I Am In Love With a Man I Never Met

they say out of sight out of mind, I say distance makes the heart grows stronger. 268 People

    Have You Ever..........

      Ever fell in love with someone you never met ? who belongs to a different World?   Ever fell in love with someone when all your logic tells you it's impossible to make it happen but your heart says otherwise ?   Have you wished  and prayed late...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80
    31-35, F
    10 Responses Oct 17, 2008

    I am in love with a man

    who amazes me everyday with how loving, compassionate, gentle, possessive (not jealous) while trusting me so much that he gives me independence to be myself (social butterfly/flirt) because he knows that I won't cross the line and have a relationship with someone else. I also...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Nov 16, 2015

    Moving On Is Not Easy As It Seems.

    I admit that i am too scared to even appear online to him, I have a strong hunch that he will tell me something i don't want to hear, and i kinda feel that he is not alone anymore, even though he said last week that he want to talk more often with me and that he misses me, he...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Sep 1, 2009

    i miss you every day i miss your voice i miss

    your emails i miss your messages i received every morning i long for you and all i can think of is you being with me and make you mine how bad inwant to hold you and feel you against me every time i imagine that. i feel you are with me for real my heart starts...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80
    31-35, F
    1 Response Dec 10, 2014

    its been over a year

    since we stopped talking, but nowadays i feel your presence and i miss you terribly to the point it makes me cry . i still want to hear from you and know how you are doing, so many things have happened in my life i want to share with you, all these years , i tried to let you go...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Nov 7, 2015

    A Prayer For a Lost Soul...

    You have heard all my prayers that no one can hear, you have listened to my heart when i spoke to you, and I believe in you and your might to answer my prayers.   you have sent him to me, he was about to end his own life, but he does feel you, he knows you are there...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80
    31-35, F
    3 Responses May 29, 2009

    I Dreamt I Heard From You

    I Dreamt that I heard from you the other night missing  what we used yo have  hoping I will forgive you and turn on a new leaf  I woke up and all I found there was nothing from you  and all i have got were remains of what you told me to  forget about you and  find me...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80
    31-35, F
    Nov 1, 2012

    And I probably never will.

    I wonder if he knows how often I think of him. That my heart is with him and he carries it around with him every minute of every day. How badly I wish I could just touch him, even if just once. Circumstance and distance are cruel. I'd give nearly anything to change both. My...
    QueenOfTheNerds QueenOfTheNerds
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Nov 22, 2015

    Online Love

    I Love You... the words sounded very familiar as it re-echoes in my head. I remembered from the very first time i said it, we both knew i meant it. But more than you'll ever know, i will always mean it up to the very last time i get to say so. While i'm writing this, you're...
    robles23 robles23
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Mar 4, 2011

    10 Years Now , wishing You Never Had To Say That........

    A whole decade . all my 20s were spent dreaming of being with you , picturing myself talking with you and telling you all the things i wished to tell you, all that were ruined when you said those ugly harsh racist words you said them to me . when I found out last June that i...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Jun 8, 2012

    What Is This All About ?

    I am inlove with someone who is really so exciting to be with, so fun and interesting to spend the day with. But I never met him except online. He composes the elements I long for a man and needless to say is passionate in all sense. Maybe he is just faking it. Or just trying to...
    ladyryan ladyryan
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Aug 17, 2011

    I Miss You.

    When I was 12 years old, I met a guy on the website omegle.com, we talked for almost 8 hours and then I gave him my email address so that we could keep talking because I needed a friend, and he needed a friend too. We talked all day for a couple months, by then I knew that he was...
    laurenlovesyouu laurenlovesyouu
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jul 26, 2011

    Old Burn

    I don't remember where exactly i was but i was sitting next to him , it was in a place i never been to , and things were awkward , it was like we ran into each other and end up sitting on a bench of some park .since he has hairy forearms  i saw spot that is hairless on one of...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Oct 18, 2011

    I am in love with a man I never met it's hard

    to know that yeah he loves me but not in that way I'll never get to meet him I'll never get to see his gorgeous brown eyes or his so many tattoos he's someone else's now I gave him up I watched him laugh and fail at dancing his voice that sends shivers up my...
    xriiccii xriiccii
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 26, 2014

    happy 35th birthday its sad

    that i always remember your birthday and you never remembered mine during all these years .... now ... even though we don't talk anymore. .. i wish you things were different and easier. how bad i crave you and want you and make you only mine .. i wonder if you still...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80
    31-35, F
    1 Response May 7, 2015

    I Feel Like We Connect

    ...like I hve never actually connected with any other man. I long to meet him. He suggests it fronm time to time and I think he may actually do it if I would. I just could never do it. He is married. I am not and will never be that kind of woman. I agree that it is not much...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    11 Responses Apr 10, 2009

    I Miss You Though......

     I have been thinking over what you said, saying  you can't imagine yourself giving up your lifestyle in order to be with me , means you probably already moved on with your life, or your phase after the breakup has ended.  everyone when they break up, they want...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80
    31-35, F
    Apr 7, 2010

    Curiosity Killed The Cat

    I don't know what came over me and made me google his ID that he always used in his email addresses and websites memberships , I was afraid to do so fearing I will find something that would devastate me like the last time I did , that he was a swinger , signing in Asian women...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80
    31-35, F
    1 Response Feb 6, 2012

    Oh So True!

    I fell in love with him when I was 12 or 13. He is in my mind and my dreams and my heart all the time. Night and day. He is 6'3" with dark eyes and dark hair, a little grey at the temples, short bald. He would be somewhat muscular, in shape, and handsome. He would have...
    Josie06 Josie06
    56-60, F
    9 Responses May 27, 2009

    Thanks to the Box!

    It usually starts as a simple interaction.  Sometimes "friendships" are formed and they "spill" into "real life."   Then there is that *one* time....for a million different reasons, something is different, there is something that pulls you...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    7 Responses Apr 10, 2009

    Tried to Get Back at Him, Only the Result Was Reversed

    When we started talking again , i was so happy and thrilled that he was back, but i never told him that, i was still bitter over what happened not telling me the truth and keeping me in the dark even tough i asked him many times and assured him that if he found someone else i am...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 25, 2009

    Deeply...

    People think its impossible to fall in Love with someone you never met face to face, well they are what I would like to call, Closed-minded, and wrong. For I, and I am sure many many others are proof that it is very much possible to fall in Love with someone you never met face to...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Nov 7, 2010

    I wrote to his brother about his plan, Did I Do the Right Thing?

    i googled his brother and since his brother has a website, i got his email and wrote to him about his my friend's plan as an unknown sender. did i do the right thing?
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Sep 14, 2009

    Not Anymore!

    NOT anymore. THANKFULLY. Because I've met him <3
    nicerain nicerain
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 4, 2010

    Thought I Could Let You Go, I Was Completely Wrong

    inspite of everything, I can't deny how good you made me feel about myself. the beautiful things you said i am about me being strong willed and smart and that i am a force to be recokned , contacting me again after 5 months when i thought i will never hear from you again. true...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Aug 29, 2011

    My Story Part 4

     December 19th 2004 it'd been 20 months since i heard from him , the last time we talked wasn't the most pleasant , he said such harsh things that proved to me there was something going on, but he got upset when i asked . I thought he might be mad at me for not seeing me...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Aug 1, 2009

    Quintaslaqrimas

    i know many people will not believe what i said, or maybe will not believe in my story. but this is a true story regarding myself. i have never met him, but he is in a special place in my heart. i am a lonely girl. i have friends who claimed to be my best friends, but i don't...
    lilbabyYum lilbabyYum
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Sep 13, 2012

    Don't Panic

    It's not anyone on EP....at least not that I know of >.> I saw this guy on tv about 5 years ago and I am saddly still smitten. *sigh*
    Spedunk Spedunk
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 25, 2009

    Bitter

    I hate your dead Ex for messing you up , I hate you more for allowing her to mess up your life just so you won't be alone , and I hate myself because I allowed this to get the best of me , I hate you and myself because you actually took what she did to you as love and you stayed...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80
    31-35, F
    Sep 28, 2011

    Reason Why I Loved You

    bceause you were the only one who knew that I love him even when i didnt have to say it, i say it my my family and they say i dont mean it and i never loved them,. everytime they say that i remember you , i remember you you keep teasing me because i hide my feelings and never...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Sep 15, 2011

    Crushing On Someone Who Isn't Here Feels Pretty Bad.

    Not only is relatively far away but also that I've never ever met him. I didn't start writing with him because I was desperate for a boyfriend or something. I did it out of mere boredom, without thinking or considering what might happen. And at first, it meant nothing. It was a...
    DayDreaming2011 DayDreaming2011
    18-21, F
    May 12, 2013

    Its Just Not Fair

    I had been always there for you whenever you asked me to be there, I always forgave you for your lies and for offending me and hurting me , I always open my door and my heart for you and listen to you even when you say how messed you are over your ex's even when it did  agreat...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80
    31-35, F
    Sep 4, 2011

    This is me. I wake up in love with someone

    who I haven't yet met, I feel connections to them in dreams, in songs, in places I visit .. It's all pretty weird I know, I've been with my partner 5 years and I know he's not the one but life is so safe here. I'm frightened I'll remarry and always feel empty with a hollow heart...
    somewhereintime72 somewhereintime72
    41-45, F
    1 Response Jun 13, 2014
    MariaBrown15 MariaBrown15
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Mar 1, 2014

    Just feeling it tonight.

    .................
    QueenOfTheNerds QueenOfTheNerds
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Mar 8, 2016
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 19, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 9, 2016

    Please God, Make The Pain Go Away

    I have been praying more than i ever did lately and even wept while i pray to let him go because my love for him has brought me nothing but grief. only to dream about him , being so ( intimate) , i still remember how he felt , his warmth and breaths on my face, after that we were...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Jul 12, 2010

    I Miss Him Like Hell

    i wrote to him and he never replies , he said the last time that he does wanna talk to me , but also said the time before that i should forget about him if we never meet. so no one will get hurt. i swear i tried , but i feel choked up and can't breathe when i think i wont talk...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Jun 27, 2010

    Online Dating

    Met a nice man online, John. Fell in love and had a "relationship" online and by phone texting for 9 months. NEVER MET but it felt so real.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 13, 2010

    Waiting For An Email

    So here I am still in my bed, laptop open at email account page, first thought as I wake up, have I got an email from him, two hours in front of my country in time difference. Is his first thought of his day of me, mine is of him. At 48 I should know better, I am a married women...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    6 Responses Nov 22, 2010

    Out of the Blue....

    after that night when he asked me to tell him that I don't love him. I got so concerned about his well being, the way he talked to me was so strange and it scared me. i logged on the next day and sent an offline message asking if he is okay, he replied that he is still hurt,that...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80
    31-35, F
    7 Responses May 27, 2009

    Can't Stop missing him

    all the time we didn't't talk , I knew he was with someone else so I wanted to  move on with my life watching movies and movie star crushes helped me to take my mind off of him, at least for awhile , there was this actor I laid my eyes on and have huge crush on . When...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Aug 3, 2010

    Could It Be Over ?

    there was no word for him for almost a week , he asked me to get online more often and so i did. I wrote to him asking him how he was doing, no reply. my worries begin to overwhelm me , especially that he told he was trying to end his life. I prayed and begged to god to protect...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Jun 2, 2009

    My Worst Fears Came True.....the Plan

    i went online last Tuesday, he popped up asking me if i were mad at him since i hadn't talk to him for long, I told him i was preoccupied with mom and all being in a hospital. he asked me if he flew to where i live, would i help him? every time he asks me this question, i feel...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Sep 14, 2009

    Trusting God In Solving It.

    2 weeks ago , as i signed in he popped up and said hi, telling me that it had been long since we last talked, i told him i was busy that i didn't have time for myself because of the school rehearsals and some family issues , not to mention the extra work that the school assigned...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Jul 20, 2009

    A Wound That Doesn't Seem To Heal

    i never stop telling myself that he will never be mine . i always think of the things he did that turns my stomach and burn me up rather more. take it as a sign that he is not the one for me. then why i still care? why i still hope for a message or an email from him telling me he...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Oct 5, 2010

    My First Rhyme Poem( Wrote It Late 2007)

    I miss him terribly and i can,t help but crying , it does really hurt In my room, laying on my bed In such a cold quiet night, while all were sound asleep I was thinking of you and of what you said Restless and distressed, it made me want to weep I got up from my bed Opened my...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Jun 13, 2010

    (I Hate You !!) He Said

    after the last conversation we had , about him having a plan to end his life and saying good bye to me. I actually didn't take it seriously thinking he was trying to get attention or cut me out since there is no way we can meet.   after 4 days , i had overwhelming feelings...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Sep 18, 2009

    Wish I Never loved You

    that doesn't mean I regret knowing you, on the contrary, knowing you is the best thing happened to my life ,you helped me to see things as they are not as they seem to me. you helped me to see the real me , not what others made me think of myself, every conversation we have had...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jul 6, 2010

    Sent Only An Offline Message

    I sent a birthday ecard this morning and he viewed it minutes later and few hours ago ,he just sent an offline message asking if i am online ? ( hi are you there?) he usually doesn't send offline messages could it be that he feels awkward , since i haven't talked to him in a...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80
    31-35, F
    7 Responses May 8, 2009

    I Love Him ... Is This Real?

    OKay i met this guy only that ive only seen pictures of from friends but never really met. We sit and chat online all the time and i feel that he really understands me. He doesnt ask for sex , he's patient and gentle, he respects my views on everything. We have connected...
    Tayuya Tayuya
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 3, 2009

    Wishing You Were Here taking the pain away

    I got very sick the other day, the times when i get sick are the days when i yearn for him the most, I remember when he were talking last winter and he got a bad cold , and tell him some home remedies to make him feel better, I had a vision of me taking care of him as i am his...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80
    31-35, F
    1 Response Aug 27, 2010

    Thats What He Could Say to Me :

    he sent this when i woke up this morning:   ""thank you for the ecard, you really are a great person. i hope you are doing well. i would say i hope to talk to you soon but we both know thats probably not going to happen. thanks again""    ...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80
    31-35, F
    1 Response May 10, 2009

    Its Not So Easy

    just to think that I won't be able to talk to you anymore, makes it hard to breathe , to know that I will never hear from you again aches my heart and can't stop crying.  why can't we be just friends? even if we dont meet, i enjoy what i have with you, my heart jumps with...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80
    31-35, F
    1 Response May 28, 2010

    We Talked Today....

    I logged on, the he said hi , knowing that he is thousands of miles away, but i was shaking, probably i was scared that he would say something i would not like to hear   he thanked me for remembering his birthday, i asked him how he was doing, he said he still is ...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80
    31-35, F
    1 Response May 17, 2009

    I See Him Online Yet I Miss Him....

    Because I am Scared to talk to him , telling me I should forget about him and he wont talk to me anymore or tell me things i dont want to hear. I want our beautiful friendship back , even when I never considered him as just friend. talking to him always make my day . I dont...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80
    31-35, F
    Aug 24, 2010

    I Owe You This

    When we talked about equality and how man shouldn't hit a girl. and i told you about the incident when i was hit by my brother and how it affected me and how my family's reaction was more hurting than the beating itself ,      When you told me...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80
    31-35, F
    1 Response Feb 5, 2010

    Just Can't Let You Go

    Yes I miss you, I miss you when you hurt me the most, when you always lied to me and kept things from me , everytime you lie it opens the old wounds and takes forever to believe you and trust you again. but i am always more than happy to hear from you and when you contact me...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80
    31-35, F
    1 Response Sep 17, 2011

    Happy 30th Birthday

      I know you don't want to hear from me anymore, but it's a special day in your life and I didn't want to miss it to say happy 30th birthday I wish you a long life full of joy , love and success and may all your dreams come true , I wish you will realize how much...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80
    31-35, F
    May 7, 2010
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