I Am Lonely Without Him

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 107 People

    I'M Never Going To Be Alright...

    Today I was getting ready to go to put in some job applications. I needed to get my resume off of my netbook and onto my flash drive (so I could use the desktop computer to print it). So I plugged in my flash drive, and found a folder containing photos of me and my ex from our...
    pinkegg pinkegg
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 12, 2013

    Very....

    When my boyfriend is not around I am very lonely, and Miss him very much, I hate being without him, and feel so lonely when he is not around, or when he works late nights....It really sucks!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 10, 2009

    Dare

    I've loved this guy since I moved to --- on the last semester of 7th grade. Before this I had bad fights with my mom so when I moved I thought everything would be better, everything would be ok... it wasn't it only got worse...and worse. This guy was cute funny,we had the same...
    Jan 9, 2013

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     I miss hiiiiimmmmmmmmmm!!!!!!!!!! (6:56 am) I miss hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiim!!!!!!! (6:57 am) Where is he???  (6:58 am) Is he okay???     (6:59 am) I miss hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiim!!!!!!!!! (7:00 am)
    bublina bublina
    18-21, F
    7 Responses Oct 19, 2009

    Very...

    I am so lonely without you sometimes. I crawl into bed at night, or early in the morning, and I just ache for you so much. Wishing you were there more than anything. When we are not talking it feels like my days are so much longer, because I await to talk to you again. I Love you...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 3, 2011

    Our Relation Is Kind of Like Fading ....

    I used to skip tuitions to meet him up, two of my friends help me keep that secret from my mom, one of them told my mom. So it's like I can't go find him anymore. After that day, we usually go on web cams and see each other and talk to each other. But now it's kind of like no...
    MissBlurr MissBlurr
    13-15, F
    Aug 21, 2009

    I just can't imagine my life without him.

    Since the day he came into my life, it have been perfect. And I've got used to being extremely happy through these 7 months. Got used to waking up with a smile on my face when I see a message "good morning beautiful". Got used to falling asleep knowing that he will be there for...
    dropdeadwilma dropdeadwilma
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 21, 2014

    So Lonely.

    I am tired of always being alone.  Text messages and IMs don't keep me warm at night.  They don't accompany me to stores, festivals, and road trips.
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin
    22-25, F
    8 Responses Jun 6, 2009

    Veryy Lonely

    My boyfriend is so far apart from me... through a railway train would take about 40 minutes I guess... I don't know how long it takes driving there.... I really really hope I could go to him right now...He have to work there.... Sigh.... He's not here to make me feel warm when I...
    MissBlurr MissBlurr
    13-15, F
    1 Response Sep 1, 2009

    Not Intrested

    He texts me, he calls me, what do i have to do to ssend him the message? 3 times i felt bad and he felt the pain of rejection. i tell him an excuse that is not true. he says he will wait. he is sweet but not my type. why won't he move on? why can i not be meaner to him? i pray...
    juliet4ever juliet4ever
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Jan 16, 2012

    Lonely and Anxious

    As I sit here, alone, in my living room, trying to keep my mind busy, I can't help but feel lonely.  I hate being away from him.  I hate thinking of being apart.  I hate not being in his arms.  I'm lonely and anxious and it's making me crazy. *Sigh* I ...
    CuriosityKitten CuriosityKitten
    31-35, F
    24 Responses May 30, 2009

    Lost

    So my boyfriend left for thailand at midnight last night. He's only going for 9 days. But already i'm missing him like crazy. And it hasn't even been 24 hours since i saw him last. We've spent probably 95%+ of the last 7 months together. He's so much more than boyfriend, he's...
    jasminjane jasminjane
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jun 24, 2009

    I Miss Him

    I'm not replying much to anything he sends me. He "liked" my status today. I got happy seeing his name. Ugh. Still, I won't reply much to him. I got a long text from him the other night. I replied but not much. He sent me pictures, I didn't reply until he sent a second text hours...
    writingablog writingablog
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jan 15, 2012

    Stupid

    i was with him for 19yrs, nursed him through a heart attack, bailed him out of bankruptsy,, took out a mortgage on the house, nothing in writing, then on mohters day , he ran of with a 30 +,  flew to vegas and married her, but doesnt see the grandchildren, but i have to see...
    ohhelp ohhelp
    56-60
    1 Response Dec 23, 2010

    4 U

    My Dearest,  I am missing you every day, every hour and every minute. I am missing that feeling I get when I see a message from you, the words you say to me, the beauty that is totally you. It is those memories of you that sustain me. The things we laugh about and the...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    41-45, F
    38 Responses May 31, 2009

    Mr. Pink

    I didn't have the courage to talk to him face to face though i had five weeks to do so during summer school-was afraid of rejection i suppose. Anywho, I found his youtube account and I knew who he was but he didn't know whou I was. I had crush on him for abut a year and i figured...
    applejackson applejackson
    16-17, F
    Jan 17, 2012

    Without You

    When I don't get to hear from youI feel so lonelyWhen I don't get the chance to see youI feel so lonelyWhen I know you're not thereI feel so lonelyWhen I'm sad, And there's no one to lean onI feel so lonelyWhen I'm thinking silentlyI fell so lonelyThere's no one that I wanna be...
    CMA1234 CMA1234
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Dec 25, 2011

    Oh Snap!

    We were long distance for a while and of course then I was lonely without him but not as much because I was living with my family. I had a job, friends...many things to distract me. Now that I've moved in with him...2 and a half hours away from family, friends, no job...I sit in...
    lucifette lucifette
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jun 24, 2011

    I Need You

    I need to feel your weight, your strength, your heat. I need to see your face and look into the eyes that have so much power over me. I need to taste the sweat I pull from your body and the love inside your kiss. I need to hear the voice that speaks to the deepest part of my soul...
    writingablog writingablog
    31-35, F
    Dec 26, 2011

    My boyfriend going to a movie with his

    coworkers today. We texted all day today but only talked on the phone once today for a couple mins. We usually FaceTime before we go to bed but tonight we can't. I am usually ok with not facetimeing or him going out but last night was a rough night for me. I cryed from 930-1130...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response May 15, 2014

    Very

    When my boyfriend is not around I am very lonely, and Miss him very much, I hate being without him, and feel so lonely when he is not around, or when he works late nights....It really sucks!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Aug 6, 2009

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