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I Am Lonley and Depressed

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 24 People

    In a State of Emptiness

    i feel i will always be alone. perhaps it is my anorexia or asperger's that causes people to shy away from me.  i have so many things in life that i havn't experienced.  things that might seem strange to other people in my age group.  im 23, by the way. ...
    ashleyray123 ashleyray123 22-25 3 Responses Mar 5, 2009

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    Its FRiday tommorrow

    and i want to go out and party like everyonelse my age but i have no friends to do that with. im sick of staying in every weekend i feel like im wasting my life away. its depressing me. i suffer from severe anxiety disorder so i find it hard to make new friends etc so i cant win...
    pinkglitteress pinkglitteress 22-25, F May 15

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    Its FRiday tommorrow

    and i want to go out and party like everyonelse my age but i have no friends to do that with. im sick of staying in every weekend i feel like im wasting my life away. its depressing me. i suffer from severe anxiety disorder so i find it hard to make new friends etc so i cant win...
    pinkglitteress pinkglitteress 22-25, F 1 Response May 15

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    I Know That Feeling...

    I have been lonely and depressed my entire life.I could be in a crowd of ten thousand and still feel this way.I have always been in my own universe,like I was invisible and others couldn't see me.No one has ever understood me.I really wish I could just be a normal person...
    whtswrngwthme whtswrngwthme 41-45, M Mar 29, 2009

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    FoxyRose FoxyRose 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I seriously have no idea why I am writing this down. I've told a few people that I haven't been feeling well, and some even know how depressed I am. All they could say was "I hope...
    Esturrr Esturrr 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    So, I know someone who is depressed. That someone is not just a someone either, it's surprisingly, a teacher. People don't notice that he has been depressed, but I actually do...
    andiminlovewithyou andiminlovewithyou 22-25 Oct 3

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    There's a battle going on inside me that no one can see. Two forces are fighting for power and control, they are gripping every part of me. How can i be happy, when I am in total...
    taurusboi23 taurusboi23 22-25, M 2 Responses Sep 26

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    for the longest time, when I was younger, I thought I was special. I thought I was unique and I thought I was going to change the world. Of course as I got older I realized I wasn...
    darkestpartofmymind33 darkestpartofmymind33 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 9

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    My story is probably similar to a lot of people's but I just wanted to get it out there in the world to tell somebody how I feel. I've grown up in what many would call the...
    goodloot3 goodloot3 22-25, M 5 Responses Oct 10

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    The depression went away i was back to myself. After the summer was over i became depressed again. Everyday i wake up i just stay in my bed my house is a mess . The summer house...
    sadmoma sadmoma 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 25

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    Yes i am depressed i tried so hard not to be and to keep optimistic and all that **** but its just not working! I have no reason not to be depressed! Im a senior so i should get...
    Nobody112 Nobody112 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 27

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    My heart aches. My soul crushed. You can read about why, in detail, in my other stories. I don't feel I can truly relate to many people. The one woman I thought I had truly...
    ctguitardude ctguitardude 26-30, M 3 Responses Oct 3

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    Sometimes I think so much that it's my mind is my own worst enemy. Usually when it's my girly time of the month, (sorry) I get super emotional and start thinking about everything...
    lydianneverly lydianneverly 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 7

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    Im losing interest in everything I have except vary few things, can't focus, mind wont stop racing with countless things, emotions have been diminished or higher then usual (which...
    DeathAngelS300 DeathAngelS300 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 9

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    I have recently started graduate school, I have worked so hard to get here. My partner and I moved across the country so that I could attend this school. Now that I am here I am...
    StrongSong StrongSong 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 9

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    Hello everyone! I am at a very low place in my life and would like some insight. I have no one to turn to and I will try to explain the situation the best that I can. And I will...
    B3autiii B3autiii 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 11

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    "Ugh. I'm depressed." We've all said it, and even the most happy-go-lucky among us will have an occasional bout of the blues. Sometimes it's the big stuff that triggers it—like...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 12

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    I'm miserable! Lately i don't even know myself.. I have never been this depressed! It's affecting my senior year at college, my grades aren't good! Plus i've lost 2 close friends...
    lara15 lara15 18-21, F Oct 13

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    Hi I like to pretend that im not depressed to everyone around but the truth is I am severely depressed and I have even tried to end it all. I don't like people knowing how I feel...
    rhondaclarke rhondaclarke 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 14

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    I have always been the happy, go-lucky type of person. I always had a smile on my face...even now i smile more than the usual person, and to most i seem to be the same person but I...
    babybop12 babybop12 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 15

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    Yay!! I'm getting depressed again. I ******* hate the winter and fall because I get too damn depressed and I never go out!! I just stay inside in the dark 24/7!! Fuckk my life
    ItsRyyman ItsRyyman 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    So I saw something that to be clinically depressed you have to have 5 out of 9 symptoms and have them persist for at least 2 weeks... I think I have 3 of them, with persistence...
    goodloot3 goodloot3 22-25, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    The worst thing I think someone can say to a depressed person is.. "Come on, why are you so sad? Just be happy!!" Statements like that are so invalidating. If you've ever been...
    Harmony242 Harmony242 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Evanescence is my savior when I'm depressed
    lamiavarc lamiavarc 16-17, F Sep 25

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    I always feel depressed. but lately I've really been feeling sad. It feels like I'm losing my mind. I cant think straight. it feels likr everyone is against me. I'm not getting...
    blackpepperfox blackpepperfox 16-17, F Sep 25

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    I hate being depressed .....
    agent268 agent268 16-17, M Sep 28

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    I knew that going off my medication would bring back bad depression days... I just really hated taking pills... When I get depressed out of nowhere all I want to do is lay in my...
    MarissaDreams MarissaDreams 18-21, F Sep 28

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    I'm a senior In High school, I have been going through a lot of stress lately . I just don't know what to do anymore.... My life right now is making me become depressed lately. I'm...
    livinglife27 livinglife27 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 28

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    I depressed because of the loneliness. When can I ever change my life. Going through a routine life can be very depressing, how to get this of this feeling... ...
    Steve2186 Steve2186 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 30

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    I really need help. I'm feeling depressed :( and I'm very alone right now because I feel no one cares to talk or to even listen to me . I try my best to care for everybody but...
    helpmeplease10 helpmeplease10 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 30

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    It's like a dark cloud that likes to hover over me when i'm doing great. I don't choose it, although people think that giving up is my choice. Of course i don't want this. I want...
    ElenaExplaina ElenaExplaina 22-25 1 Response Oct 1

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    So today something triggered me and I just got so depressed but I'm stuck in social situations for the next 4-5 hours
    SincerelyMYlife SincerelyMYlife 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 1

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    I wonder if I am depressed. The only point of reference I have is my past self. If I compared my current self to how I once was, everything would seem fine; in fact, it would seem...
    bowlofsurreal bowlofsurreal 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 2

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    I have dealt with being depressed for most of my life, but today, I am glad I can say, is not so bad. Depression is this thing that likes to loom over everything that I do...
    Lexie1516 Lexie1516 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 2

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    Well I have been struggling to solve a problem that will affect my career, financial and my family. This had last for one month, not knowing how to solve it. Just try anything to...
    bubblyeater bubblyeater 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 2

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    Hi :) My name's Luca. I've been feeling really lonely these past few years,don't have many friends and I'm depressed.I moved to a new country 5 years ago and it wasn't what I...
    MeAndMySelf98 MeAndMySelf98 16-17, M Oct 2

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    I've come to a point in my depression that I would like to consider going on antidepressants and possibly start therapy as well. I don't know how confident I am in this decision. I...
    Lexie1516 Lexie1516 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 2

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    This is why...I remember every damn negative thing my parents said to me. "You know your friends and family members they're nice to you only because on us. Without us you're...
    SwanNual SwanNual 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 2

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    It has been 2 months now , I have never been this depressed , the girl i like just told me that she just doesn't want to ever get into a relationship or ever like me back because...
    randomguy16 randomguy16 13-15, M 1 Response Oct 3

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    Anything loud and angry lol. Well... I listen to that stuff even when I'm not depressed haha
    HisDaysAreNumbered HisDaysAreNumbered 18-21, M Oct 3

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    I am so depressed, i can't enjoy life anymore whatsoever..
    wearetheworld wearetheworld 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 4

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    They talked about him today I just sat in the corner and listened to how his life was falling apart I thought it was utterly hilarious the ******* deserves it. Later on today I was...
    ihaveaname99 ihaveaname99 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 4

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    After all these years....... I haven't seen my dad ever since i left Philippines on 2009. its been 5 years since that day. I haven;t been able to talk to him a lot nor see his...
    Sib232228 Sib232228 13-15, F Oct 5

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    Today I woke with the same feeling that I go to bed with every night. When I open eyes I see the same room and it feels like the same exact day over and over again. I didn't want...
    bellac19 bellac19 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 6

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    I'm depressed and I don't know what to do.... :(
    calmbear calmbear 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 6

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    My only loving partner would be a foto from newspaper. A foto from stranger. Social anxiety is awful. It cuts u off from everyone u want to be with. So like ,if u see a nice man, u...
    angel8i angel8i 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 6

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