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I Am In the Waiting Room of My Life

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    Years Passing And 'it' Just Haven't Happened

    What is itI'm not sure, but I'm here also, waiting, feeling way too much along the way.Wishing, yearning and trying to keep the hope.Right now I'd love 'it' to be the best, most romantic kiss of my 45 years....it would do for a good start to get to feel alive
    MsBlueDreamer MsBlueDreamer 41-45, F Feb 28, 2012

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    Please Stay Seated, Well Get To You In A Moment

    I am dead as of now, i will continue to exist and suffer alone and nothing can be done about that. My life may be just beginning, but who said ill live long? Each day passes i feel 5 years older, im slowly absorbing into and old mate. And thats how it feels, im in my prime and...
    SilentMoonX SilentMoonX 70+, M May 13, 2013

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    Overtaking

      Wondering where its all going, cant seem to ramble there. But I see so much, maybe too much. The overtaking of the light and my spare time, I cant just sit and watch time. I cannot simply keep it. Because I cant keep it for myself.. Maybe that’s selfish. But there...
    AwakeWithMe AwakeWithMe 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 11, 2009

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    Wake Me Up When It's My Turn

    Is it my turn to take the spotlight? It's not? Ok... back to the backstage! For years I've waited my turn to get on the stage of my life... the moment never came. Then I started to look around me in the waiting room. Hey, things aren't that bad in here, I mean there's lots of...
    Fennella Fennella 31-35, F Aug 4, 2008

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    In The Waiting Room

    In the waiting room, That’s how I feel, Waiting for life, To do it’s thing, So I can move on, I need changes, Not yet in place, When they are, I know, I’ll bolt ahead.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 2, 2012

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    When Are They Going to Let Me In Already?

    It seems that every single thing I've done in my life is just in preparation for "my life." I went to elementary school so that I could go to middle school so that I could go to high school so that I could go to college. Now I'm in college and wondering whether or not...
    JonFurniss JonFurniss 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 11, 2008

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    I Have Taken My Number and Now I Wait

    Divorce is such a long process, seven months and counting.  I am not going back, so I sometimes wonder what takes so long.  Well I know my soon to be ex wants to draw this out, for what reason I am not sure.  So here I wait, but I am okay with it,  I have the...
    loopnscc loopnscc 46-50, M Dec 29, 2008

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    The Vending Machine

    White walls. Bright lights. Posters here and there. Uncomfortable chairs. Stacks of reading materials. A parked wheelchair. Oh, A straightjacket hanging on a hook. *scratches faeriehead* There is no better description at this point. It makes me recall a memory... hmmm... Oh yeah...
    Sylphy Sylphy 41-45, F Apr 3, 2012

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    I REMEMBER MY FIRST JOB INTERVIEW. I LOOKED AT THE WORKER THAT HANDED ME THE APP AN ASKED IF MANAGER WAS THERE. THEY SAID YEAH. I WENT TO FILL OUT THE APP AND THEN ASKED IF THEY REALLY NEEDED HELP. THE MANAGER CAME OUT. WE TALKED I GOT THE JOB. NOT LONG AFTER ONE MANA TOLD ME TO...
    thelambsink thelambsink 41-45, M Oct 21, 2010

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    November 4, 2013. I attempted to end my life. Emotions I had kept locked inside overwhelmed me, the stress from school and the self inflicted pressure to do everything right...
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    He walked into the room and my heart immediately started beating quickly. I knew of him and his reputation, but it was the first time I ever seen him up close. That all sounds...
    Skinnylove29 Skinnylove29 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    Too many times I find myself letting anxieties and fears control my thought patterns and actions. Into my 20s I had many factors that led me to believe that life was nothing but...
    simulatedexistence simulatedexistence 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    my whole life i was alone. i have everyone around me. my family, friends . But none of them knows me . They only know my out side.i wish someone was there for me . someone who...
    leftaalone leftaalone 22-25 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    Recent events have caused me to examine my life. My family and I have a strained relationship at best. After seeing them I am depressed for days. I am never good enough. This has...
    Badina Badina 46-50, F 50 mins ago

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    I am tired of waiting around for the guy I like to make up his mind whether he wants to be with me or not. Sometimes there's something going on, sometimes he can be really cold...
    roxie1145 roxie1145 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Swag swag swag. I have no life, I'm sure most people expect the least from me but one day my laziness, hunger, awkwardness and antisocial skills will come to use.. I mean they have...
    12blueunicorns 12blueunicorns 13-15, F 2 hrs ago

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    Sometimes I worry that the world may be running out of kind, genuine people. Although looking back at some of history's horrors, I also feel very grateful to live in the new...
    princesszoe13 princesszoe13 16-17, F 3 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    Having split from my husband and kids are out on there own it's time I did the things in life I want to do.
    SalinNY SalinNY 46-50, F 1 hr ago

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    It sucks when you're ignored by the person whose attention is the only thing you want in the world. Ever since this girl first walked into our school, I couldn’t take my eyes...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 2

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    It sucks when you're ignored by the person whose attention is the only thing you want in the world. Ever since this girl first walked into our school, I couldn’t take my eyes...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 2

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    I am waiting for someone special to appear in my life. I am patiently waiting for her whoever she is, wherever she is.
    CoolDad59 CoolDad59 51-55, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    I m 31. Married for ten years. In a joint family. Have two children. Daughter 9 yrs and son 7. And want to specify that I love my husband a lot and even he does. Now my problem is...
    Plsbdecent Plsbdecent 31-35, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Angels on the Moon -- Thriving Ivory Do you dream, that the world will know your name So tell me your name Do you care, about all the little things or anything at all? I wanna...
    AVampireGirl AVampireGirl 13-15, F Apr 6

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    the reasons why i dont want to do anything sexual before marriage : reason number 1 : what if i had sex with my girl friend before marriage , and after few days i met with...
    lifetriangle lifetriangle 22-25, M 7 Responses 4 days ago

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    I have no friends or associates. The only phone calls I get are from people looking for the person who previously owned my number. Once in a blue moon my best friend might call me...
    enialee enialee 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    mum send me to my room cos I came home back 40 minutes late from my bff. I have to wait for my dad now :(
    xxjennixx xxjennixx 13-15, F 6 Responses 3 days ago

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    I am no the person to give advice on anyone who can't decide what to do with their lives, I can only tell you the mistakes I made so that you can avoid making them and throwing...
    AGothicOdyssey AGothicOdyssey 46-50, M Mar 20

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    I hate my life so, so much right now... This is the only consistent thing I have in my life right now... my total disdain for my life! I am in pain psychologically and I can't...
    aniave aniave 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 30

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    Anonymous asked: What happens once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go. answered: You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and...
    lllie lllie 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    You know, it's really unfortunate. Last year around this time I got my hands on psychedelics for the first time. It began with shrooms, and I instantly became addicted to the cool...
    xxtheecalamity xxtheecalamity 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    I'm doing a bit better today. Well enough to talk about him, at least a little. He was the one who had been my best friend through everything no matter how much we were fighting or...
    ReesesPeaces ReesesPeaces 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    I was born and raised as a Roman Catholic and I still am but I learned to be more open minded at an early age. I felt so lonely and I knew I wasn't from here because I knew my...
    lapluma808 lapluma808 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 3

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      I occasionally come across a group of people who feel adamant about me writing a autobiography. Every time somebody says this to me, I find myself swollen with pride from...
    CaraLina CaraLina 18-21 1 day ago

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    For some reason recently I started feeling like I haven't really done many exciting things in life. But since I started writing about my experiences here on EP and some comments I...
    G1One G1One 31-35, M Mar 27

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    5 hearts for… 1. Last hug: 2. Last phone call: 3. Last text message: 4. Last song you heard: 5. Last time you cried: HAVE YOU EVER: 6. Dated someone twice: 7. Been cheated on: 8...
    VinceOfOhio VinceOfOhio 16-17 Mar 30

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    I grew up in my parents home learning about God. never did a day go by that they taught me. they brought me up in a Godly home and brought me to the house of worship every week. I...
    flyingangel7 flyingangel7 46-50, F Apr 3

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    When it comes , it's going to be the most beautiful thing in the world . A man to sweep me of my feet. I'm waiting and waiting and I know it's going to be there for me someday...
    Norajean1109 Norajean1109 18-21, F Apr 7

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    I am 15, and since I was a young child I have always known that I was different. Not necessarily different in a bad way, just different. I have always looked at things in a way...
    somethinggreat somethinggreat 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    I was told one day by my mother that crying is bad and my father hates crying so I should never do it. I never shed a year in front of her. I was never a good chid in my mothers...
    Bluebren98 Bluebren98 13-15 1 Response Mar 23

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    I saw a movie earlier that touches heart strings big time. In it, a junior high boy was witnessed with blue prints of his school and a hit list of various classmates and people he...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    I feel like this all the time, just waiting around hoping one day something will happen out of my life, I'm wanting to go in army hopefully by next year I will be in there making...
    charbarx charbarx 18-21, F Mar 31

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    The title says it all. Why do we fall into these holes that we ourselves have dug for us to only dwell awhile until we notice we don't want to be in this hole anymore....and about...
    Falcor88 Falcor88 22-25, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I am a 15 year old Jewish, Orthodox girl. I was born 3 months early in Manchester, England. From the time i was a baby i have had a very hard life. I lived in fear every day of my...
    phobia1998 phobia1998 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 22

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    I'm Angel Myers I'm mike Myers baby sis but my big bro mike died when I was a teenage girl so I ran away from home and first met Johnny blaze than the devil who lied to me and...
    Angelmyers11 Angelmyers11 18-21, M Mar 25

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    Waiting for that serendipitous meeting that will change my life.
    jendarhy jendarhy 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 5

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    Very scared I think sometimes waiting is worse then the spanking
    tonya13 tonya13 13-15, F 6 Responses Mar 27

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    I'm tired of waiting and hoping that one day you will change your mind. That one day you will want me back again, and that one day I'll mean as much to you as I did before.
    sewellerica07 sewellerica07 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    but if its waiting for you,,,,,,,then i will wait.....
    delen delen 26-30, F Mar 30

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    I dont know, but I have always waiting someone. Once, there was a guy who ask me for a date. Disgusting, I wait him for four hours and more. When I text him, he said that he ride...
    chocogirl87 chocogirl87 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    I am waiting for you, do you know it? Why are you avoiding me. He is avoiding me. WHY. I am going crazy I am telling you.. Please say something..
    Jaqque23 Jaqque23 18-21, F Apr 1

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