I Am Letting Go of My Lover and It Is Scary

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    Alone Again

    I became accustomed to being around a certain person. I knew he wasn't the best person for me but I hated doing things alone.  It was nice having the attention and being "loved" but it got to the point where I was sick of the broken promises and the lies and...
    icyfire icyfire
    36-40, F
    1 Response Mar 30, 2008

    My Exgirlfriend Called.

    omg, it blew me away.  I just spoke of her yesterday for the 1st time in yrs.  It's crazy as they say, it seems just like yesterday.  Our relationship was so intense, the thought of her coming into my life again is: it's not going to happen.
    WarriorMom WarriorMom
    51-55, F
    13 Responses Oct 6, 2008

    Heartbroken

    my partner of six years doesnt love me anymore and my heart is broke and i dont know what to do. when we used to argue it was him always doing the chasing after me, and i was a cow! he took on my 4 kids and i had 1 with him, he has loved us all. i didnt know what i had till one...
    saz33 saz33
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jul 29, 2009

    For College

    We have a great relationship, but I want to play the field before settling down. We want the same things out of life, but he has not proven that he can hold down a job. He's a high school dropout. He helped me through maybe the most difficult time of my life, and once I've left...
    abigail12 abigail12
    18-21
    Jul 13, 2011

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