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I Am In the Closet

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    And is no fun here..but at least is somehow safe

    for now. I'm unable to come out as it's completely something out of Common and most probably a offense to many if you admit that, where I live. Never had any attraction to guys as I do with girls, and no I'm not hating on guys,im just unable to connect with them at a loving...
    PiKaya PiKaya 18-21, F Jan 16

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    I have been in the closet

    since 2012. I am bisexual and gender fluid.
    wheelz2527 wheelz2527 18-21, F Jul 3

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    I'm bisexual, and it sucks

    because I really don't want to be. I just want to be normal. Why do I have to be so disgusting? Why ME? Of all people, did it really have to be me?
    BeautyOfTheBeast BeautyOfTheBeast 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 1, 2014

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    I think I'm am on the closet,

    I feel ashamed. But on well may God help me.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 4

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    My Avi

    My avi is not me. It's the gorgeous Mary Stuart Masterson as Idgie Threadgoode in Fried Green Tomatoes, which was a great lesbian love story that the film turned into a buddy story, but whatever-- the gay undercurrent prevailed;)
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Nov 4, 2013

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    "You choose to be Gay"

    Do the people who claim this; realize that they are actually implying that, Everyone has homosexual feeling just some CHOOSE to act on them. So when they say that they are implying they, too, are at least bisexual. And therefore, are sinners and should also be sent to hell...
    LDR87 LDR87 22-25, M 2 Responses Nov 21, 2012

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    This Woman, Er, Me...

    Once upon a time, there was a woman, yours to the truly, who was on EP for awhile and developed a bad case of toxic profile. Brought on, perhaps, by her having initially arrived here with the intent to spill the beans about her lifetime spent in the closet. Stories were written...
    deleted deleted 26-30 9 Responses Oct 30, 2013

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    The closet is a nice

    and quiet place, I might just settle down here :v
    scias scias 22-25, M Nov 11, 2014

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    Well night y'all Good night Sleep

    tight Don't let the monsters in ur closet bite Lol
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 24, 2014

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    You see those knee high stilletto's shoe box in

    the back of my closet , I'm way back there. I soo far back in the closet you will need a trekking expedition to come find me.
    socalsissi socalsissi 36-40, T 1 Response Mar 6, 2014

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    hi am 21 years old guy

    and I dont have any friends just I don't have frinds because if I hang out there going to assume am different and I don't want to have gay friends because I don't like that so am always by myself am attractive but why dosent matter so I go out with my mom to eat and stuff...
    nene1211 nene1211 18-21 1 Response Jun 22

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    Yesterday i found the prettiest rainbow bracelet

    that my little brother made, so i informed him that i was stealing it. (Cuz thats a tad bit nicer than just taking it.) i wore it all through school today, half hoping someone would ask me about it... I had a conversation with a friend in the morning where i casually mentioned...
    peaceinmiles peaceinmiles 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 15, 2014

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    Hi Guys,Please Fill This Survey Form,

    Provided to understand 'REPRESSED SEXUALITY IN CINEMA & TELEVISION' Its for my friend's thesis! It would be great if ya'll could help. Thank You Here's the Link https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/7CD3B8C
    WakeupArtist WakeupArtist 18-21, F May 25

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    I'M Not, But R.Kelly Is Trapped In There!!

    and he needs to pee. where is he going to go this time:-/
    foldedunfolding foldedunfolding 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 6, 2013

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    Happy Valentine's Day to my Baby Love,

    Thing Two, who is really the very first of all Things: The Beckoning In my heart  You are the drummer And I live and love To the pace Of your taking hold. You flow on me With wounds and wonders Releasing the words that  Heal as tender mercies All that had come undone. And...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 13, 2014

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    Only my best friend knows.

    If I tell my parents, I'm going to get kicked out. I don't have anyone to accept me, as me
    Jamesandthestars Jamesandthestars 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 28

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    I feel that I am a person no one would expect

    to be anything but straight. I'm masculine. I go to church. But that doesn't change who I am. I'm bisexual and know one knows yet. Most days, I'm grateful that no one knows what I am, but sometimes I wish that the people closest to me would know.
    MyOwnSecretSide MyOwnSecretSide 18-21, M 7 Responses Jun 28, 2014

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    Yup I'm on the verge of coming out.

    So far I told 4 of my friends 1 of which I have a crush on x3 XD
    fredlez2306 fredlez2306 13-15, M 4 Responses Mar 31, 2014

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    Okay, so I have been skipping P.

    E lessons a lot recently and it's really been getting me down. I was never a big sports fan and I don't like the lesson that much but it kind of went down hill for me when my own cousin outted me to everyone in my school. Now I told my tutor that I was skipping. My reason being...
    forminghaikus920 forminghaikus920 13-15, F May 2

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    I am a closeted: Pansexual Bigendered

    person I can't imagine coming out. I married a straight bio male and that makes me invisible. I'm also afraid that the queer community won't accept me because even though I have gender dysphoria I don't plan to transition and even though I like women I am in a heterosexual...
    Sapphire89 Sapphire89 26-30 5 Responses Jan 26, 2014

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    Name Change

    I originally had the name Gayheat. Which implies all sorts of things I am not. That name was chosen in haste when I first arrived at EP on a Google search. Using my real name would be my preference, but considering my circumstances that just isn't possible. I've long wanted to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Aug 3, 2013

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    I'm a 21 year old Muslim lesbian.

    I've accepted my sexuality from quite a while now but I'm still in the closet because my family and friends will never support me for being attracted to women. I am not strong enough to take the risk to come out only because there is a lot of stigma attached to being a Muslim...
    Zari93 Zari93 22-25 1 Response Sep 5, 2014

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    If anyone needs help

    or have any question if be really happy to help :3 ! Even if you're bicurious and need advices I'd be happy to help you c: Don't hesitate !
    GabbyTheSiren GabbyTheSiren 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 16, 2014

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    and I plan on staying in the closet

    for awhile. The reason being that because I'm still young my parents will say stuff like "It's just a faze" or "You'll grow out of it." But the thing is, I'm dead serious about this. I can't imagine myself being with a boy. I want to date and marry a girl. So, in the closet...
    iwassoStupid iwassoStupid 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 4, 2014

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    I Might Be The Hardest Wisher In The Whole World.

    Since I was little I've done this thing where even though I know nothing will happen, I'll shut my eyes so tight it hurts and wish for something. I have no reason to. I've grown up in a healthy family who loves me dearly and I've never wanted for anything. But shut inside a...
    Farmboy89 Farmboy89 22-25, M 15 Responses Dec 6, 2012

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    fercrox fercrox 46-50, M 3 Responses Apr 6, 2014

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    I've come to terms with the fact

    that i like girls sometimes and im ok with it, but i want to figure out my label before i come out
    infb infb 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 10

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    My first gay experience was in the 7th grade.

    My friend was in 11th grade. We liked to camp in my back yard. When we did, he usually brought some **** mags with him. I was around 5 feet tall, still no hair on my face or penis area. He was 6' 1'' blond, blue eyes. I didnt look at boys at this time. But he was cute in...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 7, 2014

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    Will you judge me if you'll know?

    I don't feel good today, I feel as if those I call friends already know the secret that I kept from eveyone except my friends on EP and some close ones.. I feel awful. I came here in EP to know more about other people and other things but also to know myself more than anyone else...
    deleted deleted 26-30 10 Responses Jan 1, 2014

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    I'm a 16 year old Female.

    In the closet of course lol. I asked my dad what he would do if I turn out gay. He said he'd disown me and send me to an all girls school. I was like yeah that makes since 😂
    thisgirlhasquestions thisgirlhasquestions 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 1, 2014

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    I am in college. I have plenty of dating

    experience and am very mature. I should not be in the closet, I just don't know how to come out...
    evilnotshy evilnotshy 18-21, F Feb 18

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    I'm am a13 year old gay boy

    and I'm out of the closet with school but not my family I just wanna know what to do about my family I know I should wait but she can't kick me out that's basically child abuse right?
    Andrewwhittemore Andrewwhittemore 13-15, M Dec 6, 2014

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    I am 14 and I'm currently in the closet.

    I've always had a feminine behavior, and I've shared many of the same interests as girls. I didn't realize that I was truly gay until 6th grade, when I began to develop feelings for cute boys and-- well, *********** to hot guys on the Internet. I've had countless memories of...
    Koreku Koreku 13-15, M 3 Responses Aug 19, 2014

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    I've been with guys mostly

    and right now I have a boyfriend that I've been with for a little over a year. I have a son from a previous relationship and a baby on the way with my boyfriend but my problem is ... I'm not attracted to my boyfriend anymore .. I've like girls since I first started school and I...
    savvyinsane savvyinsane 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 29, 2014

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    sweetestguyever666 sweetestguyever666 18-21, M 4 Responses Jun 11, 2014

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    I believe sexuality is ever-changing.

    That being said, the best I can identify as is a bisexual but heteroromantic female. I have never told anyone this, and here I am, telling the internet. It feels good though to say it anonymously.
    totallyconfused28 totallyconfused28 18-21, F May 19

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    "She knew this transition was not

    about becoming someone better, but about finally allowing herself to become who she'd always been." I am learning to accept what I have always felt. Trying to overcome what I always believed was "wrong", be it by my Catholic upbringing or social/environmental factors. This...
    lifesinlimbo lifesinlimbo 51-55, F 6 Responses Jan 8, 2014

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    So a little over a year ago i came out to my

    friends that i was bi, despite having had multiple relationships with guys and girls (mostly guys) long before then, then recently coming out as gay. But having a strong right wing politician and Baptist Church deacon for a father and a strong anti-everything mother, and my...
    helsingrise helsingrise 16-17, M 2 Responses Jul 16, 2014

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    Half In, Half Out of the Closet.....

    I suppose I've always known I'm not straight really. I know I like girls a LOT more than guys, so you could say I'm a lesbian, because my sexual preference would be for women, but I'm still attracted to some guys. And I don't believe in boundaries, at least not untill you're...
    Zarfo Zarfo 22-25 2 Responses Mar 18, 2009

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    I've known I wasn't straight

    for a few years now, I just recently (year or so) figured out I'm pansexual (was really questioning for a while). I'm not really close at all with my family, I'm kinda the black sheep in my family cause I don't fit in with any of their interests at all. I'm atheist, and my whole...
    likesugarandcyanide likesugarandcyanide 18-21, F Dec 20, 2014

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    Pansexual

    I'm Pansexual and have know that for a long time, but the rest of my family doesn't know. The topic of sexuality came up today between my mother and I, and I asked her "What would you do if one of your kids wasn't straight?" she just said "No comment". I tried to push the topic...
    KindZombie KindZombie 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 13, 2013

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    HER... I just want to take a moment

    and thank The Universe for being the ever maddening Prankster that It is. And It knows precisely to what I'm referring. To whom, to be exact. I dreamed that she'd be brainy. Check, abundantly. That she'd wield a large wit. Check, skillfully, with deadly aim. That...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jan 7, 2014

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    Yeah I'm bisexual and in the closet.

    The reasons I am keeping it from people is because well my "father" is a "catholic" now don't get me wrong I'm not against Christianity or anything and there's nothing wrong if you are but my "father" is the type of "catholic" that is totally against homosexuality and constantly...
    DarkRun421 DarkRun421 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 23, 2014

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    Even Admitting On Here Scares Me In Case I'm Found Out

    It's sad but somewhat comforting to see so many people on here in the same boat as I am...unable to say who we truly are! My mother always spoke of disgust at Gays/Bisexuals...anyone who in her eyes wasn't 'normal'. So I have chosen to hide who I am for all these years. I'm...
    Inapickle45 Inapickle45 46-50, F 3 Responses Jan 1, 2013

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    A Crush On My Bully

    As a kid I was bullied every day by this one boy who didn't know how to show that he liked me. His name was Jerry. At the time, I had no idea he had a crush on me. And he was afraid because I was also a guy and he thought there was something wrong with being gay. He used to tease...
    HitchhikingProphet HitchhikingProphet 18-21, M 3 Responses Feb 18, 2012

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