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I Am Lonely On Christmas Eve

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 19 People

    Never Have Been Before.

    My entire family left, I don't know where they are, either.  My aunt and uncle did not come to pick me up before their family party tonight, so I don't really know when they'll be here.  I really hope they did not forget about me.  I was texting my...
    BellasHappyPlace BellasHappyPlace 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 24, 2009

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    Me Too

    Nobody's hommmmmme but me..that's why I'm on EP!
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Dec 24, 2009

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    Hixx, So Sad

    Me too........ and I am here. It is so empty to me now... I call my ex-boy but hear a feelingless sound... It makes me worser...    How to make me better this season.
    vicky83 vicky83 26-30, F 4 Responses Dec 25, 2009

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    I Miss Being Younger On Christmas Eve

    I never felt lonely on this day before but just knowing the family I celerbrate it with is breaking up before my eyes is hard and other then them I have no friends to speak of so each holiday is just a lonely day.
    MissTori MissTori 18-21, F Dec 24, 2012

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    First Sad Xmas

    Not sure how it all started, but worked late on thursday and tried to get into the Christams spirit.  I had hope to have a joyful time with family and my husband...but by 8:30 pm I knew something was wrong.  Husband became very quite and just did not want to talk much...
    tryingtobe tryingtobe 51-55, F 1 Response Dec 25, 2009

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    I love it so much I start planning the next Christmas just as the last one finishes. Lol
    Addy123x Addy123x 13-15, M 8 hrs ago

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    LOVELOVELOVE. Just as soon it ends, the countdown begins till next year! Seems like Christmas shopping starts earlier and earlier each year. Probably by mid-Sept we will start...
    sammy0289 sammy0289 26-30, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    It's weird. I have some friends, yet I still feel lonely. There are times, when I am in a crowded room with lots of people and somehow still feel lonely. The friends I have aren't...
    SmartYetUgly SmartYetUgly 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    I don't feel sorry for myself. I don't feel the need to be needy. Do I feel lonely? Yes but it's okay,I can live with this feeling because I understand why I am lonely. Life can be...
    thebustierthebetter thebustierthebetter 46-50, M 5 days ago

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    Even when we're sitting in the same room we're so distant. He sits on his phone on reddit, reading and laughing at things he reads like I'm not even there. It used to bug me. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    My heart's desires flowed out in my tears Even as I kept faith with you, I remained so lonely. Life became an unquenchable thirst And love stories stayed incomplete. Even as I...
    AsfaqAlam AsfaqAlam 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    It's funny where life takes you sometimes. You can meet one person who can change the entire course of your life. Would you be willing to give up your future goals, give up seeing...
    Milesaway3 Milesaway3 26-30, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    Lonely, for me, means abandoned, or one is sad because she is alone. And with my dad telling me to "Change the way I think" and my mom asking me to "Cut the emotional crap out...
    BlackRosesAmongLilies BlackRosesAmongLilies 13-15 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Being alone isn't technically lonely, but when you have no choice BUT to be alone it definitely feels odd and lonely. I feel as if school is the only get away I have. Even my home...
    anon0109 anon0109 22-25, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I really don know why i joined here and not sure if its going to be of any help at all. But still here i am like always hoping for something if not good or best. I am a very...
    livinglikeaghost livinglikeaghost 26-30, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    I am alone and lonely and even when I am not alone i am lonely and I'm afraid I won't change and I will stay lonely forever
    saddestrabbit saddestrabbit 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 27

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    I'm 20 years old, I live with my parents & sister. I'm In college I have no friends at all. I am so lonely my sister doesn't like talking to me. My parents are always busy...
    whenyourinmyshoes whenyourinmyshoes 18-21, F 16 Responses Jul 26

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    I have a neighbor who is so obsessive compulsive . Is ready for every holiday months before . She was over yesterday July 25,th and was telling me how she has made her gift tags...
    Iamtheoriginaldancemom Iamtheoriginaldancemom 46-50, F 4 Responses Jul 26

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    I am so lonely at nite I just don't understand why I should be happy but I am not feels like my life is going downhill fast I do miss half my family they were a big part of me when...
    Norman25 Norman25 46-50, M Jul 25

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    Reading so many of these stories.....so many marriages lacking for one reason or another. As we grow older and life changes us, sometimes we can no longer be the person we were and...
    sillysoo sillysoo 46-50, F 14 Responses Jul 25

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    Santa is a Woman I hate to be the one to defy sacred myth, but I believe he's a she. Think about it. Christmas is a big, organized, warm, fuzzy, nurturing social deal, and I have...
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 2 Responses Jul 24

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    Santa is a Woman I hate to be the one to defy sacred myth, but I believe he's a she. Think about it. Christmas is a big, organized, warm, fuzzy, nurturing social deal, and I have...
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 1 Response Jul 24

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    For the longest time I've been a loner. I fall in and out of friendships that don't last longer than 3 months. I spend all my time alone. No one ever texts me or calls me and my...
    FightingForRecovery FightingForRecovery 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 24

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    I am lonely, its vacation, and well i have no one, it happiness every year. But im not just lonely becase its vacation, im lonely because i have no one, to an extent im an in the...
    HiIAmHana HiIAmHana 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 24

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    I feel bereft. My mind, a lonely and desolate place where thoughts congregate to rot, and dissolve into nothingness. A meaning is all i ask. A reply.... even more so. Sometimes I...
    Futuresdiary Futuresdiary 13-15, M 1 Response Jul 24

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    It embarrasses me to say it but I am. I am approaching 30, single and no kids. I work in childcare and the kids seem to really like me and I build up great bonds with them. But as...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 9 Responses Jul 23

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    Its hurts when someone you are taking to blocks you. I'm not good with people, but generally think I'm ok at conversation. I hate it when I offend someone or something and it...
    anewman1993 anewman1993 22-25, M 3 Responses Jul 22

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    Ive never really felt lonely, until now. For some reason. I usually enjoy being by myself because its less stressful, but lately Ive been doing things all day long, and havent...
    moretotheeyes moretotheeyes 18-21, F Jul 22

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    When I'm lonely it really hurts cause no one ever feels your pain. I hide this pain cause really no one will ever understand even a graduated psychologist. I swear im all alone...
    kristine1267 kristine1267 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    my favorite time of year...Christmas. I always remember the happy times with my family. I have a rather large family and for the last 23 years we haven't gotten together. my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 20

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    I'd be willing to bet if you asked most people what their favorite holiday is that most of them would say Christmas, not not me. Christmas is my 2nd favorite holiday behind...
    marlene41298 marlene41298 16-17, F Jul 19

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    Am I depressed because I am lonely, or am I lonely because I am depressed?? I don't know the difference..
    halohai halohai 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    I love everything about Christmas from decorations to the food (I hate receiving I'd rather give then receive). I LOVE LOOKING AT THE CHRISTMAS LIGHTS AND CHRISTMAS MUSIC
    eddie2448 eddie2448 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 18

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    I was in a relationship with someone a while back. I realized that it made me feel even more distant and lonely most of the time. I am already and extremely lonely person..so this...
    WhisperingGrass WhisperingGrass 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 18

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    Hi everyone. As I write this I am wide awake trying to get some sleep, but failing. I consider myself to be an honourable, kind and loyal person. I follow the rules, I try my best...
    Cantthinkofagoodname Cantthinkofagoodname 22-25, F 14 Responses Jul 17

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    I really just want to talk to someone. My life sucks, I can't get out of my house cause I feel sick all the time and the doctors don't have a clue. I just want someone to talk to...
    anewman1993 anewman1993 22-25, M 4 Responses Jul 16

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    Especially this year. My sister's coming home for Christmas, only if it's for a little while, we're all together.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 16

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    I'm so damn lonely. I have some health issues, I'm not going to go into them cause thats not the point of this post. But I'm mostly homebound, even though I don't look it. I try to...
    anewman1993 anewman1993 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 15

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    "People think they know me but they don't. Not really. Actually, I am one of the loneliest people on this earth. I cry sometimes, because it hurts. It does. To be honest, I guess...
    iSpyce iSpyce 26-30, F 8 Responses Jul 14

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    Yes im lonely. But ive come to terms with it. Im used to it and aceapted the fact ill probly be lonely the rest of my life
    Averageguy41011 Averageguy41011 41-45, M 3 Responses Jul 14

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    I hear it every day " You're so Beautiful, inside and out" " You're so smart, and talented".. "You're amazing.. I wish I had a woman like you"... No one would ever know I'm so...
    ThejuShow ThejuShow 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 14

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    I feel quite lonely at the moment and have felt this way for several months since Electroconvulsive Therapy (Ec.T.) significantly reduced (but didn't cure) the depression from...
    TrafficKook TrafficKook 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 14