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I Am Locked In My Mind And Long To Be Released

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    A And A G And A 1, 2, 3

    With an A and G and 1,2,3,  Out the window and upon the stars,  Following dreams and polluted streams,  Through the universe, heading for Mars,    Heavy footsteps hidden by sounds of wonder as ye stares high from above.    Clouds of white...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    Bad Story - 2010

    The old man asks the voice, 'How many people can you see out the window?'   "No one, I can't see anyone out the window" the voice says.   'Correct' says the old man. Do you know why you can't see anyone out the window?   "No" says the voice, "I don't know why I...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    I feel like a ghost, like no matter how I try

    and push away or swat at these feelings my hands just phase right through, I'm really am trying to be positive but it’s not working, the more I try the more I fail, is the failure just life’s way of telling me get used to this because you can’t change it?
    peanutman27 peanutman27 22-25, M Jun 10

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    I'm not going into tedious detail of how I feel

    within my own head; I'll just liken it to feeling like one of those unsuspecting victims in a Saw movie, it's just ******* torture,lol. But what I'll tell instead in a prolonged dialogue is how it felt for me to... I guess you can call it an 'escape'... from the learned or...
    sheepInwolfsclothing sheepInwolfsclothing 22-25 1 Response May 21

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    Not locked in but tired of striving to climb

    out to relaxing positivity. Its like hiking and finding an area full of sink holes. Escape one and hate finding more that you cant leap over. Sigh.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M 2 Responses Aug 6

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    This battle of thoughts

    that goes on constantly in my mind! Sometimes its like a thousand different thoughts locked in and I struggle as they rush forward, demanding my attention all at the same time. I don't know how to calm down my mind as it goes on and on and the thoughts keep flowing. Sometimes...
    intothedarknesss intothedarknesss 22-25, F 12 Responses May 4

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    Imprisoned inside the darkness of my mind,

    Words of encouragement never make it past security, I can’t envision the sun rising tomorrow because I can’t see past the prison bars, It would be nice to have visitors but I fear that once they get in, they won’t be able to leave, so it’s better that I am left to rot...
    peanutman27 peanutman27 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 25

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    A Poem About James K Baxter - Written By Me In 2008

    NOTE TO READERS: This poem is not about me, it is about famous New Zealand poet James K. Baxter and is part of a scripted drama performance which I wrote. However, if you wish to relate the poem to other people you know or yourselves, that is fine. Please feel free to leave...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    The More Abuse I Suffer The More Imprisoned My Mind Is

    I just  see limitations around me and focus on the small things I can cope with.  I get depressed a hell of a lot.and when I have physical pain I feel more shut down and closed offwith my ear problems I feel so limited at timesand the worry over income and education ....love...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 16, 2012

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    Looking for freedom .

    I try to be free so I get mad a lot, like when somebody doesn't answer at my question as I would like to...I get mad too easy. I live my day alone looking for freedom, and I know I will be free from this obsession when I will reach my goal.. this is not easy.. I hope in a year...
    CrookedMat CrookedMat 26-30, M May 4

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    Coloured Glass Pebbles - Fill My Brain

    My mind is full of pebbles, Little glass and colourful, They shine like stars as ideas burst from veins like squirts of paint.   My eyelids are dark and bagged, My eyes they shine out anyway, They see around from sky to ground and create my world of everyday...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    I See Or Not As Seeing Is Not Me

    I start this with a title, A beginning to an end,   I See,       Or Not,              As Seeing Is,                           Or Was Not,                                      Me.   The people in their houses, The...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    The Cell I Call My Mind

    Dark cell with one window, chained to an iron chair.   This cell is my mind.   Those chains are my thoughts.   Free me so I too can look out the window and out on the world.
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    You can't take me serious Even tho everything I

    say is So raw so true so deep. You think you know what's coming out my mouth next, But sir, you know nothing, So sit back, shut it down and enjoy the ride. Into my mind, the one place I rule. The one destination you may never leave from. When the lights shut off and the...
    peacefulkhaos peacefulkhaos 22-25, F May 2

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    My View Of Religion

    Believe what you must. Create hope, live with hope, pay for hope, pray for hope, believe in hope and be comforted by hope.   Wars are created and all are controlled. Many different forms, each with different ideas, beliefs, leaders and rules to be followed...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    A Soldier Old, A Soldier New - Is That Soldier You?

    A prisoner in a time of war, A camper in the field, A soldier tramping off to war, says goodbye to all his friends.   Red is the colour of shiny new shoes on school childs feet. Red is the beautiful bow in baby's hair. Red is the colour of blistered feet on...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    Strange Waves

    waves of white stars of light burning bright in the autumn night blue and red they do shed their light composed with moons of yellow   Truth and lies shadowy eyes blinking darkly under skies   Cloud and rain here again forms the chain in which they...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    In One Ear And Out The Other

    I sit in a classroom with words in my head. They never go in so I may as well be dead. The thoughts are for thinking but they're too hard for me. The words go in one ear, then straight out the other.   I'm sorry you've wasted, all of your time. On telling me...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    Enter The Dreamland

    open eyes and yellow hearts, Trees of green blowing in the wind, float on stars with silver faces, Meet the moon, pocked and old, Once was cheese but now is rock, Fall asleep and wake up sun, Burning brightly, always in a hurry, Floating ships and orange fields...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    I stay in this depressed state of mind.

    I feel as though it is eating me alive! It can be a normal day nothing happen but I still just want to cry! Or I can be okay & someone say something little & i get so emotional.. For example, my friend was suppose to go to the movies with me she called sick & i burst into tears...
    SkinnImIn SkinnImIn 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 6

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    Shadowy Streams

    Shadowy streams,   The water gleams upon the stones that we call home.   Dust and dirt and sand it hurts when blown on parched, cracked faces;   Water for granted and food it's fasted in poverty striken wasteland.   Roll with wind as the peasant joins the land...
    MyMindIsACell MyMindIsACell 18-21, M Jul 24, 2011

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    I Have No Idea What I Want/panic Attacks

    Hey guys, i have come on here in the hope ill meet some like minded people, with some advice, or just to take the journey with. Since leaving uni, starting a new job, moving away, moving in with my gf, i feel like i have completly lost myself. It has been like a huge smack in the...
    rachaelwhoami rachaelwhoami 22-25, F Nov 30, 2011

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    I would love to have a metal collar locked around me. I dont care if it is one of the ones where i can't look down, as long as it shows ownership. I wish it was a perminant one.
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    listen to my heart beat alone in a bed made to share sleeping where i was once anointed by sin released from his touch i don’t have to pretend that love is real this is ideal...
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    I'm not as free as I thought I was. It's been a year and I am still hopelessly and madly in love with you... God what is wrong with me? Really I can't understand myself. I am...
    Beanbella Beanbella 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 7

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    I ripping dress shirts for a mind blowing fantasy
    Soothingcomflirt Soothingcomflirt 46-50, T 5 hrs ago

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    One should always be open new ideas and points of view. Closing off your mind puts a limit on how much you can learn and understand.
    ACraigNewman ACraigNewman 36-40, M 4 hrs ago

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    There is so much I can't say to you that I wish I could. I've known you for 12 years now, you've been my best friend, my boyfriend and the one that caused me more pain than I even...
    misspaperwait misspaperwait 22-25, F Jul 24

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    I locked myself in my fav ball gag 24hrs ago, jaw not aching anymore but drooling like a good one
    vinnyo vinnyo 51-55, M 1 Response Jul 26

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    My sister locked me out of the car at the grocery store and laughed at me when I was banging on the window and I mean like god damn let me I the car!!!!!
    dancerwithheart dancerwithheart 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 30

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    I want to be locked and be taken from between the bars. Or have my Master take other girls in front of me and have me lick the cream pie.
    libertinette libertinette 22-25, F 5 Responses Jul 31

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    Hello everyone! This is my first post! (Woohoo) Okay, So hi, I'm Kat. I'm 24... 25 on MONDAY 8/11!!! *Suddenly gets writer's block* -_- Always happens. Meh. I live in FL. I'm a...
    LovelyCalico LovelyCalico 22-25, F Aug 7

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    Everytime I'm alone with my mind I start overthinking and once I start overthinking I think about self harming and suicide and just being alone I can't deal, whenever I'm left...
    imamascaradeball imamascaradeball 13-15, F Jul 24

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    I have lived longer then most on this website and have experienced more also however to be open minded one must also know the history of the world not the WASP history that was...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jul 26

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    "Just be yourself", especially in the work place , is difficult and at times toxic to ones soul. "Be yourself" , as long as you have not had experiences outside of their small...
    callingonaheart callingonaheart 56-60 1 day ago

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    I love someone who no longer is IN love with me. I believe he loves me cause we have been together to long for him not to but I know hes not in love with me any more because he has...
    devilseye1996 devilseye1996 36-40, F Jul 22

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    I met (let's call him T) T two years ago. In April of this year, I had the opportunity to go visit him in Japan and really hit it off with him. We ended up liking each other and...
    dreamsheep dreamsheep 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 23

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    Today is the third day we dont talk..for no specific reason..its just like silence is the only way to protect our relationship, i dont know if its my fault but i think we should...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 25

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    It's weird how really open minded I really am when I look back at all the things in my life I accepted for what they were/are and it didn't bother me. But the biggest benefit of...
    Pmiller3 Pmiller3 26-30, M Jul 31

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    I've always been super sensitive to a lot of things in life. For the most part it's been a pain and a hinderance, it has stopped me doing a lot of the things I've always wanted to...
    bunster4 bunster4 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 4

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    Just something i really wanna speak about. So obviously my profile is full of issues and trobles. Most of my stories are really bad in a way its depressing thoughts and **** talk...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 10

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    There are so many health benefits related to nudity, it would take too long to list them all. But if you're willing to do a little research, you'll find out how much nudity is...
    BLACKTIGER75 BLACKTIGER75 36-40, M Aug 11

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    Well I probably do not belong here but I did not know that there are people who exist who love being fat.. Wow that's a completely different mindset. I have known of people who...
    uselessguy uselessguy 36-40, M Aug 13

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    I really dont mind which type of job I take as long not alot of people or see alot of people be happy with girl in the world hustlin right now so is my sister she hated dealer ship...
    Xxchristinx18 Xxchristinx18 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    Today I woke up the day after reading an article about not caring what other people think and for the first time in quite a long while I feel free. 1. people are ALWAYS judging...
    Badtimanonymous Badtimanonymous 31-35, M Jul 27

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    How can I ask my long distance girlfriend for a break? She's an amazing girl and I'm 100% lucky to have her. We're about a month away from the next time we get to see each other...
    vfrazz vfrazz 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 29

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    I don't know if I can say "Am" anymore. I am just so sad rightnow and frustrated.. We have been long distance since the beginning. and now that he is in Tokio he realized how far...
    sahikat sahikat 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 5

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