I Am Insane

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    I am 15 nearly 16 years old

    and I think I am going insane. I always have a panicked, tight feeling in my chest that makes me want to scream and I always have this horrible feeling that someone is watching me. I can barely walk around home or school without breaking in to a run because I feel like I am...
    AstridNightfall AstridNightfall
    16-17, F
    Apr 3, 2016

    I am insane i am sure of it.

    I talk to my self a lot. Whenever i walk on the street i listen to music and i sing hopefully no one is around to hear me. I make funny faces whenever i ever i look at the mirror, i do my angry face, my happy face, my monkey face....... I try to talk like a character i like from...
    comlpicatedguy comlpicatedguy
    18-21, M
    1 Response May 16, 2015

    Definition Of Insanity

    "Did I ever tell you what the definition of insanity is? Insanity is doing the exact... same ******* thing... over and over again expecting... **** to change... That. Is. Crazy" - Vaas Montenegro "Mom? Dad? I’m no longer the boy you’re used to seeing I’ve changed a lot...
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    1 Response Nov 13, 2013


    This is my first story I discovered this site because I suffer from insomnia and I can only sleep with music but lately it hasn't helped. I'm 16 I go to school, talk to friends and do normal stuff like a average teen ......but yet I still feel this emptiness a hole in my heart...
    Raiden636 Raiden636
    18-21, M
    8 Responses Feb 7, 2013

    I have these terrible thoughts.

    . when i get upset i fell asleep in the same class twice and they emailed my mom and she yelled now the teacher dodnt say im giving u a chance before!!!! i email ur mom i dont really give a ****!!.. now everytime im upset or yelled at these thoughts get worst and make me think im...
    Eroticwriter34 Eroticwriter34
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 9, 2015
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    May 7, 2015

    My Own Eyes

    I am crazy. Ive been crazy for who knows how long. I cant remember. But i love it. I finally see everyone and everything for what they really are, its been the greatest blessing i could every ask for.
    vampirecupcakx vampirecupcakx
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Jan 28, 2012

    Sanity Is Not Welcome Here

    I'm too tired to write. Everybody calls me crazy in college. They call me insane, psycho, retarded, abnormal. A guy in my class called me a zombie today. I am bipolar. Tell me is being bipolar abnormal? I've become socially paranoid because of being bullied everyday. I can't even...
    stabbedtoceasersalad stabbedtoceasersalad
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jan 14, 2013
    deleted deleted
    Jun 14, 2015

    Tell you what im sick of

    if u dont like what u read of mine dont Fu**in read it STOP!! leaving comments of ur distaste and wasting my time reading the hateful sh*t and u posting it isnt gonna make me take it down or regret it just ****** me off all u do is nag get off my case freakin geez this is...
    Eroticwriter34 Eroticwriter34
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 18, 2015

    Have you ever felt like you were stuck Like you

    were uncertain of yourself and you just couldn't move it isn't that you don't want to move you are despereate to, but there's something in the back of your mind telling you that you might not be good enough. you want to sing, and you know you can, but then you are backstage and...
    deleted deleted
    Nov 26, 2015


    An insane person to most people is someone who is not "normal". What exactly is normal? to me normal is someone who is not stereotypical.. someone who isnt like everyone else.. some claim that the insane do not know they are insane. I know I am crazy.. And most of...
    ShallowDreamers ShallowDreamers
    26-30, M
    6 Responses Jun 17, 2009

    I've suffered from psychosis

    for a few years now. I take meds for it that keep it under control. I slip sometimes. I am crazy but I have good intentions.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response May 24, 2015

    I Found This... It Felt Like A Tribute

    to this group: Here’s to the crazy ones. The misfits. The rebels. The troublemakers. The round pegs in the square holes. The ones who see things differently. They’re not fond of rules. And they have no respect for the status quo. You can quote them, disagree with them...
    BlueZen BlueZen
    31-35, F
    Feb 15, 2012

    I really am going insane.

    All because of a lie. Young people, listen. Don't tell anyone you love them if you don't. Don't get married if you don't feel it. Don't become financially dependent on your spouse. It happened to me. I'm now 45. And yes, I really am going literally insane because I can't...
    crunchytheclow crunchytheclow
    46-50, M
    1 Response Jan 9, 2016

    I don't know anymore.

    It's like I don't even understand what I am. Or why I am. Today I even said "I just want to be" I don't even feel like I exist. I'm just a piece of glass
    Hiiamawhovian Hiiamawhovian
    16-17, F
    May 11, 2015


    First things first...that group logo made me laugh. Everyone is crazy on the inside. Some are just more blessed than others.
    SimpleDesign SimpleDesign
    18-21, M
    1 Response Dec 30, 2011


    There is no ******* god. How could he let me go through so much hell. I feel like i rarely get relief. Im only 17... 17 ******* years old and i have literally gone insane. Its not ******* fair i was relatively normal. I had a ******* life. Why is life this unfair. Why. I am dead...
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Sep 29, 2013

    And Proudly So

    I'm proud to say I am a lifetime, card carrying member of the EP Guild of Insanity. Why am I insane? Because I can get kicks out of little things, have no problem making an utter fool of myself in public. Because I can hold onto a argument even when the sense of doing so has long...
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Jul 20, 2009

    A Few Simple Reasons to Why I'm Insane...

    I often have strange thoughts that make me thankful enough that no one can hear them. Sometimes I create a fake life in my head that consists of random people in life that I hardly know and actors/comedians. My sister and I often dance like weirdos.
    brokenglorystars brokenglorystars
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 26, 2008

    I feel so, so crazy inside like no emotions

    just wondering how and wanting to know how things work to peak my interest I am insane but not all the time cuz I put a mask of normalcy on, and hold myself back from hurting so I don't scare everyone to death haha and yes I'm the real STEIN
    MrStein MrStein
    18-21, M
    2 Responses May 11, 2014

    Define Insane

    Ha, I define insane as physically being in this world but mentally being in your own world. I think that seems ideal to me, since there are times in life when I'm just not satisfied with this world. Sometimes I long for that imaginary friend, that great purple haired person who...
    Parafaecri Parafaecri
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 23, 2008

    But I am making some major progress in my life.

    I'm an introvert, but a pro at communicating with people. My body is permanently damaged from my illnesses and addictions but I don't let it stop me. I take medication to control the things I can't control on my own. I look at myself now and see someone who can exist comfortably...
    deleted deleted
    Oct 19, 2015

    Sanity Humans think to be sane and normal,

    but do not think to be insane and abnormal. that’s because they can’t see them selves as insane. while without insanity there is no sanity, because to be sane is to be insane and to be insane is to be sane. is it? but is it sane to consider oneself to be sane wile...
    deleted deleted
    Jun 14, 2015

    That's Right.

    But that doesn't mean I shouldn't be allowed at my local burger king any less than anyone else...It's all relative really.
    SuicideSilent SuicideSilent
    18-21, M
    4 Responses Jan 3, 2010

    I'm insane and i have mental disorders.

    But i can be normal if i want
    Batwoman1968 Batwoman1968
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 14, 2016

    All it takes is one bad day to reduce the

    sanest person alive to insanity. That's how far the world is where I'm from. Just one bad day.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Mar 10, 2015

    So am literally here.

    Naked. Covered. On EP. Guess what. I sense a spirit. But why am I not scared? Why should I be scared? Be strong not weak. The victim role isn't my thing. I don't care if you don't believe in spirits. You belive what you want, I know what I've gone through and experienced. I'm...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Feb 19, 2016

    Have you ever felt like you were stuck Like you

    were uncertain of yourself and you just couldn't move it isn't that you don't want to move you are despereate to, but there's something in the back of your mind telling you that you might not be good enough. you want to sing, and you know you can, but then you are backstage and...
    deleted deleted
    Nov 26, 2015

    Like a couple minutes ago I was in full *****

    mode and now I'm just disgusted by myself and really needing a sharp blade. Why can't I be a normal, well-adjusted human being that doesn't need to **** or cut to feel less ******?
    KittyCunt KittyCunt
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 27, 2015

    I know it's not typical to refer to yourself

    as insane, but I'm not typical. I don't flaunt it, nor do I seek to gain attention from it. The level of nilhilism that I feel is insane in and of itself, add to that the amount of pain and anguish I wish to inflict upon myself. It's not normal. And I don't ever want it to be.
    AleksandrovKvarforth AleksandrovKvarforth
    22-25, M
    Sep 28, 2015
    ThatOneDepressedKid ThatOneDepressedKid
    16-17, F
    Jan 30, 2016

    INSANITY INSANITY Floating like your on

    air PSYCOPATHY a carefree life INsaniTy Illusion that nevers ends CAPTIVITY unable to run away INSANITY Floating like your on air PSYCOPATHY a carefree life INSANITY i can see the truth now CAPTIVITY The corruption continues INSANITY floating like your on air PSYCOPATHY A...
    Blackrose21 Blackrose21
    18-21, F
    Dec 15, 2013

    i never really thought i was.

    .. until i came on here now i'm starting to wonder if i really am insane...
    InsaneSusy InsaneSusy
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Feb 26, 2015

    For some reason people talk to me

    and the obvious replies do come to mind, because that's what you've known all your life. But now those obvious answers that come to mind seem like a waste of words and you keep your mouth shut...
    deleted deleted
    Dec 9, 2015

    Of Course I Am!

    I think that insanity is the only sane reaction to this crazy world!
    SaratogaGirl SaratogaGirl
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Jun 17, 2009

    What am i going to do?

    I can't stand it here anymore and to be honest i might be going a little crazy. Help
    backgroundguy backgroundguy
    26-30, M
    Apr 4, 2015

    MADNESS AND DESPAIR Twisted egos

    and tortured souls Steeped in vengeance and driller with holes. Tumbling through the limits of sanity. Rambling endless cures and profanity. Sick ended conscience will waste away. Locking your mind away from the light of day. Embracing the darkness, knowing only the night. A...
    Blackrose21 Blackrose21
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 16, 2013

    Whats wrong with you ?

    What dont You Remember ? Remember what ? I dont want to remember ? You Have To remember ? Otherwise , You are meaningless .Remember that night you ran and become a street kid, a pathetic street kid with no family, with nothing, But you saw something. Something so amazing...
    yesus yesus
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Sep 23, 2014

    I'll study since EVERYTHING is becoming

    irrelevant now. I'm UNSATISFIED and it's UNBEARABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (I didn't sleep yesterday night, ugh =,=")
    deleted deleted
    Nov 20, 2015

    * Ahem*

    Yeah. Insanity is my middle name. I guess that I have issues or something. I'm flunking outta college. I might get it together though. I think I can. I've been dealing with my eating disorder, which is cool. And i'm learning, that life OWES me nothing. That people I care about...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    13 Responses Nov 27, 2011
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Mar 18, 2015

    I want to construct a building out of 100% meat.

    Made of meat bricks. The building is edible. A meat castle
    deleted deleted
    Mar 26, 2015
    Savannah247 Savannah247
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 7, 2015

    I feel empty most of the time

    but I often am full of rage, sadness, envy... it feels like an instant change, a rush and afterwards, after the rush, comes the endless void, before wrath pours in again and i want to see the whole world burning at my feet...
    LifelessHusk LifelessHusk
    22-25, T
    May 7, 2015

    I WOULD be were it not

    for my medications........it would be so hard
    cashetty69 cashetty69
    51-55, M
    2 Responses Nov 5, 2015

    I think i am, i really do,

    maybe i am insane, i do things i cant explain and sometimes i forget what I'm doing its weird and im very violent, and crazy. If you wish to visit me, go to the nearest psych hospital ill be there waiting :3
    YouAreAllPesants YouAreAllPesants
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 30, 2014

    And I want you to join me .

    ..😳So here you go - something that'll drive you NUTS!!!!!! 😜   
    BSTisapain BSTisapain
    51-55, F
    1 Response Apr 21, 2016

    Oh don't worry just don't make me mad.

    I have finally learned to mimic people. I simply watch and wonder what it feels like. Eh. Who cares anyway. I can feel a bit of emotion.
    RelaxItsJustANightmare RelaxItsJustANightmare
    16-17, F
    1 Response Nov 26, 2014

    Insanity Is Me...

    I have been this way since I was littel.I have a few diagnoises. They are borderline personality disorder,conduct disorder & post tramatic stress disorder.I also have some OCD.I get very eccentric and I have a compleat OBESSESION with The Joker.I am also obessed with knives...
    CoveredInAshes CoveredInAshes
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Jul 31, 2012
    nobodynumbah8 nobodynumbah8
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 6, 2016


    Yes it's time to turn the page What she wants has me in rage What that is... Who the **** knows I toy with my blade as my anger grows All I ever wanted was your affection Not to be part of your collection With that being said I'll become the end The Ømega to your Alpha, you...
    UltraHighMonarch UltraHighMonarch
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Jan 10, 2013

    I would share my thoughts

    but even I don't understand them half the time I was rolling on the floor thinking about milk don't ask I couldn't explain it if I wanted then I got on here and I remembered a person I met on here has amazing hair and I wanna pet their hair but anytime I say anything I sound...
    poeticnightmare poeticnightmare
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jul 7, 2014
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