I Am Kinda Scared

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 180 People

    Deployment Phobia.

    well my soldier is deploying next month to afghanistan. and it scares me so much. i only want him to be safe and to be ok, i worry about his well being. i think about this often, now more often than ever because next month is very near. pretty much around the corner :( idk how i...
    gbabii561 gbabii561
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jun 21, 2010

    Suiside Thoughts

    I'm am so scared right now at this point in my life.  I have so much bad **** goin on both medicaly and finachily.  I have been thinking of just ending it all some night by taking extra meds and chassin it with some hard wiskiey or something like that.  Hell even...
    laidbackcat28 laidbackcat28
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Jan 29, 2007

    I Worry That

    my life isn't going to turn out how i'd like it to. i am at a crossroads in my life, i must choose my college, my career choice, for goddsake, i must choose who to trust.. again. my life will never be easy again. its scary. i'm afraid that nobody loves me. i'm afraid...
    gruneaugen gruneaugen
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 1, 2007

    What is it with people talking to me

    who are like triple my age! I mean like WTH!!!!
    akicupcake9 akicupcake9
    13-15, F
    Nov 16, 2014

    Kinda Aint the Word. ...

    Kinda aint the word. I am scared to death of marriage.
    uncommonlysweet uncommonlysweet
    26-30, F
    Apr 27, 2007

    Labor Day is tomorrow.

    ..and my dance group is dancing....we r dancing to dlow shuffle part 2, Ciara give me that bass, dj lil man part 2, dug e fresh and bbe challenge. I'm scared.
    KillingTheseHoes101 KillingTheseHoes101
    16-17, F
    Sep 6, 2015

    I am kinda scared of life,

    and from everything in the future, everyday there's a new problem or a new change, life hasn't been easy, but im trying my best to keep going and keep believing that everything will be okay one day!
    Jennyoh Jennyoh
    22-25, F
    Apr 20, 2014

    It's raining like fck

    and no one wants to cuddle and it's scary :c
    loveyanoone loveyanoone
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 28, 2014

    What I mean is, everything I see on this site

    is kinda freaking. From cults, to odd sexual things, it just intimidates me. Is there anyone normal out there? I do understand this is a site to let it out, I just want to know if I am the only boring person on the planet.
    RichardD99 RichardD99
    16-17, M
    1 Response May 26, 2014

    Worry Too Much

    well for most people on here know my hubby is over seas and it scares the hell out me. i mean i wake up every morning and wonder is he ok today? becasue i dont get to talk to him everyday...and when i do its not for a long time.. its just hard knowing he is over there and there...
    rockinkandy rockinkandy
    18-21, F
    Aug 23, 2008

    I'm Scared...

    I get my wisdom teeth out tomorrow... It's going to be fine, I think, but the stupid people on here all have horrid, awful stories about their experiences. Meh...
    Moonshine Moonshine
    16-17, F
    1 Response Feb 1, 2007

    I recently got out of a long serious

    relationship. I loved him so muchh n did everything for him but, he was a drug addict and I didn't get the respect I deserved. He lied when he was high, made me drive him everywhere, made me pay for everything but the main thing that bothered me was he apparently got help but he...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Mar 19, 2014

    What Did I Get Myself Into??!!??

    Hi all! So I met someone amazing. He is everything that I could want in a guy. And when we first met he told me that he was joining the army. I thought well he won't be joining for a while so we still have time.   Then the next thing I know, I'm standing there watching...
    kalmon kalmon
    Oct 8, 2010
    QueenCersei08 QueenCersei08
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Apr 24, 2014

    I'm Terrified....

    that my Girlfriend is going to leave me. She's going to go to college in another country, and she wants to stay together. But chances are she'll find someone there, whose closer, and she loves more, so...I'm going to lose her. And it terrifies me.
    Treval Treval
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 10, 2007

    I Am Going to University

    I am kindda scared because tomorrow I start classes a the university in another city. I am scared because everything has gone exactly as I wanted and because I will have a lot to learn. This is all I ever wished for and I am scared. I am going to learn how to be a doctor.
    ababyboommmm ababyboommmm
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 30, 2009

    Is not weird for me to have some like insects

    crawling on my body at some times ? It won't go away unless if touch that area. And it scares me to the point I can't sleep thinking that something really is on me. And sometimes it felt stronger and it's like having a worm crawling up on me. It feels really real. And I'm scared...
    HisoHime HisoHime
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 17, 2015

    I Hate Not Knowing What's ...

    I hate not knowing what's around the corner in life
    dryadsneedluv2 dryadsneedluv2
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 28, 2007

    I Was Scared ...

    I was scared that I'd become a raging alcoholic .... much to my surprise ... I HAVE!! ... so I am not so scared anymore ... now I am scared about my financial situation .... now that is something I need to worry about ... It's not very smart to go out drinking every night ... but...
    LosingIt LosingIt
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Feb 2, 2007


    I am motivated by fear. You should see my entry elsewhere about living in fear.
    ameeker ameeker
    22-25, F
    Nov 28, 2007

    I am afraid of aging. ...

    I am afraid of aging. I feel that I don't have enough time to become the person I want to be, to learn the things I want to learn, to experience the things I want to experience.
    annualparallax annualparallax
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 28, 2007

    2 Times the Scared

    I am scared in two ways right now. The first way is my dog. The second way is my relationships. Well lets start with my dog. He's sick right now, with the mumps, and might die. He can't stand on his own and I found him in a vat of his own urine about an hour ago. He's not...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Jun 12, 2008

    I'm Terrified of Clowns!i ...

    I'm terrified of clowns!I always have been I don't know why.It is a horrible phobia for me!I'm kinda scared of the dark.Actually it's not the dark but what could be in the dark.
    mechell mechell
    31-35, F
    Apr 28, 2007

    Of What the Doctor Said

    and now I have to wait to see a specialist but Im moving out of London and dont want to swap doctors now they're doing something about the pain. Im scared of what the specialist says now but guess have to wait another 6 months before I get an appointment
    deleted deleted
    Aug 12, 2008

    Of Everything Right Now

     I'm scared that I'm not going to be able to do the whole college thing. Or live on my own. I'm kind of even scared of the people that I live by.. these are just some things I'm scared about...
    XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Aug 5, 2008

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    Ciflo Ciflo
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 21
    Okay here goes nothing.. 1. I'm 19, I'm a proud single mom to my son. 2. I go to college and also I bartend and own a tattoo shop 3. I eat super fast. Whenever I go out to eat with...
    Buoyantwaters Buoyantwaters
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 21
    I am scared of life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    DavidG1986i DavidG1986i
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 21
    yeps I am. I finally found out just last year wen I got my first ever girl crush, BUT it was on my best friend at the time -.- (she didn't like me back, eh idc) anyways I kinda had...
    chocolatecrazy9010 chocolatecrazy9010
    13-15, F
    Apr 21
    I havee. I can't say they are my best friends now, but when they were, oh boy did we do some stupid stuff! I think it's only right I end my time here on EP with a positive, fun...
    TheMasterMan1 TheMasterMan1
    16-17, M
    Apr 20
    Please don't take my sunshine away. I love my mom so much.
    bawstenbrewin bawstenbrewin
    18-21, F
    Apr 20
    I cannot afford another heartache.
    Steamtop Steamtop
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 20
    Ok well... I don't know from when.. But it kinda started when I was bullied by kids when I was in 3rd grade primary school. I was 7 years old at the time and always the youngest in...
    imveryhungry imveryhungry
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 20
    I an scared of relationships as most men seem to be paedophilic or some other weird crap.
    Paleandpolluted86 Paleandpolluted86
    26-30, F
    Apr 20
    I've never dated anyone and I'm 25. it's mostly because most everyone who asks me out I don't like and no one I like asks me out and if they do, I usually think they're playing a...
    sensitivewoman90 sensitivewoman90
    22-25, F
    7 Responses Apr 19
    A earthquake in Japan, then a earthquake in Ecuador, and I'm kinda scared that the big one will hit California. Even though I don't live near the San Andreas fault, but my town...
    LibertyCityPD LibertyCityPD
    18-21, M
    Apr 19
    It's partly the heights, and because I am horribly susceptible to motion sickness, so I try to avoid them whenever possible.
    moondiva moondiva
    36-40, F
    Apr 19
    So this happened recently...i was in a year long long distance relationship with this girl! everything was upto the mark and i had all plans of going back and getting married to...
    thatpiscesguy thatpiscesguy
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 18
    its a strange feeling but im scared of myself i feel that if i stayed in this family with this stress life another person will come out of me ... i am just.. scared of the hidden...
    zooz77 zooz77
    22-25, F
    Apr 18
    I have learned to kiss without loving and **** without caring.
    glassbonespaperskin glassbonespaperskin
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 17
    I've denied it for years. But admittedly, it's something I have and can't seem to rise above. It effects much more than most can imagine. So last night, I was at my cousins' 19th...
    TheMasterMan1 TheMasterMan1
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 17
    I need some advice.. I think I am in love with a girl, which has never happen before. Actually i have been in a long term relationship with a guy which i loved very much but things...
    fra123 fra123
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Apr 17
    there is a loud scary thunderstorm and I can't go to sleep. I wish I had someone to hold me.:'(
    jesusfan1999 jesusfan1999
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 17
    I feel like I'm on the verge of a nightmare I don't feel well I don't want to be on medication I want it to stop
    Hush92 Hush92
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 17
    I don't know what to do. I haven't talked to you in two years, but I still think about and miss you just as much. I never wanted us to lose touch, but I'm the one who disappeared...
    maybemaybenotwhat maybemaybenotwhat
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Apr 16
    I've been having the same nightmares for the last couple of years now, but today it was a bit different. In the dream, I'm usually in my bed trying to fall asleep, but something...
    Letmebee Letmebee
    22-25, F
    Apr 15
    I'm pregnant for a couple of weeks :( and I don't know what to do, I want to keep the baby but my stomach hurts a lot
    123enguyen 123enguyen
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Apr 15
    Hello :) my name is Aurena, Im 13 and I have emetophobia. (fear of vomit) Here's my story. So lets go back late 2015, two days before I got sick for the first time in 10 years...
    Aurena Aurena
    13-15, F
    Apr 15
    I have two different perspectives on my thoughts of young adult relationships. There can be one boy I fall for and get screwed over in the end. My emotions are all over the place...
    Thatgurl17 Thatgurl17
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 14
    so today i had a horrible day. at school we have a class called seminar if you dont know its a study hall.. so we have seminar every thursday. to be honest nobody actually studies...
    alyssapenn32 alyssapenn32
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 14
    I want to know myself more but i 'm also scared about what i 'm going to discover about my self
    farfar1984 farfar1984
    31-35, F
    Apr 14
    I am unsure if I am scared of falling in love... or that I am not ready to fall in love again. Recently out of a 5 year long term relationship with an ex I met in my early 20's...
    JfromV JfromV
    26-30, F
    Apr 14
    Since EP is closing I'll join experienceagain.com and http://exp2.xyz with the same username as here (Carolina2000) My email: carolinarodrigues2000@yahoo.com
    Carolina2000 Carolina2000
    18-21, F
    Apr 13
    All he does is drink, yell, and break things. He doesn't hit, but I know it's only a matter of time. My mom is a just a drunk too and just lays in bed all day. I'm all by myself...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Apr 13
    I didn't have internet for very long when I first went on Ep. I'm a late bloomer with a lot of technology. In the past, I got a lot of my internet socializing needs met on here...
    LarssenPinkFloyd LarssenPinkFloyd
    36-40, M
    1 Response Apr 13
    my son needs a bone marrow transplant, so I feel so scared. :(
    DanielMolloy DanielMolloy
    26-30, F
    Apr 12
    "My I'm said when you want to do bad you won't get far in life". That's true.. right now. I've screwed up. I've done some really stupid things for the past 6+ months. Ever since...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee
    70+, F
    2 Responses Apr 12
    I always took EP for granted..... I just came here when I needed it or when I was lonely. Now it's shutting down, and I'm scared. Scared for me, scared for my friends, and scared...
    Firechiic Firechiic
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Apr 11
    Every guy that i meet in my life will break my heart..the relationship goes smooth bt sum how the man go missing.I feel down and scared of meeting guys and i dnt trust them.
    shal123456 shal123456
    36-40, F
    5 Responses Apr 11
    HI all, I am here to get answer, I do not want to believe that i am just going crazy. There has been a lot of events that I just can't explain. here are a few of them: 1.during my...
    kroleen kroleen
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 11
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