I Am Just Lost In My Own Mind

sometimes days seems years.. 402 People

    i consider myself lost

    but seeing new perspectives at every turn. im currently drunk and cleaning. i don't know why i get drunk and clean, but bartenders seem to love it. my version of cleaning, this is how i explain it. im able to easily zone out, by focusing on music. its been known that people go...
    musikid48 musikid48
    26-30, M
    Aug 13, 2015

    I am so lost in my mind I feel a cage being

    put around me n it's keeping me in I can't find I struggle to be free once again but it's no use so I just sit down n lay back what's the PIONT I been here for 8 years it's alright I guess
    Hiddenamoungus Hiddenamoungus
    16-17, F
    Jul 10, 2014

    Sometimes I feel as though no one realizes

    their action and how it affects others in their lives. How damaging they can be. As always, I can’t change much anyway. I am not an exception though.I also commit the same so none to blame.
    trappedwings trappedwings
    31-35, F
    Mar 9, 2015

    I spend most of my time immersed in my own

    thoughts. I usually only talk to other people when I need to buy something.
    Chirieleison Chirieleison
    22-25, M
    Nov 16, 2015

    there's a boy who asked me to go out with him.

    at first i didnt really notice him bcs i feel like he's just a player and a liar. he said that he know all about me and he can accept me the way i am. and no one ever did that to me. so i feel kinda flattered. okay i know this is embrassing enough. i want to say yes but i dont...
    vousmevoyez vousmevoyez
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 15, 2015

    Drifting

    I find comfort within my own mind, when thoughts are peaceful and resonnate with what I feel. My mind drifts off to some far off place where dreams match reality, and possibility is endless. I close my eyes, and I disappear from this world full of sham and drudgery. Colours...
    Lucidblue Lucidblue
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Feb 9, 2011

    I Don'T Know What To Do

    Well ...I ...like most teenagers...do not know...what the he.ll i am doing with my life...I don't understand completely why...everyone is making a big deal out of my life...it's my life...Isn't it? ...i get told so many different things that i don't even know what's true anymore...
    VampreEmoNeko VampreEmoNeko
    18-21, F
    Jun 7, 2013

    There is too much I want to say.

    Words cannot do justice to the way I feel about him. His courtship, as if chilvary was still very much alive. The way we danced at the Buddhist festival, time stood still. When he held my hand that night on a park bench overlooking the bay, under the largest moon I'd ever seen...
    smokey24 smokey24
    18-21, F
    Aug 16, 2015

    I love this man. We went to 3rd grade together

    I then moved awaynhalf way through 4th grade. Eight years later we found each other on facebook. He was a solider in Germany for america and I am going to college. We talk for month we both knew we like each other we even change our relationship statues to it complicated. Then I...
    thuff01 thuff01
    22-25, F
    Feb 15, 2014

    Lost Trust !!!!! Just A Feeling !!!!!

    Trust noone for all are liars...The Heart will mend with time ..But the most kept distance you place yourself the farther apart you are from HEALING..You must always face the initial FACT...The Healing PROCESS with then BEGIN.....FEAR for NOONE... MEND only for yourself..THE...
    dreamcatcher60foru dreamcatcher60foru
    56-60, F
    1 Response Oct 11, 2012

    I want to go to the middle of the road

    and cry my eyes out ...until a car hits me. idk why...I just got this rush of loneliness and a bit of something else that scares the **** out of me. Makes me feel like I want to give it all up. I usually get these during the quiet nights that I can't sleep. I wonder why
    ARIAS17 ARIAS17
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 22, 2015

    Psychology Religion Philosophy Ethic Lucid

    dreaming... So many things I'd like to explain one by one so you could understand my confusion. The more answers I find the more questions I get. Answers that collide with each other, questions that seem to be leading nowhere, then all of a sudden make sense. Pfff, life is one...
    fuckyouhacker fuckyouhacker
    18-21, M
    Jan 29, 2014

    When you're watching the first ep.

    of a new show see if it's something you're into, and everyone else wants to watch the walking dead. FML I'll just draw in my room.
    STFUnSMILE STFUnSMILE
    22-25, M
    1 Response Sep 29, 2015

    Every moment I dug deep inside my heart I can

    see a locked box, with longing eyes when I unlock it Love appears . Immediately I close my eyes, I see a smiling face asking me to hold the hand. I pinch myself, tap my head how can it be I wonder. Droplets of water I feel on my cheeks, can hear my deep breaths in the defeaning...
    trappedwings trappedwings
    31-35, F
    Jan 31, 2015

    Here I am on this couch again.

    Wondering where my life went. I go to work. Meet expectations in the spotlight. Hide. Repeat. But this is my home. Here in my head. I started pretending that I live two lives. I remember my dreams and they are great. Im happy and social and brave. Daring even. But here I'm...
    coerietheraven coerietheraven
    22-25, M
    1 Response Aug 14, 2015

    i don't like to be alone.

    i need someone that brings me calmth, able to rest my head. but im too chaotic, and then again i want to run and leave it all. i want someone to cherish me... but i dont. i hate it, im afraid when they try to come closer. im building a million brick wall around me so feel safe...
    Ilerovers Ilerovers
    22-25, F
    Nov 13, 2015

    The Dark Place

    My worst enemy is my mind.
    SomewhereTomorrow SomewhereTomorrow
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Jul 13, 2010

    It's been months since I don't write .

    .. My mind has been out of order ... as if a tornado had entered my world through my ears inside my skull destroying everything i once build. I'm afraid of staying in this side forever. afraid of never returning to who I once was .. To who I though Id be by now. My bones don...
    RoobieCatenis RoobieCatenis
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jul 2, 2014

    Where Am I ?

    .. these are only thoughts and things i faced every day in my life.. i hope you understand it cause english is not my native languaje but i just need to express what i feel, i have no idea why i  dont now what i want or who i am or what i want .. im undecided and always lost...
    imagine8 imagine8
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Sep 12, 2009
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