I Am Keeping a Secret

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 215 People

    I Cut To Feel

    No one knows that I don't have any emotions. That the only time I can feel is when I cut. Deep, deep, deeper. It blocks out my continuous paranoia. Not only do I cut, but I LOVE it. I don't feel guilty or embarrassed. Merely paranoid that someone will find me out and make me...
    mutilatedalex mutilatedalex
    18-21, F
    Aug 8, 2011
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 13, 2015

    I Am Keeping a Secret For a Friend That Is Weighing On Me

    and tearing at our friendship. i'm mad at her for it, and unconsciously punishing her. except i've realised that i'm punishing her. but i don't think she deserves for things to go back the way they were. and i wish that she would listen to me. and i want to protect her. but she...
    tearaway tearaway
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Sep 19, 2008

    I'm Horrible At It..

    I always have to tell at least one person!   One slightly old secret (that gets updated frequently) is one that i constantly get updates on at 3 in the morning!  When i had first received this little secret from one of my friends, i called Clayton and told him! I'm...
    oliveoil2007 oliveoil2007
    18-21, F
    May 31, 2008

    I Keep a Lot of Secrets..

    Most of the time, when someone's telling me that I should keep it a secret, I do keep it a secret. I just tell it my 2 best friends when I think that they have to know it, because something bad might happen if they don't. But I think Basically, I am a person you can trust.
    deleted deleted
    Dec 26, 2007

    It Won't Be a Secret Now...

    I wish my grandmother had died.  She has COPD, lung disease, and she came very close.  She was on life support.  I thought she would die for sure, and I was very sad about it, and it was hard to watch my aunts and uncle worry about her.  However, a big part of...
    eromreven eromreven
    1 Response Feb 27, 2008

    My Moas

    MOAS, pronounced (MO-***): Mother of all Secrets Ah the MOAS, that secret that you keep locked away even though it has an occasion of seeping from its prison and causes you to stress, worry, go crazy as you recall every bit of information involving the secret fearing...
    GoldieMtZion GoldieMtZion
    26-30, F
    9 Responses Sep 2, 2009

    This Love

    I have never been so turned out infatuated in love with anyone other than my partner. I was a witch growing up never caring about others feelings or needs. Then I met my man everything changed. I wanted to do anything and everything to satisfy him. I would do and say whatever he...
    MiseducatedChik MiseducatedChik
    26-30, F
    Feb 2, 2008

    Wonder how many people I know on here.

    I keep my experiences vague enough to where I can write freely without getting busted.
    BlackScorpionWidow BlackScorpionWidow
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 20, 2014

    Too Many Secrets

    I am the one people tend to confide in. I listen to what ever is on their minds. I never judge them no matter what they tell me, and whatever they tell will not go any further than "US".
    mommatrish mommatrish
    46-50, F
    5 Responses Apr 1, 2008

    So I have a girlfriend.

    She loves me, and I love her, but there is something I'm hiding from her. I have a fetissh called omorashi. It's a pee fetissh basically. I quit it when I moved in with her, but the past few weeks I've really wanted to pee my pants. I don't want to tell her because she will...
    CruelJuly60 CruelJuly60
    26-30, M
    Aug 24, 2015

    A Few Actually

    I don't have many but there are at least three things that I keep deep inside. I am not hurting anyone therefore these secrets are ok to have, at least in my opinion. Maybe it's because they can cause hurt to myself and I'd rather not open me up to more than I have to. It doesn't...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Dec 26, 2007

    It's Personal.

    Very personal. I just don't think I'm ready to post it on EP yet. I might need some encouragement. ~ChunChun^_^
    ChunChun ChunChun
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 25, 2007

    Don't Tell.....

    Some feelings are best kept a secret..... I don't hold many secrets. Feelings are neither right or wrong they simply are. They can lift you up and make a difference in your life. ........   ........This one is best kept to myself.
    IronVenom IronVenom
    36-40, M
    4 Responses Dec 30, 2008

    Silly Little Things

    My secrets are tiny and yet HUGE.  It was a mutual decision to keep them secret.  It's beautiful and romantic.  One is words we don't let anyone else hear us say.  The other is something bigger and only a secret because it would blow his friends' world views...
    alisheaskylar alisheaskylar
    26-30, F
    Dec 9, 2008


     About a month ago, a friend told me a secret about herself, saying I was the only person she was telling, and making me pinky-promise to keep her confidence. I've kept the secret, even though it hasn't been easy to. Well, I just found out that my friend has told this secret...
    gottatell gottatell
    31-35, F
    4 Responses May 21, 2008

    My Giganticish Well Actually Kind of Lame Secret

    I don't study. At all. People always tell me how studious I am and oh how they wish they could study as well and as hard as I do. Well, I don't. I only study for one class: biology. The rest... I pull everything right out of my ***. Math? It's easy. Essay tests...
    kleisse kleisse
    22-25, F
    8 Responses Dec 9, 2008

    Keeping A Secret

    I'm actually keeping a big secret.  Oh la la!  You got to be me to understand!  Will I share it?  Maybe, maybe not!
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Apr 26, 2011

    it wasn't their fault- i want to confront my

    family about my drug addiction so bad, but I can't bring myself to doing it. I think they have an idea, but chose to avoid the confrontation as well because they are afraid of the truth. we've never had a very open relationship, which makes this situation harder for the both of...
    addictionbarbie addictionbarbie
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 17, 2014

    When He Won't Tell His Wife...

    This may not be what you were expecting, but I had to get this out.  My best friend may have lung cancer.  And he's not telling his wife!!!.  He's never smoked a cigarette in his entire life, so feel free to pity him it was not a choice he made.  I picked...
    AnonymousBlue AnonymousBlue
    3 Responses Sep 8, 2010

    My Best Friend Told Me

    She told me some big secrets the last time I saw her.  Some of them are about her, and some are about someone else.  I'll never tell them, (God willing), because I love being someone people can trust.  I have rarely in my life told someone's secret.  Actually...
    deleted deleted
    Dec 27, 2007
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