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I Am Lonely On Christmas Eve

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 18 People

    Never Have Been Before.

    My entire family left, I don't know where they are, either.  My aunt and uncle did not come to pick me up before their family party tonight, so I don't really know when they'll be here.  I really hope they did not forget about me.  I was texting my...
    BellasHappyPlace BellasHappyPlace 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 24, 2009

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    I Miss Being Younger On Christmas Eve

    I never felt lonely on this day before but just knowing the family I celerbrate it with is breaking up before my eyes is hard and other then them I have no friends to speak of so each holiday is just a lonely day.
    MissTori MissTori 18-21, F Dec 24, 2012

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    Hixx, So Sad

    Me too........ and I am here. It is so empty to me now... I call my ex-boy but hear a feelingless sound... It makes me worser...    How to make me better this season.
    vicky83 vicky83 26-30, F 4 Responses Dec 25, 2009

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    First Sad Xmas

    Not sure how it all started, but worked late on thursday and tried to get into the Christams spirit.  I had hope to have a joyful time with family and my husband...but by 8:30 pm I knew something was wrong.  Husband became very quite and just did not want to talk much...
    tryingtobe tryingtobe 51-55, F 1 Response Dec 25, 2009

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    Me Too

    Nobody's hommmmmme but me..that's why I'm on EP!
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Dec 24, 2009

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    I've honestly never had friends, not even as a small child. I was always that one quiet kid that everyone thought was creepy or weird that played alone in the graveyard while...
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    I am married for the second time and feel so lonely. I lay in bed just wanting to be held and not be the strong one anymore, but to be loved and cherished. this has gone on years...
    tiffsica tiffsica 41-45, F 6 Responses Apr 12

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    any lonely women or girls want to skype ? sent me a msg there to iba.daggie or send me a msg here in EP
    boxersoff4u boxersoff4u 51-55, M 4 hrs ago

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    yeah its me, the guy who sits in the corner alone on every party
    adriankevin adriankevin 22-25, M 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    Christmas is a wonderful holiday. I love how everyone seems to be in a much better mood. I love listening to Christmas music, watching Christmas movies and decorating. I love...
    WalkAwayFromTheSun WalkAwayFromTheSun 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    Waking up on Christmas morning is like waking up during your birthday but better. But even being a child and waking on Christmas is like getting a new pair of shoes but much better...
    liveisintheair liveisintheair 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    Sort of hate Christmas sort of love it. I really have mixed feelings for Christmas; as much as I love Christmas but sometimes I have second thoughts because I don't know what kind...
    andrewvickers andrewvickers 22-25, M Apr 11

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    I'm not Christian, but I like to celebrate Christmas as a secular holiday. I love decorating the Christmas tree, baking gingerbread men, getting gifts for those I care, the...
    Letmebee Letmebee 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 2

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    I used to carry a chip on my shoulder all the time believing that every person is bad..my outlook changed 4 years ago. The state agreed that my nieces were going to be placed with...
    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 7

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    Australian Christmas Here comes Santa Claus, here comes Santa Claus, Sweating his fat away Here comes Santa Claus, here comes Santa Claus, Water-skis on his sleigh Never...
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 2 Responses Apr 11

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    I bailed on my family on Christmas Day. I left without telling them until I was quite a ways down the road. Had beef jerky for Christmas dinner. I'm never going back. **** them...
    rchambers rchambers 41-45, M 4 days ago

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    I don't feel sorry for myself. I don't feel the need to be needy. Do I feel lonely? Yes but it's okay,I can live with this feeling because I understand why I am lonely. Life can...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 46-50, M 2 Responses Mar 30

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    Its another lonely evening In another lonely town But I ain't to young to worry And I ain't to old to cry When a woman gets me down Got another empty bottle In another empty bed...
    pecos666 pecos666 36-40, M 1 Response Mar 28

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    It took me a lot of beating myself(mentally, of course) just to sign up into this wonderful website and express what I've been feeling for the past years. You see, I feel like...
    rizinity rizinity 16-17, F 6 Responses Apr 5

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    When I was 16-17 I became depressed. I would have morbid thoughts about suicide. I got into the habit of cutting for a while. was lonely, lost lot of friends,was made fun of. My...
    Baaroque Baaroque 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 10

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    I think loneliness can be like a chronic disease. I am 41 and have a wife and kids, but I've never felt more lonely. Some people might not understand that. I am very happy with my...
    secondchance4u secondchance4u 36-40, M 4 Responses Apr 11

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    I hate being alone just as much as I hate being in a relationship! Does that make me crazy? As of late I have noticed that my depression is getting the better of me because I am...
    ShivaTrishul ShivaTrishul 22-25, F Apr 12

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    Ever since I've been little life has always been a struggle. My uncle molested my sister and I was a very close second seeing his hard nakedness over me. When I got older I got...
    dontgiveup1 dontgiveup1 26-30, F 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    I wrote this as a story. Sorry, it's long. This story has multiple beginnings. The first was December 13th last year at a friend’s 16th birthday party where I got out of my...
    sishx sishx 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    A lot of the reason behind why I'm sad and alone is that I'm too picky. I have this idea in my head of what kind of guy I'd like to date, but that isn't why I'm still single and...
    hniki21 hniki21 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 30

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    12 years ago it really started, altho I did not feel that lonely at that point. For 12 years I have perhaps had 20~ visitors, and visited people. It is easy to remeber, altho the...
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I have found a solution to cure this loneliness I am experiencing!! I found it through alanon! Most every human on the planet qualifies for membership as we all have been affected...
    nikkionelove nikkionelove 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 22

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    I am not so sure I want to not be lonely anymore... finding someone could be tragic... It is like finding death... Lonely has a place in my heart now... A constant empty space I...
    nocool nocool 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 23

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    Hello, I am lonely. Why I feel this way I don't understand. I have a wonderful family I talk to and see everyday just about. I have "friends" but, not many that I trust or see all...
    Hatred69 Hatred69 26-30, M 5 Responses Apr 6

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    Im not good in english.. So it Will be hard for me to understand and Write, But i Will try. Yes im lonely! Im so lonely! I dont have A Lot of friends and Them i have, im not close...
    kamillemille kamillemille 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 29

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    my favorite Christmas movie is home alone and home alone 2
    carlosgalindo2015 carlosgalindo2015 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 1

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    Shattered Busted Frayed Broken...into a million pieces Parts numb Parts callused Parts pleading to feel Lonely Screaming .....words of my heart.. Years given Years endured...
    WithinTheHeart WithinTheHeart 36-40, F 7 Responses Apr 10

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    I shouldn't feel lonely, I have a family, a fiancé, two happy children and a happy family. Often I feel left out and lonely, I work less hours than my mrs and do a lot of the...
    maxos maxos 31-35, M 2 days ago

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    I am so lonely , my husband is not attractive to me anymore. I have tried to get a long with him, but he irritates me, i just don't know if i can do this anymore. I am so close...
    jdamselfly jdamselfly 36-40, F 31 Responses Mar 26

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    I'm not lonely anymore. I'm past lonely but not sad anymore. I'm terrible with people. Love yourself in a non narasiric way is what I learned is the only option I have. I'm too...
    ruserious23 ruserious23 26-30, M Mar 28

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    Lonely I am so lonely I have nobody for my own
    anonymousxxg anonymousxxg 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    I think the majority of people are lonely, we stick our faces in our phones to try and hide from the world the fact that we are actually lonely ourselves. We have lost the ability...
    celine123123 celine123123 18-21, F 12 Responses Mar 29

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    The man I love obviously doesn't love me back. I'm sad hurt and lonely. I don't trust anyone. To him I'm just an option. I really like him. It's either be with him or continue to...
    Fierrrrce Fierrrrce 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    I am so horribly lonely, This wasn't what I signed up for - although there were warning signs. Once we married he stopped taking the purple pills and now I am loath to be...
    dee5372jay dee5372jay 36-40 1 Response Apr 3

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    There's a tremendous difference between alone and lonely. You could be lonely in a group of people. I like being alone. I like eating by myself. I go home at
    tiya78 tiya78 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    I have a lot of people around me, but the majority of them are professionals involved in my care. I have one family member i'm close to but I can't talk to him when i'm lonely or...
    LinkinParkMuse LinkinParkMuse 26-30, F 3 Responses