrote to him asking him how he was doing, no reply. my worries begin to overwhelm me , especially that he told he was trying to end his life. I prayed and begged to god to protect...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80 31-35, F 4 Responses Jun 2, 2009

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    I wrote to his brother about his plan, Did I Do the Right Thing?

    i googled his brother and since his brother has a website, i got his email and wrote to him about his my friend's plan as an unknown sender. did i do the right thing?
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 14, 2009

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    Reason Why I Loved You

    bceause you were the only one who knew that I love him even when i didnt have to say it, i say it my my family and they say i dont mean it and i never loved them,. everytime they say that i remember you , i remember you you keep teasing me because i hide my feelings and never...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 15, 2011

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    Deeply...

    People think its impossible to fall in Love with someone you never met face to face, well they are what I would like to call, Closed-minded, and wrong. For I, and I am sure many many others are proof that it is very much possible to fall in Love with someone you never met face to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 7, 2010

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    Old Burn

    I don't remember where exactly i was but i was sitting next to him , it was in a place i never been to , and things were awkward , it was like we ran into each other and end up sitting on a bench of some park .since he has hairy forearms  i saw spot that is hairless on one of...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80 31-35, F 3 Responses Oct 18, 2011

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    Curiosity Killed The Cat

    I don't know what came over me and made me google his ID that he always used in his email addresses and websites memberships , I was afraid to do so fearing I will find something that would devastate me like the last time I did , that he was a swinger , signing in Asian women...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 6, 2012

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    The H3l1 I Care!

    They can laugh at me all they want. Mock me and make fun of me 'till it satisfies them. I don't give a damn! So what, if I'm in love with the TV screen? So what, if I stare straight back at those laughin' eyes on my desktop background? So what, if I dream that one day you will...
    robles23 robles23 26-30, F Mar 13, 2011

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    A Prayer For a Lost Soul...

    You have heard all my prayers that no one can hear, you have listened to my heart when i spoke to you, and I believe in you and your might to answer my prayers.   you have sent him to me, he was about to end his own life, but he does feel you, he knows you are there...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80 31-35, F 4 Responses May 29, 2009

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    Have You Ever..........

      Ever fell in love with someone you never met ? who belongs to a different World?   Ever fell in love with someone when all your logic tells you it's impossible to make it happen but your heart says otherwise ?   Have you wished  and prayed late...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80 31-35, F 11 Responses Oct 17, 2008

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    What Is This All About ?

    I am inlove with someone who is really so exciting to be with, so fun and interesting to spend the day with. But I never met him except online. He composes the elements I long for a man and needless to say is passionate in all sense. Maybe he is just faking it. Or just trying to...
    ladyryan ladyryan 41-45, F 3 Responses Aug 17, 2011

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    Thought I Could Let You Go, I Was Completely Wrong

    inspite of everything, I can't deny how good you made me feel about myself. the beautiful things you said i am about me being strong willed and smart and that i am a force to be recokned , contacting me again after 5 months when i thought i will never hear from you again. true...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 29, 2011

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    Love Them!!

    I'm in love with 5 boys that's don't even know I exist..they go by the names Harry Styles, Louis Tomlinson, Niall Horan, Liam Payne, and Zayn Malik...also called "One Direction" yes.I'm a directioner and yes I support them no matter what. I never met them or been to a concert but...
    gottabelou1D gottabelou1D 13-15, F May 20, 2012

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    Online Love

    I Love You... the words sounded very familiar as it re-echoes in my head. I remembered from the very first time i said it, we both knew i meant it. But more than you'll ever know, i will always mean it up to the very last time i get to say so. While i'm writing this, you're...
    robles23 robles23 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 4, 2011

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    Please God, Make The Pain Go Away

    I have been praying more than i ever did lately and even wept while i pray to let him go because my love for him has brought me nothing but grief. only to dream about him , being so ( intimate) , i still remember how he felt , his warmth and breaths on my face, after that we were...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80 31-35, F 5 Responses Jul 12, 2010

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    What Could This Year Bring For Us

    I had an urge to wish you happy new year , it's not easy holding myself Back from writing to you , I just wonder if you still remember ,e at all , then it it would be quite a shame if I sent you an email while you already have forgotten me . I wish I get over you and stop...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 1, 2012

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    Pathetic, I Know.

    I can't say that we really haven't met. We did, but I think we never cared. It was in an event. Like, I was there and he was there, too. We may have seen each other but we never talked. And I actually don't remember him. I can't remember him. But he did.So we became friends...
    kimilingji kimilingji 18-21 Mar 1, 2011

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    Just Can't Let You Go

    Yes I miss you, I miss you when you hurt me the most, when you always lied to me and kept things from me , everytime you lie it opens the old wounds and takes forever to believe you and trust you again. but i am always more than happy to hear from you and when you contact me...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 17, 2011

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    Not Anymore!

    NOT anymore. THANKFULLY. Because I've met him <3
    nicerain nicerain 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 4, 2010

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    Thanks to the Box!

    It usually starts as a simple interaction.  Sometimes "friendships" are formed and they "spill" into "real life."   Then there is that *one* time....for a million different reasons, something is different, there is something that pulls you...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Apr 10, 2009

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    Bitter

    I hate your dead Ex for messing you up , I hate you more for allowing her to mess up your life just so you won't be alone , and I hate myself because I allowed this to get the best of me , I hate you and myself because you actually took what she did to you as love and you stayed...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80 31-35, F Sep 28, 2011

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    In Love With Undefined

    Brown eyes Deep smile Beautiful laugh Brown eyes I'm seeing for the first time Deep smile I'm seeing for the last time Beautiful laugh I've never heard before I don't know who you are But it's you I adore I don't know who you are But you don't care You see I'm all alone...
    simplymexo simplymexo 13-15, F Oct 14, 2011

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    Trying To Stop Thinking About It

    I don't know anyone else in person who may have experienced the same thing i did. And i don't think my friends and family would be very sympathetic because they don't know just how it feels. It feels so ridiculous and painful... Five years ago I met someone online from across...
    squishyfish squishyfish 26-30 2 Responses Jun 4, 2011

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    Online Dating

    Met a nice man online, John. Fell in love and had a "relationship" online and by phone texting for 9 months. NEVER MET but it felt so real.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 13, 2010

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    I Feel Like We Connect

    ...like I hve never actually connected with any other man. I long to meet him. He suggests it fronm time to time and I think he may actually do it if I would. I just could never do it. He is married. I am not and will never be that kind of woman. I agree that it is not much...
    deleted deleted 26-30 11 Responses Apr 10, 2009

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    10 Years Now , wishing You Never Had To Say That........

    A whole decade . all my 20s were spent dreaming of being with you , picturing myself talking with you and telling you all the things i wished to tell you, all that were ruined when you said those ugly harsh racist words you said them to me . when I found out last June that i...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80 31-35, F 3 Responses Jun 8, 2012

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    Quintaslaqrimas

    i know many people will not believe what i said, or maybe will not believe in my story. but this is a true story regarding myself. i have never met him, but he is in a special place in my heart. i am a lonely girl. i have friends who claimed to be my best friends, but i don't...
    lilbabyYum lilbabyYum 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 13, 2012

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    Don't Panic

    It's not anyone on EP....at least not that I know of >.> I saw this guy on tv about 5 years ago and I am saddly still smitten. *sigh*
    Spedunk Spedunk 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 25, 2009

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    Tried to Get Back at Him, Only the Result Was Reversed

    When we started talking again , i was so happy and thrilled that he was back, but i never told him that, i was still bitter over what happened not telling me the truth and keeping me in the dark even tough i asked him many times and assured him that if he found someone else i am...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 25, 2009

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    Just Said

    Hello to everyone. This is my story about "Am In Love With a Man I Never Met". He is from Italy, i'm from Russia. He is 32 old, i'm 18. We met on video chat. There were many words and chat's between us. All i can say it was wonderful. Now... it's not. He is so busy man. I don...
    nikamia nikamia 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 20, 2012

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    5 Years Ago , Like Today

    I was on MySpace  looking for my old friends using their emails in my contact list from my email account, i forgot to remove his email address from the account , so when i imported the email addresses and sent invites , i forgot that he was still in my list,. the next day i got...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80 31-35, F Jan 12, 2012

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    Nostalgia

    It's been a year since you told me to forget about you , ans also it's been seven years since your dead psychopath girlfriend talked to me using your yahoo ID , after reading my emails you saved and knew some details about me to convince me it was you , the wound is still fresh...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80 31-35, F Dec 21, 2011

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    Another Dream

    I had a dream that he was shot and wounded, i saw the wound and it was,on his right side , i couldn't tell if it was a gunshot  or just a wound of being hit to something , it was severe , like the other dream i had, i tried treating him and kiss his wound away,  I actually...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80 31-35, F Nov 3, 2011

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    Ac360

    Yes I am in love with a man I never met, I love Anderson Cooper.... I used to watch AC360 and when I started watching it I fell in love with him...he is so adorable...When I saw that he had is his own show I was estatic, I tuned in to the very first episode and set my dvr to...
    mamabutterfly mamabutterfly 36-40, F Jul 5, 2012

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    I Miss You Though......

     I have been thinking over what you said, saying  you can't imagine yourself giving up your lifestyle in order to be with me , means you probably already moved on with your life, or your phase after the breakup has ended.  everyone when they break up, they want...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80 31-35, F Apr 7, 2010

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    MariaBrown15 MariaBrown15 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 1

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    (the Old Us)

          Posted April 9th, 2009 at 11:35PMI can't think of a day that passed without thinking of him and what we hadof our long  wonderful conversations we had late at nightwhen all were asleepdespite the long distance, the big time zone difference between usthose nights...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 6, 2011

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    Still

    Even though I am not speaking to him , and already gave up on him the other day my brother called me to watch this documentary show about this German fella who travels with his small plane to get the new films and deliver them to movie theaters in the remote places and...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 30, 2011

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    Moving On Is Not Easy As It Seems.

    I admit that i am too scared to even appear online to him, I have a strong hunch that he will tell me something i don't want to hear, and i kinda feel that he is not alone anymore, even though he said last week that he want to talk more often with me and that he misses me, he...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80 31-35, F 5 Responses Sep 1, 2009

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    Its Just Not Fair

    I had been always there for you whenever you asked me to be there, I always forgave you for your lies and for offending me and hurting me , I always open my door and my heart for you and listen to you even when you say how messed you are over your ex's even when it did  agreat...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80 31-35, F Sep 4, 2011

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    Oh So True!

    I fell in love with him when I was 12 or 13. He is in my mind and my dreams and my heart all the time. Night and day. He is 6'3" with dark eyes and dark hair, a little grey at the temples, short bald. He would be somewhat muscular, in shape, and handsome. He would have...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F 9 Responses May 27, 2009

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    Crushing On Someone Who Isn't Here Feels Pretty Bad.

    Not only is relatively far away but also that I've never ever met him. I didn't start writing with him because I was desperate for a boyfriend or something. I did it out of mere boredom, without thinking or considering what might happen. And at first, it meant nothing. It was a...
    DayDreaming2011 DayDreaming2011 16-17, F May 12, 2013

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    Only God Can Help Me

    I was around 16-17yrs old when I read on a magazine the star I liked was getting married. I felt to the ground and cried all night and I prayed that God stops him from getting married. Throughout my entire life I have never cried the same before or after that day. I remember...
    destinyconfused destinyconfused 31-35, F Feb 5, 2013

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    I Miss Him Like Hell

    i wrote to him and he never replies , he said the last time that he does wanna talk to me , but also said the time before that i should forget about him if we never meet. so no one will get hurt. i swear i tried , but i feel choked up and can't breathe when i think i wont talk...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80 31-35, F 6 Responses Jun 27, 2010

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    Waiting For An Email

    So here I am still in my bed, laptop open at email account page, first thought as I wake up, have I got an email from him, two hours in front of my country in time difference. Is his first thought of his day of me, mine is of him. At 48 I should know better, I am a married women...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Nov 22, 2010

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