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I Am Kinda Scared

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    I recently got out of a long serious

    relationship. I loved him so muchh n did everything for him but, he was a drug addict and I didn't get the respect I deserved. He lied when he was high, made me drive him everywhere, made me pay for everything but the main thing that bothered me was he apparently got help but he...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 19, 2014

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    I'm Terrified....

    that my Girlfriend is going to leave me. She's going to go to college in another country, and she wants to stay together. But chances are she'll find someone there, whose closer, and she loves more, so...I'm going to lose her. And it terrifies me.
    Treval Treval 22-25, F 1 Response May 10, 2007

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    I am afraid of aging. ...

    I am afraid of aging. I feel that I don't have enough time to become the person I want to be, to learn the things I want to learn, to experience the things I want to experience.
    annualparallax annualparallax 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 28, 2007

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    I Was Scared ...

    I was scared that I'd become a raging alcoholic .... much to my surprise ... I HAVE!! ... so I am not so scared anymore ... now I am scared about my financial situation .... now that is something I need to worry about ... It's not very smart to go out drinking every night ... but...
    LosingIt LosingIt 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 2, 2007

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    maleficent08 maleficent08 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 24, 2014

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    Worry Too Much

    well for most people on here know my hubby is over seas and it scares the hell out me. i mean i wake up every morning and wonder is he ok today? becasue i dont get to talk to him everyday...and when i do its not for a long time.. its just hard knowing he is over there and there...
    rockinkandy rockinkandy 18-21, F Aug 23, 2008

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    2 Times the Scared

    I am scared in two ways right now. The first way is my dog. The second way is my relationships. Well lets start with my dog. He's sick right now, with the mumps, and might die. He can't stand on his own and I found him in a vat of his own urine about an hour ago. He's not...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F 4 Responses Jun 12, 2008

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    I am kinda scared of life,

    and from everything in the future, everyday there's a new problem or a new change, life hasn't been easy, but im trying my best to keep going and keep believing that everything will be okay one day!
    Jennyoh Jennyoh 22-25, F Apr 20, 2014

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    What is it with people talking to me

    who are like triple my age! I mean like WTH!!!!
    akicupcake9 akicupcake9 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 16, 2014

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    Kinda Aint the Word. ...

    Kinda aint the word. I am scared to death of marriage.
    uncommonlysweet uncommonlysweet 26-30, F Apr 27, 2007

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    Deployment Phobia.

    well my soldier is deploying next month to afghanistan. and it scares me so much. i only want him to be safe and to be ok, i worry about his well being. i think about this often, now more often than ever because next month is very near. pretty much around the corner :( idk how i...
    gbabii561 gbabii561 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 21, 2010

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    I'm Scared...

    I get my wisdom teeth out tomorrow... It's going to be fine, I think, but the stupid people on here all have horrid, awful stories about their experiences. Meh...
    Moonshine Moonshine 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 1, 2007

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    I Hate Not Knowing What's ...

    I hate not knowing what's around the corner in life
    dryadsneedluv2 dryadsneedluv2 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 28, 2007

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    I'm Terrified of Clowns!i ...

    I'm terrified of clowns!I always have been I don't know why.It is a horrible phobia for me!I'm kinda scared of the dark.Actually it's not the dark but what could be in the dark.
    mechell mechell 31-35, F Apr 28, 2007

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    Suiside Thoughts

    I'm am so scared right now at this point in my life.  I have so much bad **** goin on both medicaly and finachily.  I have been thinking of just ending it all some night by taking extra meds and chassin it with some hard wiskiey or something like that.  Hell even...
    laidbackcat28 laidbackcat28 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 29, 2007

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    What I mean is, everything I see on this site

    is kinda freaking. From cults, to odd sexual things, it just intimidates me. Is there anyone normal out there? I do understand this is a site to let it out, I just want to know if I am the only boring person on the planet.
    RichardD99 RichardD99 13-15, M 1 Response May 26, 2014

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    Of What the Doctor Said

    and now I have to wait to see a specialist but Im moving out of London and dont want to swap doctors now they're doing something about the pain. Im scared of what the specialist says now but guess have to wait another 6 months before I get an appointment
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 12, 2008

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    What Did I Get Myself Into??!!??

    Hi all! So I met someone amazing. He is everything that I could want in a guy. And when we first met he told me that he was joining the army. I thought well he won't be joining for a while so we still have time.   Then the next thing I know, I'm standing there watching...
    kalmon kalmon 18-21 Oct 8, 2010

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    I Worry That

    my life isn't going to turn out how i'd like it to. i am at a crossroads in my life, i must choose my college, my career choice, for goddsake, i must choose who to trust.. again. my life will never be easy again. its scary. i'm afraid that nobody loves me. i'm afraid...
    gruneaugen gruneaugen 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 1, 2007

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    I Am Going to University

    I am kindda scared because tomorrow I start classes a the university in another city. I am scared because everything has gone exactly as I wanted and because I will have a lot to learn. This is all I ever wished for and I am scared. I am going to learn how to be a doctor.
    ababyboommmm ababyboommmm 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 30, 2009

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    Spiders

    Well last night I found a great, big, huge, gigantic, emormous, hairy, scary, fanged, baseball carrying, doc martin wearing spider in my kitchen!! I think my cats have probably eaten it by now but I'm still scared. What if it's laid eggs somewhere *shudder* - it doesn't bare...
    AWUK AWUK 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 26, 2007

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    Of Everything Right Now

     I'm scared that I'm not going to be able to do the whole college thing. Or live on my own. I'm kind of even scared of the people that I live by.. these are just some things I'm scared about...
    XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 5, 2008

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    It's raining like fck

    and no one wants to cuddle and it's scary :c
    loveyanoone loveyanoone 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 28, 2014

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    Motivation

    I am motivated by fear. You should see my entry elsewhere about living in fear.
    ameeker ameeker 18-21, F Nov 28, 2007

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    I have always been a good student but I have major confidence issues and trust issues. Thats because i was bullied , and molested as a kid . I am too scared to raise my voice...
    hustlerespectloyal121 hustlerespectloyal121 22-25, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    He smiles touches my fingers looks at me in the eyes. He's married I can't have him, I don't want to like him like that. Maybe he's just being nice??? Idk lol. He avoids his wife...
    jujufruit12345 jujufruit12345 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 6

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    So I've recently started reading this book called crank by Ellen Hopkins. I really like this book and I'm almost done with it, in the book she talks about doing crystal and how it...
    youngadult14 youngadult14 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 10

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    Probably I'm not pregnant, but I can't stop worrying about it. I had sex for the first time on Saturday. We took most of the precautions, he wore a condom and I took the day after...
    justlivingitup justlivingitup 16-17, F Mar 11

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    I has sex for the first time this Saturday. He used a condom and I took the after pill, I was told you can take it right after sex and it is just as effective as if you take it a...
    justlivingitup justlivingitup 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 11

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    Why are people so resistant to physical aging, when it's natural for your body to change and age. I guess its the same kinda thing as when girls think they need to be thin, blame...
    Nessa11231 Nessa11231 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    So tonight Shelby faceted me and i left my towel on the ground. My mom comes in my room and starts yelling me over a towel that was on the ground for 5 minutes. Shelby ends the...
    caileenclaire caileenclaire 13-15, F Mar 15

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    My partner and I have been together almost 2 years now. They have been seriously tough we have had more downs then up even before we started dating. I am madly in love with him and...
    SecretAbby SecretAbby 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    I hope you can't even imagine the pain I went through. People say there's 3 types of abuse... Take em all, put em in a blender, mix it and out comes a big disgusting mush of pain...
    bluecupcakes bluecupcakes 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 14

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    I've always been.. I'm scared of getting close, I'm scared of the end, I'm scared of judgement. I'm not even a good person by myself, and sharing myself with someone wouldn't...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 5 Responses Mar 5

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    Idk I just can't sleep anymore I keep waking up early, I keep having bad thoughts come back then they go away everything is just killing me inside Idk why but I'm just happy to...
    shyguy747 shyguy747 13-15, M Mar 12

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    So today I have a hospital appointment I am very scared about. Iv gone through each scenario in my head, at least 10 times. And I'm really scared about what tests they might need...
    strawberryblonde89 strawberryblonde89 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 15

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    I'm Scared of Life... like every day you woke up you feel nothing but fear.... I'm also terrified with strangers and scared of people around me.. I'm Scared of everything ....
    Ehnyl Ehnyl 18-21 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I am 27 weeks pregnant. I have ALWAYS wanted a baby and now that I am pregnant, I'm really scared I won't make a good mother. I have very bad social anxiety and very low self...
    Wvgirl20 Wvgirl20 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm scared of losing people, I wonder if people are scared of losing me.........
    kst97 kst97 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 3

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    I just found out my rapist had unblocked me on Facebook and he's been watching me. I'm beyond scared. I still haven't reported it. I got too scared. How can I tell my boyfriend the...
    ddc95 ddc95 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 5

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    I am scared if commitment and I'm scared to let myself go and do things that are illogical under the name of love.
    ambrosia999 ambrosia999 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 6

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    My Dad. His heart isn't working the right way. Its skipping beats. I'm so scared to lose my Dad. He's the person I've modeled myself after. Looked up to. I'm so scared.
    KOOLKAT446 KOOLKAT446 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 7

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    I am ftm and have been for at least a year. I have told everyone I know... Except my family. My dad has a shot gun in the garage for the boys I bring over... What if I'm the boy...
    Hunter239 Hunter239 13-15 Mar 7

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    I scared that I have scared him away...
    nomnommings nomnommings 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 8

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