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I Am Locked In My Mind And Long To Be Released

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    A And A G And A 1, 2, 3

    With an A and G and 1,2,3,  Out the window and upon the stars,  Following dreams and polluted streams,  Through the universe, heading for Mars,    Heavy footsteps hidden by sounds of wonder as ye stares high from above.    Clouds of white...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    Looking for freedom .

    I try to be free so I get mad a lot, like when somebody doesn't answer at my question as I would like to...I get mad too easy. I live my day alone looking for freedom, and I know I will be free from this obsession when I will reach my goal.. this is not easy.. I hope in a year...
    CrookedMat CrookedMat 26-30, M May 4

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    I stay in this depressed state of mind.

    I feel as though it is eating me alive! It can be a normal day nothing happen but I still just want to cry! Or I can be okay & someone say something little & i get so emotional.. For example, my friend was suppose to go to the movies with me she called sick & i burst into tears...
    SkinnImIn SkinnImIn 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 6

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    Enter The Dreamland

    open eyes and yellow hearts, Trees of green blowing in the wind, float on stars with silver faces, Meet the moon, pocked and old, Once was cheese but now is rock, Fall asleep and wake up sun, Burning brightly, always in a hurry, Floating ships and orange fields...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    The Cell I Call My Mind

    Dark cell with one window, chained to an iron chair.   This cell is my mind.   Those chains are my thoughts.   Free me so I too can look out the window and out on the world.
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    Imprisoned inside the darkness of my mind,

    Words of encouragement never make it past security, I can’t envision the sun rising tomorrow because I can’t see past the prison bars, It would be nice to have visitors but I fear that once they get in, they won’t be able to leave, so it’s better that I am left to rot...
    peanutman27 peanutman27 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 25

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    Strange Waves

    waves of white stars of light burning bright in the autumn night blue and red they do shed their light composed with moons of yellow   Truth and lies shadowy eyes blinking darkly under skies   Cloud and rain here again forms the chain in which they...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    Shadowy Streams

    Shadowy streams,   The water gleams upon the stones that we call home.   Dust and dirt and sand it hurts when blown on parched, cracked faces;   Water for granted and food it's fasted in poverty striken wasteland.   Roll with wind as the peasant joins the land...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    I See Or Not As Seeing Is Not Me

    I start this with a title, A beginning to an end,   I See,       Or Not,              As Seeing Is,                           Or Was Not,                                      Me.   The people in their houses, The...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    A Poem About James K Baxter - Written By Me In 2008

    NOTE TO READERS: This poem is not about me, it is about famous New Zealand poet James K. Baxter and is part of a scripted drama performance which I wrote. However, if you wish to relate the poem to other people you know or yourselves, that is fine. Please feel free to leave...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    The More Abuse I Suffer The More Imprisoned My Mind Is

    I just  see limitations around me and focus on the small things I can cope with.  I get depressed a hell of a lot.and when I have physical pain I feel more shut down and closed offwith my ear problems I feel so limited at timesand the worry over income and education ....love...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 16, 2012

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    I feel like a ghost, like no matter how I try

    and push away or swat at these feelings my hands just phase right through, I'm really am trying to be positive but it’s not working, the more I try the more I fail, is the failure just life’s way of telling me get used to this because you can’t change it?
    peanutman27 peanutman27 22-25, M Jun 10

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    Coloured Glass Pebbles - Fill My Brain

    My mind is full of pebbles, Little glass and colourful, They shine like stars as ideas burst from veins like squirts of paint.   My eyelids are dark and bagged, My eyes they shine out anyway, They see around from sky to ground and create my world of everyday...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    This battle of thoughts

    that goes on constantly in my mind! Sometimes its like a thousand different thoughts locked in and I struggle as they rush forward, demanding my attention all at the same time. I don't know how to calm down my mind as it goes on and on and the thoughts keep flowing. Sometimes...
    intothedarknesss intothedarknesss 22-25, F 11 Responses May 4

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    Bad Story - 2010

    The old man asks the voice, 'How many people can you see out the window?'   "No one, I can't see anyone out the window" the voice says.   'Correct' says the old man. Do you know why you can't see anyone out the window?   "No" says the voice, "I don't know why I...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    I'm not going into tedious detail of how I feel

    within my own head; I'll just liken it to feeling like one of those unsuspecting victims in a Saw movie, it's just ******* torture,lol. But what I'll tell instead in a prolonged dialogue is how it felt for me to... I guess you can call it an 'escape'... from the learned or...
    sheepInwolfsclothing sheepInwolfsclothing 22-25 1 Response May 21

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    A Soldier Old, A Soldier New - Is That Soldier You?

    A prisoner in a time of war, A camper in the field, A soldier tramping off to war, says goodbye to all his friends.   Red is the colour of shiny new shoes on school childs feet. Red is the beautiful bow in baby's hair. Red is the colour of blistered feet on...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    You can't take me serious Even tho everything I

    say is So raw so true so deep. You think you know what's coming out my mouth next, But sir, you know nothing, So sit back, shut it down and enjoy the ride. Into my mind, the one place I rule. The one destination you may never leave from. When the lights shut off and the...
    peacefulkhaos peacefulkhaos 22-25, F May 2

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    My View Of Religion

    Believe what you must. Create hope, live with hope, pay for hope, pray for hope, believe in hope and be comforted by hope.   Wars are created and all are controlled. Many different forms, each with different ideas, beliefs, leaders and rules to be followed...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    In One Ear And Out The Other

    I sit in a classroom with words in my head. They never go in so I may as well be dead. The thoughts are for thinking but they're too hard for me. The words go in one ear, then straight out the other.   I'm sorry you've wasted, all of your time. On telling me...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    Not locked in but tired of striving to climb

    out to relaxing positivity. Its like hiking and finding an area full of sink holes. Escape one and hate finding more that you cant leap over. Sigh.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M 2 Responses Aug 6

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    I Have No Idea What I Want/panic Attacks

    Hey guys, i have come on here in the hope ill meet some like minded people, with some advice, or just to take the journey with. Since leaving uni, starting a new job, moving away, moving in with my gf, i feel like i have completly lost myself. It has been like a huge smack in the...
    rachaelwhoami rachaelwhoami 22-25, F Nov 30, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    Not much on my mind, just the things you can never erase from it. :)
    Lovehermorethensherealizes Lovehermorethensherealizes 26-30, M 1 Response 33 mins ago

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    Closed doors leave you in a locked room... I've always been a "go with the flow" kind of person I'd like to believe everyone has their own story to tell and has been effected by...
    Forbiddenkisses Forbiddenkisses 22-25, F 5 Responses Sep 7

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    Girl VS Monster Heaven Is Waiting 12 Hours To Live The Other Woman (with Laura Leighton) Family In Hiding Forever Love At First Sight Dying To Belong Center Stage Mystery Woman...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F Aug 23

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    Right now, actually. Wonder how long I will last
    s702 s702 31-35, M 3 Responses Sep 7

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    My whole life, I had been taught by my family, and peers that long distance relationships were impractical, and could never possibly work out. Sadly enough, I believed them...
    PrincessKayleigh PrincessKayleigh 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 2

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    "Being open-minded means accepting all perspectives as possibilities. However, it does not imply that one necessarily believes in all perspectives. One can choose his/her own...
    Aimee17 Aimee17 41-45, F 2 Responses Sep 6

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    "Just be yourself", especially in the work place , is difficult and at times toxic to ones soul. "Be yourself" , as long as you have not had experiences outside of their small...
    callingonaheart callingonaheart 56-60 Aug 21

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    I posted this before in another group but I'm trying to get as much help as possible , and people here will understand sorry , if it's long though : I am in a long distance...
    Nayera Nayera 16-17 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    so he started with excuses to go out in the afternoons and evenings, I checked his phone and he has deleted all history calls and text even website searches and this raise a flag...
    LadySoledad LadySoledad 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 28

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    Long distance relationships do not rely on physical love, long distance relationships are driven by the love that inspires your heart , mind and soul
    prince35xxx prince35xxx 31-35, M 9 Responses 1 day ago

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    They're way more fun to be around! I have close minded "friends" but they won't be my friends any longer after I graduate. (because I have to see them at school, it's for the...
    jojojojo207 jojojojo207 16-17, F Aug 23

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    Let me start off by explaining a bit of my issues, that are causing me to lose my mind. I am 41yrs old with really bad teeth and hair loss issues, live in my mother's back area of...
    about2giveup about2giveup 41-45 Aug 26

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    Alright, more about me besides my fetish. It is almost 4am and I can't sleep. It's not the "I can't turn off my computer therefore I can't sleep," it's "I have been lying in bed...
    Hairaddict67 Hairaddict67 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 18

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    I have been married for four years, together with him for six years. We have two kids. I'm somewhat happy. He is like my best friend, we talk and have fun, but I'm not sexually...
    Amiramae Amiramae 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 25

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    Okay here's my story, i met a guy online, we became best friends on internet. I know his full background, he know my full background too. I even met his father, brother and grandpa...
    AnnieChua AnnieChua 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 28

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    Well looks like it gunna be another long long lonely night. No sleep for Lee! Can't stop thinking. At this rate Im gunna lose the plot very shortly... Had 15ml zopiclone an still...
    cleef84 cleef84 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 29

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    10 REASONS WHY MINDY KALING IS AN INSPIRATION TO indian WOMEN She's Indian, but NOT a stereotype - she's just a modern Desi woman, for example, Raj Koothrapali even...
    ShybutSweetGirl ShybutSweetGirl 31-35, F Sep 3

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    In a free and nurturing environment, only the mind is free from multiple rules of inevitable regulation. The body needs food, water, sleep and sun to live but, only to serve as a...
    ebolarama ebolarama 26-30, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Something i cant control Im fine as long as i don't think to much about things, i have never liked change and struggle to except things thrown at me at short notice Just recently...
    ExtremeNext ExtremeNext 26-30, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    There are so many incredible things to see in this world So many places you can travel to Yet there are many people that live in a box They cannot see what is in front of them...
    IrisROE IrisROE 56-60, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    Being open minded? I really don't buy into the I'm open mind bunch. I'm open to new ideas that could help others out as a whole. Make things better for everyone, not just a few...
    KawaiiDemon KawaiiDemon 18-21 Aug 22

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    Am I really as open minded as I like to think I am? Most people I meet, and know, are far more judgmental and intolerant of other people’s beliefs and values than they claim to...
    TheGreatLeveler TheGreatLeveler 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 30

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    So much of today's interactions are through the written word. Yet rather than writing long eloquent prose in letters, we are brief and supposedly to the point, yet so much goes...
    EttaS EttaS 36-40, F 3 Responses Aug 17

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    My girlfriend is telling me she isn't sure if she wants to stay with me but she says she still loves me and doesn't want to leave. She is very confused because of her own personal...
    AntiGameBoy AntiGameBoy 13-15, M 4 Responses Aug 19

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    As long as your proclivities don't affect me or those I care about, I could care less what you get into. Except any kind of child or animal abuse. That will cause me to flip the...
    Handyman25 Handyman25 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 21

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