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I Am Lonely All the Damn Time

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 127 People

    It's Like I'm A Wall: Unless Someone Bumps Into Me, They Never Notice Me

    It's lonely. And the only thing i can rely on is my computer, books, and that's it. I just wish I was born outgoing or popular so I don't have to worry about talking to people or getting noticed.
    tinkerbellhey tinkerbellhey 13-15, F Oct 28, 2012

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    "i Will Always Be Alone Until You Find Me"

    i  thought i was in love when i was married, but after a year into it, i found i wasn't. I felt guilty,because my husband was so i stayed as long as i could, pretending and suffering. I knew and still know that my soul mate is out there looking for me, i just wish there was some...
    timeseeker timeseeker 51-55, F 2 Responses Sep 21, 2011

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    I Was Married For 25 Years In A Loveless Adulterated Marriage

    I stayed because of the kids and did my duty to raise them to the ages of 19 and 22. I travelled all the time so it gave her plenty of money and time to well cheat and support other men. I finally left. After Leaving my daughter was supposed to come and see me on thanksgiving,she...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 14, 2012

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    Lost

    I feel as if no one will ever understand me I am just here I am all alone It's just me It's black in here The voices They are in my head Why can't I forget I don't want to remember you Your love Torn away All I ever Was Is Nothing
    DavieaXO DavieaXO 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 18, 2013

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    I Am Miserable Because Of You

    the story of us: I fall for this guy who is 15 and i am 17 he is also my friends younger brother but omg i loved him.He loved me to maybe back then i don't really know i never really know.We had a huge honey moon phase at the beginning where everything was just sweet and...
    tulipsrock tulipsrock 16-17, F Jan 4, 2013

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    Consumed By Loneliness

    When I was 15 my 14 year old girlfriend started having sex with my father...this went on for 5-6 months before her parents found out about it...I was the first one to find out I was downstairs on the computer when I heard them...evedentally she snuck down their before me...she...
    egckiller egckiller 21-25, M 7 Responses Aug 15, 2008

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    Is There Anybody Out There Really?

    I live in a loveless marriage, with a man who has dyslexia and ADD tendencies.  My child is dyspraxic and also has ADD tendencies.  They are both hard to talk to, yet I know its not their fault.  I'm more lonely around them than I am when I'm by myself.  In...
    Annakey Annakey 36-40, F 8 Responses Feb 9, 2008

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    I am tired of being tired of being lonely all the time :o. hope understood that xD
    EBestest EBestest 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 5

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    I know it's mostly my fault, but I do hate being lonely all the time. I find it hard to make friends in the first place because I am horribly shy. I also have trust issues, and I...
    CassidyRose4905 CassidyRose4905 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 5

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    It sucks sometimes having to be alone all the time, but I get through as long as I have myself I am all I need to survive anyway.
    Nightfang109 Nightfang109 13-15, M 1 Response Oct 4

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    I just really don't like being so lonely I know I push everyone away before I get too attached but I just want someone to actually want to stay but I guess that'll never happen
    meredithcher meredithcher 16-17, F 4 Responses Oct 4

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    As much as I hate being lonely, it's the reason I can play the piano.
    DanielleMaree DanielleMaree 26-30, F 5 Responses Oct 5

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    I feel so lonely right now. The tears only come out at night, when I'm alone and when I least expect it. Everyone is in bed. It starts as a tear, then a waterfall, then...
    OriginalJuli3 OriginalJuli3 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 6

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    It's really sad how I'm always at home, all alone, with no friends to hangout with, no one to talk to... I'm just sad that even i feel so invisible when I'm around with my family...
    NynnaDavis NynnaDavis 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 4

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    I am so very, very alone. I feel drained, emotionally, physically, and mentally. It's like I lose all interest and will in everything and just want to sleep forever. I'm not...
    WireBrass WireBrass 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 5

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    I love my little guy and his daddy. His dad works late and often though and he is in bed by 7. It leaves me pretty alone and sucks big time. I cannot connect with the people here...
    RjMommy245 RjMommy245 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 4

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    I really don't know what to do know matter what I say and do people just don't wanna hang out with me they don't want to be seen with a guy like me who is ugly as sin all they care...
    Dynamite500 Dynamite500 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 5

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    I'm okay With it I got my music, my animals and family to love me
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 4

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    Let the friendships flow like a river into your life. Don't isolate yourself. Keep your head in order and never give up.
    kiddishguy kiddishguy 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 4

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    I need an online friend/lover i dont care if it is stupid i just wana feel loved and warm up my dead heart..
    Imwhoiam93 Imwhoiam93 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 5

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    Don't get me wrong, I'm not yet another desperado making posts each night asking if there's anyone out there for me. What I really need is a real friend. Right now the only person...
    dabram71 dabram71 16-17, M 2 Responses Oct 5

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    Enough with relationships and putting yourself out there. Too few genuine people. Why can't I just find a good **** buddy? Lol
    Sicarium Sicarium 36-40, M 2 Responses Oct 5

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    I enjoy my solitude but sometimes wish there was some one there ? When I needed them
    jasonurias1 jasonurias1 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 5

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    I been single for a while . I don't even want sex I just want someone to watch Netflix with and have fun together with. Some love like the one you see in 80s movie . Like "Can't...
    YoungJoseM YoungJoseM 18-21, M 3 Responses Oct 5

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    I hate it when I find someone new to talk to because I always screw it up and they leave me...
    peacewalkerx peacewalkerx 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 9

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    I'm quick to cut a person out of my life . And the other half we just fall out quick
    YoungJoseM YoungJoseM 18-21, M Oct 10

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    I don't know what it is, but something always holds me back from trying to become closer to someone
    hebr0 hebr0 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 11

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    If I made my mother mad, she asked my dad to spank me. Clearly, my mother ran the house. My father was a quiet, determined man. He was kind, and not quick to anger by any means...
    Regrets472 Regrets472 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 6

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    There's nothing terribly sad about my life. I go to highschool kind of consistentl . I have friends and interests. I also struggle with depression, which unfortunately, is...
    randomteenager98 randomteenager98 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 11

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    previously I had a large the pajamas had over 200 pair I bought and to accumulate them for a very long time 20 years that is my collection until when I moved to another place I had...
    genteel genteel 46-50, M 1 Response Oct 2

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    i'm happy all the time bcz make me good i hope other people like me
    farfarfb1 farfarfb1 22-25, M Oct 6

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    I literally do this all the time.
    CM04 CM04 18-21, F Oct 7

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    I want sx all the time so h right now
    Dloveski Dloveski 36-40, M Oct 10

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    I am slowly coming to terms with being raped and the brutality of the incident. I can't talk about it with just anyone after that last time a friend I hadn't seen in 10 years...
    heyitsabike heyitsabike 31-35, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I learned in life, that only time can really heal those broken promises. Time is a test, because everyone loses patience and interest over time. How committed are you?
    drbreezzy drbreezzy 18-21, M Oct 2

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    I'm naked most of the time. When I have to go out somewhere I wear little clothes as possible. No panties or bra. Usually just a skirt and tshirt. Unless it's night time the I...
    pandagirl1999 pandagirl1999 13-15, F 3 Responses Oct 4

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    I feel it is so crippling. I don't know how to leave the house sometimes when it feels like doom is standing in the doorway, and everyone outside who I avert my eyes from is...
    daisychristabel daisychristabel 22-25, F Oct 12

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    I was raped. I have had a lot of traumatic events in my life. I don't even know how I have made it through my life to today. Most recently, Two years ago I was raped by a guy in...
    raspberrycola raspberrycola 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I kept coming back to this perfectly timed photo and couldn't stop giggling.
    SuperWomanFly SuperWomanFly 22-25, F Sep 22

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    It is true I am human not a robot. I have days when things I am dealing with get to much for me and bring me down and I can not pretend I am ok and happy. I am like everyone else I...
    misguidedthoughts misguidedthoughts 31-35, F Sep 27

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    it keeps the dreams / nightmares that are intertwined with flashbacks away.... and if i dont sleep, i dont have to spend hours trying to find the energy and a reason to get up...
    TheHiddenMoon TheHiddenMoon 22-25, F Sep 30

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    Sometimes it gets so bad I can't leave the house because I think everyone is staring at me. Other times I get so emotional for no reason I scare myself. For a doctor to give a very...
    papercastles papercastles 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 5

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    I saw my dream girl last month. I didn't think twice talking to her. She was so perfect and until now I still love her. We have hung out a lot of times. Then I found out that her...
    Itsjamessy Itsjamessy 16-17, M 1 Response Oct 5

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    "Every day I wake up Every day I wake up alone Kill me, just kill me, or get me out of the sun Every day I wake up Every day I wake up alone Kill me, just kill me, someone get me...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 9 mins ago

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    I am literally angry probably.... 14 out of the 16 hours I'm awake every day. The littlest things p*ss me off. It's like never ending. Maybe I'm nuts lol!
    schliz33 schliz33 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 24

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    Saying 'Oh'! like you get it but you still have no idea ..
    SexyNightmare SexyNightmare 16-17, F Sep 24

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    What an underestimate.....
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 28

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    I had wear glasses since I was 13 year old. I am nearsighted. I don't wear glasses when I am taking shower or sleeping.
    mother1983 mother1983 26-30, F