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I Am Lonely All the Damn Time

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 126 People

    Is There Anybody Out There Really?

    I live in a loveless marriage, with a man who has dyslexia and ADD tendencies.  My child is dyspraxic and also has ADD tendencies.  They are both hard to talk to, yet I know its not their fault.  I'm more lonely around them than I am when I'm by myself.  In...
    Annakey Annakey 36-40, F 8 Responses Feb 9, 2008

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    "i Will Always Be Alone Until You Find Me"

    i  thought i was in love when i was married, but after a year into it, i found i wasn't. I felt guilty,because my husband was so i stayed as long as i could, pretending and suffering. I knew and still know that my soul mate is out there looking for me, i just wish there was some...
    timeseeker timeseeker 51-55, F 2 Responses Sep 21, 2011

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    Lost

    I feel as if no one will ever understand me I am just here I am all alone It's just me It's black in here The voices They are in my head Why can't I forget I don't want to remember you Your love Torn away All I ever Was Is Nothing
    DavieaXO DavieaXO 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 18, 2013

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    It's Like I'm A Wall: Unless Someone Bumps Into Me, They Never Notice Me

    It's lonely. And the only thing i can rely on is my computer, books, and that's it. I just wish I was born outgoing or popular so I don't have to worry about talking to people or getting noticed.
    tinkerbellhey tinkerbellhey 13-15, F Oct 28, 2012

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    Consumed By Loneliness

    When I was 15 my 14 year old girlfriend started having sex with my father...this went on for 5-6 months before her parents found out about it...I was the first one to find out I was downstairs on the computer when I heard them...evedentally she snuck down their before me...she...
    egckiller egckiller 21-25, M 7 Responses Aug 15, 2008

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    I Was Married For 25 Years In A Loveless Adulterated Marriage

    I stayed because of the kids and did my duty to raise them to the ages of 19 and 22. I travelled all the time so it gave her plenty of money and time to well cheat and support other men. I finally left. After Leaving my daughter was supposed to come and see me on thanksgiving,she...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 14, 2012

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    I Am Miserable Because Of You

    the story of us: I fall for this guy who is 15 and i am 17 he is also my friends younger brother but omg i loved him.He loved me to maybe back then i don't really know i never really know.We had a huge honey moon phase at the beginning where everything was just sweet and...
    tulipsrock tulipsrock 16-17, F Jan 4, 2013

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    It sucks. I've been sick off and on since November, but the last couple of weeks have been bad. I'd love to be able to go out but I can't right now. So what does the hubs do? Go...
    wintershawl wintershawl 36-40, F 6 Responses Feb 7

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    I am currently drinking a beer in the dark alone. I should be at a hockey game but my friends had to drop out at the last minute and I couldn't stand going to another function by...
    lostinthought17 lostinthought17 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    I like younger girls n pretty much all races, n I'm ready for sex all the time. I also like to some degree older girls to.
    Rock162 Rock162 41-45, M 3 Responses Feb 17

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    Lately I've simply lost the excitement for anything social. Can't get buzzed about seeing friends or meeting new people, and when I do, I just zone out and get feelings of anxiety...
    sonnybastard sonnybastard 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    Who is positive all the time? I have no shame to say that I get down, blue, depressed whatever you want to call it. I'm ok with knowing that I sometimes feel off. It's me and I...
    hal48 hal48 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 4

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    Not all the time, but enough to be entertained or annoyed by it at varying intervals.
    AsteroidBlues6 AsteroidBlues6 36-40, M 1 day ago

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    I hate my stinkin' f*cking life So damn f*cking much.
    LoveLovingElmer LoveLovingElmer 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    It's been over four years and I still have flashbacks to that terrible time. Four years.....four long years......I am healing, or at least that is what I tell myself. I am in...
    survivorthrujesus survivorthrujesus 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 9

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    two weeks. in two weeks I will see your face. I will be sitting in that mahogany chair next to the judge telling my story to a bunch of strangers in suits. eyes will be watching me...
    danielle18 danielle18 18-21, F 7 Responses Feb 3

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    People think that time heals all wounds I was raped when I was 14 I'm 19 now and even know I have flashbacks or cry when I fall asleep thinking about it. Rapist don't realise that...
    elizachloe06 elizachloe06 18-21, F Feb 14

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    Honestly I don't give a **** what you think of me.....you hate me--fine, but there's no need to come to ear and tell me that 10000 times! You think I'm weird and that's not okay to...
    CantHelpThinking CantHelpThinking 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 3

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    When I was 12, I was raped by a stranger. I'm 18 now & if I cant find happiness... I don't want to live anymore I feel like I don't deserve to be happy or that I even deserve to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Feb 7

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    Self explanatory, given my meds aren't doing as much as I'd hoped. I really am sick of feeling like I suck at life but I don't have the motivation to do anything. I'm just tired...
    AmoriaKane AmoriaKane 18-21, F Feb 8

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    Present time included, it's very weird... lol
    TurningTrixta TurningTrixta 16-17, M Feb 11

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    I can't go to the bathroom.I'm like this all of the time.It doesn't matter what I eat or when.I don't know what to do.
    Amethystgem98 Amethystgem98 36-40, F Feb 14

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    7 days ago i was beaten an raped.....i spent the time after it happened hiding under my bed crying an couldnt stop replaying wat happened in my mind everytime i close my eyes i see...
    SweetGazePup SweetGazePup 18-21, M Feb 19

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    So he finally hurt another girl. I have tears in my eyes. He got an underage girl pregnant. I feel that if I would have reported it when he hurt me then she wouldn't have to go...
    ddc95 ddc95 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 21

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    Every time I go onto the internet I look at stuff (mainly gay) that if my wife found would hurt her feelings. So each time I come off the internet I hide who I really am and climb...
    bibottomiand bibottomiand 51-55, M 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    And before time demands our goodbye, can u sing me a last lullabye ?
    Feelinthebeat Feelinthebeat 46-50, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I love being optimistic, but lets face it. Life's not all sunshine and rainbow ponies.
    londonbr1dge londonbr1dge 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 9

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    I have terrible allergies and never go anywhere without Kleenex. Several boxes at home, another in the car and always have five or six folded in my shirt pocket.
    Smokedog32 Smokedog32 66-70, M 5 days ago

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    Sorry, sorry sorry... that's all I ever say. Well screw that. I'm done saying it. there's no need for it. I never do anything wrong!
    ashleythis ashleythis 31-35, F 5 days ago

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    Been drinking again. All I wish I had is a female to give me some nice good head.
    truthdtold truthdtold 26-30, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I want someone to **** me senseless tonight, I need the distraction. If I'm not in bed with a hot older man or a pretty girl tonight I might actually go insane.
    ThatBitch15 ThatBitch15 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 2

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    Mostly emotional. I keep going back to the past, try to reason with old friend/boyfriends. It just turns out terrible.
    Mathclass1999 Mathclass1999 13-15, F Feb 4

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    I'm stupidly clumsy and always do things that come back to bite me later.
    UnfinishedStar UnfinishedStar 18-21, F Feb 5

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    always horny but too shy and awkward to get a girl.
    GaryBlauman GaryBlauman 26-30, M 2 Responses Feb 5

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    My name, Amanda, literally means "worthy of love" but I sure as hell don't feel like I am. I just keep getting rejected by everyone, and no one has a clue how horrible I feel. I'm...
    classAteam classAteam 16-17, F Feb 8

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    I want to be ****** right now
    sexywhw sexywhw 26-30, F 5 Responses Feb 9

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    I lied to my friend in another state about having a boyfriend and I don't want my mother to find out because she explicitly told me not to say that. And I've told this same friend...
    AminaC AminaC 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 9

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    I'm ridiculously horny 24/7. I always have to change my panties because they're always soak, and I get turned on really easy.
    Iamgr8t3r Iamgr8t3r 18-21, F 18 Responses Feb 9

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    I can't get it off my mind. I need it now!
    Andrewwo Andrewwo 22-25, M Feb 10

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    I'm sick of feeling this way, there is nothing good about me. I'm a waste of life.
    louisr louisr 16-17, M Feb 13

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    I love to be pleasures. I love when someone is on tune with my desires and they give me the ultimate pleasure
    Davisperrz3 Davisperrz3 46-50, F 9 Responses Feb 14

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    Ok so what I want to say is,my dreams never get me anywhere really.most of them is about me doing something with a type of power I have which is awesome.Even when it comes to...
    x905NEONknight x905NEONknight 13-15, F Feb 15

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