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I Am Lonely All the Damn Time

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 124 People

    I Am Miserable Because Of You

    the story of us: I fall for this guy who is 15 and i am 17 he is also my friends younger brother but omg i loved him.He loved me to maybe back then i don't really know i never really know.We had a huge honey moon phase at the beginning where everything was just sweet and...
    tulipsrock tulipsrock 16-17, F Jan 4, 2013

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    I Was Married For 25 Years In A Loveless Adulterated Marriage

    I stayed because of the kids and did my duty to raise them to the ages of 19 and 22. I travelled all the time so it gave her plenty of money and time to well cheat and support other men. I finally left. After Leaving my daughter was supposed to come and see me on thanksgiving,she...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 14, 2012

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    It's Like I'm A Wall: Unless Someone Bumps Into Me, They Never Notice Me

    It's lonely. And the only thing i can rely on is my computer, books, and that's it. I just wish I was born outgoing or popular so I don't have to worry about talking to people or getting noticed.
    tinkerbellhey tinkerbellhey 13-15, F Oct 28, 2012

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    "i Will Always Be Alone Until You Find Me"

    i  thought i was in love when i was married, but after a year into it, i found i wasn't. I felt guilty,because my husband was so i stayed as long as i could, pretending and suffering. I knew and still know that my soul mate is out there looking for me, i just wish there was some...
    timeseeker timeseeker 51-55, F 2 Responses Sep 21, 2011

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    Is There Anybody Out There Really?

    I live in a loveless marriage, with a man who has dyslexia and ADD tendencies.  My child is dyspraxic and also has ADD tendencies.  They are both hard to talk to, yet I know its not their fault.  I'm more lonely around them than I am when I'm by myself.  In...
    Annakey Annakey 36-40, F 8 Responses Feb 9, 2008

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    Lost

    I feel as if no one will ever understand me I am just here I am all alone It's just me It's black in here The voices They are in my head Why can't I forget I don't want to remember you Your love Torn away All I ever Was Is Nothing
    DavieaXO DavieaXO 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 18, 2013

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    Consumed By Loneliness

    When I was 15 my 14 year old girlfriend started having sex with my father...this went on for 5-6 months before her parents found out about it...I was the first one to find out I was downstairs on the computer when I heard them...evedentally she snuck down their before me...she...
    egckiller egckiller 21-25, M 7 Responses Aug 15, 2008

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    shinjorai shinjorai 36-40, M 1 Response Sep 9

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    Nobody knows. Nobody understands. Nobody has a clue of the amount of pain I'm in everyday
    InternetKid905 InternetKid905 13-15, F Sep 13

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    I'm literally stressed out all the time and I can never completely relax and destress. School starts tomorrow and I'm going in to 11th grade and I've been doing really well in...
    nataliekatherine nataliekatherine 13-15 Sep 1

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    Im not saying im completely depressed all the time, but i know that even when im happy ill always be sad.. y'know? It's like im not meant to be happy... I get into depressed states...
    Gallowsweet Gallowsweet 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    Well maybe not all the time but most of the time because my eyes can't take contacts for too many hours without complaining and getting dry.
    glassesfriendcy glassesfriendcy 26-30, T 1 Response Sep 9

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    Hmmmm I think this is just all the women's fantasies. That or demons are just heterosexually perverted as hell.
    Banned4SmthinStpid Banned4SmthinStpid 70+, M 1 Response Sep 7

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    Thee Onlyy Thinq Thtt Matters, Att All, In This Wholee Huqee Universee, Is Iff You'ree Happyyy. Ntt Jst Okayyyy, Ntt Jst Contentt, Bt Happyyy...
    conniee3 conniee3 18-21, F Sep 7

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    This isn't unnatural right? Because I always get aroused at random times when nothing is even happening and I'm so used to it but I hope it's not unnatural.
    lilbum97 lilbum97 16-17, F 6 Responses Sep 8

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    I just can't stop. She's on my mind constantly. I try to think about something else but my thoughts always go back to her. I love her so much. I long to be with her. I yearn for...
    ywilliam31 ywilliam31 16-17, M Sep 12

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    I can't wear contacts because of dry eye. So, If I want to read anything, I am forced to wear glasses. The only time I don't wear them is when I exercise. I decided that if I had...
    Deedle623 Deedle623 51-55, F 1 Response Sep 16

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    I kept coming back to this perfectly timed photo and couldn't stop giggling.
    SuperWomanFly SuperWomanFly 22-25, F Sep 22

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    It is true I am human not a robot. I have days when things I am dealing with get to much for me and bring me down and I can not pretend I am ok and happy. I am like everyone else I...
    misguidedthoughts misguidedthoughts 31-35, F 4 days ago

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    it keeps the dreams / nightmares that are intertwined with flashbacks away.... and if i dont sleep, i dont have to spend hours trying to find the energy and a reason to get up...
    TheHiddenMoon TheHiddenMoon 22-25, F 19 hrs ago

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    By my dad's friends, my brother's friends & every other person! No, i'm not sad, it's just that I love being silent.
    mahdiraza mahdiraza 16-17, M 4 hrs ago

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    It's my concentration face. I look dejected and I can't help it. After every test, somebody always goes "Are you okay" and that just makes me mad cause I WAS okay then you ask me...
    GetYourFreakOn GetYourFreakOn 16-17, F 15 mins ago

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    It's embarrassing, I feel so bad.
    Dyylaanxx Dyylaanxx 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    I am 17 but I've been able to feel these things since I was 13. It's very strange because my best friend can see these things but she can't feel them. I can't see them but I can...
    TheBeatlemaniac TheBeatlemaniac 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 7

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    I'm 16 turning 17 soon and I've felt spirits and possibly demons touch me. I even feel like their standing in the Corning of my room or standing right next to me looking at me. I...
    lunamaple lunamaple 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 7

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    I miss having someone there, that feeling of always nervousness when he was coming over or when I saw him. I just want the small things back of holding hands and pecks on the...
    ShatteredButNotLost ShatteredButNotLost 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 8

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    ...it seems to me! I get quite excited in everyday life, thinking about the girls I meet, and lately, some of the guys!
    Mstroig Mstroig 18-21, F Sep 8

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    Message us girls to chat or whatever ;)
    ryanmona ryanmona 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 9

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    Wife dominating on what aap She has now decided to make me her dog.we were talking n trying to live Femdom lifestyle from long. She is out n giving me instruction on food drink...
    Tobbyslave Tobbyslave 31-35, M Sep 9

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    You can call me four eyes.
    krazykaylove krazykaylove 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    I'm a 58 year old man and I have been dressing in fem for 5 years now and I loved wearing women's clothing so much that on 08-07-2014 I started taking feminine hormones so I could...
    dantodawn dantodawn 51-55, T 1 Response Sep 11

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    I'm Jstt Tryin To Do Shitt Forr Myselff & Makee Myselff Happyy ...
    conniee3 conniee3 18-21, F Sep 11

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    I want to talk to girls who were spanked when they were little
    marie756 marie756 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 14

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    So I cursed out my mother today. I want you guys to tell me what you would do to me(as a punishment) first before I say what really happened. Start the comments! Also I want full...
    Romeo0234 Romeo0234 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 14

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    Love woman who like to show there breast, to random people.
    sweetwilliam75 sweetwilliam75 36-40, M Sep 17

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    I am literally angry probably.... 14 out of the 16 hours I'm awake every day. The littlest things p*ss me off. It's like never ending. Maybe I'm nuts lol!
    schliz33 schliz33 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Saying 'Oh'! like you get it but you still have no idea ..
    SexyNightmare SexyNightmare 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    What an underestimate.....
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I even wear my glasses in the showers.reason is because I'm scared the water ghost will come after me.Yes,I still am scared of ghosts even though I know they're not real.Stupid...
    JoeyNight JoeyNight 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    I had wear glasses since I was 13 year old. I am nearsighted. I don't wear glasses when I am taking shower or sleeping.
    mother1983 mother1983 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I have had to wear glasses since I was 11 years old because I am short sighted.
    chunkyal chunkyal 46-50, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    It's been three years and he still won't leave me alone. I just want him to leave me alone. When will this torcher ever end?I want the images gone. If I can't live without him...
    scarsthatsmile scarsthatsmile 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I did it today, out of fear. I was in the bathroom, walking to the toilet, but beforeI could, someone pounded on thee door. I thought I was home alone.
    LittleStain LittleStain 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I was raped. I have terrible nightmares of my attack. I hate the men who violated me! I wish they were dead!
    angkath80 angkath80 31-35, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    I am so lonely all the time. I dont understand why. I've felt like this my whole life, in fact I dont really remember a time where I felt like I wasnt alone or that I was a part of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 12

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    I love making people happy. But I can't seem to make myself happy. I feel lonely all the time even though i have friends. I just don't have anybody to really talk to anymore.
    Givingtree08 Givingtree08 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 1

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    Im so lonely and bored and exhausted all the time. Im a pretty positive person and i love being happy. I have a friend though, who i love dearly, but he just brings me down a lot...
    thekittykat thekittykat 13-15, F 6 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    Do you know that time when you just start to think. "The time passed me by so fast and in this time, here and now, I'm still is lonely". I think I'm lonely since I remember myself...
    1plum 1plum 16-17, F 2 Responses