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I Am Lonley and Depressed

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    I Know That Feeling...

    I have been lonely and depressed my entire life.I could be in a crowd of ten thousand and still feel this way.I have always been in my own universe,like I was invisible and others couldn't see me.No one has ever understood me.I really wish I could just be a normal person...
    whtswrngwthme whtswrngwthme 41-45, M Mar 29, 2009

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    In a State of Emptiness

    i feel i will always be alone. perhaps it is my anorexia or asperger's that causes people to shy away from me.  i have so many things in life that i havn't experienced.  things that might seem strange to other people in my age group.  im 23, by the way. ...
    ashleyray123 ashleyray123 22-25 3 Responses Mar 5, 2009

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    Its FRiday tommorrow

    and i want to go out and party like everyonelse my age but i have no friends to do that with. im sick of staying in every weekend i feel like im wasting my life away. its depressing me. i suffer from severe anxiety disorder so i find it hard to make new friends etc so i cant win...
    pinkglitteress pinkglitteress 22-25, F 2 Responses May 15, 2014

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    Its FRiday tommorrow

    and i want to go out and party like everyonelse my age but i have no friends to do that with. im sick of staying in every weekend i feel like im wasting my life away. its depressing me. i suffer from severe anxiety disorder so i find it hard to make new friends etc so i cant win...
    pinkglitteress pinkglitteress 22-25, F May 15, 2014

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    EnjoyTheSilenceX EnjoyTheSilenceX 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    I really do think i'm depressed. My guardian won't take me to a doctor to see if something is wrong with me because she says i'll just use it as an excuse for the rest of my life...
    ImYourLady ImYourLady 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    It's weird to admit that. Actually it's almost scary to admit being depressed. Until recently I couldn't even form the words 'I'm depressed', and honestly I still have trouble...
    TrappedInAWonderland TrappedInAWonderland 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 10

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    So, I'm a 16 y/o who's depressed, big deal... That's what I want to be believe. Anyway, I've been depressed for over 2 years, it affected me so much that it got to the point that...
    freedeer freedeer 16-17, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I do not know what to ******* do right now!!! I have been depressed these days!!! I feel lonely, I feel like no cares for me and it is like everyday !!! I feel ugly !!! I am so...
    Katt007 Katt007 18-21, F Jan 5

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    I have been feeling depressed for so many years now I'd rather not count, but I am really starting to question will ever get any bettet for me. As every time I allow myself to...
    dstarbuck dstarbuck 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 6

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    When I feel depressed the thought of eating sickens me. If I am severely depressed I could starve myself for days on end up to a week, instead I drink up to 4 V cans a day (a drink...
    WokenandOpen WokenandOpen 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 9

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    I won't lie, I have suicidal thoughts.. I constantly have a battle with my thoughts and I'm very depressed. I can't even find someone who is loyal enough for me, I am bullied, I...
    YoyoDuckyMomo YoyoDuckyMomo 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    At first I did not know I am depressed. I was just...sad, and completely lack motivation in everything. My chest always feels heavy?not literally?and it is like having a dark and...
    littleowlet littleowlet 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 11

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    I haven't been on here in a really long time. But I'm getting really desperate. I've been in so much physical pain I can't even watch tv anymore. I just wandered around my house...
    Invisibleninja12 Invisibleninja12 18-21, F Jan 14

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    Everywhere I go I don't belong Everywhere I go I am lonely Everywhere I go I am ignored Everywhere I go I am talked about Everywhere I go I am depressed All I want to do is die...
    Newgirl00 Newgirl00 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 14

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    Depression sucks it is something hat cannot be removed easily , when u tell someone not to be depressed it is like telling a blind man to see clearly . Getting depressed cannot be...
    asianahyang96 asianahyang96 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 15

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    I hate it that I don't know what to say when I see a depressed person's story on here. I am an albino with weak eyesight and I hate the sun. My father passed away when I was nine...
    anonymousmuslimteen anonymousmuslimteen 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 16

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    I'm depressed, very depressed I could use a trustworthy person to talk to ...
    blondiebieber17 blondiebieber17 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Just depressed... Wanna cry kinda depressed.
    Christinamarie3095 Christinamarie3095 41-45, T 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    Hello everyone, My name is Danny, I'm 32 yo I'm feeling pretty depressed. I'm feeling this way (mostly) because I live in a very messed up and poor country. More than that, I'm...
    George82F George82F 31-35, M Dec 25, 2014

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    Everything is pointless Did something today that I wouldn't normally do. It doesn't matter. It's dumb. I can't kid myself with morals. I don't really have any. I guess I'm getting...
    NotApplicable NotApplicable 22-25, F Dec 25, 2014

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    i didnt ever wanted to be fall in love with someone from the starting as i didnt liked it. but, i did i dont know how or why but i did and i love her a lot she's my classmate and...
    Varun99 Varun99 13-15, M Dec 26, 2014

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    This is how i look like these past few months being depressed and all. Idk i just don't feel like wearing make up at house or even going out... 
    yalalast yalalast 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 27, 2014

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    I am engaged to the love of my life yet I can't be happy about it or feel excited about wedding planning because I am still depressed over the loss of my parents. I was happy and...
    cicisays13 cicisays13 26-30, F Dec 28, 2014

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    This happens every few months. I get super depressed and don't even want to get out of bed. It's also not helping that people are being jerks. A friend of mine was suppose to text...
    maggiemae89 maggiemae89 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 28, 2014

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    I was really depressed when me and my boyfriend broke it. It felt so weird. I could barely breathe, my heart felt heavy, I lost a lot of weight, I was always alone (but what's new...
    uh2behonest uh2behonest 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    I'm depressed and I really needed someone (knows who she is) but she left The time I needed her the most and i would be so happy if she replied back to me
    TimePrincess TimePrincess 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    My family thinks I'm anti social but really I'm just depressed because the guy I'm in love with hates me.
    bearsgirl03 bearsgirl03 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    My only friend never wants to hang out with me. Every time I ask her she says she is not feeling well or is busy. Today I asked why she never wanted to hangout with me , she said...
    IntrovertedKat IntrovertedKat 16-17, F Dec 29, 2014

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    Been depressed lately, just shook it off now finally. Now get my sh-t back on track, new year resolution drink more water, dehydration can lead to depression.
    YellowBrightLight YellowBrightLight 18-21 2 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    I just can't shake this feeling. I've been depressed for a very long time. it just keeps getting worse and worse. it physically hurts. No matter what i do, the pain won't go away...
    wishingforrecovery wishingforrecovery 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    I Hate being at parties or around people when I feel depressed. I feel like I will cry at any moment and that would be a disaster. Everyone asking what's wrong when I don't know...
    nadia50 nadia50 16-17, M 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    so frigging depressed right now
    Degrassi94 Degrassi94 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    It's one of those mornings. I feel beyond depressed, and I don't want to die at the moment... but that constantly changes. I feel like there is no hope and nothing in my life will...
    ally109 ally109 22-25, F Jan 1

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    really depressed right now
    Degrassi94 Degrassi94 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 1

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    I'm so depressed latly and it's getting worse
    SykikGhost1 SykikGhost1 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 1

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    my best friend hasen't txted me back, or kik-ed me back for the entire winter break. i'm so depressed and i really miss her a lot, idk WTF to do, he sister will only talk to me for...
    DaveEatsToast DaveEatsToast 13-15, M Jan 3

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    Don't read this thanks. I get depressed a lot of times. My social anxiety is through the roof and far worse than it was a year ago. Are they going to fix all of my problems and...
    Mittons Mittons 18-21 Jan 3

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    I had a major breakdown a couple of days ago and my family had to call the ambulance cause I was completely out of it. We were almost at the hospital when I began coming back to my...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F Jan 3

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    I'm a massage therapist and I just started working last month in a new area I just moved to. I've had a decent amount of people but today I had two no shows. :-( So I feel...
    faerieshimmer87 faerieshimmer87 26-30, F 7 Responses Jan 4

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    I think it's more uncommon to find somebody who hasn't been depressed, which is pretty messed it.
    PuckDrop PuckDrop 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 5

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    I don't what I'm going to do with my life. I'm failing school when I used to be a straight a student. I try studying but I have a hard time being able to focus. Even when I do...
    IntrovertedKat IntrovertedKat 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    I can back for a friend and I got told to leave them alone... I just wanted to help you I mean I cared about that person a lot So yeah now just a bit depressed
    Chesher Chesher 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 5

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    I feel that if you knew me you'd be depressed just by the sight of me....
    PrettyUglyPeople PrettyUglyPeople 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 5