I think I'm happy that way.
But it would be nice to change the world. I just know that the chance of that happening is zilch, so there's no point in trying and I'm not even going to bother anymore. But it would be nice if people thought I had something sensible to say for once...
Not a depressed out look though. It is just an opinion i have because one day the sun is going to get really big and destroy our world. All traces of humanity will no longer exist. When that time comes it will be like we never existed. so what significance do we really have?
I don't want to try to make an impact. People say its because I fear losing in my efforts. Thats not true. The cost of success.
But I don't wish I could cure cancer. I don't want to walk down a red carpet.
The only person I wan't to affect is myself.
No one cares about a 14...