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I Am Lonley and Depressed

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    I Know That Feeling...

    I have been lonely and depressed my entire life.I could be in a crowd of ten thousand and still feel this way.I have always been in my own universe,like I was invisible and others couldn't see me.No one has ever understood me.I really wish I could just be a normal person...
    whtswrngwthme whtswrngwthme 41-45, M Mar 29, 2009

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    In a State of Emptiness

    i feel i will always be alone. perhaps it is my anorexia or asperger's that causes people to shy away from me.  i have so many things in life that i havn't experienced.  things that might seem strange to other people in my age group.  im 23, by the way. ...
    ashleyray123 ashleyray123 22-25 3 Responses Mar 5, 2009

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    i worked so hard to loose 60 pounds, size large to small. i recently got depressed and lonley and turned to food i gained 10 pounds back, everything fits tighter now. i have no...
    lizbeth1994 lizbeth1994 18-21, F 2 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    So depressed can't stop crying in bed. Getting my children back soon.. I feel like a horrid mum as I don't think I can handle them right now :(
    jjw123 jjw123 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I am lonley. I don't want a boyfriend by any means but I get so lonley.
    AmericanPie91 AmericanPie91 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    I'm almost 16 and pretty much for my whole life, I was depressed, I was hit often when I was young and I haven't seen my father often because he worked in a different country, but...
    tribes33 tribes33 13-15, M 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    Ever since this school year started, I have been overly depressed. So many things have been going on in my life-school and home. At home, my parents have been fighting. I've been...
    sassysarah98 sassysarah98 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    I never realized it until today but I actually have been depressed for almost 3 years. Probably longer. I used to be super depressed everyday. But now I'm just depressed in general...
    allytoledodiaz allytoledodiaz 13-15, F Mar 29

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    I go through cycles of horrible clinical depression and feelings of neutrality/apathy. I was on medications for about two and a half years and felt great. So great that my...
    AlyxB AlyxB 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    Dear depressed people, you know you mean a lot to some people okay maybe not a lot but there is still that one person that cares,,, always. you know you have one life,right? so why...
    SAVEtheHER0 SAVEtheHER0 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    Hi there , im totally depressed and i dont know how to handle my emotions .. Im a christiam believer And im a bisexual .. Im married .. Im happy .. I really want a friend to share...
    daffodils1975 daffodils1975 36-40, M Apr 5

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    Well, it is no secret because I know. Is that all matters? No, but it seems like it. With my circumstances and the live and "family" I am stuck in, I suffer depression and nobody...
    ColourmeAmb ColourmeAmb 18-21, F Apr 10

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    I am very depressed due to my prostate problem and my mum with cancer. Yesterday when I went to see the doctor and the doctor said maybe it's prostate enlargement but he said...
    sadboi sadboi 26-30, M 6 days ago

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    I just went to the wash room and starting to feel abit difficult to let it out. I guess there's really something serious about my prostate. I hope is not cancer. I feel really...
    sadboi sadboi 26-30, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Damn it , if you see my dreams, you will wonder what the hell was going on through my head during the day that I am dreaming this at night, you might even feel threatened thinking...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    I don't want to be depressed any more. I go through waves of joy and sorrow and I hate it. My mom had cancer. My sister was in a mental hospital. My dad works but doesn't make much...
    chrisrose925 chrisrose925 13-15, M Mar 22

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    I could write a 30,000 word prose of why I am depressed and why life has led me to the way I feel right now. But none of that really matters. It doesn't matter what life...
    Isabel13 Isabel13 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    Oh my god, I'm so tired of this. I'm so sick of being alive. I hate myself in every single way. I don't want to keeping living anymore. I want to die. I don't want to go to college...
    mysteryhatcat mysteryhatcat 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    I'm just been so depressed lately i mean I have two good friends but they don't understand what I'm going to go through what makes me even more angry is that my mom always tells I...
    saladbarchris saladbarchris 13-15, M Mar 25

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    I don't get it! One minute you'll be having a wonderful day! All excited and happy and the next minute your broken down and sad and you feel like your worthless except for no...
    EmoPanda3 EmoPanda3 13-15, F Mar 26

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    its an unending circle. i am depressed because i am lonely and i feel i am alone because i am depressed. I can start any conversation you want online. i feel ok to be me online...
    confused623 confused623 36-40, F 3 Responses Mar 26

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    I told my friend I'm severely depressed and cut and have anorexia and then she tried to one-up me by telling me that she is depressed when she has a near perfect life. Then she...
    just1a2girl3 just1a2girl3 18-21, F Mar 31

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    I am so terribly unhappy and lonely. I cut, I have and eating disorder, and I am so depressed that I can't even get out of bed in the morning. I can't get over this without...
    just1a2girl3 just1a2girl3 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 1

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    Yesterday was a particularly bad day for me, I took a pill for the first time since I tried to kill myself through an overdose and all the feelings from that day came back. The...
    anon1995 anon1995 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    This is another stupid non-'experience' i've seen on here. How does Facebook out of all websites (especially this one) make someone feel depressed? Because you have no friends? No...
    Yogurtree Yogurtree 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    Depression comes and goes with me. Last night, it came to me. And this morning, I took an anti-depressant to help me go thru the day at work and whenever. I feel cheerful and...
    littlemisslight littlemisslight 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    I'm a teenager but I think I'm depressed. I've been depressed in the past before but I think it's come back to haunt me. I wear nothing but giant jackets and jeans all year round...
    iLoveAsjohn iLoveAsjohn 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    All I want is to have my bladder and prostate ultrasound done, and receive the correct treatment, but it's so hard. The hospital I went for two times the doctor were not helpful...
    sadboi sadboi 26-30, M 4 days ago

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    Watching my mum playing candy crush, seeing her smile. I used to share all my problem with my mum. And she's always there for me. But I couldn't share with her about my urinary...
    sadboi sadboi 26-30, M 4 days ago

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    i wouldn't say that I'm a real, dreamer.. okay maybe i am. I tend to spend Majority of my time thinking. And thinking about life seems to be the only thing i can do. To be honest...
    LifeAfterBlake LifeAfterBlake 18-21, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I am feeling depressed. I don't really enjoy my college. I have been losing a ton of friends. Been in trouble with the law. My mother has been very disappointed in me. Life just...
    Jvibes Jvibes 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    I am lonely, depressed and looking for hope. 10 years ago I was young, thin, beautiful, successful and strong. 9 years ago I was diagnosed with cancer. Now I am 250lbs...
    anm52309 anm52309 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 22

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    Nothing ever goes my way. I'm tried of struggling with everything I do. I wish just once things fell into place in my life. It looks like everyone I talk to is moving on with their...
    goldengirl24 goldengirl24 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    I have been depressed for years and under control through medication. Lately though, the fog has returned. All I can think about is how my successes in life are a fluke and I am...
    Foodude Foodude 46-50, M 1 Response Mar 24

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    I have been depressed since I was 17. I have tried my hardest to shake it. But I simply can't. I think it's because I have been through hell and back growing up and in my...
    musiclover2014x musiclover2014x 22-25, F Mar 25

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    Ive been even more quiet and even more distant. No one knows or cares to realize just how depressed I really am.
    underageloner underageloner 13-15, F Mar 25

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    My parents are seperating and im losing my mind. I have no one beside me anymore.... my two only friends are as depressed as i am and we just arent strong enough to hold eachother...
    Callmedarvi Callmedarvi 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    Wht do you do when u and ur boyfriend r depressed
    blove16 blove16 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    I was super depressed today. I actually still am typing this. Any words of encouragement? I'm bipolar and the meds did not work today for some reason, or something happened...
    Audrina14 Audrina14 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    Hey guys long time no see i guess, So today I had to visit my psychiatrist with my therapist (yeah I know :/ both) I knew I was depressed and had anxiety both of them major cases...
    WhyDoYouThinkYouKnowMe WhyDoYouThinkYouKnowMe 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    I'm at the point in my life where I physically don't feel like I can keep going like this. I'm so stressed out, depressed and overwhelmed by everything that I have going on that it...
    korilakkuma korilakkuma 22-25, F 6 Responses Mar 26

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    I'm running out of excuses not to see people but I can't bear to because when I see people I have to pretend I am not depressed and that is just too hard. I missed another seminar...
    anon1995 anon1995 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 27

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    I hate having this feeling of nothingness. I have been depressed since 2000. I have witnessed a lot of things that just worsened my depression. I am now married and have a...
    amc3518 amc3518 31-35, M 2 Responses Mar 27

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    Am i the only one who does want to stop being depressed but i sorta dont know what id do without it..? Its always there. And i cant even remember who or what i was before it...
    Sorendino1 Sorendino1 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    Hey! I'm new here at EP and I really need someone to talk to, good advice, experiences and such.. I don't know what to do! My boyfriend did do drugs and tried to take his own life...
    lilcarey lilcarey 22-25, F Mar 27

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    I'm starting to go back and forth between being depressed, and being perfectly fine. In order for people to fully understand how I am feeling, here is my story. I started out the...
    SaronaOsamaru SaronaOsamaru 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    I am not sure if i am depressed or not.but I don't from the past week,I am feeling like I could never be happy again..its got nothing to do with my life circumstances, which are...
    discoveringmyself20 discoveringmyself20 18-21, F Mar 28

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    I know I have to go on but I can't do it anymore. I am so depressed and unhappy. I just can't stop crying and wishing to be dead everyday. I feel like an alien since I was born...
    blackjasmine blackjasmine 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    So, my sister has always been great in school, Except for lately, She has been really depressed and have been starting to forget things, Therefore she has trouble in school since...
    Iwanttobeanonymous123 Iwanttobeanonymous123 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 29

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    I am feeling so depressed again. It's been a while since I felt this way. I have had someone come into my life and he can be exciting but has no idea how he makes me feel when he...
    Lonelyone6 Lonelyone6 46-50, F Mar 30

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    I don't tell many my life and it's killing me. I am 13 years old and for the past 13 years things have happened. when I was younger I had to deal with my severally autistic sister...
    sniffew sniffew 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 30