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I Am Lonley and Depressed

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 23 People

    I Know That Feeling...

    I have been lonely and depressed my entire life.I could be in a crowd of ten thousand and still feel this way.I have always been in my own universe,like I was invisible and others couldn't see me.No one has ever understood me.I really wish I could just be a normal person...
    whtswrngwthme whtswrngwthme 41-45, M Mar 29, 2009

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    Its FRiday tommorrow

    and i want to go out and party like everyonelse my age but i have no friends to do that with. im sick of staying in every weekend i feel like im wasting my life away. its depressing me. i suffer from severe anxiety disorder so i find it hard to make new friends etc so i cant win...
    pinkglitteress pinkglitteress 22-25, F 1 Response May 15

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    Its FRiday tommorrow

    and i want to go out and party like everyonelse my age but i have no friends to do that with. im sick of staying in every weekend i feel like im wasting my life away. its depressing me. i suffer from severe anxiety disorder so i find it hard to make new friends etc so i cant win...
    pinkglitteress pinkglitteress 22-25, F May 15

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    In a State of Emptiness

    i feel i will always be alone. perhaps it is my anorexia or asperger's that causes people to shy away from me.  i have so many things in life that i havn't experienced.  things that might seem strange to other people in my age group.  im 23, by the way. ...
    ashleyray123 ashleyray123 22-25 3 Responses Mar 5, 2009

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    I've been depressed for about 2-3 years now, funny thing is that if one was to see me normally, I am a very social person. I like talking to people, and making them laugh I guess...
    JaRuss JaRuss 18-21 1 hr ago

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    Yes I cry. Yes I feel sorry for myself. Yes I say I don't no how I can cope anymore. Yes I'm sad. NO I AM NOT DEPRESSED! I don't need medical help. I just need to be heard and...
    Sunrise13 Sunrise13 31-35, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Well. I'm honestly just quite annoyed. Not because I am depressed or the fact that I am miserable right now but that no one I seek help to will acknowledge how bad I am right now...
    MissxThing MissxThing 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 4

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    I dont think a million pounds, a big house, a good job, a perfect boyfriend, perfect good looks, a perfect group of friends, would make me less depressed. Get it now? Dont ask me...
    Hubbahubba1 Hubbahubba1 18-21 1 Response Oct 27

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    I dont think I'm depressed because I dont match up to what qualifies to be depressed but I dont know how else to describe my deep sadness
    jaygotthejuice jaygotthejuice 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 4

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    I am sick to death of people not taking myself and others with depression seriously! Yes there is always someone out there, worse off. And yes there's people out there literally...
    AFriend2All AFriend2All 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 5

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    I feel empty I feel in a dead end this terrible feeling is already noxious my job options are so short with my degree every time that I apply for any company or position they tell...
    forsa85 forsa85 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 6

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    Have I learnt my lesson? Clearly not, I still want to chase after someone I like that's because I love it that he proves to me that I'm worthless. This is my masochistic trait...as...
    SwanNual SwanNual 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 7

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    I'm SO depressed I feel like life is not worth living I want to die, my depression started when I was 12 and is still here and I am getting so hopeless about my future .... The...
    sadddd96 sadddd96 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 11

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    What do you do when you are depressed but you have no one to talk to.. Because the only person you can talk to doesn't seem to care about you? I can't tell anyone else why I'm...
    kumaroo kumaroo 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 13

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    Extremely depressed. Lonely. No love. No sex. No emotions. Feeling hopeless, sad, depressed, miserable. Just want to die.
    zolito zolito 31-35, M 2 Responses Nov 14

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    So I have been depressed again lately they found precancerous cells in my uterus along with that I have been taking care of my cousin who lost his arm in a car accident asking with...
    sweety7268 sweety7268 18-21, F 7 Responses 4 days ago

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    If I'm not numb, I'm depressed. If I'm not depressed, I'm numb. That's no way to live but I can't find my way back.
    poojibp poojibp 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    My husband died on Sept.22, 2014 after a three day illness. It was a shock...and I still feel like it couldn't really have happened. I don't really like the title of this group...
    jobee1950 jobee1950 61-65, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I'm lonely because I never can have anyone I would love unconditionally. They use me then fall for someone else. I'm tired and giving up on loving. With the exception of my...
    spaceylibra spaceylibra 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 24

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    I just realised that everyone I talked to a year ago, before I was as depressed as I am now, doesn't talk to me anymore. And now I talk to like 2 people from my school, everyone...
    gamerdog210 gamerdog210 18-21, M 3 Responses Oct 26

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    I've been depressed for awhile now and have been going to a therapist but not much has changed. I don't have many friends, my mom yells at me constantly, and I'm just done with...
    br1ttanymarie br1ttanymarie 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 26

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    Feeling super depressed today. šŸ˜ž
    Crispy25 Crispy25 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 27

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    I have a great boyfriend, but I don't get to see him everyday. Why do I feel so lonely and depressed when he leaves after he's been here for a few days? I have two young boys to...
    jlkreul jlkreul 31-35, F Oct 27

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    Why does it come in spikes like this? I never know how to stop it from happening or what even brings it on. I just feel really depressed and disappointed about everything very...
    sweetiebomb sweetiebomb 22-25 Oct 28

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    I feel really depressed all of the sudden. I try to think there must be a reason. I do have a lot of factors. I feel stuck in a bad home situation, one where I can't keep up and it...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 Oct 28

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    I'm depressed and today was one of those days when I just couldn't overcome it. I had a really disturbing dream last night and when I woke up this morning I couldn't get the image...
    LorelaiSky LorelaiSky 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 28

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    I am looking for my life partner from any FIRST NATION WORLD, where life is not as depressed as where i am presently living. I lived some years in UK and I never felt depression as...
    amarindersingh amarindersingh 36-40, M Oct 29

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    I just need to vent to somebody real quick because if I open up my feelings at all to family or friends, I am shut down. I was born with terrible acne. I have had it my entire life...
    MerleMyLove97 MerleMyLove97 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 29

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    i am so depressed right now my head is pounding so hard....it doesn hurt,it just pounds
    kpooky kpooky 22-25 Oct 30

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    Very depressed. Don't want to live anymore!!
    justyouandme123 justyouandme123 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 30

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    I am depressed and lonely. . I was married for a long time . Had three great kids , a wife that wanted control and a divorce . That was ten years ago . Well I haven't seen my kids...
    queenscounty queenscounty 51-55, M 2 Responses Oct 30

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    It's hard to snap out of it and i doubt friends and fam really get it i try to be less depressing as to not always annoy people with my moods but thats easier said than done i feel...
    seeminglypossible seeminglypossible 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 30

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    I'm tired of being sick and tired. But obviously I'm not tired enough because I don't care to change my situation RIGHT NOW. I'm so depressed that all I do is lay in bed. I can't...
    Rosebox Rosebox 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 1

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    I'm a person who has very low self esteem and at times I just get depressed because of the things I'm missing or just lingering in bad memories and things I should have done...
    Crazycoral84 Crazycoral84 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 1

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    I dont really know if I really am depressed, but it seems like I cant ever stay happy for a long period of time. My emotions constantly fluctuate from sadness to happiness. There...
    TyThe90sKid TyThe90sKid 22-25, F Nov 1

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    The past few days have been fine. I've not been happy but I've not been depressed. It's felt a little weird because I've got so used to carrying the burden of myself. However, it...
    someonelikeyou9 someonelikeyou9 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 1

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    I've been depressed for so long that I've fantasized about countless ways to kill myself. I have seriously imagined thousands of ways to commit suicide. Does anyone else do this?
    AlyxB AlyxB 18-21, F Nov 2

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    I have my good day and my bad days. I just want to be happy! I'm turning 30 in December and to be honest I'm not freaking out about it, but I'm depressed with it. I'm single and...
    feelinglost84 feelinglost84 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 3

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    When I was 7 I told my mum I wanted to die. When I was 13 i told my parents I was having 'bad' thoughts. Now at 20 years old I'm so depressed that I cannot even smile without my...
    someonelikeyou9 someonelikeyou9 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 3

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    I just feel lonely and hollow a lot like there is nothing to live for... I try my best to stay happy around others and it definitely works but it's tiring most of the time. Im...
    fatality500 fatality500 13-15, M 2 Responses Nov 3

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    There's quite a lot of you out there who say you are depressed. Well, if you ever need someone to talk to then hmu lol. I want to cheer up EVERYBODY on here who is hurting!! lol.
    prairielady1 prairielady1 22-25, T Nov 3

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    Do u think there is something wrong with me mentally? Idk if this would help but my mom did drink and smoke when I was like ya not born yet. Also she was depressed so that kinda...
    MyaA13 MyaA13 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 4

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    I am 16 years old and feel as if I let things get to me more than the average person. I feel lonely in the world. I'm constantly in arguments with the adults in my life, and Iā€™m...
    jaygotthejuice jaygotthejuice 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 4

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    My wife suffers from depression. It is really tough on us. It seems that as soon as it starts to get a little better, the sun fades and the clouds come in. By no means is she...
    TEAVEE TEAVEE 31-35, M 1 Response Nov 4

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    Every time i read any discussion forum on depression, i get the same answer that you are not alone and somebody is always there to help you. If such a help really exist please come...
    amarindersingh amarindersingh 36-40, M Nov 5

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    Felt depressed the last week or so, I do manage it quite well generally, but sometimes I worry over silly things and get myself down. I want more confidence and happiness!! Must...
    secretrach secretrach 31-35, F Nov 5