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I Am Locked In My Mind And Long To Be Released

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    Shadowy Streams

    Shadowy streams,   The water gleams upon the stones that we call home.   Dust and dirt and sand it hurts when blown on parched, cracked faces;   Water for granted and food it's fasted in poverty striken wasteland.   Roll with wind as the peasant joins the land...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    This battle of thoughts

    that goes on constantly in my mind! Sometimes its like a thousand different thoughts locked in and I struggle as they rush forward, demanding my attention all at the same time. I don't know how to calm down my mind as it goes on and on and the thoughts keep flowing. Sometimes...
    intothedarknesss intothedarknesss 22-25, F 11 Responses May 4

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    My View Of Religion

    Believe what you must. Create hope, live with hope, pay for hope, pray for hope, believe in hope and be comforted by hope.   Wars are created and all are controlled. Many different forms, each with different ideas, beliefs, leaders and rules to be followed...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    Strange Waves

    waves of white stars of light burning bright in the autumn night blue and red they do shed their light composed with moons of yellow   Truth and lies shadowy eyes blinking darkly under skies   Cloud and rain here again forms the chain in which they...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    Coloured Glass Pebbles - Fill My Brain

    My mind is full of pebbles, Little glass and colourful, They shine like stars as ideas burst from veins like squirts of paint.   My eyelids are dark and bagged, My eyes they shine out anyway, They see around from sky to ground and create my world of everyday...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    peanutman27 peanutman27 22-25, M 1 Response May 2

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    Looking for freedom .

    I try to be free so I get mad a lot, like when somebody doesn't answer at my question as I would like to...I get mad too easy. I live my day alone looking for freedom, and I know I will be free from this obsession when I will reach my goal.. this is not easy.. I hope in a year...
    CrookedMat CrookedMat 26-30, M May 4

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    Enter The Dreamland

    open eyes and yellow hearts, Trees of green blowing in the wind, float on stars with silver faces, Meet the moon, pocked and old, Once was cheese but now is rock, Fall asleep and wake up sun, Burning brightly, always in a hurry, Floating ships and orange fields...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    I stay in this depressed state of mind.

    I feel as though it is eating me alive! It can be a normal day nothing happen but I still just want to cry! Or I can be okay & someone say something little & i get so emotional.. For example, my friend was suppose to go to the movies with me she called sick & i burst into tears...
    SkinnImIn SkinnImIn 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 6

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    A Soldier Old, A Soldier New - Is That Soldier You?

    A prisoner in a time of war, A camper in the field, A soldier tramping off to war, says goodbye to all his friends.   Red is the colour of shiny new shoes on school childs feet. Red is the beautiful bow in baby's hair. Red is the colour of blistered feet on...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    Imprisoned inside the darkness of my mind,

    Words of encouragement never make it past security, I can’t envision the sun rising tomorrow because I can’t see past the prison bars, It would be nice to have visitors but I fear that once they get in, they won’t be able to leave, so it’s better that I am left to rot...
    peanutman27 peanutman27 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 25

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    Bad Story - 2010

    The old man asks the voice, 'How many people can you see out the window?'   "No one, I can't see anyone out the window" the voice says.   'Correct' says the old man. Do you know why you can't see anyone out the window?   "No" says the voice, "I don't know why I...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    The Cell I Call My Mind

    Dark cell with one window, chained to an iron chair.   This cell is my mind.   Those chains are my thoughts.   Free me so I too can look out the window and out on the world.
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    A And A G And A 1, 2, 3

    With an A and G and 1,2,3,  Out the window and upon the stars,  Following dreams and polluted streams,  Through the universe, heading for Mars,    Heavy footsteps hidden by sounds of wonder as ye stares high from above.    Clouds of white...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    I'm not going into tedious detail of how I feel

    within my own head; I'll just liken it to feeling like one of those unsuspecting victims in a Saw movie, it's just ******* torture,lol. But what I'll tell instead in a prolonged dialogue is how it felt for me to... I guess you can call it an 'escape'... from the learned or...
    sheepInwolfsclothing sheepInwolfsclothing 22-25 1 Response May 21

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    Not locked in but tired of striving to climb

    out to relaxing positivity. Its like hiking and finding an area full of sink holes. Escape one and hate finding more that you cant leap over. Sigh.
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M 2 Responses Aug 6

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    I Have No Idea What I Want/panic Attacks

    Hey guys, i have come on here in the hope ill meet some like minded people, with some advice, or just to take the journey with. Since leaving uni, starting a new job, moving away, moving in with my gf, i feel like i have completly lost myself. It has been like a huge smack in the...
    rachaelwhoami rachaelwhoami 22-25, F Nov 30, 2011

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    The More Abuse I Suffer The More Imprisoned My Mind Is

    I just  see limitations around me and focus on the small things I can cope with.  I get depressed a hell of a lot.and when I have physical pain I feel more shut down and closed offwith my ear problems I feel so limited at timesand the worry over income and education ....love...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 16, 2012

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    A Poem About James K Baxter - Written By Me In 2008

    NOTE TO READERS: This poem is not about me, it is about famous New Zealand poet James K. Baxter and is part of a scripted drama performance which I wrote. However, if you wish to relate the poem to other people you know or yourselves, that is fine. Please feel free to leave...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    I See Or Not As Seeing Is Not Me

    I start this with a title, A beginning to an end,   I See,       Or Not,              As Seeing Is,                           Or Was Not,                                      Me.   The people in their houses, The...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    I feel like a ghost, like no matter how I try

    and push away or swat at these feelings my hands just phase right through, I'm really am trying to be positive but it’s not working, the more I try the more I fail, is the failure just life’s way of telling me get used to this because you can’t change it?
    peanutman27 peanutman27 22-25, M Jun 10

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    In One Ear And Out The Other

    I sit in a classroom with words in my head. They never go in so I may as well be dead. The thoughts are for thinking but they're too hard for me. The words go in one ear, then straight out the other.   I'm sorry you've wasted, all of your time. On telling me...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    You can't take me serious Even tho everything I

    say is So raw so true so deep. You think you know what's coming out my mouth next, But sir, you know nothing, So sit back, shut it down and enjoy the ride. Into my mind, the one place I rule. The one destination you may never leave from. When the lights shut off and the...
    peacefulkhaos peacefulkhaos 22-25, F May 2

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    And it's really bugging me. RANT SESSION (warning):You're in my thoughts. When I'm at different places and I'm reminded of you or memories we've shared. Honestly, I wish you weren...
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    I tend to personalise and reflect depressingly.. I wish my mind could be calmer and self assured, and I like the effect feminization hypnosis has on my identity!
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    It’s been a whirl wind. Turbulent and rough. Ravaging what I’d been told is acceptable, scavenging on what I had for so long left behind as indecent. The flapping wings have...
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    I grew up in a very close minded and religious house hold. I was conditioned to think that some people were "Bad" because they lived a certain type of life-style. It's scary and...
    ILoveLeonard ILoveLeonard 36-40, F 13 Responses Dec 8

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    You know what, I like to be real, I love cutting out all the rubbish and getting to the route of the problem, I used to be the kind of woman that would suppress so many emotions...
    pristee88 pristee88 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 2

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    hey! my name is karan i am from hyderabad i got a seat in punjub for my graduation so i left for punjab it was the 1st tym i was away from my family everything was new there and i...
    realysweetguy realysweetguy 22-25, M Nov 24

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    I always catch myself thinking negative thoughts.Nothing but bad memory's come into my mind at night,Every time I go to sleep I have nightmares of bad things in my subconscious...
    isaiahZ isaiahZ 18-21, M Dec 8

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    The audacity of a single human mind to declare, "My way is the only way things should be, and that's it." There is a huge difference between thinking, "I'm living this way because...
    FryyM FryyM 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 3

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    I've always been open minded I've had sex with both men and women but don't consider myself bi I guess I'm heteroflexible lol I'll try anything once I was in a sexual relationship...
    bigdanking bigdanking 22-25, M Nov 21

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    i like open minded people ,people who judge others or are very conservative really irks me.we all should have freedom to live our own lives and as long its not harming us or others...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Nov 23

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    People who are open minded are so much more attractive to me than people who aren't. I'm someone who has strong opinions about topics I care about and have educated myself on but...
    danc3rz danc3rz 31-35, F 8 Responses Nov 24

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    Father God, please help me to control my mind. I hate the negative thoughts I have. I don't want my thoughts to control my life. Father I know one day I will be set free. Father I...
    sarahcas sarahcas 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    I've always been quite mature for my age. Through my experiences I've grown to become very open minded. I am a very accepting person. I care almost too easily. As long as you are...
    groundcraze groundcraze 22-25, F 6 Responses Dec 10

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    I love long hot showers. The hot water relaxes me and puts me in a calm state of mind. For 45 minutes I'm able to just forget about the world me and just breathe.
    Catina25 Catina25 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 30

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    first I have to apologies for my bad english. it's my 3rd language so I probably won't express my thoughts like I would want to also do I make many grammer mistakes so plz guys be...
    melodies1984 melodies1984 26-30, F 5 Responses Dec 2

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    It's crazy. I'm crazy. God, I don't even ******* know. I'm with this amazing guy. His feelings for me are impossible to question. He loves me. I know it. He let's me feel it...
    ohmyfvck ohmyfvck 18-21, F Dec 4

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    Do you know how long I have looked for you? That special person who gets me. Understands me...wants me. I am sophisticated, cultured, educated and complicated...but that is what...
    donegalgd donegalgd 46-50, M 6 days ago

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    "I think kissing is the most pure and raw form of physical contact there could ever be. Sex is intimate, sure, but you can have sex with anyone. A kiss though, my goodness...A kiss...
    SensualPassionbbw SensualPassionbbw 31-35, F 6 Responses 6 days ago

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    Willie Nelson "Always On My Mind" Maybe I didn't love you Quite as often as I could have And maybe I didn't treat you Quite as good as I should have If I made you feel second...
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 3 Responses Nov 20

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    I've talked about this before. I have found that people who claim to be very open minded are in fact quite UN open minded when it comes to someone wanting to talk about anything...
    staleywise staleywise 56-60, F 22 Responses 3 days ago

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    I dont mind distance ppl wtf there's nothing wrong with it
    Blackisahappycolor Blackisahappycolor 16-17, F 15 Responses Nov 20

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    The mind is capable of traveling back in time, and into the future, but it always has difficulty being in the present. The mind can experience a "rift in the universe" if presented...
    backblastareaclear backblastareaclear 31-35, M 1 Response Nov 20

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