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I Am Lonley and Depressed

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    Its FRiday tommorrow

    and i want to go out and party like everyonelse my age but i have no friends to do that with. im sick of staying in every weekend i feel like im wasting my life away. its depressing me. i suffer from severe anxiety disorder so i find it hard to make new friends etc so i cant win...
    pinkglitteress pinkglitteress 22-25, F 2 Responses May 15

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    Its FRiday tommorrow

    and i want to go out and party like everyonelse my age but i have no friends to do that with. im sick of staying in every weekend i feel like im wasting my life away. its depressing me. i suffer from severe anxiety disorder so i find it hard to make new friends etc so i cant win...
    pinkglitteress pinkglitteress 22-25, F May 15

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    In a State of Emptiness

    i feel i will always be alone. perhaps it is my anorexia or asperger's that causes people to shy away from me.  i have so many things in life that i havn't experienced.  things that might seem strange to other people in my age group.  im 23, by the way. ...
    ashleyray123 ashleyray123 22-25 3 Responses Mar 5, 2009

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    I Know That Feeling...

    I have been lonely and depressed my entire life.I could be in a crowd of ten thousand and still feel this way.I have always been in my own universe,like I was invisible and others couldn't see me.No one has ever understood me.I really wish I could just be a normal person...
    whtswrngwthme whtswrngwthme 41-45, M Mar 29, 2009

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