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I Am Kind of Tired of Everything

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    Being Eaten Alive By Bugs Of Joy!

    Oh well my rough journey began since i was 7yrs old. I got nice family. Mya be my parents should have never married in first place because their relatives suck!!!. Everything started because of relatives envy! great so without writing all the junk tht happened...
    CAT213 CAT213 18-21 1 Response Jan 16, 2010

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    Losing Interest In Things

     I read some of the entries on here and I'm glad to find people who feel like I do. In a way I feel less alone.Lately, I'm feeling disillusioned by everything, sometimes I feel like I don't exist anymore because things just seem to pass by and I can't remember them happening...
    dreamlessness dreamlessness 18-21 1 Response Jan 20, 2010

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    Kind Of? Maybe Alot!

    I am tired of: Worrying about finding a job and having my own place....it seems hopeless. Missing my uni who is in jail Not having enough money Not having a car...makes everything harder Feeling suicidal at times...being moody Feeling worthless and useless....empty...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jul 28, 2009

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    Ssslm Ssslm 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 19, 2014

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    Worn Out.

     I'm really tired. I have little to no motivation anymore. I just zombie myself through the day. By that, I mean I can't even remember what I've done a few hours ago - each day just seems the same as the last. I'm tired of having to wake up, take a shower, and waste the day...
    falls falls 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 18, 2009

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    Tired

    Tired,That’s me,Had enough,Want out,There’s no other way,Everything’s getting me down.Please note- this is how I felt earlier this year, things couldn't be better now.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Nov 7, 2011

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    I don't know why i am here?

    Why i exist here? I don't want to live like a punishment to the people around me. I am getting tired from myself. I wish i was not existed.
    Deliciousbrain Deliciousbrain 18-21 1 Response Nov 7, 2014

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    I don't have real friends.

    I mean. I do. My boyfriend is always there for me, and I love him for it. But I keep trying to make friends with people at my school, and it seemingly works out. But then I pay closer attention, and realize they ignore me most of the time. Yeah, yeah, attention craving teenager...
    theonewhoisstrange theonewhoisstrange 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 17

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    I Don't Believe It Will Happen.

    "I am tired of everything" I was so bored and tired of everything that i typed that into google.and i got this website. I just don't know what to do anymore; I sit around all day almost trapped within my own mind, and I feel like i can't do anything. Like no matter how I try ill...
    sighingoften sighingoften 16-17 3 Responses Aug 11, 2010

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    I often think of the phrase "Nothing changes

    if nothing changes". Although I see my own responsibility towards my attitude and place in life, I still feel like I'm spinning my wheels. I don't know how or what to change. All I know is that something has gotta give. I'm not severely unhappy, just tired. Very tired, of...
    455cargirl 455cargirl 36-40, F 5 Responses Jul 15, 2014

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    Tired Of Everything

    I just feel so tired of everything. I just graduated, just turned 18, recently moved back to my hometown even though I have absolutely no connection to it anymore. No friends here, but I'm not even sure if that bothers me. I left friends behind, most I didn't even care about, the...
    Nothingnobody Nothingnobody 18-21 1 Response Apr 29, 2012

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    Fondest Dreams....

    Dreams that feel so far away-dreams that you hold so close to your heart but are at times too painful to look at because of how far away they feel. I could never go with anyone else. I cannot imagine anyone else that would even come close to you. This is not me being obsessive...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 25, 2011

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    Im really tired of a lot of things,

    being socially awkward, being unable to tell others im gay, the same city, the same douche bags ive known for years, my family... Why cant o just rest a bit from them...
    JPwolf JPwolf 13-15, M Oct 20, 2014

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    Sure I could do a lot with my life,

    but I felt like I wanted to let it all go. I have not gotten over surviving my depression.
    ResidentGoddessAstraea ResidentGoddessAstraea 18-21 Nov 11, 2014

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    Right Now

    I currently want to slit my wrists and bleed out so I never have to wake up to this horrible life ever again. The thought of never having to be awake again excites me and makes me feel warm and relaxed all at the same time, because I would finally be at peace. I am tired of being...
    instantquack instantquack 18-21, F Jan 25, 2013

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    Me Too

    I'm kind of wanting to go to sleep and just never wake up...
    sarajean sarajean 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 4, 2009

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    How do people stay interested in life?

    As a kid I was a great student. A's and B's. I won an essay contest in 7th grade. I was good at sports, too. As a freshman in high school I played #1 singles for the tennis team. But I was slowly getting tired of it all. By Sophomore year I couldn't maintain the drive to put any...
    trevmeister trevmeister 22-25, M Dec 19, 2013

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    So Sick

    MY feelings: do you ever feel like you dont belong? or noone gets you like as soon as you have a reason to smile somthing always seems to mess it up like my words get scrambled up and i mess evrything up in every way sometimes i want to tell people how i feel or i just want to...
    SunnyShine200 SunnyShine200 16-17, F Mar 1, 2013

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    I know I am too young to feel this

    and have "lots to experience" ,but I just feel it..I feel as if everything is the same and as if everything is predictable..I see people and just predict their reactions.. I don't know what to do
    sparkydream sparkydream 18-21, F Nov 15, 2014

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    Exhausted

    I'm tired... tired of everything. I'm exhausted. The work, the stress, the pain, both physical and mental, it just never ******* ends... I want to just lay down and sleep... Not have to think, to be able to forget the world for a long time. It doesn't matter how much sleep I get...
    BrownEyedMystery BrownEyedMystery 18-21 Nov 1, 2012

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    I am loosing my mind. I can't do anything without something disturbing me within. It's hard to explain, but it feels like this; I had fallen down a long time ago, and before I had...
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 3 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    Ugh seriously I am. I'm tired of being hurt all the time and people back stabbing me. I'm tired that I can't let things go and always blaming myself for the things I didn't do. I...
    innocentflower innocentflower 13-15, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I'm tired. I'm tired to always wait for you to have time for me. I'm tired of your broken promises. I'm tired of giving you a chance and once u have it u don't use it worthy. I'm...
    KarenIsMyName KarenIsMyName 18-21, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I'm tired.....so very tired. I feel like I'm fighting against forces much greater than me. This morning I realized I'm done. At this moment I'm just too tired. I don't want to...
    JustaSillyfairy JustaSillyfairy 46-50, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    I grew up just like anyone else. Birth, toddler years, kindergarten, elementary through high school. And now, at the end of my sophomore year of college, I sit in a very different...
    redowens redowens 18-21, M Feb 25

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    So this morning we are on our way to church for some prayer. Now I don't mind going to church, but I have a crap load of work to do considering I have homework for all of my eight...
    Xoxolife Xoxolife 16-17, F Feb 21

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    But I have realized to not be gullible, I think my lesson is: be kind and who you are, but don't expect other people to change who they are. A person could smile in your face and...
    PinkSwirls PinkSwirls 18-21, F 13 hrs ago

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    I promised I'd leave if it happened again, but around two weeks ago we were fighting again, he was yelling at me that I'm not normal for being afraid to drive and he said he was...
    marinadelmonroe marinadelmonroe 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    I feel tired all the time! It may be because I sleep 3 or 4 hours a day but I just can't sleep more, I have so many things to do and the worst part is that now I'm going to start...
    DivaNacht DivaNacht 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    I hate always being the bad guy and being blamed as the reason why things went bad, Nd fights. I try to talk things out Im complaining, I show I care, love, and concerned I worry...
    DyingLightx DyingLightx 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 17

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    i am feeling so so so lonely........ i have no one in my life... not any true love or a true friend with whom i could share my feelings. i hate being extra normal, which i am not...
    strongbutweak strongbutweak 13-15, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    i dont understand what i did for whatever made us to make my life like this... It doesnt make you stronger ever..it just makes you sad. i never wanted to be worthless and alone. i...
    cheyseason cheyseason 13-15, F 14 hrs ago

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    what do u do when u are tired? I either walk or sleep. :)
    darkblue0909 darkblue0909 18-21, F 3 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    i feel so lonely today.:( I need someone who can understand me. im tired of loving you..
    kenjielee kenjielee 22-25 3 hrs ago

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    I watched a movie alone last Friday, and I was the only one on the cinema with no other company. The feeling I got was amazing because I conquered one of my fears but at the same...
    thatgirlinshadesofblue thatgirlinshadesofblue 18-21 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    I ve spent these last 4 years studying all day every day. now i am doing an msc. i know i have exactly 25 days until the lectures finish and then i will finally have the chance to...
    thisonetime13 thisonetime13 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 23

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    In all my past friendships and current friendships, I am always the mother like figure of the group. I make sure no one is upset no fights, everything goes well. I put myself in...
    Izzy143 Izzy143 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 18

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    too much people dont recognise kindness for what it is.
    limitles limitles 18-21, M 3 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    I'm not blowing my own horn. But I am a very kindhearted sensitive man. I hope people don't take that as a weakness. They would be sadly mistaken. I will help anyone that needs it...
    lovlife777 lovlife777 46-50, M 4 hrs ago

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    As in really, I don't want the baddest person alive anymore and to be hurt. My last relationship hurt, it was so abusive and even unlocked repressed trauma from my childhood I...
    Anubis111 Anubis111 22-25, T 3 hrs ago

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    I'm tired tonight and I just need to talk for a bit. So this is like a letter to someone who cares and frankly I don't really sense that right now so Ep gives me a place to vent...
    jthitt jthitt 56-60, M 1 Response Feb 6

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    I'm real tired of people. And all their drama.. I try to be supportive of how strongly they feel about everything. Little small trivial matters that budge them to no ends.. and I...
    NobodyFrvr NobodyFrvr 22-25, M Feb 14

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    Always. Its mostly mental. Im tired of everything. I took a risk to get to where I am in hopes of maybe me being happier or having a better life but no. Maybe im the problem. im...
    cherryarie1 cherryarie1 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 20