I Am Letting You Go

you'll be free and it'll be ok.. 107 People

    I'm just trying to move on please don't smile

    and wave at me like everything is ok. It maybe ok in your world. You may be able to see me and feel nothing, so smiling and waving only seems like the polite thing to do. But to me, that smile melts my heart and that wave is a stab to the chest. My world is not ok but it's...
    saraandherfoxes saraandherfoxes
    26-30, F
    1 Response May 28, 2015

    I've had to let go so many things in my life.

    .. When will it end? When can I say no more? I can't take it anymore?
    saraandherfoxes saraandherfoxes
    26-30, F
    May 30, 2015

    I swear, everyday I try to let you go

    because it's obvious you're already over me. At times during the day, I think im strong enough and try to forget you. But then I remember all the good times we had. I can't make up my mind whether to let you go or try to get you back...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 24

    A Little Over A Year...

    since you made me come alive again.  A year of talks, laughs, late night texts, jokes and fights.  In that year, my feelings have grown....changed.  I want to be close to you and tell you that I care.  All you want from me is a friend when you need to talk...
    patchworkofmistakes patchworkofmistakes
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Jul 10, 2010

    " one of the hardest lessons in life is letting

    it go. If it's hate guilt reget or revenge it fells impossible to move on but it's done and over so what's the point of getting upset just let it go don't hold on let it go and be free
    darkmoonwolf darkmoonwolf
    18-21, F
    Aug 14, 2014

    I'm trying to leave you.

    I won't answer your texts, your snapchats, your calls, your invitations to hang out. As much as I want nothing more than to hear your voice and see you and hold you and congratulate you in this very moment that you have achieved so much in your life. I wish I was there for you...
    saraandherfoxes saraandherfoxes
    26-30, F
    May 15, 2015

    You are better off without me.

    ... We all know it's true. Something is broken inside me. Everyone can see it or sense it, and I can't fix it, God knows I've tried. So instead of being pushed away and abandoned by you later, I release you to find...
    sassyg1rl sassyg1rl
    41-45, F
    Dec 13, 2013

    I feel calm. Calm enough to tell you how I feel

    in the most truest way possible without tears. But since you are never around when I am in this state I will simply write it down in hopes that one day you will be around when I'm in this state again and I know exactly what to say: Thank you for leaving when you did. It allowed...
    saraandherfoxes saraandherfoxes
    26-30, F
    Apr 5

    I don't think I can do this anymore.

    .. I don't think I can talk to you, see you, view your photos or others photos of you... I can't do this to myself anymore. You're a drug to me, you're an addiction, a habit I cannot break... and if I were an alcoholic working in a liquor store, I'd never be able to stop the...
    MissAutumn MissAutumn
    18-21, F
    May 21, 2015

    My poor little heart is breaking into millions

    of pieces again. I am sick and tired of being hurt all the time. What did I do wrong? What was my fault? Am I not pretty enough? Not smart enough? Was I too clingy? No, I was perfect. Not even exaggerating, guys would kill to have someone like me in their lives. Did I love you...
    AmberDD AmberDD
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 18

    I Release It, (and Hope It Goes)

    I release my doubts, my struggles, my confusion. I release my need for tears. I release the pain in my heart my past has given me. (but i will allows its burden to remain on my heart. I promised to bear it, and I shall.) I release so much more than I can speak. I just want to be...
    akaia akaia
    22-25, F
    Mar 30, 2012

    It's Time

    It breaks My heart. But, I am letting him go!
    Cynn Cynn
    41-45, F
    Jun 25, 2008

    I almost called you today.

    I know I shouldn't have thought about it, but I did. I thought about the way I'll say sorry and promise to be nice, and tell lies so that you'll believe that I'm honestly sorry, even though it wasn't my fault. Then I didn't. I don't know if I'm happy or sad that I didn't. But I...
    LoganManish LoganManish
    26-30, M
    Feb 11, 2015

    My whole life waiting

    for the right time To tell you how I feel. Know I try to tell you that I need you. Here I am without you. I feel so lost but what can I do? 'Cause I know this love seems real But I don't know how to feel. We say goodbye in the pouring rain And I break down as you walk away...
    skykidx1 skykidx1
    22-25, M
    1 Response May 23, 2015

    I Am Letting My Instincts All Gone.

    My body used to figure out the meat I need, the food that gets my astral instincts on, I used to need to walk during nights, taking strolls, that's fun alright, but I got tired of it. tired of being pulled by instincts. I figured out It's time I do my self my own, not by...
    Jan 11, 2013

    I'm not trying to. It's just

    so hard. I remember her telling me she never drinks to she now calls me drunk quite often. Giving her extremity good advise that will change her life and she won't listen all she does is says " I don't want to talk about it my head hurts". But she asks over and over and over...
    DaFufinator DaFufinator
    22-25, M
    May 16, 2014

    Only Because I Love You.

    Here's an excerpt from a "conversation" I was having with someone I have recently come into contact with. Some of the things she shared really made me think about my decision to leave a loved one. I wonder if I did the right thing. Perhaps we will never know. I hope you don't...
    Scorpio1987 Scorpio1987
    22-25, M
    10 Responses Apr 12, 2012

    You can't get what you always want,

    and maybe thats how it is in my case. Gotta let go of this dream, its too far-fetched and most likely will never happen. I'm not moving on..i know you'll always be here as a part of me. I'm just moving away..
    svetlanadavina svetlanadavina
    22-25
    1 Response Aug 19, 2015

    I want your screams, I want your tears

    and suffering. I want to set bombs off within my world. I want the fires to lick my wounds and singe my hair. I want the smoke and ashes to fill my lungs and turn my skin purple. I want my flesh to peel away and my bones to shatter. I want my brain to swell and crack open...
    saraandherfoxes saraandherfoxes
    26-30, F
    1 Response May 22, 2015

    I lost who I was and what I was made of

    when I was with you. And don't get me wrong, you were everything to me. But it hit me that life is a like game, and like a game you have to realize everyone is a different character, in a different world, and playing at their own pace. Our lives are two different worlds, and at...
    Clarissaisaboss Clarissaisaboss
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 16, 2014

    This is gonna be so hard

    for me. But this has got to stop. Just stop. I feel like denying everything that's ever happened, cause it's not happening anymore. So what's the point?
    svetlanadavina svetlanadavina
    22-25
    Aug 19, 2015

    don't worry about me,

    i will be ok (eventually)!
    apetz apetz
    26-30, F
    Jul 5, 2014

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