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I Am Kinda Scared

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    Deployment Phobia.

    well my soldier is deploying next month to afghanistan. and it scares me so much. i only want him to be safe and to be ok, i worry about his well being. i think about this often, now more often than ever because next month is very near. pretty much around the corner :( idk how i...
    gbabii561 gbabii561 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 21, 2010

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    What Did I Get Myself Into??!!??

    Hi all! So I met someone amazing. He is everything that I could want in a guy. And when we first met he told me that he was joining the army. I thought well he won't be joining for a while so we still have time.   Then the next thing I know, I'm standing there watching...
    kalmon kalmon 18-21 Oct 8, 2010

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    Is not weird for me to have some like insects

    crawling on my body at some times ? It won't go away unless if touch that area. And it scares me to the point I can't sleep thinking that something really is on me. And sometimes it felt stronger and it's like having a worm crawling up on me. It feels really real. And I'm scared...
    YoseiHime YoseiHime 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 17

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    It's raining like fck

    and no one wants to cuddle and it's scary :c
    loveyanoone loveyanoone 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 28, 2014

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    Motivation

    I am motivated by fear. You should see my entry elsewhere about living in fear.
    ameeker ameeker 18-21, F Nov 28, 2007

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    Of What the Doctor Said

    and now I have to wait to see a specialist but Im moving out of London and dont want to swap doctors now they're doing something about the pain. Im scared of what the specialist says now but guess have to wait another 6 months before I get an appointment
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 12, 2008

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    What is it with people talking to me

    who are like triple my age! I mean like WTH!!!!
    akicupcake9 akicupcake9 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 16, 2014

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    I am afraid of aging. ...

    I am afraid of aging. I feel that I don't have enough time to become the person I want to be, to learn the things I want to learn, to experience the things I want to experience.
    annualparallax annualparallax 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 28, 2007

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    I'm Terrified....

    that my Girlfriend is going to leave me. She's going to go to college in another country, and she wants to stay together. But chances are she'll find someone there, whose closer, and she loves more, so...I'm going to lose her. And it terrifies me.
    Treval Treval 22-25, F 1 Response May 10, 2007

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    2 Times the Scared

    I am scared in two ways right now. The first way is my dog. The second way is my relationships. Well lets start with my dog. He's sick right now, with the mumps, and might die. He can't stand on his own and I found him in a vat of his own urine about an hour ago. He's not...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F 4 Responses Jun 12, 2008

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    maleficent08 maleficent08 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 24, 2014

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    Kinda Aint the Word. ...

    Kinda aint the word. I am scared to death of marriage.
    uncommonlysweet uncommonlysweet 26-30, F Apr 27, 2007

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    I'm Scared...

    I get my wisdom teeth out tomorrow... It's going to be fine, I think, but the stupid people on here all have horrid, awful stories about their experiences. Meh...
    Moonshine Moonshine 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 1, 2007

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    I Am Going to University

    I am kindda scared because tomorrow I start classes a the university in another city. I am scared because everything has gone exactly as I wanted and because I will have a lot to learn. This is all I ever wished for and I am scared. I am going to learn how to be a doctor.
    ababyboommmm ababyboommmm 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 30, 2009

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    I am kinda scared of life,

    and from everything in the future, everyday there's a new problem or a new change, life hasn't been easy, but im trying my best to keep going and keep believing that everything will be okay one day!
    Jennyoh Jennyoh 22-25, F Apr 20, 2014

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    I Was Scared ...

    I was scared that I'd become a raging alcoholic .... much to my surprise ... I HAVE!! ... so I am not so scared anymore ... now I am scared about my financial situation .... now that is something I need to worry about ... It's not very smart to go out drinking every night ... but...
    LosingIt LosingIt 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 2, 2007

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    Worry Too Much

    well for most people on here know my hubby is over seas and it scares the hell out me. i mean i wake up every morning and wonder is he ok today? becasue i dont get to talk to him everyday...and when i do its not for a long time.. its just hard knowing he is over there and there...
    rockinkandy rockinkandy 18-21, F Aug 23, 2008

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    Suiside Thoughts

    I'm am so scared right now at this point in my life.  I have so much bad **** goin on both medicaly and finachily.  I have been thinking of just ending it all some night by taking extra meds and chassin it with some hard wiskiey or something like that.  Hell even...
    laidbackcat28 laidbackcat28 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 29, 2007

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    I Worry That

    my life isn't going to turn out how i'd like it to. i am at a crossroads in my life, i must choose my college, my career choice, for goddsake, i must choose who to trust.. again. my life will never be easy again. its scary. i'm afraid that nobody loves me. i'm afraid...
    gruneaugen gruneaugen 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 1, 2007

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    Of Everything Right Now

     I'm scared that I'm not going to be able to do the whole college thing. Or live on my own. I'm kind of even scared of the people that I live by.. these are just some things I'm scared about...
    XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 5, 2008

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    What I mean is, everything I see on this site

    is kinda freaking. From cults, to odd sexual things, it just intimidates me. Is there anyone normal out there? I do understand this is a site to let it out, I just want to know if I am the only boring person on the planet.
    RichardD99 RichardD99 16-17, M 1 Response May 26, 2014

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    I recently got out of a long serious

    relationship. I loved him so muchh n did everything for him but, he was a drug addict and I didn't get the respect I deserved. He lied when he was high, made me drive him everywhere, made me pay for everything but the main thing that bothered me was he apparently got help but he...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 19, 2014

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    Spiders

    Well last night I found a great, big, huge, gigantic, emormous, hairy, scary, fanged, baseball carrying, doc martin wearing spider in my kitchen!! I think my cats have probably eaten it by now but I'm still scared. What if it's laid eggs somewhere *shudder* - it doesn't bare...
    AWUK AWUK 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 26, 2007

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    I Hate Not Knowing What's ...

    I hate not knowing what's around the corner in life
    dryadsneedluv2 dryadsneedluv2 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 28, 2007

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    I'm Terrified of Clowns!i ...

    I'm terrified of clowns!I always have been I don't know why.It is a horrible phobia for me!I'm kinda scared of the dark.Actually it's not the dark but what could be in the dark.
    mechell mechell 31-35, F Apr 28, 2007

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    I have a terrible fear of losing people I love, this includes family and friends. I'm pretty sure it started when I was 7-8 and my mum was going to leave me and my sister's and run...
    YOULOOKLOSTLIKEDOROTHY YOULOOKLOSTLIKEDOROTHY 36-40 7 hrs ago

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    What does a stroke feel like? Today, I was woken up by the sound of explosion (a pipe exploded in our building) and I ran to the living room to check on my parents, they were...
    Storiesnotforthefaintofheart Storiesnotforthefaintofheart 18-21, F 10 hrs ago

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    I just saw this story about 2 people who were in a relationship for almost 4 years and they broke up 5 months ago. I don't know why I got too scared, it made me realise how much I...
    ReemNoctis ReemNoctis 16-17, F 17 Responses 1 day ago

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    im scared that no one will like me .. because the ladyboys are rising and mosstly guys choose them.over girls.and my cousin is ladyboy and he got alot of admirers....im scared
    maryabcd06 maryabcd06 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    I am a 13 year old white girl and I have to admit that I kinda like black boys. I don't think there is anything wrong with this and I believe that any girl should be able to date...
    danielle1357 danielle1357 13-15, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    List of people That Are scared of me Some of my teachers My neibor My other neibor avoids me One time my sister locked her door at night when I had a point where stayed up olmost...
    swaged104 swaged104 13-15, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I don't show atleast I try not to but just thinking about going back in 48hours how these 2 months changed everything and still at night I get these nightmares that are breaking me...
    milind3012 milind3012 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    It was just never meant to be for me. I'm unloveable and I know it. I don't have anything for people to love. And no one had loved me. I did plan to date starting from college...
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm scared to death and I just admitted tht to myself my grandpa, my best friend, had lung cancer and no matter how much I tell myself it'll be ok everything will turn out all...
    PrincessTiff1997 PrincessTiff1997 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    I'm not scared of clowns but my freshman year my best friend and I dressed up as Raggedy Ann and Andy for Halloween at school. We won a contest and scared this one girl so bad she...
    KylieeBear KylieeBear 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    I am a 13 year old white girl and I have always liked boys but I recently had an experience that makes me think that maybe I like girls too. Last week I had my 12 year old black...
    brianna747 brianna747 13-15, F Jul 21

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    What to do if your both scared but love and care about eatch other but your scared to try again bc you both hurt eatch other so you don't know what to do
    goldenlife2k15 goldenlife2k15 13-15, F Jul 20

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    i didnt used to be scared of it, maybe its just scared of dying alone
    awesomeguy3125 awesomeguy3125 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 19

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    last time.. i asked a girl out....she was all good, pretty and nice,..but then...i found out she was with someone else i guess she didn't like me at all .And I"m scared that..if i...
    IsaacXavier IsaacXavier 13-15, M Jul 19

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    I wouldn't mind being in a relationship. I'm more afraid of the feeling of having so much to lose. Plus I've never been in a relationship before and anything that is new to me can...
    Darkslinger Darkslinger 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 18

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    I am about to become homeless. I never been so desperate, worried. I have been living with my mother for awhile now, taking care of her, as her health has been declining. Now, she...
    CoolDude2244 CoolDude2244 31-35, M 2 Responses Jul 18

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    I've been cheated on, lies, hurt. no communication I always give tons of chances and stay loyal to who I love kept hurting me in every ways. then last break up. I stopped looking...
    bhk92 bhk92 22-25, F Jul 17

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    My brother and I were talking about different TV shows, I asked him about House of Cards, whether it is any good. He told me: it is very interesting, you can watch it on popcorn...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F Jul 17

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