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I Am Kinda Scared

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    Worry Too Much

    well for most people on here know my hubby is over seas and it scares the hell out me. i mean i wake up every morning and wonder is he ok today? becasue i dont get to talk to him everyday...and when i do its not for a long time.. its just hard knowing he is over there and there...
    rockinkandy rockinkandy 18-21, F Aug 23, 2008

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    What Did I Get Myself Into??!!??

    Hi all! So I met someone amazing. He is everything that I could want in a guy. And when we first met he told me that he was joining the army. I thought well he won't be joining for a while so we still have time.   Then the next thing I know, I'm standing there watching...
    kalmon kalmon 18-21 Oct 8, 2010

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    I'm Scared...

    I get my wisdom teeth out tomorrow... It's going to be fine, I think, but the stupid people on here all have horrid, awful stories about their experiences. Meh...
    Moonshine Moonshine 16-18, F 1 Response Feb 1, 2007

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    I Hate Not Knowing What's ...

    I hate not knowing what's around the corner in life
    dryadsneedluv2 dryadsneedluv2 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 28, 2007

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    I Was Scared ...

    I was scared that I'd become a raging alcoholic .... much to my surprise ... I HAVE!! ... so I am not so scared anymore ... now I am scared about my financial situation .... now that is something I need to worry about ... It's not very smart to go out drinking every night ... but...
    LosingIt LosingIt 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 2, 2007

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    Of Everything Right Now

     I'm scared that I'm not going to be able to do the whole college thing. Or live on my own. I'm kind of even scared of the people that I live by.. these are just some things I'm scared about...
    XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 5, 2008

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    I recently got out of a long serious

    relationship. I loved him so muchh n did everything for him but, he was a drug addict and I didn't get the respect I deserved. He lied when he was high, made me drive him everywhere, made me pay for everything but the main thing that bothered me was he apparently got help but he...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 19

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    Suiside Thoughts

    I'm am so scared right now at this point in my life.  I have so much bad **** goin on both medicaly and finachily.  I have been thinking of just ending it all some night by taking extra meds and chassin it with some hard wiskiey or something like that.  Hell even...
    laidbackcat28 laidbackcat28 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 29, 2007

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    2 Times the Scared

    I am scared in two ways right now. The first way is my dog. The second way is my relationships. Well lets start with my dog. He's sick right now, with the mumps, and might die. He can't stand on his own and I found him in a vat of his own urine about an hour ago. He's not...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F 4 Responses Jun 12, 2008

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    Spiders

    Well last night I found a great, big, huge, gigantic, emormous, hairy, scary, fanged, baseball carrying, doc martin wearing spider in my kitchen!! I think my cats have probably eaten it by now but I'm still scared. What if it's laid eggs somewhere *shudder* - it doesn't bare...
    AWUK AWUK 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 26, 2007

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    What I mean is, everything I see on this site

    is kinda freaking. From cults, to odd sexual things, it just intimidates me. Is there anyone normal out there? I do understand this is a site to let it out, I just want to know if I am the only boring person on the planet.
    RichardD99 RichardD99 13-15, M 1 Response May 26

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    I am kinda scared of life,

    and from everything in the future, everyday there's a new problem or a new change, life hasn't been easy, but im trying my best to keep going and keep believing that everything will be okay one day!
    Jennyoh Jennyoh 22-25, F Apr 20

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    I'm Terrified....

    that my Girlfriend is going to leave me. She's going to go to college in another country, and she wants to stay together. But chances are she'll find someone there, whose closer, and she loves more, so...I'm going to lose her. And it terrifies me.
    Treval Treval 22-25, F 1 Response May 10, 2007

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    I Worry That

    my life isn't going to turn out how i'd like it to. i am at a crossroads in my life, i must choose my college, my career choice, for goddsake, i must choose who to trust.. again. my life will never be easy again. its scary. i'm afraid that nobody loves me. i'm afraid...
    gruneaugen gruneaugen 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 1, 2007

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    Of What the Doctor Said

    and now I have to wait to see a specialist but Im moving out of London and dont want to swap doctors now they're doing something about the pain. Im scared of what the specialist says now but guess have to wait another 6 months before I get an appointment
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 12, 2008

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    I am afraid of aging. ...

    I am afraid of aging. I feel that I don't have enough time to become the person I want to be, to learn the things I want to learn, to experience the things I want to experience.
    annualparallax annualparallax 21-25, F 1 Response Jan 28, 2007

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    I Am Going to University

    I am kindda scared because tomorrow I start classes a the university in another city. I am scared because everything has gone exactly as I wanted and because I will have a lot to learn. This is all I ever wished for and I am scared. I am going to learn how to be a doctor.
    ababyboommmm ababyboommmm 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 30, 2009

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    It's raining like fck

    and no one wants to cuddle and it's scary :c
    loveyanoone loveyanoone 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 28

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    I'm Terrified of Clowns!i ...

    I'm terrified of clowns!I always have been I don't know why.It is a horrible phobia for me!I'm kinda scared of the dark.Actually it's not the dark but what could be in the dark.
    mechell mechell 31-35, F Apr 28, 2007

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    Kinda Aint the Word. ...

    Kinda aint the word. I am scared to death of marriage.
    uncommonlysweet uncommonlysweet 26-30, F Apr 27, 2007

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    maleficent08 maleficent08 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 24

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    Deployment Phobia.

    well my soldier is deploying next month to afghanistan. and it scares me so much. i only want him to be safe and to be ok, i worry about his well being. i think about this often, now more often than ever because next month is very near. pretty much around the corner :( idk how i...
    gbabii561 gbabii561 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 21, 2010

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    Motivation

    I am motivated by fear. You should see my entry elsewhere about living in fear.
    ameeker ameeker 21-25, F Nov 28, 2007

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    So my friend Haylin just turned 13. And she talks to grown men (in their 20ies) and she sexts with them. And she introduced me to this man, Angel (he's 22) and I've known him for...
    Cassandra13Park Cassandra13Park 13-15, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    arghhh last year i attempted to pass my ccna exam and i failed, i was in so much pressure and i am not blaming any one else it was hard for me because every body was expecting me...
    furmal furmal 26-30, F 7 hrs ago

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    I know it's stupid of me to use random chatting but I did. I chatted with some people and one of them asked me where I live. I lied and told him Singapore but then he guessed the...
    wherehorizonsmeet wherehorizonsmeet 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    Its the weirdest thing... like if you know something's coming and you're dreading it you get all these twists in your stomach and your heart beats so you can feel it through your...
    KitKatKitten1456 KitKatKitten1456 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Well I already kinda am.. But anyways. The guy I have feelings for has a group of friends he's been close to for like 8 years, it's a mixture of men and women.. If we get in a...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 9

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    Today i put my two week notice in with the job i have been with for over a year to make the biggest change of my life to be a trucker. Will be hard not seeing my son as much but I...
    rgagich rgagich 22-25, M Jul 23

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    Because every time i ask someone out i get rejected i kinda feel like i should just give up on love
    DarrenKasanga DarrenKasanga 13-15, M 3 days ago

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    I don't know what's wrong with me. Just all of a sudden be become paranoid. It's been going on for almost two weeks. I feel watched, I feel like any second something is going to...
    secretlyfelix secretlyfelix 18-21, F Jul 5

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    I am scared of the uncertainity which clouds our lives.I am scared of how everything will work out in the end. I am scared of changing yet the only way to outgrow one's fear is to...
    booklover4ever booklover4ever 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 20

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    I was drawing Tuesday night.. And I was listening to music I do that so I don't get scared. I used to be afraid to go in my own room. me and Jake used to sleep with dad every...
    KovusShame KovusShame 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    Right now I'm sitting here terrified that my two year old daughter might be sick and throw up. Terrified. I'm shaking, I'm dizzy, I feel nauseous just from the thought. Why? Who...
    jaisikae jaisikae 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 3

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    Why do I think like this? My mother thinks I'm going crazy. She wants to take me to the doctors. I just can't sleep or eat. I'm tired but I can't sleep. I had a panic attack a...
    Raven628 Raven628 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    My parents were married in 1986.. They fell in love with each other r later they married.. Its 2014 now and i see them still enjoying every moment... They behave as a newly wed...
    notimpp notimpp 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 3

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    Yeah kinda. I also act pretty manly more often than not though. I like guns knives cars sports. I play football. My passion is in body building. I can actually bench 240 and I...
    sammixdress sammixdress 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 5

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    to being a Marine girlfriend and it's kinda lonely. My boyfriend and I are high school sweethearts, we've been together for two years and I couldnt love him more. He recently...
    MuggyMaggie MuggyMaggie 18-21 Jul 10

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    i was on this ride and at the beginning of the ride i was scared anxious, and knew something was wrong i wanted to get off but the men reassured me that nothing would go wrong i...
    AnnaDevigne AnnaDevigne 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 10

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    Imagine a single flower for our soul and with each encounter of our potential find in a perfect soul mate they pick a petal from us. They disappear with apart of us, our petal...
    Xenasdreams Xenasdreams 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    I'm terrified my mom is going to get a check-up at the doctors soon and I'm just so scared that she's gonna be diagnosed with cancer I've been crying for about 20 minutes now...
    oOMissDiorOo oOMissDiorOo 13-15, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm really scared that I'm gonna be pregnant. I had unprotected sex with a guy who already has two kids and he ********** in me. I take bc but I'm not very consistent and I'm...
    kitten96 kitten96 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I am scared. I feel like there is so much wrong with me... But I keep it in... And someday... I'll explode. A part of me thinks I should go get help. Help with every thing. But...
    TubaAtheist TubaAtheist 18-21, F Jul 1

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    I want to know my real family but I'm scared they'll hate me because I love them so much and I've never even met them yet physically. I worry that I'll be a burden to them, that...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F Jul 1

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    I am so scared of being nothing...the thought of death makes me panic. I have severe panic attacks whenever I think about it. I feel like I am spiralling out of control physically...
    justaweirdo56 justaweirdo56 16-17, F Jul 4

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    i can hardly even think about it without crying. I feel it now. The hot tears running down my face. Ill have to hide it. From my parents. From my friends. From everyone. This is...
    cloakedgarden cloakedgarden 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 5

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    My entire life is empty. From one to another. I am scared my parents will leave me if they find out I'm bi. My sisters already a lesbian and they want her out of the house as soon...
    malebiesexual malebiesexual 13-15, M 2 Responses Jul 5

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    I grew up in a country setting when I went to beauty school I was 15 on ROP. I made friends with older girls in bad neighborhoods. I got to spend the night at Sherrys home. My dad...
    JMay1994 JMay1994 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 8

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    Once upon a time I was . But it happened suddenly that I stopped being scared of the dark , I would stand near a door of a dark room and lose myself there I would think and look...
    DrowningInPain2 DrowningInPain2 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    I came to visit family a few days ago and I just heard that my great grandmother had a heart attack. She's a strong woman and she has lived a long life, but I'm scared. I don't...
    HEDinTHEclouds HEDinTHEclouds 13-15, M 3 Responses Jul 15