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I Am Kinda Scared

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    Kinda Aint the Word. ...

    Kinda aint the word. I am scared to death of marriage.
    uncommonlysweet uncommonlysweet 26-30, F Apr 27, 2007

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    Of What the Doctor Said

    and now I have to wait to see a specialist but Im moving out of London and dont want to swap doctors now they're doing something about the pain. Im scared of what the specialist says now but guess have to wait another 6 months before I get an appointment
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 12, 2008

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    I Worry That

    my life isn't going to turn out how i'd like it to. i am at a crossroads in my life, i must choose my college, my career choice, for goddsake, i must choose who to trust.. again. my life will never be easy again. its scary. i'm afraid that nobody loves me. i'm afraid...
    gruneaugen gruneaugen 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 1, 2007

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    Spiders

    Well last night I found a great, big, huge, gigantic, emormous, hairy, scary, fanged, baseball carrying, doc martin wearing spider in my kitchen!! I think my cats have probably eaten it by now but I'm still scared. What if it's laid eggs somewhere *shudder* - it doesn't bare...
    AWUK AWUK 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 26, 2007

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    Suiside Thoughts

    I'm am so scared right now at this point in my life.  I have so much bad **** goin on both medicaly and finachily.  I have been thinking of just ending it all some night by taking extra meds and chassin it with some hard wiskiey or something like that.  Hell even...
    laidbackcat28 laidbackcat28 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 29, 2007

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    Of Everything Right Now

     I'm scared that I'm not going to be able to do the whole college thing. Or live on my own. I'm kind of even scared of the people that I live by.. these are just some things I'm scared about...
    XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 5, 2008

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    maleficent08 maleficent08 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 24

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    Motivation

    I am motivated by fear. You should see my entry elsewhere about living in fear.
    ameeker ameeker 21-25, F Nov 28, 2007

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    I am kinda scared of life,

    and from everything in the future, everyday there's a new problem or a new change, life hasn't been easy, but im trying my best to keep going and keep believing that everything will be okay one day!
    Jennyoh Jennyoh 22-25, F Apr 20

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    2 Times the Scared

    I am scared in two ways right now. The first way is my dog. The second way is my relationships. Well lets start with my dog. He's sick right now, with the mumps, and might die. He can't stand on his own and I found him in a vat of his own urine about an hour ago. He's not...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F 4 Responses Jun 12, 2008

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    I Was Scared ...

    I was scared that I'd become a raging alcoholic .... much to my surprise ... I HAVE!! ... so I am not so scared anymore ... now I am scared about my financial situation .... now that is something I need to worry about ... It's not very smart to go out drinking every night ... but...
    LosingIt LosingIt 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 2, 2007

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    It's raining like fck

    and no one wants to cuddle and it's scary :c
    loveyanoone loveyanoone 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 28

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    I Hate Not Knowing What's ...

    I hate not knowing what's around the corner in life
    dryadsneedluv2 dryadsneedluv2 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 28, 2007

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    I Am Going to University

    I am kindda scared because tomorrow I start classes a the university in another city. I am scared because everything has gone exactly as I wanted and because I will have a lot to learn. This is all I ever wished for and I am scared. I am going to learn how to be a doctor.
    ababyboommmm ababyboommmm 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 30, 2009

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    I'm Scared...

    I get my wisdom teeth out tomorrow... It's going to be fine, I think, but the stupid people on here all have horrid, awful stories about their experiences. Meh...
    Moonshine Moonshine 16-18, F 1 Response Feb 1, 2007

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    I am afraid of aging. ...

    I am afraid of aging. I feel that I don't have enough time to become the person I want to be, to learn the things I want to learn, to experience the things I want to experience.
    annualparallax annualparallax 21-25, F 1 Response Jan 28, 2007

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    I'm Terrified of Clowns!i ...

    I'm terrified of clowns!I always have been I don't know why.It is a horrible phobia for me!I'm kinda scared of the dark.Actually it's not the dark but what could be in the dark.
    mechell mechell 31-35, F Apr 28, 2007

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    What Did I Get Myself Into??!!??

    Hi all! So I met someone amazing. He is everything that I could want in a guy. And when we first met he told me that he was joining the army. I thought well he won't be joining for a while so we still have time.   Then the next thing I know, I'm standing there watching...
    kalmon kalmon 18-21 Oct 8, 2010

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    I recently got out of a long serious

    relationship. I loved him so muchh n did everything for him but, he was a drug addict and I didn't get the respect I deserved. He lied when he was high, made me drive him everywhere, made me pay for everything but the main thing that bothered me was he apparently got help but he...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 19

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    What I mean is, everything I see on this site

    is kinda freaking. From cults, to odd sexual things, it just intimidates me. Is there anyone normal out there? I do understand this is a site to let it out, I just want to know if I am the only boring person on the planet.
    RichardD99 RichardD99 13-15, M 1 Response May 26

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    I'm Terrified....

    that my Girlfriend is going to leave me. She's going to go to college in another country, and she wants to stay together. But chances are she'll find someone there, whose closer, and she loves more, so...I'm going to lose her. And it terrifies me.
    Treval Treval 22-25, F 1 Response May 10, 2007

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    Deployment Phobia.

    well my soldier is deploying next month to afghanistan. and it scares me so much. i only want him to be safe and to be ok, i worry about his well being. i think about this often, now more often than ever because next month is very near. pretty much around the corner :( idk how i...
    gbabii561 gbabii561 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 21, 2010

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    Worry Too Much

    well for most people on here know my hubby is over seas and it scares the hell out me. i mean i wake up every morning and wonder is he ok today? becasue i dont get to talk to him everyday...and when i do its not for a long time.. its just hard knowing he is over there and there...
    rockinkandy rockinkandy 18-21, F Aug 23, 2008

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    Related Experiences

    I'm well and truley stuck in a rut, me and my ex have been through so much **** u wouldn't believe, even to the point I slept with someone eles.. But he loves me like crazy, rings...
    littlefox6 littlefox6 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    This actually still scares me when I think about it so maybe it's good to get it out. Two of my closest female friends knew this guy. I never really knew much about him besides...
    Bewail Bewail 22-25, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    The dentist? Nah, he's fine by me. But if you want to talk scary, I HATE that thing that blows air into your eye during an eye exam... Like... Don't tell me when you're going to do...
    scrtasnman13 scrtasnman13 18-21, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I am so scared about whats going to happen in the future. Im scared of getting older, I'm scared of the fear of getting sick, I'm scared of getting an illness that will change...
    behappy4 behappy4 18-21, F 2 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    i am scared to express my thoughts and feelings because evrybody will bash me . i am scared to express my feelings and thoughts because none will understand me and i am scared to...
    Moonthesolitary Moonthesolitary 22-25, F 6 Responses Aug 21

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    I don't get bullied, I have a lot of really good friends, I don't give a crap about what people care about me, and I love all of my classes. I just don't know why i'm scared to go...
    alice4114 alice4114 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 30

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    So I have an older sister that moved to the other side of the country a few years ago.. She's a year older than me and it's because our family decided to split up. She lives with...
    ravenzewolf ravenzewolf 13-15, F Sep 8

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    It sounds silly since I'm only 20, but I'm scared of growing older. I'm scared of increasing health threats as my age gets older, scared of wrinkles scared of getting bigger if I...
    behappy4 behappy4 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I am scared. Im scared that i've been doing and saying the wrong things lately and that im pushing away the people that matter the most to me. I don't know if im pushing them away...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I'm scared. I'm scared that I'm gonna be alone. Lately I've been feeling like I'm slowly going insane. I can't seem to focus on anything, and I can't find peace in anything. I...
    avehrp avehrp 22-25, M Aug 22

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    I am so scared of people, you have no idea! Everytime someone I don't know comes up to me I start to get very fidgety and scared. When the dreaded "hello" comes I either try to...
    IcedOverHeart IcedOverHeart 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 28

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    PLEASE HELP :My twin is with me (we share a room) and I want to tell her I'm gay but I'm scared.. I'm not scared to tell her, I'm scared that she will tell others, I have told her...
    ParisMaisie ParisMaisie 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 28

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    Earlier today as I was walking pup, we came across a body of a sparrow. My tiny guy sniffed it for a moment and went on with his business. Later my mother stopped by and asked...
    koorlo koorlo 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    Today I was at my town fair and I saw so many couples. I kinda wish I had that. I think it would be nice to have a boyfriend
    Coletteisawesome Coletteisawesome 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    i'm 15 so i just got my permit and i'm currently in drivers ed. we have to go on 6 drives w/ the instructor and then drive 50 hours w/ our parents before we can take the state test...
    nikkilicious143 nikkilicious143 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    Fish scares the bageebers out of me!!!!! I don't know if this is something I will gradually grow out of but they just freak me out. My mom sometimes prepares fish for dinner and I...
    serinawang serinawang 13-15, F Aug 21

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    Saturday I am going I have the house for myself for nine days. I'm not scared to be alone. I don't know what I am going to do. Honestly I have been feeling suicidal lately and I...
    DontCallMeSunshine DontCallMeSunshine 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    I'm Terrified Of Dying . I Have Had Anxiety over this . Thinking about dying makes me question why I'm here I. The first place if I'm just going to die . I'm scared . What if I don...
    MbVG MbVG 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 24

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    I am so scared of getting attached to people. I think my past relationships with people have ****** me >.< I don't know. I did date an abusive guy (I don't talk about it a lot...
    disasterland disasterland 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 28

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    im scared of dogs,when they run at me or bark.im scared of birds but only when they fly real low to the ground.so thats that.
    weirdalex21 weirdalex21 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 30

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    I'm scared because I'm not afraid to do it. I'm not afraid to end everything. Ian scared that if I do, my mom won't be able to handle it, and I can't do that to my brother and...
    blueeyesx0 blueeyesx0 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    I'm scared of what happens after we die.
    PuroGTO PuroGTO 13-15, M Sep 1

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    I hate to admit it, but I really am.... If there's a god, I'll go to hell. If there isn't then I'd be worshipping one for no reason. I'm just scared to waste my life away believing...
    left4deadspace left4deadspace 16-17, M Sep 2

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    I once was scared of failure, disappointment in myself. It caused me to go stagnate. Now I am scared of not trying. A catch 22, how can I experience any failure or disappointment...
    MorningBreeze MorningBreeze 56-60, F Sep 2

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    Us. We are one, we are together. I had dreamed of it happening exactly the way it did, now it has happened. I am myself. I am the person I want to be. I'm so scared. I'm so...
    SomeGuy322 SomeGuy322 16-17, M Sep 3

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    So I am an amateur photographer, with hopes and dreams that I can one day somehow make a living from this thing I love so much... But I am riddled with self doubt and fear of...
    Kiyalee Kiyalee 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    My anxiety is horrible. I'm scared my heart will stop in my sleep
    disasterland disasterland 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 20