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I Am Jealous

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    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench 22-25, F Sep 3, 2014

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    This will sound stupid

    but i'm jealous of people who are mentally unwell. I have mental health problems and over the past 2 years i've been getting better. I feel worse within myself in this state of 'doing better' than I did when I was really unwell. People keep telling me that I just need to get...
    LinkinParkMuse LinkinParkMuse 26-30, F Mar 24

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    I look at other girls

    and wonder what they did to look like them and what they did to make everyone love them. They were confident that they look good and I am stuck in my shell trying to improve instead of enjoying myself how I am. Fabulous hair, Fabulous makeup, fabulous clothes and unique...
    battlefighter battlefighter 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 8, 2014

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    I just can't help but be

    that way. I mean, I know it's an irrational feeling to be jealous because of the person you like likes someone else but god, I hate that heavy feeling. I know I don't owwn him or anything but... it's really suffocating. I wish I could just be numb to this feeling.
    ThinaElise ThinaElise 18-21, F Jun 11

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    I Am Jealous

    its hard wherever i see couples holding hands kissing cuddling i get upset. yes im jealous but isnt it human nature to want something someone else but you has.Im jealous of their happiness i so wish i could be happy like that. ok im 43 a bit of a loser, i still live with my...
    defoekeane defoekeane 36-40, M Jul 21, 2013

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    So jealous of those girls

    that are pretty,play guitar and can sing!
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 23

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    I have these friends

    who are a couple and theyre moving into their own place soon with one of their cousins. And now that theyre moving out, and hes getting a job at the police department he is talking about getting my best friend pregnant. If youve read my story before I had an abortion that has...
    lillysmith1102 lillysmith1102 18-21, F Nov 13, 2014

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    I know deafness is nothing really to be jealous

    about other than the fact that you can sleep soundly, but my boyfriend just found out that his newer cochlear implant has bluetooth, so he can speak on the phone and listen to music inside his head. It even comes with a remote that allows you to choose how much reality you hear...
    Majesticscribbler Majesticscribbler 16-17, F Jun 7

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    It makes me angry and depressed.

    I can't have the life I want and make the proper artwork I want to, because I can't afford the stuff to do so. I don't have $10 to spend on a single pencil or $500 to spend on merchandise a week. Everyone says for me to buy the proper stuff but these products are super...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 May 21

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    I hate it so much. The feeling I get every time

    I drive past an adult store. I see the sexy lingerie for women displayed out of the front window. I find myself looking at them and thinking... I wish I was female. They get to wear all the sexy things. I get jealous and I hate it... Why was I born male?????
    nikki85jones nikki85jones 26-30 2 Responses Jul 2, 2014

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    I Hate Chatrooms And Facebook Because Make Me Jealous

    I have been with my boyfriend for over a year and I always had trouble with the fact that he enjoys chatrooms. Maybe I´m insecure yes! but the fact that he could be sending pictures of him to other girls makes me sick to my stomach. When we go out I am always alert for signs...
    Alexaelen Alexaelen 26-30, F Aug 8, 2012

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    Im jealous of my ex's ability to make friends

    in the internet :( Weirdly, shes also kind of jealous of my skills
    NewcomerFromOutOfTown NewcomerFromOutOfTown 13-15, F Jun 19

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    I have no clue why I get jealous of you.

    I'm married, live in a wonderful country, husband treats me wonderful, I have everything and yet I get jealous of a single, struggling mother. You get my husbands attention... and I hate it. Does he think of me as much more than you? Oh, I hope so.. I know he wouldn't take...
    Nannyxd Nannyxd 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 5, 2014

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    My boyfriend always talks about pretty girls

    and sometimes I front of me. He does it on the side thinking he's slick but I can hear him anyways. It hurts me and it embarrassing because he's with me yet he does this and we've had issues in the past when it comes to his exes. The funny thing is that when I do it he gets mad...
    DarkGoddesss DarkGoddesss 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 3, 2014

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    I have no clue why I get jealous of you.

    I'm married, live in a wonderful country, husband treats me wonderful, I have everything and yet I get jealous of a single, struggling mother. You get my husbands attention... and I hate it. Does he think of me as much more than you? Oh, I hope so.. I know he wouldn't take...
    Nannyxd Nannyxd 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 5, 2014

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    WHOEVER is going to warped tour.

    go and See Neck Deep. those guys are from a town not far from me. they are ******* awesome
    TheFlamingLips TheFlamingLips 18-21, M Jun 30, 2014

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    Jealous Of My Boyfriends Female Friends

    I am jealous of my boyfriends ability to connect with other people so easily. I am especially jealous of the female friends he has. They are fun and spontaneous and confident and I wish I were like that, and I feel so inferior to them. It hurts so bad. Its like icant even be...
    emilystrange105 emilystrange105 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 11, 2011

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    facebookisdone51 facebookisdone51 51-55, F 2 Responses Sep 9, 2014

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    Adding on to my earlier posting.

    Since my day has been spent alone I have been going through social media, looking at what the small amount of people who litter my friends list have been doing and every one of them has been doing something enjoyable. Each one has spent some part of the day with a friend...
    lonelyjoker lonelyjoker 18-21, M May 15

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    It drives me crazy that my boyfriend comments

    about how pretty other women are when they post new profile pictures in Facebook. Is this irrational, or understandable that this drives me bat *** crazy?
    Imokyoureok Imokyoureok 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    Me and my ex of over two years broke up a

    little over a month ago and today I saw him with a new girl. I can't say that I was over him, but I was finally beginning to move on. Seeing him with someone else however, doing the things we used to do, just crushed me inside. Brought back all my feelings for him.. I want to...
    ashley719 ashley719 18-21, F 1 Response May 17, 2014

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    Of All The Skinny Girls In The World

    I'm not going to lie, I'm super jealous of all the skinny people in the world! You guys are so awesome and look absolutely amazing! I'm dying with jealousy because I so badly wish I could be like you all! I'm just not happy with myself at all right now. I wish I could be skinnier...
    skyhook2612 skyhook2612 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 11, 2012

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    I'm Jealous of My Friend's Friends....and I Hate It.

    Someone I consider a close friend has had increasingly less time for me over the last couple of months and it's making me feel like I'm in junior high all over again. We used to talk almost daily, but lately she's found a new group of friends to hang out with and I'm no longer...
    UncertainTruth UncertainTruth 22-25, F 4 Responses Sep 27, 2009

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    You know, I am happy

    for some of these people that have amazing loved ones, and a great family, and tons of friends who want to hang out with them and whatnot. They're good people, they deserve good, happy lives, I wouldn't wish them ill. I simply wish I could understand how they've accomplished...
    EngulfingBreeze EngulfingBreeze 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 26, 2014

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    I need to accept the fact

    that this is how I feel. I weighed more than 130 pounds and when I was rushed to the hospital by sudden high blood pressure, the nurses got a very hard time to carry me in the hospital bed. I wanted to loose weight... *SIGH* I wish I am slim.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 12, 2014

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    I have started to have a thing with a close

    friend of mine and for the time he was home we spent everyday pretty much with eachother, I care about him a lot but I think he has a thing with a girl where he goes to university and im overthinking it a lot, im not sure whether i should bring it up and ask or just leave it?
    irrelevantlol irrelevantlol 16-17, F May 2

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    Brandon Flowers is married to the beautiful

    Tana Mundkowsky and they have three delightful children. I am jelly. I am so jelly.
    brandonflowers brandonflowers 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 9

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    Turns Out My Best Friends a Lesbian!

    Well me and this girl who I'm going to call "Erin" were best friends. I always took it as she liked me. I was getting ready to ask her out when she told me that she was a lesbian! I was shocked. She said I was the only person she was conferable telling. That was a...
    blackberry43008 blackberry43008 18-21 1 Response Jul 9, 2009

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    I'm kinda jealous of guys.

    Hey, I'm not gay (no pun) actually I'm jealous of guys that are with women. Such because I'm a loner and I go out at malls or parks, and see couples being all AFFECTionate with each other and I take a glance sometimes at this girl, and I'm like "whoa, what an angel (<3...
    feint30 feint30 26-30, M Feb 10

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    Far from hope, far from life,

    far from anything considered happiness...I long for the ignorance shared so willingly by the masses. Oh, how nice it would to have been blind, and to be now as well, to the darkness that hath plagued us for so long. To be blind to such dismal happenings would be the very...
    Kanashimisama Kanashimisama 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 8, 2014

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    Why I am feeling jealous

    when my room mate get higher incentive. Though I did not start working yet but I do hold a far better profile than him. Is it normal with male? Earlier I used to thought girls only get jealous very easily
    Rajkhatri08 Rajkhatri08 26-30, M Oct 11, 2014

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    I can't tell if I want the life of an actor

    because I think I would enjoy it, or if I am just jealous of their relationships with the actors they work with.
    secertlyLost secertlyLost 18-21, M Jan 20, 2014

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    Of my friend. If you had a friend

    who draws like this, wouldn't you be jealous too?
    xxPerfectImperfectionsxx xxPerfectImperfectionsxx 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 27, 2014

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    I was just reading my old classmate's facebook

    and I found out that she is doing really well. Although I felt happy for her I don't feel like it is sincere. I can't believe that I am jealous. I am utterly disgusted with myself. I already know that this is pathetic, yet I can't rub this feeling off myself. Punish this idiot...
    MyInnerMonster MyInnerMonster 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    A fat jealous cow who needed an excuse to

    busted galaxy 4 and computer more filed against you Sandy
    iamdecentyouracow5151 iamdecentyouracow5151 51-55, F Oct 14, 2014

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    I'm a gay 14 year old male.

    The guy I love, my best friend, is dating another girl. I know he likes me. He told me so. I'm falling head over heels for him and wish we could be together. I know I sound like an ***, but I'm so jealous. Any advice would be welcome.
    OtakuTimeLord OtakuTimeLord 16-17, M 6 Responses Dec 14, 2013

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    Ugh, jealous is a green eyed monster!

    That's what they all say, and I believe it's true. It can distort our being, play with our emotions and cause us to think too much. Well, unfortunately, I'm one of these jealous people. As my first relationship, I am or was dating a trainer....lovely...them around people all...
    WaveRunner101 WaveRunner101 22-25, F May 23

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    This Girl At Church.....

    Can somebody help me with this....  and tell me if I'm just way off base or not.  There's this girl at church.... I say "girl" but really she's about 24 and has two kids and a husband.  But she is just ANNOYING me to DEATH!  I don't know if it's...
    Psalm23 Psalm23 41-45, F 7 Responses Apr 6, 2008

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    I am jealous of my sister,

    she is so damn pretty and I wish I had the life she does. I'm stuck at home with nothing while she has everything. Even the good looks in the family. :c
    Taylorgangbby Taylorgangbby 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 23, 2013

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    I wonder if Plato or Aristotle ever experienced

    thoughts/feelings/emotions similar to those of the stereotypical young woman. Did they ever see another philosopher's boobs and go "gee, wonder how much she paid for those?" Or spend hours, days, maybe even weeks of their life trying to judge how their butt looked in different...
    shannonymous shannonymous 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 9, 2014

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    So many kids get to do things on a daily basis

    I don't get to do. Go out to eat whatever they want, skip school whenever they want, go to friends' houses whenever they want, get crappy grades too and not give a care in the world, and say inappropriate rude things all the time. I must be anal to care about stuff like that...
    foreignthing foreignthing 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 12, 2014

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    I'm jealous Of course I'm ******* jealous While

    I'm here spending my time without you Lonely Missing you Someone's there sitting right beside you Talking to you Listening to your deep voice Just being in your presence Stealing glances at you Laughing Joking Having fun **** it I'm jealous.
    nicoulle nicoulle 18-21, F Nov 9, 2014

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    I'm kinda jealous of guys.

    Hey, I'm not gay (no pun) actually I'm jealous of guys that are with women. Such because I'm a loner and I go out at malls or parks, and see couples being all AFFECTionate with each other and I take a glance sometimes at this girl, and I'm like "whoa, what an angel (<3...
    feint30 feint30 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 10

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    I envy strong people cus im not like that.

    İ cant fight with anything and i am so tired of this😥
    Sammy11111 Sammy11111 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 30

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    Of all those that come home to a mother daily.

    ..of those who are married and have a loving husband at their side to tell their problems to... Of all those that enjoy their job ... Of those that have a group of friends to rely on ...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 5 Responses Mar 4

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    Hmm

    I am tired of being jealous of all the happy people out there I was happy once bit that wad so long ago and that was when I was truely happy and I will,never get that moment back in my life agaon, I am very much in the closet this feeling eats at you when you know what you want...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 2, 2012

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