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I Am Insane

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    I'm staying up till 4am,

    I get incredible bursts of depression, and I'm not exactly normal. I can pick up on things fast, but I'm bored. I think humanity is pretty sad, and I'm amazed at how stupid everyone is, but I hate myself. I've lost it I'm sure.
    frobro15 frobro15 13-15, M 2 Responses Feb 18

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    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    So insane my mind has lost all control.

    Someone should stop me. Help.
    Diamondgirly Diamondgirly 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 24, 2014

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    People don't talk to themselves

    because they are insane... They talk to themselves because they are lonely... However, the loneliness drove them insane.
    lostandjaded lostandjaded 26-30, F 7 Responses Oct 31, 2014

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    Define Insane

    Ha, I define insane as physically being in this world but mentally being in your own world. I think that seems ideal to me, since there are times in life when I'm just not satisfied with this world. Sometimes I long for that imaginary friend, that great purple haired person who...
    Parafaecri Parafaecri 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 23, 2008

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    H8red

    Yes it's time to turn the page What she wants has me in rage What that is... Who the **** knows I toy with my blade as my anger grows All I ever wanted was your affection Not to be part of your collection With that being said I'll become the end The Ømega to your Alpha, you...
    UltraHighMonarch UltraHighMonarch 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 10, 2013

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    I'm gonna burn your house down melon

    and then I'm gonna slit your wrist with a rusty bandsaw while making you listen 115.
    TheotheAUSTRALIAN TheotheAUSTRALIAN 18-21, M May 20, 2014

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    I am a very dangerous

    and a very violent person and I'm just insane and I like to fight
    dangerousperson dangerousperson 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 1, 2014

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    Insane

    For the one's who don't know, I am, lol.  ;P  I'll even tell you why someday!  ;P
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 20, 2011

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    I think i am, i really do,

    maybe i am insane, i do things i cant explain and sometimes i forget what I'm doing its weird and im very violent, and crazy. If you wish to visit me, go to the nearest psych hospital ill be there waiting :3
    YouAreAllPesants YouAreAllPesants 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 30, 2014

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    And Proudly So

    I'm proud to say I am a lifetime, card carrying member of the EP Guild of Insanity. Why am I insane? Because I can get kicks out of little things, have no problem making an utter fool of myself in public. Because I can hold onto a argument even when the sense of doing so has long...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jul 20, 2009

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    One feeling, two feelings,

    three feelings, four... Twitch, twitch, twitch and I'm down on the floor. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=qLrnkK2YEcE I have delusions of grandeur.
    eccentricpython eccentricpython 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 24

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    enough said. ive slowly inched to insanity

    since my father passed up to the point where im clinically insane
    MrFoe MrFoe 13-15, M 4 Responses May 28, 2014

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    I constantly act like I am extremely high on

    drugs when I've never used. Basically this stems from a need to break out of the everyday mundanity that plagues my life, and the fact that I get anxiety attacks pretty frequently. Lets just say that if you know me, I'm bound to do something batshit insane and stupid within a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 3, 2014

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    Empty

    This is my first story I discovered this site because I suffer from insomnia and I can only sleep with music but lately it hasn't helped. I'm 16 I go to school, talk to friends and do normal stuff like a average teen ......but yet I still feel this emptiness a hole in my heart...
    Raiden636 Raiden636 16-17, M 8 Responses Feb 7, 2013

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    That's Right.

    But that doesn't mean I shouldn't be allowed at my local burger king any less than anyone else...It's all relative really.
    SuicideSilent SuicideSilent 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 3, 2010

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    Sanity Is Not Welcome Here

    I'm too tired to write. Everybody calls me crazy in college. They call me insane, psycho, retarded, abnormal. A guy in my class called me a zombie today. I am bipolar. Tell me is being bipolar abnormal? I've become socially paranoid because of being bullied everyday. I can't even...
    stabbedtoceasersalad stabbedtoceasersalad 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 14, 2013

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    Four things; 1) Reality is irrelevant.

    2) You don't know insanity until you ARE in sanity. 3) It's not fun constantly deconstructing your existence. 4) Isolation is key to survival.
    Darktooth41 Darktooth41 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 16, 2014

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    Asylum

    First things first...that group logo made me laugh. Everyone is crazy on the inside. Some are just more blessed than others.
    SimpleDesign SimpleDesign 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 30, 2011

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    Lasbutterfly Lasbutterfly 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    I imagine my self in a dark room.

    In that room there is a table with a light illuminating over it. On the table there is a pair of handcuffs. Next to the table there is a chair with leg straps and wrist straps. It was an electric chair and in that chair was my sanity.
    TheotheAUSTRALIAN TheotheAUSTRALIAN 18-21, M May 10, 2014

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    VeniceTheMenice VeniceTheMenice 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    A Few Simple Reasons to Why I'm Insane...

    I often have strange thoughts that make me thankful enough that no one can hear them. Sometimes I create a fake life in my head that consists of random people in life that I hardly know and actors/comedians. My sister and I often dance like weirdos.
    brokenglorystars brokenglorystars 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 26, 2008

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    * Ahem*

    Yeah. Insanity is my middle name. I guess that I have issues or something. I'm flunking outta college. I might get it together though. I think I can. I've been dealing with my eating disorder, which is cool. And i'm learning, that life OWES me nothing. That people I care about...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 70+, F 14 Responses Nov 27, 2011

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    Whats wrong with you ?

    What dont You Remember ? Remember what ? I dont want to remember ? You Have To remember ? Otherwise , You are meaningless .Remember that night you ran and become a street kid, a pathetic street kid with no family, with nothing, But you saw something. Something so amazing...
    yesus yesus 18-21, M 5 Responses Sep 23, 2014

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    i never really thought i was.

    .. until i came on here now i'm starting to wonder if i really am insane...
    InsaneSusy InsaneSusy 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 26

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    MADNESS AND DESPAIR Twisted egos

    and tortured souls Steeped in vengeance and driller with holes. Tumbling through the limits of sanity. Rambling endless cures and profanity. Sick ended conscience will waste away. Locking your mind away from the light of day. Embracing the darkness, knowing only the night. A...
    Blackrose21 Blackrose21 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 16, 2013

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    All it takes is one bad day to reduce the

    sanest person alive to insanity. That's how far the world is where I'm from. Just one bad day.
    BeingMe98 BeingMe98 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 10

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    You say you aren't guilty like it's a great

    thing, Like you're God! My goodness, let's get you a gold medal. Hahaha, Don't you know? Innocence is only an impersonator of insanity. The only truly ingenuous are the babies that aren't born yet, That don't even have a name. But in the future they'll hold all the blame...
    AkkiNeko AkkiNeko 22-25, F Sep 11, 2014

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    I want to construct a building out of 100% meat.

    Made of meat bricks. The building is edible. A meat castle
    Chelsea248744 Chelsea248744 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    Definition Of Insanity

    "Did I ever tell you what the definition of insanity is? Insanity is doing the exact... same ******* thing... over and over again expecting... **** to change... That. Is. Crazy" - Vaas Montenegro "Mom? Dad? I’m no longer the boy you’re used to seeing I’ve changed a lot...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 13, 2013

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    I would share my thoughts

    but even I don't understand them half the time I was rolling on the floor thinking about milk don't ask I couldn't explain it if I wanted then I got on here and I remembered a person I met on here has amazing hair and I wanna pet their hair but anytime I say anything I sound...
    poeticnightmare poeticnightmare 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 7, 2014

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    Why...

    There is no ******* god. How could he let me go through so much hell. I feel like i rarely get relief. Im only 17... 17 ******* years old and i have literally gone insane. Its not ******* fair i was relatively normal. I had a ******* life. Why is life this unfair. Why. I am dead...
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M 4 Responses Sep 29, 2013

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    This person is trying to kill me!

    Someone help! Why cant I run away? Because this person is myself.
    Bandit309 Bandit309 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 27, 2014

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    Them

    Morning came and so did they, flying questions from the police I'm waiting here in an ambulance for Dr. Landau To return and tell me why they're taking me so far away "I did what I did and I'm glad I did, 'cos I could have been the... I could have been the next in line" Nobody...
    UltraHighMonarch UltraHighMonarch 26-30, M Oct 2, 2012

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    Do you know what the definition of Insanity is?

    *and yes i totally Ripped that quote off of Far Cry 3*
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 25

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    I've got a psychotic disorder,

    schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, OCD, and that's about it I think.
    Matchitehew Matchitehew 22-25, M Aug 7, 2014

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    I have these terrible thoughts.

    . when i get upset i fell asleep in the same class twice and they emailed my mom and she yelled now the teacher dodnt say im giving u a chance before!!!! i email ur mom i dont really give a ****!!.. now everytime im upset or yelled at these thoughts get worst and make me think im...
    Eroticwriter34 Eroticwriter34 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 9

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    Insane

    since  the  whole  world  is gone  insane   therefore  as a  part  of  this   globe  i am   but insane  person  just  like him/her they  or you
    shap36 shap36 41-45, M 1 Response Nov 22, 2011

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    TheRealFenix TheRealFenix 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 11

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    Insanity Is Me...

    I have been this way since I was littel.I have a few diagnoises. They are borderline personality disorder,conduct disorder & post tramatic stress disorder.I also have some OCD.I get very eccentric and I have a compleat OBESSESION with The Joker.I am also obessed with knives...
    CoveredInAshes CoveredInAshes 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 31, 2012

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    I feel so, so crazy inside like no emotions

    just wondering how and wanting to know how things work to peak my interest I am insane but not all the time cuz I put a mask of normalcy on, and hold myself back from hurting so I don't scare everyone to death haha and yes I'm the real STEIN
    MrStein MrStein 18-21, M 3 Responses May 11, 2014

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    I Found This... It Felt Like A Tribute

    to this group: Here’s to the crazy ones. The misfits. The rebels. The troublemakers. The round pegs in the square holes. The ones who see things differently. They’re not fond of rules. And they have no respect for the status quo. You can quote them, disagree with them...
    BlueZen BlueZen 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 15, 2012

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    So when do the people in white coats come?

    I've been seeing things & then the next minuet it's gone, hearing things loyal as CRAP & no one else can hear it (taping on the wall) & finally today wile i was in the bathroom my pupils went "square" & i felt an evil presence
    1LilLefty 1LilLefty 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 3, 2014

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    What am i going to do?

    I can't stand it here anymore and to be honest i might be going a little crazy. Help
    backgroundguy backgroundguy 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 4

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    My Own Eyes

    I am crazy. Ive been crazy for who knows how long. I cant remember. But i love it. I finally see everyone and everything for what they really are, its been the greatest blessing i could every ask for.
    vampirecupcakx vampirecupcakx 22-25, M 3 Responses Jan 28, 2012

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