I Am In Pain

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    Most days I feel like I'm losing it ,

    really losing it mentally
    theusunghero3 theusunghero3
    26-30, M
    Jan 22, 2016
    ACyanideSurprise ACyanideSurprise
    22-25, M
    Oct 21, 2014

    I just want a friend.

    I want to see a different light. Been in the darkness for a long time. I'm tired of being lonely. I need someone who will stay and will understand me.
    iamcharly iamcharly
    26-30, F
    Apr 12, 2014

    Yesterday I got braces,

    two expanders, forsus springs (attached springs to braces restricting movement), two herbst device (attached to the side of braces, doesn't allow to close mouth) and a wired in head gear, meaning I CANT take off my head gear. Ever since yesterday I have been in the most pain...
    melchua99 melchua99
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Dec 12, 2015

    I don't know what to do.

    ....I just don't know.....the past few days all I can think about is how much I don't want to be alive. I was thinking about suicide all last night. I was thinking of running a knife down my arms. I was wondering what would happen if I failed.....I'd have to live with those long...
    Hush92 Hush92
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Feb 14, 2016

    my ears hurt so freaking much.

    . my head hurts my whole body ******* hurts and I still have to go to ******* work tomorrow :(
    Caitlinsmith1636 Caitlinsmith1636
    18-21, F
    Feb 4, 2016
    xcheyennexsmithx xcheyennexsmithx
    18-21, F
    Jan 6, 2016

    What's Wrong Knee???

    I just basically hurt all over at the minute. I've got the cold, the sneezes, bad knees, dodgey ankle, crazy wrist and many other things. I reckon I should got to the doctors. I know I randomly keep twisted my knees and ankles, because I'm like that. I also have a fondness of...
    Luangi Luangi
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Oct 16, 2007

    i ******* hate my cousin.

    she thinks she is right and her words hurt like arrows, i will prove her wrong and that i didnt betray her. lets see who is right. i will take 6 pills and show her.
    victoria0229 victoria0229
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 22, 2016

    I really don't know what's going on with me.

    I feel deep pain from within, from the very core of my being. Every day the same tension in my head, neck and shoulders. I feel quite drained. I know I'm on a lower frequency/vibration. I need healing. I wish for this weight to be released, and yet I don't even know what it is...
    NewEra0916 NewEra0916
    31-35, M
    3 Responses Oct 20, 2015

    Those have you who follow what I write (thank

    you!) have probably noticed me taking a turn down the road of darkness lately. But that's what happens when the pain is inside of you. It's what happens when your brain is busy coming up with new ways to make you suffer. How many of you watch the Walking Dead and are a bit...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jun 2, 2015

    On and off I suffer from neck muscle spasms.

    I'm not sure if I should go to the hospital or wait until the house is awake. F*€k it hurts!
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Mar 12, 2016
    Ttlicious1 Ttlicious1
    51-55, F
    Apr 12, 2016

    Why does this even happen?

    I randomly have an outrageous feeling of pain around my chest; I can't breathe, it's so sharp.
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses May 13, 2015

    Everytime I look at you .

    Everytime you smile at someone else , the same smile , the same mischievous way you would look at me , it hurts , it hurts so bad because you don't know , you do not know how I feel . I would have done anything for you . I would have made a thousand excuses , I would have said...
    undeterminedd undeterminedd
    16-17, F
    Feb 1, 2016

    That "ear protection" today didn't work

    for shiitake mushrooms. My ears are still ringing, but a good day overall. I still can't believe I did that. Its such a rush!
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Feb 4, 2016

    Daily and no, I'm not over exaggerating

    or being over dramatic. I'm actually in pain daily. Eye/Head pain from past surgeries Wrist/Hand from Carpal Tunnel Legs/Knees from Oschgood-Schlatters Disease Mouth/Jaw from a crossbite in the back of my mouth It's at least one of them every day.. There must be 1000 pain...
    akaShaun akaShaun
    18-21, M
    5 Responses Nov 27, 2014


    Everything hurts. My body. My mind. My heart. I'm not good enough. I'm pathetic, weak. I can't do anything right. I can't sleep at night. I can't eat the way I want. I can't make myself happy. The list of "can'ts" is endless for me. I just want to be completely happy...
    vicspen vicspen
    18-21, F
    Dec 6, 2012

    Of course my kidneys are hurting me every day

    for the last 3 months. Seriously had enough, going to he hospital. I'm to the point I'm crying, wishing I was dead so I didn't have to deal with it. Why WHY WHY does it have to be like this everyday of my life. Yes, I go on with life... But it's hard.
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 2, 2015

    What a **** day ..I got sunburnt,

    then I got kicked in the knee which is now bruised and really sore and then I got punched in the face twice ughh -_- .
    Rachel282 Rachel282
    18-21, F
    Jul 4, 2015

    When I was walking home today I twisted my ankle

    and landed pretty hard. Ever since then my foot and ankle have been killing me. It's not severe pain but it hurts enough for me to take notice and complain about it. I'm looking for some help. If you know anything that could help it that would be much appreciated.
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Dec 30, 2014

    last night I was in the middle of a softball

    game and I wasn't paying much attention when the batter hit the ball and it went straight to my ribs and today I've been in so much pain all day having trouble breathing but hopefully I'll get better soon :/
    notgranted42 notgranted42
    18-21, F
    Jan 29, 2016

    ******* wisdom teeth!

    ! Why!? Whyyyyyyy!? -_-
    ACyanideSurprise ACyanideSurprise
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Nov 25, 2014

    This is my first post.

    I am a 30 yo male in the military. I have not that long left, but have been in over 10 years. I would say I'm as intelligent as anybody else. I have few friends, not close to my family, no girlfriend, no kids, and live alone. I'll try to keep this down to a few paragraphs...
    PainisRelative PainisRelative
    31-35, M
    1 Response Dec 13, 2015

    Not sure why.. But nights are painful with bad

    cramps and back pain 😓 anyone else?
    drawingboo drawingboo
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 16, 2015

    Don't leave me. Don't cast me away.

    In the meadows of this sadness. I don't want to feel this way. The sobbing is never ending. It doesn't go away. The pain in stabbing strides distances my own hope. I ache in ways so often few. I miss because I need you. I miss you with a soft kiss and a touch against your...
    AmazingPoet AmazingPoet
    41-45, M
    Mar 2, 2016

    The area round my left shoulder blade hurts

    like hell. I sit in my room all day, what could I have done to it?! DX ~ Lys ♪
    LysChan LysChan
    22-25, F
    Jan 26, 2016

    I am in so much ******* pain I have never had

    this bad of pain before I took pain meds and it didn't even ease the pain I have a doctors appointment on Wednesday but I don't think I can wait that long
    ashley254 ashley254
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 25, 2016

    I am scared the demon will try to hurt me again

    tonight. I'm scared I'll have to fight it again. I'm scared I'll lose and it will poison me. I want to be able to sleep. I had a really bad day. Not externally, but internally. I was disturbed and sad from the demon attack the night before. I was so bitter and angry all day...
    Hush92 Hush92
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 23, 2016

    It's bad. I'm really not good right now.

    Woke up this morning when I was supposed to. I was dead exhausted same as I've been since last week when I started getting those vivid dreams. All I could think of was how much I didn't want to go through another day. I couldn't do it, I couldn't get out of bed. I almost didn't...
    Hush92 Hush92
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Feb 24, 2016
    cutelover12 cutelover12
    22-25, M
    Mar 9, 2016
    xItsChelsx xItsChelsx
    18-21, F
    Aug 14, 2014

    No one can bear any pain.

    . But the Pain which we get by love is the Best experience of life
    Deepika750 Deepika750
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 29, 2015

    I've never been this sore,

    stiff and achy before /:
    Madison18 Madison18
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 14, 2015

    I can't do this anymore!

    I am depressed! I don't feel emotions! I don't feel music! I feel everything is worthless! I feel like whatever I do is anyway worthless and it is! I feel my brain, my mind dead and dull, non-functional! I have no one to truly love or to truly trust! I need help! I desperately...
    Maaren Maaren
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jan 30, 2016

    He is going to swallow me up.

    They are waiting for me across this thin wall, not even a wall but a sheet of paper, or a membrane or a veil. Hyenas, cackling and drooling. I know fear is not connected with God. I have no reason to fear. But they are so close to me. Their darkness is smothering.
    Hush92 Hush92
    22-25, F
    Mar 6, 2016

    Had 4 wisdom teeth removed today.

    The surgery took about 25 minutes but I was sedated so it felt like 2. I got to wake up to a very numb and very very swollen face. Thank god for drugs
    Madison18 Madison18
    18-21, F
    7 Responses Jul 31, 2015

    One of those days where I'm starting to get a

    headache... I almost never get headaches and this is the second one in the same week.
    TheGirlYouNeverKnew TheGirlYouNeverKnew
    18-21, F
    Apr 8, 2016

    my foreskin got trapped in the pant zip

    while i was closing zip after peeing...its painful :(
    cutelover12 cutelover12
    22-25, M
    1 Response Feb 2, 2016

    because all my life

    since I was little, I have wanted to be female, I no longer want to be in pain, I want to be free and want to finally be a female.
    wtbwoman wtbwoman
    46-50, T
    2 Responses Jan 19, 2016

    Last December, my leg went all wonky

    and I could hardly do anything. I couldn't even drive my car to work. So I called in sick and made an appointment with my doctor for that day. The doctor was stumped and said that it might be a muscle spasm and prescribed some muscle relaxant for me. The pain calmed down but the...
    justasiam justasiam
    61-65, F
    2 Responses Feb 11, 2016

    I have a pain in my body.

    Which my doctor sent me for a scam which my mum hasn't taken me to. She had to reschedule. It feels like this pain is traveling from that area to the side of my abdomen and down my left leg. My entire left body hurts. I should pressure my mum to take me for a scan. ....
    deleted deleted
    8 Responses Mar 5, 2016

    The unfortunate curse of being a natural red

    head is that I burn so easily. 😁 Ouchhh
    MyNameIsNotZoie MyNameIsNotZoie
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Feb 16, 2015
    Aujrennae Aujrennae
    18-21, F
    Mar 7, 2016

    95% of the time. Most issues they have no idea

    what causes it. But I am so sick of it. I am young and I feel like its hurting my life and my relationships. Makes me depressed. When I feel like that it makes me not want to do things and I have actually lost friends who just don't understand why I don't want to do things. The...
    maggiemae89 maggiemae89
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Aug 7, 2015

    Just had two teeth out

    and my numbness is wearing off :(
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Dec 29, 2015

    The kind of pain which doesn't let you feel

    anything. It makes you numb. You don't care about anything, or anyone. I don't know why life has amounted to this. You forget how important others are. You forget that they have feelings. You know that you're not a good person, but you can't do anything about it. I know that...
    deleted deleted
    Jan 3, 2015

    Have you ever felt pain

    so deep that it almost feels physical?
    melXlo melXlo
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Feb 6, 2015

    I want to die. I want to die

    and have someone tell me I never have to come back to earth, ever again. That's all I want. "You never have to go back."
    Hush92 Hush92
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 12, 2016

    How sad is it that that is my greatest wish.

    Just to die and never have to come back here. Actually I don't want to die and go someplace worse than here or the same so die and go Home and never have to come back here I guess would be my greatest wish. Seriously it's depressing. And I don't believe in suicide so I just...
    Hush92 Hush92
    22-25, F
    Feb 12, 2016

    I am in so much pain I want to cry

    and curl up in all ball and sleep for 7 days straight. :( I swear sometimes I wish a was a freaking boy.
    blahblahblahxoxo blahblahblahxoxo
    18-21, F
    Feb 6, 2016

    I don't know why I'm in pain all I know is that

    if this lasts any longer I'm going to probably shoot myself in the head. A couple of days ago I was in the car on the way to my uncles wedding when I suddenly the pain hit me all at once, my ribs felt like they were cracking,my knees hurt the most if felt like they were being...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Oct 30, 2014

    I hate I can't sleep

    because the pain is so much.
    bfwhl bfwhl
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Feb 25, 2016

    not something i wana affirm .

    . :( .. halp .. :( .. :'( ..
    cdwishimatgurlCalandraBelle cdwishimatgurlCalandraBelle
    36-40, T
    Mar 4, 2016

    Well I hurt my back and i am eating it.

    Disc is on the nerve root again. It's not fun !!!
    AmazingPoet AmazingPoet
    41-45, M
    Mar 1, 2016

    Hollow Man

    Six months ago, my life was so good. I had gotten promoted to sports editor, a job I coveted. I was doing something I truly love for a living. I have a loving wife, a great son and good friends. It all changed in one instant, though. I stopped at a red light and about 15 seconds...
    stankadiddlehopper stankadiddlehopper
    51-55, M
    Jun 18, 2012

    Okay so for me to be born my three older

    brothers had to die and i've always blamed myself but its not like it's my fault is it? I didn't know that for me to live they'd have to die cause like I wasn't even a thought at the time. And if i'd have known that I would've never been born. I would've forced myself to die...
    AngelWithASecret2 AngelWithASecret2
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 23, 2014

    For 4 wretched years I have been stuck in a

    horrible boarding school. I also had plantar warts up until now. My parents refused to pull me out of the school or let me get surgery to get rid of them. Everyone at boarding school abused me and I has to wear an uncomfortable uniform 24/4 and I also was constantly hungry and...
    FoxFan64 FoxFan64
    16-17, M
    Mar 19, 2016

    I have killer toothache

    and there's sod all I can do about it tonight!
    deleted deleted
    Feb 7, 2016
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