I Am In So Much Pain

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 380 People

    I cry myself to sleep

    so much, I wake up and try to cry myself awake or back to sleep again. I constantly want to carve out my own useless heart. I dont know what to do anymore, lost so much hope. Dont see much of a point of anything anymore. I really am worthless. I wonder if I really even exsist...
    Wintersorrow Wintersorrow
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Sep 10, 2014

    I was in a car accident with a semi December 23

    2006 yes I amazingly survived but I still deal with the pain daily I just don't show others how much...I rely on my Mary Jane to help ease my pain
    yummy5541 yummy5541
    31-35, F
    Aug 20, 2015

    I Am In So Much Pain...

    ... that's it's killing me. For the past few days, my entire upper left side has been in so much pain.  i have tried everything i can think of to relieve the pain. i've been using vicoden and ibuprofen from a past prescription for cramps... yet surprisingly, the didn't...
    kelsieilesha kelsieilesha
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 27, 2010

    Woke up in so much pain from my ankle I want to

    cry but at least one of my protectors already went to get my pain reliever it just frustrates me that I can't move my leg because of the pain
    notgranted42 notgranted42
    18-21, F
    Aug 19, 2015
    itcheru itcheru
    26-30, F
    Feb 28, 2015

    Because my own life is one big problem.

    . my school workpartner doesn't have sympathy, I get anxious of my 46 and 74 yrs old parents, I've been extremely alone since 6th grade in my hometown (4 years past from that time), and if I would stay on my hometown I'll breakdown because of all idiots, I don't want to live in...
    redhauntedhood redhauntedhood
    16-17, F
    1 Response Sep 9, 2015

    I have sciatica Nerve pain

    that goes from the right lower back clear down my leg to my heel of my foot . My doctors won't give me nothing for the pain yet I just went though PT now I am going back to the doctors to see what they say .
    deleted deleted
    5 Responses Nov 15, 2015

    Why did i let him do

    that to me omg i'm in pain omg
    unlovedone9 unlovedone9
    18-21, F
    3 Responses May 13, 2014

    I've never hurt like this

    before I can't sleep I'm tired I wish it would go away and med are not helping
    deleted deleted
    Feb 21, 2015

    Stupid pain. Have a headache ,

    earache , tooth ache , sore back, sore neck ,sore left ribs can't sleep on that side. My ankle is hurting so is my wrist, I feel really sick and pain in my stomach. I hate pain
    anestacia anestacia
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 5, 2014

    Lightening bolt pain running from my back all

    the way down to my ankle. Pins and needles in my foot like it fell asleep. It hurts sitting, standing, walking, laying, breathing... Heat, ice... nothing I am eating pain meds (robaxacet, advil, naproxen) like candy. Pretty sure you are not supposed to take all of these...
    absolom absolom
    Feb 11, 2015

    Had surgery or maybe that's an overstatement

    cause basically my gums were burned to give way for my wisdom tooth to grow. Now, i feel like not talking most of the time cause it hurts. Perfect timing cause i might have to do a report on Monday, that's tomorrow. It was embarrassing that i cried quite a lot of tears during...
    itcheru itcheru
    26-30, F
    Mar 7, 2015

    I have lost a sense of

    who I am in the past year.
    melXlo melXlo
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 1, 2014

    Few years ago i was diagnosed with Gilbert

    syndrome after visiting many doctors and doing many tests : blood , scan , ultra sound waves , x ray and all you could think in , since i suffered from a bad nausea had lasted about six months , the problem is that my doctors told me that , Gilbert syndrome does not result in...
    umayyad umayyad
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Feb 1, 2015

    knowing that you're in love with someone else

    already.. And it kills me knowing how much you profess online what you feel about her... I'm dying inside...
    mareeyah08 mareeyah08
    31-35, F
    Mar 4, 2015

    yestersday i have a pain in my kidney (lever) ,

    , so i caan't do something ,, plzz pray for me
    basilkhan basilkhan
    22-25, M
    Feb 18, 2015

    I am disabled probably my own fault was a

    removal man and truck driver for years and now I am suffering for it day after day always in pain unable to work . It really gets me down . I live on medication for pain and depression, panic attacks ,anxiety . claustrophobia and aggrophobia I really hate it my life is not what...
    nakednudist nakednudist
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Sep 20, 2015

    i cannot get out of .

    I am oppressed and i cannot get out . i feel bad now.
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow
    18-21, F
    Apr 5, 2015

    pretending that I don't care at all

    but deep inside I still care for you more and more.....
    mareeyah08 mareeyah08
    31-35, F
    Feb 27, 2015
    Krystal666 Krystal666
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Sep 25, 2014

    I am starting to give up on life.

    Each day I grow emotionally weaker and weaker. Every crush that I have ever has ended up in failure which makes me think that I'm a failure. I have no hope in myself anymore. Whenever I buildup confidence to talk to a girl that I like, it just gets shot right back down because I...
    elugo12345 elugo12345
    18-21, M
    1 Response Feb 28, 2015

    Breathe in Just take baby steps Breathe

    out You're going to be okay Breathe in Just keep it together Breathe out You are doing great Breathe in Don't let yourself fall into people Breathe out You know you are just a burden Breathe in Why did you bring her into all of this mess Breathe out Look how much you hurt her...
    SmallSpeck963 SmallSpeck963
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 5, 2015

    I'm in so much pain right now,

    and there's nothing I can do to alleviate it. I wish the pain would go away
    fhn0512 fhn0512
    18-21, F
    Nov 20, 2015
    MussiociZinni MussiociZinni
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jan 18, 2014

    I love him so much..

    but he's ignoring me! he said he love me, and he wants to marry me and wait for me til i go back home! but i cant feel it! he dont have time for me nor text me! i dont know if im going to believe him, or what! we wer 2gder for almost 7 yrs now. 3 yrs of a long distance...
    cutielarzm cutielarzm
    26-30, F
    1 Response May 10, 2014
    PacifiedBrains PacifiedBrains
    13-15, F
    Apr 18

    The emotional pain combined with the physical

    pain is just overwhelming. Oh my god, this is ridiculous. I'm only 23, I can't imagine how much worse this is going to get.... my god.....
    macabremara macabremara
    22-25, T
    Jan 31, 2014

    I keep making mistakes.

    has anyone ever accidentally blocked someone when trying to delete a conversation. then hurt that person' s feelings.
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Apr 19

    Cheating Husband

    I have been with my husband for 20 years recently I found out he cheated on me with a 21 year old girl this happened six years ago and now the woman came forward to say he has a five year old child with her I dont know what to do I hate him so much right now and I dont know if...
    2 Responses Apr 27, 2010

    For those who have already read my story,

    i'm having a really hard time coping with this break up... idk how to heal idk how to be alone idk how to deal with these feeling i feel like every minute of the day i'm getting stabbed in the heart.. i break down and cry at random times of the day i wake up in the mornings & he...
    marydiaz marydiaz
    22-25, F
    Dec 21, 2015

    I have officially hit my emotional pain

    threshold. Every memory hurts. I can't think of anything else. I want to sleep but I can't. Everything is my fault.
    BernadetteAshley BernadetteAshley
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Apr 17

    When I hear him say "I want to kill myself"

    "I want to die" "I had to come out here because the gun was in there" I stopped him when I first met him... I made him happier... But now it feels like I went from being a help to being the cause. When I hear him talk about it ... It feels like a literal knife being...
    Sadgirlwithoutarazor1 Sadgirlwithoutarazor1
    18-21, F
    Mar 30

    I really need a hug I am literally drowning in

    my tears right now while I'm at work.
    melXlo melXlo
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Dec 3, 2014

    My tummy really hurts it is

    so painful and I keep getting backache.
    deleted deleted
    Jun 30, 2015

    There is no coming to consciousness without

    pain. I am open to learning from this new pain.
    deleted deleted
    Apr 18

    Make it stop god my stomach hurts

    so badly right now I just want to sleep:'( I have a fever as well I keep getting the stomach flu
    ashley254 ashley254
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Jan 13

    My heart hurts so bad.

    All I've been doing is crying because I can't take this pain anymore. People don't care, they just leave and forget. Am I really that unimportant? I'm so tired of feeling like this. I've had to go through so much and it just keeps building up and I can't take it anymore.
    LoveandLoss17 LoveandLoss17
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Sep 17, 2014

    I have surgery on the 16th to remove a

    gangllian cyst in my wrist. I can't wait. the pain is terrible and the fingers of my right hand get stuck and trapped. It has separated the bones in my wrist and is putting pressure on the nerves. so.........
    blueturtlemoon blueturtlemoon
    56-60, F
    Jan 10, 2014

    Yes , my pain is great

    but my will to continue and forget is greater than it , so i will keep struggling , since the life is for the strong only.
    umayyad umayyad
    31-35, M
    5 Responses Apr 20, 2015

    I don't know how to be "normal".

    I look around me and see people happy, laughing, but know my own mind is a cloudy maze I can't fight my way out of.
    SlotFixr SlotFixr
    46-50, M
    Oct 2, 2015

    My back hurts, my ribs hurt

    when I slouch over or turn a certain way they start to go over each other, my shoulders hurt sometimes when I move them I can hear it grinding against another bone or some, my legs and ankles are killing me, I have a major headache, am so tired and so sick. I hate my health
    anestacia anestacia
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 2, 2015

    Literally. Three days ago,

    I had to go to the University for recruitment drive by some MNC. I almost always eat home made food, but since I had to be there the whole day, I had to eat out. In the evening, I ended up a fever of 102 with difficulty in breathing. After rest and medicine, I was good. Next day...
    EddA22 EddA22
    22-25, M
    Sep 5, 2015

    I can't move it hurts :'( I was raped

    so i can't move now i was in the hospital but i just got out.
    unlovedone9 unlovedone9
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 10, 2014
    anestacia anestacia
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 1, 2015

    OMFG it hurts. Nerve pain is the worst.

    Front of hip & back, wicked knee pain, ankle feels broken. Damn TFL... I hate you! I've been popping roxacet, ibuprofen, and naproxen all day. I think I am going to add alcohol to the mix. Will quite possibly end up using my cane tomorrow. That's all. Just wanted to rant...
    absolom absolom
    1 Response Jul 27, 2015
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