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I Am In Pain Loneliness Vs Heartbreak

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 26 People

    Heartbreak

    Ok so I just want to get other peoples opinion on what I am going through right now. First, i would like to say that I am married and have an 8 month old baby. Right after I had my baby in May we got kicked out of our house because of my husband, and ever since I have resented...
    skylarsmommy skylarsmommy 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 15, 2011

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    Dumped Again And Again

    Till I was 40, I had led a very sheltered life. I dated rarely and looked after my parents. Then a met a guy who said he loved me. I believed him and we went out - secretly because he was married but was separated for the past 7 years. He was indicating he will be trying for...
    draupadi draupadi 46-50, F 1 Response Dec 12, 2009

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    The Story Continues

    Well Jake and I decided to continue in our current relationship as is, until I move at the end of August. It has been a roller coaster ride. One day he is cold and distant; the next he is loving and sweet. I have been a bit aloof myself at times, especially when he is being...
    augustrose augustrose 36-40, F Jul 30, 2009

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    Please Tell Me What You Think.

    Ok, I have admitted that I was in the wrong and I got what I deserved when my boyfriend broke up with me. I have been doing my best to get on with my life and not justify my actions. Especially when my friends tell me that they are sure that I wasn't the only one out there...
    augustrose augustrose 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 15, 2009

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    Which Pain Is Worse, Loneliness Or Heartbreak?

    I have always said that I could handle physical pain a lot better than emotional. Today I come here to unburden my heart and find that my experiences include writing about the pain of loneliness. Which makes me wonder which is worse, the pain of being alone and unloved or having...
    augustrose augustrose 36-40, F 6 Responses Jul 16, 2009

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    Back and Forth...

    ...the see-saw sways. I get used to the idea of being alone, convincing myself I am better off that way. Then something like this hits and I would just like to throw myself in his arms and be comforted. Though to be honest I don't know that he would be any comfort. This is a time...
    augustrose augustrose 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 8, 2009

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    A Soap Opera If I Ever Heard of One

    So lots of things have happened. Jake came over in the middle of the night and I had it out with him about him cheating. He swears up and down that he didn't, but he couldn't account for the incubation period. Things calmed down or so I thought and then he hit me with a bombshell...
    augustrose augustrose 36-40, F Sep 11, 2009

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    A Combination Is What Is The Worst

    The worst pain imaginable is dealing with loneliness and heart break. I had a friend and now my friend is not talking to me. He doesn't care. He acted like he did in the beginning, but now he acts like he could care less. I have no one to talk about this. It hurts so bad. I am so...
    augustrose augustrose 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 22, 2010

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    A Good Friend Gave Me Some Perspective.

    I was talking to a friend of mine a little bit ago about the whole situation. Unloading on him my guilt and regret over my actions. He became very indignant as I went on. He began to rant about my needs within the relationship. Reminding me of how many times Jake rejected me and...
    augustrose augustrose 36-40, F Aug 7, 2009

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    Another Day Of Loneliness

    Today, I was sick. No one to take care of me. No one to hold my hair back as my toes came out with my teeth. I hate days like this, because it makes me long for days past, when there was someone there, someone I could call and even if they couldn't come over they would at least...
    augustrose augustrose 36-40, F Apr 29, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    Time goes by, but I feel frozen. Distant from it all. I have this intense pain in me, anxiety that drives me crazy. I'm on meds, and in a way I feel like they numb me, not my pain...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    i`m fighting loneliness and depression everyday of my life not talking to someone or anyone just my dog i wanna end this depression any suggestions..
    viruzwod viruzwod 26-30, M 4 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    A house is the position we call "home". It is the positions we come to relax after a lengthy day at perform. It is the position where we spend most of our lives with our loved ones...
    alpgeneralremodeling alpgeneralremodeling 22-25, F 9 hrs ago

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    What is the point of life? I am really struggling to find a reason to keep pushing, to not just end it all in an instant. It seems like this world we live in beats you down far...
    jphegan jphegan 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 27

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    I'm gay, lonely and sad... I'm not actively gay and yet I want to desperately fit in... I'm a Christian and struggle with the loneliness of my sexuality... Anyone else out there...
    fletcherx fletcherx 26-30, M 2 Responses Dec 6

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    Hey there. There is no such thing somebody can fix you. You gotta fix yourself! Is all in you! In your mind! You gotta learn to see your pain and understand it. And try to not let...
    LovelyLilly13 LovelyLilly13 22-25, F Dec 13

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    the thing about my mind is... its a wasteland.. I'm so sad and empty and it hurts... it always, always hurts.... and I don't know what to do... my life is just I don't even know...
    debonaireash debonaireash 16-17, M 3 Responses Nov 26

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    Sometimes I feel so in love with loneliness. Casper (my imaginary friend) is the only person in the world that truly cares for me and has my best interest at heart. He is my...
    BrownBeeCa BrownBeeCa 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 2

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    The pain is not just in now and the feel of being lonely but more in eternal state tgat doesn't end.
    Bm71ca Bm71ca 41-45 Dec 3

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    My pain button..a memory, a place, a word, a song may turn u on
    SnowCrystall SnowCrystall 26-30, F Dec 7

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    I live alone for over 2 years and I feel very lonely.I wish I was heartless.People say that I'm lucky to have my own house but they do not understand that my solitude is killing me...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 8

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    This year started off okay then my family had a lost. Since then i have been battling depression and loneliness everyday... I think I'm not dealing with the death. Its so bad I'm...
    Budmouth Budmouth 26-30, F 4 Responses Dec 7

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    I can't stand the dark, I'm not scared of it. It just ****** me off. Only because it likes coming everyday, and it doesn't let you be happy. It makes you think that you're a lone...
    Breeya Breeya 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 29

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    I always feel depressed for no reason, my life isn't a living hell but i just can't feel happy. I`m always pissed off and feel like nobody understands my pain, I can`t feel...
    ivangb11 ivangb11 16-17, M 2 Responses Nov 30

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    I am writing this. Cause I wanna die. no I won't kill myself. life is just too precious. But I'm tired of thinking about dying. I'm tired of being lonely and depressed and I'm just...
    DarkPrincess10 DarkPrincess10 18-21, F 17 Responses Dec 7

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    She hides all the pain inside by filling up her arms with pretty little lines. She cuts with no intent to kill. This time she didn't do it but some day she will.
    Breeya Breeya 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    I don't want this anymore...it's like i was blind and happy before....but now there is just this empty reality...people judge me by my age but they don't know how unfair my life is...
    anderlr anderlr 13-15, M 2 Responses Dec 9

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    One more day alone home...my only friend is my computer...i think that if i were born with a normal body i would be happy,have many friends and a normal family...but in the end i...
    anderlr anderlr 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 14

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    Is it okay to hate yourself? Is it okay to feel so god damn alone even when your surrounded by people?Is it normal to feel like the only way to let out your feeling is to cut them...
    carleyb148 carleyb148 16-17, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I have a beautiful wife lovely children and a great job my wife feel in love with me when I was sleeping in her ex girlfriends closet eating Mac n cheese and top ramen every night...
    itsjustme3684 itsjustme3684 26-30, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I can be solitary in a crowd of people if my thoughts captivate me and distract me. Loneliness, however, is something you find the cure for! Feeling lonely is not being able to...
    Skjeggstad Skjeggstad 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 26

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    I am surrounded by loved ones and yet I fight loneliness everyday. As as single mother, my twins are with me all of the time. I live and work with my extended family. I have an...
    littlemama1515 littlemama1515 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 27

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    Everyday when I fight depression and loneliness it feels like I'm drowning and everyone is watching doing nothing. It feels like darkness with a light at the end but you can never...
    LenaBena1430 LenaBena1430 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 1

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    i never knew what loneliness really meant until i moved to this little town. i've always been an introvert, but when i lived with my family, at least the house's not empty. i had...
    kilauea89 kilauea89 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 4

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    ...I would really love a divorce too, but they won't sign the papers..it was also an arranged marriage so I couldn't just pick anyone I wanted, unfortunately...loneliness is cold...
    PrincessPolarBear PrincessPolarBear 16-17, F Dec 5

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    I have a girlfriend. But thats the problem. This is the first person ive ever been close to and im already almost out of high school. She is my best friend, but im constantly in...
    Xychorite Xychorite 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 13

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    I often feel depressed mainly by the fact that nobody understands me. i have no friends i walk the path of loneliness can anyone else out there relate to this if so i'll listen
    Sladetgx57 Sladetgx57 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 15

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    It is difficult living life when it is controlled by aches and discomfort of back pain. This article will provide you with some tips and techniques to help manage your pain. Look...
    greensdrinksnews greensdrinksnews 26-30, M Dec 4

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    More and more people are suffering from sore and aching back pains, and many do not know how to find relief. Fortunately, there are some sure means for alleviating pain in your...
    neinsteinassociates neinsteinassociates 26-30, M Dec 15

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    A few days ago, I hurt so badly that I needed help to make it through the day, so I emailed the following to some of my closest friends. I hope and pray that each of you that has...
    UncleEkipS UncleEkipS 51-55, M a week ago

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    Chronic pain sucks. Yes it does. Been dealing with nerve pain since 2004. I know this sounds funny butt I turn to sex. To help me get mind my mind off of the pain. It does not...
    horneybear79912 horneybear79912 36-40, M 6 days ago

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    "Mask" By, me Everyday I try to hide, behind the mask that covers my inside. A smile, a laugh, an I'm okay. Keeps them from seeing the pain I hide away. But sometimes a mask is...
    Spinningoutofcontrol Spinningoutofcontrol 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 4

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    Dealing with Cronic pain sucks.. I'm looking for a friend to be there for me when I need to get my mind off the nerve pain. I like sex and it help me deal with my pain. Having the...
    horneybear79912 horneybear79912 36-40, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    My husband of 13 yrs has been living with chronic pain (testicular) for over 4 years now. The cause is due to a nerve disease. He's always been hilarious, the life of the party...
    watershed watershed 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 26

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    Seance September I have had the most agonizing pain in my left knee all the way down to my ankle. I have been to so many doc and they all tell me it's just swelling behind my knee...
    izzy33095 izzy33095 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 3

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    I dropped my paintbrush and i started to paint with my hands. It felt sooo good painting my structured wall. I could feel my fingers getting a bit numb and it just felt weird. It...
    orcaliber orcaliber 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 14

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