I Am Just Treading Water

I feel as if I'm waiting for something to happen ... 21 People

    Wow

    10 or 20 or 30 years ago, if someone had told me I would be where I am...today,  I would not have believed them.  My ship is stuck in the doldrums with no wind in sight and none in any forcast I can find...unless I make that forcast in my mind.  Everybody else has...
    mysihba mysihba
    61-65, M
    3 Responses Jun 23, 2010

    Empty & Without A Soul

    since yesterday, i felt like i am just treading water. i really don't know what is wrong with me. i tried to make myself happy, but i ended up feeling more confused, thinking why am i feeling like this. when he talked, i listened but in my mind, i just wanna be alone. do i want...
    LovelessAdvocate LovelessAdvocate
    22-25, F
    Jun 24, 2010

    Floating ...

    I just feel like I am keeping myself afloat - to continue the analogy.   I'm not moving forward, nor back. Going nowhere.   For the first time in my life I have no vision for the future.  No sense of possibility or of ambition. This is not a position of...
    womaninbliss womaninbliss
    51-55, F
    9 Responses Jun 22, 2010

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