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I Am Living In a Life That I Dont Always Understand

This is a group made for people who need someone there for them when they dont know what to do with the life they have now. 451 People

    I imagine all of the people I could be.

    I'm young, I have so many options. My boyfriend proposed and I haven't said yes. With him, I'd lead the life of a Milso (Military Spouse). We'd move around. I'd lose and gain new friends every day. I'd have the faithful love of a honorable man. My ex contacted me recently. He's...
    Livvy2 Livvy2 18-21, F Jun 8

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    Key Word

    Living. We don't have to understand in order to Live, We can enjoy Life.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 17, 2013

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    I've never had a clear idea of what was

    expected of me, but I've always known for sure that other people were firmly convinced I wasn't living up to it.
    iwastedmyyouth iwastedmyyouth 18-21, F Dec 13, 2013

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    From One To Many

    My life used to be simple, I was born an innocent boy without so much a hint of guile or any of the other nasty traits that have become sad hallmarks of society. An assassination of character, the utter and complete destruction of that boy sparked a transformation. I was no...
    RoaringFlameLostinShadow RoaringFlameLostinShadow 31-35, M Jul 13, 2012

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    I'm More Than An Eating Disorder

    When I was younger I knew I was different. I knew that everyone had a reason for being here, I just couldnt figure out what my reason was.My mom and dad weren't prepared when they knew I was coming, they never planned to have a baby. But one way or another, I'm here. My older...
    StarvedAndScarred StarvedAndScarred 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 27, 2012

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    I'm not happy most of the time

    and I always wonder why I'm even here.
    jadeetylerr jadeetylerr 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 22

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    Sometimes I just have to stop.

    I don't understand my life or where it's taking me. I want to shut myself into my room and never talk to anyone ever again. I'm so scared of making the wrong choice and getting hurt. Or hurting someone else. I know I'm no devil. But I'm definitely no angel. Im in love with 2...
    Livvy2 Livvy2 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    For the past couple of years it feels I've lost

    myself, I used to be spontaneous and funny and enjoyed going out and mixing with people but since my last child was born ( he's 5 now) I've become an introvert. Just going to the shop on my own takes a lot of courage. I used to be a teacher until last year when I had to resign...
    clueless75 clueless75 36-40, F Feb 22

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    Only For Now..

    Letting go and giving up, this I understand Just goin with the flow these days, tired of fighting all the demands.  My life is still, no moving in any direction.. and I'm ok with this.   For one step out of place and my cards will come tumbling down. So I sit and enjoy the...
    whisperingsunshine whisperingsunshine 31-35, F 9 Responses Apr 9, 2011

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    Bonjour, Hola, I would like to first off by

    saying that I am new to EP and I'm looking to use this as a resource of looking out on other peoples responses on questions and experiences to manage my life in an easier way. However, I believe that will take time... My brain feels like a foggy brain, forgetfulness and a...
    adolphdabber adolphdabber 18-21, M Feb 22

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    givuparedy givuparedy 56-60, M 1 Response Jun 7

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    My life is stuck and empty

    for like 8 years now. Ive been staying in my room all day. I dont understand whats happening to me, to my life. Its not just like im lazy to do anything. Its not like that. I dont even understand it myself. Its like ive no motivation or inspiration in life. I surely dont wanna...
    stupidxme stupidxme 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 9

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    Ups And Downs

    Today I am in a very upbeat mood, no worrying about bills or how much weight I've been putting on since I am now 23 weeks pregnant. But last night... WOW. I was in a very sad place. I am a decently intelligent woman. I know that life is what we make it. But sometimes.. just...
    CuteInChaos CuteInChaos 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 24, 2011

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    I hardly ever understand.

    . Just try to keep in mind that everything happens for a reason
    Tiffany303 Tiffany303 18-21, F Jan 4

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    My Work Shift

    I'm living in agony. I have social anxiety. I work a nine hour shift at work. It's hell getting thereevery there everyday. But the important thing is that I do it. I do it because I need to be an adult. My mother died when I was twelve, and every problem I have no formed from...
    allissaxx allissaxx 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 14, 2011

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    Don't Always

    There's many things I understand as much as there's parts I don't always understand.  There's things worth the effort knowing or trying to understand and the other parts, sometimes, I think it is better not to or just letting it be.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F Sep 7, 2011

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    Life

    I can never figure out my life.  I just get so confused as to the way or direction it is going.  I feel I am a good person, giving, leanding a hand, surpportive, caring, loving but I just never recieve any affection back.  I do not understand...
    tatteredwings tatteredwings 36-40 6 Responses May 6, 2009

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    Knotted Spirit

    Tied and tightly bound I find my spirit Twisted and turned in Knots How did I get here? I took the Narrow Road The road of humility and prayer Others claiming to be true Slaughtered the Spirits That God made through me All along I twisted and turned Trying to stay on the...
    jenvice jenvice 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 21, 2013

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    Intentional Living

    You need to be intentional he told me. It got me to thinking. I remember intentional. When my kids were little my entire life was intentonal. Everything was done intentionally to make sure they were brought up in a safe and loving home.It was successful over all. The places where...
    jenvice jenvice 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 23, 2012

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    I am having a hard time in my marriage not sure

    when enough is enough??? Sometimes it so lonely! But when u have kids it's never easy.
    icecold29 icecold29 36-40, F Mar 21

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    Sometimes I am shocked at how bad a judge of

    character I am. But am I a bad judge of character or are people just not really who they are until they're tested. Holding punches is not my cup of tea and pretending to be perfect is always an exercise in futility so I just SKIP that 'getting to know you' step. I want to meet...
    missquietriot missquietriot 26-30, F Mar 23

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    Let It Be

    The new born baby cried for two months but I could not find her The parents moved on, but their hearts were embedded in the child who never let go Friends touched hands as they passed by in a seemingly endless line The one came and taught her everything then baby all grown up...
    jenvice jenvice 41-45, F 1 Response May 21, 2013

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    Were All Born Here, And Created If Your Religious

    We're born with nothing barley a name for some of us. The rush of a surprise and the willingness to keep yourself from getting hurt mentally and physically is the ideal life goal.Some think differently they have the guts and game that takes them to your highest high, for me it...
    mscolour mscolour 22-25, F Jun 26, 2012

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    A Place

    hide in the beat of the drum lean against the bark of the tree while my mind flies away to a good place long ago and far away forward in the future and close to my heart there is a place that I can walk to just the ground under my feet sometimes sand some stone...
    jenvice jenvice 41-45, F May 27, 2013

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    I've moved to a lot of countries in my life~

    never stayed in one place for more than 5years~ it's a good experience but I miss the people I've met in the past and wish they would just talk to me...
    Yaz1998 Yaz1998 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 9

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    Relationships

    Recently I have realized that all of my relationships with the guy's I've dated have not been healthy. I think the only exception was the first boyfriend I ever had at age sixteen. He was my first real kiss, my first companion and my first intimacy. I was only the second girl he...
    deadlee deadlee 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 30, 2012

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    Officer Bradford

    He came to the house again today. The officer walked up the stairs and knocked on the door. He has heard the family is not there anymore. As he leaves his card and his kind note he remembers the first time he met the woman he was leaving a note for... He could not believe he was...
    jenvice jenvice 41-45, F 7 Responses Feb 20, 2012

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    Born Sick.

    I was born with an illness that makes me different from everyone else. I feel like I never understand what is going on hehe. I have always struggled and felt outcast. I have a very strange mind. My mind has made it very difficult that I struggle everyday that I am around people...
    WhoisChaff WhoisChaff 26-30 3 Responses Dec 14, 2011

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    Whats wrong with humanity?

    ! The good falls and the bad prospers...its all about beliefs, religions, principles, politics...it almost feels like where going nowhere...controlled by something that mocks us...and yet nobody seems to care or even notice...this is just another stupid post right?
    DatMamba DatMamba 16-17, M Jun 20

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    There are those times in our lives

    where the limits of thinking and dialogue are exposed. I think for me, the most obvious time this has happened in my life was the classic one; deciding whether or not to sleep with someone. What struck me so much in this experience was the fact that there is no real space to...
    accidentalme accidentalme 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 15

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    I'm sad all the time .

    I only have 2 friends and my cousin . I'm homeschooled and I don't talk to people if they don't talk to me . I want friends . What can I do ?
    heidimichelle heidimichelle 16-17, F 2 Responses May 26

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    It's So Ridiculous

    i've been in a relationship with a man for the past four years.  we seem like a pretty normal couple.  we go on vacation together, to baseball and football games, to concerts, the shore, amusement parks, the park, etc.  he is very affectionate towards me in public...
    geenpunchbuggie geenpunchbuggie 31-35 2 Responses Mar 27, 2009

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    How Can I Forget About Him ..

    im his employee for a very longtime and then he love me and i love him too ,but the time come when we took a breakup, i dont know how to forget him ..i really love him ..pls help ,thankss
    lubleemee lubleemee 18-21, F Jul 29, 2012

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    My Life

    So I have a little story to tell you until I finish remembering everything in my life. Wow were do I start for right now, well I guess I can tell you this. Before I was born my mom was living with my father Mark. Now Mark he was BIG on going out all the time with his friends to...
    Chappy89 Chappy89 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 25, 2008

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    You can always talk to me. I will always understand.
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    Wanting and doing it is the perplexing puzzle of living life. I'm sure we all would like to live life to it's fullest. We all can if we're not a criminal in a prison or someone...
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    But that would be selfish right ? I dont eant anyone to br effected my death especially. The person who finds my body and coroners or med examiners i wish there was a way to do it...
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    Life always offers you a second chance Its called tomorrow
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    Life Always offers you a second chance It's called TOMORROW !!!
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    I was married once, my marriage was annulled. I have a daughter who lives with me. She is always a part of me, and will always be with me. I need a man who will understand and...
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    Honestly I just don't know anymore every time I try to be positive on life things just go bad again. Every since 7th grade things haven't been all that but things didn't really get...
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    first off please forgive my typing as i only have use of my left hand. In Short: friends think differently and i don't get it. to them i appear emotional and fearful, my life is...
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