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I Am Locked In My Mind And Long To Be Released

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 281 People

    LovingDead LovingDead 22-25, M 1 Response May 2, 2014

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    I See Or Not As Seeing Is Not Me

    I start this with a title, A beginning to an end,   I See,       Or Not,              As Seeing Is,                           Or Was Not,                                      Me.   The people in their houses, The...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    You can't take me serious Even tho everything I

    say is So raw so true so deep. You think you know what's coming out my mouth next, But sir, you know nothing, So sit back, shut it down and enjoy the ride. Into my mind, the one place I rule. The one destination you may never leave from. When the lights shut off and the...
    peacefulkhaos peacefulkhaos 22-25, F May 2, 2014

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    The More Abuse I Suffer The More Imprisoned My Mind Is

    I just  see limitations around me and focus on the small things I can cope with.  I get depressed a hell of a lot.and when I have physical pain I feel more shut down and closed offwith my ear problems I feel so limited at timesand the worry over income and education ....love...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 16, 2012

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    Bad Story - 2010

    The old man asks the voice, 'How many people can you see out the window?'   "No one, I can't see anyone out the window" the voice says.   'Correct' says the old man. Do you know why you can't see anyone out the window?   "No" says the voice, "I don't know why I...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    Coloured Glass Pebbles - Fill My Brain

    My mind is full of pebbles, Little glass and colourful, They shine like stars as ideas burst from veins like squirts of paint.   My eyelids are dark and bagged, My eyes they shine out anyway, They see around from sky to ground and create my world of everyday...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    I Have No Idea What I Want/panic Attacks

    Hey guys, i have come on here in the hope ill meet some like minded people, with some advice, or just to take the journey with. Since leaving uni, starting a new job, moving away, moving in with my gf, i feel like i have completly lost myself. It has been like a huge smack in the...
    rachaelwhoami rachaelwhoami 22-25, F Nov 30, 2011

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    Enter The Dreamland

    open eyes and yellow hearts, Trees of green blowing in the wind, float on stars with silver faces, Meet the moon, pocked and old, Once was cheese but now is rock, Fall asleep and wake up sun, Burning brightly, always in a hurry, Floating ships and orange fields...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    My View Of Religion

    Believe what you must. Create hope, live with hope, pay for hope, pray for hope, believe in hope and be comforted by hope.   Wars are created and all are controlled. Many different forms, each with different ideas, beliefs, leaders and rules to be followed...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    Imprisoned inside the darkness of my mind,

    Words of encouragement never make it past security, I can’t envision the sun rising tomorrow because I can’t see past the prison bars, It would be nice to have visitors but I fear that once they get in, they won’t be able to leave, so it’s better that I am left to rot...
    LovingDead LovingDead 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 25, 2014

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    I feel like a ghost, like no matter how I try

    and push away or swat at these feelings my hands just phase right through, I'm really am trying to be positive but it’s not working, the more I try the more I fail, is the failure just life’s way of telling me get used to this because you can’t change it?
    LovingDead LovingDead 22-25, M Jun 10, 2014

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    I'm not going into tedious detail of how I feel

    within my own head; I'll just liken it to feeling like one of those unsuspecting victims in a Saw movie, it's just ******* torture,lol. But what I'll tell instead in a prolonged dialogue is how it felt for me to... I guess you can call it an 'escape'... from the learned or...
    wolfIncheapclothing wolfIncheapclothing 22-25 May 21, 2014

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    The Cell I Call My Mind

    Dark cell with one window, chained to an iron chair.   This cell is my mind.   Those chains are my thoughts.   Free me so I too can look out the window and out on the world.
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    A Poem About James K Baxter - Written By Me In 2008

    NOTE TO READERS: This poem is not about me, it is about famous New Zealand poet James K. Baxter and is part of a scripted drama performance which I wrote. However, if you wish to relate the poem to other people you know or yourselves, that is fine. Please feel free to leave...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    A Soldier Old, A Soldier New - Is That Soldier You?

    A prisoner in a time of war, A camper in the field, A soldier tramping off to war, says goodbye to all his friends.   Red is the colour of shiny new shoes on school childs feet. Red is the beautiful bow in baby's hair. Red is the colour of blistered feet on...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    A And A G And A 1, 2, 3

    With an A and G and 1,2,3,  Out the window and upon the stars,  Following dreams and polluted streams,  Through the universe, heading for Mars,    Heavy footsteps hidden by sounds of wonder as ye stares high from above.    Clouds of white...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    In One Ear And Out The Other

    I sit in a classroom with words in my head. They never go in so I may as well be dead. The thoughts are for thinking but they're too hard for me. The words go in one ear, then straight out the other.   I'm sorry you've wasted, all of your time. On telling me...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    This battle of thoughts

    that goes on constantly in my mind! Sometimes its like a thousand different thoughts locked in and I struggle as they rush forward, demanding my attention all at the same time. I don't know how to calm down my mind as it goes on and on and the thoughts keep flowing. Sometimes...
    intothedarknesss intothedarknesss 22-25, F 10 Responses May 4, 2014

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    Looking for freedom .

    I try to be free so I get mad a lot, like when somebody doesn't answer at my question as I would like to...I get mad too easy. I live my day alone looking for freedom, and I know I will be free from this obsession when I will reach my goal.. this is not easy.. I hope in a year...
    CrookedMat CrookedMat 26-30, M May 4, 2014

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    Shadowy Streams

    Shadowy streams,   The water gleams upon the stones that we call home.   Dust and dirt and sand it hurts when blown on parched, cracked faces;   Water for granted and food it's fasted in poverty striken wasteland.   Roll with wind as the peasant joins the land...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    I stay in this depressed state of mind.

    I feel as though it is eating me alive! It can be a normal day nothing happen but I still just want to cry! Or I can be okay & someone say something little & i get so emotional.. For example, my friend was suppose to go to the movies with me she called sick & i burst into tears...
    SkinnImIn SkinnImIn 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 6, 2014

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    Strange Waves

    waves of white stars of light burning bright in the autumn night blue and red they do shed their light composed with moons of yellow   Truth and lies shadowy eyes blinking darkly under skies   Cloud and rain here again forms the chain in which they...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    I have kept open mind to new ideas and experiences- as they say, a ship is safe in harbo, but that's not what ships are for. Accepting some level of risk in life is important. You...
    Zelaleme Zelaleme 46-50, F 12 hrs ago

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    I lived in a very small town. One of the houses in the "hood" still had an outhouse rather than a septic tank. This is before water and sewer were put through in the mid 60's...
    steverick steverick 56-60, M 1 Response Feb 6

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    Péitruss Land-Locked Nation The Pétrusse (Luxembourgish: Péitruss, German: Petruss) is a river flowing through Luxembourg, joining the Alzette at Luxembourg City. It is...
    balmoralintgroup balmoralintgroup 26-30, F Feb 9

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    I know this is a little off since i'm talking about this and posting it a phew days later but bare in mind i'm just trying to figure everything out from everything before and now...
    BushMaster243 BushMaster243 16-17, M Feb 15

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    Last June we lost my daughters mom and it is taking a toll on me. After she passed me and my current wife split up because she said I had changed and maybe I did. Me and my...
    Blaker19 Blaker19 41-45, M Feb 6

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    I braved the chilly night in my warm Russian hat, Lana Del Rey singing sweetly to me all the while. I hadn't planned on going out, I never have to, but once I am out its hard for...
    adianoeta adianoeta 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    A kiss. Come into my embrace and feel my lips pressed to yours. Touch. Feel my hands caress your body. Voice. Listen to my voice as I whisper into your ear. Feel my lips nibble at...
    Hm3454 Hm3454 41-45, M 4 Responses Feb 6

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    I'll be hurt and still try to tear you down as well .... Wish I can take a lot of things back say sorry and just go back to how it was before when it was simple and all I did was...
    Comeflywithme23 Comeflywithme23 18-21, F Feb 6

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    My mum has locked me out and she has taken my key with her!!! So angry right now.
    ParisMaisie ParisMaisie 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 10

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    Going on day 3 locked up. She's very good at teasing/torture
    WingedAviator WingedAviator 22-25, M 2 Responses Feb 14

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    I dabbled in learning different things when I was around 16, I did a Shamanism practice loved reading about dream meanings, crystals, all the so called "new-age" stuff. I drifted...
    Soroe Soroe 36-40, M 4 days ago

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    It was so easy for me to be open-minded before my relationship with a bipolar narcissist...I'm fighting for my life back now. be careful my fellow beautiful peoples, living things...
    myvoyce2 myvoyce2 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 10

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    'Practice' is good way of describing how mindfulness works in my life. It's not something I try to master, it's an ongoing process that I get better at with practice, application...
    padraig17325 padraig17325 51-55, M Feb 14

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    Hi! My name is Priyamvad Thenappan. I am 25 year old boy from South India. I am going to narrate my long hair story. I am from orthodox Tamil Brahmin family.I have two elder...
    Longhairmonk Longhairmonk 36-40 Feb 15

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    when I was in middle school. my friend Brittany placed me on a blind date. we went to the local bowling alley. she had her bf and my date was on her way. when we got in the we...
    italiandude90 italiandude90 22-25, M Feb 5

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    I don't know if it's true, but I think one of my best friends is close minded, I mean when one of my friends was talking about a crush of hers and how he was really handsome and...
    chucku45 chucku45 16-17, F Feb 11

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    If I'm on anti depressants how do I know what's real and what's not? How Do I know when to trust what I feel or when to act on what I think? I always revert to escapism to blink...
    Unnecessarilylostsoul Unnecessarilylostsoul 26-30 2 Responses Feb 4

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    I am very opened minded. EP is a playground, that doesn't mean that I don't like to just sit on a bench and chat awhile sometimes. Whether to play or just hang out, I love meeting...
    KevinAdams123 KevinAdams123 31-35, M 2 Responses Feb 5

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    I've been in a long distance relationship once back in high school. It didn't really work out because we were young and had our minds set on other things. But now that I'm older...
    SimpliLovely SimpliLovely 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 9

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    wow. it's been a tough few days. there has been some tension because we both worry a bit about the other being with someone else. it's hard to trust someone whom you've never met...
    daydreamer27 daydreamer27 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 10

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    i dont have the patience. i find that i get bored easily. i hate monotony. i start off with so much zeal, but end up doing nothing much because i lose concentration and hop from...
    Significant Significant 26-30, F 5 Responses Feb 11

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    I don't mind going for long walks. As long as I got my dogs with me and my Pepper stray I'm good.
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F Feb 16

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