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I Am Kinda Scared

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    Worry Too Much

    well for most people on here know my hubby is over seas and it scares the hell out me. i mean i wake up every morning and wonder is he ok today? becasue i dont get to talk to him everyday...and when i do its not for a long time.. its just hard knowing he is over there and there...
    rockinkandy rockinkandy 18-21, F Aug 23, 2008

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    Spiders

    Well last night I found a great, big, huge, gigantic, emormous, hairy, scary, fanged, baseball carrying, doc martin wearing spider in my kitchen!! I think my cats have probably eaten it by now but I'm still scared. What if it's laid eggs somewhere *shudder* - it doesn't bare...
    AWUK AWUK 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 26, 2007

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    I recently got out of a long serious

    relationship. I loved him so muchh n did everything for him but, he was a drug addict and I didn't get the respect I deserved. He lied when he was high, made me drive him everywhere, made me pay for everything but the main thing that bothered me was he apparently got help but he...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 19

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    I'm Scared...

    I get my wisdom teeth out tomorrow... It's going to be fine, I think, but the stupid people on here all have horrid, awful stories about their experiences. Meh...
    Moonshine Moonshine 16-18, F 1 Response Feb 1, 2007

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    Of What the Doctor Said

    and now I have to wait to see a specialist but Im moving out of London and dont want to swap doctors now they're doing something about the pain. Im scared of what the specialist says now but guess have to wait another 6 months before I get an appointment
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 12, 2008

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    Motivation

    I am motivated by fear. You should see my entry elsewhere about living in fear.
    ameeker ameeker 21-25, F Nov 28, 2007

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    Deployment Phobia.

    well my soldier is deploying next month to afghanistan. and it scares me so much. i only want him to be safe and to be ok, i worry about his well being. i think about this often, now more often than ever because next month is very near. pretty much around the corner :( idk how i...
    gbabii561 gbabii561 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 21, 2010

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    I Am Going to University

    I am kindda scared because tomorrow I start classes a the university in another city. I am scared because everything has gone exactly as I wanted and because I will have a lot to learn. This is all I ever wished for and I am scared. I am going to learn how to be a doctor.
    ababyboommmm ababyboommmm 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 30, 2009

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    I Hate Not Knowing What's ...

    I hate not knowing what's around the corner in life
    dryadsneedluv2 dryadsneedluv2 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 28, 2007

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    Suiside Thoughts

    I'm am so scared right now at this point in my life.  I have so much bad **** goin on both medicaly and finachily.  I have been thinking of just ending it all some night by taking extra meds and chassin it with some hard wiskiey or something like that.  Hell even...
    laidbackcat28 laidbackcat28 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 29, 2007

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    I am afraid of aging. ...

    I am afraid of aging. I feel that I don't have enough time to become the person I want to be, to learn the things I want to learn, to experience the things I want to experience.
    annualparallax annualparallax 21-25, F 1 Response Jan 28, 2007

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    I'm Terrified....

    that my Girlfriend is going to leave me. She's going to go to college in another country, and she wants to stay together. But chances are she'll find someone there, whose closer, and she loves more, so...I'm going to lose her. And it terrifies me.
    Treval Treval 22-25, F 1 Response May 10, 2007

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    I Was Scared ...

    I was scared that I'd become a raging alcoholic .... much to my surprise ... I HAVE!! ... so I am not so scared anymore ... now I am scared about my financial situation .... now that is something I need to worry about ... It's not very smart to go out drinking every night ... but...
    LosingIt LosingIt 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 2, 2007

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    2 Times the Scared

    I am scared in two ways right now. The first way is my dog. The second way is my relationships. Well lets start with my dog. He's sick right now, with the mumps, and might die. He can't stand on his own and I found him in a vat of his own urine about an hour ago. He's not...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F 4 Responses Jun 12, 2008

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    I'm Terrified of Clowns!i ...

    I'm terrified of clowns!I always have been I don't know why.It is a horrible phobia for me!I'm kinda scared of the dark.Actually it's not the dark but what could be in the dark.
    mechell mechell 31-35, F Apr 28, 2007

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    Of Everything Right Now

     I'm scared that I'm not going to be able to do the whole college thing. Or live on my own. I'm kind of even scared of the people that I live by.. these are just some things I'm scared about...
    XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 5, 2008

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    What Did I Get Myself Into??!!??

    Hi all! So I met someone amazing. He is everything that I could want in a guy. And when we first met he told me that he was joining the army. I thought well he won't be joining for a while so we still have time.   Then the next thing I know, I'm standing there watching...
    kalmon kalmon 18-21 Oct 8, 2010

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    I Worry That

    my life isn't going to turn out how i'd like it to. i am at a crossroads in my life, i must choose my college, my career choice, for goddsake, i must choose who to trust.. again. my life will never be easy again. its scary. i'm afraid that nobody loves me. i'm afraid...
    gruneaugen gruneaugen 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 1, 2007

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    Kinda Aint the Word. ...

    Kinda aint the word. I am scared to death of marriage.
    uncommonlysweet uncommonlysweet 26-30, F Apr 27, 2007

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    Related Experiences

    So i kinda wanna talk to my mom about getting me Diagnosed for whatever I have but I'm not sure how to bring it up to her...Any Advice...? Im also kinda scared of opening up that...
    Sillylilwolf Sillylilwolf 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    tonight was such a good night, I haven't been so happy in a while, it was fun hanging out with my friends, I've been staying home lately and not going out. I took the test today...
    Kiyokooo Kiyokooo 13-15, F 10 hrs ago

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    Scared to be hurt and scared that I might be the one to hurt someone else.
    Naxxaras Naxxaras 16-17, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I USED to be. I honestly used to be but someone has come along and it APPEARS they are trying to love all the hurt outta me. It's WEIRD. But, I kinda like it.
    pinkkcotton pinkkcotton 26-30, F Mar 20

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    Hiya :) Sooooo I kinda freaking out hahaha I'm 29. Male. I live in Sydney Australia, I'm pretty healthy and never been in hospital before. Yesturday I was admitted. I am losing...
    Inpuov Inpuov 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 2

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    I am scared. Scared of dying. And scared of the unkown. When we die it is not known what becomes of us. Will we just be a body - less soul floating around in the sky or will be...
    Ziriviri Ziriviri 13-15, F Mar 19

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    I always have a light on. I cannot go to sleep with out one on. I am scared of what can hide in the dark since i know what i can hide in the dark side of me. I am terrified of...
    0neUp 0neUp 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    I'm scared to love again. Scared to be hurt again. Scared of never finding someone who will love me for who am and not judge me. Scared of being lied to again.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 7

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    I'm Jason, 18 yrs old, I live in N.S.W, Australia (AUSSIE PRIDE <3). I've never had a girlfriend and am kinda looking for one. I don't ever want to make a girl my girlfriend...
    LookAtTheUniverse LookAtTheUniverse 18-21, M Mar 19

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    I am not used to telling anyone anything of this sort. So other than my girlfriend of six years no one else knows the inner battle that I have been fighting. When I say every male...
    KatherinaM KatherinaM 22-25, F Mar 19

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    I am a paranoid person when it comes to health, that's probably why I am scared of doctors and hospitals so much! So, you could imagine how paranoid I could be about cancer, it is...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F Mar 22

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    I'm scared of looking for a relationship because I'm scared of rejection. I'm scared of wanting a relationship because I don't think anyone will want one with me. I just feel so...
    josieyup josieyup 22-25, F 16 Responses Mar 24

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    I am scared to have a relationship- my first "real" relationship I was forced into with an older man. I was completely betrayed and now feel to scared to let my gaurd down and go...
    unknown331 unknown331 16-17 2 Responses Mar 24

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    I'm in Florida for spring break. I'm terrified. What if I see her? She goes to college near where I'm staying . . . Thanks to her, I have eight identical nightmares a night, and am...
    AVampireGirl AVampireGirl 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    I am 16 and I still sleep with the light on. I not so much scared of the dark, I am scared of what might happen in the dark. I have no control. I do not want to get over this fear...
    KeiraRhiann KeiraRhiann 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 1

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    I scared. I'm scared of losing any more weight, but scared of gaining more at the same time. I was diagnosed with anorexia, and I always throw up everything i had eaten. what...
    roseinsurvival roseinsurvival 13-15 Apr 4

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    I am currently in a relationship with my girlfriend (let's call her A) and we are madly in love... The thing is that I've tried once to tell my mom that I was in love with A...
    DemonSauce DemonSauce 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    Hi there, well, I thought this was a very good site, so I want to try out to see if I get some points of view towards this experience. Well, first of all, I a male Mexican, I am...
    RobbLau RobbLau 26-30, M Apr 7

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    I am scared of many things. But right now, I am scared of my depression coming back, from oozing its way back into my mind. From returning to its home, which is still recovering...
    BunnyGruff BunnyGruff 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    I am scared because it's raining again...I heard there is another a storm coming into our country. Now it's raining again.I'm scared of heavy rain specially when I'm home alone...
    NatsukiKuroneko NatsukiKuroneko 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    It has been a long time since I have logged into EP. I am scared that I may have to give up my home due to lack of work. In fact I am terrified of the decision on day of being food...
    lookin4sumthing lookin4sumthing 26-30, M 2 days ago

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    I'm scared that I may go on a live my life without ever being loved by someone outside of my family. I'm also scared that I may never have someone who would want to spend the rest...
    fallingpetal fallingpetal 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Iā€™m really scared of losing him, and yet I know if that happened I could survive. But this is so precious, the relationship I love so much. And it scares me that I could think...
    iridescentgurl iridescentgurl 13-15, F 14 hrs ago

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    One of the biggest day in my life, tomorrow. I will get the result for my final exam in elementary school ( i'm 18 btw ) . I'm taking 11 subjects for this exam. Everyone expecting...
    adriennelle adriennelle 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 19

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    I am not a trusting person in general so when it comes to loving people I always am scared to get attached, and when I do I'm always scared to lose them.
    cyraalana2000 cyraalana2000 13-15, F Mar 19

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    When I was 18 years old, I was raped. I have never really spoken of it before. One night, after the bar, completely intoxicated, me and my friend met a couple of English men. We...
    mitted mitted 18-21, F 6 Responses Mar 22

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    I don't sleep alone, If I do it's always with the lights on... I'm scared! My mind is always thinking of something then my heart starts beating fast.... I'm scared of the dark.
    LadyMayah LadyMayah 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    (using google translate) lol okay I didn't get really scared it's just that I fell asleep in class a little wile ago and it was ssr (silent sustained reading) I was falling asleep...
    dragin2000 dragin2000 13-15, M Apr 3

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    I terrifies me that there are so many different courses that my future can take. What if I don't get accepted into a good college? What if I end up hating my job? What if I have no...
    jazzamore jazzamore 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    I am scared of falling in love I am ok with liking someone But if they like me back I freak out n avoid them Cause I am scared of getting hurt Or hurting them
    Weirdgirl218 Weirdgirl218 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    I have a question friends ..... Have you ever been so scared to see that one person you once loved ? šŸ’­ šŸ™ˆ or nahhhhhhhh ? My answer is I will be scared but at the same time...
    Revelyn Revelyn 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 7

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    I don't know why, but I love heights even though I am scared of them. You might say that I can't be terrified if I can even bare them, but I get scared standing on a chair! I have...
    LizzPixie LizzPixie 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    the ocean is pretty and everything, I love to look at it and go to swim in it sometimes when im out doing something fun with he family and I don't want to be a downer so I just...
    silentgirl1234 silentgirl1234 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 11

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    I am so scared of injections. recently I had an injury to my knee, my friend took me to an hospital. we were waiting for the doc in the waiting room. I was so scared that i might...
    sweetyhotty sweetyhotty 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago