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I Am Locked In My Mind And Long To Be Released

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 290 People

    LovingDead LovingDead 22-25, M 1 Response May 2, 2014

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    I stay in this depressed state of mind.

    I feel as though it is eating me alive! It can be a normal day nothing happen but I still just want to cry! Or I can be okay & someone say something little & i get so emotional.. For example, my friend was suppose to go to the movies with me she called sick & i burst into tears...
    SkinnImIn SkinnImIn 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 6, 2014

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    I Have No Idea What I Want/panic Attacks

    Hey guys, i have come on here in the hope ill meet some like minded people, with some advice, or just to take the journey with. Since leaving uni, starting a new job, moving away, moving in with my gf, i feel like i have completly lost myself. It has been like a huge smack in the...
    rachaelwhoami rachaelwhoami 22-25, F Nov 30, 2011

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    Looking for freedom .

    I try to be free so I get mad a lot, like when somebody doesn't answer at my question as I would like to...I get mad too easy. I live my day alone looking for freedom, and I know I will be free from this obsession when I will reach my goal.. this is not easy.. I hope in a year...
    CrookedMat CrookedMat 26-30, M May 4, 2014

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    A Soldier Old, A Soldier New - Is That Soldier You?

    A prisoner in a time of war, A camper in the field, A soldier tramping off to war, says goodbye to all his friends.   Red is the colour of shiny new shoes on school childs feet. Red is the beautiful bow in baby's hair. Red is the colour of blistered feet on...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    A And A G And A 1, 2, 3

    With an A and G and 1,2,3,  Out the window and upon the stars,  Following dreams and polluted streams,  Through the universe, heading for Mars,    Heavy footsteps hidden by sounds of wonder as ye stares high from above.    Clouds of white...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    I See Or Not As Seeing Is Not Me

    I start this with a title, A beginning to an end,   I See,       Or Not,              As Seeing Is,                           Or Was Not,                                      Me.   The people in their houses, The...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    This battle of thoughts

    that goes on constantly in my mind! Sometimes its like a thousand different thoughts locked in and I struggle as they rush forward, demanding my attention all at the same time. I don't know how to calm down my mind as it goes on and on and the thoughts keep flowing. Sometimes...
    intothedarknesss intothedarknesss 22-25, F 10 Responses May 4, 2014

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    The More Abuse I Suffer The More Imprisoned My Mind Is

    I just  see limitations around me and focus on the small things I can cope with.  I get depressed a hell of a lot.and when I have physical pain I feel more shut down and closed offwith my ear problems I feel so limited at timesand the worry over income and education ....love...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 16, 2012

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    I'm not going into tedious detail of how I feel

    within my own head; I'll just liken it to feeling like one of those unsuspecting victims in a Saw movie, it's just ******* torture,lol. But what I'll tell instead in a prolonged dialogue is how it felt for me to... I guess you can call it an 'escape'... from the learned or...
    wolfIncheapclothing wolfIncheapclothing 22-25 May 21, 2014

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    Coloured Glass Pebbles - Fill My Brain

    My mind is full of pebbles, Little glass and colourful, They shine like stars as ideas burst from veins like squirts of paint.   My eyelids are dark and bagged, My eyes they shine out anyway, They see around from sky to ground and create my world of everyday...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    Shadowy Streams

    Shadowy streams,   The water gleams upon the stones that we call home.   Dust and dirt and sand it hurts when blown on parched, cracked faces;   Water for granted and food it's fasted in poverty striken wasteland.   Roll with wind as the peasant joins the land...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    In One Ear And Out The Other

    I sit in a classroom with words in my head. They never go in so I may as well be dead. The thoughts are for thinking but they're too hard for me. The words go in one ear, then straight out the other.   I'm sorry you've wasted, all of your time. On telling me...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    My View Of Religion

    Believe what you must. Create hope, live with hope, pay for hope, pray for hope, believe in hope and be comforted by hope.   Wars are created and all are controlled. Many different forms, each with different ideas, beliefs, leaders and rules to be followed...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    I feel like a ghost, like no matter how I try

    and push away or swat at these feelings my hands just phase right through, I'm really am trying to be positive but it’s not working, the more I try the more I fail, is the failure just life’s way of telling me get used to this because you can’t change it?
    LovingDead LovingDead 22-25, M Jun 10, 2014

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    You can't take me serious Even tho everything I

    say is So raw so true so deep. You think you know what's coming out my mouth next, But sir, you know nothing, So sit back, shut it down and enjoy the ride. Into my mind, the one place I rule. The one destination you may never leave from. When the lights shut off and the...
    peacefulkhaos peacefulkhaos 22-25, F May 2, 2014

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    A Poem About James K Baxter - Written By Me In 2008

    NOTE TO READERS: This poem is not about me, it is about famous New Zealand poet James K. Baxter and is part of a scripted drama performance which I wrote. However, if you wish to relate the poem to other people you know or yourselves, that is fine. Please feel free to leave...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    The Cell I Call My Mind

    Dark cell with one window, chained to an iron chair.   This cell is my mind.   Those chains are my thoughts.   Free me so I too can look out the window and out on the world.
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    Imprisoned inside the darkness of my mind,

    Words of encouragement never make it past security, I can’t envision the sun rising tomorrow because I can’t see past the prison bars, It would be nice to have visitors but I fear that once they get in, they won’t be able to leave, so it’s better that I am left to rot...
    LovingDead LovingDead 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 25, 2014

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    Enter The Dreamland

    open eyes and yellow hearts, Trees of green blowing in the wind, float on stars with silver faces, Meet the moon, pocked and old, Once was cheese but now is rock, Fall asleep and wake up sun, Burning brightly, always in a hurry, Floating ships and orange fields...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    Strange Waves

    waves of white stars of light burning bright in the autumn night blue and red they do shed their light composed with moons of yellow   Truth and lies shadowy eyes blinking darkly under skies   Cloud and rain here again forms the chain in which they...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    Bad Story - 2010

    The old man asks the voice, 'How many people can you see out the window?'   "No one, I can't see anyone out the window" the voice says.   'Correct' says the old man. Do you know why you can't see anyone out the window?   "No" says the voice, "I don't know why I...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    I am currently locked In my latex catsuit. I also have my cb6000 locked on. if I can make it till the morning, when my wife and I wake up, I get released from my chastity device...
    WingedAviator WingedAviator 22-25, M 1 Response May 17

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    cuddles and giggles give way to passions heat, time is silenced and the heavens thunder...... it is the hour of need, of lust minds bend and bodies quiver; anticipating kisses come...
    Pand0rasCharm Pand0rasCharm 70+, F 2 Responses May 4

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    A perfect example of how narrow minded people can be. Those who know who Floyd "Money" Mayweather is, most of them will talk about his record as a professional boxer. However...
    BLACKTIGER75 BLACKTIGER75 36-40, M 1 Response May 7

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    Long, long story very short. Met hubby 8 years ago online through a penpal from the UK. Met many times over the next two years with both of us between two countries (got an extra...
    happycampersfanNfran happycampersfanNfran 41-45, F 10 hrs ago

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    I am locked in chastity. It feels right to be locked. I prefer to be locked. Mostly I forget I'm locked. It seems very natural to me.
    calua98 calua98 41-45, M 1 Response May 26

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    For half of my life I have burdened myself,robbing myself,keeping myself sick. I knew already at age of 22 I was in it knee deep& sinking fast. My mentally ill mom came to rescue...
    Sugasug Sugasug 41-45, M 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    It is so fascinating and bizarre how two human beings can be so different, but yet so much alike at the same time. Accepting the fact that not everyone has the same tastes, desires...
    Drastine Drastine 18-21, M 1 hr ago

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    Just when I thought I got used to the idea... So I was cleaning my apartment today, locked in a chastity belt. I wasn't even thinking about the fact that I'm locked, it just seemed...
    s702 s702 31-35, M 1 Response May 8

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    K. E. G. Thing is you dont actually consider yourself living.. Your life seems to be paused and it would only resume when you actually live together and start your own life...
    TheLeftBehind TheLeftBehind 18-21, M 1 Response May 4

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    Growing up I was always the odd one out. I kept to myself whenever I could. I didn't like being taken care of. I spent the first five years of my life with two severely drug...
    Outdoctrination Outdoctrination 18-21 3 Responses May 8

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    First off i am a guy and some how I wound up having long (40") slender girl legs.when I was younger i hated them because of the teasing.Now that I am older I grew to love them the...
    Jazonx Jazonx 36-40 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I want to be forced to be daddies little boy. Kept tied up and locked in a cage
    lilboyuk lilboyuk 31-35, M May 4

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    So the other night the wife and I climbed into our hot tub. I always go naked, and was in there before she was. This time she decided to go naked. She dropped her towel inside...
    fryguy67 fryguy67 46-50, M 3 Responses May 6

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    Open your mind, I repeat, open your mind. We have all probably partaken in some ritualistic ceremony at one point. Some kind of symbolic happening, you know, the type when you put...
    Outdoctrination Outdoctrination 18-21 5 Responses May 10

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    I want my own locked metal collar but it should not too heavy, where and which to get one?
    BiologicalWeird BiologicalWeird 18-21, T May 17

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    we were playing truth or dare. so brie dared me to be naked in the hall ways for alittle. but we both went outside both naked! the door closed and we got locked out! 1 hour later...
    FunoftheBroom FunoftheBroom 26-30, M May 19

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    It is wonderful when you meet someone who can give you that physical stimulation you crave. However I am of the belief that everything starts in the mind. Thoughts are the...
    Superficialsaint Superficialsaint 31-35, F 8 Responses 4 days ago

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    ugh, I just home from what seemed to be the longest meeting ever...my mind is fried and as I drove I acted like a mindless zombie ...only thing that can pick me up is a clipper win...
    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F 2 Responses May 6

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    I had a long distance for 2 yrs after dating 2 yrs in the same country. I moved to another state for school and rather quickly I noticed he wasn't really trying to do the Skype...
    claupatrice claupatrice 26-30, F May 15

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    Of all the things that I have lost I miss my mind the most, Ive searched for days looked high and low, I've even searched coast to coast. I've peeked in here and looked under...
    bakfin bakfin 46-50, M 1 Response May 21

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    I changed my mind about moving. Every year we get tired of the snow and talk about moving to Florida. I spent my two week vacation there and it was crowded and everyone drove like...
    mom4ce mom4ce 51-55, F May 5

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