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I Am Living In a Life That I Dont Always Understand

This is a group made for people who need someone there for them when they dont know what to do with the life they have now. 361 People

    Born Sick. - I was born with an illness that makes me different from everyone else. I feel like I never understand what is going on hehe. I have always struggled and felt outcast...
    WhoisChaff WhoisChaff 26-30 3 Responses Dec 14, 2011

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    Sometimes I am shocked at how bad a judge of character I am. But am I a bad judge of character or are people just not really who they are until they're tested. Holding punches is...
    missquietriot missquietriot 26-30, F Mar 23

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    Relationships - Recently I have realized that all of my relationships with the guy's I've dated have not been healthy. I think the only exception was the first boyfriend I ever had...
    deadlee deadlee 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 30, 2012

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    Officer Bradford - He came to the house again today. The officer walked up the stairs and knocked on the door. He has heard the family is not there anymore. As he leaves his card...
    jenvice jenvice 41-45, F 7 Responses Feb 20, 2012

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    For the past couple of years it feels I've lost myself, I used to be spontaneous and funny and enjoyed going out and mixing with people but since my last child was born ( he's 5...
    clueless75 clueless75 36-40, F Feb 22

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    I'm not happy most of the time and I always wonder why I'm even here.
    jadeetylerr jadeetylerr 13-15, F Feb 22

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    I hardly ever understand.. Just try to keep in mind that everything happens for a reason
    Tiffany303 Tiffany303 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    Key Word - Living. We don't have to understand in order to Live, We can enjoy Life.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 17, 2013

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    From One To Many - My life used to be simple, I was born an innocent boy without so much a hint of guile or any of the other nasty traits that have become sad hallmarks of society...
    RoaringFlameLostinShadow RoaringFlameLostinShadow 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 13, 2012

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    My Life - So I have a little story to tell you until I finish remembering everything in my life. Wow were do I start for right now, well I guess I can tell you this. Before I was...
    Chappy89 Chappy89 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 25, 2008

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    Ups And Downs - Today I am in a very upbeat mood, no worrying about bills or how much weight I've been putting on since I am now 23 weeks pregnant. But last night... WOW. I was in...
    CuteInChaos CuteInChaos 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 24, 2011

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    Knotted Spirit - Tied and tightly bound I find my spirit Twisted and turned in Knots How did I get here? I took the Narrow Road The road of humility and prayer Others claiming to...
    jenvice jenvice 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 21, 2013

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    Life - I can never figure out my life.  I just get so confused as to the way or direction it is going.  I feel I am a good person, giving, leanding a hand...
    tatteredwings tatteredwings 36-40 6 Responses May 6, 2009

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    Let It Be - The new born baby cried for two months but I could not find her The parents moved on, but their hearts were embedded in the child who never let go Friends touched...
    jenvice jenvice 41-45, F 1 Response May 21, 2013

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    A Place - hide in the beat of the drum lean against the bark of the tree while my mind flies away to a good place long ago and far away forward in the future and close to...
    jenvice jenvice 41-45, F May 27, 2013

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    I've never had a clear idea of what was expected of me, but I've always known for sure that other people were firmly convinced I wasn't living up to it.
    iwastedmyyouth iwastedmyyouth 18-21, F Dec 13, 2013

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    Intentional Living - You need to be intentional he told me. It got me to thinking. I remember intentional. When my kids were little my entire life was intentonal. Everything was...
    jenvice jenvice 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 23, 2012

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    Bonjour, Hola, I would like to first off by saying that I am new to EP and I'm looking to use this as a resource of looking out on other peoples responses on questions and...
    adolphdabber adolphdabber 18-21, M Feb 22

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    I am having a hard time in my marriage not sure when enough is enough??? Sometimes it so lonely! But when u have kids it's never easy.
    icecold29 icecold29 36-40, F Mar 21

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    Only For Now.. - Letting go and giving up, this I understand Just goin with the flow these days, tired of fighting all the demands.  My life is still, no moving in any direction...
    whisperingsunshine whisperingsunshine 31-35, F 9 Responses Apr 9, 2011

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    My Work Shift - I'm living in agony. I have social anxiety. I work a nine hour shift at work. It's hell getting thereevery there everyday. But the important thing is that I do it...
    allissaxx allissaxx 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 14, 2011

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    It's So Ridiculous - i've been in a relationship with a man for the past four years.  we seem like a pretty normal couple.  we go on vacation together, to baseball and...
    geenpunchbuggie geenpunchbuggie 31-35 2 Responses Mar 27, 2009

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    I'm More Than An Eating Disorder - When I was younger I knew I was different. I knew that everyone had a reason for being here, I just couldnt figure out what my reason was.My mom...
    StarvedAndScarred StarvedAndScarred 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 27, 2012

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    Were All Born Here, And Created If Your Religious - We're born with nothing barley a name for some of us. The rush of a surprise and the willingness to keep yourself from getting...
    mscolour mscolour 22-25, F Jun 26, 2012

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    How Can I Forget About Him .. - im his employee for a very longtime and then he love me and i love him too ,but the time come when we took a breakup, i dont know how to forget him...
    lubleemee lubleemee 18-21, F Jul 29, 2012

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    Don't Always - There's many things I understand as much as there's parts I don't always understand.  There's things worth the effort knowing or trying to understand and the other...
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F Sep 7, 2011

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    I kinda wanna be like 'YOLO LETS GO CRAZY' (heehhe) But then you actually think about how you only have one chance or else you will regret it and start hating your stupid self. BUT...
    llovelyfallenangell llovelyfallenangell 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 17

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    We are give one life one chance. The way I see it is Live while you can, when your young you can afford to take a few risks, so take a few fun ones. Strive for happiness not...
    shaunrain shaunrain 16-17, M Mar 17

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    I want to experience something new. I want to be free from all those expectation and obligations. Just for once in my life, i want to go somewhere where i can be what i want to be...
    elel110993 elel110993 18-21, F Mar 26

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    Yes you do cuz life is beautiful. Highs will come, you just have to know how to endure the lows.
    pinkkcotton pinkkcotton 26-30, F Mar 20

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    I would love to do this but I am a broke college student and I am afraid to be myself honestly. Need to meet more people like me.
    Life1sinteresting Life1sinteresting 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 18

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    I'm so tired of hiding my scars and cuts. In tired of the lies I use to cover my mistakes and wounds, tired of putting make up in my battle scars. I should be proud, I survived...
    BleedingAngel BleedingAngel 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    Traveled to DC for the weekend
    mayyydayyy mayyydayyy 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    I admire people who are brave enough to take risk and change theirs lives!
    domipl domipl 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    Something with me just not right. I fear meeting new people as if they are going to hurt me, i fell short of words to continue a conversation in short i am a bit low on confidence...
    shadow010 shadow010 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 26

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    I was born and raised as a Roman Catholic and I still am but I learned to be more open minded at an early age. I felt so lonely and I knew I wasn't from here because I knew my...
    lapluma808 lapluma808 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    lost- I'm beyond high right now and have been awake for days on end smoking and shooting up meth, like always. my arms are numb from missing my veins. my whole body feels warm...
    addictionbarbie addictionbarbie 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 1

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    I tend to constantly debate. Always either try to talk myself in or out of something. Always do things and thinking of the consequences for everything. How am I supposed to enjoy...
    Anonymous13brah Anonymous13brah 16-17, M Mar 21

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    Living with my parents is doing my head in. They are always telling me what to do and when to do it. I've had to live with them because I've just split from my boyfriend. I...
    lmp89 lmp89 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 2

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    Most days I find my mind drifting off into some very random thoughts. I think about life after death and life before life, maybe we are 'spiritual beings having a human experience...
    SophieLouisa SophieLouisa 18-21, F Mar 17

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    A Dog Has Died My dog has died. I buried him in the garden next to a rusted old machine. Some day I'll join him right there, but now he's gone with his shaggy coat, his bad...
    jeresey jeresey 56-60, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    Many stories just like yours. We are too familiar when we look at things, afar. When I stand close to you at a distance, we familiarize ourselves. We notice ourselves when we see...
    alexandraisabelle alexandraisabelle 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    I have a struggled quite a bit living life. Battling alcoholism, depression, an anxiety disorder and social phobias I have crossed an emotional landscape often painted bleak and...
    ProgressNotPerfection ProgressNotPerfection 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 20

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    THE HIGHWAY OF LIFE My life is like a countryside road one minute and a motorway the next! Sometimes going so so slow, bends and twists all the way! Then comes the irish potholes...
    Sandyshaw13 Sandyshaw13 36-40, F 4 Responses Mar 26

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    We built a life together and when it ended, I lost everything. He went on living life. Made me realize he never loved me at all. That the eight years we spent together meant...
    Angela1989 Angela1989 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    What is it with her? Is this what they call true love? No matter what happens i just can't let her go. What i don't get is her ex adam is always there in her life, always has been...
    BrokenAngel35 BrokenAngel35 31-35, F Apr 6

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    Title says it all. All my life, I've done what I thought I was supposed to be doing, what was expected of me, what was normal and customary. And then, I woke up to realize that I'd...
    DavidMetis DavidMetis 36-40, M Mar 27

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    I HATE MY LIFE ALWAYS! Not just right now. LIFE SUCKS, I HATE IT. TORTURE.
    fukkmylife fukkmylife 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    It's just become a bad habit since last year.. The only person I don't say it to is my best friend. Sometimes I don't even feel like she understands.
    mandy1344129 mandy1344129 13-15, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I am a 15 year old Jewish, Orthodox girl. I was born 3 months early in Manchester, England. From the time i was a baby i have had a very hard life. I lived in fear every day of my...
    phobia1998 phobia1998 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 22

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    Hello, been a member of this site for a while and have never posted before. I am around 40 and have been living with Dysthymia for 20 years now. I guess I'm looking for someone...
    Broken73 Broken73 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 30

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    Jeff, who lives at home, about time. movies that change your point of view on life even though they are fiction are always the movies i appreciate the most
    thegreenapple thegreenapple 18-21, M