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I Am Looking For Something

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    To Feel Whole

    I am looking for something..... I know that what I am looking for lies within I know that I will not find what I am looking for in the external world Yet that is where I choose to look, I think because it seems easier and more exciting I'm always looking for the next kick...
    eelarc eelarc 26-30, F Sep 30, 2012

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    I'm definitely looking

    for something but I'm not sure what and I'm not sure if I can find it "out here" in the world. I'm looking for something to help me activate more of myself. I'm not sure how though so I keep sending the signals out into the universe that this is what I'm seeking at this time.
    Crownite Crownite 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 17

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    Has Anyone Seen Me?

    I think I am looking for myself.  I just know I left me around here somewhere... please let me know if you find me! 
    WhereAreWe WhereAreWe 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 6, 2009

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    Lost In The Search

      I am new to EP and this Group so I will keep it brief to start off a discussion. I have always felt that I do not fit here and that I am in the wrong place or the wrong time. So all my life I have been searching for "something" or for some reason to explain why I exist...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 20, 2012

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    Something

    But I just havent found it?  I think im too busy looking for it that I wouldnt recognize it if it were in front of me.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 3, 2010

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    I Know.

    I know I'm looking and searching for something. Though I have no idea what it is. Maybe I'm looking too hard, and should just let it come to me. It could be numerous things I'm looking for. Not just one. I am such a puzzle right now, missing piece after piece. Hum. I don't know...
    xScreamOfTheButterflyx xScreamOfTheButterflyx 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 13, 2008

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    My Purpose In Life

    I don't really know what my purpose in life is. I need to find what it is.
    PaulK PaulK 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 13, 2008

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    I'M Trying To Learn To Let Go

    In my quest to get over my ex I'm also looking to get to a point where letting go is ok. I want to be happy for him because he's moved on and not have these thoughts of poor me because I'm still hurting over the way it happened. I've always wondered why we havnt been able to...
    Squeekarose Squeekarose 31-35, F 4 Responses Jan 31, 2013

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    I Am Looking For Something......

    But have no idea what the hell it is! Is it love? A boyfriend? Peace of mind? Excitement? Satisfaction? WHAT THE HELL IS IT??? I can't make up my mind what I really want these days, every new day brings a change of heart in the things I desire. Some people call that being...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 28, 2012

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    What Is It

    I am looking for something. Illusive? Encompassing, fulfilling, meaningful some would say you are looking for purpose and yet there is no purpose in the existential. Perhaps the meaning is to simply propagate, perhaps it is to endure, perhaps the purpose of self is to understand...
    beputty beputty 36-40, M 1 Response Sep 3, 2013

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    And I Think It's Happiness

    It's the happiness you get from being truly happy with yourself and what you are doing and why you are doing it.   Now I am testing things out to find out what makes me happy and what I need to do to make myself happy and once I do that I can bring someone else along...
    loopnscc loopnscc 46-50, M Oct 4, 2008

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    A Dream

    I am lost right now. I have lost sight of my dreams and goals in life. Ever since these series of manic and depressive episodes, I went farther and farther away to what I aim for. I don't know what I want anymore. I do not have any passions or drive to be better. I desperately...
    alesia248 alesia248 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 26, 2013

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    And I Think I Know What?

    I am looking for laughter, to learn to understand, to cuddle, kiss,hug and miss someone. i know for real that i am looking for something different and fun. i know i am looking for love that will last a long time with a many great experiences, and a lot of acceptance and respect.
    awefun awefun 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 6, 2013

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    Every Day and Every Nite

    Is it under my bed? Is it in the couch? Perhaps under the pillow? No It's not under anything.  Ooh, Maybe behind something? Nah. Hmmm. I'm not even sure what it looks like. Maybe it's in my soul. Maybe it's in yours.
    intothewoods intothewoods 26-30 1 Response Aug 11, 2008

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    Destiny

    I was destined to become a Ninja and a published author in New York City. Now I'm so Depressed I wish I was a baby again because I don't know what to do anymore.
    WhiteLegoNinja WhiteLegoNinja 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 31, 2013

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    That Damn $20 Bill!

    Been lookin' 4 it since last month. I REALLY need it now!
    otad12 otad12 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 12, 2008

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    Haven't Found It Yet

    Driving... far away, maybe follow the sun or a polar star. It feels like this is not where i suppose to be. I feel like there is a place, but i am not there yet. Many years will pass until ill get there. Maybe it's a chase for something or somebody, or maybe what i am looking for...
    Russian Russian 22-25, M 2 Responses Oct 4, 2008

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    You know that feeling you get when you’re thinking about or looking for something, and it ends up being right under your nose…because you kept overlooking it? A person always...
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    My friend here Krislyn, 20 years old, Filipina is looking for a serious guy who can take her seriously.. This lady here is a friend of mine and I'm doing it for her:))
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    I Am A Young Girl Looking For An Older Man!What should I do?
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    Young slave here, looking for a mistress/master to do anything with me
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    Ok. So after several months of meeting a guy. He messaged me and told me he is seeing someone. Honestly, we had a good time talking and thought he was a good candidate to be my...
    happysha17 happysha17 36-40, F Aug 20

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    I wish people would quit insisting on what's best for me, as in I shouldn't stop looking for love. Maybe that's the problem, because I spent literally half of my life looking for a...
    Lov3intheasylum Lov3intheasylum 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 28

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    I am looking for an online slave. someone to do whatever i ask. I will ask for photo evidence at times. I have had 4 long term slave before this. I will tell you what to do. I will...
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    I'm looking for someone to either have conversations with just about the BDSM Lifestlye and maybe something more will become of it. I am certainly dominate but I have a kind honest...
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    Hey- As a teenager interested in writing it's kind of hard to stay on task with just one storyline, and to continue said storyline. I'm looking for someone who would like to help...
    jehansflowers jehansflowers 13-15 1 Response Sep 9

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    About me: 24 year old closeted lesbian from Amman -Jordan. I am good looking, feminine, well-educated, financially independent and have a professional job. I studied abroad and...
    ammanmoc ammanmoc 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 2

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    About me: 24 year old closeted lesbian from Amman -Jordan. I am good looking, feminine, well-educated, financially independent and have a professional job. I studied abroad and...
    ammanmoc ammanmoc 22-25, F Sep 2

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    About me: 24 year old closeted lesbian from Amman -Jordan. I am good looking, feminine, well-educated, financially independent and have a professional job. I studied abroad and...
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    Hi...A good Looking, very closet gay guy Looking for MOC ,with a femminine lesbian girl to coverup social and family pressure of marriage, Looking for long term assexual...
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    I Am Looking For Moc Dear Ms, I am an MBA working in US, person of Indian origin, straight looks, desecrate , gentle, honest, cool, fun loving, person having gay tendency...
    asdf11000 asdf11000 26-30 Aug 27

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    Decent, good looking guys are what I'm looking for. Anyone out there?
    XraZorBladezX XraZorBladezX 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 26

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    Hello there, I hope everyone is doing well. I am an asexual 23 year old girl who is looking for a gay guy for a serious MOC. I am looking for a life long commitment and a marriage...
    TamsinDiamonds TamsinDiamonds 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 4

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    Hello there, I hope everyone is doing well. I am an asexual 23 year old girl who is looking for a gay guy for a serious MOC. I am looking for a life long commitment and a marriage...
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    I know that you are out there somewhere and I'm looking for you and you are looking for me someday or sometime we will meet
    trew5432 trew5432 13-15, M 2 Responses Aug 23

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    I am looking for my happily every after. I am tired of being broken hearted and really looking for my bestfriend who i can be silly with and grown old, give them beautiful children...
    Bandiliu Bandiliu 26-30, F Aug 27

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    RunAwayToMe RunAwayToMe 51-55, M Aug 28

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    Hi, I am a closeted asexual African woman based in the SE United States who is looking for a MOC with a closeted (masculine) gay or asexual man. I cannot relocate at this time...
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    I'm a sucessful businessman, Christian but not too overly religious. I'm looking for a lesbian who is interested in a MOC. I'm stable, from a good family, would love to know a...
    male4moc male4moc 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 1

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    I am looking for somebody who absolutely will not shut up. If people tell you that you don't know when to stop talking, your the person I'm looking for. I also tend to not know...
    grindmuffin grindmuffin 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 2

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    I may be a lone wolf but I'm not really looking for a pack not in my area. I would love to meet other K-9 therians in my area too. I am looking for K-9 Therians in PA USA I am K-9...
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