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I Am Lonley and Depressed

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    Its FRiday tommorrow

    and i want to go out and party like everyonelse my age but i have no friends to do that with. im sick of staying in every weekend i feel like im wasting my life away. its depressing me. i suffer from severe anxiety disorder so i find it hard to make new friends etc so i cant win...
    pinkglitteress pinkglitteress 22-25, F May 15, 2014

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    I Know That Feeling...

    I have been lonely and depressed my entire life.I could be in a crowd of ten thousand and still feel this way.I have always been in my own universe,like I was invisible and others couldn't see me.No one has ever understood me.I really wish I could just be a normal person...
    whtswrngwthme whtswrngwthme 41-45, M Mar 29, 2009

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    Its FRiday tommorrow

    and i want to go out and party like everyonelse my age but i have no friends to do that with. im sick of staying in every weekend i feel like im wasting my life away. its depressing me. i suffer from severe anxiety disorder so i find it hard to make new friends etc so i cant win...
    pinkglitteress pinkglitteress 22-25, F 2 Responses May 15, 2014

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    In a State of Emptiness

    i feel i will always be alone. perhaps it is my anorexia or asperger's that causes people to shy away from me.  i have so many things in life that i havn't experienced.  things that might seem strange to other people in my age group.  im 23, by the way. ...
    ashleyray123 ashleyray123 22-25 3 Responses Mar 5, 2009

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    Guest4111 Guest4111 13-15, M Feb 18

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    itscarolina27 itscarolina27 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 28

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    Wow didn't know so many users are depressed. Wonder what we're all hoping to find here or are we all just passing the time venting our lives in different experiences?
    tangledweb94 tangledweb94 18-21, M Jan 28

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    VBLOVE1106 VBLOVE1106 26-30, F Jan 30

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    Its just really frustrating, one moment I am happy and doing fine and the next one I am depressed and feel like crying. Does anyone have tips to deal with this?
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    I've been feeling incredibly depressed as of late, I realize everyone around me is experiencing some sort of connection with another person. And I can't do that because I have such...
    ChasingLions ChasingLions 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    I'm depressed I hate life I hate being abandonded I am here cutring myself to hurt by jhonny cash
    matrixwolf matrixwolf 16-17, M Jan 30

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    I need help, I'm not really depressed but I really love my boyfriend to death and really feel like he's the one. Except we've been having problem. He doesn't believe me. He has...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 31

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    Anyone need a friend to talk to because your depressed I'm here
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    I don't like to pity myself, but I need to vent. About 7 months ago, I became bestfriends with a girl and we got super close. Now, we never talk and the only person I have is my...
    brookledsome brookledsome 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 2

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    I'm suffering from mild depression. I realized that we are almost dating for 2 months and by now, in my previous relationships or with people i've talked to, something would go...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 2

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    I've been so depressed since I turned 17. I cried almost everyday with too much pressure and stress from the surrounding. Sometime I find no hope in life, and I just wanna end it...
    Julietxxx Julietxxx 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 2

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    It's strange to come back to this website 2 almost 3 years later, and realize I'm in the same boat I left in. Still cutting, still depressed, still wasting my life. The only thing...
    Lynnboatright Lynnboatright 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 3

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    And it makes me even more depressed.. I want to be happy, but my smile is always fake..
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    ThatBitch15 ThatBitch15 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 3

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    PiscesDream PiscesDream 46-50, F Feb 5

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    Taurus1993s Taurus1993s 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    Ceaser55 Ceaser55 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 5

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