This is my first story I discovered this site because I suffer from insomnia and I can only sleep with music but lately it hasn't helped. I'm 16 I go to school, talk to friends and do normal stuff like a average teen ......but yet I still feel this emptiness a hole in my heart...
if u dont like what u read of mine dont Fu**in read it STOP!! leaving comments of ur distaste and wasting my time reading the hateful sh*t and u posting it isnt gonna make me take it down or regret it just ****** me off all u do is nag get off my case freakin geez this is...
I'm proud to say I am a lifetime, card carrying member of the EP Guild of Insanity. Why am I insane? Because I can get kicks out of little things, have no problem making an utter fool of myself in public. Because I can hold onto a argument even when the sense of doing so has long...
and tortured souls
Steeped in vengeance and driller with holes.
Tumbling through the limits of sanity.
Rambling endless cures and profanity.
Sick ended conscience will waste away.
Locking your mind away from the light of day.
Embracing the darkness, knowing only the night.
just wondering how and wanting to know how things work to peak my interest I am insane but not all the time cuz I put a mask of normalcy on, and hold myself back from hurting so I don't scare everyone to death haha and yes I'm the real STEIN
generating unawares, spreading over all and into all. "May he who has blood in his veins save himself"
Pretending is not knowing, and there are kinds that are convinced that they do know. This is late in the game by the way. Dialectic come up hither, and flow out of my...
I often have strange thoughts that make me thankful enough that no one can hear them. Sometimes I create a fake life in my head that consists of random people in life that I hardly know and actors/comedians. My sister and I often dance like weirdos.
Into the the rabbithole, we cannot be late!! Fall faster and faster, we really must make this date. Follow me Follow me, you can hide with me and my clan, come quickly come quickly, punctuality is all part of the plan. Eat me! Drink me! What a bother these two really are! Drink...
Like you're God!
My goodness, let's get you a gold medal.
Hahaha, Don't you know?
Innocence is only an impersonator of insanity.
The only truly ingenuous are the babies that aren't born yet,
That don't even have a name.
But in the future they'll hold all the blame...
Insanity is my middle name.
I guess that I have issues or something. I'm flunking outta college. I might get it together though. I think I can.
I've been dealing with my eating disorder, which is cool.
And i'm learning, that life OWES me nothing. That people I care about...
a carefree life
Illusion that nevers ends
unable to run away
Floating like your on air
a carefree life
i can see the truth now
The corruption continues
floating like your on air
An insane person to most people is someone who is not "normal". What exactly is normal? to me normal is someone who is not stereotypical.. someone who isnt like everyone else.. some claim that the insane do not know they are insane. I know I am crazy.. And most of...
There is no ******* god. How could he let me go through so much hell. I feel like i rarely get relief. Im only 17... 17 ******* years old and i have literally gone insane. Its not ******* fair i was relatively normal. I had a ******* life. Why is life this unfair. Why. I am dead...
What dont You Remember ? Remember what ? I dont want to remember ? You Have To remember ? Otherwise , You are meaningless .Remember that night you ran and become a street kid, a pathetic street kid with no family, with nothing, But you saw something. Something so amazing...
but I often am full of rage, sadness, envy... it feels like an instant change, a rush and afterwards, after the rush, comes the endless void, before wrath pours in again and i want to see the whole world burning at my feet...
I'm too tired to write.
Everybody calls me crazy in college. They call me insane, psycho, retarded, abnormal. A guy in my class called me a zombie today.
I am bipolar. Tell me is being bipolar abnormal? I've become socially paranoid because of being bullied everyday. I can't even...
Ha, I define insane as physically being in this world but mentally being in your own world. I think that seems ideal to me, since there are times in life when I'm just not satisfied with this world. Sometimes I long for that imaginary friend, that great purple haired person who...
but even I don't understand them half the time I was rolling on the floor thinking about milk don't ask I couldn't explain it if I wanted then I got on here and I remembered a person I met on here has amazing hair and I wanna pet their hair but anytime I say anything I sound...
maybe i am insane, i do things i cant explain and sometimes i forget what I'm doing its weird and im very violent, and crazy. If you wish to visit me, go to the nearest psych hospital ill be there waiting :3
I get incredible bursts of depression, and I'm not exactly normal. I can pick up on things fast, but I'm bored. I think humanity is pretty sad, and I'm amazed at how stupid everyone is, but I hate myself. I've lost it I'm sure.
but do not think
to be insane and abnormal.
that’s because they can’t see
them selves as insane.
while without insanity there is no sanity,
because to be sane is to be insane
and to be insane is to be sane.
but is it sane to consider oneself to
be sane wile...
I have been this way since I was littel.I have a few diagnoises. They are borderline personality disorder,conduct disorder & post tramatic stress disorder.I also have some OCD.I get very eccentric and I have a compleat OBESSESION with The Joker.I am also obessed with knives...