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I Am Lonely On Christmas Eve

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 19 People

    First Sad Xmas

    Not sure how it all started, but worked late on thursday and tried to get into the Christams spirit.  I had hope to have a joyful time with family and my husband...but by 8:30 pm I knew something was wrong.  Husband became very quite and just did not want to talk much...
    tryingtobe tryingtobe 51-55, F 1 Response Dec 25, 2009

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    Hixx, So Sad

    Me too........ and I am here. It is so empty to me now... I call my ex-boy but hear a feelingless sound... It makes me worser...    How to make me better this season.
    vicky83 vicky83 26-30, F 4 Responses Dec 25, 2009

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    I Miss Being Younger On Christmas Eve

    I never felt lonely on this day before but just knowing the family I celerbrate it with is breaking up before my eyes is hard and other then them I have no friends to speak of so each holiday is just a lonely day.
    MissTori MissTori 18-21, F Dec 24, 2012

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    Never Have Been Before.

    My entire family left, I don't know where they are, either.  My aunt and uncle did not come to pick me up before their family party tonight, so I don't really know when they'll be here.  I really hope they did not forget about me.  I was texting my...
    BellasHappyPlace BellasHappyPlace 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 24, 2009

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    Me Too

    Nobody's hommmmmme but me..that's why I'm on EP!
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Dec 24, 2009

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