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I Am Living In a Life That I Dont Always Understand

This is a group made for people who need someone there for them when they dont know what to do with the life they have now. 1,546 People

    Relationships

    Recently I have realized that all of my relationships with the guy's I've dated have not been healthy. I think the only exception was the first boyfriend I ever had at age sixteen. He was my first real kiss, my first companion and my first intimacy. I was only the second girl he...
    deadlee deadlee 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 30, 2012

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    I am constantly being bullied.

    I hav e a lot of health problems. I also have almost killed myselgf
    ginny1q1q ginny1q1q 13-15, F Aug 23, 2014

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    Only For Now..

    Letting go and giving up, this I understand Just goin with the flow these days, tired of fighting all the demands.  My life is still, no moving in any direction.. and I'm ok with this.   For one step out of place and my cards will come tumbling down. So I sit and enjoy the...
    whisperingsunshine whisperingsunshine 31-35, F 9 Responses Apr 9, 2011

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    I love my parents.. I want them to understand

    that I love a girl and even though I am sick I need to see her!! I told my girl I won't be able to stay or live like I was talking about and I can tell she's hurt and disappointed. I'm sick.. I can visit for two months but I will have to come back to whare I was. Everyone is...
    josh221992 josh221992 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 12

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    Intentional Living

    You need to be intentional he told me. It got me to thinking. I remember intentional. When my kids were little my entire life was intentonal. Everything was done intentionally to make sure they were brought up in a safe and loving home.It was successful over all. The places where...
    jenvice jenvice 46-50, F 1 Response Jul 23, 2012

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    I'm More Than An Eating Disorder

    When I was younger I knew I was different. I knew that everyone had a reason for being here, I just couldnt figure out what my reason was.My mom and dad weren't prepared when they knew I was coming, they never planned to have a baby. But one way or another, I'm here. My older...
    StarvedAndScarred StarvedAndScarred 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 27, 2012

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    Key Word

    Living. We don't have to understand in order to Live, We can enjoy Life.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 17, 2013

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    StevieOakley14 StevieOakley14 13-15, F May 9

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    i dont understand men in general,

    if someone could explain me?
    laulala laulala 18-21, F 5 Responses May 9

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    My life is stuck and empty

    for like 8 years now. Ive been staying in my room all day. I dont understand whats happening to me, to my life. Its not just like im lazy to do anything. Its not like that. I dont even understand it myself. Its like ive no motivation or inspiration in life. I surely dont wanna...
    justalittlehuman justalittlehuman 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 9, 2014

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    It's So Ridiculous

    i've been in a relationship with a man for the past four years.  we seem like a pretty normal couple.  we go on vacation together, to baseball and football games, to concerts, the shore, amusement parks, the park, etc.  he is very affectionate towards me in public...
    geenpunchbuggie geenpunchbuggie 31-35 2 Responses Mar 27, 2009

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    okitsohkay okitsohkay 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 7

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    I understand life. I understand my life.

    .. I don't understand people trying to understand life and then tell other people they know how it is...
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 22-25, M Oct 8, 2014

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    Where ever you are today.

    ..If you are spinning, or waiting to catch If you find yourself flying through the air Or your feet are firmly planted on the ground If you are wondering where you will land or if you are hitting all of your marks Just remember - you are the dancer And life is just the...
    jenvice jenvice 46-50, F 3 Responses Jan 17

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    Faith Circle Words written in lists - not

    poetry. She fervently wrote it all down. "What to do" was a large calendar on the desk in the classroom. What she already did often crossed out on the other side of today's page. No worries, today's list could start with everything she didn't do the day before, as laundry piled...
    jenvice jenvice 46-50, F 2 Responses Feb 15

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    I rise with The Morning Sun,

    yet I don't know why. I communicate with Beings that share not the same interests as me, yet I do this anyway. I sing to the Full Moon when heart is full of grief, others frown on this yet it feels right to me. I worship someone my mortal eyes can't see, but my soul can feel. I...
    AmaterasuNoOkami AmaterasuNoOkami 18-21, F Jun 3

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    I was always there for EVERYONE

    yet when I need people now they're not there and they wipe it away by being like 'need to focus on me now' MATE I WAS THERE AND FOCUSED ON YOU AND HELPED YOU. Guess 'I need to focus on me now' just like everyone else... is this what it looks like to transition into an older life...
    Misscoconut Misscoconut 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    I was clean off meth

    for six years. Started doing it again six months ago, and I can feel it overtaking me. I get so mad at myself every time I go on one of my week long binges. If I could have one wish, it would be to go back in time 10 years and stop myself from ever trying this drug. I will...
    oneluvlychik2 oneluvlychik2 26-30 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I don't see myself as a model,

    but I've recently had this strange feeling to check into model agencies. I know it's not something I want to do as a career but that's what's been on my mind.
    taurusboi23 taurusboi23 22-25, M May 8

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    Was it me, or was it really them?

    Or was it life, that passed like death, so cold between us, that it blew us all so far apart?
    jenvice jenvice 46-50, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    Bonjour, Hola, I would like to first off by

    saying that I am new to EP and I'm looking to use this as a resource of looking out on other peoples responses on questions and experiences to manage my life in an easier way. However, I believe that will take time... My brain feels like a foggy brain, forgetfulness and a...
    adolphdabber adolphdabber 22-25, M Feb 22, 2014

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    He has claimed me since we were

    both 13. Now it is almost 10 years later and he owns more of me than I ever thought possible. I married another man, mistakenly believing I would regain the parts of myself i had lost. But they are not my husbands, and i have no more control over those parts than i ever have. I...
    AphroditeComplex AphroditeComplex 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 18

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    I hardly ever understand.

    . Just try to keep in mind that everything happens for a reason
    Tiffany303 Tiffany303 18-21, F Jan 4, 2014

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    we can't get everything we want.

    things that we hate so much, might turns out the one which is best for us. still learning out of curiosity the bitterness of life teach me the sweet lesson I'm lacking in many ways but I believe I'm not that bad I just need more confidence human is just complex, isn't it.
    inspirit05 inspirit05 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    A Place

    hide in the beat of the drum lean against the bark of the tree while my mind flies away to a good place long ago and far away forward in the future and close to my heart there is a place that I can walk to just the ground under my feet sometimes sand some stone...
    jenvice jenvice 46-50, F May 27, 2013

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    Life is full of confusion.

    I keep holding on with an invisible hope. We feel heartaches, we feel pain, sometimes happiness, that didn't last. I had lived a tough life. We used to sleep in dirty places. When I was young, I walk down the hot street and wonder where am I going. Now that I am a teen.ager, I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 9

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    Once again it says LIFE it's greatest moments

    half of the time are unexpected and I really just don't understand that just like I don't understand why god would make us have to have good to live and most of all I don't understand the pain in life
    livelovehopefree livelovehopefree 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 9, 2014

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    Born Sick.

    I was born with an illness that makes me different from everyone else. I feel like I never understand what is going on hehe. I have always struggled and felt outcast. I have a very strange mind. My mind has made it very difficult that I struggle everyday that I am around people...
    WhoisChaff WhoisChaff 26-30 3 Responses Dec 14, 2011

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    Let It Be

    The new born baby cried for two months but I could not find her The parents moved on, but their hearts were embedded in the child who never let go Friends touched hands as they passed by in a seemingly endless line The one came and taught her everything then baby all grown up...
    jenvice jenvice 46-50, F 1 Response May 21, 2013

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    Hi l Just want to say ( don't

    even know who l am saying it to) but l just typed in a question into Google last night and l ended up on this site and registered. please help not very tecno and don't understand all this different questions about different subjects is it you go into a certain group depending on...
    sha222 sha222 51-55, F 3 Responses May 11

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    okitsohkay okitsohkay 22-25, F Aug 23

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    my dreams or paralyzing experiences started in

    my late 20s often I would awake and could not move a muscle but my eyes were open and I could see upward but could not move them side to side. I would try to scream but couldn't nore move but I would see horrible things above me I saw a dark cloud come in across my bedroom...
    evaal123456789 evaal123456789 51-55 2 Responses Apr 22

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    Life

    I can never figure out my life.  I just get so confused as to the way or direction it is going.  I feel I am a good person, giving, leanding a hand, surpportive, caring, loving but I just never recieve any affection back.  I do not understand...
    tatteredwings tatteredwings 36-40 6 Responses May 6, 2009

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    Officer Bradford

    He came to the house again today. The officer walked up the stairs and knocked on the door. He has heard the family is not there anymore. As he leaves his card and his kind note he remembers the first time he met the woman he was leaving a note for... He could not believe he was...
    jenvice jenvice 46-50, F 8 Responses Feb 20, 2012

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    My Work Shift

    I'm living in agony. I have social anxiety. I work a nine hour shift at work. It's hell getting thereevery there everyday. But the important thing is that I do it. I do it because I need to be an adult. My mother died when I was twelve, and every problem I have no formed from...
    allissaxx allissaxx 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 14, 2011

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    My step daughter has not spoken to us in about

    5 months. (Before that, 2 1/2 years, the only reason she came for two months is because she had no where else to go) She has not returned texts or calls or any type of messages. Out of the blue today, she texts my husband, " hey dad I'm having my baby tomorrow." Advise Please...
    RuRu80 RuRu80 31-35, F Oct 9, 2014

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    I kinda just take life day-to-day.

    I overthink and under think. I'm just kinda going with the flow and capturing every opportunity that comes along. It's actually quite nice!
    Bcori1999 Bcori1999 16-17, F Aug 31, 2014

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    But I can't break their hearts

    so I will just break my spirit.
    bethany444 bethany444 46-50, F 4 Responses Aug 9, 2014

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    Making a decision does not make it the right

    one. As I get older realize things are not as simple as I pictured them when I was a teenager.
    87athleteunknown 87athleteunknown 18-21, F May 31

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    Hi I'm Nicole a psychic reader ,

    spiritual advisor , life coach and reiki master , if anybody would like a readings or life coaching session plz feel free to message me , and I will give more info on price and how the sessions and readings work
    psychicnicole psychicnicole 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 3

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    It is just a empty day in a empty life,

    so why i'm afraid of dying? All the **** i did there is no way to fix it, so why i have to live in this world to see it?Am i paying for my sins?Paying to invisable father that never once looked at me.
    AnabellaWW AnabellaWW 16-17, F Dec 21, 2014

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    Im living in a life that I dont under stand.

    .... I feel like everything I do is fake.... everything I say dont feel right.....
    jojorigal jojorigal 16-17 Aug 2

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    Life is so confusing.

    ...scratch that.... The world is confusing there are so many people being hurt in wars, schools, in their own homes, etc. and I don't understand why.. Why do people have to be so cruel? Why can there just be peace in the world? Why can people believe what they want to believe...
    Arielle1justsmile Arielle1justsmile 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 7, 2014

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    Why are people so cruel ?

    months and months I have stated a man of 41 is being mentally and emotionally abused by his mum and family. BUT STILL the services involved are doing nothing.
    gallagher1969 gallagher1969 46-50, F 2 Responses May 8

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    How To Turn Six Dollars Into Six Thousand

    Dollars: I found this on a bulletin board and decided to try it. A little while back I was browsing through newsgroups just like you are now and came across an article similar to this that said you could make thousands of dollars within weeks with only an initial investment...
    manusundr manusundr 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 22

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